#im gonna shift there and come back

[1nfine77]

happy to announce that the minecraft recreation of my base in my dr is... actually moving forwards, which is more than i usually manage either here or there, so good job, me.

less happy to announce that seeing it come together is... a bit of an experience? sure, great that the views through the windows are looking more and more like what i see over there, but... fuck, it's that insistent nudge of 'you are So close'. having that replica, even if it will never be exact, makes it incredibly hard to shake the feeling that all i have to do is reach through the screen, pretty much. you know - looking through the almost-same window and almost leaning forward to put your elbows on the windowsill and press your face to the cold glass, despite being sat in front of a very warm laptop. it's all the things i'm setting into place in the game bringing up all the little moments of literally having my hands on those things. makes more literally seeing it all a lot easier on me, as well.

and there's things here and there that made sense retroactively, as i was building. there are things in specific places in my base in my dr that, once i set them down in my recreation here, brought up the realisation that, oh, of course that's there, because x y z, when initially the placements seemed a lot more arbitrary. that's been... interesting, essentially having the same thought processes as i would have done over there, but in reverse.

it's... been a trip, basically. probably not helped by me being very sick of this place.

so. fuck, i want to be over there so much it hurts, sometimes. i sit there in the finished house and look out over the less finished outside and... that's my home more than this ever was. having everything together in-game is going to be an Experience if this is how i'm reacting to having about a quarter of it done.

(if i don't manage to shift before i'm done with it anyway lmao - once i do shift all bets on the recreation are off, because i am legit only gonna come back here to tie up some loose ends before taking a very very very long vacation)

[zaacoy]

long time no homosexuals

[quixoatic]

this is sakusa kiyoomi he has 9 counts of attempted murder via eye offending clothes

Part 1 | Part 2

[hella1975]

so there's a reason my new job got back to me so quickly about my application and that's bc it's an absolute fucking shambles like actually perfect timing for me to decide to rewatch the bear bc i have never more felt like ive been thrown into a broke on-its-knees establishment trying to crawl its way up the ladder where i am somehow a godsend to them. my old job was crazy and shambolic in the sense that the industry is just Like That but this one?????? insanity. every 5 mins i am questioning what im doing with my life. ive already had a walk-in fridge moment

[noahtally-famous]

can't believe this hasn't been said before but unhinged!scarlett and unhinged!dave would be an iconic duo. shame pi didn't get a second season bc these two in an alliance would basically succeed in destroying the island, they'd wipe everyone out

the fact that they're both versions of the nerd character so they're already smart in their own ways, the fact that they have absolutely zero fucks to give anymore, their individual darker sides have come out (whether it was hidden consciously (scarlett) or unconsciously (dave)), and they've each attempted to kill/seriously injure one or more contestant(s) (and mess up the island in the process) just to reach their end goal. imagine if these two found a common goal somehow, literally nothing could get in their paths (except possibly each other)

[theloveinc]

i don't really want to bc like. there's many reasons for me to stay but. i don't think this tumblr life is for me anymore

[pikkish]

idk if this is a good prompt but put doomguy in myhouse.wad I think he would find it enriching

Right, so I've been mulling on this one for a little bit now, n I'm not opposed to writing something for you, I'm just not... entirely sure what to write? Because the thing is, myhouse.wad doesn't actually really have anything to do with Doom as a story. Sure, Doom is important in that it's the vessel through which the story is told and one of the connections between the narrator and his dead companion. But as far as Doom itself goes, and the story about a man who was too angry/stupid to die, fighting demons and saving earth, none of that is at all relevant to myhouse.wad and its story. For all intents and purposes, Doomguy isn't actually a character in myhouse.wad. So I'm not really sure how exactly to fit him in there.

[hwsforeignrelations]

RANT

[lupins-hehim-pussy]

i want top neuvillette who's still femme and a crybaby my god is that so hard

[frecklystars]

I have another gig in a week and I'm so nervous 😭 I get paid hundreds of dollars for only five hours of work, but it is so nerve-racking and the work environment is so stressful, like literally every time I'm there I'm on the verge of tears or I have to take a 2 minute break before the show starts just to run to the restrooms and cry bc I get so stressed out. And then when I clock out I just cry my eyes out in my car while driving home. But hey!!! Hundreds of dollars!!! For five or six hours of my time!!! Only a few days a month!!! Hundreds!!! Of dollars!!! So it would be totally stupid to quit.

I wouldn't have been able to afford pampering myself on my last two F/O anniversaries (and currently placing an order for a rose bouquet for Six's anniversary for the 18th) if I didn't have this second job... but if it didn't pay me such a large amount of money each time, I probably would have quit by now bc it makes me so damn anxious. The show isn't even for one week and I'm sitting here stressing about it! I have one thousand other things to stress about and this job shouldn't be one of 'em 😤

I just keep trying to think about Ken hugging me while saying "Aw, sweet girl, don't be nervous! You JUST started this job, you've only worked three shows -- you think you're gonna be perfect your first try?? You're gonna be so good once you get the hang of it. Just look at me! I've been doing Beach for 62 years now, and I still don't know what my job is supposed to be... but I know I look So Cool™ 😎"

[wellthatschaotic]

neurotypicals are so frustrating,, i keep forgetting that "can you do x" means "go do x"

[phagodyke]

hour and a half unpaid overtime I think that's a new record for me. on a day where I was supposed to have no overtime no less. funny how I only have 3 of those this month and the 2 so far I've had to work overtime anyway 👍

[choctalksalot]

i think i want the kids a little more fucked up from ascending. i want god tiering to break you apart and put you back together with the same pieces in the wrong places, a nail in a coffin you were told was an altar. i want came back wrong but for the opposite of death

[altruistic-meme]

love that the last 15min im gonna be at work are break lmao im just gonna sit here for 15min and then leave

[soft-puppy-boyfriend]

Shout out to my brain for convincing me that I'm still missing something in regards to preparing myself to start my new job next Monday, despite the fact that I've read a million "prepare yourself for work" articles and listicles and I have either everything already prepared or at least a plan to prepare that thing this week.

Its like when you're going on holiday and your brain is like "well what if you shit yourself every single day?? What if you pee yourself every five minutes even though you've never struggled with that at home?" Except it's my brain going "hey what happens if they expect you to bring your own phone headset?" Like???? They explicitly DONT, they have TOLD ME WHAT THEY EXPECT OF ME, can we STOP WORRYING OH MY GOD!???

[readymades2002]

we've been talking about moving in together with some friends of his when his lease ends and i cannot impress upon you just how fuckingggggggggg much that is keeping me going