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arnold-layne · 11 months ago

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i love my job. also it makes me wanna kill myself

#im not lying: i do love it #its exciting and im working with what i love and the people are lovely #but every morning i want to collapse with a 39 degree temperature just to not go to work #its the commute and the obligation to work at an office i think. uncomfortable enviroment with people constantly watching you #and uncomfortable clothes too. why do i have to shower every other day its HARD #honestly i do think all these problems would be resolved if i could just work from home #but not in my poisition. and its not soon when i will be able to take on some remote work #not to mention that the remote work i am capable of doing brings in even less money. at least at the start #ill have to stay where i am at least until i graduate. which is only happening next year #ugh. why do i have to live this life like this #maybe when we move next month it will be easier. my commute is gonna be 3 times shorter #and im gonna have a cat!!!! sweet amazing kitty cat i ‘inherit’ from my sister whos moving abroad #shes the sweetest creature on earth #and were finally gonna slee on a double bed not a twin #sleep*#not to mention waking up 40 minutes later #it seems like little but in the morning its a huge deal #arnold’s laments

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hinamie · 3 months ago

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the sirens are turning red

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #fushiguro megumi #megumi fushiguro #jjk art #megumi #animal horror/#animal death/#scopophobia/#hiiii i drew messed up animals again :>#i couldnt decide which ver i liked better between the white and black bg so i decided to playing card logic it #i think if i had to pick i Do like the black bg better but i spent a whole hour on that gd eye im keeping it #idk what came over me but im so glad it did i love drawing characters dressed in white surrounded by concerning animal imagery #gotta b one of my favourite flavours of fanart to make tbh #i saw a picture of a rabbit sculpture and something abt the albino red around the eyes ears feet mouth #made me think of blood pounding made me think of bruises scars Prey #and wld u look at that one of my fav characters ever just so happens 2 have a whole lot of rabbits :)#so i stuck megumi in what i can only describe as a vogue straightjacket n went to town #ik that the megumi + dogs/wolves gets a lot of love bc the characterization fits #but the rabbits.....but the [spoilers]#its SO good its so sososoososos good #anyway im proud of this piece hsfhgsfjs i love drawing rabbits i love white + Bruised blood-under-the-skin red this made me rly happy #i only care a Little bit that it took me forever <-lying #ill blame the rabbit skeleton smh

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suntails · 4 months ago

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WIPs

#so i finished all the pieces. all 21. and then i thought 'oh wouldnt it be nice if the artbook was like the storybook in the movie'#so now im. making a few storybook pages. yknow. on a whim. dw its only 5 its only 5 more pages #if ppl say im normal they are LYING. im CRAYZEE. ouggghghgh this is so FUN its so funky to work w the story palette it pops so hard #gotta do text tweaking prob in ID rather than PS so i have access to kerning adj but this works for placeholding rn #but yea. heaert haert heyart emojee. i gotta talk to my friend so i can brush up on how to open a shop but this is happening #i hope other chars have creators who are this obnoxiously crazy for them bc i truly feel like silver is my fuel. he keeps me going #my inspirtation the light of my life the object of all my creativity he is eternal #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #lilia vanrouge #suntails #the sleeping beauty vibes will never get better than this <3 love that movie #the rest of diasomnia is on pg 4 im excited. All of them. the guys

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sentientsky · 1 year ago

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you idiot, we could have been…us.

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puppyeared · 6 months ago

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(guy who has never played cotl) haha au time

#this started as a design exercise bc i couldnt get sphinx/devon rex narinder out of my head #but the whole time i was thinking man imagine if the lamb brings him in as a follower but nobody knows he was actually. you know #and the followers are like haha wow our leader channels the power and wisdom of the one who waits almost as if they were them #would that be cool or what. anyway heres narinder reassuming his pre-bishop form and everything his flesh remembers before godhood #ok now im gonna ramble abt design notes #the singe marks were inspired by fallen angels like how some ppl say they burned while falling from heaven. i wanted smth like that when #the lamb is resurrected by nari.. their outfit is inspired by papal cloaks while narinders is based on crusader armor #the lambs name 'bellwether' is also a term used for sheep that wear a bell and lead the flock and i thought that was cool #idk what the thuribles do yet but i do have smth in mind where theyre linked together. and ofc the lamb has a shepherds staff #very proud of nari's little devil tail!! and it was hard to see bc its so dark but he has wrinkles around his forehead to conceal his #third eye. even he isnt aware of it (for now)#idk where im going with this au i just have a bunch of ideas?? basically the lamb is keeping nari's identity a secret from him so he doesnt #go down that path of powerhungry destruction. smth like trying to lead him down a better path but feels guilty lying to do that #also theyre in love with each other and theyre stupid pining idiots abt it. mwah #cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl lamb #cotl narinder #the one who waits #cotl the one who waits #narilamb #art #au #myart #my art #character design #cotl au #false prophet! au

