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Ambiguously aged blonde men...save me ambiguously aged blonde men...
#yes im a simp for both#im fairly sure theyre both adults tho#cuz for lou: what kid has a shirtless picture of themselves riding a horse?#ik its to show his ego or whatevs but yk#also i USED to be a simp for pity-kun from gloomy bear cuz i always thought of him as an adult with a simple artstyle but um. yeah. idk i#think he looks too much like a kid now. especially becuz somebody compared him to shapey. so. yeah.#lou uglydolls#uglydolls#hermey#hermey the elf#rudolph the red nosed reindeer#hermey rudolph#uglydolls 2019#ugly dolls#simp
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Kryptonian Biology Prompts #1
Due to the combination of the facts that Clark’s heart canonically thrums rather than beats and his voice has been mentioned to have a resonant quality to it (generally by Bruce).
I propose that evolutionarily Kryptonian have some form of their anatomy that connects their heart to their vocal cords, causing their voice to automatically “hum” whenever they speak, think evolutionary wackery akin to the laryngeal nerve in giraffes.
Thankfully, it could likely be written off as a naturally gravely or raspy voice that would decrease during times of lack of physical duress.
While this means that Kryptonian’s could theoretically purr, it also means they would only do so when under extreme amounts of duress or physical exertion as their heartbeat would need to rise above normal levels to cause their vocal cords to thrum without also speaking. As a result, it could only be heard in circumstances where a Kryptonian is horribly injured & near death or is exhausted & out of breath (a Very difficult feat.)
#clark kent#superman#dc#dc comics#writing prompts#dc prompts#bones prompts#billy’s prompts#ik this isn’t a very large genre of kryptonian fics for whatever reason#but I feel like it should be. there’s so many funky ideas to explore & ways a kryptonian could subtly function differently than a human#or at least externally. we got no fuckin clue what their internal process is and I think it’s fucking neat as hell#if anyone writes smth based off these please do tag me so I can see what comes out of this possibly#imma start with simple additions or subversions on the typical kryptonian biology troupes then proceed to go buckwild
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I'm in bed being good but I can't wait to get up and draw more tomorrow. spins
#i have been really enjoying making art lately#ik it isnt like. ''''''technically good''''''' or whatever im still learning etc. but its fun and thats the Point#plus the only way to improve is to practice so. i continue.#ive said this before but i really didnt realize just how depressed i was. i thought i had just changed as a person#i literally thought i just was incapable of making art anymore and was like well guess i have to accept this.#like a whole personality change. its insane. years i was like that and didnt realize and it could have been as simple#a fix as just switching my medication around. godddddddd#its nice to be Me again. i havent felt like myself literally since like. 2020...2021...?#anyways night time tumblr tags journal over i go to sleep#i will see you all in the morning sleep well and ily <3
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like i wouldnt mind like. Not having new linear games post 5 its judt that sims 4 wasnt even supposed to Be The Sims 4 it was a last minute pivot and the base code is so outdated and was broken On launch so like. i just wish we could have the final actual sims game be like. one that was always intented to be a major sims release AND be intended to be so long term . yk
#i dont even want like. Ooh major graphical updates whatever if sims 5 was announced and they looked photorealizstic id hurl i wouldnt play#it#my ideal would ig be sims 4 with a touch more realism style wise. if this makes sense#like its a bittt too cartoony for me but i like the like. Clay hair or whatever SJFNFJ. and i think having it be simple in basegame means#you can customize it easier + itd run better on more pcs#so im fine eith that. i would nottt want it more cartoony#i also like. I understand the sims is like. an all ages game i do sometimes wish that the animations in 4 were a bit toned down#like i dont mind silly goofy wacky stuff i think its fun and like. The sims has always been a bit sillay yk. but the overexaggerated#animations r sometimes like -_-.... to me. but thats personal preference#IDK. the tags that show up when i type idk r so funny. do i ever know anything. sources say no#BUT ya i just rly wish like. if this is what they wanna do i wish theyd give us One more full game give it lots of time and love and rly rly#focus on having it excel at like. being this partnof the sims#since they wanna have like. Other sims games that have online features and multiplayer and everything. they could use that to make sure that#ts5 was Rly solid as a foundation and as like. ykwim..... they could plan updates for the future And dlc or whatever and i just think itd be#a better move than trying to make sims 4 happen#bc i judt dont think With all the updates in the world. sims 4 wont ever be like. what it couldve been. yk. i just dont think you can make#it work without Fullllyyyy just starting over.#and at this point with like..so many modders and stuff and everything and how much dlc there is thatd be impossible Esp if they keep#releasing new stuff which. They will ^_^#idk. im excited for some other lifesim games im keeping my eye out#but i rly do love the sims and i just wish that it could be as good as it could be. It has such a huge budget and team and like. if ea would#stop just trying to make as much money as possible off it i feel like they could make Such an amazing game. not to put down indie gamedevs#at all the games jve been looking at look Incredible like.. yk. but the fact those games are so good eith FAR smaller teams and budgets is#like. imagine what we could have if the sims had that amt of care and time put into it.#but whatever whatever whatever. sorry im just rambling#again ik what i would want from my platonic ideal of a sims game isnt what everyone would eant#but idk. i feel like another good step might be like. making the other sims games more available and updating them so they run better on#modern pcs. but i dont think thatll ever happen DNDNFJFNFN.
