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Hmmm, really does suck that others dont (usually) understand the particularities of your life in the way that you, yourself, do. (obviously, this is not to say that i live some kind of life devoid of shared experiences) well, i suppose that is why id like to express such feelings through artwork, isnt it? hmmm? hmmmmmm? * surrounded by materials that are for creating all sorts of works. ID LIKE THE TIME. i need to make time. its dire. i need to Create soon or i will get terribly sick. but /....? but .......? i will. i will!
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incredibly lame train of thought because of course i would still be troubled for many a reason (just like many others) even if i was more "on my own" so do not think too hard on what this means but i do get a sense of stupid "jealousy" when observing others situations and the selfish pondering occurs which is along the lines of "if i was an only child what would i be doing?" "what if there were times where i only thought of myself?" "what would it mean to live more for myself?" truthfully probably badly in so many ways. but i cannot help but think, briefly, about all sorts of random aspects that would be cause for an entirely different life. though none of it is to say im a miserable person at my core, my life is full of genuine joy and passions. funnily "i wish i was somebody else" was always a thought i would have when i was very little, and the idea that there could be all sorts of different versions of me, had this or that been a thing, was very horrifying. i was glad that i was me, who was nice, and liked art and wizards and minecraft and dolls and music as much as i did. well, i think id like to have a day sometime soon where i do nothing but listen to music or put a movie on loop and draw and draw and a bit of playing in the mud as well
#i really wish that i could live in a situation (which no. does not literally exist) where i could have “different feelings”#i love my siblings. of course i would like to be in their lives. also? perhaps i should not ignore the desire to “do more” to go out and se#whats out there#it feels terrible. like it can only be one or the other! but im very smart and know it is not that strict#so much of it hurts and will be very difficult but i am very willing to actually see for myself#there is good already ... and id like to experience all there is i know i want. so much joy and so much that will be easy and new and nice#and in no way a betrayal to all before and now. chances i want to take chances. though i must say ive just been in the process of#“getting to a place where i can take chances” which is silly but very real. there are distinct thresholds i will pass#(positive thing)#and i will continue living in whatever way makes the most sense to me#Flourish. hooray!#delete soon obviously. journal leaking onto tumblr blog. quick break before continuing with my going ons. Ahhhhh!
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when you were planning on drawing or doing anything but your brain said Noo you will be very upset now ...... all i want to do is do things ..... too much to ask...?
#id like to not suck and then id like to think i do indeed want to move forward. not “ignoring” that which is important#id also like very much to be something completely else & cast it all aside. just a little bit though !#id also like to have real problems& real achievements and be a real boy. <3#IM A PERSON! SO THEN...?#instead i am very small and tangled up in threads that arent even my doing. which somehow makes it worse#all the time i am irritated and it all isnt in my heart i was wonderful for a while and i should feel more wonderful now that im finally in#better health#All silliness. and a horribly simple rendering of ones going ons. of course there is joy. of course there is genuine frustration#of course there is fear and of course i am still “doing my best”#id like to think that i am level headed. id like to think that i do want to work hard. fucking hell of course i do#the part about being irritated all the time isnt true atleast if you are in my presence im not literally Irritated at that moment#you know what i mean
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A year has passed since the aggression against Gaza, 🇵🇸 fear brought with it tension and anxiety 🥹
Bombing, displacement, deprivation 😭😭, genocide, death, hunger and deprivation,😢
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I can't stand to see my mother living in extermination with fractures in her shoulder and also hungry. Your silence is killing us, I can only ask you for help. Does anyone hear me? I won't give up until you hear my voice, it's my mother's right to treatment and live in peace 🇵🇸💔
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URGENT: HELP SAVE THE LIFE OF MY CHILD
I'm Amal from Gaza. 🍉
Here’s my story, and I’m reaching out with a hopeful heart 💔✨, hoping someone will feel what my family and I are going through.
The Israeli occupation forces launched drone strikes on my husband, Fayez, and my son, Mohammad.
my husband was hit in the head, while my son Mohammad was wounded in his legs.
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Amal @amalashuor is still in desperate need of help, yet her gfm is losing traction with the last donation being from more than a day ago.
Please do not forget about Amal and her family. Please share, and if you can donate then do so. You can read more about Amal and her situation here. This is a vetted and donation protected campaign.
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was talking about the text on (mostly) chapter covers last night and me and my sibling were having a laugh about all this
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i need allotted time to be spontaneous
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timtams with dizzy fish
He’s gonna harvest their gummy eggs
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