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Can I just say how I love how you went from ânot a fan of yanderes outside of the horror aspectâ to actively writing yandere thirst lol, welcome to the club! /lh
LMFAOOO PLEASE I THINK ABT THIS ALL THE TIME ! ! ! i think one part of it was that i didn't really like the popular potrayal of yanderes and then when the obsession and worship aspect sunk in i was like Oh No.
i was like this w dark content in general too tho i think i was just in denial. i think i felt bad about enjoying it at one point and then it was like. a switch flipped. im a freak now openly idc anymore. i want that dude to kidnap me and treat me like a cute rabbit in a cage so what
#return to sender#idk if its obvious but i really stopped giving a fuck this last year LMFAOOO#like i think i realized how inconsequential it was to enjoy it. like it doesnt matter#yandere cw#ask to tag#i honestly think cassies sukuna monsterfucking fic really did me in ngl#i remember reading that fic and being like Hm.#ive had this blog for 2 years now and i feel more like. settled in my internet fuckery#at the start i used to get a lot more hate for doing Anything than i do now#but now im like. yeah man. what of it. are u gonna blow me up if i want him to lock me up.#character growth as they say#im a lot less careful about shit now then i was#weirdly i think the smaller my blog was the more people felt comfortable being assholes. v strange
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ridi im sorry i need to rant and i think youll get it đ like not to be a bitch but this fandom kinda going off the rails and annoying the shit out of me https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRbYASpf/ everybody in the comments unironically loving it,,, i mean wtvr ship who you want but its kinda getting delusional like ppl are just operating on thin air and pretty fancasts atp and i do Not understand or emotionally connect with any of it. at least w wolfstar theres so much material and foundation to explore but what is all the rest of this?? just hot celebrity fancasts and crack. to be fair part of me respects taking a terfs canon material and making everybody gay but the way it seems to be so oversaturating fics and the fandom that characters dont even feel like their original selves .. atp its all just surface level OCs
hello! yes! i'll be honest talking about things like this always make me a little nervous, and i feel obligated to preface anything i say with a disclaimer that none of it really matters, nothing i say matters, and you should do what you like, because--who cares. i am not an authority on--anything, frankly. my opinion holds no more weight than the next guy's, and all i'm doing here is giving it, so. essentially what im saying is--people are perfectly entitled to disagree with me, but people are not entitled to be mean to me about it xx
having said that. it is my personal opinion that s x barty is one of the worst fucking things i have ever heard lol. who even is barty who is that guy. why would s be interested in him at all. i do not understand it it does not make sense to me. from where are we sourcing the character traits and personality that we are giving barty that would ever endear sirius to him, because it objectively cannot be canon.
overall i do not get the new interest in barty + evan + pandora (+ regulus, but we won't go there)...at all, other than guessing that people were bored with the marauders and wanted a new version of them (and new celebrities to fancast) while simultaneously changing next to nothing about them other than superimposing them onto the first slytherin side characters they could rustle up. i expect ive become a bit of a broken record in regards to my dislike of the popular meow-meow-ification + complete absolution of regulus as a character in order to make him a loveable oc (just as i think erasing all the negative traits that r/s have in order to make them more likeable is just as boring), and all of that applies to those other guys as well (with the slight difference that they are, somehow, even less interesting and significant than regulus in canon), so i won't get into that too much. but i think what you say about having no emotional connection to any of it is exactly right lol--it is a sort of shift? i guess? in the fandom that is simply of no interest to me. they are characters that i just have no emotional investment in and admittedly struggle a little to understand why other people do. i am emotionally invested in, like, five characters overall (and even out of those--there's only two i'm really here for innit xx) and i personally cannot extend that investment to a creepy little side character who is mentioned maybe twice in the entire series.
and that is okay! i do not need to understand it. i don't want to say it annoys me because honestly--i don't go there, its nothing to do with me. if i dont like it i just wont interact with it, and the fact that it doesn't interest me has no bearing on what other people are into or want to do, and i couldn't give less of a shit what people do with the canon material, which is largely garbage anyway. take the bits you want from it, play around with those and ignore the rest. in that respect we are all doing exactly the same thing. but yeah i think s x barty is genuinely awful lol. hate it. very terrible. he's already got a loser werewolf boyfriend and he loves him so so much. leave him alone.
#i know most people are reasonable and thus it is perhaps overly cautious of me to insist on shrouding my unpopular#opinions in like. layer upon layer of placatory disclaimers but. well im a rather anxious guy i can't help it xx but im going to use these#tags to have a bit more of a consequence-less hater hour so. if you like regulus or barty or any of that lot i suggest you look away now#because i am about to express opinions about them that you probably wouldnt agree with + wouldnt enjoy reading!!#like full warning what im about to do is NOT any sort of analysis or defence of my opinion i will just be hating on them. is that clear.#okay. having said that. hater hour. barty and evan and honestly regulus were all cunts? like they were terrible people why do we care#about them now. regulus interests me solely as a piece of context for sirius' character. i could not give less of a shit about him as a#person in his own right. which leads me to my next hater moment: why oh why oh WHY on earth would canon james potter be interested#in canon regulus black. it makes sense in like a muggle au where they are virtually completely different characters but canon?#why would he be attracted to him. there is nothing. there is no chemistry i am ASLEEP and so is james. he would not give that#guy a second look. like it just baffles me it truly does. i feel like you have to bend over backwards to create a situation in which#james potter would ever show an interest in regulus. and i know jegulus is a fucking force to be reckoned with nowadays but god i just#do not like that ship. also i think the fact that barty and pandora and evan are essentially just oc characters who have been coloured#in by general fanon consensus shows in that what they have become is just. not interesting or complex or well fleshed out lol. like#idk i feel like they are just. very shallow. deliberately. so they are easy to like and easy to ship because that is what theyre there for.#god it feels so good to say all this. i will never be a hater again (<- lying) but i needed to be able to just. say this just once xx#also if you needed any more indication what barty and evan and regulus are here to do you just have to look at their#super-hot super-conventionally attractive celebrity model fancasts. like it all adds up its like but what if these death eaters were#not actually evil :-( what if they were really sweet and also? so so hot. like they were all so hot and actually really good#and none of them meant to be evil they didnt want to be :-( they were just hot good guys all in love with each other and the evil stuff#they did wasnt their fault :-( like that has to be. the most boring thing you couldve possibly done with these blank slates. surely.#anyway. im done now but i enjoyed hater hour immensely this was so fucking good for my soul xx thanks and goodnight xx#anon#telegram#scream hang on sorry. just looked at the comments of that tiktok where people are saying they were prison besties. girl. girl.#girl they were in prison for very different reasons baby. baby you know that right. baby look at me. look at me
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no shade but i reblogged a post once that said something like "hey misgendering these characters is crappy" and someone legit reblogged it from me and tagged "agreed but underverse gets a pass". like. no. no it actually does not. you are who this post is talking about???
