#im kinda proud and i kinda don’t like it
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Slushies (Hobie brown x reader)
warnings! None just making out
No pronouns used
please mind English isn’t my first language and the making out will be pretty awkward since im not the biggest fan of the idea of it lol
• You and your boyfriend where heading home after one of his shows
• It wasn’t anything unusual considering you’ve been dating for months now
• It was getting dark which was a little unusual since it was summer
• You where just driving in his car barely awake but the he stopped
“hey luv’ wanna get somthin’ to eat” he said pointing to a gas station
“yeah” you said rubbing your eye trying to stay awake
• You both went inside of the gas station
• Tbh the constant sound of the air conditioning and the yellow tint was both annoying but really nostalgic
“I haven’t been in one of these since i was a kid” you said trying to break the silence
•You both went through and looked at food that had gone bad months ago hnit you come to the only thing without cobwebs on
•the slushie machines
“ey luv’ what do ya say?” He said pointing at the slushie machines
“yeah it’s probably the only thing that isn’t over 5 years old in here”
• You both walk towards it then pouring slushie in your cups
• You go over to the counter to pay only to be met by a sleeping middle aged man
• you slap a £2’er on the counter
“Are you sure that that was the actual price” you ask him
“eh cheaper is cheaper am i right?”
“That kinda illegal but okay”
• you sit down in his car and try not to thjnk about that
• After you’ve drunken almost half of your slushies you notice Hobie isn’t drinking just staring at you
“whats the matter got a staring problem?” You say jokingly
“Nothin’ you just look awfully lovely right now”
• He was always trying to tease you and make you flustered so it didn’t really affect you until you saw him unbuckle your seatbelts
“what are you-“ you tried to ask him but them immediately got put on his lap
“Oh gees you really want to do this now?” You say annoyed but still laughing at the end
“I dont see you complainin’”
• He grabbed your chin pressing his lips on to yours • You moved your hand up to his face and he moved his down to your waist
• The soft kiss slowly turned more heated and next thing you know you felt his tongue asking for permission
• You opened your mouth for him and the moment you did that he switched you around so he could use the seat as support
• He pressed you against the seat tongue exploring your mouth like there was no tomorrow
• You pulled away for air
• You look over at him smirking
“ya’know i would continue but i think we should drive away to somewhere more private” he said
• You would respond but you could barely form a sentence bc of how flustered you were even though it wasn’t anything unusual to make out with your boyfriend
“so watcha saying?”
#me? Actually writing something?#im kinda proud and i kinda don’t like it#hobie brown x reader#hobie brown#spiderverse x you#spiderverse x reader#hobie brown x y/n#Gn!reader#hobie x gn! Reader
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#only 2 months late 😎#idk what it is about the 2-part illustrations bros but i underwent a character arc working on this#tbh i think it could use at LEAST another hour of tweaking but like. considering im packing for my dorm NOW …#speaking of! :) im going off to college! so unfortunately i don’t expect ill be very active here in the near future but who knows#i hope you guys enjoy though! im very proud of these#it’s SO weird bc it’s like. if i gave like 20% more of a shit i could actually have Something here#in a weird transitory phase rn. will let u guys know if i survive it#UMM. UH ANYWAY#game grumps#dan avidan#arin hanson#10 minute power hour#honeyart#danny sexbang#<- yeah sure. lol#also yeah the dan one does kinda blow a little bit. but the arin one 🩷
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bingles. friend-shaped
#reverse 1999#r1999#re1999#verschnetto#< kinda?#they have disney princesses poster kinda eye contact (none)#sonetto reverse 1999#vertin reverse 1999#schneider reverse 1999#artists on tumblr#furry art#this is my best attempt at furries im kinda proud of this#sadly i’m losing interest in this game and it saddens me#feels like losing a friend#i don’t want to lose interest but how do i control my adhd monkey brain :(#sorry for a bit of vent from me#also i drew them from memory so if anything is out of place - now you know#also only schneider is a kitty!!#vertin is a yorkshire terrier and sonetto is a fox! :D
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been feeling sick lately but heres koda waking up with his hair looking like a cockatoo
#disney#fanart#art#my art#don’t steal#brother bear#ber bros#kenai#koda#my bonnets been falling off while ive been sleeping and when i wake up my hair looks like a absolute mess#so thats what kinda inspired me to make this#im starting to feel a little bit better but still kinda meh#im actually so proud of this tho#i really love the way it turned out#bro slept GOOD
