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Who was gonna tell me Scott clutched at Logan’s shirt and cried into his shoulders when Jean died in X2?
#scogan#xmen#scott summers#logan howlett#logan x scott#rewatching this is making me feel things#back on my scogan bullshit#watched this as a kid and rewatching this now feels so weird#good weird#this is gonna be some good inspiration for my second scogan wip#yes second!#im screaming actually i need to scream at someone about them#cyclops#wolverine
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This is just two dads and their son
World's finest #177
#superbat#clark kent#bruce wayne#world's finest#dick grayson#i finished invincible and im immediately back on my usual bullshit#hope you all missed me#i know i missed my little family of two overprotective dads and a silly kid in the 50s/60s/70s#comic: world's finest#liz's superbat read-through (a mission)
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posted this to insta today
let’s hear it for more rarepairs x-men fans wya
#quentin quire#josh foley#elixir#kid omega#xmen#my art#comics#mine#x-men#new x-men#new mutants#x factor#once again im back on my bullshit
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Being the eldest kid is tough. Being the eldest kid of 10-14 ish kids? That's on a whole 'nother level baybee~
Do you know how stressful holidays are????
#personal#yall im like... JUST getting back into the groove of things after the winter break. holidays are something else#the eldest child gets the emotional burden of the parents and the emotional burden of the kids and is the one who organizes gifts#for both the kids and the parents and has to organize all the holiday plans and figure out timing and keep everyone happy#while also looking happy the whole time and being everyone's therapist and OOF#love em all but man i need a vacation from my vacation#side note but i know why im so good at being a caretaker (cause i was literally trained to be a third parent since birth) but WHY#AM I SO BAD AT BEING A CARETAKER FOR M Y S E L F ? ! ? what is this bullshit
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470 radioapple pics in my gallery, and thats only on my phone. what does this say about me? that i need more obvs /j
#i wasnt kidding when i said im back on my radioapple bullshit early#trying to keep the yapping about it to a minimum so my fic doesnt get flushed out#hazbin hotel#alastor#lucifer morningstar#radioapple#radioapple fic#The HazGang + Vox React to RadioApple#debs is a yapper#debs is an original poster
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arthur’s personal sense of justice usually plays out on an individual level. example - he saves an elderly woman from a pyre - an interpersonal act of goodness. BUT he is KING, the ONE person in camelot with the power to make sure no magic user is ever put on a pyre in the first place. so congrats. saving one person is not enough when you can preemptively save however many others with a stroke of your pen. the standard for being a “just” person when you’re an absolute monarch is a lot higher than if you’re any other man. no one sees it. not merlin, not gwen, not gaius and, to an extent, not arthur himself. it’s part of what screws them all in the end.
#back on my bullshit - yes he was raised like this no that’s not an excuse#yes im rewatching yes i love arthur#the show runners had their brains shooketh when they realised they needed to cram the first 2/3 seasons of character development in 13 epis#bbc merlin#arthur pendragon#I need to make a proper post about the show and neoliberal ideology bc it’s there#it’s also a kids show so idk
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NO FUCKING WAY I DIED AND GOT SICK FOR TWO MONTHS AND I COME BACK TO RUMORS THAT KAISHIN COUSINS IS CANON NAAAH DONT FUCK WITH ME THAT SHIT SAY IT AINT SO GOSHO I SWEAR TO GOD
#this is so fucking dumb#lmao#spoilers source is unreliable af but lmfao it's such bullshit that toichi and yusaku were separated when they were young cos divorce#LIKE?????#THAT'S UR LITERAL BROTHER AND YOU DIDNT INTRODUCE Y'ALL'S BABIES TO EACH OTHER#nAAAAH THATS BULLSHIT#and yall didnt go to his funeral and yalls kids didnt get to meet??? NAH BULLSHIT LMAOOO GOSHO IF THIS IS TRUE YOU ABSOLUTE FUCKING BUFFOON#also If true then im into incest now i dont fucking care#LMAO#prattles#ALSO I LEGIT WAS DYING SICK OUT THERE FOR LIKE TWO MONTHS AND THIS IS WHAT I COME BACK TO AINT NO FUCKING WAAAAY#anyway im better now and will be posting kaishin brainrot again idc gosho i make your cousin boys kiss and fuck each other in my head#i hope you stub your toe on tomorrow's premiere 🥰
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I just rewatched moonknight and your audios are literally the only thing keeping me alive in that somewhat dead fandom THANK YOU 😭😭🙏
i do feel adrift making moon knight stuff still so thank you
#like even if season 2 does ever happen ive seen rumors that if it does marvel wants to tie it further into the mcu#like obvs it was already in the mcu but i mean ive heard they might put avengers characters in moon knight and#honestly im too tired of the mcu have been for too long#marvel ruined marvel for me#moon knight would honestly be the only mcu property id go and watch but i wont if it ends up with whoever the current avengers are in it#i dont want to go and do homework and watch all the mcu movies and shows ive missed just to watch moon knight season 2#and if they put loki series bullshit like the tva in there then i cant watch it at all#thats why i couldnt watch deadpool and wolverine even though i was initially excited for it#the loki series caused me as a trans person active in the loki fandom to get harassed so much i cant see anything#to do with that show without getting uncomfortable so if the tva is there i especially wont be watching moon knight#i dont know how marvel thinks they can sustain the mcu forever like surely if new people want to get into the mcu#or even like kids who like superheros they cant just to go the cinema and watch the newest movie#cos they wont understand anything unless they stay home and do homework by watching years of movies and tv shows first#having everything connected at first was run. watching avengers assemble in the cinema was fun.