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bus stop crush who has a gf is back :(((
#bus stop crush#chronicle. if you will#also me being stressed out apparently now entails getting zits all over my chin so thats fun. never had achne so idk what thats about#okay so this is a rant now btw#theres a huge sand cloud over the island and thats air pollution apparently and as i am prone to power walk my asthma is back??!!#like i havent had a flair up in.. what 6 years? ive worked on my cardio and over all muscle mass and my asthma is back??!! cruel shit#hmm what else? ive got a paper due the day after tomorrow that ive technically worked on for the better part of this year but#i dont like it#and my ideas have developed and i have new sources and my computer's broke and my crush likes someone else and thats so fucked up#so embarrassing to admit i have been delulu. the delulu memes are about me. and thats embarrassing#uuuugh hows yalls day been?
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asdfghjkl mephiles i am so normal about mephiles i want to toss him into the void then dive after him and kick his pathetic ass and give the guy a hug and ask him to pay child support for all the little guys he keeps conjuring out of the goo and put said little guys in a salad spinner and-
I was quite happy when he got a boss battle in Shadow Generations :)
"Oh I'll just spruce up this sketch a little," I said. "I won't spend days/weeks on this :)"
vvv The og sketch in question vvv
#mephiles the dark#shadow generations#fanart#I saw someone declaring November as Mephiles Month so...#Merry Mephiles Month?#I admit I kinda spent too much time on this so now I'm kinda disappointed with the end result but give it a few days and i'll be fine#okay but seriously his voicelines were pure gold (btw robbie raymond could you please stop voicing all my faves /j)#he's so pathetic and desperate (but still has a glimmer of that pridefulness idk aaagh i could rant about him so much)
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im booooooorred can they upload
#i was gonna go out today but it’s snowing like so much i cba to drive#i know i rant about this like every day but it’s so much easier yapping to the void than having the same conversation with a friend#this post grad unemployment depression has had me down since fuckin november and it’s going NOWHERE#im so over being perceived at home like#i apply to multiple postings daily i’ve gotten my resume edited multiple times#i’ve contacted so many places for VOLUNTEERING and they’re like oh cool we don’t need anyone right now tho!#LIKE. ????????#i want so desperately to be busy and not have time to think and NO ONE is taking me like#i know people complain about the job market all the time and being unemployed with an arts degree is like an age old joke but#i really think it shouldn’t be this hard. and im talking about retail and grocery store jobs that are rejecting me on the daily too btw#i feel so useless and everyone tells me oh it’s okay enjoy this time whatever is meant for you will come and that’s all fine and good#but it doesn’t make it any easier#ugh ugh ugh sorry i hate complaining about having free time and little to stress about in reality im grateful to live at home and all but
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Marina, where are you?
#splatoon#splatoon side order#splatoon fanart#marina ida#off the hook#no description#okay..can i...rant a little bit because i.... have so much to say about side order#first of all i love LOVE the concepts like bleached coral a menacing dark goop futuristic dystopia TABI SHOES & agent 8s new uniform?!!!!!!#its giving margiela which btw i feel was the inspiration behind toni kensa & that entire brand BUT THats for another post#its like the devs catered side order TO ME.....LMFAO like im obsessed with everything about it so far and the intrinsic horror that comes#along with this concept its just...#immediately after watching the trailer i thought if marina is the final boss~ how would that play out whats going on#so ofc i had to draw it out and like the idea of marina possessed by some sort of mega computer obsessed with order like you get my drift?#you know how fucking cool that would be i just feel like since everything is up to speculation right now im going haywire#i read in the jpn version of some article translation marina was becoming disillusions with oth cuz pearl mentioned she was#getting bored with their music hence the damp socks collab and ghosted marina for some time SO WHAT IF.....#feeling like she was discarded / ghosted...her resentment lingered and she turned to whatever was creepin in that dark goop#to maybe find some reasoning as to why pearl was getting bored with oth (or marina...)#like we were all joking that side order will be the off the hook wedding planning DLC but like WHAT IF IT WAS THE BREAK UP.........#also i mentioned toni kensa earlier what if side order is actually his doing like the color scheme red white and black its all there in the#trailers WHAT IF?!!! so many possibilities im gonna explode#anyway thats just my theories anything is game until nintendo destroys all of our expectations come this spring#this is so long if youre reading this thank you like genuinely thank you for taking the time to read this incoherent rant about a squid gam#have a lovely day <3333#oh & high five to anyone who knows what poster i used for reference here hehe..
