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oh wait i’m done so here r the parts i took pics of c:









starting a darker shade of magic >:0
#OH IM DONEEE holy shit bro that was good#not superrr feeling the romance btwn kell and lila#but i also kinda cant tell how much They’re feeling it LMAO 💀#i do rly like their relationship tho#as u can tell by a bunch of pics of the one adventure at a time thing AHHHHHH 😭😭😭#also HOLLANDS STILL ALIVE RIGHT SURELYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#not sure if i want him to be bc he’s in black london now but. HE CAN GET OUT????? RIGHT?????????#he can get out and his seal was broken and the masters r dead anyway so he can be like an ok guy right#and not at kells throat all the time right#and they can actually have some only two antari solidarity right#RIGHT????????????#i LOVE kell LOVE lila#rhys kinda just there. kells love for him is crazy tho#i appreciate all the characters a lot#also lowkey it was wrapped up very nicely in this book i’m not like dying to immediately start the next lol#but i have the next cccc: and i will be starting tmrw hehehheheheheee#or maybe not tmrw we’ll see. lowkey might be nice to sit w this one for a bit#i love the writing damn smth abt this was just sooo easy to read#i think a review on the book says compulsively readable and like yeah exactly#starts off a lil slow w setting everything up but even then i was like this is just very interesting#yeah. damn i rly liked that#gonna post so i can shut up and look at the pics i took to relive it lol#anr go back to tsc fanfic before bed c: LMAO#jeanne talks#bro as much as i don’t rly care abt rhy. their brotherhood being the thing that saves kell tho?????#like equivalent of like love breaking the spell or whatever like ?????????? i love that#also their brotherhood do be making kell do crazy shit. but it’s ok it’s entertaining af#bro i was IN IT i had to cover the page w my bookmark so i didnt jump ahead it was soooookxnnfjsjsbcjksnddkekd
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starting a darker shade of magic >:0
#WAIT BRO SPOILERS OH GOD#BRO I WAS MAKING JOKES TO MY FRIENDS ABT HOW THE BODY COUNT IS SO HIGH#BUT NOT HOLLAND BRO I DID NAWT WANT HOLLAND TO DIE BRO 😭😭😭😭😭😭#AND WITH HOW HE SAW IT COMING AND THERES WAS RELIEF IN HIS EYES WHEN IT HAPPENEX??????? IM CRYING#not rly bc i dont cry that easily but i wanted to cry 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#this motherfucker hasn’t done a single redeemable thing in his life and has barely been in this book#BUT NO I DID NOT WANT HIM TO DIE#CUS LIKE THAT WASNT HIS FAULT#bro i’m like fuckin RHY lived SURELY HOLLAND CAN STILL BE ALIVE#IT WENT THRU HIS SEAL THING SO SURELY IT JUST BROKEHIS SEAL RIGHT SURELY#holland ily :( even tho all u did was like kill and torture and stuff#idk man how did i get so attached to this character :(#damn rip holland but truly rest in peace 😔😔😔#i feel so bad for him#damn i also feel bad for kell DAMN BRO ALSJNCBFBEJJSJSHD#god fucking damn bro. i’m finishing this shit tn#jeanne talks#i’m dead bro i can’t keep going i need to keep going i can’t keep going#i wanna keep rereading that scene holy fuck#but no kell is in white london w lila now i gotta keep going#fuck me fuck me HOLLANDDDDDDDDD 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#heart so broke bro#never getting over this#why is his death fucking breaking me bro#HERES HOW HOLLAND CAN STILL BE ALIVE#AND LIKE JUST FREE FROM HIS SOUL BOUND TORTURE SHIT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#HOLLANDDDDDDDDDDD 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i need to shut up and keep going bro :|#wait he is still alive. like barely#HOLLANDDDJDJDBDDKDHFEJDJCHDJSJDHDHHDDJSJDDHSJSH
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starting a darker shade of magic >:0
#bro i think it would be so fun to do just like reading time w my friends#they can see me react to this shit#i literally just had to put the book down and go ohhhhhhhh fuckkkkkkkk#quietly bc my roommates asleep#but OOHHHHHHHHHH FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK#brooooooooanbdhsjjdbdehhddkdjsjdhdjdr#there is not That much of this book left#lowkey shud i just finish it tn even tho i need to wake up early ish tmrw to wash my fucking hair lmao#bro screaming inside akshcdrehsbdjdjsehdhfncbcnznkddj#fucked up shit bro#and then i flipped the page to the new chapter and lila’s in fucking white london by herself and i just OHHHHHHHH FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK#holland get outta here 😭😭😭😭#oh my god i’m gonna have to finish this tn am i not lmfao#I WANNA SCREAM ABT THE BOOK LOLOL#FUCK BRO ITS SO GOOD#oh my god. oh my god i gotta keep going but oh my god i’m stressed LMFAO#jeanne talks
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starting a darker shade of magic >:0
