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i enjoy your work so much!!! i love reading new posts whenever you update (which is so frequent and im always in awe of how creative your brain is!!) im wondering if you had similar work to your most recent reaction but with mommy issues instead? giving a tight hug to all my peeps struggling through parental relationships ❤️🩹
seventeen x reader with mommy issues
a/n: thank you anon 🥺🥺❤️ i hope you like it, and > giving a tight hug to all my peeps struggling through parental relationships pt.2
WARNINGS: mommy issues, svt mostly doing girly things with you.
seungcheol: cheol’s the type to instinctively take a nurturing role without even realizing it. he’ll remind you to eat, help you pick out clothes for the day, and even braid your hair if you let him. “does this look okay?” he asks, tongue sticking out in concentration as his big hands fumble a little. he’s all about making sure you feel cared for in every little way, even if it’s just holding you close while you vent.
jeonghan: knows how to fill that space without making it obvious. he’s the one who’ll ask his sister to help him paint your nails, gossip about random shit, or let you borrow his skincare products. “c’mere, let me do it for you,” he says, gently dabbing serum on your face while teasing you about how bad you are at self-care. it’s his sneaky way of saying, i’m here for you.
joshua: takes on that classic comforting role, always making sure you feel heard.he’ll offer to bake cookies with you or even sew something small together. “it’s okay to miss her,” he’ll say softly, holding your hand. “but you’ve got people now who care about you, including me.”
junhui: create those bonding moments you might’ve missed out on. he’s the type to grab your hand and drag you into the kitchen, insisting you bake something together even if it’s a disaster. “this is supposed to be fun, not perfect babe...” he laughs as flour gets everywhere. he doesn’t try to replace anything, but he makes you feel like you’re not missing out anymore.
hoshi: his appproach is so wholesome it hurts. he’s the kind to pull you into his lap while he combs through your hair, humming softly. “you deserve to feel spoiled,” he says with a grin, and suddenly he’s dragging you to the mall for a mini shopping spree. “pick something cute, okay? you can’t say no—it’s my treat.”
woozi: his way of comforting you is subtle but so meaningful. he won’t push you to talk, but when you’re struggling, he’ll sit you down and quietly braid your hair or make tea for you. “you don’t have to do this alone,” he’ll say in his soft, no-nonsense voice. sometimes it’s just the quiet, supportive presence that heals the most.
wonwoo: he’ll read to you, help you organize your space, or even teach you how to do things like fixing a hem or arranging flowers. “this is kinda relaxing, isn’t it?” he says as you both work together, his calm energy making you feel safe and understood.
minghao: would suggest journaling together, so you can focus more on yourself, than focus on the house problems. “it’s okay to feel like this,” he says, squeezing your hand. “but you’re more than what you’re missing.” he makes sure you feel strong enough to rebuild those pieces.
mingyu: mingyu goes all in on being your cheerleader. he’s the one who’ll sit on the floor with you to do DIY face masks or giggle with you over silly videos. “do you want me to call my sister?... don't really know what a cut-crease is...” he says with a goofy grin, trying his best to make you feel loved and cared for in every way he can.
seokmin: he s exactly what you need when the weight of everything feels heavy. he’ll pull you into the kitchen to teach you his favorite recipes, or he’ll sit down with you to sew a button back on your shirt. “see? you’re already amazing at this!” he beams, making you feel proud of yourself for even the smallest things.
seungkwan: ultimate comforter. he’ll organize a mini self-care day, complete with snacks, facials, and trashy TV. “no one’s judging you here,” he says, rubbing your back as you tear up. his endless affirmations—you’re doing amazing, you deserve love, you’re enough—are exactly what you need to hear.
vernon: he’ll suggest stuff like planting a little herb garden together or decorating a space to make it yours. “babe I think I planted my ring...” he says, looking at the plant pot that will be all messy in seconds just to find the piece of silver.
chan: he’s the guy who’ll offer to watch cheesy movies with you, paint your nails (even if he sucks at it), or teach you a new dance—and stumbling on his own feet on purpose—just to make you smile. “you deserve to feel cared for.”
