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kuiinncedes · 8 days ago

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#this is just like a tsc thought thread atp ig lol #bc i still don’t have chain of iron for now :||||||#but why am i CRYING abt herongraystairs bro #jk i know why bc why wouldnt i be #but goddammit i wanna reread tid now lol #they have such a hold on me what the fuck #TEARS in my EYES #literally also how is each individual pairing within herongraystairs also so fucking peak #how dare they fucking do this to me bro #by existing and loving each other #sitting here crying over them like i’m in middle school #i miss them too ;-;;;;;;; honestly do not be surprised if i reread tid this yr ��😀😀😀#like i absolutely do not Need to reread bc i’ve read that shit 19174732726627854738 times #and i got books i wanna read for the first time now that i finally have motivation again #but i WILL BE READING TID AGAIN ☝️🙂‍↕️#jeanne talks

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kuiinncedes · 9 days ago

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#rbing to put more thoughts abt rereading chain of gold in the tags LOL but like post reread thoughts #bc i've gone onto ao3 it's over i'm reentering tid obsession tho bc i can't read tlh fic yet LOL #why does herongraystairs make me insane. truly i can't feel normal abt them BC LIKE #god the fucking love they have for each other. will and jem saving each other. tessa loving both of them #tessa breaking her own heart and hurting herself for hurting them by choosing one of them #jem being ripped away from them jem still finding his way back to them as a silent brother #will and tessa having a family and loving each other #tessa LOVING even tho she's immortal #tessa and jem MEETING ONCE A YEAR ON THE FUCKING BRIDGE #and i just remembered that goddamn short story where he just shows up and he's not a silent brother anymore LMAOOO #but they LOVED EACH OTHER AND KEPT IN TOUCH W EACH OTHER #THRU HOWEVER FUCKING LONG LONG ASS TIME #both with the burden of immortality #and one day that they didn't know would come jem is back #and they're able to have the love they never could have #but theyre both missing a piece of their heart and they're always carrying will with them and they always have been and always will be #FOR FUCKING EVER #AND ONE DAY JEM WILL LEAVE AND TESSA WON'T EVEN HAVE HER YEARLY MEET W HIM ASIGILERBJGFHLSDBDJSFGA #BUT SHE WILL STILL LOVE HIM. AND SHE WILL STILL LOVE THEIR CHILDREN AND AND AND #SHE WILL CARRY HIM AND WILL W HER FOR ETERNITY #;AOISDNGFIQUGIQUREGBWIDSFHGBLHJDRFBAJDFBSFJGJALDKHGFDKHGJDFSGJAHRTUQI THEY MAKE ME SO SAD I LOVE THEM SO MUCH #BRO TRULY THIS TRIO OF PPL RUINED ME WHEN I READ THESE AS A TEENAGER LMFAOOOOOO NO OTHER CHARACTERS WILL EVER ELICIT THIS REACTION FROM ME #GODDDDDDDDDDDD THEIR STORY IS SO GOOD BUT IT'S SO FUCKING TRAGIC #BC IF THEY EXISTED IN A DIFFERENT TIME THEY COULD'VE BEEN TOGETHER IN A DIFFERENT WAY IN A WAY THAT MIGHT'VE MADE THEM HAPPIER #BUT INSTEAD THEY WERE ALL ABLE TO BE TOGETHER BUT NOT ALL ABLE TO BE TOGETHER #had to edit lost a couple tags rip. but anyway yes that is my sign to shut up 🧍🏻‍♀️#jeanne talks #bro i am NAWTTT locking in to do work i can't stop thinking abt them ANFDJGBDFLHASDGDFGJ

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kuiinncedes · 11 days ago

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#rbing to put more thoughts abt rereading chain of gold in the tags LOL #bro i forgot how this book ends #like there’s no way i would’ve remembered the epilogue w tatiana and whatever the fuck she’s doing #but i completely forgot abt the engagement fake marriage thing LOL #i kinda remembered the shadow realm thing but not rhat #anyway i done time to read this bonus will and tessa story ????? noooo recollection of what this is lol #but yay will and tessa beloveds 🫶🫶🫶#god these characters are so comforting to come back to #even the tlh mains even tho i just said im not as attached to them LOLLL #but idk finishing this book and reimmersing myself in this world #UGH this world is so nostalgic and comforting and the characters are so beloved and dear to me i just 🥹🥹🥹#i will reread tid again soon ish no matter what no one can stop me #maybe even the whole series tbh #jk we’ll see how far my reading motivation takes me LOL #but tsc is so many books to reread and i have so many i want to read #so maybe i read tlh and then go to smth else lol #the poppy war 👀👀👀 i rlyyy want to read or this is how u lose the time war #or a darker shade of magic #i think those r the three top of my tbr at the moment #besides chain of iron and chain of thorns #AHHH #jeanne talks #but also i forgot how like in love everyone is in these books why everyone getting married so YOUNGGGG LMFAO #they all need to chill the fuck out #my aroace ass when i still can’t relate to the constant pining and romance and shit in these books #when i’m 22 and they’re 18 and younger 😵‍💫#not like upset abt my lack of experience or anything just wishing it wasn’t the focus of so much of media and shit lol #i have an aroace centric book tho that someone got me for secret santa #i want to read it’s just not super at the top of my list #but im not going home for a bit probably so i can read that now before i get to chain of iron :DD