i enjoyed underverse (i think it did kinda massively change the shape of the utmv side of the fandom) but cmon everyone we're just gonna let this slide forever? for real? maybe a little shade
FULL shade like it is literally so useless to rb those kinds of posts just to Look like you're nice and unproblematic or some shit but when you then say "not underverse tho!!" you immediately show just how disingenuous everything outta your mouth actually is. people always wanna talk but they never want to have to actually commit to the shit coming outta their mouths its literally the most annoying part about it all
#sorry for the delay in answering i got a wild hare and decided to take a risk by vagueing on twitter đ¶ maybe i won't die we'll find out#i was gonna move on to avoid harassment but then i saw somebody getting dogpiled bc they've pointed this out a few times#and now they're being blamed for the creator leaving & getting death threats abt it so i got um a little fed up#it's soo transparent how people only give a damn about this when it's trendy and popular to do so#but when they're expected to actually stick to that irt something they actually like they couldn't care less#its all the psychological bullshit with the âi couldn't LIKE something with a BAD thing because then that makes ME badâ#when its really like. look im sorry but your unwillingness to accept that sometimes good things are bad is what makes you a shithead#i dont care if you liked it or didnt think about it beforehand i care about how you act when the bad shit's actually being acknowledged#do you self reflect or do you double down? because one of those is a lot worse than the other#blegh so many walls of text today sorry. i am maybe slightly pissed off !
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been feeling mixed on some of my friends recently
#i love them but im gonna explain#i donât want this to boil over like the twins did#but one of my friends i feel so cast off sometimes#i get it bc shes full time adult job employed now#in healthcare no less#but im just getting fully annoyed at her lack of availability and it makes me sad#im getting even sadder actually bc she also always seems to have time to hang with her uni friends whuch hurts#like im like okay i know you have this from 6-7 so how about we meet for dinner at 7:30 bc i wanna see you casually and she says no#and i think i really need to talk to her bc it makes me sad and then i feel slapped in the face#even on nights out we always have to go home early. which my friend basically said:#i think in future if you wanna go home you can but others shouldnât have to too#bc my other friend got so sad she was forced to come back early and i was like yea i would have liked to have sat at manly with yall#bc i feel we donât do this any more#i honestly think itâs better to just let her figure it out and go#i donât want me to sweep so much shit under the rug until i despise her#bc i know this isnât her fault i just wish she would let loose or make an effort#my other situation is my childhood best friend#i love her a lot sheâs amazing. but but but. sometimes i feel she can be too protective of me.#it comes from a place of knowing me for so long#and i do trust her opinions on people who i surround myself with bc she fucking hated those twins#but sometimes i feel she has been treating me differently since my neurodivergence diagnosis#even with a certain high school friend she held this dislike even when i said she was not like the twins#bc she was hanging out with the twins at the 21st#like this girl was also having her issues with the twins and was the person in the firing line of the breakup#even when i was in nl she was so worried about me and its nice to have her have my back#bc after that guy kissed me directly on the lips she suddenly became concerned about ppl taking advantage of me#and its like to me great she cares but also i did in fact learn from it#but she gets super defensive when ppl take advantage of me and i just wanna her to step back#i just feel sometimes i donât need her feeling like she needs to protect me or that i need to hang neurodivergence up like a flag#idk its a lot. thank u for listening
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i luv doing what i call "passive breakfast" which is rather than having something that i have to eat in one sitting, finding smth that i can just snack on and pick at for the first 3-4 hours of me being awake
#99.txt#becoming an adult means getting excited about shit like this#i really dont get hungry in the morning tho so its nice to not make myself feel sick by trying to eat a whole meal.#but also i dont have to run on empty this way#i realised after moving in with maddi that i really dont eat a lot at all......#just since im fat ive been convinced my whole life that i must be eating way too much....#the way my metabolism works is it wants a lot of snacks throughout the day and one main meal#i am somehow losing weight tho. not that i care much its just interesting#i think because im in england now stuff is just overall more healthy....#its hard to find real sugar soda & even when it is.. the ammt of sugar is less than america it seems like#america will add sugar to the damnedest things#maddi says i have to put it back on so i dont disappear đđ#also yeah with metabolism. everyone thinks fast metabolism is like. the only way to be. and if u dont have that its bad....#and i really disagree#i think its just apples and oranges. whichever way you work just figure out how to accommodate for it and then its fine
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i feel so miserable right now unfortunately .....
#when i went back to work i am trying to be more honest to people about my feelings regarding shit.#and well. this unfortaunetly will make people like you less when you're a lot less appeasing and a lot more honest#and not even in a workflow way. just in a social way. but also yeah in a workflow way#im giving less of a shit about things. in general there. i AM still doing very very well for only caring like 1/4th of the amount i used to#its funny though. a lot of people also like me more this way. lol#so. yaknow. but it does ache when some people you were friendly with suddenly feel comfortable enough with you to tell horrible jokes#and get pissed off now that they not only like YOU more and think youre more charismatic and friendly#but also that you also dont think. THEY'RE being funnier and nicer at the mutual peeling back#when they open up and reveal that they really love making fucked up jokes that i REALLY cant agree with#like talking to them now feels like i've accessed like. 4chan.
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Walked out of work today bc long story short a guest decided that she was gonna lecture me/use me & my "abhorrent, disrespectful attitude" as an example of a lesson for one of her student & I decided that standing there & being belittled wasn't worth it
#i only gave her back the disrespect she was giving me. not even as bad as she was dishing either#granted i couldve kept my composure but also she was up at the desk for 45 minutes making a mountain out of a molehill#& among other things in her ''lecture'' she told me that if any of her students or employees acted the way i did they'd be dismissed & fire#she said ''post covid there are PLENTY of people who would be lucky & LOVE to have any work right now'' & i thought#yknow. i love my job. but i dont deserve this. this isnt worth it#so i turned to the food & beverage manager who was the only MOD & said ''actually i think i will go home''#i called my AGM after i left & let her know the whole situation. even told her i understand if im fired or written up bc of this but its no#worth standing there & being lectured & having this lady lie to my face about things i said/did. i dont deserve to be treated like that#the woman really told me ''this couldve been a teachable moment for you'' LMAO lady i will let a LOT of shit slide#but i refuse to be the subject of your lesson & i certainly dont get paid enough to have anyone who isnt management lecture me#it just feels weird though. ive never walked out before. never spotainiously taken the night off. never had a situation like this before#it feels weird having left & it feels weird sitting in my bed trying to enjoy my night when my brain knows im supposed to be at work rn#oh well#my AMG said im definetly not fired & she'll talk to the lady in the morning. i couldnt care less if i was though. theres always other jobs#and to preface i even apologized to the woman both for my behavior & the disrespect. yet she still felt like making an example of me#what a week its been#emma rambles#emma vents#2023 tag
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i think if people look back at all of this, the amount of people trying to suppress my voice, the amount of people Not believing a victim, the amount of people who want me to shut up about it- i dont think history is gonna look as kindly upon yall as you might hope.
