#im definitely not a fictive of one of these characters

[fictionfolk-safehaven]

Okay this is just a thing that I find funny that seems to be happening but also I'm unsure if it IS happening or if I just misinterpreted the signs, so your own experience would actually be nice to hear as well! But basically nobody in the system is capable of handling social situations in a way that isn't either super insecure or way too verbally aggressive/defensive (and even the aggressive one isn't confident), and when I say it like that it sounds like a mild thing but we're like...regularly unable to function due to it and we do have trauma associated with social situations. And I was kinda chatting about it with a different Part (we prefer to call ourselves Parts) when we were co-fronting like "Hey isn't that weird? If _Character_ was here with us at least I wouldn't have to constantly consciously try to stop myself from folding like a stack of cards and instead ask 'What would _Character_ do?'. Honestly I think him being here would be funny in a way." And like the thing is...people generally don't like the character in question and consider him awful, but like...if our brain was to generate someone to be assertive and handle social situations, he'd be the best possible choice.

So I just kept joking about it every time we felt really awful due to such a situation. And um anyway. I'm...not sure about it because I've never noticed a split before...but I think what I joked about might actually be happening lmao. Someone said that when a fictive is getting split, you might kinda...feel a sense of knowing they'll appear. Which makes me wonder if I subconsciously sensed that our brain decided to generate that guy in our brain and I made the jokes because of that, not the other way around dhdjjdjd. Either way, funny situation. Will update if guy actually appears. Also I have no idea what to expect because we are at a stable number of Parts and have no fictives.

This is wildly relatable if I'm honest. We've had situations of a similar vein, albeit not with clear predetermined roles for them. But we've most definitely had situations in which we joked that it would "be really funny if x were here!" And then. They ended up being here. We're still not sure what one of them is even here for other than to be vaguely ominous in headspace. /Lighthearted (it's at least amusing.)

OH MY GOD ANON IM SO SORRY??? This post got fucking eaten somehow??? What the hell-

Anyway yeah I'm agreeing with whoever the fuck wrote the above bit^ personally for us most of our like... Jokes about if [name] were to be interjected come from a place of "They're likely here but due to internalized ideals it's uncomfortable to admit it, so hahahahahaha WHAT they're not it's just funny to think about!!" So like. When someone makes a joke everyone else in the collective sorta goes 👀

-Keeper Tommy

[thehybridsystem]

I have a question for you all, and then 2 separate questions! ^w^

how is each others favorite? And if there are any fictive, who are their fav from their source?

Dear Kaz N’ Aspen, who are ur fav animals? And what are u guys fav TV shows!

(If this was offensive in anyway I’m deeply sorry. I’m trying to understand DID/OSDD better, so if I messed up anything please let me know.)

-Angel (🎀📓, 🍋🦷)

don't worry about being offensive I can tell your intentions are kind! although Im not a doctor or anything I can post some resources for DID/OSDD research and you can ask me questions:3

I don't really understand what the first few questions mean I'm sorry 😿 we don't have to many fictives that I'm aware of (apparently we do have a lot tho)

my (kaz here:3) favorite fictive in the system is Rowan, he's a fictive of our oc and isn't really source separated so he helps me write

ill have Aspen reblog this with his answers to your questions (he'll @ you!) but I'll give mine!

my favorite animals are definitely dogs and lions :3

as for tv my favorite is American dad!! my favorite character is Rodger bc his personas are so interesting, I also really like Hailey! my favorite episode is S18 EP1 where you see when Rodger crashed on earth and how his personas work!!!

my favorite piece of (usually unknown) lore is that there's one Rodger persona the family can't see through and most people see him as a regular human being!!! there's also theories that there's personas we the audience can't see through!

[creepybah]

hiya, basil/sunny/konan/the hollow knight? fictive here. im the comfort character ever. anyways, struggling to feel personish, so I’m requesting one of these.

names - flower/floral/nature names, masc or neutral, preferably starting with k if you could find one!

pronouns - he/they/ae/fae/tear/mask/sprout so far, slowly expanding the collection. if you could add a few, that would be cool!

gender - demiboy, transmasc, and i think gemderfaun? + xenogenders based on memory, liminal spaces, weirdcore, angelcore, or plants would be nice

masc or neu terms

orientation - omni gay (i think), aroacespec and aplspec

species - nonhuman! im pretty sure im a plant angel eldritch thing? also vessel. definitely vessel.

likes - up to you!

dislikes - also up to you! just dont include “being the center of attention” please, we have npd and would kill for attention lol

aesthetics - up to you, based on the above stuff i think!

