#idk yall i am so stressed
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#i literally have no idea how to normalize tonight ahead of the huge storms tomorrow lgifejndsksl#it says there is a high risk of severe storms which is terrifying glfkfjfjdh#i think we are going to get absolutely pummeled#and it will likely be widespread so i feel like when we inevitably lose power it will take forever to get it back glfkfjfnd#idk yall i am so stressed#my entire being is telling me that i need to get the fuck out of here but that isnt an option fldkfjd#*dykeposting#negative#delete later
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cutie moments during Ephemeral Gaze soundcheck 😌💘 [240901 WANT / SITA]
#shinee#taemin#lee taemin#shine taemin#ephemeral gaze#sexy in the air#want#dailyshinee#kpopccc#ksoloists#smsource#kpopstages#speakofgifs#wow i haven't giffed in a while i almost forgot how heh~#not gonna lie.. it's been stressing me out. i can't keep up idk how yall gif so quickly :')) but cutie taemin moments are always fun#gotta make something for key's comback or i'll feel like i betrayed him <33 i am SOOOO excited. the concept/album looks and sounds amazing#and the brief sneak-peek i let myself have of his performance of pleasure shop looked so fun! I'm glad he's going party bop. does them well
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pls stop characterizing viktor as angry and violent i s2g fdsgfgdfh
#i just - does half the fandom realize viktor's the most pacificist character in the show...#he doesn't insult people. he never wishes violence on anyone.#i get sad when people draw/write him as insulting jayce or yelling at people or hitting people with his cane#that's literally not who he's shown to be as a fundamental part of his character and his arc#he doesn't lash out. he curls inwards#he's witty and dry and sometimes guarded and stressed because he's literally going through horrible things but he's never violent#he's only shown EVER wanting to help people. make life flourish. grow things. STOP violence#the only time we see him act aggressively is the council room scene for that brief chokehold and again as machine herald in the chokehold#specifically both times as a way to subdue and restrain jayce from hurting him back and hold him in place so he can enact smth#(I still don't think his intent in the council room was to kill jayce. it makes zero sense. and MH was holding him to get him up the tower)#just..................why do you look at this gentle polite fundamentally compassionate character and see someone with a snap temper#while im at it. look i respect yall dom viktor truthers who am i to get in anyone's way but like#there is a big difference between craving control over your own life and circumstances and craving control over others#yes viktor desires control but i just. dont see that translating over. idk. sorry.#which there's a discussion to be had about arcane herald viktor there and the glorious evolution itself#because despite his ascension to godhood he's never actually framed as wanting to be worshipped like a king or a god#ultimately yes he desires to remove control from the human race but... hard to explain but like. he doesn't try to take it for himself?#he thinks he's freeing everyone. not to bow down to him but to find peace and connection with each other and with him#partially because he's so fucking lonely. his ascension is framed as enlightenment not a power grab.#his very evolution framed almost as unwilling. a resignation of a burden he must shoulder to be the one to fix things alone#but of course you have the influence of the power-hungry hexcore at play which distorts viktor's altruistic motives so. there's that.#anyway this is tangential to the main point which simply was 'stop making viktor angry and rude he's literally not like that in canon'
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i just want to be happy by default wo needing meds i just wanna be normal. is that like. too much to ask idfk
#meds arent fucking working anymore#and im stressing abt it bc the psych told me i needed to do a blood test#and i. i didnt do it#for like 3 whole months#bc i am DEATHLY afraid of needles just typing this is making me feel queasy#i need my meds upped but i hopeee he doesnt ufckingng idk SHOOT ME ON SIGHT for not doing the blood test#if he says i still need to do it ill litreally jump off a roof#i have TOO MUCH OCD for bloodwork. and he is treating me. for ocd#i cant fuckign do this yall#im so scared my results will come back and it'll say u have 823489234 diseases u will die in 7 day#minnie post
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artstyle crisis so bad i've resorted to drawing a silly cartoon rabbit on a daily basis