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lol i pregamed a tiny bit for agatha but now after finishing im just taking shots for coping reasons
#i am…… not all that pleased with the ending#/not trying to sound like a complainy bitch#SPOILER WARNING ->#i expected agatha to die tbh#but honestly what i Did not expect was for the ending to feel unfinished#and for me to come out of it feeling so deeply unsatisfied#and it’s not that any of the scenes were bad really!! i loved them#i just feel like a lot of them…. needed some further context or elaboration that we got absolutely none of#like i have So Many questions still that weren’t at all answered by the finale#and also questions that came up BECAUSE of the finale that didn’t get answered lol#idk i’m just.#i’m so proud of kathryn hahn and all of the cast and crew#and i don’t want to seem ungrateful bc i can FEEL that they put their heart and soul into this show#but the writing and contextualization just REALLY really fell flat for me in the last two episodes#also some decisions that felt…weird and last minute#like the reveal of agatha being the one to take jen’s powers?? still makes zero sense to me#idk i just wish we had more time with them i think#also i’m not upset that agatha died again i kinda expected it but the manner in which she died felt abrupt and inauethentic to. e#it just didn’t feel fleshed out at all idkkkkk#ugghhhhhgg#can’t believe i got fucking got by yet another sapphic show#i’m just asking for one good sapphic show with a satisfying ending PLEASE#(read: NOT necessarily a happy ending im not asking for all that i just need it to MAKE FUCKING SENSE!!!!)#anyway. i have more thoughts that ill get into soon im a bit tipsy and prob and not expressing myself right but TLDR love them all but…. 😬#agatha all along#agathario#agatha harkness#billy maximoff#kathryn hahn#joe locke
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#hfjone#im having too much fun#im a au guy#what can I say#im a man of the aus#this one only exists because I thought it would be funny#it is#she’s a little haunted by it#but like also#kinda owning it#out of spite#more girls need creatures who take up 40% of their body anwyays#don’t like the parasite?get over it.#god forbid a woman have anything.#she talks about it like a pet or proud parent or whatever#and her friends are like#what the fuck?#It’s literally killing you? sapping you of your life force???#and she’s like Ok And#i havent thouhht about hfjone in months#Charlotte stern#rare tumblr post
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how i feel after finally getting into habit of eating all three meals a day
#okay maybe I lied#most days I don’t eat lunch#but I also wake up at like#2am#but yeah#im kinda proud of myself for that#love congratulating myself for doing the bare minimum 😁😁
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#unimportant thoughts#my Dad bluntly asked if I was gaining weight in an accusing tone tonight#and even though my stomach hurts with hunger and theres a box of my favorite seasonal doughnuts in the house#i csnt look at them without my stomach turning over with disgust and revulsion at myself and my body#I wish he’d stop fucking monitoring his kids bodies like that#he does it to my sisters too#but he’s done it to me ever since I stopped competing and training#and i feel keenly his disappoint that his ‘athlete’ ‘fit’ son he was so proud of is just another average guy with a little belly now#and i struggle with that enough myself without him constantly on my ass#anyways#im fine#im sure ill feel better in the morning#but tonight just kinda sucks#ed tw#food mention#starving tw#I don’t know the fucking tags dude#ana tw#tw ana#i dont have an ed but i dont wanna trigger anyone who does
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I may absolutely hate my entire physical form but I literally will never get voice dysphoria simply because I have accidentally trained my voice to go up and down how I want from screaming along to mother mother
#I don’t think anyone else hears the difference#like my masc voice is rougher and lower for sure#and then my fem voice is a tad louder and smoother.#like i aint kidding I change my voice subconsciously sometimes#when I sing I can do it more intentionally leading to being able to do a kinda duet with myself#this is the only thing Im proud of#genderfluid
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working on something
#would you believe me#if I said.#this was somehow#related to redub#anyways Sam hoodie Sam hoodie#idk how details I’m gonna make it?#I don’t exactly how a ton of fabric for it#it’s kinda just. vibes#I spent like 6 hours on just this#it’s a mix of machine and hand sewn#im fucking proud of it so far but I have no idea what im doing I’ll be so fr
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me and my friend were rewatching jujutsu kaisen and into like the 12th episode the gojo hyperfixation HIT.