#am a little less than halfway thru and VERY MUCH ENJOYING AHHHHH#i actually rly love the characters like even if they’re not exactly the most likable ppl im so super interested in them#like this is honestly kinda equally plot and character driven for me rn#i rly like kell and lila#i even rly like holland he’s rly interesting#and i feel rly bad for him w the whole binding spell thing :c and having to do the white london rulers commands#like i hope he doesn’t want to do those things but also it rly sucks for him if he doesn’t want to do those things 😭#also i’m reading this so slowly too lmao maybe i just read adult a lot more slowly#wouldnt rly know bc i have almost always read ya lol#the writings also just so interesting tho and the world is so interesting and the plot nd the characters aksdhhdksjdfhdksks#anyway very excited continuing now c:#jeanne talks
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#help i miss magnus b/ane and tessa g/ray sooooooo much#:((((((((((((((( i just read a bunch of fics lmfao mostly rereading bc i keep going thru the same ones TT#theres not enough fic content bro and im not good enough at writing to write what i wanna read LOL#but i think its gotta happen soon lmfao i need to make myself do it#i love tessa so so much :(((((((((((((((((((((( shes always always always my number one girl#like its for sure also how long ive been obsessed w the s/hadowhunter c/hronicles and like how long ive 'known' her#but i just. shes just everything to me#idk i wanna explore so many things in her story#conversations w will abt having children even tho she will outlive them#conversations w will just abt like the immortality/mortality thing in general#grieving will leaving her children staying w magnus#particularly the leaving her children thing. its so interesting#i also cant help but think the clave wouldve had smth to do w it or like they wouldnt be as accepting without will there#conversations w jem abt their grief. bc jem hasnt had the chance for 100+ yrs to process his grief but tessa has#conversations w jem abt having children conversations w jem abt loves lost#idk man im reading/rereading a bunch of warlock fic LOL aka tessa fics it has to have tessa :|#which is lowkey kinda limiting rip#my FEELINGSSSSS abt the WARLOCKSSSSSSS#magnus and tessa going thru it together this time. theyre w (one of) the loves of their lives but theyre gonna lose them.#and theyre gonna lose their children#and theyre gonna be (almost) the only ones each other have soon#oohhh what abt a tessa and max dynamic :(((((((((#bro i was also reminded of thuIe!tessas story which causes me PAIN#GOOD PAIN I LOVE ANGST BUT GODDAMN#tessa :((((((((((( tessa ily so so so so much#guys idk how long i can go without rereading all of the sh/adowhunter c/hronicles LOL i need tessa back :( <3#i want to reread g/otsm rn SOOO BADLYYYYYYYYY#THE TESSA CONTENT THE JEM AND TESSA CONTENT THE JEM TESSA KIT MINA CONTENT W WILL HAUNTING(POSITIVE) THEIR MEMORIES AND LIVES#im fine :| why does this series have this goddamn hold on me bruh#jeanne talks
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tell me in the tags if you sleep w the tv on/music playing or if it has to be pitch black/silent
#nothing playing#idk if i Need it to be pitch black/silent but yeah#maybe not pitch black bc my window has a blind missing so it's never pitch black LOL but i dont mind it#in the tags
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New music festival lineup drop, so you know what that means! It's time to play:
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starting a darker shade of magic >:0
#bro idk if i wanna put reading stuff here or on my main bc that’s where i wud like reblog reading stuff lol#but here’s where i yap so#anyway im excited i’ve owned this trilogy for so long and haven’t read it 💀💀💀#bc i was caught up in the b/ooktube commercialist sorta culture teehee as a young high schooler#and bought so many books but also where was i finding the justification to get all these box sets of books i hadn’t read#actually i think its just this one and the shadow & bone series but like why do i own them LOL#when i haven’t read them but anyway#i’m getting to it now 🫡#read 25 pages and i’m gonna go to the treadmill lmao 😔 but i’m very interested so far already#took out a goddamn post it note to write down some notes abt the distinctions btwn the londons#bc im fs gonna forget LOL#but yeah i’m already very excited and looking forward to it :00#i did stand in my room looking at time war for a hot minute trying to decide if i shud just blast thru a reread this afternoon#but idts im gonna reread that but later perhps#anyway yayyyyyy idk if i shud make like a tag for reading specific things lol#ill just keep it under the same one for now#jeanne talks#i be yappin over here#sorry to literally everyone who follows me bc u followed me for gIee and that has no presence here rn LOL or in my mind ngl#rip 😔 it’ll be back at some point if i know me and my obsessions LOL