#also this situation ^ is the exact reason ik yall werent actually leftists and why this decent towards the right was predictable.#yall really treated this situation with just 'vibes'. and prefering 'vibes' over truth is something fascists do too so......... idk bud.#im not surprised you like hamas and wont kick out the neo nazis. at all.#even LESS surprised you think the rape was ok bc ik plenty of yall thought to yourself 'even if comickit did sexually abuse him i think#it was a GOOD THING actually' yknow... even though i had to deal w a lot of csa... surely i deserve 'more punishment' for ????? reasons.#for ig believing in shit that only really negatively effected me and no one around you you care about.#if anything the only person effected was my sister and maybe brother bc for some reason they both think im smarter than them#and dumber than them and basically im only smart when they agree with me and found a home for their bigotry in conspiracy theories#so they naturally drifted that direction. so. truly. IM the only one who was effected. whatya know. karma took care of it and#none of you had to do shit but since you did now YOU will face karma for believing lies and trying to ostracize me. enjoy.#i hope it rocks your shit so bad you feel nothing else but to try to crawl back to me and apologize and realize where you fucked up.#ALSO wild ppl thinking rw cis men are safer than me since like. im 99% sure the only reason ppl believe my abuser about what they say#about me is bc they think my proximity to conspiracy theories somehow makes it more true????? idk.#do rw beliefs & conspiracy theories taint people and make them untrustworthy or not bc you're giving me mixed messages here bud#tbqh i think yall just want a reason to hate me and are too stubborn about being asked to introspect that you cant realize it.
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#love it when you fear of being alone but its in your nature to push others away and isolate yourself#and then at one point its likeâŠwhy try? they obviously have others they are more happy to interact with and you already lost that spark#and you were always just gonna be a stone they past by and your not mad at them for it cause its ur meant to be a pretty rock to keep them-#- and have them want to keep you#i care a lot about you and i wanna know whats going on#but i suck at talking and its no oneâs fault but my own. i know this#but it doesnât make it hurt any lessâŠya know?#like. was there a reason u didnt tell me? did you think i wouldnt care? even though i begged you for hours not to leave and to keep yourlife#is that likeâŠnot worth a little acknowledgement when you leave and come back again? maybe thats a selfish thought#andidk maybe that mutual (diff) hates me but they are still my mutual but when i try to interact i just get ignored? its okay to hate me#i wouldnt judge them if they did. if i did something to upset or hurt them and thats why or just cause they find me annoying. thats fine/gen#but likeâŠidk if you did why do you keep me?#am i irrelevant now? did i build everything up and now im just forgotten? but thats no ones fault but my own but also i cant help but want#to be remembered. to still be worth remembering. ya know?#vent#will delete later#just ugh#need to get shit off me and i dont wanna talk to people about it cause then it seems like i donât appreciate the people i do have
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she knows that the anime uure posting about is bad but you make it sound appealing somehow . beloved magic or whatever
it's really. it sure is. and like 90% of it is horny stuff. possibly like 95%. but there's this 3% that is horny, yes, but has actual substance (stay with me here. I have an example. like after bai.ser fully defeats azu.re and azu.re wants to give in and join the evil side but bai.ser is like "nuh uh get back up you are continuing to be a magical girl. you need to be stronger than this" and leaves. because she doesn't want to take over the world, she wants to help the magias get stronger, albeit in her weird ass way, because she admires them so much and wants them to be the strongest they could be) and then there's like a 2% of stuff that is genuinely just. sweet. and not horny (kor.isu taking care of ute.na/bai.ser when she's sick,, yes her nurse outfit is revealing and Yes some eeeeh stuff happens but as far as I know ute.na really only gets flustered for a bit and other than that kor.isu Actually Takes Care Of Her. Like, Normally. but my memory is fuzzy however considering ute.na isn't transformed I don't Think anything weird actually happens considering her being transformed is the direct cause of like All weirdness) so like. AHEM. sometimes I get emotional over the 5%. also I like ute.na she's a little freak of a girl and I can respect that.
#âł the fool's mail box#âł sender; lollite#this manga would be sm less scary to talk about enjoying if the characters were all like 4ish years older#nobody ordered a yappuccino from me abt this and Nobody Start Shit About Me Talking About It đ¶ HOWEVER#i simply think the cast of cringefail girlfreaks is silly. and also im plagued by the kiwisms. i should use that as a url.#ALSO FORTHE RECORD THE ANIME ADDS A LOT MORE DETAIL AND EXTENDS SCENES N SHIT THAT AREN'T THAT LONG OR DETAILED OR SHOWY IN THE MANGA#JUST?? to putthat out there. not that this helps anything if i get shit for reading it I'll get shit (although it's been a while. me#talking about it now is just bc i saw someone on yt talking about the actual story and shit under all the layers of parody n horniness and#it got me emotional thinking about how they really Do care about each other. ute.na cares abt the magias. kor.isu cares about her fellow#enor.meeta people. ki.wi loves and admires ute.na. etc etc
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#i'm gonna jot my thoughts here#i use this blog as an archive more or less of things i like. i browse through older shit a lot. i'm thinking this as a memento or a marker#cause ive spent a lot of time and thought with this subject. so. i think its only fitting since im forcibly and suddenly removing it#that i put my thoughts here and now down#no ones gonna see this and care much anyway. this is for me. past and present and future.#ahem. anyway.#fuck dude. four years for this?#i liked this guy because of how genuine he seemed. he told us not to rely on a cc for anything and set good reasonable boundaries#hes open with mental health struggles im familiar with and can resonate with the rest#he realized his audience was lgbt and decided to not only embrace that but also donate to charities for it#bro supports fuckin furries#and now im wondering if all of that was just to make him look good. if he really believed what he was saying#bc apparently all he cares about is his image? like damn#i dont think he was dishonest with all of it- in particular the mental health and like political standings. but.#the fact im even calling it into question is bad#he (throughout several years) and others (now) have proven just how manipulative and power hungry he is#this guy needs fucking therapy AT LEAST. which he says hes getting and has been at for a while now. with seemingly no progress thus far#but i believe in the improvement of individuals. people can change. they just have to want it. it doesn't seem like he does.#i hope therapy ends up good for him and/or he comes to his fucking senses. i cant move forward with him and i hate to lose this#if he shows Good and i mean Good improvement i might come back. idk. i might still be in denial or whatever#ill keep listening to some of his stuff too until it disgusts me eventually. ive deleted a lot of his shit from my playlists already#if sorry ends up posting ill watch the rest of that as well. cant imagine theyll make anything more after this season though#ill listen to the album once its out too i think. i cant let go of his art just yet#he can't stream can't imagine youtube so anything else is kaput#so outside of that. idk. only time will tell.#sigh. this sucks.