#i know this isn’t what i usually post but tbh#the clh interest has kinda died down for me#really scared this is gonna flop bc it’s not clh or rayman but#i’m proud of myself#im prob gonna start posting more jjk stuff bc#i’m so fucking fixated on it rn.#if you couldn't tell#i still do enjoy rayman it’s been like that since 2016 i don’t think i’m letting go anytime soon#but anyways gojo dump#love this guy#he’s so silly#gojo#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu gojo#gojo satoru#satoru#art dump#i need to stop with the super specific tags cause when ppl look at my posts abt thing#they’ll think it’s all just that certain topic#i am multifandom but it just happens like every 2 month lmao#i love talking in tags it’s like little easter eggs#jjk#jjk gojo#silly little guy#love him sm
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i had a scarily bad depression moment (if you catch my drift) at work on thursday during a meeting where the topic of conversation and the things ppl were saying were directly (and slightly intentionally?) contributing to my distress and im past that moment now but i feel so haunted by it. by the thoughts i was having and the fact that i had them and the fact that i was witnessed in that moment but they didn’t know how bad it was. and im also feeling vulnerable to being back in that place again
#purrs#it is kinda amazing the amount of triggering things that happen every day and any one of them knocks the wind out of me but this is like.#4-5 a day at least and then like 5-6 hours of sleep in between another round. it’s not a good way to be in the world. but i am going to say#one positive thing which is that im proud of myself for enduring it and pushing forward even though it’s painful. like i am very strong for#doing that especially when i don’t have the emotional safety / resources i need and technically have never had them and will never have them#it’s important to remember that. and yeah it’s kinda like i shouldn’t have to be strong through all of that but the one positive thing i can#hang onto in this… well no actually 2. 1) i am very strong for surviving right now even though it’s just scraping by 2)one day it might not#be this hard. one day i might feel better. and even though it doesn’t feel like it and i keep having setbacks i am making progress towards#that moment. even thougu im scared to take some leaps im still inching towards the jump and that matters a lot. and other people can see it#even when i can’t. just not the people in that meeting apparently LOL#delete later
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#mdzs#yea i don’t have any words for this one#i drew it like forever ago and forgot it existed#i was testing out a new marker#pollen#my art#like uhhhhhh. u can’t tell but there’s a tree in the background#im not Proud of this piece but i think it looks okay. ignore how i forgot shadows existed at one point#wangxian#kinda#mo dao zu shi#the grandmaster of demonic cultivation
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i get a lot of family friends or neighbours saying “you’re so impressive” and i get similar things from other people when i tell them what i’m doing and idk how to be like “nah it’s nothing” bc they always think i’m being humble or something but i just genuinely cannot conceive of the compliments they’re giving me. my essay was just nominated for an award and i appreciate that people like my work but that’s it
#this is not me bragging or being like ‘look at me im so cool but so humble’ i just genuinely cannot feel like it’s anything else than a#‘yeah i did well’ kinda thing. but not in the way people are making it out to be. like yeah this means it’s a good essay ig but that’s it#people talk about me and I’ll get my mums friends going ‘your mum told me you’re doing [xyz]. thats incredible’ and idk how to be like#it’s just what im doing. its no more special than anything else really#I don’t want people to expect some sort of genius when i walk into a room because i’m not. i don’t even know what i’m doing#i get worried people are gonna expect someone and then a 5’2 brunette with glasses is gonna walk in and be completely average as well as#painfully awkward. im worried people will think im some sort of highly achieved savant or some shit and im not#idk. it’s just been a week. im excited my essay is nominated but more because it’s a good essay and i like the acknowledgement#not because it’s Oh My Goodness Your Essay Is The Best And So Impressive And You Should Be So Proud#vent tw#kinda
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I might not be the best artist (correction: im absolutely horrible at drawing and I have no artistic talent) but I am actually really excited to share my lil cas sketch for @naughtystiel’s event ☺️
#baz’s babbling#im actually proud of my lil cas sketch#he’s cute… in a ‘im bad at drawing but the idea is cute and I’m proud of myself’ kinda way#I hope y’all will like it#also don’t judge too hard because yeah my creative gifts lie with writing and not drawing 🙈🫣
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I’m sorry but some days you come home and you just have to smoke weed and play Skyrim.
#i had to close today :/#closing is so much worse than opening#and my coworker talked about ai art for 20 mins :( I was mopping for my life :/#and our manager was like you’re always so serious you’re so quiet#and I’m like ahhhhhhhh#i don’t want to be here and I’m shy!!!!!#and literally I feel like I am constantly fucking everything up i am so stressed out. at that place#and again I cannot stress this enough. im shy#ugh it just got too close to the whole you’re scary/intimidating thing that makes me so upset#bc it’s just so unfair it is like so clear I am not a scary person#like it’s absolutely some weird combination of neurodivergent + visibly queer that makes people nervous and then they project that onto me!!#but I don’t WANT to be scary that’s like one of the last things I want to be frankly#anyway I know this is mostly me like just being a little Triggered Accidentally but also.#god I wish I could socialize normally#anyway yeah today was a lot and like#I’m kinda proud that the day can be a lot but instead of having a meltdown I’m just like ok. weed ice cream and fight dragons#not like the most grown up coping mechanism but could be worse
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