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kuiinncedes · 11 days ago

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#rbing to put more thoughts abt rereading chain of gold in the tags LOL #im almost done and i can’t immediately start chain of iron bc i have the book at home and im not home :|#but bruh this one line i read it almost teared ho #took a picture had to sit w it for a minute #im still here sitting w it #i wanna look at it again i didn’t think cassandra clare would still affect me like this tbh #bc it’s a lot of nostalgia but fuck she has some bangers #‘because he had such faith in christopher he had faith in himself. i never quite thought of friendship like that —#as something that makes you more than you are.’#IDK THOMAS LIGHTWOOD I ADORE YOU ALASTAIR CARSTAIRS I ADORE YOU #i wish thomas’s character and relationships were explored more #bc honestly his sister dies and i don’t even know him well enough to be sad for him #much less be sad that his sister fucking dies #lkke this is at the end now after i’ve gotten to know him more and remembered now much i like him #i know thomastair is canon (i think lmfao) and i can’t wait to read their story :c #anyway in general i kinda wish there was more in some aspects like #maybe it’s just me tho i don’t feel that connected to some of the characters #and i wish we saw more of the tid characters as parents #not just bc i like them more.. LOL ik they aren’t the focus here #but i just feel like they would be doing more #as ppl who went thru shit in their own series in their childhood #and now they’re parents and their kids r just kinda running around on their own lol #idk it’s good tho like once the plot of this book picked up i didn’t want to stop reading #it did take a second but i liked hanging out w the characters anyway #god. damn. that line from alastair. fucking fire #anyway lowkey could i finish this tn LOLOL #jeanne talks

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kuiinncedes · 21 days ago

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#i also wish i could talk to a friend abt how im feeling rn #bjt its literally my two closest friends rn who im talking abt #and ik i could absolutely ask them. ASK THEM i’m going to ask tmrw #huge fucking lump in my throat tho abt the fact that i have to ask like what if they don’t actually want me there yk #even tho ik that’s not true GOD. i feel so whiny #i need to think abt something else tho lmfao who even told me to reblog w more thoughts i need to shut up #jeanne talks #likeee it’s also somewhat part of this group bc of their ‘name’#but one of my two close friends is going and not part of that group #IDK MAN WE WERE WALKING together and she literally went ‘this group plus one other from my group’#like it feels like they’re not thinking abt the fact that i’m not there #but that could also mean i’m allowed to be there since they’re literally talking abt it right next to me #god fucking dammit i know i need to stop just like fucking stewing in this tho #it’s. not. that. deep.#i’m fine i just need to get off my phone. lmao #i’m also slightly stressed abt smth else rn so it’s rly just #allllllll the combined factors of ‘stop listening to ur thoughts they’re lying to u’ lmfao

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kuiinncedes · 21 days ago

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#feel fucking crazy sometimes ugh ik rn it’s partially bc im kinda tired and i haven’t eaten #but like i do kinda wanna cry bc my friends be planning smth without me LMFAOOOOOOOOOO #it sounds so dumb :| ik it’s not tho lmfaobscbdbdndndkkdksjdhekws #i honestly just need to stop thinking and eat smth or just go to sleep bc i rly don’t feel like #making food rn lmao but #idk i like writing out my thoughts here sometimes so i think imma do that ;-;#bc like my two friends who i’ve been seeing nonstop lately mentioned getting pho w a group #and i def think i said i wanted to join #but they all like were talking abt it today and i think they started a gc to plan it and they do actually have plans #but idk shit abt it #and ik if i asked they would say i can join #but goddammit i could not bring myself to ask today #and honestly even thinking abt needing to ask makes me kinda want to cry #BRUH i wish i was over friendship exclusion bullshit #it’s this one fucking friend in middle school who made me sob a million fucking times #bc she straight up ignored me when we were w other friends #and my friends rn don’t do that #but idk being left out of this gc has made me insane ig 😀😀😀#they can’t even all fit in her car……..#idk like they also never said anything directly to me abt it even tho they were talking abt it in my vicinity #they asked someone else if she wanted to go ;-; like kinda absently but still #i hate that im complaining abt this i hate that i feel fucking crazy complaining abt this #like i can totally see a world where i just fucking ASK and my roommates like oh shit ur not in the group i didn’t realize #but also i could be deluding myself #its literally. not that deep im seeing the two of them tmrw and i can ask when im not out of my mind #ugh fucking fuck sometimes i hate relationships #but ik to some extent that these ppl like spending time w me even if its hard to believe sometimes like rn ig #but to think i have to start all over in a few months and find those ppl again #💀💀💀💀💀🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠#anyway i’m fine i need to chill and do something productive 😭😭😭😭😭