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Maybe I stopped appreciating sitting by his side for a smoke
It used to be like a once in a blue moon occurrence to me. Not that it isn't still. I just don't care for it anymore.
I'm my defense it was a doing of his own hand
#he fucked up one too many times#hes the one doing the talking now and it feels surreal#we sat together for a smoke a few days ago#Saturday i think#and i was looking at the sky like usual and i noticed i wasnt talking#im usually telling him about new things and new people#he was talking#he wrote a new song#he started doing some stupid shit he swore to never do#he showed me bricks of coke on his phone. he was holding them#i couldnt have cared less. i wouldve cared last october i think#maybe last summer#it takes a lot for me to stop caring#he really did putbin the effort to fuck me over so many times i guess#he doesn't even understand he was wrong. he sounds like hes still 14 when he talks.#i look at him in the face and yet i dont remember his face when i think of him#just his hands#misc
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man i probably could make a stable living wage if i got paid everytime my mom bugs and calls me over to help her with her freaking phone and especially her freaking facebook, like an it guy
#like seriously there are times she nags me every 2 to 5 minutes#a lot of it things ive already shown and explained her before more than once#and 99% time she doesnt make sense when telling her problem and i gotta lowkey become a mind reader n guess shit until (i think) i crack it#its worse now that shes following this smol fb influencer or whatever and shes enamored by the guy#like im glad she found something that makes her feel well since her husband's a nasty bastard#but man i wish shed stop nagging and telling me about it 24/7 i lit dont care about this random dude u csn keep having fun with that#but is it rly necessary to shove it down my throat every chance you get when i couldnt care less about that stuff#man watch as this becomes a parasocial relationship yall...#and yes this shit is DAILY we live in the same house#jellycream speaks#mini rant#except not quite?#its just annoying af#regardless of the tags feel free to reblog this for yourself if you want lol
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i've been itching to share my swap au since i thought it up, but i think i now finally have an actual baseline to introduce it with!!
the idea isn't that it's a personality swap, but a role swap, with wander and sylvia as antagonists and hater and peepers as the protags, and i have a whole lot to say about it so im gonna go ahead and infodump below the cut
so i've renamed these two, at least, since hater's story has become less about getting over himself and more about how he sees the world Now That He's Gotten Over Himself. i'm calling him The Great (and absent) Lord Lackadaisical right now, but i don't think that's what he'd like to be called, since he's an absent ruler who doesn't really care to be in a position of so much power and would rather fuck off to all the planets with really nice hot tubs. he and Sir Peepers (his loyal knight who cannot be convinced to leave his side) travel the galaxy with hater's sweet ride (i'm not too good at designing motorcycles yet. pending).
i haven't thought of new names/titles for wander and sylvia just yet (i cannot just call him Sitter Over Therer) but i do know what their deal is, and it's the main reason i made this au (i feel like if wander were a villain he would not in fact be a villain like lord hater or dominator because i think that kinda disregards wander's whole Shit, he'd be like screwball, and even then he'd have very strong convictions that he's doing the right thing): wander has a cult (a hivemind, kinda) and sylvia is his priest.
i think wander comes along this mushroom during a time in his life when everything seems to have been torn asunder, and instead of continuing his adventures and learning and growing as a person, the mushroom offers a solution that doesn't require much effort on his behalf. the mushroom links people together borg-style, makes them share a brain and a purpose. wander not only thinks it's super neat, but he's in such a poor state of mind when he finds it, he convinces himself it's the only way to make the galaxy a better place.
sylvia is the only person in his Ring of Friends who isn't hooked up to the mushroom, because she's actually wander's friend, and she's his ride or die. she does the things she does out of free will and dedication to her best friend, including preaching and fisticuffs.
^^^ here's some more of my initial concept art. originally the mushroom was gonna be a tree, but i had a vision of an upside down mushroom (or several, to take the place of watchdogs) scuttling around and by god is it easy to make that look like his hat.
the thing that really really pushes wander over the edge is the sheer boredom of it all. when he's connected to the mushroom, he's very little more than the brain they all share. he can't move around, and that KILLS him (see: the hole lotta nuthin). so when hater (name pending) comes along and refuses to join him and annoys him enough, he gets suuuuper stoked about having something to really DO for once.
anyway. this is what i've got for now. do you like it. you can be honest if you dont like it
#myart#wander over yonder#wander#lord hater#commander peepers#sylvia the zbornak#lord lackadaisical#sir peepers#uhhhhhhhhh. whatever i end up tagging swap wander and sylvia as#txt#swap au#swap wander#sister sylvia
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vol 1; made to break your heart â king!steve harrington x fgirl!reader
summary: in which you see your ex making out with someone else leaving you with no choice but to fall right into the lap of his enemy, steve harrington. (wc: 5.2k+)
warnings: smut smut smut, minors DNI, or*l sx (receiving and giving oop), some good olâ bj, drinking, drgs, weed basically, no use of ây/nâ, degrading, praises, LOTS OF PRAISES, they are both switches but idk if that counts??, nicknames! reader is kinda heartless basically a maneater, steve is an arrogant bastard, and hes got a big BIG diâheart. some lilâ eddie mention that u might miss if u blink!
authors note: i am kinda thinking a pt.2 of this IM open to all ideas, but i kinda am thinking of making it like a mini-series? and maybe introduce eddie in the second part, and then make part 3 steddie? mmmhmm? what do we think? my asks r open for all and any ideass anyways not proofread bc of my lazy ass. ignore any mistakes.
please like + reblog + interact to support me ! thank u ily
read vol 2 here
Booming music filled your ears, sweaty bodies swaying away from you but you couldn't care less.
Whispers from your back, collected gasps, and all you could do was watch.Â
Fingertips clutched on your dress in fury, gaze unable to tear away from the scene playing out right in front of your eyes.Â
Tinaâs lips were locked onto Billyâs, you thought it was pretty soon to be swapping salivas considering it had been barely two days since he broke up with you.Â
The red cup in your hand was almost smushed from the hardened impact of your fists, with a quick go, you downed it, ignoring Tommy and Carolâs cackles as they watched you.Â
With a roll of your eyes, you were quick to turn away from them, ignoring your friends calling out for your nameâyou didnât need this, you didnât need to be pampered. You just needed a generous amount of drinks, and maybe someone to keep yourself busy with.Â
Tina and her lame-ass party could go fuck themselves.
