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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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Barnaby deserves caterpillar smooches.

so!!! True!!!

#I DREW THIS TOO SMALL IM SORRY THE IMAGE QUALITY SUCKS #i didnt realize until i was Done and Zoomed Out #twas too late.... far too late....#low quality image HIGH QUALITY GAYS LETS GOOOOOOO #eating my own arm theyre soooooo aghasgashagsjhabk #how can anyone not see what a Top Tier Pairing they are....#they're made for each other smh #im going to Sob lmfao #i love them sm.... too much.... far too much....#aggressive mwah sounds OUGGHHHHHHHHH #instant happy chemicals flooding my brain when Theyre Involved #bouncing off the walls eating concrete punching the air etc etc #scribble salad #rambles from the bog #laughingstock #barnaby x howdy #howdy x barnaby #this is a laughingstock week apparently #ive got 3 posts for em queued up #which!! might not sound like a lot!!!#but lately for me It Is!!!#especially since it's multiple scribbles per post!!!#except for the last one. that one's a meme #BUT THE LAUGHINSTOCK BRAINROT NEVER FAILS NEVER FALTERS NEVER CRUMBLESSSSSSS #ITS ALWAYS THERE LOOMING IN THE BACK OF MY MINDDDDD #barking howling wailing rattling chains like the spirits of the damned

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soularsss · 14 days ago

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She's here!!

The writing might be a little hard so I can edit in a transcript if anyone needs one lmfao

her costume is supposed to be giving vintage superhero and I was so tempted to give her a Robin style mask

anyway!! Im very much of the habit where I make one general oc for something and then reuse them for other fandoms as well, Kaidou has been my superpowered/mutant oc since.. gosh.. forever...

A bit more about her is she is in her 20's, since the plot i've got in my head takes place around a lot of classes, I have been toying with the idea of her having fried her brain a little and being in such intense fights from a young age inducing Night Terrors/Hypnagogic hallucinations. Oh and she will refuse to play any form of card game with you because she SUCKS.

If youre wondering where she is now and what Ive been watching that brought her back enough for an actual design, I have a very rough and all over the place MHA college au that spurred the idea :,) And thinking back on where she first popped up, i think it might have actually been the same anime! But that is all less important tbh.. I just wanted to show you all the babey

#literally almost wept colouring her face because she looks.. so precious.. sobs #I am saving the forehead scar explanation for later because its going to be edgy #i know im cringe I have so much MHA brainrot rn lmfao #digital art #my art <3 #digital aritst #my ocs <3 #yumeki kaidou #yumeki #hero #superhero #mha #bnha #mha oc #bnha oc #she was also 100% an xman at one point but she has been replaced in that universe by TFF

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sleepinginmygrave · 2 months ago

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harp class today !! :D

#can you guys see the evolution #me from last year would be shaking crying sobbing bc of harp class #now it makes me happy :]#im really proud of myself for that #I LOVE PLAYING THE HARP !! I LOVE MAKING MUSIC !!!!#see !!#j is rambling #harpist rambles #<if you go on this tag you will see all my anxious self from last year lmfao

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enden-k · 1 year ago

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congrats on ur abyss run! i didnt even know they gave u a little message at the end lol (perpetualy 27 star-er here)

im rlly curious tho, if u dont mind me asking how long did it take?

oh ye it always gives this message when you went through all floors and continue

uhh not too long, first floors are always very fast to do if youre putting effort into doing it quick. i was streaming and fooling around a little, redid one floor twice and enjoyed free haitham whump three times so it was like an hour-ish doing all.