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kuiinncedes · 24 days ago

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#i’m rereading chain of goId #i’m READING A BOOK RAHHHH #i’ve been watching so many insta reels abt books recently #1 i need to get off of ig reels :| but also it’s kinda made me motivated to read again #sort of a little bit #we’ll see if it lasts 😭😭#BUT LIEK i need to read chain of iron and thorns sooooooo #pls :c #also i’m sure i also had similar reaction the first time but #JEMMMMMMM when they mentioned jem o was like JEEEEMMMMMMMMMMMM <333333333 #tessa will and jem r truly like . comfort characters of all time #just started thinking abt the infernaI devices and how much they LOVED EACH OTHER #HOW MUCH THEY LOVE EACH OTHER STILL #ANSBDKEBDJEJEBWNSBEKSBDBDJ #good to know i haven’t lost the obsession LOL honestly they might not be like the best books #but the sh/adowhunter universe has the specialest book place in my heart 🥹🥹🥹#also when they were talking abt bIackthorns/bIackthorn manor or whatever #i was like omg julian ty livvy emma cristina TDA MY BABIES #i need to read more we’re gonna do it istg we’re going im gonna . at least read THIS BOOK THIS YEAR lmfao #jeanne talks

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kuiinncedes · 1 month ago

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i’m proud to be different. it’s the best thing about me.

the spotify profile of kurt hummel (in/sp)

#omggggggg this is so good #kurt hummel #gifs

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kuiinncedes · 1 month ago

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#ASDKNFGKFDJ bro i wanna write smth else so badly but nothing else is actually making me put words down like that idea that i just posted #and so the other thing i want to do is read t/aivan fic but WHEREEEEE #i've been so spoiled in the past being into reading fic abt the most popular ships in the fandom #or just like a popular enough fandom ig that has a lot of different aus and stuff #but not this time lol it's not like i haven't struggled to find what i want to read before either but i think #in this case i'm soobsessed w them but i can't find what i want TT #which means i want to write it but i cant write that much LOL #i knocked out this one oneshot and my brain is empty now LMAO #it's also just so annoying to search for t/aivan fics TT but yeah that's rly where i've been spoiled before bc i haven't rly had this probl #for what i obsessively read fic about #BUT THAT'S MY PROBLEM IS WHY ARE THEY NOT THAT POPULAR #WHY R THEY BACKGROUND IN EVERY SINGLE FIC AKSJGDBIPQRUBGDKLAFJNGBKSDFBAS #let me pls turn this irritation into motivation to write LMFAOOO #like for REAL this time it's actually if i wanna read what i wanna read i gotta write it #soooooooo yeah i do think that'll motivate me tho lmfao to at least write something even if it's shitty #so hopefully it can turn into smth not shitty #i was CHURNING out gIee stuff for a while can i go back to that era lol ;-;#............. this is also a result of me sitting on my ass rotting and not doing work for the past however long #i'm gonna get back to it this week but LMFAO #imagine if i had hobbies ig (i do have hobbies i just WANT TO READ T/AIVAN FICFJNFDJKGJDSG)#i also just finished a full y/eIIowjackets rewatch #so i have thoughts but no words for the thoughts to turn into fics LOL #so i'm bouncing off the walls apparentlyyyyyy anyway yeah sorry i just need to shut up lmfaooo #jeanne talks

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kuiinncedes · 2 months ago

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#yo i wrote a y/eIIowjackets fic and actually posted it LOLOL but it made me look thru my old fics #bro i wrote so much more for gIee than i realized LOL there’s some shit there that i rly don’t remember #and while i don’t love reading my own writing #i would love to refresh myself on that content bc ik it’s self indulgent as shit #i did not remember having so many q/uinnt/ina sha/dowhunter fics lol #and it’s kinda fun bc i’m more separated from it now like a few yrs later 💀💀💀#idk if ill reread them soon but i’m open to it at some point lmao #bro i have this k/Iaine fic i started in 2020. and rly wanted to finish and post but i still havent #i still think abt it LMAOO #maybe in like 2030 or smth skshddjdjjh #highkey the main reason i was looking thru my fics was bc i was curious what my fic titles were LOL #which was fun to see bc they are allllll tayIor swift lol 💀#i have diversified my music taste a bit beyond just one artist at least lol #but it is kinda fun that they’re all taylor like literally just fun to me idek what fun rly means in this context LOL #jeanne talks