Billy was an asshole, no real surprise there. And you didnât care, because the relationship had run its course, again. Tough shit. You were used to it. Another break up with him.Â
You didnât care about it, the only thing you cared about was him crossing the line, making out with another girl in front of everyone.Â
Each break, the two of you fucked whoever you wanted to fuck, just to end up together again, drunkenly. But this time he made it everyoneâs problem, and you couldnât let him get away with that.Â
The whispers, and the collective giggles every time you passed by were making your blood boil.
You couldnât let that dipshit ruin your reputation, you werenât going to pathetically pine over someone who could barely make you cum. And you werenât going to let any of those gossiping assholes think otherwise.Â
You stumble onto the porch with a string of curses leaving your pouty lips, quick to fish out a joint courtesy to that Munson kid, always providing you with the best weed, either free or cheap, depending on how much you adjusted your skirt or batted your lashes at him.Â
Maybe, you should pay him a visit. For fucks sake, youâve seen him play, and he could roll a joint blindfolded, he knew how to put those fingers to use.
You could just imagine the scorching look on Billyâs face, his velvety lips scrunched together, a sickening feeling sinking into his stomach, knowing that you fucked Eddie Munson, the guy he always went to get his weed from.
The idea of it brings a delicious smirk to your lips. But it wouldnât be enough, no. You needed something more, something bigger.Â
âNeed a lighter, honey?â A coarse, smooth tone has your head cocking, the joint sitting on your lips rising with the impact.Â
Steve fucking Harrington.
Falling right into your lap.
Billy wouldâve flipped the fuck out if he knew. He always warned you about him, telling you that Harrington was off limits, no matter what. Well, until now.Â
Your gaze locks with his, dangerous, filthy, and exactly where you want him. Before you can drag out the joint to answer him, he acts quicker, brushing his fingertips on your chin, almost tugging you closer to him, he licks his lips, wetting them with a chuckle.
With a gentle flicker of his lighter, the tip of the joint smolders, casting a warm glow to your face that accentuates the smirk curved on your lips.Â
Your dress rides up your thighs when you straighten up, taking an inhale from the joint, you blow the smoke in his face without a care. He eyes each of your movements, the stupid grin sitting on his lips growing wider the more his eyes move up and down your body. You almost want to chuckle at how easy this is.Â
But you also know Steveâs type, you have to make them chase you a little bit, give them a little thrill, before you finally give in. And you had already been doing that, for the longest time.
Always teasing him, but never giving in. Your hands always brushed past his bicep just enough to let him know you were interested, eyelashes always fluttered at him, teeth biting on your bottom lip as you checked him out.Â
The little game had been fun, but you never plucked up the courage to fully give in to him, Billy wouldâve lost his shit. Besides, you knew his type, and you didnât want to be one of his other trophies. And you didnât have to be, you just had to use him to get yourself off, and piss Billy off. The second you walked into a room with him, you knew the party would be buzzing with the gossip.
You had the perfect excuse, the perfect excuse to finally divulge your fantasies, all the cheerleaders always blabbered about him, calling him an ass, but an ass who knew how to properly use his fingers and that dangerous mouth.
Exactly what you fucking need.
You had been pent up enough for the months you were with Billy.
This would be a little reward.Â
âAll alone?â He was smug, he absolutely knew about the break-up and possibly saw Tina and Billyâs show, so he knew this was the perfect opportunity to have you in his palm. In a fucked up way, that made you want him more, the unspoken game grew more intense with that gaze of his, he had the same idea you did. The fucker was smooth.Â
You nod curtly, not wanting to just fall into his lap. No matter how good he looked in those Leviâs jeans that cupped his ass perfectly. Why was he so fucking interesting to you? Arms all toned, face adorned with tiny moles, he almost seemed mystical.Â
And oh god, his hair. That soft, perfectly layered chestnut brown locks, so effortlessly cool that you just wanted to run your hair through it, tugging at it the more his lips sucked on your clit.
God, the thought had your thighs pressing together uncomfortably.Â
âA pretty girl like you shouldnât be all alone at a party,â he pouted mockingly. âWhereâs that boy toy of yours?â He tutted, hand dangerously planted on your back, ghosting over your hips.Â
That elicited a giggle out of you, âDidnât you hear all the rumors, pretty boy?â You leaned further, hand extending to offer him a huff. His attention was somewhere else though, eyes widening the more he admired you in that dress, showing off your curves in all the right way, tits almost busting out of your chest.
God, he had been waiting for this moment, an opportunity to have you, the second he fucking met you. But Billy got to you first. Â
âWe broke up.â That brought his attention back to you, a smirk played on his lips when he leaned into your hand, lips wrapping around the tip of the joint, he sucked on it but his dark amber eyes remained on you.Â
With an inhale, âGood.â He mumbled, âknew that dipshit couldnât handle someone like you.âÂ
âYou need someone better take care of youâŠâ he hummed, nose dipping closer to your features, âsomeone who knows how to handle all of this.â His hands were placed on your waist, traveling all over your body.Â
Your breath was quick to get caught in your throat, a whine leaving your lips with how forward he was being.
And shit, you understood the appeal, you always did, but this time, you were sure your hunger for him grew faster than you intended to. You were in his palm, and you were more than okay with it.Â
âYeah?â You teased with a giggle, head falling on his shoulder, brain getting fuzzier.Â
âI can make you forget him.â Heâs bold, and it has your thighs rubbing together.
âBy the time Iâm done with you, you wonât even remember his name, or how to walk.â Heâs so close to your ear, breath fanning against your breath as you almost shudder, but you play it off.
âYouâre all talk, Harrington.â You licked your glossy lips, head slightly tilted to the side, teasing him just enough.Â
âOh, sweetheart, I know youâve heard the rumors, and I know you want this as much as you do.â The cocky bastard licks his lips, and you want nothing more than to bite them.
âOh, yeah?â
âThe way you press your thighs together, that little whine you just did when I barely touched you⊠Tells me all I need to fuckinâ know.â He whispers, and you almost whine out when a sloppy kiss is planted on your neck, harsh and needy.Â
âYouâll be screaminâ and begginâ for me, angel.â
Your brows raise in interest. âThat a promise?â
âUh-huh.â He gives you a boyish grin.
âYouâre on, King Steve.âÂ
It didnât take the two of you long enough to find an empty bedroom, lips, and teeth clashing as soon as the door closed.
The wandering eyes of the party had followed you up until that point, so you knew as soon as the two of you left the room with your sexed-up looks, everyone would know.
And you would finally have a sweet release after months of Billyâs selfishness.
A win-win.Â
You let his curious hands wander around your body, quick to almost rip off your dress, he wants to savor this moment, wants the image of your body engraved in his mind, stuck into the back of it just so he can fish it out whenever he can.