(in the first years i was always very try hard with abyss but rn i just feel tired and old LMFAO so im very chill with it and rlly just mess around and do the barest minimum. basically how i live my life ig)

#good thing about being an occasional sweaty gamer is that my chars are built nicely so everytime im lazy and not in the mood i can just mess #around and still get things done without any effort. bless my past try hard self allowing me to be a lazy shrimp with no motivation but a #thirst for primo crumbs #kjasbckj anw #genshin bores me greatly lately i think its this space between leaving a story and characters i love greatly and mourn already and #a new chapter and region coming up #like with inazuma and sumeru release back then but with the difference that my heart feels so heavy that we leave sumeru and its characters #unlike with the other nations so far (sorry LMFAO)#prob staying this way until fontaine and getting to explore new stuff but my heart still lives in sumeru im not ready to let go AAAAA sobs #sorry for whining its just that im rlly tired and so sad about my babies AAAAA IT CANT BE OVER i need to see nahida scara fam life and #kaveh and haitham being the usual married old couple and more tighnari and cyno and collei and nilou and #cryinh #reply

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bluebunnysart · 3 months ago

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Quick PSA about this blog

The anon and I sorted it out over DMs so all is good now!

I'm not a huge Tetocest fan or anything, I just like it when someone draws really nice drawings of them and they happen to be Teto x Teto, so the chance of me drawing Teto x Teto is kinda low but not zero. Like I wrote in my chart, I mostly treat them as a cute pair of sisters, and that chart was a Miku x Teto chart because Negidrill is my OTP.

If I ever make Tetocest art, it's not with the assumption that they're sisters or related or seeing each other in a familial way. I'm grossed out by incest of any kind, and I'm also grossed out by pseudo-incest. Tetocest (selfcest) is literally Teto x herself/a different version of herself, not a relative or anything, so I wanted to make that clear.

I'll be tagging all my stuff that isn't quick doodles/text, so if you're anti-Tetocest or Teto x Teto or something, you can blacklist that tag or avoid me altogether because I don't hate it. The chance I'll draw actual Teto x Teto that isn't cute platonic love is like 5% though, 'cuz I like Miku x Teto more than anything and that's my main priority.

If anyone has beef with anything I like, I absolutely encourage you to unfollow me or avoid me because this is where I post art of MY interests and I don't want to be treated like a criminal in my own space.

My Miku x Teto is NOT proship (I always ship them around the same age) and I don't support proship or anything weird/immoral. I'm fine with criticism if I do something wrong but please don't be aggressive towards me because Mktt is extremely precious to me and I don't want to be chased away from my own space. You won't believe my ability to self-isolate lol but I'm not afraid of being alone, even if my love for Mktt will never die (especially not 'cuz of anyone).

For now I'll continue to draw/write Mktt/Voca/UTAUloid art at my own leisure with my own headcanons and interests, and I'm not doing it for attention. I'm doing it out of love for the characters.

Thanks for reading! ^^

#tldr; i'm not a diehard fan of tetocest but #i dont hate it either #mktt is still my otp #dont trash my interests pls since i'm in my own lane #that is all!#btw i might be low activity for a week or two cuz finishing something i procrastinated thru mktt #but after that i wanna go all in on mktt art!! i love ngdrll a lot #it makes me extremely happy so if people trash it or attack me then i'll get defensive/heated #im sharing stuff out of love and spreading the love but if i am only greeted with hate then #i wont disappear but u will not be given access to my stuff or me. like?? please.#looking forward to miku's bday! i havent figured out if i can do anything for her yet!#dont hate on anon btw it was a misunderstanding #they're anonymous anyway so u cant namedrop but i want to put this behind me now #mktt stop putting me thru rollercoaster emotions challenge (failed)#it's cuz i love them so much ok. sob 😭#u would get it too if you loved them as much as me #it's like being stabbed btw whenever anything bad happens lmao.#idk how that feels but all i know is the pain is felt and sharp and sad #it's not an addiction or an obsession. i just love them. end of.#hopefully forever #if u were me u'd get it but im not writing my backstory heh #i dont love them in a pathetic/unwilling way. it's all 100% choice and conscious #the really strong emotions however. those i do not choose lmfao.