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SCREAMING AND BITING AND KICKING!!!!! THEY COULDVE BEEN FRIENDS IN DIFFERENT CIRCUMSTANCES!!!
#I say screaming and kicking as I am wheeled away to sleep against my will#I’m going crazy I’m going crazy#Genuinely hurts my heart to think about#This is about Alex and Tim.#marble hornets#Oh my godddddd#This is so sick and TWISTEDDDD#THERE WAS A LOT OF MISUNDERSTANDING BETWEEN THE TWO PRE HORRORS BTW BTW ANS NOT TO MENTION JUST THE OPERATOR SICKNESS DOING ITS THING LIKE#UGH IDK#My entire perspective on Alex kralie character fucking shattered and broke the moment I read through the old marble hornets website#And looked at his blogs#:(((((#He’s so much more sad to me now fuck you#Okay gn#sol rambles#sol rants
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why am i so interested in south american cultures and history. and why do i keep stopping myself from learning about them
#no cuz i have a fucking interest in it and its unexplainable idk where it came form#i literally live on a whole other continent way away from south america#i never been to anywhere in south america#i do not have a drop of latinx blood on me i have absolutely no connections to the damn place#but yet i am so interested in whatever the fuck incas aztecs and mayans were doin#about past history and current history#and current countries NOT TO MENTION THEYRE SOOOOO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL GOD#i saw a vlog about brazil and never wanted to visit a country more in my life like holy shit#also i was obsessed with sottr mainly cuz of the focus on the latino civilizations#but from little research ive done it was quite stereotypical and blending the civilisation even tho theyre very different#but okay anyway#i HAVE the interest and yet i dont go let myself research ???? like i literally tell myself no????? no ill do that later ?????????#i have very poor memory retention okay so ig that makes me demotivated but STILLWOUWHABFJ#i remember watching some vids on the topics and trying to learn the damn differences BUT I REMEMBER FUCKING NOTHINGGGGGG#i can barely remember what i have learned in math last (4 weeks ago) like jesus cmon...................#i want to learn but i can barely remember anything FFLOR FUCKS SAKEEEKSGXVAJ#but still I dint think that's a reason for me denying myself and self sabotaging myself here ?????#i guess cuz im not taking it as much of a priority compared to the subjects im doing it + art + art history#which i also fucking suck at btw i am constantly trying to learn sm for art history and i remember. barely anything !!!#i remember i had to relearn the events and everything of ww2 like around 6-7 times and im not joking here#cuz i would not remember anything and now i remmeber it vaguely enough to be able to know some basic facts but no dates or smaller events#ok god my memory retention is shit i think i actually gotta be concerned about that shit#anyway i just wanted to rant except i have absolutely no information or facts to offer whatsoever#rumaiq rambles#writing this whislt listening to a Argentina 70s top playlist and there is absolutely no bad song. i love them all. and that is very rare#especially for me i am picky as fuck with my playlists and music#idk what the conclusion of this is i dont think there is one
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i don't think i'll ever get over how people treat kids that aren't good in school as worthless no matter what. "oh it can't be that bad" my guy idk how to tell you this but the last time i went to a normal high school the principal called me into his office to brag about how he failed me in all of my classes before the semester was even finished & i should quit while i'm ahead cuz i'm too stupid ("officially" diagnosed as such by a school counselor & a psychiatrist!!) to succeed. & this is considered normal
#''poor teachers!!'' yeah well at least they can fucking quit & go work somewhere else#''okay but times are different than when you went to school in the 1970's'' this was 2016 my guy. shut the fuck up#''well maybe you were a violent & severely misbehaving kid!'' i wasn't. i have ADHD & severe anxiety disorder & depression#my biggest crime was being too exhausted & dopamine deprived to do my homework#my dad talks about how he was treated in school & i'm like damn dude i went through the same exact shit#how is it that a majority of teachers & principals are still abusive power-tripping pieces of shit 60 years later#why haven't things changed#well actually the answer is simple & it's because they want disabled people to disappear#& if abled students that simply disagree with the way things are done get caught in the crossfire then that is acceptable#because anyone not fit to make billionaires a billion more dollars should just die!#anyways here are my original tags from that gravity falls post i just reblogged:#I know this is supposed to be an appreciation post but like. ''for being the ''dumb one'' he's surprisingly rational.'' seriously??