But heâs impatient, heâs waited for this. Wanted you longer than ever, and finally, youâre putty at his hands, ready to take whatever heâs going to giveâor at least thatâs what he thinksâ And heâs feeling greedy. His mouth is pressed onto yours, sucking on your tongue before he lowers you down on the bed, you giggle softly when you sink into it, and Steve has never felt like this before, the hunger in his eyes ignites a spark of pleasure within you, quick to dampen your thighs with need.Â
A shocked gasp escapes your lips once he unhooks your bra with his left hand. Oh, heâs good. âPretty baby,â he murmurs before his mouth is latched onto your nipples. âPerfect fuckinâ tits,â He groans into your chest, hand toying with your lace panties, shaky breaths escape his lips as he earns more whines from you.Â
You look ethereal, with your mouth hung open, teeth biting on your glossed-up lips, head thrown back. Just like he knew youâd be.Â
The more he circles around your panties the more you feel that pent-up desire burning inside of you, all those orgasmless months with Billy, and Steve was going to elicit more with just a flick of his fingers than you ever had through the entire relationship.Â
Maybe thatâs why he always called you a bitch.Â
âSteve,â your whines come out pathetically as he looks up at you, layered hair already disheveled and that goddamn smirk sitting on his pretty lips.Â
âAlready begginâ, honey?â He mocks with a grin, tugging on your nipple, all teeth and no mercy. His tongue is making its way further down, soft, wet strokes tickle your body.Â
âFuck off,â You spit at him, barely, words dying down your throat when heâs quick to rip away your lacy panties. His light honey eyes are so much darker now, head thrown back when he visually drinks in your glistening pussy. Â
You look so fucking perfect, thighs spread apart, him between them, mouth hung open and ready to take all of him. He makes a mental image of it, burning it to the back of his mind.Â
âCâmon sweetheart, let King Steve know what you want, what you really need.â His voice is smooth and coarse, fingertips circling around your clit harder the more you whine for him.
âDo you need my fingers, baby? My mouth?â You moan at that, audibly. It has him chuckling darkly once he realizes how depraved you really are, one touch from him and youâre already soaking his fingers, whining like a pretty little slut.Â
If he knew how much youâd be such a good girl for him, he wouldâve done this much sooner. Wouldâve ruined your pretty little pussy for anyone else, Billy wouldâve had no chance over him.Â
âHas that asshole not been makinâ you cum?â It was more of a rhetorical question, but the way you shook your head with a pout, had him melting. He really had you and didnât know how to take good care of you? What a fucking loser.
âHoly fuckinâ shit⊠not even with his mouth?â His eyes widened, he really didnât think Billy would be that bad, everything was working to his advantage.Â
âHe- uh- he neverâŠâ You stammered, getting uncharacteristically embarrassed because it was, truly embarrassing. All those months with him, and half the time you faked it. Selfish prick.
âNever? Oh, babyâŠâ He coos with a dangerous smirk, lip all pouty and mocking, âNo wonder you were so desperate for me. You really needed this, huh?â He almost gave a chuckle, caressing your pussy with his middle finger, getting you all ready.Â
âJerk-â You want to curse out his cockiness, tell him you donât need him. Keep him grounded, but the whines heâs pulling out of you are enough to make him grin like a Cheshire cat.Â
Your breath gets shakier when his finger easies into your walls. âSshh, relax, baby.â He coos.Â
âIâll make you feel so fuckinâ good, doll.â His fingers are slickly working their way in and out of you, filthy sounds mingling with your moans as his nose brushes over your clit, causing your hips to start rocking up to him.Â
âHad this pretty little thing, and didnât even know how to take care of it, hmm? What a waste,â He hummed sweetly, index finger thrusting in and out of your sloppy walls.
âIf I had known youâd be this fuckinâ soaked, I wouldâve done this much sooner,â he taunts, fingers curling inside of you, enjoying the way you gasp out and buck your hips for more.Â
He dives in, pressing the flat of his tongue against your swollen lips, enjoying, fully tasting you. With a satisfied hum, he brings his eyes to meet yours, all fucked out, âJesus fuckinâ Christ, had this sweet pussy but never even tasted it⊠What a fuckinâ dumbass⊠Iâll give you what you deserve, babyâŠâÂ
Heâs going to explode soon, if he doesnât make you cum and then fuck you senseless. He can feel his balls draw up more and more, each time you whine, each time you plead for his name as a whisper.Â
He flicks the tip meticulously, giving you attention everywhere and anywhere, just like he knew youâd like it. âYou know, I usually would never do this on a first date,â He mocks, grinning all mouthy and you attempt to dive his mouth further into you, to shut his arrogant ass up, and that fucker resists, âBut god, youâre an exception⊠just begging to be fucked, you deserve this honey, canât be selfish with you.â
His licks are heavenly, sucking on your clit like a man possessed, and his name falls from your lips in such a filthy way that you donât even care how pathetic you look anymore. You accept it, you let him take full control, trashing beneath him.Â
âYou like that, angel?â His words are muffled into your cunt, the pad of his thumb still circling around your entrance while he sucks on your clit. Your head sinks further into the softness of the bed, eyes squeezed shut, breaking apart with just his tongue. He moans into your soppy walls, sending a shock wave of pleasure to ripple through you.Â
He doesnât even need your words, the visual of you squirming underneath him is enough to have him all bricked up, you taste like the sweetest sin. Velvety walls so tight that it has him bucking his hips into the bed, desperate for some friction, he needs you. And heâs sure he never wanted someone this badly before.Â
âSo fuckinâ special, arenât you? Such a desperate babyâŠâ You can feel his bulge against your thigh, sitting prettily and throbbing against his boxers. You always heard how big he was, but fuck, you finally get to feel it, and itâs glorious.Â
And he twitched in his boxers just from eating you out? God, he was fucking perfect. Â
He dips his head just enough to muffle out a few more words, âI wanna taste you fully, angel. Want you to soak my tongue.â He dives in before you can reply, eliciting dirtier moans from you, alternating between his fingers and his tongue.Â
He doesnât care about anything else but you, he wants you panting for him, cumming all over his tongue while you scream his name.Â
Your thighs start to shake once he pushes two fingers inside of you, gentle but rough enough to have you squirming and bucking your hips more into him, youâre at his mercy, and he loves how tight you are. Just the thought of your tight cunt milking his cock dry has his eyes rolling.Â
âS-steve,â you breathe out roughly, enjoying how his tongue is licking up that sweet spot. âI know baby,â he taunts all cockily, admiring the way your thighs shake with need. Youâre going to cum soon and that prick can feel it.Â
âN-need to cum, please,â your pleading is unintentional, you just need a desperate release, and heâs so fucking good.Â
âCum for me, angel, be a good girl for me, yeah?â Your eyes squeeze shut at the praise, and he takes note of that, admiring the way you tighten around his tongue and fingers at the praise.Â
His fingers are quick, making you scream out his name louder and louder. âThatâs it pretty girl⊠cum for me.â Arrogant fuck, you wish to say, but the way he laps up your juices has you whining like a little slut. And his smirk grows wider, a wet patch forming on his boxers with how hard heâs straining them, pathetically needing to be inside of you.Â
You tremble, trash, squirm beneath him, his touches and stripes of licks finally enough to have your stomach twisting, with final screams of âSteve!â and âF-fuck!â the coil inside of you snaps, orgasm overtaking you with such force that your eyes are glued shut.