#(i promise I'm not abandoning any fandom i usually post art for-)#idk I'm just struggling so much right now... uni stress is not helping#in any case yall get silly doodles of a little slimeball /aff#THE LU GUANG BIRTHDAY DOODLE IS COMING AROUND THO!!! >:3 nothing much but i am not forgetting my bois day!!!!!!#ariowl's rambles
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#yall i start night shift tonight :S which is whatever but since the days are flipped for me now im having Late Night Thoughts rn at 7 am#and like. its been a year since i cut my hair short (i cut it once more in like march? and then after that i let it grow to my shoulders)#and i so badly want to cut it again tbh but im also v afraid??#bc having long hair is such a bitch to maintain and also its starting to shed more and more#and besides not wanting to have another breakdown over hair loss (i literally was getting bald spots last year bc stress)#plus my curls have p much disappeared w the length. and will probably not show up again until it grows way longer idk why#like depending on the length its either super curly at the front or just plain frizzy and rn its just frizzy and gross#but anyway im afraid to cut it bc its kind of been a security blanket of sorts? like when i had short hair i felt like ppl#treat u differently (and not in a good way)#but at least w long~ hair literally no one pays attention to me (which i enjoy)#idk its just hard. i just want to look handsome again 😭😭 or at least my own version of handsome#i keep telling myself once i get more fit i'll chop it off again but idk if i can wait that long :(#ignore me
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#what if i also am a mess this week 🤩#theres this banner marketing thing we ordered on monday that needed 5 business days and we needed by this monday#production started on it monday and they sent me a link to track progress and shit but the link didnt work#and i tried emailing them abt it and i had to email other ppl but i waited like a few days before doing that and ended up not getting iit#to work or anything and now we need the thing sent to somewhere by tomorrow afternoon#today afternoon lol and like they had the 5 business days they said they took for it so it Should be fine#but i literaly have no idea#bc the fucking progress link wouldnt work#and everyone i emailed to help w it werent responding over the weekend#so like im sending another email tomorrow morning at 8 lol to be like did yall send it pls bc i cant see TT#i feel like it's my fault if it doesnt happen and we wasted many money bc i've been handling the logistics and stuff for this thing#i know it's not rly but also i . couldve done some things earlier#anyway idk im not rly dwelling on that i just feel like#if i go on campus tomorrow and the banner is up im gonna start crying LMFAO#bc this is highkey stressing me out and i like to cry when im stressed 🥳#if it doesnt happen i will also start crying lmfao#i also always be overthinking things and just why cant i . not have such a negative perception of everything i SAY/do woohoo#afterparty for our show but im just crying bc release of this stress while everyone else is drinking#bro im not even nearly the most significant / high pressure board position and im likeeeejgndfndkfdkgdh lol#tbf tho marketing do be . the most during this week ig ;-;#also i need to go to sleep but i dont want to :D am excited for the show this week but i think i am#procrastinating actually having the week start bc it is kinda stresssssfulllllllll lolllllll#manifesting this fucking banner is up tomorrow#i will see it either in the morning idk if they put them up that early or#i guess when i leave the building in the afternoon but also i wont be facing the sign at all#or in the evening ;-; my only two chances to see#altho my friend might text me if she sees it when she goes like later morning i think#anyway *screaming* ran out of tags bye lol#jeanne talks
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Everyone’s talking about came back wrong well what about woke up wrong huh
#it’s like. my version of night rn bc my sleep schedule’s so fucked up#but GOD I am. doing bad yall#think I’m breaking out more cause of stress too#which is ridiculous bc I’m doing barely anything but#god fuck idk#maybe one day I’ll stop feeling like a hopeless fuckup
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#vocaloid miku#rolling girl#ik its the holidays amd everyone is stressed#but holy ass i am barely keeping my nose above the water rn yall#i got hit with an unexpected expense that i REALLY couldn't afford a couple months ago and I've been trying to claw my way back ever since#but i barely have two dollars to rub together to my name rn#as long as literally nothing happens until payday it's a double check week where both jobs come in so that will be a massive lifeline#but idk how I'm gonna scrape rent together at the end of this month and if i have to beg am extension again i might walk into the ocean#so anyway yeah every little bit helps!
