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cruesuffix · 9 days ago

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Just be glad you didn’t end up Iike the character Carrie white

update: im about to pull a carrie white soon.

(off topic but i actually love that movie a lot, the og at least not the remakes and dumb sequels. it made me wish i had telekinesis myself.)

#the blood curse #dreaded the day and now it’s here #im going to cry i don’t want this anymore #lily of the asks

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clonedchaos · 7 months ago

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Welp, as I was googling some images for Yasammy week, I came across a thread and turns out one of my favorite Jurassic YouTubers is homophobic and a Yasammy hater…

(More ranting in the tags)

#Guess I’m not watching his content anymore #I literally don’t care that he’s a Christian just stop spreading misinformation #I guess he would hate me for liking girls now #I’m so tired #and just a bit pissed off ngl #homophobia tw #Stop saying Yasammy was forced #They’re one of the most natural ships I’ve seen in media #Once again they wouldn’t care if one was a boy #I’m not even gonna watch the entire video on it #But I scrolled through the comments and… yeah…#Not what I wanted to see after my work shift #Jwcc #jwct #rant #yasammy #I’m going to pour my heart and soul into Yasammy week #I’m feeling spiteful rn #jurassic world camp cretaceous #not gonna send any hate his way but I just needed a place to vent #Klayton Fioriti #I no longer recommend his content…#Common L homophobe #Legit give me a reason as to why Yasammy is poorly written other than “they’re both girls #think of the kids watching this”#☝️🤓#No one is turning your kids gay Karen #Cry about it #womp womp #im so freakin heated rn

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androidboy · 6 months ago

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i think i’m gonna break up with my girlfriend :(

#not for 🦇#idk what’s happening with him that’s separate #the more ive been talking about it to my friends the more i feel like this is the right move #so ive been very mood swingy about it #i really really really love her and there’s a lot that im gonna miss but #i think we were kind of incompatible from the get go and instead of bridging that we’ve just gotten more incompatible #and there’s a lot of hurt on my side that i’m realizing i can’t let go of #and i don’t want the relationship to turn into her just constantly trying to redeem herself that’d be shitty to us both #this is gonna hit her so hard 😭 i keep crying about it i don’t wanna hurt her but i need out #if we could softly transition into friends that’d be the dream i know it’s gonna take a while if ever though :(#i just want her as a friend i love her but i don’t think i can handle being with her as a partner anymore

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laurzvahll · 5 months ago

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i miss the foresttt i miss the mountains i miss the snow… i miss that clearing and i miss that feeling of being home

#goooooodddddd. its only been a year since the last time i went but i yearn for it so badly that i could cry #I feel so sad when im away from there. I don’t think anything fulfills me as much as that place does #been missing it extra bad recently .. I usually go in November but I don’t want to wait anymore #fleet foxes keeps it close to my heart n reminds me of there .. and also my other special playlist

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harukaluvr · 2 months ago

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guys I cant

#apparently im dating Ethan #but he fucking confessed to me on call so i would’ve felt awkward if i said no #and the thing is i do like him #like i rlly do but he never texts me #hes sweet yk but when i text him half of the time he just ignores it #and when we’re on call he doesn’t even talk half of the time #he claims i make him happy but like words and actions don’t line up #and im really trying bro #i want to try but its already happened with Luis and Aiden and i cant anymore #they took fucking everything from me #i was genuinely like depressed after luis and aiden #but aiden is such a great person so i don’t understand why he just gave up #me and aiden were literally soulmates and it’s not even in a romantic way atp #we bonded so well together we never had an awkward stage or nothing #the first time i met him we were on call for an hr and it would’ve been longer if i didn’t have to go #i feel so drained and awful all the time #i dont understand #and life isn’t even bad i just can’t do this #and i have no reason why #everythings overwhelming and stresses me out #school makes me cry #i don’t feel comfortable when im home #i wanna go back to wv #guys i miss my grandpa #i haven’t seen him in over a year because my aunt ‘cant handle’ going back to West Virginia #I get why but she don’t even have to go #she said she would send me and my sister on a plane by ourselves but then she just switched up and said no #everything is so exhausting #i can’t anymore

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madigoround · 6 months ago

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#I should go to sleep because it’s nearly two am and very depressed thoughts you have late at night or early in the morning are not trust #worthy that being said I can’t sleep because I keep thinking how I don’t want to have to do any of this anymore #I don’t want crappy jobs where I’m crying over being asked to do more than one person physically has the capacity to do #I don’t want to have to spend so much time trying to get my life together when I let things slip through the cracks because I’m too sad or #tired to do anything about it #im tired of being so bone deep exhausted of having no friends really in my actual real life im tired of having to think of what are healthy #things to eat and then buy them and meal prep them I’m tired of never knowing what the fuck I’m doing and feeling like I will never have a #clue what I’m doing with my life and that I’m a complete failure #im tired of being depressed and alone and just having to tell myself to carry on and it has to get better at some point #I would rather I just drift off in my sleep and never wake up #im not going to do anything about that but I am just feeling a little hopeless #im just venting #I’ll get over it #eventually I guess

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circusclownproductions · 10 months ago

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God mr Silas sweatermuppet was right this world really is gutting me like a fish

#I genuinely can’t do this I feel like I’m going crazy #all my friends want is for me to be ok and I can’t even give them that I can’t stop making myself worse #talking to my best friend and I said I can’t live like this anymore and she said you don’t have to. I don’t want you to.#im going to vomit and cry and scream and eat the walls and #I am so loved and I don’t deserve any of it #ok to rb bc it’s vague and all my depressive rambling is in the tags #☁️