A gush of sweetness trickles along Steveâs tastebuds, you taste so fucking good that it drives him even crazier, lapping up at your juices and not stopping until heâs sure youâve collapsed under him.Â
Heâs grinning like crazy, lips all glossy with your juices, and he looks so fucking pretty like this. It makes you want to return the favor.Â
So badly. And the need to know if the title Big Daddy Steve really suits him or not stirs your stomach, your core pooling with need. If itâs true, your mouth waters with the desire to have him, he looks delicious, and you know heâll look much more yummy while heâs fucking your mouth, pretty praises leaving his pale rosy lips.Â
The avoidant part of you screams at you to not do this, but your core is begging for more.Â
Maybe, just maybe, you could return the favor but still toy with him, take control, and mess with his mind.Â
Enough to have him begging, pleading for more from you.Â
As if he can hear your dilemma, he drags you back in, wrapping his fist around your hair as he pulls you toward him and draws your bottom lip into his mouth, all teeth, sucking with an exaggerated hum, âDo you like the way you taste on my tongue?â He mutters against your ear, licking a stripe of your neck.Â
Jesus, fuck. Now, you had to return the favor.Â
âTastes so sweet,â you giggle, you are going to suck him off, but you are going to lead the way now. A smirk gleams on your lips. Teasingly, your hands trace the edge of his boxers, enough to earn a rude whine from him as you squeeze him through the harsh fabric.Â
Youâre quick to yank his shirt off of him without a warning, and heâs quick to flaunt his well-muscled, heaving chest.Â
Asshole.Â
With a strong flip, you manage to straddle him, taking him by surprise while you grin at him, and to say Steve is intrigued would be an understatement, his cock twitches at your brow raise. âWhat are you doing, baby?â He still manages to be so cool that your thighs ache.Â
âReturning the favor,â you shrug with a smirk, eliciting low grumbles from him when you lower yourself on his chest, leaving sloppy kisses, mouth tracing a trail that leads to his delicious v-line.Â
You lift the elastic away from his waist, freeing his throbbing tip, the red tip slaps against his abdomen, and your brows pinch together in astonishment admiring it.Â
Jesus fucking Christ, he was not all talk.Â
King Steve, indeed.
You had to hand it down to those gossipy cheerleaders, they had described him to a t, perfect girth, slightly bent to the left, and big, really fucking big, you probably needed to use your hands along with your glossed lips to take all of him in.Â
He chuckled at your expression, basking in the glory of your widened eyes, âLike what you see, angel?â Another taunt, but you ignore it with a smirk this time. Pooling saliva in your mouth, you spit on the angry tip, Steve hisses at the impact and watches with a low grumble once you wrap your palm around his shaft.Â
He reveled in how perfectly your soft manicured fingers looked around his delicate bubblegum pink tip, attending to his every need.
Your warm fingers are working their way around his cock, coating his length with your spit as you tugged at it gently, causing his eyes to nearly roll back in his head.
He tries his best to swallow his groans, but his hips desperately jerk up at your hand, desperately fucking it, rendering you speechless.
âYou like that, baby?â Your tone was teasing, and if he didnât feel like he was about to explode he wouldâve gripped your hair and fucked your mouth with such roughness that all that you would be thinking about would be his huge cock, punishing you for being such a tease, but he was the one wrapped around your finger now, literally. Â
âSâbig, Stevie,â you coyly batted your lashes at him, and a shuddered breath left your parted lips as you looked up at him between his thighs.Â
He almost wept at the sight, shit shit shit, you were all of his dreams wrapped into one, and he could barely speak. Your palm easily glided down his length, saliva working as a lubricant as you teased him further.Â
Your other palm was quick to cup his balls, massaging them and giving them a gentle tug, while your other hand still glided down his length, enjoying the way he struggled not to let out loud groans in your hold.
Without any other word, your head tilted down, quick to mouth the tip of his intense tip, it was almost hot to touch, waiting to be attended to, so needy. Just like him.
You swipe his tip, collecting his pearl of pre-cum gently. âJesus f-fuck!â Pathetic coarse whines leave his parted lips, he lets you take control, eyes clenched tightly.Â
You give his tip more kitten licks, trying to get your throat ready for his lengthy cock. âJust like that, honey,â He praises with his head thrown back, he avoids looking into your eyes, knowing that the fucked out look on your face as your pouty lips wrapped around his cock would be enough to have him spill down your throat in seconds.
And it would be a bit embarrassing for Steve, to lose his reputation to you in a matter of seconds.
âMoreâŠâ He demands, but you ignore it while you continue your teasing sweet flicks on his tip, feeling him twitch around your tongue. âPretty girl,â He whines and jolts his pelvis for more, desperate and needy. Just where you want him.
âMhmm?â You whine with your mouth full, it sends a rush of pleasure through him, âSuck it, baby,â he whines again, this time pained with need. Your greedy eyes smile up at him and heâs sure you have done something to him.
Because he never wanted to cum this bad before. He wants to wipe that smirk off your face while you gag on his cum, struggling to swallow all of it as it spills down your cheeks, glistening your breasts, ruining that gloss forever, and instead, you walk around with his semen all over your face and lips.
It pulls a twisted groan out of him, you make him feel so perverted and he canât fucking help himself. You finally accept his pleas, and with one glorious tug, you finally wrap your lips around his cock, fully, getting teary-eyed each time you try to take more of his flesh.
Steve canât help himself, his head is dipped down, and he immediately feels his balls ache at the visual of you, crystal tears staining your cheeks, and even then, that lewd look did not leave your eyes.
âF-fucking slut, just like that,â His groans are uncontrollable, hips bucking further into your mouth. You donât let him yank you by your hair, just yet. You let your mouth adjust to him, sucking him deep and tight.Â
âSuch a good girl, suckinâ my cock with all she has, mmpf.â His praise has your core clenching, damn him.Â
He admires your pouty lips fully wrapped around his flesh, sucking and hollowing your cheeks as you wail for him, âShit, shit, baby, l-look so pretty with my cock down your throat, mmhmmâŠâ He coos, words incoherent.
âWill look even prettier with my cum shooting down that throat, isnât that right, angel?â You hummed in agreement, looking up at him with your dark, hooded gaze, an unintentional grin playing on your lips.
He mumbled a string of curses, praising you, worshipping you. You continued your stroke on his base harshly, working the head with your tongue, a new angle that had him go absolutely insane.Â
âMmmhmm, need your cum, Stevie.â You mumbled, momentarily letting your hand do all the work before you dove back in, taking his stiff cock deep in your throat, he had been struggling before, but your words were his last straw.