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Grave of the fireflies
logged into netflix and saw that they added grave of the fireflies. I am not ready to be hurt, destroyed, painfully reminded of the mortality of our being like that again. it's been 3 years since I first saw it and I am still not ready. but curiosity prevails.. I want to watch it again. Even if I know it will make me so very sad.
#grave of the fireflies#grave of fireflies#ホタルの墓#ホタルの嫁入り#idk if i did this right#eh whatever#this movie shaped me#my simple minded 20 year old self wasn't ready when I saw grave of the fireflies for the first time and I cried sm#I really remember what I was doing at the time I finished it...#I was searching for another show to drown out the sadness. but the sadge was relevant and important for my growth.#everyone shouls watch this movie called grave of the fireflies#it was beautiful#it was devastating#it was instrumental to my life#it taught me the importance of love for my family n siblings#ily sibs!!! Even tho ik you arent on tumblr or at least prolly arent#i love you and you are my dear family#my siblings
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Everyday I am woken up from slumber and faced with the reality that I will never have what others have in my life
#peaches posts#I blocked someone today who was talking about transitioning like it was easy as just#asking#ik it’s really like jealous or whatever of me but I just. it hurts or smth lol#my favorite form of envy. seeing people live a life so much better then I’ll have and get what I’ll never get and realizing fuck#I’m stuck like this#how can you be so happy. it’s unfair? why can’t I be happy why can’t I have wht you have#I just want to be able to complain about simple things. I just want things to be happy and GOOD.#for once don’t I deserve it?#vent post#do not reblog
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i think it's long past time that people accept that some of us are not meant to have random jobs just to make money.
#i really truly am holding out for my first job to actually be something related to screenwriting bc i genuinely#GENUINELY think it would be like. mental health bad to have one that's not?#i hate when i get pressured to get a job bc it's like. it's that simple to YOU. i however have enough struggles w/o a job#i really don't think people understand that i NEED to be able to dedicate large amounts of time to my hyperfixations#especially if i'm ever meant to make it in a job i DO like#i just don't think i'd end up in a good place mentally in a pissy job i don't like on top of school work#i think it's asking for trouble#rambling#especially bc most of the jobs for me rn are people facing and that's like. LOL please no.#like hashtag first world problems or whatever ik ik but it's so unhelpful to pressure me like congrats you have now put me off even more
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starlight by weezer is such a post-doomsday tenrose song... every time I listen to it I just see ten curled up on her bed in the TARDIS desperately clutching at something of hers
#or putting on a brave face pretending everything is fine when it's SO Not Fine. expecting to see her around every corner but never doing so#probably also rose pov but I thought of ten first so the post is about him#sorry to put weezer on ur feed but also I'm not at all#it's such a simple song. it's sooo simple. I love it. oh. so them#I lovee seeing song posts I love MAKING song posts I simply cannot help myself#honestly the more I listen to the green album the more ways I try and connect it to timepetals#I just love this album. and I love them. so why not! lol#ik ninerose is 1940s swing and tenrose is 1970s punk rock but I AM sticking both of them into...#well whatever the fuck weezer is#ANYWAYS#timepetals#tenrose#tenth doctor#rose tyler#doctor who
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standing here in my star-patterned bathrobe holding a stylus while inscribing something onto my computer. it's wizard time baby
#just me hi#my mom came into the room n saw me doing all that + starting laughing and saying 'you look like a wizard' so i have achieved the Pinnacle#of my existence hhvsbhhfsv#my n my starry bathrobe on our way to cast spells (writing in a language no one can understand (regular handwriting) and portraying strange#otherworldly begins (drawing wet cat OCs))#/i should draw this though because it Is kind of silly now that i think about it#i'm a wizard >:3 my potions are store-bought and taste like cherry dr perpper and my spells are free from my brain#my runes? uhhh have you ever heard of drawing warmups ??#i lay out simple curses and it's words that make no sense and characters i actually talk about in secret like a little troll forgetting#other people can hear it Hfbhsv#my tower is whatever i'm standing on at the moment. which is a kneeling pad rn Lol :3#//which btw kneeling pads are Awesome for nearly everything#Except for sitting because everything will still hurt and maybe More than it did before Lmaooo#but like after a bit of standing it Sucks standing up and the kneeling pad is really good at helping me redistribute the weight doing that#ik it's better to stand than to sit but dude it blows so much harder hfhsbvhf#i am taking damage on all sides and with nearly every method but oh!! i will find a proper system well enough !!!#//anyway i think i want to get a wizard hat now lol :3#maybe a blue one!! i like blue :>>#//yea though i'm almost done with this ref!! !!!!#love it when things go smoothly. wheeee :D#i gotta add a couple things and then colour + shade + effects cuz i'll Die without my effects hfvbsh#really i learned how to do that little glitch thing and now i just can't go back lol :>#trying out new ways + new layer settings all the time so ~!~#//but YEA gonna get to that and then other things and stuffs!! you know :3#so tooooodles ~+~ !!
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is literally anything better than an employer emailing YOU asking YOU if you want to work for them and offering TWENTY AN HOUR plus every benefit known to man?
#i love having a good resume#takes 99% of the work out of it#i dont even have to apply to jobs i have employers offering me the position outright#and im not even that qualified to work with kids#im like the most unqualified#i was like hell fucking yeah im interested in this position SIGN ME UP for 20 an hour hell fuckign yes#five days a week full time?? fuck yes i will#besties i cannot recommend making your resume according to ATS standards enough. most of you have incredible resumes and qualifications#but the employers simply cannot see it and youre being filtered out by the ai program they use#ik a lot of resume templates use double columns but DO NOT use columns. keep it simple. one column no extra colors or formatting.#and write DETAILED descriptions of everything you are responsible for. Make sure you use common key words that work for all jobs as well as#specialized keywords for any niche roles you want to go in to.#put whatever youre most confident in at the top.#like i am absolutely not qualified and i do not have work history (literally one job in my life) but simply bc my resume is made for ats#i get these emails ALL the time.
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glaring at the arsenal. bro what are you doing
(precision intensify is being A Lil Bitch on exalted weapons. only tested on titania and wukong but the bonus Does seem to apply In Practice but the arsenal doesn't actually display that. didn't have the spoons for more testing. most definitely do not have the spoons to test the claim that specifically on mesa it only applies 45% instead of 90% for some reason)
#chatter tag#ik its not even a good mod for wukong but he was next on the list and hes easy to test with#i just wanna use this mod on titania tbh. dex pixia go brr#still trying to make her as sp viable as i can bc oh shit i actually like her#the mesa one would probably require me to record and look through frame by frame and i do Not wanna deal with that#how the fuck does ken do this i test one very simple thing and immediately need to lie down#(tbf my brain extremely does not work with math)#(i still need to draw the X to make sense of fuckin. whatever its called. directly proportional number pairs#where one value is missing. my brain just does not work without the visual component)
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**KISSES THEM BOTH AND PICKS THEM BOTH UP OFF THE GROUND
#ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙#tape entry circa 1980#I WAS ABLE TO LIFT THEM BOTH UP OFF THE GROUND IN MY ARMS IN A DREAM SO THATS REAL NOW HFJDSK#i love them SOO SOOO SOO SO SO SO SOSOSOSOSO MUCH#every day i think of them and long for them#i just long for a happy life w them both... i want the simple things so badly tbh i want to fall asleep and wake up next to them every day#to make food for them and to cook together to go grocery shopping and running errands just whatever as long as its w them#there is beauty in everything even in the simple even in the ugly... and w them that beauty is so blindingly there at all times#i want to experience every little thing w them and be comforted by them and for them to comfort me too...#like when i broke the first elo album i ever owned and just BROKE down crying about it because of how important it was to me#and they went out immediately to try to find another first pressing to replace it#idk i just keep thinking about them and i keep feeling so sad because im not w them#the thought i could ever be w/o them makes me feel such deep dread that it makes me nauseous like ik i wouldnt be able to live w/o them#theyre my everything my life my loves my truest soulmates#id do anything to be home w them in the 80s to go on our rollerskating dates and to browse music for hours and hangout at the mall#idk i just cant stop thinking i just cant... i just love them more than life itself#i think everything in this world has beauty in it but when it comes to min and ryan its like nothing can even hold a candle to them#if the world is beautiful then they are ethereal#i was playing my guitar for a few hours today and just couldnt help but wonder if my min and ryan are proud of me...#if im... enough for them i guess#i havent been playing my whole life like they have so i feel like i cant match up... but ik they love me#and ik im good enough for the band and they would reassure me over and over of that#i just kinda wish they could love and reassure me in person#and then we could play and sing together :"-] id love to hear our voices together... i think my voice would go so perfectly w theirs
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wanting to start taking care of myself better but not wanting 8000 products and i just need somebody to explain to me like im dumb bc i never rly learned abt anything regarding taking care of appearance or hygiene (other than like. Shower is good and wash your hands KDNTJFN) i just dont know what all is like. actually necessary and what isnt and what is in some cases but not all and etc
#ive gathered ummm. i have a facewash i should get a moisturizer and maybe an exfoliating brush thing is good ?#and hair is where its scary bc i just do shampoo and conditioner and also this is extra hard bc i have trouble showering regularly bc of all#of thing so im like. i guess i need to get that in order rly before i start trying to figure out everything else#but jaircqre stuff scares me do i Need a dry conditioner or does hair corporation just want me to have dry conditioner. do i need serums or#is this fake..you.know#and i dont want a Routine thats like 800000 steps i need something simple that will make me feel nice and not take 8000 hours and i wont die#and esplode if i miss like. a day#whatever... and ik a lot of it is just trial and error and stuff which is why this was one of the things i was putting off til i have my own#job and such . i just dont know where to begin bc like. like how am i supposed to know What kind of moisturizer i should get for my skin#and it just says like Oh well just get one and then see how your skin reacts if x do a if y do b but like moisturizer is expensive isnt it#nd i Have my bday money to spend on it but still what do i do if like. the moisturizer i buy doesn't work and then i just have a whole thing#of moisturizer that doesnt work for me . i guess id offer it to annie or lampstie or mother or father or something but i dont know. i dont#have anybody else i could give it to and i dont Know what type skkn i have bc i dont understand#ig its dry i domt think its particularly pily#i have acne pretty much always its not super severe but i would like it gome forever and such#i need to get back on testosterone. Aughh its everything#its just hard bc trying to fjnd anything abt it is like the equivalent of just saying Show me every single advertisement im like how do i#make my hair look nice and every result is like HERES THE 8000 REASONS WHY YOU NEED TO TRIM YOUR BALLS HAIR OR YOURE GOING TO HELL! and its#like okay. um. scroll to next result YOU NEED THESE 293748484 CREAMS AND TINCTURES AND OINTMENTS OR YOURE A HIDEOUS PIG! okay. um. oink?
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ik we talk about "karma" in the sense of "whatever you do will come back to bite you", but in a more realistic sense it just means action. every action has a reaction, etc. which is why its incorrect to blame your god/gods for the way you're mistreated in life bc 1. everyone has free-will and 2. they dont have control over the wheel of karma (at least not in hinduism), so when you're mistreated, you shouldn't ask "what have I done to accrue karma in the form of mistreatment" you should ask "why do these people suck so much", lol. it's not your god/gods punishing you, its other people exercising their free will and choosing to use it in a way that makes them suck as human beings 🤷 dont let people get off the hook by blaming the gods or some sort of nebulous "karma" you cant pin down, blame the people for being pieces of shits, dont let them think they're not actors in this and are just dutifully mistreating you on behalf of the laws of karma, bc they aren't, thats not how karma fucking works.