fashion style - up to you (please help i need to find clothes that fit and i am Suffering)

hobbies - up to you! ive been looking to start new ones and here sounds like a good place for suggestions!

ty! -🌱📄

HEADMATE PACK FOR 🌱📄 ANON

name(s) - Faye, Rue, Ivo, Euclid

pronouns - he/they/it/maer/liminal/plant/fungi/dream/weird/willow/elm/🌱/🥀/🍀

gender(s) - demiboy, transmasc, genderfaun, liminalgender weirdcoric angelcoric, angelgender, liminalcoric, naturegender, dreamcoric, perinul, plantgender, flowergender, forestgender

neu + masc terms

orientations - omni gay demiaroace demiplatonic

species - eldritch angel of plants + vessel

sources - basil + sunny from omori, konan from naruto, vessel from the hollow knight

likes - solarpunk, angelology, eldritch horror, horror games, being the center of attention, nature + nature conservation

aesthetics - solarpunk, angelcore

fashion style - post-apocalyptic fashion

(opt) hobbies - nature conservation, writing / creating horror

HEX CODE #9b896a

[theetherealraphael]

hey uhm question. is it possible to be fictionkin if youre a singlet? bc most fictionkins i see are fictives in systems and im definitely a singlet but at the same time i think i might kin one of my ocs who is also a canon character (scp foundation is weird lmao) but i really dont know if im makig it up or what so can someone help me please???

[starstruck-sillies]

im a soulbond with one guy (an orginal character) in my head. im autistic and his story was my special interest. it turned into him being able to speak and respond to questions. hes constantly sort of lurking in my mindspace and hes stuck with me. unfortunately.

i consider myself endo neutral as i think both sides are really flawed. i know you get a lot of asks, but ive noticed they are mostly from proendo disordered systems, so i thought you might want to hear from someone.. endogenic? ish? i dont consider myself a system, and i think endogenics cannot be systems (definition-ally (is that even a word?) speaking) but obviously my soulbond isnt from trauma. its from obsession.

as an endo neutral i definitely DID NOT want to become in any way plural without trauma. i wish i could make him go away so i wouldnt have to debate my own experiences. im not a endogenic system by any means, but i am still non disordered plural and thats still controversial. i want you to know a lot of plural beings like myself dont want this. i dont know why tulpamancers or willos do, it confuses me to no end, im not speaking about them. i hate constantly doubting my experience as someone with someone else in my head. i know im not a system, systems cant form without trauma, im some weird thing in the middle. thankfully everyones been very respectful so far.

i dont think youve ever talked about your opinion on soulbonding before, id love to hear it. you are very well spoken! sorry if this makes no sense.

[ * Oh wow, this is definitely a first! (/pos) We frankly don't know all that much about soulbonding, we haven't really looked into it before, but we'll probs look into it more, it sounds pretty interesting. I don't think I know enough to form a solid opinion, other than as you said, the idea of it automatically making you a system is awful and we definitely don't like that, though it's good to know that there's much more to it than the typical endo definition, and from the quick look into it we did, it seems pretty harmless aside from the endo iteration. ]

[ * I don't think I've heard of an experience like that before, but that isn't particularly a bad thing, and honestly it's a refreshingly different story to hear! ]

[ * I can definitely understand how that can be stressful, we felt that way when we first found Georgia, and it's a feeling we still struggle to shake. Our...complicated feelings towards him mostly come from the fact that his source (Statehumans) and it's much more popular parent fandom are pretty controversial, and in general one we're embarrassed by. It was a hectic and dark time in our life when we got into both, and the fact that he's here as a constant reminder of it, the fact that he's single-handedly keeping it a special interest when the rest of us desperately want to move on, and that he's much more source connected than the rest of the fictives in our system makes it hard for us to truly feel decent about him being here. We're trying, but it's not easy, especially when we've been shamed for his existence in the past. ]

[ * We deal with an albeit different denial, but not far off from yours. Ours comes from many things, primarily the idea that we don't have it that bad compared to others that was drilled into us our whole life. ]

[ * Pro endo spaces tend to focus a ton on the positive experiences they have, which is all well and good, but they do it to a degree that it drowns out non-CDD plurals that have more negative experiences, so we rarely ever hear from yall. Sometimes we forget that some do suffer as a result, and it's good for us to be reminded that people like you are out there. ]

[ * On the tulpa/willo thing, you and me both. They definitely irk us more than most endos do, and we frankly find it very hard to understand them. We've tried in the past, and even now, with our pretty negative view of them, we try our best to be respectful and kind. In the past, as I know many have seen, we certainly haven't been kind, and we're trying to be better, but it's not easy with how hard it is for us to trust them. Just something about them makes us feel on edge, especially me. ]