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finished this is how u lose the time war :0
#took me a hot sec like this is <200 pages but i took like a week#whereas i took like 3-4 days for the 500-700(?) pg last hrs books recently lol#idk it was different from what i usually read i think#also time travel fucking confuses me it’s so hard to wrap my head around LOL#but the writing was rly interesting to read#so that and the fact that i have heard a lot of ppl raving abt this book kept me going#like also at no point did i Want to stop i was just confused LOL#IM STILL THINKING ABT THE END BRO OK#when the things started BEING PUT TOGETHER IN MY HEAD#the thing abt me is im NAWT gonna be able to figure it out#until that shit is OBVIOUS LMFAO#but when it was becoming obvious i was like HUH OH SHIT WHAT THE FUCK#literally said what the fuck out loud a few times good thing i’m alone in my apt#i do honestly want to reread it just like knowing what is actually happening now#biggest thing for me and it might be my aroace ass but i like didn’t rly get the ~development~ of the relationship#it felt like it was just there al of a sudden#idk it kinda made me feel like i missed smth tho and i was so like getting used to it at the very beginning#so maybe it would help to reread#but once it was there i did enjoy it c:#saw a post recently that was like aromanticism be like romance is so cool wish it was real#me reading these things like damn thats love???#love reading it. wish it were a real thing 😔#well i did successfully stop thinking abt sh/adowhunter nonsense to finish the book and now i can’t stop thinking abt the book lol#jeanne talks
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see i feel like my friends would be fine w it / at least humor me so i rly shud just build up the nerve to rant abt herongra/ystairs to them for fun c:
#lol and then i’m also exposing them to the incredible story of herong/raystairs like win win situation ya know c:#i rly just wanna be like so there are these three characters right 😭😭😭#and blah blah blah their stories and basically they have to live without each other for longer than they were able to have each other 😭😭😭#but they do it anyway bc to have loved each other is worth the pain of missing them the rest of their lives 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and for the rest of their lives they carry their missing parts w them 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and they al three LOVE each other so much#but the tragedy of their story is that they could never have a lifetime all together and healthy 😭😭😭😭#will and tessa got a happy lifetime together missing jem. jem and tessa r getting a happy lifetime together missing will#when jem dies he will reunite w will and they will have a lifetime or whatever together missing tessa#and tessa will spend the rest of her immortal life missing will and jem but knowing they have finally reunited#BUT THEY LOVE EACH OTHER ANYWAY. BC IT WAS WORTH THE PAIN AND GRIEF IN THE FUTURE#AND BETTER THAN HAVING NOT LOVED EACH OTHER#i’m trying to read time war rn bro but my brain is so full of shadowhunter nonsense lol 😭😭😭#it’s gonna happen EVENTUALLY after i read some actual stuff i haven’t read already. but this tsc reread is gonna hit so hard bro#just bc it’s been so long lol 🥹🥹🥹#i miss them all sm#my main blogis reverting back to its tsc roots#and every post i see i’m like omg i forgot abt that i wanna read that again LOL#jeanne talks
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the secret to life is always having something to look forward to
#mxmtoon concert :0000#moving and starting job even tho it also scares me and i rly dont want to leave my friends 🫠🫠#but i’m excited for new experiences and independence#in the tags
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You're gonna have to look me in the eye. Helps me to cover my eyes. YELLOWJACKETS (2021—) S02E08, 'It Chooses" | S03E06, "Thanksgiving (Canada)"
#yellowjackets#yellowjackets spoilers#wait i swear i had this reblogging on my main lmfao 💀#oh well leaving this here ig and i’ll rb it again to th main lol
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Quick what are you doing RIGHT now (besides scrolling Tumblr)
#listening to music ig and laying in bed abt to go to sleep lol i’ve been so tired today and yesterday :|#and also as i am constantly thinking abt wanting to consume tsc content but not knowing what to search for on ao3 anymore LOL#in the tags
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do me a solid and just reblog this saying what time it is where you are and what you’re thinking about in the tags.