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theoldkyokodied · 2 years ago

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Uploading all my Tomgreg art at once from the past few week before season 4 hits, who knows in what kind of mental state i'm gonna be once it does :')

#tomgreg #succession #dont even talk to me i started watching this show when i had nothing to do at work and now i watch it with averiel my good friend averiel #and we are going to watch s4 together and i feel physically ill from bein so excited #so ya thats what ive been up to... anyway. i love these idiots they desever nothing but the worst (affectionate)#im also a tomshiv lover btw. im the one who yells 'THIS IS HOW TOMSHIV CAN STILL WIN' while they are actively losing on screen #thats the kind of person i am #dont look at me (lying on the floor)#okay i was not going to say stuff in the tags and let the art speak for itself but i NEED to point out details in the wine Painting..#i put a lot of work into that one. thinly veiled metaphors and symbolism yknow..#greg is gripping the stem of the wine glass with his full fist. tom and greg are dressed in the same outfit (sock garters included)#greg look appalled but he is not doing anything about the spill. tom is fondly pouring greg more and more wine. he is doing him a favor #i colored the red wine the same way i would color blood :) oh and tom is not really touching greg #only holding the chair in place. greg is making himself look smaller than he is like usual #oh and @ the person who said that it's the inverse of the tom and nate scene i love the way you think. i did not think of that before #but god. yeah. i actually thought about the scene change from when roman uhh.. christens his office in s1. the one with the coffee machine #i always go insane at that cut. this is not exactly the same since it's more.. about emotions but yknow.. it can be.. the same...

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raplinenthusiasts · 7 months ago

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BTS 💿 | DISCOGRAPHY 2013 - 2024

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gomzdrawfr · 11 months ago

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it's hard loving yourself

#i can't keep lying to myself #how do you love something that is so unlovable #i'm poison. i come from poison. i have poison inside me and i destroy everything i touch. that's my legacy.#i pour alcohol into the gaping hole inside my chest. it does not heal. not today. maybe tomorrow. maybe it wont heal ever #smoke fills my chest . empty it can be #yet so full of your absence #im nothing but an empty husk of what I once was #and a big part of me was already forcefully ripped away from me when you left #hello hi im back with ghoap angst #can you believe its been a whole week since i drew them #anyways #gummmyart #doodle #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #soapghost #ghostsoap #angst #implied mcd

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saltcosmos · 1 year ago

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#never painting gabes wings again (im lying but wow I do not like feathers)#i love these two tho they mean everything to me #ultrakill #v1 ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #gabv1el

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medicalunprofessional · 1 year ago

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twisted scientist: I have a bunch of brains in jars😁

#psychonauts #caligosto loboto #nightmaretheater #im back at it again babbbyyyy #ive been listening to ‘the terrifiyign tale of thela hun ginjeet’ its doing psychic damage to me with its groovy tunes #kinda just wanted to render a cool doodle i had lying around.Thats it really #my inspiration was the vibe of walking thru a vintage store thats what i was doing #but then i saturated the colors to hell and back (as i should)#could not be assed to render the brain but you see : Its in a jar. i reslly dont csre🫶🫶🫶🫶#oooohhh i love stealing peopels brsins and putting them in green preservative slop💞💞💞#time on canvas : 5 ans a half hours

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malinaa · 1 year ago

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i don’t know how to articulate it but the doctor asking rose, “how long are you gonna stay with me?” makes me want to break every bone in my body and crush them into dust . here you have the doctor, a near-immortal, asking a question he knows the answer to. he knows any response of rose’s will ring hollow in his reality. two months, ten years, four decades—the numerical value doesn’t matter. the problem with the answer is always going to be that it’s not enough. he knows it, but he asks her anyway because he loves her. he loves her enough to ask.

and rose! beautiful, human rose tells him, “forever” and the doctor smiles so widely that it’s electric. he knows her forever will never be as long as his, but the easy way it fell from her lips…she loves him. she knows she won’t be able to have his forever with him, but she promises her own forever. she gives herself wholly to him. he loves her enough to ask and she loves him enough to answer!!!! isn’t that crazy isn’t it batshit insane to love like this these were literally VOWS!!!!!!

