#idk what's my fave part of this
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he's such a silly precious muppet. he's just a lil guy.
(credit: fia tik tok)
#is it possible to set a video as your phone background screen?#idk what's my fave part of this#holding the phone like a toddler?#his curly curls?#his slow look up?#or him actually falling off the chair?#silly silly muppet boy#my stupid lil muppet#lando norris#f1#mclaren
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sometimes i think about this txt cover of invitation and... that long haired guy is just choso with his hair down TO ME
#his name is beomgyu and his face is INSANE what the FUCK#also these beautiful kpop boys' voices go up SO HIGH wow good for them#the little rap part in the middle is so fun i love that#the og song is by a woman and they did not shy away from the feminine aspects when making this cover like... gender.....#this drawing is crack LOL sorry imagine if choso was a kpop boy idk i made him TOOO pretty ahahahaha#choso#choso kamo#my trophy husband#jjk#jjk fanart#one thing about me i will make all my faves unrecognizable oops#but also gege said in the character book that he based choso on a fashion model so i know my baby got a beautiful ass show stopping face#do i have to get into txt now omg im only casual about bts adding another boy group is too much i dont got time for that but also... hmmmm#alulu art
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non binary/gnc loid agenda
#spy x family#loid forger#yor forger#anya forger#twiyor#ig?? idk#my art#artists on tumblr#ok i promise there is more to this than 'my faves arent allowed to be cishet' tho that is part of it#the manga and other stuff has ppl who know of twilight refer to him as 'the man with a million faces'#or smth like that cuz of all his disguises and for the most part he disguises himself as men#HOWEVER#in code white he disguises himself as a woman and it got me thinking#instead of man with a million faces twilights just the person with a million faces#and loid canonically has a lot of Thoughts about identity#like constantly mentioning that his true name and identity died when he became twilight#his old self... that /man/ died when twilight was born. do you get what im getting at here#*loid voice* ive abandoned gender.... for the sake of the mission#i Get that im kinda grasping at straws here but its been on my mind as a fellow nonbinary#whatever *nonbinarys your top agent*
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y’all who are voting for me to genderbend everyone better be ready for even longer delays since I’ll have to rename everyone and come up with how their characters change depending on the swap 😭 I’ll do it don’t get me wrong I’m just also thinking ahead yk
#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#charles rowland#payneland#my dead girls <3#butchfemme payneland au#see prev poll#dbda poll#unless ppl already have ideas/names 👀👀👀👀👀#and some are easy enough#like Jenny becomes Jimmy and can stay the same for the most part#but like. Crystal? Niko?#is Monty gender neutral?#Esther as a character just becomes an incel#and idek what a masc version of Esther would be#that being said that does allow me to do more character redesign art which I always love so idk#once again I need a fandom friend/two/dc server to bounce ideas off of bc polls aren’t my fave#so if anyone’s interested lmao
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expanding on that post about sophie devereaux backstories, grift ones and real ones and the things in between:
a year or two after they meet, tara and sophie are somewhere near drunk in a hotel room after a con, high heels thrown against the wall, dresses unzipped and halfway off. tara asks for her Story. the Story. and maybe she wouldn’t have asked if she were sober or maybe tara is simply a little too bloody brave sometimes, a little too determined.
so sophie tells her about a father in the military, a mother who died young, a family that moved houses, towns, regions, countries, all the time growing up. about lying to impress kids at every new school. about desperately doing almost anything to fit in for the months or year she’d stay in that area. about sweet talking her way out of a few little crimes here and there, cash that she would certainly never steal from her rich friends’ parents’ wallets, some driving rules she broke when she was too young to even have a license, yet old enough for a cop to encourage her flirting. sophie tells tara that her father died when she was 19, and the grief had led to recklessness. she made a mistake on a too-ballsy grift. she would’ve gone to jail. instead, she faked her death (for the first of many times) and never looked back. it’s the only funeral of hers that she didn’t attend.
and then, tara told her an equally untrue Story in return.
when sophie is duchess charlotte prentiss, her husband william asks far too many questions about her past. of course, charlotte has a Story. all of her aliases have Stories, even the ones she only uses for a day - they all have birthdays, childhood pets, first kisses, people they love. so she tells him that her parents died in a car crash when she was 16 and instead of going into the foster system, the authorities figured she was old enough to become an emancipated minor. she tells him how it was difficult at times, incredible at others, and sad and exciting and embarrassing and bittersweet. she weaves a damn good tale about charlottes life, if she may say so herself - one that’s just painful enough for william to stop asking questions. it works perfectly. but when she tucks astrid into bed that night, and the little girl looks up at her with big round eyes and asks if ‘charlotte’ misses her mummy and daddy and says that she’s sad for ‘charlotte’ because she knows what it’s like to miss a mama… sophie freezes. there’s a lump in her throat and goosebumps on her skin. she blinks down the tears and recovers just enough to fake a smile and kiss astrid’s forehead as she leaves the room. lying has never hurt like this before. it takes all her strength to shut it down, shove the emotions in some tiny box in her head that she simply refuses to acknowledge. she decides, then, that she has to leave this house as soon as possible.