#seventeen imagines#seventeen reactions#seventeen x reader#seventeen scenarios#seventeen headcanons#svt imagines#seventeen#seventeen fluff#seventeen fanfic#svt x reader#seventeen fic#seungcheol x reader#jeonghan x reader#joshua x reader#junhui x reader#hoshi x reader#wonwoo x reader#woozi x reader#minghao x reader#mingyu x reader#seokmin x reader#seungkwan x reader#vernon x reader#dino x reader#chan x reader#scoups x reader#soonyoung x reader#jihoon x reader#dokyeom x reader
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Hi!!! i was wondering if you could do gang x reader where they always come up with the most biazzare but funny insults on the dot. like i mean telling someone who was rude to them they have the hairline of the golden gate bridge, the build of a dented refridgerator, etc. etc. and they just pull this shit out of normal and usually uses it in playful banter feel free to delete / setaside / ignore if you want! have a lovely day!!!
𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐱 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐤-𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐝!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 - im back y'all. just a reminder than my requests are still open!!
The gang x quick-witted!reader
Darry Curtis:
Darry seems like the kinda guy who would try his hardest to keep a straight face when you joke/insult someone, but most times he can’t help but crack a small smile. The first time he heard one of your insults, he couldn’t help but laugh, because it was the most random shit he’d ever heard. If y’all are in public, he’ll try to shush you, or keep you somewhat calm to keep the insults at bay, but he loves hearing what you can come up with on the spot, and he’ll probably tease you for it later on.
Sodapop Curtis:
Soda LOVES your insults. They will make him double over laughing every single time, no matter what it is. The first time he heard you insult someone was when they’d pushed past you at the DX; he was so ready to defend you when you just pulled out the wildest comeback known to man. He was stunned for about 2 seconds before both of you were in fits of laughter and the person walked out without a word.
Ponyboy Curtis:
Pony would probably get some second hand embarrassment, but he’d still love every little insult that comes from you. You don’t exactly hold back when it comes to people who have annoyed you, and most of the time he’ll just let you ramble/hurl whatever insult you can think of without stopping you. Most of the time he’ll just look away, trying to hide his smile so he doesn’t get in trouble for it. He probably admires your lack of shame and, because we know he’s sassy as hell, he’ll probably steal a few of your insults to use on his brothers and the gang.
Johnny Cade:
Much like Pony, Johnny strongly admires what little shame you have. If someone shows even the slightest hint of rudeness towards either you, or Johnny, you’re shooting some crazy insult straight back like it’s a first language. You don’t even need time to think. He’ll give small laughs and will break out into a smile at every single one before following after you when you walk away, not even looking back at the person. You definitely help to give him confidence boosts and he loves that.
Dallas Winston:
You and Dally are a dangerous combo when it comes to insults. The shit the two of you will say is so crazy that most people can do nothing but laugh because it’s so out of the blue and random. The first time Dallas heard you insult someone, he just grinned and wrapped an arm around you. He was pretty damn proud to say the least. After that, it became a challenge of who could come up with the best insult towards the other, and people very quickly learnt to never mess with either of y’all.
Steve Randle:
Steve is pretty much your partner in crime when it comes to insults. He loves listening to you rattle off the craziest, most absurd shit everyone has ever heard, and most of the time he’ll join in to. He’ll laugh everytime you hit someone with something especially wild, and if anyone ever dares talk back, Steve’s got five more insults locked and ready to go. He’ll always defend you, but it doesn’t take long for him to realise you can definitely hold your own.
Two-Bit Mathews:
Two lives for your insults. To him, it’s literally peak entertainment and you’ll have him rolling with laughter every damn time. Thing is, he isn’t just cracking up at you’re insults; he’s hyping you up, egging you on, and throwing in his own little comebacks when necessary. Most times, he doesn’t even care who your target is, he just loves listening to you. And once the two of you get started on someone, it’s a one way ticket to a roast so bizarre that even the person y’all are insulting has to laugh it off. All in all, Two-bit loves your creativity, and sometimes envies how quick you are to come up with something.
#the outsiders x reader#darry curtis imagine#darry curtis headcanons#darry curtis x reader#darrel curtis x reader#dallas winston x reader#dally winston x reader#dallas winston imagine#steve randle x reader#johnny cade x reader#sodapop curtis x reader#soda curtis x reader#sodapop x reader#ponyboy x reader#ponyboy curtis x reader#pony curtis x reader#two bit matthews x reader#two bit x reader#two bit mathews x reader
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Dog Days Diary: Home and the Holidays. Self and Celebration
Hey everyone
Tomorrow, in America, kinda marks the start of the winter holidays, with thanksgiving, and the beggining of the Christmas season. I figured that for anyone still here I should give an update.