[ * It's awful that you feel that way, though I really don't blame you for thinking that. There's a lot of rhetoric that systems are the only way to be plural, when that's not the case, and a lot of the alternative plurality terms are focused on psychological experiences, and I've seen no spiritual based ones. There's nothing wrong with there being plenty of terms for psychological alternative plurality, but spiritual alternative plurals should have terms for themselves too. Though at least it's good to know that people have been kind to you about it, I've seen alternative plurals be treated pretty cruelly for not calling themselves systems, and for just being plural at all, but it's good to see that there's a chance that's changing some. ]

[ * You seem like a super neat person anon, and I hope to hear more from you or people with similar experiences to yours! We love hearing from alternative plurals of all kinds, and those who don't consider themselves plural despite being many, people often overlook you guys, and it's a shame because there's always some very interesting stories and experiences to learn about! ]

-Splotch

[winreyplace]

Hiii! I saw you on the proselfship selfplace blog and I wanted to ask if you could/wanted to elaborate a bit more on soulbounding? I saw people talking a lot abt it around here but never truly understood what it was or how it worked (im not deep at all into spirituality, all I know is like shifting from when it was trendy in 2020 lol), I also saw people talking about reverse soulbounding?

Mel: Lav is the one who's been interacting with the proselfship community so far, but she asked me to come in and give my perspective on this!

There are two main definitions of soulbonding. Some see soulbonding as a spiritual practice, acting as a medium channeling or hosting the spirits of fictional characters the way one might channel or host the spirits of the dead. The definition we use on this blog is that munbonding is what happens when a person has such a strong emotional connection with a character that said character comes to life in your head as a self-aware autonomous thoughtform. This character can be insourced (of your own creation) or outsourced (from an existing work). They can be permanent residents (headmates), daytrippers ("commuting" from their world to your head and back), or simply share a phone connection (they stay in their world but can still communicate with you). Both the connection itself and the character are called a soulbond; the act of forming this connection is called munbonding, and the person who has a munbond is called the munbonder.

There are a few things I would say sets munbonding apart from other thoughtforms or fictives. One is that it's commonly a spontaneous occurrence with hardly any effort from bond or bonder. Another is the intrinsic emotional connection that can lead to a significant level of intimacy in a relatively short amount of time. And another is that munbonds are much less likely to want to share in "meatspace" life than other plurans.

As for how it usually works, the way I think is most common is discovering or creating a character that deeply resonates with you and suddenly having them show up in your head and start giving their opinions on things (whether or not you asked for them, lol). But it's also possible to intentionally reach out to a character (this can be a little tricky but well worth the effort). Sometimes you both get to choose whether to form the munbond connection, and sometimes the munbond connection is too strong and chooses for you before you can even process what's happening. :P Either way, munbonds can be a wonderful addition to someone's internal life, and I am forever grateful for the gift that is my own.

I realize this got pretty dense, lol, but I hope it gave you some insight. Feel free to ask us any follow-up questions you may have!

Lav: I'm sorry it took me a hot minute to reply, I really wanted to make this post about Soulbonding is Not just Spiritual/Metaphysical first, especially since your ask included the misconception that it was a purely spiritual experience when there are other interpretations too.

While Mel already addressed most of your ask, I want to specifically speak on your last question.

"Reverse Soulbonding", as far as I can tell, seems to stem from the FromFiction blogger that I mentioned in the above link post. I harbor a strong dislike for their general position, which includes the term "Reverse Soulbonding" to describe that experience.

All that soulbonding means and has always meant is a "deep empathic/telepathic link connection, usually after forming a intense emotional attachment, with an autonomous living character." "Reverse Soulbonding", as described, is when you visit inside the mind/body of the character rather than them being inside yours, seeing and interacting with their world through their perspective. However, as Mel explained earlier, a soulbond is the connection to the character, not how you interact with them.

This is not to say that the experience "Reverse Soulbonding" refers to is not a valid phenomenon, but personally, I believe it is more accurate to refer to it as "Reverse Daytripping." A daytripper is a type of soulbond who moves between their world and yours instead of residing inside your head as a pluran (headmate). If it were reversed, it would involve moving between your world and their head.