#but theres too much now and it hasnt been fun in a long time#i also remember hearing after phase 1 they got rid of the team that made sure all the movies by different writers and directors#still felt cohesive and had continuity with each other and i feel that shows more every year#wow didnt expect to be giving an mcu rant in the tags its just sad sometimes to think how long i loved marvel for#and now i really couldnt care less about it. though that started with endgame when they made fatphobic jokes about thor all movie#that was the last time i saw a marvel movie in cinemas. think it was the last time i watched any mcu movie.#watched a few shows after that but got too burned by the transphobia in the loki series. and then moon knight and then nothing.#im just sitting here forever clinging onto the main mcu timeline loki who died in infinity war and never got brought back to life#just me and them in my own corner where they can have nice genderfluid representation#the vampire answers
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grief will have you saying shit like goddamn and fuck maybe the abuse was worth it
#ive made this post before i just cant find it and it’s all im feeling rn#god i miss my parents so fucking much even though they were the cause of SO MANY of my problems that idk if i’ll ever heal from#but navigating life w this grief and without their support- however little it was- feels like hell#but the abuse felt like hell too.#ive said it before but i was JUST getting to a place where i felt i could stand up for myself and knock down thwir shit a few pegs. or at#least become more resistant to it#i saw a future with them in it for the first time in my LIFE#and it was bc i’d done SO MUCH FUCKING WORK. and now i feel like it was all so fucking useless#it’d be easier if i was still in the phase of anger i was at like 19#but i’d processed that quite a bit and was trying to move on#FUCK. i had made SO much goddamn progress right before my mom got sick#then everything went down the toilet cus i cannot fucking have anything#it’s so unfair. i wish i could at least redo the last 3 years of my life#i would’ve done things so much different but i was so traumatized and still so angry and bitter and trying to preserve myself#ive come to the realization tjat the person i am today did not exist back then and therefore i shouldnt beat myself up bc it literally wasnt#available to me. i couldnt have done anythimg different bc i was in such a state of survival#and truthfully ive grown a lot since then even if im still in the trenches#the timeline of my entire life has been so fucking unfair#and i dont know how to reconcile any of it i dont know how to cope with my worst fears coming true#and i mean worst fears. even the way they passed. spot on to my worst fears#i despised what they did to me but i still didnt see life without them until i was at least 30#it was all so sudden and quick and shocking#yeah they were horrible parents but i was a horrible kid too. maybe i straight up just deserved that shit#and i’d go back to that and seeing a future with them in an instant#over this bullshit#it’s so hard. and then losing all my pets too at the SAME TIME. all my babies#everything that i loved ripped away from me in the span of MONTHS#it’s all too much. l oh fucking l. no wonder im 3 shots deep at fucking 3 pm#it just hurts so bad. so fucking bad.
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Having demand avoidance in a medical setting is literally hell. Like, patient autonomy is already absolute ass. It's only made worse when doctors CONSISTENTLY tell you what to do and act like you HAVE to do it instead of consulting with you first like normal fucking people.
#also “”“”medical necessity“”“” is NOT an excuse here.#ive been to plenty of doctors that thoroughly discuss a range/timeline of treatment and explain it IN DETAIL before saying “thats what i-#-recommend“ instead of just going ”okay were gonna do this. im gonna explain the prep to you a mile a minute and if you have any follow up-#-questions im just gonna repeat part of my spiel with no clarification. and if i cant answer your questions too bad :)“#not to mention how many doctors just force you to do things that WILL NEVER WORK#like one therapist tried forcing me to do emdr when i was only IN HER TOWN for the summer and i had no internet access when i was at college#im pretty sure emdr takes several weeks to work and i did not have that kind of time available to me. i couldnt just drop out bc of ptsd.#also the number of times ive had to decline an ESI is stupid. I've already had 2! they didn't work! i had a bad reaction to the meds!#why am i being forced to do it again?#also back surgery. i cant do that because i am a white trash rural kid and our home (which we built ourselves) CANNOT be accessible enough#for spinal surgery recovery. but i went to the surgeon and he was like “thats valid! and also surgery literally wouldnt help you so idk why-#-they sent you here.“ : l It's cool to be right all the time lol#its like. no wonder i developed medical demand avoidance after so much traumatizing and malpracticy bullshit in my life#demand avoidance#medical demand avoidance#chronic illness burnout#chronic illness#chronic pain#medical tw#ptsd#disability#medical neglect#medical trauma#vent#this might be too personal. if i do delete it ill have it rb'd on my boar-deer-whitetrashbutterfly blog first#idk i just havent really been able to find anyone else talking about this specific effect of being chronically ill/disabled.