I’ve been very lacking with posting, I used to regularly post everyday, but as the world catches up to you, you sometimes have to slow down, but anyway, here’s some things that’s are happening
Tomorrow, for thanksgiving, my mom suggested we have all my trans friends who don’t have places to go over to ours for thanksgiving and homely vibes. We’re a bunch of queer weirdos and it gives me a reason to wear my ears around my extended family
I still havnt heard back from the place that was gonna do a psych evaluation on me. This is frustrating but not surprising.
My mom has warmed up to my being dog actually quite a bit, she doesn’t really react oddly when I get in my gear before leaving the house, and has been laughing at my brothers corny dog puns.
I had my first shift! It only lasted around ten minutes but I was playing and barking and bowing with my dog for a while, just chasing each other and roughhousing, it was honestly magical.
Im questioning whether im one person. This one needs some explaining and may get its own post, but a fragmented bit of myself has a number of distinct traits, when when im in the fragmented state, i like being called a different name? And I don’t feel like me, entirely, like im a different girl. I’ve mostly been calling her “The Other Girl” when talking to my friends and partner about all this. But she has a name I think she likes. It still feels weird to call her it, just as it feels weird to even suggest I’m plural at all. But whatever it is, me and my therapist are talking about it, and it seems my trauma hurt more than I thought. (If anyone has links or advice hmu I’m so fucking lost still)
I finally picked up the pen again, and finished a proper ref sheet for my fursona Bellsi! I’m really proud of myself for that one, it’s been a big win to start doing art again.
I know this has been a long ass slog of a post. But if you read it all
Hi, happy holidays if you celebrate. If youre able to express yourself around your family this holiday season, I’m so happy you found that confidence. If you can’t express yourself, it will come in time, I promise. Stay safe, warm, and full.
And keep your hearts and homes open, wonderful beasts
Run fast, bite hard, bark loud
Peace, love, and gratitude
-Zith Ipeth
#alterhuman#otherkin#therian#therian community#therianthropy#dog therian#otherkin positivity#alterhuman positivity#therian positivity#alterhumanity#plurality#god that’s a scary tag to put there. but fuck it#dog days diary
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Slushies (Hobie brown x reader)
warnings! None just making out
No pronouns used
please mind English isn’t my first language and the making out will be pretty awkward since im not the biggest fan of the idea of it lol
• You and your boyfriend where heading home after one of his shows
• It wasn’t anything unusual considering you’ve been dating for months now
• It was getting dark which was a little unusual since it was summer
• You where just driving in his car barely awake but the he stopped
“hey luv’ wanna get somthin’ to eat” he said pointing to a gas station
“yeah” you said rubbing your eye trying to stay awake
• You both went inside of the gas station
• Tbh the constant sound of the air conditioning and the yellow tint was both annoying but really nostalgic
“I haven’t been in one of these since i was a kid” you said trying to break the silence
•You both went through and looked at food that had gone bad months ago hnit you come to the only thing without cobwebs on
•the slushie machines
“ey luv’ what do ya say?” He said pointing at the slushie machines
“yeah it’s probably the only thing that isn’t over 5 years old in here”
• You both walk towards it then pouring slushie in your cups
• You go over to the counter to pay only to be met by a sleeping middle aged man
• you slap a £2’er on the counter
“Are you sure that that was the actual price” you ask him
“eh cheaper is cheaper am i right?”
“That kinda illegal but okay”
• you sit down in his car and try not to thjnk about that
• After you’ve drunken almost half of your slushies you notice Hobie isn’t drinking just staring at you
“whats the matter got a staring problem?” You say jokingly
“Nothin’ you just look awfully lovely right now”
• He was always trying to tease you and make you flustered so it didn’t really affect you until you saw him unbuckle your seatbelts
“what are you-“ you tried to ask him but them immediately got put on his lap
“Oh gees you really want to do this now?” You say annoyed but still laughing at the end
“I dont see you complainin’”
• He grabbed your chin pressing his lips on to yours • You moved your hand up to his face and he moved his down to your waist
• The soft kiss slowly turned more heated and next thing you know you felt his tongue asking for permission
• You opened your mouth for him and the moment you did that he switched you around so he could use the seat as support
• He pressed you against the seat tongue exploring your mouth like there was no tomorrow
• You pulled away for air
• You look over at him smirking
“ya’know i would continue but i think we should drive away to somewhere more private” he said
• You would respond but you could barely form a sentence bc of how flustered you were even though it wasn’t anything unusual to make out with your boyfriend
“so watcha saying?”
#me? Actually writing something?#im kinda proud and i kinda don’t like it#hobie brown x reader#hobie brown#spiderverse x you#spiderverse x reader#hobie brown x y/n#Gn!reader#hobie x gn! Reader
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#only 2 months late 😎#idk what it is about the 2-part illustrations bros but i underwent a character arc working on this#tbh i think it could use at LEAST another hour of tweaking but like. considering im packing for my dorm NOW …#speaking of! :) im going off to college! so unfortunately i don’t expect ill be very active here in the near future but who knows#i hope you guys enjoy though! im very proud of these#it’s SO weird bc it’s like. if i gave like 20% more of a shit i could actually have Something here#in a weird transitory phase rn. will let u guys know if i survive it#UMM. UH ANYWAY#game grumps#dan avidan#arin hanson#10 minute power hour#honeyart#danny sexbang#<- yeah sure. lol#also yeah the dan one does kinda blow a little bit. but the arin one 🩷
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bingles. friend-shaped
#reverse 1999#r1999#re1999#verschnetto#< kinda?#they have disney princesses poster kinda eye contact (none)#sonetto reverse 1999#vertin reverse 1999#schneider reverse 1999#artists on tumblr#furry art#this is my best attempt at furries im kinda proud of this#sadly i’m losing interest in this game and it saddens me#feels like losing a friend#i don’t want to lose interest but how do i control my adhd monkey brain :(#sorry for a bit of vent from me#also i drew them from memory so if anything is out of place - now you know#also only schneider is a kitty!!#vertin is a yorkshire terrier and sonetto is a fox! :D
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been feeling sick lately but heres koda waking up with his hair looking like a cockatoo
#disney#fanart#art#my art#don’t steal#brother bear#ber bros#kenai#koda#my bonnets been falling off while ive been sleeping and when i wake up my hair looks like a absolute mess#so thats what kinda inspired me to make this#im starting to feel a little bit better but still kinda meh#im actually so proud of this tho#i really love the way it turned out#bro slept GOOD
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lol i pregamed a tiny bit for agatha but now after finishing im just taking shots for coping reasons
#i am…… not all that pleased with the ending#/not trying to sound like a complainy bitch#SPOILER WARNING ->#i expected agatha to die tbh#but honestly what i Did not expect was for the ending to feel unfinished#and for me to come out of it feeling so deeply unsatisfied#and it’s not that any of the scenes were bad really!! i loved them#i just feel like a lot of them…. needed some further context or elaboration that we got absolutely none of#like i have So Many questions still that weren’t at all answered by the finale#and also questions that came up BECAUSE of the finale that didn’t get answered lol#idk i’m just.#i’m so proud of kathryn hahn and all of the cast and crew#and i don’t want to seem ungrateful bc i can FEEL that they put their heart and soul into this show#but the writing and contextualization just REALLY really fell flat for me in the last two episodes#also some decisions that felt…weird and last minute#like the reveal of agatha being the one to take jen’s powers?? still makes zero sense to me#idk i just wish we had more time with them i think#also i’m not upset that agatha died again i kinda expected it but the manner in which she died felt abrupt and inauethentic to. e#it just didn’t feel fleshed out at all idkkkkk#ugghhhhhgg#can’t believe i got fucking got by yet another sapphic show#i’m just asking for one good sapphic show with a satisfying ending PLEASE#(read: NOT necessarily a happy ending im not asking for all that i just need it to MAKE FUCKING SENSE!!!!)#anyway. i have more thoughts that ill get into soon im a bit tipsy and prob and not expressing myself right but TLDR love them all but…. 😬#agatha all along#agathario#agatha harkness#billy maximoff#kathryn hahn#joe locke
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#hfjone#im having too much fun#im a au guy#what can I say#im a man of the aus#this one only exists because I thought it would be funny#it is#she’s a little haunted by it#but like also#kinda owning it#out of spite#more girls need creatures who take up 40% of their body anwyays#don’t like the parasite?get over it.#god forbid a woman have anything.#she talks about it like a pet or proud parent or whatever#and her friends are like#what the fuck?#It’s literally killing you? sapping you of your life force???#and she’s like Ok And#i havent thouhht about hfjone in months#Charlotte stern#rare tumblr post
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i was looking through my old writing and found the old answer options to a quiz i never finished. im probably not going to ever finish it so woe, years old writing be upon thee
#lee writes#im kinda proud of it but also hate it a little but yknow. might as well post it lmao#i wrote out all of the sins but i don’t like the others as much#gore#< just in case
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how i feel after finally getting into habit of eating all three meals a day