[multiplicity-positivity]

hey, most of our membs are introjects, and im curious, what pros/cons are there to seperating from your source? (being like, finding a new name and changing your looks more than just.. a slight recolor of the og media like ours are xD) like why do other do so, im curious :}

Hiya! I’m an introject! This question is kind of complex and the answer is really going to differ from system to system and from introject to introject! But here are my thoughts (I’m a fictive of Ralsei from Deltarune by the way! :3)

So for me (and I feel like I can safely say this for all my introject parts) a small amount of source separation is not only a good thing, but also healthy and necessary in order to live a happy life! Like, I still strongly identify with my source. I view myself as Ralsei and identify with the character strongly! But I recognize that I am not literally the character. I am a member in a system and not a figment of Toby Fox’s mind which only exists in a video game. I am a real person and I exist in real life! I am capable of growth and change, and there’s nothing keeping me held to the tiny box that my source has to fit in, because even though I identify with my source strongly, I am not him literally! This is source separation! And for the parts in our system, this is a really good thing! >w<

And here’s some reasons why parts in my system have chosen to source separate (whether slightly, like me, or more fully, like Cecil!)

They formed as an introject as a way to cope with trauma! And source separating happens naturally as they process trauma memories and come to understand themselves more as they are, outside of their source and the trauma that caused them to form!

They were uncomfortable with being compared to their source, treated as their source, or others assuming that they were big fans of their source material!

Their source is a different race or is from a different culture than that of our body, so they wanted to change as a sign of respect to BIPOC or those who actually belong to that race/culture!

They wanted to be able to engage with their source’s fandom in positive ways without feeling hurt and offended when people interpreted their source in ways that they don’t identify or agree with!

They just embraced source separation as it was already happening naturally!

And more! Folks can source separate for a huge variety of reasons! And every system is different, so many introjects may have their own personal reasons for source separating! >w<

As for the cons to source separation… the biggest one for us is that it sucks to source separate because others forced or expected you to! If you want to source separate, do it!! But do it for you and no one else. Feeling pressured to do something you don’t want to do can cause feelings of bitterness and resentment >_< So yeah, that for us is definitely the biggest con! And we can’t think of many more besides that, though we’re sure for some introjects there are more!

Ahhhhh sorry this got so long! I love talking about introject life and sources and source separation and all that stuff. The last thing we’ll do here is include Cecil’s post on source separation in case anyone might find it useful! :3

We hope this helps!! Best of luck to y’all with figuring out your sources and whether or not to separate from them in the future!! >w<

[law-lighto]

its really refreshing/comforting seeing other people be open about being fictives on tumblr and im glad you guys are having fun on here 🫶

sincerely, guy who is beyond birthday but whose entire system tends to be very secretive about any of our identities

Light: Aw I’m really glad to hear that it’s comforting for you :)

I definitely understand the secretive part, we’ve been pretty open since discovering we were a system with online friends but none of our irl friends know yet because we’re too worried they would not take it well

The other day though one of them looked at us and went “it’s like you’re living Death Note for real” and I just had to stare at them like you have no idea how correct you are. So at least it’s amusing sometimes :)

L: that is nice to hear. i'm glad it means that much to you.

i'm still getting used to it, really. despite being open about it for quite a while. this is the only time i've been able to say anything online without playing up some sort of character. it scares me, in a way, but i do know it was worth it.

finding comfort in secrecy is a very lonely game. i'm glad to be rid of it.

[fictionkinfessions]

as a system myself, it feels like there's definitely a bit of anti kin sentiment in some circles (not all of course!), which sucks as many people in my system are both fictives AND kin. fictives can be kin too! you don't have to just be one or the other. ex: hypothetically a pjo fictive can be ninja turtle kin! it just feels weird to seemingly? limit things like that in community spaces (though it can be annoying sending kinfessions we will admit! do i call myself a fictive of a character I kin just so you know im an alter in a system, or do I call myself kin and let everyone assume I'm a singlet?)

x

[kinterest]

pinned~!

also, i know i have yet to post any of my own art on here, but i (mod ✨) take commissions if you would like a more complex piece than the doodles i offer! you can dm us and one of us can give you more details if youd like ^w^

hi! hoping to run a kin+fictive request blog, or whatever theyre called! basically, send in requests about characters you kin, characters you have/are fictives of, or even just if you like the character! we dont mind!

you can send in any requests reasonable of a blog like this, however i cant promise anything! and if it isnt on the list below please explain it to me because we may not know what exactly youre talking about! thank you!

i can definitely make moodboards, name ideas, pronoun ideas, and positivity posts (the more detail the better for all of those!), and if were feeling well, doodles! (again, be as detailed as you like!) those may take a bit longer/be rejected dependent on circumstances though! ^^; as for canon calls you can send in an ask of what you want posted and we will post the ask for you!