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Fuck fucking fucking fukc fuck fuck fuck FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
#somebody shoot me in the foot before i DO IT MYSELF#im kidding. im fine. im not immensely stressed out right now. for absolutely no reason. other than a sick dog and sleep deprivation.#im not fighting the incredibly strong urge to cry#WHAT NOOO WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT#IM NOT#hah#this really is like a diary for me.#i know yall aint reading 😭#but its nice to think maybe one or two people somewhere out there maybe know my struggle and listen to my incoherent ramblings#basically just dont have mutuals at all anymore#i know i am speaking to the void as it were#i say stuff like 'i dont know if you'll read these posts' but its like i know. ik. ikikikik. you arent watching. you arent reading.#not because you dont care#but bc you have shit to work through too#and for probably similar reasons that im not looking at your profiles you also arent looking at mine#also i dont want you to see this truly#i think if i did i would probably send it to you cause we both know im kind of pathetic that way. plus ive said some hurtful things#about you on this blog in the past few weeks#because ITS LITERALLY LIKE MY DIARY#and i do a lot of processing on here. then theres the posts about ykw. it killed me seeing the posts that i saw about him so i dont want to#assume you just wouldnt feel anything similar. maybe not same but similar#so#so ultimately i think id rather you dont see the personal posts on this blog#if only for the sake of your own mental state bc i know how you are and how you drive yourself crazy and i dont want that#jorden speaks#not nsft#delete tag#maybe?#idk this one feels kinda raw
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It's so embarrassing to be in my professors biggest fail class yet but at least I'm not part of the problem
#after our two midterm exams she has been like ''im so concerned about yall ive never seen a class struggle so much with xyz concepts b4''#and now theres a pop quiz every single class and she does routine surveys to determine where things went wrong 😭#idk if she is hazing us or what but she makes it sound like we stand out in a bad way#and she is not a bad teacher either like..... i have an A in this class and i dont work harder than i normally need to for an A#(im not one of those ''its so easy to ace a class i dont even study'' kind of ppl like i do put in effort for it but. its not ball busting)#she also has a lot of experience both in teaching and in nursing like i think she works really hard on her end#so its like.... what da hell is going on with my class#😮💨 i have to not stress about it bc i know that personally i am doing well and she has never approached me privately with concerns#its just nerve wracking like i dont want to be in the ''bad'' class i want everybody to succeed#but some of my classmates have failed out of this program several times before and half of the class skips almost every week#so. what the student doin
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Me reading an OCD symptom: oh whatever I definitely don't have that I never do that!
Me the next day: oh I do this CONSTANTLY OH NO
#yall im incredibly certain i have OCD and ADHD and my ocd keeps getting misdiagnosed as a mood disorder#because i could only describe it through incredibly sudden mood changes#because the thought of my having OCD was never entertained because i dont have the cleaning kind#but i cannot tell you how both relieved and incredibly stressed out i am to learn more about it and watch gaps get filled that ive struggled#with almost my entire life and some of these are uh really hard pills to swallow but#ive always stuck to the belief in that knowing what something is will inevitably lead me to its solutions so#when im finally able to im gonna try to find somewhere to go and see about pursuing this because nothing other than my autism and adhD#has ever made this much sense and really made me be like oh my god is that why i do that is that what this is#maybe i dont even have adhd maybe i just get stuck in ocd loops or something idk#ough#well time to boot up bitch and do what i can
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bus stop crush who has a gf is back :(((
#bus stop crush#chronicle. if you will#also me being stressed out apparently now entails getting zits all over my chin so thats fun. never had achne so idk what thats about#okay so this is a rant now btw#theres a huge sand cloud over the island and thats air pollution apparently and as i am prone to power walk my asthma is back??!!#like i havent had a flair up in.. what 6 years? ive worked on my cardio and over all muscle mass and my asthma is back??!! cruel shit#hmm what else? ive got a paper due the day after tomorrow that ive technically worked on for the better part of this year but#i dont like it#and my ideas have developed and i have new sources and my computer's broke and my crush likes someone else and thats so fucked up#so embarrassing to admit i have been delulu. the delulu memes are about me. and thats embarrassing#uuuugh hows yalls day been?
