#but not in my poisition. and its not soon when i will be able to take on some remote work

[arnold-layne]

i love my job. also it makes me wanna kill myself

[jeromeswifu-blog]

Ian Gallagher - In Between

Summary: Ian can't decide if hes straight or gay and his friend Mari decides to help him find out Pair: Ian Gallagher and Mari Fandom: Shameless US I walked over to the Gallagher while they were hectic with some bad (really bad) issues. They were still like family especially Ian, I had known him since middle school and I was the first person to know he was gay. But lately he's been acting strange and yesterday he told me a girl looked hot. Thats fucking weird if your a gay male! I knocked on the door and Lip answered. He was smoking a cancer stick "You know you don't have to knock Mari." Lip said letting me in, "I know but its impolite to not. Is Ian here?" I asked looking up at him since he's taller. Yeah hes in our room, Lip left and sat down at the table. I walked to their room and knocked on the door politely. Despite living in the south side I was still rasied in a polite family. "Come in!" I heard Ian call from the otherside, I opened the door and saw him relaxing on his bed doing homework. "Hey ginger what ya doing?" I said hoping on the bed. "Math homework, I don' get any of this shit!" I laughed. And moved to sit next to him looking at what he was doing in math. Despite the fact I was the same age as Ian I was a year ahead since I skipped a grade. "Oh thats not hard--" "Mari can we talk?" Ian cut me off. I nodded "Of course what about?" He looked down shyly, "Ian you know you can tell me anything right?" He nodded. "Mari I'm really confused. Because I like guys...a lot but lately I've been getting attracted to woman and their...parts." He said looking down. "Maybe your bi-curious." He looked up at me. "Whats that?" He asked me "Its when a person like one sex but they have some sexual or romantic feelings for the other sex but their feelings for the other sex in your case men is stronger." He looked at me with his red eyebrows furrowed. "That does sound like that...maybe you could help me found out." He said scooting closer to me. "How can I do that?" I asked looking at him weird "Just see if when you do things that maybe are sexual if I get turned on." He said putting his hand on my  thigh. I looked at him  with wide eyes and then smiled. I have to admit I might have a small crush my ginger haired friend, honestly I was kinda sad when he told me he was gay. Its always the hot ones my mom told me. "Well what kinda sexual things do you want me to do." I asked leaning into him. "Surprise me." He said smirking. I smiled and got up from the bed, "Lets start simple" I said I stood up in front of him as he leaned back using his hands as support. I started slowly taking off my shirt throwing it on the ground next to me. I had a nice body not to brag, I was a little curvy with a pitete frame along with being skinny.

I smiled looking at him as his eyes trailed down "Do you like looking at this?" I asked he looked up at me "Its nice." he immediately went back to looking at m body. "Whats next?" He asked as his smirk grew larger. I smiled looking at him I let my hands go down my body the shorts I was wearing. I smiled at Ian as he intensly watched me un button and unzip my shorts pulling them down. Leaving me complete in my underwear. I'm so happy I decided to wear my black laced matching underwear! Ian nodded smirking looking at me "That gonna come off? He asked me smirking. "Do you want it to?" I asked back. He nodded slowly I crawled back onto the bed sitting infront of him again. "Take it off me." I said putting my hand on his. He let out a sexy chuckle and his hands went to my bra, I felt his chest against mine as he got closer to unhook my bra. My breath hitched, was I really doing this with Ian? Hes one of my best friend and I'm stripping in front of him. I heard my clamps unhook. My bra fell of and Ian moved back words looking at my somewhat small breast. "Now thats fucking great." He laughed a little bit. I blushed looking down "You don't think they're too small?" He laughed again "Honey their perfect. Now do I get to take off your panties?" I looked at him shocked. I'd never seen this side of Ian...kinda perverted. "If you want to..." I said smiling. Is this really happening? "Well stand up then." He said with his happy smile. I stood up and his hands immededitly went to my underwear but I placed my hands on top of his stopping him from taking them off. He looked up at me confused "Whats wrong....am I going to far?" He asked. I smiled at him "No its just...are you sure about this because if you take off my underwear I might not be able to control myself." I said. He looked up at me "Mari the truth is I really like you more than a friend...I always have but I thought I was gay and I was so confused and...I want this." I took my hands off his "Go ahead...I trust you Ian." He smiled up at me and took off my underwear. I sat down and spread my legs for him, he looked smiling at me making me blush. "Stop starring..." I said shyly. He laughed "I can't you just too beautifual." He said "You know it isn't fair." I said. "What isn't fair?" He asked confused "I'm naked and your fully dressed!" I said. He went to take off his shirt but Lip yelling interruped "Hey I'm gonna go out be back in a few hours!" He yelled and then we heard the front door slam shut. Ian looked at me "We're alone...wanna fuck?" I laughed at his bluntness. "Sure..." He instantly pulled me close and I gasped. He pulled me into a soft kiss but it eventually got rougher and more passionate. I moaned into the kiss and I felt Ian grab my bare ass making me gasp. He took the time to shove his tongue in my mouth claiming it as his own. 'He knew he was so dominant...' I thought. (Mickey knows) I started to take off Ian's shirt when his phone rang. "Don't answer it." I whispered against his lips. "I won't.." He helped me get off his shirt and as soon as it was off I went to his belt and started on getting his pants. A voicemail started to play "Hey Ian its me Micky I'm gonna come over later...I'll see you in like 2 hours later man be ready for me." The voicemail ended. "He's coming-" "We got two hours baby..don't worry thats enough." He said calming me down. I couldn't get this guys belt fucking off! "Having trouble?" He smirked I glared up at him. He stood up undoing his belt and pulled his pants off. He was left in his boxers, and I could see his erection in it. I went to him rubbing it slowly "What do you want me to do handsome..." I asked. He groaned feeling my rub it "I want you to get down on your knee's and let me use that pretty mouth." He said in a deep voice. I got down on your knees and pulled his boxers down and his hard dick went into my face. I started rubbing it "Your so big..." I said blushing. He chuckled I licked the tip of his hard dick. And slowly, slowly took it into my mouth. I hallowed out my cheeks slowly bobbing my head up and down. I heard him groan as I bobbed my head faster. He pulled my brown hair back into a ponytail using it to make me go deeper on him. He groaned again and then used my ponytail to make me stop sucking him. "Alright your turn." He smirked. He picked me up since he is much stronger then me and threw me (gently) onto the bed. He crawled onto the bed and spread my leps lowering his hand, "Mmm your so wet.." I felt his tongue flick my clit and I moaned. He started licking my folds "Ah...Ian your so good..." His tongue lapped in my folds as his finger found its way to my clit. "Ian! mmm god I'm gonna cum..." But the jerk stopped. "No, the only way your cumming is around my dick babygirl." He said crawling on top of me. As soon as his face got near mine I pulled him into a passionte kiss. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he poisitioned himself to my entrance. He quickly shoved himself in, me being a bit tight around him. He groaned out feeling my walls, he started pumping in and out of me at a normal pace. Our lips were still locked intamitly. I wrapped my legs around his waist pulling him deeper inside me "You ever fuck a girl before?" I asked "Nope, but I've watched porn so I should know the basics." He said smugly. He started kissing my neck biting at parts on the way down his hands grabbed my breast. I moaned feeling an intense plesaure as he took his time with every part. "Ah...go faster." I moaned. He startd puming into me a lot faster making me let go of his neck  and grip the bed sheets. I felt my orgasm comeback into veiw,  I could tell he was close too. "Ian I'm close!" I moaned loudly. "No, wait I want us to cum together baby" He said in a deep voice. Fuck I loved his voice. He started pounding into me hard and faster the both of us we're moaning mess. "Ready Mari...cum cum for me baby!" It didn't take me long, my orgasm was big. I clenched around his hard (amazing) dick. Ian finally let out a long groan as his thrust got more sloppy. He gave two hard thrust and I felt his hot cum go into my body.  I pulled him into a kiss wrapping my arms around his neck

He flipped off of me grabbing the cover to his bed. He lazily threw it over me and him "Do you want me to leave?" I asked. He looked at me confused "Why would I want that?" He asked me back. "I just didn't know if you wanted me to stay...can I stay?" He nodded smiling. He put his arm around me and I rested my head on his chest along with one of my hands. "That was nice..." I said breaking the ice. "Yeah it was..." Ian replied smiling "Wanna do it again?" I smiled and went to nod but then I thought about something, Micky. "Aren't you with Micky?" You asked. "No...I-I don't know he says were just fucking and honestly I don't just want to be fucking someone." Ian said looking at me. "I'm not opposed to doing more then just fucking..." I said shrugging. Ian laughed "Good, because I wasn't gonna give you a choice. Now Micky's gonna be here in like 30 minutes you might want to hop in the shower, you smell like me." I nodded got dressed and walked to the bathroom running into Lip on the way. "I thought you left." I said he smiled "Well I was going to but then I heard moaning from my brothers room and you had just went into it so I decided to stick around." He said laughing and walked toward his and his brothers room. Just my fucking luck.