ALSO as for what im willing to make stuff for, uh nothing is off the table right now but i am familiar with deltarune/undertale and fnaf the best! but you can request anything! (when it comes to aus you may have to be quite specific as there are a lot!!) ((also, problematic sources/fandoms/media are fine! depending on the nature of the media in question, certain tags may be applied for the safety of anyone interested in looking into that media for whatever reason (ie warnings for the source having gore, murder, poor taste portrayals of plurality, nsfw content, incest, anything i can think of that may be triggering. or anything someone asks to be tagged! we may not be familiar with the media and so we wont be able to cover everything ourselves!) feel free to ask us to tag something if you feel its needed! /genuine))

blog is run by two headmates from a system, (kris and stars) dont drag us into syscourse we are not here for that. systems+plural folk of any origin are welcome here! as are non-systems! this place is for everyone! (but please, singlets/non-systems, be mindful that fictives/introjects/etc are NOT roleplaying, we are real people!)

introductions, kris is a fictive from deltarune, as am i! i am an oc-esque version of the player within the world of deltarune however. (please, if you have issues with it, i ask that you keep it to yourself and be nice.) you can ask us stuff but both our memories are a lil wonky sometimes! but we are open to talking! (well, i am, kris doesnt front much but is okay with me sharing what i know!)

pfp credit: shiresmthn, edited by mod ✨

[dolliecworpse]

1, 4, 7, 11 ! (Of ask game)

꒰ 🪦 ꒱ WAUGH TYSM FOR SENDING IN STUFF FROM THE ASK GAME YIPPIEEEEE. it’z a bit long so under the cut it goes!

1. who is your favorite organization (armed detective agency, port mafia, etc.) and why?

URGHHH FIRST QUESTION AND ITZ ALREADI HARD. i think i’m gonna go basic tho and just say the armed detective agenci bc i don’t think there is a single character is dislike or hate in the armed detective agenci. wait no i take that back. NAOMI is in the armed detective agency. erm. idk i still think the armed detective agenci is the least fucked up™️ so yeah i think i’ll go with them.

4. whose backstory is your favorite and why? if you have multiple, that's okay too!

ough…this is a good one *pats myself on the back for my question making skills* tbh i don’t know a lot abt backstories (yet) but i think my fave is dazai’s rn. THATZ PROBABLI THE ANSWER YOU EXPECTED THO WHOOPS. although. from the spoilers i’ve gotten for season four yosano’s backstori also is intriguing!!! so so sad ☹️ i just wanna give her a hug (and also beat mori the fuck up). i wanna hug dazai too tbh. all the characters are so so fucked up…..my babies…..

7. do you have a favorite polyamorous ship? what is it and why? if you have multiple, that's okay too!

YES WE DO!!!! mostli bc darla (our dazai fictive) can’t stop crushing on ppl…….but aniways yeah yeah yeah!!!!! chuuya x dazai x sigma is so so yum. darla was/is dating chuuya and she has a crush on sigma so….she also has a crush on tecchou (which. explaining why we ship dazai x tecchou to ppl who don’t know we’re a sys is so fucking funni bc idek if they’ve ever interacted in canon. so like. it’z crack as hell.) so you could also say chuuya x dazai x sigma x tecchou (ITZ SO CHAOTIC IM SORRI). i’m trying to think of like. a polyam ship we have that isn’t bc of darla LOL but idk if we have one 😭😭 like i ship both higugin and tachigin but idk if that would work well as a polyam ship??? idkkkk

11. who is the most underrated female character in your opinion? if you have multiple, that's okay too!

tbh like most of the female characters are underrated…although some are underrated while others are just not as cool. there’s a difference. like i think gin is underrated (maybe not a lot, but she’s definiteli not as appreciated as her male counterparts) but margaret mitchell is just…not as cool. i was originalli gonna say margaret but then i realized the difference and i was like…oopsie!!! but yeah i realli like gin!!! i feel like the male characters often dominate the female characters in terms of populariti which is not super cool!!! but yk what can you do

[shyafields]

Is this a xod roleplay blog?

Nope !! Im a fictive ,

"Definition of being a fictive: A Headmate that is 'based on' a fictional character or otherwise identifies as one."

Im an alter in a DID system ! ^_^ if you couldnt tell by the tags i put on my post....