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milo-is-rambling · 1 year ago

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Bummmmed rn bc I quit the queen music theater show I was gonna work in March/April bc some ppl (💨’s boyfriend and mom) are gonna be working the show which means 💨 will be around which means we will have to deal with each other and I don’t think I could also bring around her boyfriend or mom would make me lose my mind rn I think and like. Just. UGHHHH. FUCK HER FUCK HER FUCK HER

#girl who brings grown man to my house and he fucks me and cums in me without protection and a couple #months later I’m diagnosed with ptsd. and then she wonders like. what went wrong with our friendship. like. GIRL. you surround yourself wit #shitty people and then made it affect my life in such a dramatic way that I lost interest in my only community outlet #so. fuck off I guess 😭😭#not even like she’s trying to talk to me or that anyone reached out about me leaving the shows groupchat #I didn’t even go to any meetings other than the original script reading #it doesn’t matter. fuck it. whatever. it’s fine. I don’t want to go to theater anymore bc im scared about seeing certain people but also I #want to go to the 24 hour plays tmrw but idk if they’re involved at all and I want to cry and scream #but it’s fineeeeeee everything’s fineeee I just want to curl into a ball and cry and scream and cry and sob and yell and punch and cry #💨#🥀#🎭

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pepprs · 2 years ago

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hi im gonna say goodbye to her in like 5 mins im waiting for her to wrap up another meeting rn. and i burst into tears in front of my colleagues and VERY visibly just cried 😁👍👍👍👍👍👍

#purrs #i am so INSANELY triggered rn and don’t know how to keep my emotions in check. i don’t want to cry or be messy. oh god. this is the worst #thing that has ever happened to me LMFAOOOOOOOOO actually it’s not. but it’s up there. this is so bad. i feel like im going to die or #explode or both. it’s literally not thst deep bc we’ll keep in touch and she’s not moving away or anything she’s just retiring. but it’s #making me CRAZYYYYYY how i am reliving the same horrors from last year. THE SAME HORRORS. before even having a chance to heal from the FIRST #horrors!!!!!!!! LIKE WHAT THE HELL. i can only take so much. i can’t withstand it all. i couldn’t suppress the tears anymore i just exploded #LOLLLL. the way i ugly cried and might do it again IN FRONT OF HER…. HELP. lol ♥️ and we will only have 10 mins to talk bc she has another t #thing at 12:45 and i squandered so much time crying and having to clean my face off that now i burned our last precious moments. AWESOMEEEEE #delete later

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permanentreverie · 1 year ago

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the audacity of my father wanting to go out to dinner 💀

#actually i don’t know if im technically invited #but i for sure as hell NOT doing that fuck that #like he’s coming to ~hang out~ tomorrow i hate it hate it #ok technically he’s coming to drop off a hot water tank but my guy that does NOT take all day #planning to come mid morning and he suggested going out to dinner!? gross disgusting.#apparently hes going to like take the trash to the dump and take the dog out for a walk #gross disgusting making my skin crawl fuck this fuck him fuck everything #yeah you know it’s not like i’ve had MULTIPLE conversations with my mother and we’ve BOTH said how fucking weird it is him coming over to #fucking. walk the dog and do whatever he wants #like yeah i’m not having panic attacks when he comes over anymore which is an improvement i guess #but i fucking hate all of this i want to scream and cry and kill something #i want to get out i want to get out i want to GET OOOOUUUTTTTT #lindsay posts

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thefearofcod · 1 year ago

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I’m going to shatter my own jaw from sheer stress looking at this list of potential recruitment plans. Make me a real employee or im going in the walls and chewing cables.

#they straight up don’t make the kind of job I want anymore I think!#joke’s gonna be on them in 60 years when they can’t find shit but I’ll be fucking dead by then #’ooooo we need someone to do computer’ cool. why do you have that in cataloged materials category of your website.#im not computer man but I sure can make that category go away #make your speeches to the foxes general #i am going to CRY in the CLUB on the CLOCK

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entropys · 1 year ago

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had to pick up my sisters from somewhere and it was so crowded and im sick and in pain and worrying about the exam i should be at home studying for istg idk how we got home safe i was so pissed off i almost drove into the cars in front of me i fucking hate driving this country needs a proper public transport system so i don’t go insane

#i cannot feel my legs #i am so full of anger i feel like im about to explode #i was supposed to come home and study but really i can’t deal with anything rn im watching doona in hopes of being so invested in it that i #forget i exist for a second #idk why im this upset i feel like i want to break everything around me rn but im holding myself back so now i feel like crying #i think it’s my period speaking but really im losing my mind i hate driving i hate cars i hate this fucking society full of insane drivers #my visions is getting blurry and i don’t feel my body anymore i think im actually going insane #driving is worse than drugs for me apparently #im gonna call my friend and ask her to pick me up tomorrow im done driving khala9 #gonna crush my car keys and throw them away

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pennydew · 1 month ago

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hiding in the bathroom crying

#he yelled at me for not having any clean pants and now he’s going to eat breakfast alone because he says i can’t wear my flannels out #he says i look like a bum 👍#idk what to do he’s gonna be in such a bad mood all day im so scared i don’t want him to yell at me anymore #all this week has just been him yelling. i’m so tired i want to go back home #he didn’t even tell me we were leaving in the first place so i gave him both pairs of pants to wash #i’m sitting on the bathroom floor crying waiting for him to leave because i don’t want to see him anymore #<3 mwah

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libraryofcryptids · 3 months ago

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Shaking in the bathroom trying not to cry ✌️

Because one of my coworkers can’t stop being creepily in my space ✌️

He does it to other people but does it the most to me ✌️