the charlotte Story is one of many that hardison finds. it’s inevitable, when he has to cover all their tracks so thoroughly, that hardison would stumble upon various old aliases. he only learns about the charlotte one from the job in england - there’s no links between her and sophie, but he destroys a decent amount of excess duchess charlotte prentiss information just in case, and then looks for any other mysterious women who happened to pop up or vanish around that time. he notices that there are some things that all of sophie’s aliases share: their parents are dead, they have no siblings, and their life changed dramatically somehow in their mid-to-late teens (usually with those parents’ deaths, or gaining an inheritance, or moving far away). he knows that these are all pretty standard, convenient details for a fake identity. but he wonders, sometimes. couldn’t she have made up dead siblings? estranged but alive parents? a dramatic event in her early childhood or in her twenties? he doesn’t know if the consistent parts mean anything. he doesn’t ask for her Story - not outright, at least. though for the first couple months of knowing her, he does sometimes enquire about little things here and there. did she grow up with sisters, what was her high school like - that sort of stuff. information is his thing, sue him! sometimes sophie just smiles. sometimes she answers, and he eventually learns that her truths, at least, are very much relative. when he decides that she is family - which is pretty early on, to be honest - he also decides not to ask anymore. he destroys old aliases when necessary, but he never reads more than he has to. he loves sophie and that is enough.
eliot never asks anything about her life. not even the innocent, casual, unthinking questions that sophie is used to from other people: where’d you grow up? did you ever have any pets? i always had to share a room with my sister, what about you? eliot clearly avoids asking her any of it. she’s somewhat surprised by that. sure, he’s polite, but he’s also suspicious both by nature and due to certain unfortunate experiences, so she sort of expected him to interrogate her when they first met.
one night, they’re the last two left at nate’s apartment. even nate had gone to bed and left them there, long given up on shooing his team out at appropriate times. sophie’s been drinking tea and flipping through a latvian phrase book to refresh her memory for tomorrow’s grift, and apparently that 90-minute-a-day sleep schedule allows for eliot to be doing one-handed push ups in the living room at this ungodly hour. too tired to retain any more information, sophie studies eliot instead. he’s a straightforward guy. she decides to be straightforward too. she breaks the silence of the apartment and simply asks - is he ever curious about her Story? eliot pauses a moment. looks her in the eye, quiet. doesn’t brush her off gruffly like she thought he might. instead, he asks if she’s ever curious about What He’s Done. that is answer enough for the both of them. they don’t talk for the rest of the night, each going back to their own activities, but the silence isn’t uncomfortable. on the contrary - the mutual understanding ends up solidifying their relationship.
nate isn’t always so intensely careful about his questions like eliot. well, actually, there were many times back in his insurance days that he very much did ask her questions on purpose. and of course, for five years, he asks after her real name. sophie generally thinks of it as a fun game. she smiles at his useless determination and teases him when he comes back from jail. after a while, though, she realizes that the questions about her Story mostly stopped when leverage formed, and stop completely once he proposed. nate never hears any version of her Story. she’s here now, and that’s all he needs or wants to know - just like how sophie is her real name in any way that matters.
the moment that sophie realizes this is the moment she stops caring about the real Story, the burden of the secret and the guilt and shame of keeping it from her newfound family. in that moment, she understands that what happened back then is just a small drop in the ocean, irrelevant to the life she’s built and come to love. she never tells them the story, and she never needs to.
#leverageposting#leverage#sophie devereaux#tara cole#alec hardison#eliot spencer#nathan ford#nate ford#idk what this is. the spirit of sophie possessed me for a while at 3am the other night and wrote something that was part ficlet + partly#a list of hc backstories + part meta. and i just edited it in the morning then hung onto it for a day or so bc i havent written fic in year#and this is kinda a ficlet and idk what thats about! anyway#here it is. the linked post has more details + context abt some of my hcs/theories/General Thoughts TM on sophie#i didnt write anything abt parker even tho shes my fave actually lol. idk i wasnt even gonna mention hardison either!! this wasnt planned!!