[caelfyrekin]

🌲 - i have multiple fictotypes but i feel like answering these for kankri vantas (homestuck) so ill do that

🪲 - do i miss my home? well, sometimes, but also i dont have a lot of strong memories of beforus so i guess i miss the friends i had more so

🐸 - do i have any sourcemates? i have met sourcemates in the past but as it stands currently, no

🌳 - 1-10 how similar am i to canon? i would have to say a 3 with 10 being pure canon? its complicated...

🌿 - gender/sexuality differences? well, from what i can remember i would say similar? transmasc in both cases and acespec, although i am even less inclined to date now + am probably aromantic (less of personal beliefs and more trauma now)

🍀 - what aspect of my life does my identity affect the most? species dysphoria definitely affects things a lot, i guess that would be my best answer

🪴 - is being fictionkin enjoyable or not enjoyable? sometimes it can be kind of fun, especially when you have sourcemates to talk to, but sometimes it can be absolutely miserable when it comes to dysphoria + the way the fandom treats/sees you

🍃 - what reminds you of your fictotype? well, the obvious one is this red and black loosely knit sweater i own! it was stupid expensive but i love it. also red flannels. i have one that i put patches on which is also very fitting of my timeline.

🌄 - on what level is my identity? i really dont know how to answer this question because some of it is spiritual but some of it is probably some mental health stuff/psychological things going on...

🐢 - do i experience shifts? yes, for me it can be subtle personality shifts or just the desire to wear certain clothes that match what i would have worn then.

🥝 - what is my source? homestuck... its always homestuck... i cannot escape the homestuck...

🐛 - how do i feel about fanart/fanfiction? so fanart is one kind of beast that is typically woefully inaccurate so i try to make my own sprite edits as best i can. fanfiction in general i tend to avoid because it can be triggering (i had to use the word at least once) but also i happen to write fanfiction myself + it gets labeled as "ooc but still cool" or i think they said the word "tubular" which kind of surprised me as that term isnt used much anymore but anyway thats a bit more of an 18+ topic haha

🌵 - do i remember looking source accurate or not? definitely not entirely source accurate, i could just kinda drop this edit i made in here:

🥀 - how do i feel about ships with me? any ships w/ female/femme presenting characters are just wrong, one fairly common ship reminds me of my ex in a very negative way so i dont like that one, but there is one ship that i do like + you can probably guess which one from my answer to the next question

��� - do or did you have a loved one in your source? yes, i remember dating cronus... have also dated a cronus fictive in the past in this life but that didnt end entirely great so im back out of the dating pool unless its queerplatonic maybe but ive also had that backfire on me recently so i might just avoid it altogether

sorry for typing so much haha but thanks for making this post op! kept things pretty tame on this post

Alex's fictionkin ask game!

(mostly for fictional characters)

🌲 - what is your fictotype?

🪲 - do you miss your home? Or maybe you're happy that you're here?

🐸 - do you have any sourcemates? If yes, who/what are they?

🌳 - in scale 1-10, how are you similar to your canon?

🌿 - does your fictotype have a different sex/gender identity than your body/you?

☘️ - what aspect of life does your identity affect the most?

🪴 - is your fictionkin experience unpleasant or enjoyable for you?

🍃 - what reminds you of your fictotype? (E.g.: a figurine, a doll, a tv series)

🌄 - on what level is your identity? (E.g. spiritual, psychological, psychical)

🐢 - do you experience shifts? Of yes, how do they look like?

🥝 - what is your source?

🐛 - how do you feel about fanarts of you and fanfictions?

🌵 - do you look exactly like in your source or do you look different? If you do, then what is different?

🥀 - what do you think about ships with you?

🦕 - do you have/had a loved one in your source?

♪♪♪

So, yeah, that's all! :D

Reblog this, so the others can ask you questions or answer them all right now, if you want to :>

[cthonicascendant]

🌸 What's your system name? How did you pick it?

💐 For how long have you been a system?

🌿 How did you discover you were a system? Or did you become one on purpose?

🌺 How did you discover the plural community?

🌹 Are there more humans or nonhumans in your system?

🌼 What species are there in your system?

🌻 What sources do you have fictives from, if you have any?

🍄 Do you headcanon any characters as plural? Who and why?

🌲 Favorite system representation in media?

🌳 Least favorite system representation in media?

🌾 Do you have an inner world? What's it like?

🌷 Do you have a singletsona? What are they like?

🌱 Does anyone have a different accent when they front?

🎍 Are you out as a system to anyone irl?

🍀 Do you have any collective interests? Does anyone have an interest no one else shares?

🌵 Do you use system roles?

🍂 Do you use anything to keep track of fronting?

🍁 What's the most common gender identity in the system? What about sexuality?