Because it was exactly what he fucking wanted, owning your mouth, and fucking it with ease.Â
His palm turned into a fist the second he held your hair, yanking it down as he pushed you further down on his cock, enjoying the way it hit the back of your throat, you gagged around it, all teary and Steveâs head fell back in pure ecstasy. âY-yes, yes, fuck!âÂ
âGonna cum, baby, mmmpf, god-â He panted, his cock twitching more and more you sucked on him.
âGonna fuckinâ s-shit-â He shuddered, thighs shaking while your throat continued to squeeze the tip of his cock, and once you gave his balls some more attention, he knew he was a goner.Â
âFuckinâ give i-it to you,â He barely let out when his eyes glued shut together, almost rolling to the back of his head when you gagged around his cock, with a glorious groan of âFuuuuuck!â Steve came in your mouth, hips still bucking into your throat as a spurt of his warm load spilled down your throat, coating it nicely.Â
You only let go of his softened cock with a âpop!â sound once you made sure you sucked him dry, swallowing all of it while Steve watched you with such a dazzled look that it almost made you want to do more with him. But, no. This had been enough.
You enjoyed his salty taste in your mouth and the way his fingers and mouth worked inside of you. And that was enough for you. For now.
âJesus fuckinâ Christ,â He grumbled a chuckle that had you grinning and winking at him. God, men really were easy. One blowjob and Steve was already looking at you like you were the most precious thing in his life.Â
You had to go easy on him, tell him that you werenât going to let him fuck you.
Because you got what you wanted, an orgasm, and the reputation of fucking âKing Steveâ, everyone would be gossiping about the two of you by now, it was a matter of time before that douchebag found out.
He tried to pull you in for a kiss, but you were quick to dodge it, getting up from the softness of the bed with a groan while Steve curiously eyed you.Â
His brows were quick to pinch together, watching the way you easily slipped your tight dress on your body while you admired yourself in the mirror. Rubbing your lips together to fix your gloss, fingertips cleaning over the smeared mascara running down your cheeks.
âW-what are you doing?â He inquired, his face quick to fall down.Â
You shrugged nonchalantly, âI want to go dance,â brows then raised in excitement âOoohh! Maybe I could get some more weed, have you seen Munson around?â You questioned, that lustful look still dancing in your eyes.
âUhhhâŠâ he stammered, still confused on what the fuck just happened. âY-yeah I think-â
âThank fuckinâ god!â You hummed with a giggle, rushing over to his side, sloppily planting a kiss on his cheek, all shiny and smeared with his juices.
You were halfway through the door when Steveâs protests stopped you. âWait, wait, wait!â He straightened up, softened cock and all, his glistening chest was begging to be touched, but as you decided, not today.
âWhat the fuck? I thought-â
âWhat?â You asked cluelessly, brows raised.Â
âWe were just getting started, angel,â He tried, but his voice wasnât as arrogant or confident as it was before, and it took you so much to not let your lips twitch into a smirk.Â
One orgasm and he was already broken? Steve was fun to play with it. Â
Your giggle at him wouldâve felt mocking if you didnât do it so prettily, Steve just watched in awe.Â
The poor boy.Â
âYou didnât think it would be that easy, would you?â You tilted your head with a pout. Oh, you were good, he had to give you that.
Because once he literally got a taste of you, he wasnât going to stop.Â
His lips kissed his teeth, it was surely hypocritical of him to think this was unfair since thatâs what he always did to other girls.Â
âButââ
âSee you around, pretty boy,â you cooed, throwing a wink toward his way, and shutting the door with that. Leaving Steve all alone.Â
He had never felt this way before. The way his cock twitched just the thought of you again had his mind flooding, you used him, gave him the best fucking head of his life, and then left.Â
Maybe this game wouldâve pissed him off if someone else did it to him, if it was any other girl he wouldâve lost interest, thinking she was trying too fucking hard, but it was you.
And all it did was drive Steve crazier, and make the chase all the more fun, and Steve was nothing, if not persuasive.Â
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Me: I think id want to know someone that's mutually obsessed with me... Like I am with them
Oliver: ok... Well then you can meet people, that's very easy!
Me: uh.... Ok
Oliver: yeah I mean your courses, the people there do have the same diagnosis like you so they might think the same way as you?
Me: mmm.... I dont think... I dont know how I think is normal even among people with my diagnose
Oliver: um, okay. Why?
Me: because of how I think of other people... Or other people I like rather
Oliver: yeah, well that's not... Unusual. I mean you want to be around people you like so you obviously think good about them?
Me: mmm, yeah but I don't think... You'd want to know how I think about others
Oliver: why? Now I want to know
Me: no, I don't think you do...
#miranda talking shit#He said id have to come up with an answer tomorrow and im like uh... Im going to freak out this man so badly....#How do i explain my mind is 10-20% concentrating on whats being said and the remaining is usually ju st...#And clusterfuck of mental hearts and me going 'theyre so cute. I love them. Their smile is adorable. I love them. Their voice is so lively.#I love them. They are so good to me im so lucky. I love them' like. Genuinely thats at least half what's in my mind when i talk with people#I like. Its similar to my... Crush mental headspace except then im also super embarrassed and self conscious. Thats how i know when i have#A crush vs i dont. But i... Am fairly sure most people dont think that actively at all times while talking to their friends.#The people i think less that way about is probably LinnĂ©a but still i have 10% of my mind going that way as well#This mind of mine is mainly why i can believe that i am in someway a bit in love with all my friends. Because my mind just... Without me#Controlling it thinking that way. Its like an... Shitty snapchat filter over their faces with pink edges and words and sentences going up#Aboht how i cherish them and little hear emojis flying around them occasionally. Thats how i can best explain it? Its now excatly how it#Visually looks in my head but its how it feels in my mind. I usually just think like. Theyre so cute. I love them. They are so amazing.#I dont think ive actively thought this way.... Always. But since i turned 16-17 its slowly developed and now i am like... Huh... Uh... Mmm#Ive never had anyone else say they think this way of people who they arent... In love with basically but for me its about anyone i care abt#And i... Cant express it bc people would get uncomfortable. Think im in love with them... And then distance themselves etc#Ive noticed i uh.... Let my affection show too much when i speak about others i love to people. So i try to ... Tone it down... But yeah i#For me its natural and it is just how i see and how i think about the people i love but i know saying that to any of them would make them#So uncomfortable. Except maybe Maya bc shes kinda open and accepting and also very loving. And LinnĂ©a wouldn't love it but would#Give a nod and go 'well its part of your package deal (and ive heard you say a lot worse)'#But my guy friends would be like NOOOOOOO wtf đ#Imagine Fabian hearing this? He'd fake his own death and move to another country and start anew
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