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kuiinncedes · 2 months ago

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I love gay people

#oohh omg this is awesome #love the art style :D #so pretty #klaine #kurt hummel #blaine anderson #fanart

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kuiinncedes · 2 months ago

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wish you were here!! i’m in the woods where you and ur soccer teammates killed and ate each other and the wilderness said it misses you!! <3

#teehee self rb #that is very not glee but this blog hasn’t rly been much glee in a long time lmfao 💀#YAY YELLOWJAXKSFS MAKING ME WANT TO DO ART AND SHIT ITS BEEN FOREVER

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kuiinncedes · 2 months ago

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#ugh whyyyyy is it so hard to find t/aivan ficssssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i want to find like some good longer maybe no plane crash au fics but i can’t rly find many #scrolling thru their tag everything is fucking jackies/hauna or Iottienat centric with t/aivan tagged background :||||||||#AJSDBDJDBDDJDFJJDBDDJ #brought to u by me looking thru my marked for later fics #and seeing one of them is actually jackies/hauna and t/aivan is tagged as background and i didnt realize #nothing wrong w those ships or fics i just don’t care abt reading abt those ships rn snxhcjddhcjdbd #like it has to have decent focus on tai and/or t/aivan for me LOL #i could be better at filtering tags maybe ugh idk i feel like i’ve been so broad as much as i can by just going thru like #t/aivan tag maybe filtered w hurt/comfort bc i need it LOL or completed or smth and there’s just #Most don’t seem to be t/aivan centric 😭😭😭#sigh anyway lol it is making me turn to …. trying to write myself……….. 🤮 LOL #i do have like an idea that i’ve written a rough thing for ……. and another idea i kinda wanna try writing #y/eIIowjackets actually suddenly making me try to write again lol 💀😭😵‍💫🫠😳#heyyy happy hoIidays to yall c:#jeanne talks

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kuiinncedes · 2 months ago

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Reblog and put in the tags any new favorite character(s) you’ve gained this year.

#TAISSAAAAAAAA TURNERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR #idk if i've consumed other new media this yr ....... can't remember lol #nothing i've been obsessed w like yellowjackets tho i think #nat's also a new favorite <333 #i love all of the yellowjackets but tai and nat r my favssss #in the tags

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kuiinncedes · 2 months ago

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i watched wickeddddddd

#all i can think abt rn tho #is that i didn’t have time to eat beforehand so i ate dinner at like 10:30 or 11 or smth #and my stomach rly hurts now lolol 🫠#like this always happens when i eat too late like after kinda skipping the usual meal time #maybe ate too fast maybe ate too spicy lol #ANYWAY WlCKEDWAS GOOD #there were a bunch of kids in front of us who started singing along to popular lol 😭#and the last note of defying g/ravity 💀💀#i was like trying not to be annoyed bc like i understand i’m not even a huge previous fan or anything and i wanted to sing along to popular #but it was kinda funny bc my hand just involuntarily shot out in like a ‘woah chill shush’ gesture lmao 😭#also i am like slightly familiar w the musical and have listened to the soundtrack a couple times #but never enough to look into the lyrics and the story #so it was cool to finally get the whole context behind the songs i’m somewhat familiar with #esp like defyi g gravity which i actually know all the lyrics for lmao but just never what they actually meant in the story LOL #i’m familiar enough w the music that as soon as for good even looks like it’s starting in the next part #i’m just gonna burst into tears going to drown in tears #it was rly good i cried twice 😭😭😭#also LOL i have only ever seen jo/nathan b/ailey in h/eartstopper his little guest role #and ngl having only seen that i was like #i mean yeah he’s conventionally attractive but why r ppl so obsessed w him #but now i kinda get it LOL #kinda sad bc i saw it w friends and i won’t be able to see the next part w them probably 🥹🥹#idk ig never say never bc i don actually know what my job and time off looks like #i probably could like i probably have access to that info but idk it LOL #but yeah 😔 at least we saw this part and it was fun yay #anyway 💀 some random thoughts for ya for tn LOL #jeanne talks

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kuiinncedes · 2 months ago

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Anyway if you see this you have to reblog and tag with a delight from ur day -- even the littlest thing counts

#was very productive ? did my work and then also finally opened up my housing search list and added to it again lol 😭#ig that doesn’t make it sound like a good thing LOL and ig it wasn’t like that fun or anything but #im glad to have more apartments on my list ig lol #in the tags

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kuiinncedes · 3 months ago

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btw the palestinian children’s relief fund is currently running a fundraiser & is more than halfway to their goal of $10,000 !

here’s a link for anyone who is willing & able to donate, please share so it can reach more people, especially as the weather grows colder & these children are desperately lacking resources.

(at $5,314 / $10,000 as of December 1)

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