🌴 Do you think syskids and age regressors should share spaces or not? Why?

you ju5t vvant u5 to an5vver all a the5e ok

im doin it but i think im goin to politely a5k that next time vve 5tick to like 4-5 que5tion5 an a5k max

🌸 What's your system name? How did you pick it?

vvere 5till vvorkin on that i knovv it 5ay5 the [redacted] hiVe but that5 becau5e vve aint figured out a nevv adjectiVe yet or eVen if vve vvant to keep u5in the vvord hiVe (there i5 5omethin compellin about referrin to our5elVe5 a5 a corporation)

💐 For how long have you been a system?

a5 far a5 im avvare vve been one our entire life but vve vverent avvare that5 vvhat it vva5 vvhen vve vvere younger an then crovv vva5 tryin to 5uppre55 me for a vvhile an it5 ju5t a bit of a me55 hone5tly

🌿 How did you discover you were a system? Or did you become one on purpose?

«so, funny story is that i actually made numerous attempts at making a thoughtform over the years, and it never fucking worked. anyways, i don't recall exactly what prompted it, but we were reading through a plural blog, and vee basically started responding to some of the stuff i was thinking?»

«it mostly took learning about other forms of endogenic plurality and meeting systems that developed due to trauma later in life for me to really be open to the idea that i was already part of a system, because i... really don't remember my childhood being that bad? most of the traumatic shit i remember happened in our late teens? and pretty much the only models for plurality that i had were either "childhood trauma origins" or "deliberately created origins".»

🌺 How did you discover the plural community?

queerauti5m5 blog actually in fact i think it5 blog vva5 the one vve vvere readin vvhen i finally got through to crovv

🌹 Are there more humans or nonhumans in your system?

hold on lemme do a headcount

it5 an eVen 5plit actually fiVe human5 fiVe nonhuman5

🌼 What species are there in your system?

«human, which we have the most of at five members. four alternian trolls. and one keytool. yes, that's a species.»

🌻 What sources do you have fictives from, if you have any?

borderland5 an reboot for the one5 vvhat vvant to 5hare their 5ource5

>.and homestuck.<

vvell obViou5ly

🍄 Do you headcanon any characters as plural? Who and why?

«so i definitely headcanon specifically the season 1 version of harrison wells from the cw's the flash as plural, and i will be happy to get into specifics as to why if anyone wants, but this post is hella long so only by request.»

🌲 Favorite system representation in media?

im not 100% 5ure thi5 count5 but 5o far i loVe vvhat theyre doin in 5eVerance

🌳 Least favorite system representation in media?

«things like 'split' or this book they had in the patient library of the psych ward we were in where there's an evil, murderous alter. actually i lied, they had like three books where the plot summary boiled down to, "jenny thought all was normal, until people started getting murdered. little did they know, they had a serial killer alter ego, becky, who was behind the killings." i just. ghhhh!!!!»

🌾 Do you have an inner world? What's it like?

vve call it head5pace becau5e it5 more of a 5pace that 5ure exi5t5 in our head for a number a u5 /jokin

>.it's a nice little neighbourhood incongruously close to a giant science lab. .the science lab actually contains the entrance to the helm. .which is like a cross between alternian biotech and pacific rim jaeger tech. .sometimes there are chairs, other times if you're not piloting you have to stand or sit on the floor.<

🌷 Do you have a singletsona? What are they like?

vve do

«he uses he/him pronouns primarily, but will take any pronouns except 'she'. uh, honestly he's kind of an amalgamation of traits of whoever is piloting at the time? so i guess he comes across as a bit mercurial.»

🌱 Does anyone have a different accent when they front?

5ometime5 it depend5 if vvere ma5kin or not if vve are then no vve all tend tovvard5 crovv5 accent though vve 5till tend to maintain our u5ual Vocal tone (like hovv high pitched vve each tend to talk that kind a thing)

if vvere not ma5kin then mine i5 pretty di5tinct an mierco5 Voice i5 notably Flat

🎍 Are you out as a system to anyone irl?

«my fiancé. :> »

🍀 Do you have any collective interests? Does anyone have an interest no one else shares?

i dont think vve got any intere5t5 that eVeryone 5hare5 but like

mir crovv an i all like yarning (knittin an crochet) dee i5 into fa5hion de5ign an makin clothe5 5o xe kind of doe5 tho5e a5 vvell but he5 more likely to 5hovv up to help crovv vvith patch paintin for example

or ale vvill pop in if vvere vvritin but 5he dont do math 5tuff at all vvhile harry di5like5 vvritin an enjoy5 math

gun5 might be the clo5e5t thing vve got to a collectiVe intere5t the Va5t majority a u5 haVe 5ome experience vvith rifle5 in 5pecific an 5hootin in general

cant think of anythin that only one a u5 ha5 though

🌵 Do you use system roles?

