#want to go to the 24 hour plays tmrw but idk if they’re involved at all and I want to cry and scream | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

milo-is-rambling · 7 months

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Bummmmed rn bc I quit the queen music theater show I was gonna work in March/April bc some ppl (💨’s boyfriend and mom) are gonna be working the show which means 💨 will be around which means we will have to deal with each other and I don’t think I could also bring around her boyfriend or mom would make me lose my mind rn I think and like. Just. UGHHHH. FUCK HER FUCK HER FUCK HER

#girl who brings grown man to my house and he fucks me and cums in me without protection and a couple #months later I’m diagnosed with ptsd. and then she wonders like. what went wrong with our friendship. like. GIRL. you surround yourself wit #shitty people and then made it affect my life in such a dramatic way that I lost interest in my only community outlet #so. fuck off I guess 😭😭#not even like she’s trying to talk to me or that anyone reached out about me leaving the shows groupchat #I didn’t even go to any meetings other than the original script reading #it doesn’t matter. fuck it. whatever. it’s fine. I don’t want to go to theater anymore bc im scared about seeing certain people but also I #want to go to the 24 hour plays tmrw but idk if they’re involved at all and I want to cry and scream #but it’s fineeeeeee everything’s fineeee I just want to curl into a ball and cry and scream and cry and sob and yell and punch and cry #💨#🥀#🎭

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