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cringebro · 4 months ago

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Okay I think this is a vent??? So beware????

Heres one of the things I wrote while crying one time 🧍

I had trouble describing it but yeah

Im cringing so hard but yeah

But yeah

#erm yeah #im trying too hard #i think this might be depression 🤔#someone tell me if this needs a tw lol #i thought i cooked #cant insult me if i insult myself first #writing #i tried to write #im goin through stuff #this feels like a vent actually-#oh damn #pls dont judge me

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spicyraeman · 6 months ago

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actually yknow what, think im gonna stop posting my art for awhile. Dunno if it'll make anything better, in fact I think it might make things worse, but at this point posting shit doesn't make me feel good

#been feeling kinda... othered I guess #like im not a part of anything #(although thats partially my fault)#and sharing stuff just kinda exasperates the loneliness #might just be a goin through a funk and be back at it in a few days #but i dunno shits rough rn

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vongulli · 2 years ago

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old stuff from 2019-2020!

#art #2020 #2019 #im just goin through old stuff dont mind me!!!!#for some reason i didnt think there was that much i didnt post here... woa buddy there's a lot #queue #barba queue #character design #monster girl #bug #anthro #Jia #Perisca

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ghost-bard · 5 months ago

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Love being an arcane warrior in dao i love swinging a giant maul around and being in armour but also casting walking nightmare and horror on my enemies i think swords are cooler but the affect of a maul is funnier than big sword in my opinion. I have like 3 affects (at the minimum) going on at all times and then i do an aoe chug some lyrium just in case and bludgen some guy to death. What.

#dao #dragon age origins #dao surana #dragon age #i havent drawn athima in a while bc im busy w zine stuff but. you bet when im done (hopefully this week) im drawing them sm #idk theyre a silly guy #also my quest dlcs arent working? and when i look shit up it doesnt make sense #im not a tech savvy person is the issue here #anyway- athima my beloved #just met goldanna which was a bust #and im hoping i dont accidentally harden alistair idk how id do it accidentally but.#i wouldnt be surprised if i did #kimda sad you dont get to explain to goldanna that alistair did not in fact live in the royal palace #and that currently all he has is the ppl w him and the clothes on his back #since the arl is still fucked up rn #idk she assumes a lot about him and i wish you could explain stuff to her #cuz its like. i get her perspective she lives a shit life with what 5 kids?#like yeah if i thought my brother was better off than me then id want some help #however she just. assumes hes lived the worlds lushest life #when that isnt the case?#and ik its like. a part of the wholw him standing up for himself thing i think?#idk i read some stuff bc i like to know what im getting into but still be a bit surprised #so. idk man #athima is goin through it too get these guys some therapy #anyway im done rambling in my tags now

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crystaleevee4 · 3 months ago

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the thing about skizzleman is that it is very obvious when he is even mildly tipsy 👍this post is sponsored by me getting bored and going through really old videos on impulse and skizz's channels

#enen says stuff #skizzleman #is this coherent.#idk im just tired i got 2 hours of sleep because of the aforementioned goin gthru really old videos #but yea.#i think we need to give more pg mcyts alcohol and put them in front of a camera and see what happens #it's funny. to me #A MILLION. a MILLION #<- you know the clip #sitting here kicking my feet and putting my chin in my hands. hello please follow through with skizz's joking idea for podcast episode 200-#- it Entertains me.#alchohol mention #technically.#in tags.#but just in case #impulsesv #<- he's in on a technicality #'cause of the podcast ment. in these tags

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du-hjarta-skulblaka · 2 months ago

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Some mild existential dread in the house today

#im just feeling reeeeally really drained #works taking a LOT out of me #like. it feels less intense day to day? or maybe im reacting less? but its still very much piling up #and im just feeling very...idk. like im still waiting for permission to live my life #except now the permission osnt coming from any one person its. having the money to docit #and the time and the energy #and i guess thats just what adult life is? waiting #and hoping #and along the way losing sight of what i even wanted in the first place because im so *tired*#idk. i definitely need a project of some kind but im struggling to settle on something and then organise it #i have stuff to do today anyway. alfie had a lil bit of emergency cash saved so i need to go shopping #and i need to tidy the kitchen and do some dishes #and have a bath and shave at some point #i also want to draw but again. struggling ti pick something and idk if ill have the executive function spare #AND i want to try and be more social and talk to folks but thats its own kind of difficult #part of me would like a disc server that just has all of my friends in it bc i find it easier to dip in and out of conversarions #but i imagine that would be weird for folks who dont know each other #idk. lot goin through my mind when all i really want is sleep #which also hasnt been...greeeeat lately #mainly because Alfie wakes me up in the mornings bc they dont like being alone but also have a very different sleep schedule to me #and can take multiple smaller naps over a day whereas i really need a solid 8 or so hours or i just. dont fully switch on #but theyre also struggling atm (mentally and also they got an injury at work AND seperately broke their foot ffs)#so they need me more and its just #this never ending cycle of SOMETHING needs my attention #and its fucking exhausting asfghfkd #but!!! we keep goin!!!!! been applying for a bunch of jobs and havent heard anything positive yet but. we keep tryin huh