#as ''the dumb'' but ''surprisingly rational'' one of my family this is THEE biggest misunderstanding & it drives me up the fucking wall#just because a person struggles in one area doesn't mean they're stupid & should be an irrational dumb dumb idiot baby holy fuckkk#sorry to OP but even when people try to ''appreciate'' stuff like this they can't help but throw in insults#simply because they genuinely believe that ''even though you're stupid you SURPRISINGLY act competent sometimes'' is a compliment#I'm less mad about this & more sad that this kind of shit is still so prevalent in 2024#both Stanley & Stanford are smart & competent & rational#they just show it in different ways & exceed in different (sometimes overlapping) subjects#this is normal for human beings but the big societal scam is that if you don't do it in the way Ford does then you're stupid & a failure#& being surprised that Stan is also smart & competent in his own ways is the biggest sing that you fucking fell for it dude#btw before i get @ ed for this. i WAS that kid#i was so much that kid the school actually diagnosed me with stupid & spiteful & i was told to quit while i was ahead (they failed me befor#obviously this is very personal for me but also i don't think people realize the language they use is on purpose & it's used specifically t#& it's still happening right now & that just. makes me wanna cry honestly#like why are people still surprised that people can specialize in something despite bad grades in school#you know. the thing we all know is literally rigged to either put you in jail or in a factory to make billionaires more money.#man sorry for the rant the original spirit of the post is super correct but like fuck HS grade-centric judging of people's entire character#Stan being able to defeat Bill is just not at all surprising if you were him or knew/know someone like him#or really paid any attention at all to the show while watching it
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I'll never be able to take the theory that Vincent is Sephiroth's real father seriously cuz I cannot stress enough how important I think it is to the plot that Vincent wanted to fuck Lucrecia and did not get to.
#once again i jest but now i have to actually talk about it#like. okay we have no proof of any actual timeline for the dirge flashbacks other than. it was at least 30 years ago#so who knows how long they were at the manor. could have been weeks before The Incident. or months. or maybe a full year! who knows#but to me a timeline of like. they fucked and like a week later vincent found The Evidence and lucercia had her little breakdown#AND THEN EXTREMELY QUICKLY SHE AGREED TO THE EXPERIMENT AND IT COULD GO ONE OF TWO WAYS#1. she knew she was pregnant and thats why she agreed to the experiment cuz there was already a usable subject#and therefore she must have fucked hojo like a week after she fucked vincent AND THATS STUPID FAST FOR THESE EVENTS#or 2. she didnt know. agreed to the experiment. fucked hojo. and therefore thought seph was hojo's and NOT vincent's#AND BY THE WAY. i dont even actually believe hojo fucked either!!! cuz theyre both scientists so why wouldnt they think IVF was the best way#okay. well.... hojo is canonically a fucked up little freak. so. he might have taken the opportunity to... get in there.#also when did ivf even start being a thing? cuz that may play a factor into this if nomura even considered that#well either way lets just unfortunately assume hojo got in there#ITS STILL AN ODDLY FAST TIMELINE#also. fuck man doesnt lucrecia have a later line in dirge where she actually says shes in love with hojo? or something along those lines#IMPLYING ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE SHE HAD THE FALLING OUT WITH VINCENT. YOU WOULDNT FUCK THE GUY AFTER ALL THAT SHIT#AND WHILE CLAIMING TO LOVE/CURRENTLY FALLING IN LOVE WITH HOJO!!!! LIKE CMON MAN!!!! SHE SUCKS BUT SHES NOT THAT KIND OF A MESS#i dont think vincent would fuck her until they sorted out their issues anyway and that CLEARLY didnt happen.#its VITAL that that did not happen!!!!#its just. if vincent and lucrecia fucked. everything would have had to happen EXTREMELY fast within like a 2 week timespan#and im just talking about up to when vincent learns shes partaking in the experiment. it was probably another week or two until vincent died#SO. logically it must have been like#fall in love->learn about the gimoire incident->refuse to speak to vincent->get obsessed with hojo->fall in love(?)#and then thats where i think its ambiguous on did the experiment become an idea before or after seph started to exist?#like chicken or the egg ya know. experiment idea or sephiroth zygote?#that feels fucked up to say. im so fucking sorry to seph to talk about this. yeah sorry i have to debate who fucked your mom bro#god imagine telling him that. like not even as a reveal thing cuz he knows who his father is. just like as a sick joke. your mom joke.#NO OH M Y GOD I HAVE A QUESTION NOW#in accordance to him having a photo of lucrecia in ever crisis. after he reads that jenova is an ancient (incorrect btw)#does he think that picture is still her? what about when he takes jenova's body from the lab????#oh my god 30 tag limit. FUCK. i need like a rant blog for all this vincent talk now. my brain is going a mile a minute
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#so a little over a year ago i kissed a guy who i have known for nearly 20 years. on the lips#well he kissed me to be fair#after a whole night of dancing together and i will admit yes i flirted with him a LOT but. the thing is we have a weird kind of situation#because we aren't really friends but we share a best friend#and when our best friend was depressed we texted each other to try and think of ways to get her out of her funk#and when he need tips on what to get our mutual best friend he texts me too#and when we see each other at parties. well. the times we have ended up alone have always been charged lets just say that#and he REMEMBERED one of those moments and told me so last year and i was floored so i decided to go with it and flirt with him fhdshf#anyways. long story short he literally picked me up and pushed me against a wall and kissed me. and then. we shared a cab and hugged#good night and never talked about it again#i saw him a few months ago for the first time since That Night and we. did not talk about it! gfdhgd i am glad but also it's a bit weird id#and now he and our best friend are on holiday together and they are both messaging me and he just. texted me a kissy face.#and now i want to kill him (affectionately).#oh and he has a serious girlfriend so :) hgfhdhh i make such good life decisions don't i#i never told our best friend about the kiss btw. because she would kill both of us for sure#okay rant over anyways i dont think i will ever be normal about this guy. story of my life
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my friend threw up on me today but its okay cause he took me out side and gave me enrichment. picture unrelated
#suxx#minami#rgg#is a vomit tag required when its offscreen vomiting#definitely further warning for this imminent tag rant#ive been having a grossout return lately after it getting dormant in my head and have been thinking bout drawing similar goofy#weird offputting etc shit. incl gore and stuff. but my brain has a weird incongruence with whats “okay” to post anymore. thx hlvrai fandom#and its especially thus w spew bc my main is named after a time i was so sick i upchucked bile#because. because when i made the account my fixation at the time. was a shockrock band. which id draw and post often. so i felt like i had#to have something authentically GROSS!#and now i feel like i cant draw anything puke bc ppl r gna think im an emeto guy#if u like emeto idc im just chronically frustrated about ppl misinterpreting me andthen if i try and correct them its all Suuurree buddy 🤐#anyways we went to the carni show today it was fun we went on a lot of rides. he puked on the teacups of all things#i would have used my awesome epic catlike flinching skills to get myself out of his trajectory but the man who sat us in the cups was rlly#nice and rlly clear that we were NOT to get out of the cups if he doesnt come get us#so i jumped and sat on the rim of it instead (still in the splashzone)#i dont hold any of this against him btw i had fun today. i dont think im capable of giving AF
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Also, while we're on the topic of my parents being human turds:
Last year, I worked at a school (hey, preschool teacher here!) and when that year was over (you have no idea how difficult it was, lol) I didn't want all those group projects that I had made with the kids to be thrown out, so I took them with me inside a huge plastic bag.
Now, there is no way of really showing this to you, but my room is a mess. And it is this way because I have too many stuff (such as clothes, books, funko pops) while the room is not that big. And to be honest, I don't want to throw anything away. So, as you can guess, that plastic bag didn't help.
So, my boyfriend suggested, that he could take that bag and keep it at his home, since they have extra room, and I said 'sure'. He didn't do it tho.
And here's where my stupid parents come into the story!
They already don't like him (lol, it's not because of anything that he has done, I believe that they would like him only if he was filthy rich and beat me up like they used to) so they use his suggestion and his failure to deliver, as a way to both diminish him and me, because I continue this relationship.
Mind you, these are the same people who have promised me a lot of stuff and always failed to deliver.
I still remember being 3 or 4, watching commercials about Disneyland in Paris on TV and them promising me that they would take me there when I'd finish elementary school. Guess what, I am 29, 17 years out of elementary school and still, I've never been there!
And I remember, being like 18 or 19, and them telling me that they'd search for a small appartment for me to rent, in order for me to start being more independent, and even said that they'd help me with the bills. Did that happen? Of course not! Back then, I also had a therapist who, when I told her what my parents said about renting me an appartment, replied with a "They won't do it, it's all a lie" And she was right!
They even repeated that promise when I was 26, I flat out told them that I don't believe them, and I was right!
It's not like I expect them to do big things for me. They cannot even have basic human decency. It's the lack of self awareness and the gashlighting that gets me everytime tho!
#sorry for my long rants and my horrible english by the way#by the way said bf is also quite flawed#so him not doing something he said he'd do didn't surprise me#we've been together for almost 7 years#and we've spent the last 2 arguing#like ever since my grandmother got into the hospital and passed away he has said some things that have made me grow distant#for example i was mourning her loss and 5 days later he was whining for 2 hours straight#because i didn't want to go to a christmas party with him#another example is that he got jealous#when a stand up comedian that i've been following for some years#invited me to one of his shows#btw of course i went#then he'll say he's sorry and that he loves me#i'll try to better manage my behaviour and feelings#and we'll keep on staying together#mind you this very summer due to us fighting for half of july#i spent some evenings with panic attacks and had difficulty at breathing#and when i went away to the countryside in august he couldn't understand why i wanted to distance myself#and the one time when i had a panic attack there was when he wouldn't end a call#anyway we're okay for now#scorpion-flower#bad parenting#text#long post#we were the kings and the queues
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#leaf rant#i feel so terrible today#ive just been crying#in class haha#i feel so mentally tired#i just#i wanna go back home and disappear#just really feel like im attacking myself rn#ik im only emotionally unstable rn cuz my period is coming tho#i hope ppl dont really perceive this#i didnt know where else to pour my emotions#since its my besties bday#happy bday to her btw#im so sorry to anyone that knows me#all my condolences#okay im done now
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sometimes I really wish there was a mandatory emotional support and grief counselling training course at uni the way that "pour distilled coffee over some sugary pills and prescibe those to a fictional cow" galenics session was mandatory
#idk. might help with the rampant mental health problems that have been known to be an issue among vets for years#but for some reason still have to be studied first before anything substantial can be done about it#of course this isn't the only factor leading to the scale of the problem.#but telling your students “oh yeah. you will be doing that btw” does not prepare you for#spending minutes and sometimes even hours with people who are about to lose their beloved pet#and guiding them through the process#or unload their entire trauma on you while you're just trying to treat their pet#the pets and the diseases and the figuring out what's wrong and how to make it better is the easy part honestly#at least i know what i'm doing there and if i don't i'll just ask a colleague or look it up#but people? people are hard.#and i suppose from their reactions i do reasonably well but more often than not i feel way out of my depth#always glad to have a coworker with me so i'm not alone#but it's still incredibly draining#and sometimes the weekends are barely enough to recharge#very glad to have two weeks off very soon#okay rant over i just needed to get this off my chest#gonna go and see if my bread has cooled enough to no longer be an injury risk now#vet med
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do u want me 2 kill that guy @ ur bfs party 4 u. guy sounds like literally the worst an I will have no issues doing it 4 u
thank you anon. i would love nothing more 💗
#i love you anon 😞 this is so sweet#YESSSS PPL READ MY TAGS!!!#but for real he’s just a weird person in general; once i was not spending lunch with my boyfriend since we were fighting and he had lunch#with his friends but our mutual friend stayed with me because usually the three of us have lunch together#but since me and the bf were fighting he didn’t want me to be alone; so it was. nice and the following day i had lunch with my other friends#and he had lunch with my boyfriend and his friends (since my boyfriend still wasn’t super happy / willing to have lunch with me)#and the same guy who was being mean at the party asked our mutual friend if ‘the backshots with lyss were good’#IN FRONT OF MY BF ??!!#like what ?!!!#he’s just a gross person but it’s okay#his hair looks like#the brown scene hair from roblox and he’s one of those stereotypical guys you see online the#omg she looks like a deftones song…. i love cats >_<!!! oh i dropped my feminist literature…. sorry….#he just made me a bit upset but it’s okay now!#im glad you are so kind about this anon; it makes me feel a lot better about the whole situation :)#i would do the same for you ; given the situation were to ever come#same with any of my followers!!!! i will fight to the death for any of you#LOL OKY enough ranting but for realsies; YOU ARE SO SWEET ANON I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH MY LITTLE BAESAUCE 🥹💗#baesauce is one of my epic vocab words; mix of awesome sauce and bae.#i forgot my ask tag uh oh#FRICK#ask!#that was so simple how did i manage to forget that#also btw if any of you ARE those stereotypical deftones + feminist literature people i’m sorry. it was just the best way to describe it#i bet you are wonderful
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Hot take, but this whole "there's something I haven't told" and "the ninja having to fight 372826 villains Wu created" is extremely overused and not funny.