#okay maybe I lied#most days I don’t eat lunch#but I also wake up at like#2am#but yeah#im kinda proud of myself for that#love congratulating myself for doing the bare minimum 😁😁
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#unimportant thoughts#my Dad bluntly asked if I was gaining weight in an accusing tone tonight#and even though my stomach hurts with hunger and theres a box of my favorite seasonal doughnuts in the house#i csnt look at them without my stomach turning over with disgust and revulsion at myself and my body#I wish he’d stop fucking monitoring his kids bodies like that#he does it to my sisters too#but he’s done it to me ever since I stopped competing and training#and i feel keenly his disappoint that his ‘athlete’ ‘fit’ son he was so proud of is just another average guy with a little belly now#and i struggle with that enough myself without him constantly on my ass#anyways#im fine#im sure ill feel better in the morning#but tonight just kinda sucks#ed tw#food mention#starving tw#I don’t know the fucking tags dude#ana tw#tw ana#i dont have an ed but i dont wanna trigger anyone who does
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I may absolutely hate my entire physical form but I literally will never get voice dysphoria simply because I have accidentally trained my voice to go up and down how I want from screaming along to mother mother
#I don’t think anyone else hears the difference#like my masc voice is rougher and lower for sure#and then my fem voice is a tad louder and smoother.#like i aint kidding I change my voice subconsciously sometimes#when I sing I can do it more intentionally leading to being able to do a kinda duet with myself#this is the only thing Im proud of#genderfluid
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Unforeseen Consequences
Do not repost my art without permission or credit!
Reblogs allowed & appreciated!
#sorry abt the weird texture on this one folks#just got ahold of ibispaint’s ai disturbance feature#and this is like the only art ive made all year that im actually proud of#so like. yeah I ain’t want robots getting this#anyways. tags#half life#half life 1#half life fanart#artists on tumblr#my art#my wife that could kill me#sorry that 8t looks kinda weird im not used to drawing fullbodies. or dynamic angles. or actual poses. or lighting. or like anything here#anyways I’m in love with this guy#I should add more tags uhhh#Gordon freeman#black mesa#what else…………..#I don’t know#I’m not tagging this as hl2 bc this is in black mesa but . idk :p#anyways he’s my wife
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me and my friend were rewatching jujutsu kaisen and into like the 12th episode the gojo hyperfixation HIT.
#i know this isn’t what i usually post but tbh#the clh interest has kinda died down for me#really scared this is gonna flop bc it’s not clh or rayman but#i’m proud of myself#im prob gonna start posting more jjk stuff bc#i’m so fucking fixated on it rn.#if you couldn't tell#i still do enjoy rayman it’s been like that since 2016 i don’t think i’m letting go anytime soon#but anyways gojo dump#love this guy#he’s so silly#gojo#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu gojo#gojo satoru#satoru#art dump#i need to stop with the super specific tags cause when ppl look at my posts abt thing#they’ll think it’s all just that certain topic#i am multifandom but it just happens like every 2 month lmao#i love talking in tags it’s like little easter eggs#jjk#jjk gojo#silly little guy#love him sm
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i had a scarily bad depression moment (if you catch my drift) at work on thursday during a meeting where the topic of conversation and the things ppl were saying were directly (and slightly intentionally?) contributing to my distress and im past that moment now but i feel so haunted by it. by the thoughts i was having and the fact that i had them and the fact that i was witnessed in that moment but they didn’t know how bad it was. and im also feeling vulnerable to being back in that place again
#purrs#it is kinda amazing the amount of triggering things that happen every day and any one of them knocks the wind out of me but this is like.#4-5 a day at least and then like 5-6 hours of sleep in between another round. it’s not a good way to be in the world. but i am going to say#one positive thing which is that im proud of myself for enduring it and pushing forward even though it’s painful. like i am very strong for#doing that especially when i don’t have the emotional safety / resources i need and technically have never had them and will never have them#it’s important to remember that. and yeah it’s kinda like i shouldn’t have to be strong through all of that but the one positive thing i can#hang onto in this… well no actually 2. 1) i am very strong for surviving right now even though it’s just scraping by 2)one day it might not#be this hard. one day i might feel better. and even though it doesn’t feel like it and i keep having setbacks i am making progress towards#that moment. even thougu im scared to take some leaps im still inching towards the jump and that matters a lot. and other people can see it#even when i can’t. just not the people in that meeting apparently LOL#delete later
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