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fanvoidkeith · 3 months ago

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i really am a dumb boy-creature sometimes, huh

#void keith talks #.......i may have accidentally licked my (dyed) (washed many times) (has a graphic design on it) t-shirt and holy shiiiiiit it tastes bad #I PROMISE I DONT NORMALLY LICK FABRICS :sobbing emoticons:#BUT I COULDNT FIGURE OUT WHAT ON EARTH WAS GOING ON WITH THE BAD TASTE TM (i thought it was a Bad Food Taste)#SO I TOUCHED MY SHIRT AND THEN I LICKED MY FINGER #and then AUGH!!1!2!!!!!1!1!!2!2!!2!-!#im fine but that was Bad for the Sensory Issues lmfao #transmasc #nonbinary #Boy ThingsTM #silly #late night thoughts #he/they #they/them #he/him

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year ago

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During the 2020 shut-in era, I basically only listened to Coldplay and god the amnt of emotional nostalgia I get from listening to their music is so

#the first 3 albums only btw 🥰🥰#theres some songs i rly like from their other albums #but nothing has the gut punch of their first 3 for me #and i listened to them a lot while developing my main oc ship #so listening to these im like SOB SOB ECLIPOIR SOB SOB SOB #i even drew art of them w the lyrics....#but now these songs are my go-to ship coded songs #so ofc listening to them now my brain is subconsciously trying to apply them to vettonso....#tho something i think is very funny is how this music is pretty basic right? not a bad thing!!! but like very well known normal music #but of course when i listen to it im making these over dramatic animatics in my head to them #and once i looked at the lyrics explanation for a song cause i was curious #and the reasoning was something super boring related to chris martin's marriage and it ruined the song for a bit LMFAO #i cant be thinking abt them in that context okay 😭😭 theyre the songs thsy form the tapestry for basically every ship i have #blah blah blah typical catie moment of 'i dont listen to these songs in the NORMAL way' calm down...#anyways getting emo as always over this music sob sob sob #I just love that music can instantly transport you back to a specific time in your life or a specific thing #i think I also was into rainbow six when i listened to this music mainly 😭😭 so now ofc theyre popping into my head #also my god: Spies would be such a good Bond song and i refuse to believe they didnt write it w that in mind ;;;;;#maybe i should put more thought into what songs of theirs i could apply to vettonso...#i really need to make a playlist for them sometime :D #catie.rambling.txt

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undeadboyfriendsupportgroup · 1 year ago

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SHAKES YOU SHAKES YOU SHAKES YOU

MARTIM!!!!!!!!!

MARTIM!!!!!!!!

MARTIM!!!!!!!!!!!!

MARTIM YES I FUCKING LOVE THEM SO MUCHHHH AYAHSB2JDNQKDMWKDMQKDMWKDNWEN

HAVE A DRAWING OF THEMMM BEING GOOEY AND STUPID WIDNWKFMWKDN!!!! Tim slept over and now he's in Martin's clothes AND THEY ARE very big, hehe :3

+ some closeups because I love them

+ very stupid meme because I found it hilarious to draw TIM THIS CUTE AJAJSJSJS

#sam asks #sam post #martim #I LOVE THEM SO FUCKING MUCHHHH AAAUWHDNWMDMW THEYRE SO 😭😭😭#SORRY FOR RESPONDING LITERALLY A WEEK LSTER I AM SO SLOW WITH ART LMFAO #this hurt so had to finish because like :') we just saw 119 :'))) last night :')))))) a.#ALSO LET TIM BE CUTE AND SOFT 2023 HE EXPERIENCES SO MUCH OF THE HORRORS AND HE AS A CHARACTER IS SO FULL OF ANGER AND PAIN AND #HE DESERVES TO BE CUTE AND SOFT AND JUST!!! GRRR!!!!!#LET THEM BE CUTE THEY DESERVE IT THEY'VE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH #god i love martim #THABK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ASK BTW FELLOW MARTIM TRUTHERRRR #(but also i have no clue what the context of the ask is im SO SORRY)#Is it too noticeable that we find their size difference cute? JSJSJSJSJSJS #(sobbing) YOUR HONOR I LOVE THEM #2ND TIME I FORGET MARMAR'S FRECKLES let's pretend they are there #I LOVE MY 30 Y/O TRAUMATIZED MEN #AH YEAH #MARMAR IS TIMS NICKNAME FOR HIM #MAYBE SOMEDAY I'LL DO A COMIC ABOUT IT BUT ITS SO CUTE AND IT MAKES ME GO INSANE #i think mox thought of it? IDK BUT IT IS THE BEST THING EVER AND I AM SO SOFT FOR IT #timotht wimothy #martin kartin blackwood #tim stoker #tma tim #timothy stoker #martin blackwood #tma martin #tma #the magbus archives #tma fanart