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phoenix-before-the-flame · 4 months ago

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Its stormin so fuckin heavy outside rn and every once in a while the lights flicker. I know its unlikely but i can't deal with the possibility of goin 3 weeks without power again

#my stuff #im genuinely do anxious rn #like i knnooooww its a low chance that even if the power goes it wont be for that long #but its gonna be in my head #im not even scared of the storm its just goin through that again #i think if the power goes at any point in the forseeable future i might genuinely have a panic attack

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basofy · 1 year ago

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i was thinking stuff and realized these 2 assholes would be good friends... incredible

#wish they had a convo together #rage would have a blast asking garth to draw him shit #i know it would go from asking sexy ladies to a drawing of la virgencita #idk why rage seems very catholic to me that dude prays before he gets into a fight #he says “con el favor de dios que la virgencita me cuide”“ then proceeds to kick ass #also they are the same type of character #im goin through it #my stuff #lisa rpg #lisa the painful #lisa garth #rage ironhead #lisa rage #also i had never drawn rage this much but thats because i didnt like how i'd draw him #he was one of my first favorites and even took him to the end of the game #he cried like a bastard #hes so funny shut the hell up rage

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moonpaw · 1 year ago

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I am on track to get to current on the anime by the end of July. Which by my calculations - at the pace im going is a little under 100 episodes a week.... send help

anon, do not worry, this was EXACTLY my own rewatching process

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#mp answers #when i was really into it anyway #there were some weeks where i only watched a bit bc i had other stuff goin on #but otherwise i breezed through the anime #im rewatching it with tumblr user vriska rn and have been for a couple of months but we're going pretty slow #and showing restraint is. interesting #one piece #also no worries i just figured you meant one piece lol

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solei-eclipse · 3 months ago

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uh um WELLNESS CHECK!!! how are you today? im hoping you’re doing well but if not, no pressure to respond to this ask and saying your ok, just checking on you and um STAY HYDRATED!!!!

hello! thank you so much for the wellness check, that's incredibly sweet of you :)

short answer is: yeah im okay! in the sense that I am alive and Doing things as a normal human would do

long answer is: things have been really hard. recently I've felt pretty suffocated by the workload and the very little breathing room given inbetween everything. every day I have something to worry about and whenever I get through it I am given yet another thing to worry about HAHAHA it's like it replenishes itself or something. the best way I can describe what things have been like recently is just. like a load of things (me included) and events have been thrown into a hydraulic press and are being squeezed impossibly tight together. once again any kind of personal downtime or rest feels like a luxury and even then it isn't truly because there's always the worry about things I haven't accomplished yet as a looming omnipresence. In short, Life is Lifeing.

But despite all the challenges we fucking ball!!! I'm just going to do what I can to get by in one piece. It's tough work, but it's nothing I wasn't expecting. As most things in my life go, the only way out is through and I am going to push forward to the best of my ability. Don't worry about me too much, especially since you most likely have your own lives to worry about. I'll just be out fighting my own demons for a while! I shall return with milk and cookies and unicorns and nice things.

I hope you guys are doing well, too! I've heard about the discord server and I truly hope you're all having a blast :) I personally don't use discord (and kind of never figured out how to use it at all) plus my current issues, so I'll just be over here for a while. I hope you're all taking care and resting, sleeping and eating well. Don't forget to drink water, too!

I'm very sorry for my absence (once again), things have just been really messy lately. I just want you to know that even despite this absence I still lurk from time to time and look at all the wonderful things you guys have been up to. I hope you all keep being you :)

#thank you very much for the check! i appreciate you :)#also please dont worry about me too much! ill get through everything one way or another #life is just like this and always has been #just goin through the motions and stuff!#also no need to feel responsible for my wellbeing or pressured to respond to my issues!!#you have your own lives to deal with and i hope it doesnt seem like im overburdening anyone with my own problems #ill handle it on my own no worries! i hope you all can get through your own respective trials as well :) stay strong!#i love you guys! take good care!#asks

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the-real-o5-6 · 5 months ago

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love that seven is more similar to me irl and yet six is the one i end up kinning. like what the fuck does it even matter. why.

#mod six speaks #sorry im goin through some stuff and i found out i kin six- life is goin good ill probably do some more lore tomorrow idk

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thedeafprophet · 1 year ago

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do u ever like randomly go and reread your medical test results to ponder over things again or am i weird ajdjffkkgkgkhj

#im seein the motility specialist again soonish so im just goin back through stuff #the prophet speaks

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