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solivagantingrebel · 8 months ago

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Someone bonk me w a newspaper roll I feel so anxious for no reason.

#maybe i need a nap or something #time to sleep ig #ill be back to socialize later #camus muses

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craacked-splatters · 2 months ago

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Still there

@imagionationstation

Ha ha torment >:))

Horrors and angst for the turt >:))

[check out the @mismatchedtwins au for those who want context haha, I'm evil I won't elaborate >:D ]

Anyways I had so much fun drawing that!! I hope u like it IS!!!! Man I love this au, very rotisserie chicken very good. The emotions on that one scene in ch.2 really struck me so I had to do something about it.

Hope ur doing good moot!! I'm only dipping in rn for a sec to put this here. I'll be back after I finally watch the sonic movie lol

Here's some silly doodles 4 ya

And Alt versions too!!

#mismatched twins au #tmnt 2012 #rottmnt #tmnt crossover #rottmnt leo #currently fighting for my life on avoiding spoilers for the sonic 3 movie #im gonna stay away from social media for a while ill be back soon dw!!#IS im shaking u in a box and giving you soup i hope u have a good time these last days of the year #i appreciate YOU🫵 and ur big brain💚 thanks for helping make this year more brighter :))#stay safe guys and see ya later🫡#splatter scribbles

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donaviolet · 6 months ago

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Friendship is the most special thing in the world because no award could be give me bigger happiness than jumping around in my room and smiling because my pookie asked me if I wanted to match pfps

#SHES AMAZING I LOVE HER AHHHHH #I hope we manage to find a cute bsd pfp it would be literally my dream #little vent tw!!#it's been so long since I matched pfps last time was with my ex who started being wayyyyy too weird..#and the other time was with a friend who started ghosting me some months later just because I didnt give her enough adopt me pets or smth 💔#and like. her stopping talking to be literally broke me as a person. it was devastanting for like 13yo me #woahhh thank you k. now I have social anxiety and keep dobting whether people really want me there or not #I still have a sort of love hate relationship w her but like its been over 2 years maybe 3 why do I still care abt it sm :<#especially since our other bestie is wayy more affectionate w k than w me it just makes me feel so weird like im sort of a 3rd wheel #but at least the friend im gonna match with is the sweetest person ever and we can be silly together :333 #unfortunately we only know eachother from a course so we always have to wait 2 weeks to see eachother #and even tho i still see k almost every day shes pretty different now #but ive been feeling so so happy the last few days since school started and im afraid I might go back to being how I was when she returns #because. I bet my two friends will keep being silly together and ill have to sit w my ex again cuz hes still part of our friend group #I mean hes a nice and funny guy but I figured that a relationship wont work with us. I tried it and I just wanna be friends #I have a lot of fun w him but like in a platonic way #and im afraid he still thinks we should be together #meanwhile my besties keep flirting w eachother like??#I mean its pretty funny as a joke but I cant help but feeling kinda jealous especially because I used to have a huge crush in one of them #talked a bit too much ooopssss #Im just trying to move on but I hope k coming back doesnt start everything over again #anyways!! I love my bestie from the course smmmmmm Im still so so happy :D wish we could see eachother more #random stuff #chaos #friendship #violet rambles

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defiledtomb · 10 months ago

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making big strides now that I'm not crippled by pain and wanting to shout it from the rooftops but somehow feeling awful about it because I'm not doing it fast enough. #livelaughlove

#im fraid ill actually never be comfortable flaunting my progress on social media unless deranged via substances or the delerium #of plainly existing with a factory recall brain #anyway i finished the final chapter and made some incredible developmental edits and im kinda sobbing about it. per the usualllllllll #always feeling like the 'i cant hold all these limes'-guy #theres so much left to do and no victory until i have something (incredible and completely flawless) to show. thats a healthy mindset right #im going back to the mines. but if you heard a lil celebratory eep. that was me #adding delete later as a failsafe because even this vulnerability feels like an involuntary alien probe. GAH.#FRUSTRATION AND JOY AND ANGER AND HOPELESSNESS AND ALL OF IT LIKE POCKETSAND IN YOUR EYES

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st4rstudent · 7 months ago

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Btw sorry for not getting to asks and drawing lately, I've been busy for almost the whole past week. hangs my head low