#6:12 pm i just read a few of my most recent old glee fics and they’re kinda bangers ngl#self indulgent blamtina platonic BANGERS#so i’m thinking abt how im glad iiiiii like them at Least lolol like the writing isn’t the best but i like them yay#bro if i get back into glee i prommy ill work on the jatp au#also thinking abt how i might have to wake up my roommate bc we’re going somewhere#but i hate the idea of waking ppl up LMFAOOOO#my strategy is always just to push it off to the last possible minute and by that time she’s already awake :DDD#idk if she will be awake tho bc we’re kinda decided this time after she fell asleep im assuming bc she didn’t respond lol#anyway 💀#in the tags#she woke up in time WOOOOO
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no one asked but for myself all the snippets i took pics of yes including the entire ghost christopher scene 💀💀💀
me when chain of thorns
#summary of my thoughts based purely on these bits LOL#well christopher rly became a favorite fast#and him and grace 🥺🥺🥺🥺#alastair and thomas as always#alastair and cordelia 🥺🥺🥺🫶🫶🫶🫶#the quotes abt james and cordelia’s love being stronger than belial INSANEEEEEE#and how that was true at the end too when belial was literally possessing him.#does ur man love u enough to expel a whole ass prince of hell from his mind or smth#there’s one silly one the interaction btwn anna and christopher just got me :( AND THEN CHRISTOPHERRRRKSBDBFJSKAHDBDKSK#i love them sm i am HOLDING THEM ALL GENTLY RN#jeanne talks
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me when chain of thorns
#i’m done#🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠#the time skip straight out of conflict to like everything’s all good now kinda annoys me#(can u tell i prefer angst and hurt comfort to fluff damn lmfao 💀💀💀💀💀)#but it was good 😭😭😭😭#bro thomas observing that alastair can be silly now 😭😭😭😭😭🫶🫶🫶🫶#sighhhhh i love them all sm#i think i just wanted like more of the parents reactions to stuff after too#but it just like skipped over everything like what would’ve been that period of time#whatever that’s what fic is for LOL yayayayyayyyyy#i rly want to have motivation to write tsc stuff :c#esp bc my heart is with the tid characters and i wanted more of them LOL#like in a way that i understand they should not have had that much screen time in this series#but i want to read/write/think abt the missing moments cccccc:#i just rly want more of the family stuff :( i feel like usually there’s such a lack of good supportive loving family#bc they’re usually dead lmfao :| or like bad parents or whatever#but not in this series but u still don’t get that much of the families in this series#so i wanna find the fics alsjdhfkebdbcjdjshhd#anyway 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠#i did like the happy ending even tho i don’t like fluff apparently LOLOL#i did say i wanted them to be happy and they got to be happy so yay 🫶🫶🫶🫶#is it too soon to immediately jump into ao3 lmfao 💀💀💀#maybe i can jump into the tumblr tags omg i’ve had last hours tags filtered for sooooo long#and i can unfilter them now 🤩🤩🤩#omg i think im caught up ish with tsc yay#except for secrets of blackthorn hall and whatever other short story things r happening idk ????#we’ll see lmfao#i love these characters sm :( did not expect them to become so dear to me but they are now#and i love that abt books!!!!!!!!!!!! 🥹🥹🥹 esp cassie clare characters i feel like#jeanne talks
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i’m screaming inside and about to cry
me when chain of thorns
#just#keysmash that i’m too lazy to do i gotta read this again and then keep going LOL#just a little scene but it’s everything ;-;;;;;;;#oh god fucking fuckkkk what the fire messages give them theyre able to communicate now and im not even there and i want to cry#jeanne talks
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