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I remember being introduced to the game Heads Up 7 Up when I was a kid around first grade. I remember I wanted to be sneaky and tried to cheat but I was too slender and it was pretty easy to tell if I attempted it.
Sometimes I wonder why people don’t really do it anymore, but then I remember because that was a decade ago.
#talon rants#im entering the old era oh no#i want to go back to being a kid again#unrelated but youtube’s ‘less ads for one sponsor ad’ claim on console devices is total BULLSHIT btw#let me watch my reddit videos in peace#anyways feeling nostalgic today
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Mmmmrgh trying to get back into my sith warrior to shuffle her thru the expansions but. Idk im not feeling it
#i am so weird about which kids i love the most lmao#im not a good oc mom i do pick faves#faves are Bounty Hunter - Knight - Inquisitor - Smuggler#im trying so hard to care about my Consular bc i feel she might be more interesting in the expansions but its hard getting her there#might beef her level so i can just skip to kotet and start making her dark side#and my Warrior was fun at the time i just dont have a compelling personality or story for her i guess#i couldnt care less about my Trooper#and im in the same boat with my Agent as i am with warrior. maybe if i get her through the expansions she will go join the republic#even tho they havent done much so far with the double agent nonsense. it actually feels kind of Bad and is taking way too long.#either way im back on my swtor bullshit for mando drama. they are doing it better than disney at least even if i still have beef.
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i’m not too fond of tkd anymore however, the queer kids confiding in me at the training center makes it so damn difficult to leave can i just adopt them T — T
#their religions are stricter than mine one of them almost got into conversion therapy and has been...berated to say the least#can i just take that suffering from them im used to religious bullshit anyway w my dad being a pastor and my mom an ex nun#why why would you say mean things to your child when theyre just figuring themselves out why why why fucking die#i absented for two ish weeks but now im back bc the same queer kids want me to join them in the upcoming tournament#so i listed myself up 😭😭😭👍#im just comforting them with the fact that as an adult it gets easier. the autonomy. not how their oarents or teachers view them.#i just want good things for them. i hope when i move out of this place we can maintain communication. i want to support them#just one. if one person isn't disgusted by u it makes so much of a difference and i want to be that for them bc no one was to me till 18#as long as im not moving out i will stick to that training center. i hope things work out for them. i hope they dont feel alienated#in their own body#or feel like a disgrace#tw rant#fucking colonizers and their christianity we were doing FINE without it and now look at the stupid things religion makes parents do. god.
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Boruto things that made me lose my mind (ep 94-119):
I like how none of the kids from the original naruto teams are friends as adults lmao
Chocho: how could my mom love my dad? It has to be his ravenous appetite
Kakashi @ sasuke: lol u r so bad at bonding with ur daughter *proceeds to give him terrible advice*
Kakashi telling sasuke how to interact with his daughter: use a soft and loving voice. When you talk to naruto- (ok stop, let's appreciate your line of throught right there)
Sasuke @ sarada: I wanted to be hokage once (and babygirl that was one of your top 10 most fucking batshit insane moments)
OK the cursed marks apparently use genetic manipulation, which is odd and really interesting. I assume it works like a virus, inserting and expressing foreign... demonic? DNA. Weird.
Why are all anime scientists evil?
Karin: time to torch all these cursed geese 🔥 Sarada: no, stand back, I'll do it myself 😠
The more they say Karin is not sarada's mother, the less I believe it
...a goose they said was genetically incapable of flying flew away... fucking what? Just tying hard in exactly the same way as everyone else is not how you overcome genetic disadvantages like that????
Why all this moralizing abt kindness toward animals? This is a show where kids beat the shit out of eachother and murder ppl. Can we focus on not doing that maybe???
Orochimaru: hm looks like mitsuki is becoming too gay, we may have to delete all his memories 😔
Kakashi: why dont u wanna believe in ghosts? Mirai: if ghosts are real, why hasn't my dad visited me? (Hey kakashi, this would b a good time to tell her abt the time u spent literally dead? No? Ok cool)
THE CULT OF JASHIN?! HAHAHA. Losers.