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This is Isyl, Amryl's sibling!
Originally my plan for Isyl was that Isyl [I haven't decided on pronouns lmao. Leave me alone. Isn't telling me what Isyl is. Isyl exists. Isyl is Durge jkjk ..... Isyl's pronouns are Cleric [of Lathander]!] was that Isyl was either raised by an off-shoot of lawful good/neutral Duerges that learned about Lathander [family members maybe?] or kidnapped by one, so basically kinda cult? BUT THEN I got the idea of Isyl was stolen by the Society of Brilliance.
But then I got this great idea of testing Isyl out as a durge, and now here we are. OG Isyl was very very sweet, despite loss of memories [or maybe because of] -- but duerge's have too many good asshole responses so this might change. IDK we shall see. I haven't played Isyl as much after I decided to shuffle my polyam plans from Isyl to Amryl.
#look at the vein aarms#see what i meant by isyl being stunning too?#i'd say its genetics but --#their mom fed them the best of foods? idek#lotions and potions galore?#oc: isyl shadowhoard#aest: isyl shadowhoard#isyl's romance may be barcus but idk#im not on the barcus train the way some of yall are but i AM on the fuck wulbern train so.#i also like the stress barcus would have with a duergar durge love. he's very loyal tho. so i believe in them#meet my ocs#meet my tavs#bg3 druge#why are isyls eyes like that you ask?#bc i wanted them to be#... isyl is also blind in the right eye#idr what i wrote down was happening with the left#iwerrersa lmao#too many thoughts not enough memory#i think i liked how they MAKE you sorta want to stutter away [well not me. yall. me i think they are beautiful]#and i also liked the idea of one black eye it looks evuhl!~ bbut isyl is Not#... can i play a non-resist durge run? idk maybe one day#og isyl was more gung ho about goodness than kaeliana#for kae its ... complicated#but kae at best would be an antihero while isyl would be hero hero. probably more 'straight' on that path than even adair who is guile hero#material#but idk where isyl will go now!1#we shall seee!#both siblings have freckles. you cant tell on isyl but isyl does. that's four out of seven? nine? idr how many tavs i have that have freckl#black people and freckles agenda
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bleh
#yall im struggling#mental is honestly at an all time low and idk why#is it a) traveling almost non-stop this past week#b) the birthday blues that i always get every year#c) the stress of moving to live completely alone for the first time#d) the stress/conflicting thoughts about starting to study comp-sci vs pursue something i like just for that good comp-sci money#e) the fact that im unsatisfied with my job of 2-years and am considering quitting soon#f) the fact that ive realized im genuinely not the same organized person i was 4 years ago (used to make to-do lists every day)#and now i can barely remember basic tasks (let alone have the energy to write them down)#g) ALMOST FORGOT im doing summer math class and the pace is currently breaking my back#i hate math and science but it pays well and i want to be secure in my future#all the things i love dont pay well (art teacher. musician. being an artist in general.)#anyways plot summary is im stressed and dissatisfied and disappointed but have absolutely. no motivation to fix it bc what's the point#its been so long since ive ranted on here i forgot what I tagged it as ope
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Man I am in such a bad mood rn for no good reason (<- in fact, has a good reason)
#rat rambles#the stress of shitty relatives visiting soon has been hitting again lol#hold on#rat vents#ok anyways not gonna go too into it but some of my bigoted pieces of shit family are gonna be visiting soon and I am Not excited babey#Ive been trying to ignore the building stress but its rly starting to get to me and I am starting to get hashtag paranoid lol#Ill live but I am going a lil crazy#me and my sibling did an art trade today tho so that was fun#and I also had fun playing a boardgame with the rest of my family#just everytime Im not actively distracted by smth I feel like crying a lil bit which is annoying#idk I would rb an ask game but I know a max of 3 of yall would send me smth /lh#my fault rly for only rbing them in the middle of the night fjfnfjdndj
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