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not really prompted by anything but i feel like i don’t thank y’all enough. like i’m very appreciative that ppl are actually invested in my work. truthfully even after being an online creator for years i still get nervous sharing my work and i’m really glad that this corner of fandom is so like…willing to hear out something as drastic as a rewrite.
#i feel like most any other fandom i’ve been a part of would’ve ripped the thought of an entire rewrite to shreds#i do it for myself but i still like to share what i make. share and talk about my ideas. etc etc#honestly idk how many ppl that follow actually Are interested in my rewritten canon#but even if you’re just here for art of your faves. i appreciate it anyway
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I have very mixed feelings!! I think it’s hard for me to say how I actually feel because the hype was so intense and my intial feelings are probably skewed but I’m kinda disappointed right now. would love to hear others thoughts and have my opinion swayed!
#bridgerton#polin#LOVED the first two episodes#loved what they did with eloise and portia#going to be honest didn’t love the little speech at the end#or the final ball looks for polin#they looked good just not my faves of the season#I feel like the side plots were balanced both better and worse then part 1? idk they feel like such tonally different seasons#there’s a lot that I love it’s just hard to balance it in my mind#a bit miffed about some of the colin/polin stuff#I’m still sad about the wedding night and how long it took him to get over the jealousy thing#but the song choices and wedding dress were so beautiful#idk why does part 2 feels so different maybe it’s the different cast of characters interacting and new sets#it just is hard for me to connect it to the other part
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everyone else when they get the bluetooth speaker at work puts on top 40 pop hits. me i get the speaker and i say now we are all going to listen to the garages
#yelling at clouds#idk to what extent that's a deliberate choice on everyone else's part vs how much it's just their music taste#but i could make a playlist of my own top 40 faves#i have not done that. i play the mountain goats and i play the garages.#i am very tired and i want to go home. the space needle will heal the wound.
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[shaking and biting] but what does it MEAN. what does it SAY what is the THEME
#akkdlflf i watched this long lecture video abt austrian national identity and the researcher said 'the austrians are quite adept at#selling the austro hungarian monarchy back to tourists incl ones from former parts of the empire... but even in the imperial nostalgia they#don't want back multilingualism or multiculturalism or any of what it actually was'#(it was a lot abt the way in which austria deals with orban's hungary in and after the 2015 refugee crisis)#ajskgldo and that just made me think about... how pointless some things feel. both in fiction and in academic research#you CAN say meaningful things about almost any topic and with almost any argument! but in some strands of history trying to 'uncover events'#with no exploration of the context and what it all MEANS and what the things we think about it mean#is the most prevalent and popular type of research :/ like there's a reason i overrely on hamann's bio of rudolf because her central thesis#is that he wasnt a crazy murderer but someone with a forward-thinking political vision that went as far as suggesting a sort of 'proto-EU'#among other things#so like. she is looking at what it all MEANS!!!#and like. my favourite todolf fanfics are also like that 😂😭 perhaps not abt politics but about suffering and power dynamics and guilt#same for original fiction. i'm never happy if a book i'm reading isnt saying something#or then again - this is more personal pickiness but. they should also be saying something NEW AND INTERESTING#a lot of the time. sometimes if you have a fave trope you can just enjoy it over and over#but idk even tropey stuff can say things#ajlsldkfkf i'm just so tired of kitsch in all its forms and also of bad science
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I’ve moved on completely.
#hahaha I wasn’t sure how to answer this ask#but you know I’ve moved on#kakashi who?#I gotta say kakashi and óbito are still my faves#fuck sasuke sorry sasuke fans#he’s like the guy who would argue with someone in a public place that vaping isn’t the same as smoking and the proceed to vape at children#he’s so fucking annoying I mean I’m not being fair I didn’t finish the series yet#I got distracted by MHA#& BAKUGO MY NEW CHILD I LUB YOU#I wanna put him in a blender but canon already did that for me#idk why all my favorites are angry and agressive & always have softer counter parts#hmmmmmmm what does that say about me#THOTTY MCBOTTY you know i love you#thanks for the bakugo art yesterday he was as MAD#ok well I think I’ve rambled enough#not atla#inside jokes with my#bestie!!!#thotty tag#thotty mcbotty#lemon juice to my wine#ask
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now that one of the conversations i invented 50 versions of has actually happened...if i think hard enough about it they will kiss. autism powers.