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yxstxrdrxxm-a · 9 months ago

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Hi hi!!! I hope you're doing well. Here is a hydration check if you need one ^^

I just saw the flawed event intro/launch post(?), and now that I'm here from the start, I aint gonna miss a single thing during this event >:0 So please add me to the taglist :D I'm already v hyped bc of the premise for the event + the banners/new theme is looking amazing as well!! (Loving the art!!)

I can't wait to see what amazing things you'll come up with this time!

(going to answer yours + Mochi's before I officially kick things off w/ a post + first poll so! o7 lets go boys)

AAAAAA IM SO GLAD, I'M HONESTLY VERY HYPED AS WELL HAIUHDRUFI

I'm going to be doing a new format this time with this event, so this one is going to be my first that I'll put effort with formatting and seeing which works or not (I already dread the fact that 3 weeks won't be enough... orz. I'll make do)

Also! I added you to the taglist, so you should be good (unless I forget then pls remind me orz orz)

I'm already v hyped bc of the premise for the event + the banners/new theme is looking amazing as well!! (Loving the art!!)

AAAAA TYTY, I spent so much time on those and it drove me nuts HAIUHDURFI I'm so glad you love it!

I hope that you'll enjoy the story of Flawed though :> I got a small baseline of how this will go, so! Let's hope the majority of y'all don't go to the bad ending orz. I will be very sad if you guys do.

#💌 ;; messenger writes #💌 ;; promising letter: flawed #💌 ;; to my beloved: shiro #;; I HAVENT EVEN SET UP THE OTHER POSTS I AM SOBBING HELP ME #;; okay so change of plans: answering ur ask + mochi + SET UP THE POSTS BEFORE THE FIRST PART #;; and i'll go against the silly poll and set up a set time so we can proceed on the story. its just for the sake of convenience LMFAO)#;; anyways i hope you'll enjoy seeing whatever madness Im abt to go through with this format o7 #;; I pray and beg that this won't go to shit when we go down the later routes. shudders. i alr fear the worst HAIUHDFRI

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daddy-socrates · 1 year ago

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so glad i have therapy tonight im. Ready to talk about scary things

#gonna talk more seriously about hrt. im so scared but theres been Enough happening that makes me feel. ready ig #it's the yearning it's the longing it's the being envious of my friends when i am actually overjoyed for them #it's the i want to be a visibly trans philosopher it's the fathers day special on npr that made me sob in my car #it's the singing along w my favorite songs makes me cry it's the i dont sing on the rare occasion i go to church it's the. uh.#i don't go cuz i want to i go because i want to see what's being shared in the sermon bc that's what people take messages from #mini book reports and challenging the passages selected bc sometimes they are Vague or whatever #it's the i have a complicated relationship w religion in general lmfao #i am very scared of ruining my relationship w my parents though #im incredibly lucky and incredibly grateful every day that i had a good childhood and good relationship w them #never ever want to take that for granted #but im terrified bc i told them my name and mom carefully didnt show a reaction and dad uh. idk we were at starbucks and i did the order #bc im a starbucks girlie zillennial #and i gave my name and he went 😶🤨#this is my blog i can say what i want here but im baring my soul in the tags becauee i trust ~3.2k strangers more than my father xo #anyway #blah blah blah in the tags

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 9 months ago

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ON THE SUBJECT OF A MARCH 1ST UPDATE LIVESTREAM.

so due to newly-employed circumstances, i most likely won't be able to stream my exploration of the update until the Sunday after it drops - March 3rd, likely around 10 am pst.

im not gonna ask anyone to wait because that's unreasonable and absurd, However! I am curious: