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fighting demons to not have the most public breakdown rght now
#im so fucking close to just blocking them and then not talking to anyone else for weeks or months or idfk idfk i have got to kms#i hate my life oh my god im gonna throw up im genuinely gonna be sick i cant do this i need to disappear from the face of the world for a#couple days or something#im literally shaking lol#i dont even wanna do shit anymore i just wanna sleep forever and not have to talk to anyone ever again#this is what i get for letting myself get close to people and giving second chances#i wish theyd just get rid of me once they get bored of me instead of keeping me around#cant even talk about it to anyone cuz theyre gonna think im fucking crazyyy wooo#im gonna start bawling why am j always bawling over the same mf
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wheweweww deep breaths, sobs, hiccups , tears and snot
#literally shaking looking at this photo#im not even joking#they are so dear to me#im already grieving for the ending thats like a month away LOL#it's actually not funny at all#like#what are we supposed to do after it ends#and what about brhdjddndj#all the people that died#theyre not coming back#oh my god#im still stuck in the sister school games during s1 IDK#im tweaking genuinely#like wtf#i need a spin off or something#a slice of life version of jjk#something ANYTHING ATP#bc no im ready to move on helloooooo#𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬
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I don’t know how I managed to do this in a day. Like. I think I pumped this out on pure adrenaline
But again. If ur at the caption ya probably say the PSA spoiler wall that says that this comic contains spoilers for the Limited Life SMP finale. Well and I’m tagging this as spoilers so it’d be evident anyways lol. So I won’t write my spiel about go watch the end of Limited Life and I’ll just say oh my god what a finale it was absolutely epic. I loved every moment of it.
But yeah. I sketched this out as one of those “ahh silly goofy doodly sketchy sketchbook comics when I’m spewing a thought into my sketchbook” and then. My impulsiveness (there’s a pun there. Is it intentional? That’s for you to decide) won in the end and this exists now. It’s not the best quality of anything I’ve ever made but gosh darnit it was so much fun to make. So so much fun.
But yeah. Limited Life was absolutely amazing from start to finish and every POV was awesome (but if ya can’t tell team TIES is gonna live in my head rent free for a while lol)
That said. Enjoy this silly little mini comic I made and have a good day :D
#limited life spoilers#limited life smp spoilers#limited life smp#limited life smp fanart#impulsesv#impulsesv fanart#skizzleman#skizzleman fanart#tango tek#tango tek fanart#ethoslab#ethoslab fanart#team ties#team ties fanart#i think making this gave my brain more seratonin than its had in a long long time cuz im shaking pretty hard as i write this lmao#this was unreasonably fun to make. why was this unreasonably fun to make#i dont make comics very often but gosh darn this was so much fun#also. martyn so deserves that win. like the twist of him just going off#like. that was absolutely epic. that whole finale was absolutely epic#but yea enjoy this comic that i literally speedran in two days. why was this such an adrenaline rush lol#also i made those spoiler walls for instagram and theyre not fantastic but i worked too hard on them to not put them here too#(and not maintagging martyn's tag cuz he's here for all of a panel. ya know how it be)
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not enough people talk about "dont turn the lights off" ngl. this song + the daycare theme song have been ON LOOP for me. on loop while i draw. on loop while i do chores and cook. on loop while i work. on loop if i need to concentrate on something- no ANYTHING. it's such a comfort to me. this song has a DEATH GRIP on me. WHIMSY UNMATCHED. you don't understand how much this song fuels me to keep creating DCA content for myself ohhh my god.
"lights on" doesn't even compare for me (WHICH OFC i like the song + with the recent release of "best friend" im still giddy)
which, i feel the need to add, this song is pivotal for my motivation to write EBY (wip dca fic im working on rn). like idk i feel invincible when this song plays ig lmao.