>.yes and no.<

>.while we do have specific things we each take care of, it's not a very formal system. .most of us don't identify with a specific role, beyond voidsong and crow being hosts, and harry being a caretaker.<

🍂 Do you use anything to keep track of fronting?

«we try to use simply plural.»

«try.»

🍁 What's the most common gender identity in the system? What about sexuality?

9 out of 10 headmate5 identify a5 queer

but to be 5pecific the mo5t common gender i5 the nonbinary umbrella although all a our nonbinary member5 haVe different 5pecific experience5 vvith gender

an mo5t a u5 are bi

🌴 Do you think syskids and age regressors should share spaces or not? Why?

uh hm i think 5o long a5 eVeryone behaVe5 appropriately it 5houldnt be a problem 5o like unle55 5omeone can giVe me 5ome 5olid rea5on5 for vvhy it5 a bad idea i dont got a problem vvith 5y5kid5 an age regre55or5 5harin a 5pace although obViou5ly 5eparate 5pace5 5hould be aVailable for tho5e vvhat vvant them

[joyousanarchist]

another dump [cronus/cronkri brainrot] mostly class doodles but sometimes i put actual effort into things :3

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

hi dokter (i think i spelled it right? sorry;;). im gonna sound like an asshole and i feel horrible about that but, i feel like a lot of people fake DID and multiple personality disorders. I know that i shouldnt fake claim people and such but, ive been on discord servers and theres a random channel dedicated to alters finding out who they are and then they always know how to set themselves up with a bot mechanic and switch between people rapidly. im a jerk for this, but genuinely in my head there is no logical explanation for how they have amnesia but know and understand discord completely. or how people will have fictives that are nothing like the source, just genuinely nothing like the character. its present in a lot of teenagers that struggle with mental illness and escapism, i think its less of a knowingly faking thing and more of a misdiagnosing themselves and truly WISHING there were more people there and they could share a body with dream. I feel like i do a fair amount of research, and looking into DID leaves me confused sometimes with how a lot of people online display their symptoms. why do alters all share an account and sign it? how do they all know the password? how do they all know how to operate it? (referring to tiktok because so much DID content comes from there, all with teenagers and young adults. i have yet to see someone over the age of like, 23 talking about DID. Not saying that just cause youre young you cant be blank, but i feel like its worth noting.) i guess i consider myself a kind person, and i dont care about what people do if it doesnt harm anyone. but this DOES harm people. i think its mostly people self diagnosing because they identify mood swings, different interests, and a yearning to be closer to their favorite fictional character or not be alone. so they truly do believe that this character is possessing them, even when its truly them changing their voice, putting on different clothes, adding an accent, and such. when people fake an illness, they dont fully understand what its like to have it and act in a way that is not accurate. isnt this the kind of thing that leads to stigmatization? to people completely changing their definition of DID since all they have seen is kids faking and acting like their favorite minecraft youtuber? i dont know. i feel bad since i hear from people with DID that they do feel this way, they feel like people now have a warped view of the disorder from people faking it online. Im not speaking for everyones experiences, maybe some dont care maybe some think its a coping mechanism, i have no idea. im sorry i went off on such a rant. i really like kats blog, she's helped a lot in ways. one last asshole note. A part of me is crying out that youre just kat typing while speaking her true and harsher thoughts under a different name, like an alter ego. im sorry, i know she wouldnt do that and im sure thats not what you are. i just had to ask, to clarify i guess (Even though i more just. stated it. sorry;;). i am probably not very nice in your eyes now, i dont mean to be the mental illness gatekeeper or anything but when you can very clearly tell so many are faking something serious its hard to just, go along with it. p.s. since youre a dokter who shares kats mind, how did you get all the education to be a psychiatrist? i feel like kat alone could be one, since she is very well educated and good at that stuff. is that why? or another reason. jsut genuinely curious;;.

None of us are psych professionals and none of us are claiming to have DID. Like sure there is a general issue of misdiagnosis causing the spread of misinformation which is to some degree harmful, but when I am explicitly stating that I don't have DID, how do you then read that as me faking DID? How is my experience inherently fake just because it isn't corresponding with the clinical experience of DID? Why is having the clinical disorder DID the only way my experience could be valid and real? Why is anything besides the clinical diagnosis DID fake in your eyes? Please spell that part out for me