Why tf do they even hold the chunin exams? Just promote ppl based on merit like they literally just did with shikadai??? (Historically its bc ppl like watching death matches)
The commercialization of the shinobi within the village makes me wanna spit and bite
Houki abt kakashi: the one who nourished lord 7th 😤 (is that really true tho? I mean he did his best but team 7 was a clusterfuck)
Konohamaru: there is no shortcut to becoming hokage! (Yeah sure but there is huge favoritism toward those trained by the previous hokage...)
Boruto: people aren't in love unless they overtly say it (I love to image this is how Boruto sees how ppl feel abt everything and that's y he's so loud and blunt abt things)
Random village: we stave off a demon by joining two bloodlines in an act of incest ✌️
Konohamaru, casually: my grandpa died by entering a deal with an entity beyond human comprehension 🤷♂️
#back on my naruto bullshit 🤪#i just lost my mind at the hot springs thing and rage quit. it just makes me furious on so many levels#bc they obviously arent training the shinobi correctly???? like they dont seem to do any field training??? hello???#i dont understand. also why has no one sat down with mirai and been like: let me tell u abt ur dad#its bc no ones friends anymore so no one ever sees her so shes like idk jack abt my dad lil#whatever. also in ep120 himawari @ boruto is like: Grandpa is gonna b mad abt u not camping with us#and all i could think was: aw hima fuck ur grandpa!!! bc i have successi0n brain lmao#anyway this was a lotta bullshit in these episodes#i think a lot was supposed to b fan service but it just made me mad hahaha get back to the plot pls#i get so mad at the characters and then boruto comes back onscreen and im like: oh there u r my son#and that is not the reaction i anticipated when i started this show lol. i cannot deny i am a boruto apologist#boruto#naruto#naruto ramblings#i cut out everytime i told one of the kids to shut the fuck up bc it was a lot
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i know im not alone on this but i also know this statement is like waving a stick at a hornets nest. my overall memories and nostalgia related to hetalia are generally not bad and i think it may have saved a depression-riddled middle school aged me from being lured towards way darker and more mentally damaging content or online groups
#im dead serious like before that i was getting into creepypasta which. look im not one to say horror would make my little developing brain#disintegrate or anything BUT as an online community and a subculture of sorts i think it was far more of a slippery slope into#toxicity and extremism and most of all romanticizing/normalizing things like self harm and unhealthy eating habits and so on#despite what a lot of people say on this site it’s really not an evil and fascism-endorsing show or anything#it just has occasional jokes or concepts that are a bit distasteful– though from what I can tell alot of the ones people point out are#improvised bullshit lines made up by english dub cast members#anyway I won’t get into that whole rant but point is i am so so serious it could’ve been so much worse#the worst thing that came of being into hetalia as a kid was being more prone to finding stereotype humor funny#which im still like. I feel like was much more distasteful in 2012-13 youtube content. like WAY more distasteful#and rampant in general. so even in a show that’s built on stereotypes like hetalia it’s TAMER than the stereotype humor of the time in#a ton of mainstream media. big youtubers were still doing casual blackface back then man. 99% of hetalia’s stereotype humor is like.#canadians are quiet and nice. japanese politeness is to an extreme. germans are efficient. americans are loud and like burger#sorry I said I wasn’t gonna go into this rant so. I digress. I was just thinking about this cause I realized seeing hetalia fanart#generally makes me feel a good- or at least not bad- kind of nostalgia. which seems adverse to the show’s reputation especially on this sit#food for thought or whatever#kibumblabs#oh yeah I know why I started thinking about this- a drawing of seychelles came up on my dash and i can’t help but feel warm seeing her pop#up because she was the first real full cosplay I ever did for a big con. (with help) i hand-made the dress and everything. :*)
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No but actually what was Whit thinking when he let Richard get on the bus and leave? If a guy comes back to his hometown and claims he wants to “make things right” with everyone he’s wronged, that guy is for sure planning on killing himself lmaooo that’s like one of the big red flags you look for 😭 dude is making peace and tying up loose ends? better fucking call a hotline and not leave his god damn side, that man is not planning on living through the next week 💀
#im back on my maxwell bullshit#no seriously#waylaid in the windy city and the homecoming is such a fucking red flag lmao#dude fulfilled his desire for revenge and is now telling everyone in his life he’s sorry?#dudes for sure gonna kill himself are you kidding me????#he’s going through that whole#what am I supposed to do with my life now#and whit has the gall??? the audacity?? to assume everything is fine??#not even gonna touch on the fact that the writers put more emphasis on the damage done to a land owner (Tom)#than to the fucking CHILD who was GROOMED and had to be FORCED BY HER PARENTS TO ACCEPT HIS APOLOGY????#god this show sucks#autism is so embarrassing sometimes#the side of autism they don’t talk about#I went on a rant trying to explain fotf to my coworker earlier 😭#he mentioned colorado and it was like my sleeper agent activation code#odysseyposting
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