#pingyappathon#i eat sleep and breathe DCA rn#i just want someone to get me like srsly understand how deep this hyperfixation is and how important DCA is to me#i need to sing the lyrics at the top of my lungs#it's just THAT good u dont understand#or maybe you do#do you?#please tell me you do cause im GONNA LOSE IT. its so lonely out here#shaking yall rn cause am i missing something like did i miss the excitement that came and went??#i just dont understand why it's not talked about as much cuz i genuinely think it's a BANGER? pls guys its soooo good!!#like the happiness i get from listening to it and the stims are unrivaled my goshgaj#literally its been in my spotify rotation for about 3 months straight :sob:#unless if im totally wrong and we're silently appreciating this masterpiece because guys I NEED TO YAP AB IT. LOUDLY. OBNOXIOUSLY.#ive wanted to make an animatic with it for SOOOO long too AGH#dca fandom#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf dca#fnaf sb#Spotify#that or play it on my uke one of these days even if my singing isn't that great (im havin fun lol)
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THEY ADDED
DARCY
TO CLUB PENGUIN JOURNEY???????
#random rambles#club penguin#club penguin journey#amphibia#IM SHAKING RN KSJDIJAJIDJIWOOAJWDJI#MY CHILDHOOD OBSESSION AND CURRENT OBSESSION#i literally create penguin and grind the coins just now lol#btw u can get marcy cape by clicking on core scythe eye in catalogue
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wow aint u a sight for sore eyes
#literally my eyes fucking hurt#portgas d ace#fire fist ace#one piece#one piece fanart#second division commander#my art#:) he is done i can rest …#every time i work on something i end up doubling the time it should take bc im a weenie#but also full time job that sucks all my time and energyuhhfhdh capitalism shakes fists#alternative title is the song you know the one you tell your boyfriend he says hes got beef but im a vegetarian and im aint fucking scared#of him#its great#lol
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how does one find mutuals on tumblr ...
here's a resume i guess:
im a BIG fan of hannibal/hannigram (have written about 40k words worth of fanfiction about them and they drive me fucking insane)
i really like philosophical discussions and talking about symbolism/allegory in fiction and whatnot
im pretty active but i might forget that tumblr exists for days at a time
i like long walks on the beach
i really just want some friends in the hannibal fandom LFHDSKDJC please and thank u
#i literally havent actually socialized with people on this account in like years#when i was in the tss fandom boy i talked to so many people#but now i dont remember any of my mutuals lol#please im shaking an empty mug at you#please spare a mutual follow my good fellow#i specifically want hannibal moots lol#hannibal#nbc hannibal#hannibal lecter#will graham#hannigram
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I'm literally so scared rn i don't wanna grow up make it stop
#i wanted to bs excited im just so terrified i dont want my birthday to come#I'm literally shaking idk why but km shaking i can barwly tyoe#lol
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u know im back on my bullshit
#octopath traveler ii#octopath traveler 2#satsuhart#temehika#hikari ku#temenos mistral#i thought long and hard about whether temenos is a catboy or a dogboy (hound)#and in the end i decided on arctic fox.#i have.... thoughts but theyre all spoilery thoughts like no literally no one can talk about why they like them without mentioning spoilers#ive been seeing it happen on twt for like the past 2 weeks#but anyway (spoiler) (spoiler) just trust me dude. theyre a good ship#it has nothing to do with the fact that ive liked mage warrior ships for the past 5 years. shut up#also i bought csp v2 and the shading assist... she popped off a little w that one ngl#but im still very angry about csp's terrible autosave function#like fun fact that first pic? i dont have it in .clip format anymore LOL#it also deleted the little pic i made about my ship taste but i didnt know and i deleted that tweet bc i was embarrassed#i mean it isnt a big loss i can remake it anytime but like. shaking fist at csp autosave function#tags are really quite dangerous im not even sure if theres a limit? ill stop here tho gn... i am working on a temehika fic 👍#octo2
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some digital horror yt channels ive been meaning to make art of for a while now. teeny toys exploration and plasmapunk my beloved <3
#[cherry on top]#teeny toys exploration#nebula and quasar#there is literally one (1) post in each tag so lol into the main tags it goes.#for some reason the teeny toys robots are like draining to draw properly....#so their art doesnt look as good as i want it 2 be </3#im happy with nebula and quasar though. shaking them around like little bugs :)#tbh im shaking All of them around like little bugs#theyre just little guys to me ^.^ little guys who are facing the horrors but little guys nonetheless.#(n&q are not currently facing the horrors but they may or may not be in the future. series isnt too far in currently)#anyways go watch them right neooow‼️‼️‼️❗❗‼️❗#(or dont idk i aint the boss of you)
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rotating noelle around in my brain. i need the dess raises kris au to be real RIGHT NOW.