#AND SHE LOVES HIM ENOUGH TO KEEP HER PROMISE. THEIR FOREVERS MATCH ‼️#this still isn’t entirely what im trying to say bc i literally CANNOT articulate it but this is as best as i can do #shows #doctor who #dw s2 #dw 2x12 #tenth doctor #rose tyler #text #tais toi lys #dwpost #tenrose #otp: i believe in her

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rookdaw · 1 year ago

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monster X monster hunter

#baldur’s gate #bg3 #baldur’s gate 3 #astarion #wyll #I AM SOOOOOO NOT NORMAL ABOUT THESE TWO #IMAGINE BEING PERFECT FOILS OF EACH OTHER #BOTH TURNED INTO MONSTERS AGAINST THEIR WILL #imagining young wyll trying to court astarion and just being so genuine about it #as one of his first loves he wants to do everything right but is still overall (fairly) new to the whole thing #vs astarion who is much more cynical after 200 years of seducing victims #he knows how to play someone’s heartstrings like anlite and is overall very detached from the whole thing only #doing it to make aure wyll wont murder him or something #but then selune forbid it he starts to develoP FEELINGS FOR HIM KSDBBSJAJA #and then just as astarion starts to fall into love wyll almost falls out of it as he realizes astarion was LYING to his face the whole time #about liking him #and then there is DRAMA and a secret slow burn underneath what you THOUGHT was a fast burn #AHEM. anyways.#im gonna draw more of these two cause wyll is soooo slept on #pictured this as early in their meeting/relationship which is why wyll doesnt have horns yet #also *anlite i meant to type *a lute but shaky fingers #rip no tag editing

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scribz-ag24 · 4 months ago

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grovyle going quiet when emotionally overwhelmed by a situation

dusknoir laughing and bluffing and rambling and screaming when emotionally overwhelmed by a situation

is this anything

#i want it to be something #dusknoir pulls out a monologue instead of admitting hes beat #grovyle goes 'guess ill die then'#bc sharing your feelings counts as sharing information so he'll eat his arm before doing it #unrelated but i love when dusknoir is having his internal meltdown his portrait is covering up grovyle #like sweetie wait there in terrible agony for a minute. im having a me moment now #dusknoir #grovyle #pmd2 #i know dusknoir is pretending in the first two but im gonnaa assume hes playing with half truths here. trying to act out how he would react #bc his entire time in treasure town and early se5 leaves to interpretation how MUCH he was pretending and lying

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mintypsii · 11 days ago

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usopps and a sprinkle of sanuso

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thecicadagraveyard · 23 days ago

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"I should have been the one on the bus, not-... You should have been alone on the bus." Cool cool cool I'm abt to go into cardiac arrest what if I fucking died huh what then man? What would you do then House md writers? HUH? WHAT WOULD YOU DO THEN IF I DIED AND IT WAS ALL YOUR FAULT HM??? WHAT THEN????????? FUCK YOU MAN I HATE THIS SHOW!!!! FFFUUUUUCCCKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#lying i love this show #im just deeply effected by it #to an unhealthy degree #im rewatchinf the whole show even the sad parts (which i usually dont do) and its fucking me UP bro HELP #this shit HUUUURTS #like it is fucking me up BAD #anyway #normal tags now #house md #gregory house #dr house #greg house #dr gregory house #dr greg house #james wilson #malpractice md #hilson

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ratatatastic · 4 months ago

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the face of a coniving man who wouldve broken the rules of no cup ocean diping even if was aware of them

#matthew tkachuk yeah i do think you're the funniest girl in the world yeah #and thats really on me #no it gets progressively funnier the more you ask him about it #“we had nobody with us to say matthew dont be an idiot 😃” → “HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW NOBODY TOLD ME THE RULES 😠”#girl who refuses to acknowledge her wrongdoings #if you play dumb enough they cant charge you for anything!#i love how he thought about it for a single second and went no im lying i would do it even if i knew lmaoooooo #oh what a rascal what a troublemaker im endlessly charmed

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