#yes yes ik i engage in 'ur gonna get ur karma' thought and 'why r u doing this to me god' thoughts too but thats like. an emotional response#its not the intellectual side of my brain speaking that knows better#its the emotional petty child in me that hates people and life that's speaking lol#if anything- with regards to karma- aka action- the only thing you should be asking yourself is 'what steps have i taken to end up in this#situation' and sometimes you didn't do shit wrong and other people just suck and they'll get negative shit for it too later#i do think 'whatever you do will come back to bite you' is true in a philosophical sense and maybe a bit in a metaphysical sense#but i dont think its always that clear or easy.#like sometimes my 'karma' is stepping on plastic water bottles or whatever other crap is on my floor bc i did the lack of action of cleanin#it up. its not that deep. sometimes its Just That.#i think karma can encompass both 'things you do will come back to you' and just simply 'action' but everyone only things its the first#when im p sure that wasnt even the original understanding of it? but maybe im wrong...#from what i gather 'what goes around comes around' wasnt the original meaning.#i think 'what goes around comes around' can stand on its own without having to be labeled karma all the time bc then ppl act like#*thats* the only karma that exist and then you end up in a thought loop about everything like 'what could i have possibly done to deserve#this' when maybe you didnt even do anything *wrong* per se you just made a poor choice#its a lot more simple than the metaphysical way people make it out to be. yes obviously everything you do something will react.#you engage in this world and the world reacts. naturally. sometimes it can be a grander 'karmic justice' thing but sometimes#you move your muscles to pick up a water bottle and a water bottle is picked up yaknow sdhjgfdshjgsd#dont get lost thinking everything is some sort of divine punishment ig is what im saying.#bc i have been there. bc some things i genuinely seriously ///cannot/// fathom why it happened to me.#also? sometimes its not your karma. sometimes how you're effected is someone elses karma.#like claiming to love something yet letting it wither and die...
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..I wish I knew how artists are like. Able to do simplistic doodles of their chars that still somehow look nice bc anytime i try something simplistic its like my mind goes "fuck no tf are you doing" & I just. cannot.
#ishtar rambles ;#its just a thought bc ik friends do doodles sometimes that are not like complex or anything & im like “how”#somehow i excel at detail. but when it comes to simplifying? I die#but this for some reason seems standard for me?#like... complicated shit i somehow am able to do better. but when it comes to something simple I sit there como una pendeja all like '?????#me in pharmaceutical math able to do the more complicated shit with ease but then you hit me with the 'business math' of pharmacy which is.#money related stuff. that should be simpler compared to say alligations or whatever. & i just. struggle.
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Sometimes I feel like some things are about me like u usually never tell me youll reply later esp after idk 8pm. So why now? So random. Usually you just roll over, next day, next moin, new chance to reply or not. Most often not anyway unless i repeat.
But again ppl tend to think in ego centric ways and it may just be conceited of me and unreflected to think things r about me at all.
#Her#Ik i dont play that big of a role in your life#ik ik my place blabla im just a friend blabla#So even less probable its about me right?#being delulu sometimes just gives a nice lil boost tho but at least im aware im delulu right#Lol its just wishful thinking at its best#Shes into other ppl#Lets keep consuming#yuri#instead#Overthinker#I feel like rae from that villainess manga sometimes but im stuck in the first chapter cuz therell never be any progress#The progress thatll hopefully eventually be is transformed love#Things she probably wont ever see#Mine#Just dumb thoughts by a sumbass once again#Theyre fleeting dw cuz im a dumbass#Why would she even tell me shed cam w sb a simple “busy will reply later” wouldve been sufficient#youre caming with sb like ok thank you for the info#Ty for being unusually transparent#Is this part of her changing so much lately? Some growth or sth? Being more transparent n honest w no motive?#Is this my jealous mind overthinking?#Im def not not jelly ig#Urghs i feel pathetic#I might be ye#Argh#Even if it was whatever i thought#I dont like to be played w anyway#Outside the bedroom? Nah thanks#ik ik ik ik ik i try i try i try i try i try i try to be better
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