please talk to me about the dess raises kris au i think im gonna explode. also start writing it this summer maybe :3333
#chatter#drkau#posts that need context. basically despite being called 'dess raises kris' neither dess nor kris show up for the first arc of the story lol#it would cover dark worlds 1 + 2 + 3 which i would make up#and its about noelle susie and ralsei being the three closing dark worlds and becoming besties#BUT ALSO so ive always worried id never be as excited about noelle as kris#n thus do her poorly when shes literally like one of the main protagonists#BUT NO. IM GOOD NOW. I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IM GONNA DO WITH HER#what do you do when your entire family has been defined by a grief you dont feel. by the death of a sister and friend you dont remember#what do you do when their grief shapes the form of your life and you keep bucking against it#because now youre the baby of the family and everything is On You#and you finally FINALLY find somewhere where you can maybe be someone#only to find out that that world never wanted you either. that world wasnt ever supposed to exist for you#what the fuck are you supposed to do#ANYWAYS NOELLE HOLIDAY-DREEMURR....NOELLE HOLIDAY-DREEMURR I LOVE YOU.....#(ps yes she gets a hyphenated name i wonder what might lead to this....)#(pps no i dont know what kris's last name is in this au skull emoji#chara would take dess's when they get married but dess wouldnt keep holiday (or let kris keep dreemurr)#cause she did. technically. kidnap them oops)#ANYWAYS IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS AU LITERALLY SHAKING IT AROUND LIKE A DOG WITH A CHEW TOY
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guess whooooo spun out and went off the road and got stuck in a ditch and has to wait 45 more minutes for a tow truck 👍
#um that was. the scariest thing thats ever happened maybe i was literally doing circles in the highway :)#avpost#oh im fine just shaking very bad and freaked out lol but like no injuries and the car doesnt. *seem* to be damaged??#i guess we'll find out when the tow truck gets me back on the road i honestly hope i didnt explode another tire ill be so mad.#but i really just. spun and fishtailed everywhere and then drove onto grass on a sharp hill. i#so like if the car is running idk that it would be too damaged.
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my boss is abusive like straight up <3 <3 <3 not even in a "donate to my gofundme to help me escape an abusive living situation and by that i mean my roommate asked me to do the dishes" type of way. like i am literally trapped in the cycle of build up explosive incident honeymoon phase
#WOMEN IN MALE DOMINATED FIELDS!!!!!#she spent literally all day yesterday (which is 12 hours btw bc there are no boundaries in this industry) berating me and making me feel#like i couldn't do anything right and i cried like four times and called my dad (lol) and was genuinely shaking like a chihuahua by the end#of it#and then today she's acting like my best friend and giving me cigarettes and i cried on a call in front of everyone and told her i felt lik#she was hostile to me and she apologized and was like yeah im fighting with my husband so that's why i was feeling hostile#which is like okay but not an excuse to terrorize me like that lol#ugh. i had this moment of perverse relief yesterday when i thought she was basically just looking for reasons to fire me and i was like oka#well at least this might be over soon even though that means i have to start the job hunt again#but now the horror is dawning on me that she wants to keep me here and It's Never Over#like this is insane i need to leave i need a new job
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i need to remake my cup bros ref… both cup and human designs… it’s been almost a year(?) and i’ve developed the headcanons and i would like to share with the class!!! (i wrote thirty tags. Please help me)
#my little hc i kinda showed in the refs but didn’t point out: cuphead’s handle appears broken/in human form his ear is halved#cause he has microtia (that also affects the eustachiantube/middle ear). basically i am a HoH cuphead truther#also to add onto that i think he has poor auditory processing issues cause i also see him as AuDHD#double also. while he would use ASL on a bad hearing day i think regularly he also uses home signs to express words/concepts#autism-related btw. it’s actually a bit visible in insert cuphead media (to me at least LOL) that cuphead expresses a lot of body language#so not liking conversation oral or signed as well as replacing oral words w home signs is in character. at least to my headcanon whatever#floats your boat!