As far as I can remember, it only happens like 3 times (Morro, Time twins, Aspheera) and two of those are very logical why Wu wouldn't tell the ninja.
Morro and his death were probably traumatising for Wu, and he's just not going to traumadump on his students. Besides, Morro has been dead in the cursed realm for about 30+ years. There was no real way for him to come back.
Same with Aspheera. Wu was a literal child, and that whole thing wasn't pleasant for him either. Also, he and Garmadon had already defeated her and locked her up. She was gone for hundreds of years, and it's not Wu's fault that the ninja released her.
And for the time twins, telling the ninja about it probably wouldn't have changed that whole situation.
And for other things (the whole dragon/oni heritage or the other elemental powers), the explanation is that the show just didn't plan that far ahead. And canonically, Garmadon is as much at fault as Wu for not telling the ninja, considering that he knew as well and would have been around to tell it. (Aspheera but too, probably)
It's just an excuse for the writers to add new, extremely relevant lore after multiple seasons.
The jokes are funny if you aren't serious about it, but if you genuinely see that as a character flaw for Wu, then it's just fucking annoying and stupid.
#ninjago#master wu#lord garmadon#ninjago wu#ninjago garmadon#rant post#it's so fucking annoying#just leave wu alone man#i wouldnt tell my students about my first failed dead student either#or the snake that betrayed me as a kid#it's the same the same thing as Lloyd saying “it never came up”#you don't give him shit for that either#which you shouldn't#i wouldn't expect Lloyd to talk to sora & arin about pythor either#“There was this snake that pretended to be my friend when i was a kid only to betray me and shatter my trust”#IT JUST SOUNDS RIDICULOUS#it pisses me off so bad with Aspheera#HE WAS A CHILD#leave him alone#Lloyd also created a villain (Harumi and it's only indirectly) and we shouldn't blame him for it either#cuz he was a child as well#(I'm not saying Harumi is Lloyd's fault btw if that wasn't clear)#just leave my skrunklys alone#okay i'm normal now
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healthcare bullshit cw
HEY. LOCAL HOSPITAL. WHY DUD I HAVE TO FUCKING CALL TO FIND OUT WHICH PROCEDURE IM GETTING TOMORROW MORNING?!?!? NO INSTRUCTIONS SENT, JUST, "dont eat or drink for 4 hrs pls," AND NOTHING ELSE?!???
heres a baby snapper to apologize for the caps spam <3 thats about to follow
#upper GI means SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS#imaging means SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS#ESPECIALLY TO A LAYMAN#'so i called the imaging dept and they said ur doing a barium swallo--' WHY DIDNT U JUST SAY THAT INSTEAD OF 'UPPER GI. CHECK IN HOSPITAL'#im so fucking done w this place#guess ill be driving 2 hrs to the next hospital for now on cuz FUCK THIS SHIT#MY DAD IS TAKING TIME OFF WORK BC WE THOUGHT I WAS GETTING SEDATED FOR AN ENDOSCOPY (also called upper gi BTW 🙃)#im so tired of my dysmotility and my joint pain and my migraines yall. i wish i wasnt fucking allergic to THE ONLY MEDICINE that fix me#i had to take ANTIPSYCHOTIC TRANQS for 5 days that have flared up ALL OF MY PROBLEMS#bc my GI told me i cant take fucking steroids.#im probably gonna be fucking hospitalizwd fir this damn migraine and my GI cant fucking tell me if IM GONNA BE SEDATED OR NOT#OR WHAT PROCEDURE IM DOING TMRW#🔥🔪🔥🔪🔥🔪🔥🔪🔥🔪🔥🔪🔥🔪#...#okay rants over 🤥<-lying#healthcare#cant believe im gonna say this but my healthcare was exponentially better in Georgia than in Illinois#i had better care in middle of nowhere georgia than FUCKING CHICAGO#i go a school famous for its medicine school....#now class imagine if this was happening to an old person living alone w a million health problems and no techsavvy#or strong self advocacy skills 🤗#wouldn't that just be fucked up 🤗
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