#clemramble #last week I was stuck on dog watching duty for 3 days which doesnt sound bad #until you realize one of them is like 16 years old and losing control of certain body functions. old age and all you know the drill #and then right after i was done iwas sent to my grandmothers and ive been doing stuff with her #so whenever i am online its like snrrk mimimimi ... i tried to draw yesterday but almost nothing came out right #but rest assured. i will get to work sooner or later.#i usually dont apologize for inactivity since a.) i have a life outside of social media and b.) i put my trust that you all #also understand that and wont start sending pitchforks and fire in my inbox #likewise i try not to publicly talk about my life in greatdetail but what harm could it hurt for you all to know i have an old dog.#ANYWAYS ENOUGHOF THAT #i will get back on that grind soon... even if its just sketches #just have to wait for that rest period to get over . i DESPERATELY need to work on my askblog.#i did not forget about it im just conflicted bc i want to use the new brush but the canvas is too small for it so im trying to find alts #...or else ill have to redraw the entire background . shudders. gets scared

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alpinelogy · 1 month ago

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#my friend has yet to text me back for if were doing anything tonight and im just... i technically got invited by another friend to go #out with them but that would be somewhere in town and i sorta wanna be near my parents place for midnight but at the same time i dont #wanna be at my parents place cause last year it was just awful and like... i wanna be with friends not with parents but the one who #i always celebrated with is ignoring me and its so stupid cause i saw her last week and she was so gun ho about doing something #before i go back abroad but now suddenly shes ignoring me and its just :/// shes the social one and when i ask if she wants to do anything #she just ghosts me and idk. she wanted to get the whole childhood friend group back together but apparently not enough #like... the five of us used to celebrate nye together it would be nice but apparently no one else gives enough shit :///#i guess ill just... stay home or something cause i really dont feel like celebrating anywhere far #its also so stupid cause literally last week us and her bf joked about how it was because of them that i got drunk for the first time #several years ago on nye. like theyre the ones who got me drunk for the first time and its a funny story for all of us and nye #with them has always been nice but apparently only i care enough or something. she cannot even be arsed to say no apparently :///#delete later

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calbeloved · 3 months ago

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the mortifying ordeal of having to text people back or whatever people say

#i am..... once again stressing too much #i have people who i have not texted back in literal WEEKS (and theyre still activly messaging me anyways)#its. scary #i always tell myself “oh yeah ill reply later” and then its been 2 days and now its awkward and id have to explain myself #and then its been 3 weeks #uh #sorry to everyone about that #it will happen again. its happening rn #....i know nobody im close with would judge me for that but. ough. social interaction. someone get me out of here. can we bring letters back

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gingerwerk · 1 year ago

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Finally seeing the gaslight anthem tonight 😎

#sometimes you decide not to go to a concert for a fav band by yourself.#because you’re extemely depressed and socially anxious and assume you’ll have another chance #and then a few months after the missed concert you find out the band broke up and you decide to be mad at yourself for not being brave #and going to the concert to yourself #and then sometimes 9 fucking years later you’re stuck in traffic on your way home from work and get an email #and learn on a random Tuesday that the band not only is back together but they’re coming to your town #and now you’re able to correct your fuck up because mental illness made you miss out

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waloeders · 6 months ago

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i forgot to share the funniest fake twt of uv hold on.

#jupiter.speaks #👤.ultraviolet #.fake texts #.asktotag #> ive decided that uv n everyone gets to have social media i think its funny. and it fits them #> thsi was inspired by that guy who was like ill deactivate when nobara comes back lol. *7hrs later* why is everyone tellin me to deactivate #> LIKE THE SAME 24HR PERIOD?? FR?? AHSBJDNDKD

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milktian · 7 months ago

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there's not enough discussion about how being excluded from social activities during primary school severely fucks up your ability to make friends and how, when you do make them, you think friends perceive you

#thinking back its insane how alone i was like #the person i would consider my best friend had a whole other social circle #and i was just. ok. with being “that guy from the class that i speak to”#and it was only really halfway through 2nd year college that i had people to speak to at lunch #cause i'd always just eat in the english classroom #and then in uni it took until end of first year to have a friend group cause i assumed i wasnt wanted #and i was completely fine with that #like i was prepared to go into second year without a real friend group #and im being so real when i say this tracks back to primary #ill delete this later cause it is mildly venty but #i wanted to get it off my chest #shouting into the void if you will #🥛ramble

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brokenyouth · 2 years ago

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i havent been online much lately anyway but i still felt like i had to let the few of you who care know that i will be taking a hiatus from every social media and messaging app ever not bc i want to but bc i dont have much of a choice since my phone is fully dead (since this morning) and my computer HAS BEEN dead since last year (or so). anyway take care

#I went more in detail in twitter #But i guess ill come back when i can afford any of those things again rip #Whicj seems imposible for the time being #And it sucks ass #Idc about not using social media buy #BUT without my books or fanfiction or youtube videos to distract myself..#I fear for my mental health a little #But it's fine whatever. See you later #txt

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yooniesim · 2 years ago

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One day I will edit and post my gameplay pics 🤔