#OH! plus his split upper lip that i draw him with isn’t related to the microtia. he just roughhouses and chipped/tore his lip open when he#was younger#cuphead is also a trans boy. it feels right to me LOL#even back in 2017 when i barely knew the game or also much about trans people i saw cuphead and was like hm. hm!#tbh he just pawned his clothes onto mugman. who i’ve also changed my hc for i see him more as bigender than a cis boy now#LOL. i cast bi on mugman. sorry buddy#OH HIM TOO. im so sorry mugsy i have like two headcanons for you 😭😭😭#she uses he/she 2 me. i like casting personal parts of myself onto mugman even if i gravitate more towards cuphead/chalice#i see him as a bi ace as well. and a hopeless romantic. i don’t ship uhh i don’t remember what it’s called#i don’t ship cala maria X mugman (respect though) cause i see the cups as kids and i’m also a hilda X maria shipper LOL#but in the show. i will be real that she is a hopeless romantic. Look at that dork#FORGOT TO MENTION. i am a cuphead aroace truther to my grave. KEEP THAT MUSHY ROMANCE OUT OF MY HIGH SEAS ADVENTURE!!!!#like i said w cuphead before mugman is AuDHD (they share. many genes LMFAO)#however the difference is that they express it in different ways; while cuphead’s is more linked to his hearing/social behavior#mugman’s is more related to her emotions. i see it through my headcanon colored glasses that especially in the show mugman has more#meltdowns between the two cups#he has high emotional sensitivity both in positive and negative ways; former as in being strongly attached to cuphead and latter as in#more prone to meltdowns as well as being very literal#which isn’t a bad thing of course. mugman we are shaking hands so hard we are the same#OK that’s all the ones i want to share right now. i also haven’t shared her human or cup design i did but i’m workshopping chalice!!!!!!#i am leaving her out intentionally she deserves her own post because i luv her so much#ok post over. twenty minutes dedicated to autism about the twins out of the trio#cuphead
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the growler, after all these years of endless torment, has finally been documented to have constructed a comprehensible and doable fanfic outline and has made, relatively to its species, a commendable amount of progress into starting to actually write it down. this is an exceptional accomplishment for it and frankly, it should be praised extensively for being so cool and awesome an
#do not mind this. i am stroking my ego rn so i can today go to sleep believing im god. game breaking npd cheat#mine#by the way new bsd chapter just dropped woahh thats crazyyyy.. anyway gonna continue with rewatching rain code lol#no unfortunately im not gonna liveblog it any time soon maybe once we get to the end of investigation ill feel like it again......#i got nothing to say about halara and yuma looking at crime scenes. i do however have things to say about the explosive furroughs divorce#like what the fuck is going on with seth in chapter 1. im fucking shaking this bunnyboy ruined my life#few minutes after edit: nvm seth literally appears right now i forgor. back to screaming like a seagull over this wretched game on my side
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Oc stuff and a couple of random designs. Monty and muriel are vampire clowns who both work for gladys/were adopted by him, and he takes neither of them seriously. Monty is the older of the two and hates it, and muriel doesn’t know anything else. Monty is actually pretty laidback, when gladys isn’t stressing him out, which is kind of always. Muriel oftentimes disappears for days on end, doing who knows what. She and august have a lot in common, which means any interaction between them would probably just amount to a long, not comfortable, but not UNcomfortable silence. Monty and mindy would get along either very well, or not at all. I’m really trying to tap into my imagination again after leaving it to sit and rust for so long haha
#Ocs#Deciding to make august a guy again btw#Just bc i couldnt come up with a design that i liked more lol. I think he’s pretty great as is.#He actually hasnt changed appearance for like#years#Except for a change of clothes#Ive noticed a theme for a lot of my characters#agency is just so fun to play around with. It’s so fickle and fragile and i want to catch it in a jar along with all of my characters#and shake it around before watching them all brawl over who gets to have it first#Mindy wants to pry it out of circumstance by cutting herself off from it. Which for her means literally running away#August wants to earn it. Like if he works hard enough he’ll eventually become someone who deserves it#Which is pretty nebulous and kind of dangerous. inflicting him with chronic approval-seeking. Cant wait to see the horrors^_^#And for all of them agency means different things#Im yammering about stuff now#Time to go to bed zzzz
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