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feeling better marginally. i think i just needed to recoup a little bit. i am fine and can move through spaces and if i just act like i’m supposed to be someplace while bracing for someone to say i’m not then i am doing fine and i just had to mentally recalibrate and i think a lot of the food stress is getting to me because i’ve been really brave and good and then i have to keep being brave and it’s a lot

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i think i am in a little bit of a weird mood in a verge of tears type way for no apparent reason and honestly i could’ve really used like one more glass of wine and it’s literallyyy the only night my boyfriend has decided to take it super light and i’m trying to not fall into the pitfall of purposefully hiding emotion because of how busy he is and how big the week is while still bein like ok how much of this is because of these personal stressors and how much is genuine would benefit from talkin about it

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also like all week i’m here as a plus one for a conference of sorts so i am allowed to opt out of whatever besides business dinners and parties

I am in LA for the week

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taking questions while i pretend to be a fellow fancy business person waiting for my sweet sweet granola bowl to become available

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having to go around fancy hotel without my boyfriend and there is no one at the cafe counter when i am in great need of coffee

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I’m bein business boyfriend and have been told I’ve got no obligations til 6 which on one hand i feel like i should take up the opportunity to actually hang out with one of my bf’s friends who offered but i think i’m too shy today at least. if anyone wants to hang though lmk

I am in LA for the week

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I am in LA for the week

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I don’t know who needs to hear this, but if you let something slide because you were too shocked to react in the moment, you can bring it up the next time you talk to that person, you can text them, you can let them know it won’t slide again in the future. you don’t have to just accept that behavior indefinitely because you couldn’t gather your thoughts to say it made you uncomfortable when it first happened. you’re not making anything awkward, you are giving someone an opportunity to show care for you, and telling them you trust them enough to change their behavior. there is literally nothing wrong or bad with voicing discomfort even if the moment has already passed.

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it feels a little weird to walk through certain places without my boyfriend like everyone can tell i stick out and am not used to bein in that atmosphere even though that’s probably maybe not true but still idk

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opinion: rich people should be more difficult about food allergies and sensitivities because the places i’ve been taken to have more cross contamination than any fast food place

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comic books are good to get into if you really like to complain about everything all of the time

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Alice Davis from the Mary Everhard Collection at the Amon Carter Museum of American Art. The first picture is labeled “circa 1895“ on the museum website but based on the silhouette of the gown, I would estimate the year 1905 to 1908

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James Zamora, The Egg Aisle, 2024

6 x 6 in

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do they sell hand lotions at 7/11s

edit: my hands are regaining movement now thank you

edit edit: he was smart and checked the hotel gift shop first

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all i want for lunch is a turkey sandwich with tomato and avocado and a banana smoothie which is all for some reason very hard to acquire