#ceci speaks #text #nonsims #delete later #today is not that day #hasjskdk #also im behind on replies again #my social spoons are..... low #but just know if u ever comment on my posts or interact with me i love u seriously #im just really bad at social interaction sometimes #💜💜💜#ill be back soon #i say as if i ever really left

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relto · 1 year ago

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beats depression with a stick. fuck you fuck you fuck you

#tütensuppe #literally i will sit with the most excruciating painful misery for days and not notice anything wrong #'nothing matters and everybody hates me for existing so i should just die also this is a normal and reasonable way of thinking'#then i catch it and course correct #2 days later its back at it when my guard is down again!#ill have a few days to decompress now i hope it helps some #since this seems to get worse after social contact lmao

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#just turning over the idea of executive functioning issues in my head part by part. impulse control. im extremely tightly controlled. im the #best at control. the only times im impulsive is when someone asks me something and my brain doesn't work well in the moment so i tend to b #like fuck it: says something that might fuck me over later bc im like whatever itll prob b fine lol. but mostly not an issue. emotional #control. i dont lash out at ppl except myself i guess. ill sometimes have freak out meltdowns bc i get so frustrated with myself plus mood #weirdness. so not great. flexible thinking. im pretty rigid. if plans randomly change theres like a 1 in 3 chance ill freak out and start #crying and it takes me a long time to adjust to the idea that i have to chsnge something. and things tend to have to b a certain way #not for any reason in particular. thats just how it has to b. i have to eat the same foods. operate at the same times. do thr same things.#thats just how it is. and i find it difficult in social situations to adapt to the flow of convention bc its like but we're talking abt thi #now but something just interrupted and we aren't going abck to that thing. i dont make it other ppls problem but its uncomfortable for me.#working memory. my memory is pretty fucked. self monitoring. im good at that. too good. im pathologically self reflective. planning &#prioritizing. i can plan but i cant prioritize for shit. i will spiral for hours doing nothing bc i can't decide what comes 1st.#task initation. im good at torturing myself into getting things done but i anxiously avoid a lot of things but once i start its like: im in #this mode now. no i cant fucking stop i need this to b done. i need to sit here and finish it otherwise i wont come back to it. i cant do #moderation its all or nothing. all school and nothing outside of that. cant send mail. cant clean sink. i see it and kno i need to do it an #then i just walk away from the disaster area. organization. is ok. it looks a disaster but i only exist in like 3 places so i dont lose #things often but i dont remember where i put things once i put them down i have to deduce where i would have put it. does that paint the #picture of executive functioning issues or rigid and restrictive compulsive behavior paired with self destructive impulses leading to #absolute mental exhaustion which is y things arent getting done? could b either or both. idk my ability to do things 95% of the way and wal #away leaving a mess that ill never come back to strikes me more as the former but what do i #still its worth considering bc i do have an amazing to control myself in a way that's completely out of my control. maybr my start/stop #switch is just fucked idk. slow down and reorient says my counselor u never stop to rest. shes right but also im a grad student stopping #would mean death u gotta keep swimming and doing more than u should. thats how it is #but im so tired and i only get more and more tired. so somethings gotta give eventually #unrelated #i forgot focus. my focus is good sometimes and sometimes my brain is moving too fast and i cant focus at all. its static #but focus is not a thing i cna control

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loverdotpng · 2 years ago

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Finally made a S/I for Sae

#no I don't actually now the plot enough yes I made use of the little info I have #I was thinking abt the whole fourth wall breaks and decided my SI would be like. the player #their career makes it so they're home very often and are available to play almost all the time kjhgfghjk #they don't leave their apartment very often and do not socialize unless necessary so they rely on the game for comfort #They struggle w mental illness so they find it difficult to manage relationships irl #current lore is that they get ise/kai'd on their way back from the grocery store #so neither of them are alone anymore. they have each other now #I think Sae had definitely broken script within that time (not that my SI noticed). possibly almost constantly #at least in one-on-one conversations. he really felt like something was there even though he knew it was a game #Tag later #My art #My content #Phoenix.txt #💻#img

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acmeofficial · 2 years ago

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#GIVEDEVINEAUXHISOWNACCOUNT2023

Ok. Ok. I know this sounds crazy but listen. Think about how much more recruits you could get, attracted (not in nessessarily in that way guys hold on) by the ridiculous and not doubt entertaining posts he could release. Think about the sheer raw entertainment.

he shoved me in a fucking closet two minutes ago anonymous the only thing he might attract are lawsuits

-z

#hey! normal social media agent back again #i for one think it would be hilarious so I'll ask chief about it. maybe later though because he has not had a great track record recently #but ill advocate for you friend #givedevineauxhisownaccount2023 #acmeofficial #acme carmen sandiego #carmen sandiego #carmen sandiego 2019

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