#ashrym#not tagging the main tag cause idk bro#but literally mentally was like 'would if ashton checked on orym. would they notice orym isn't doing good and check on him.'#and look what happened. autism powers...engage: make those guys do some really homosexual shit#one day orym will kiss ashton on the forehead/cheek i know it i know it in my heart#i know everyone is excited abt m 9 reuinion. i watched a little bit but i am sorry i guess b ells he lls is my fave group.#the way i got :DDDDDD hearing travis immitate chet and liam reference orym#i am. insane abt them.#anyway posting this and IMMIDIATELY covering it with other stuff LOL#edit: happy to inform that i have been doing my part thinking abt them 100 years. 50000 different confessions. thinking so hard abt it.
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so, it's been a headcanon of mine for a while now that nish is actually a really good artist. like, he wouldn't consider himself an 'artist' and he generally downplays any reactions he gets to his art. it's just like.. a thing he's done since he was able to manuever a marker in sunflower- drawin on the walls and pissin off kazama hahaha. but like, yeah, growing up it was just so casual, he never really thought much about it. he'd draw anything from kiryu, yumi, yuko and kazama to outfits he saw in display windows when he was out and about. he used to just throw away his sketchbooks and notepads when he filled them up until the others (sin kazama) got onto him, trying to make him see the value in his art. around the time he joined the yakuza, he slowed down a bit. really only drawing as a 'party trick' on a little napkin in bars and shit like that.
anyway, i say all that to say, in my ss stuff, it takes place in the "present" whatever that means to the thing i'm writing at the time. and obviously that means it's a 'nishiki lives' au, right? i often point out in that stuff that he has alot of nightmares from that period of his life. so, with the right motivation, i think he picks up drawing again as a form of therapy. he wouldn't see a shrink if you held a gun to his head but, this? it's actually something that works for him and helps him quite literally paint a picture of the things happening in his mind.
#idk#i just.. yall know how i always try to involve myself in the things my faves or my ocs do/enjoy so that i can better grasp their perspectiv#trying to learn how to draw (and actually take it seriously this time) is yet another one of those things.#and i've just kinda been thinking all day about that headcanon#i've only ever imagined nish as a more traditional artist#like physical mediums only#but since i've started drawing myself it's made me wonder what he'd think about digital art too#like. younger him is so obsessed with keeping up with trends in his world in general and what not#but i feel like older him in the 'lives' au just sorta... doesn't care for that as much#like he watches the way the world evolves around him (especially since he sorta lives in the shadows at this point) but#the shift in perspective after surviving such a horrifying trauma (self inflicted but still) and just aging in general?#part of me imagines he'd be juuuust a little bit set in his ways when it comes to some stuff hahaha#anywayyyyyy~ i love my fishy men and my pretty wife#i've been thinking about writing more specifically about their hidden talents for sooo long and i just.. never got around to it#but idk tossing that thought around in my head when i was bored at work today makes me wanna finally just do it#q#nonsenseships
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well🙂
#*visibly trying not to burst into tears* hey guys whats up#surprise surprise another absence bc my life can’t stop getting WORSE evry day it seems haha!#so. now who’s gonna tell me how u deal w the loss of ur fave person n the one person u were 100% certain truly loved u no matter what#who also inspired u to be an artist in the first place n who's been there for u ur ENTIRE life#like idk how to start dealing w it lmao. one min ill be basically okay n then the next ill feel like smthing just tore a chunk out of me#looked outside just a sec ago n thought “oh so she'll never see my progress in art. oh ill never get to make another painting for her”#n yk part of me just wants to pretend like none of it happened honestly#like “hey that was a fucked up dream oh well let me call [x] n tell them I love them”#n I dont fucking KNOW how to deal w this grief n idk whats normal n what isnt#no I havent cried rlly but almost every day I feel like I cant breathe n tht my chest is collapsing in on itself#no I cant talk abt it but i can’t draw like I used to n thinking abt my last art project makes me wanna throw up#< considering it was going to be a present for her tht she'll never get to see. Haha so funny right guys#fuck I need to get so entirely drunk over this now RELAPSING TIME BABY!!#anyways. will try to be normal tm n talk to ppl again instead of isolating as a way to cope n sorry to ppl who have msg'd me Ill be back
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Y'all ever stopped listening to your favorite bands for about 2 years for reasons you don't even know yourself. Maybe it's because you're busy. Maybe it's because you thought you've acquired new tastes. You really don't know. But then suddenly you listened to one song of theirs again and now you're sobbing over how good the songwriting was? And now that you're not a dumb High Schooler without much experience you understand the lyrics even more?
Anyways that's me with Fall Out Boy right now lmao. It's high time I listen to their new album later.
#incoherent rambles#ansy-stalks#confession: would yall kill me if my fave album of theirs is MANIA hAHAHAHHA—#LISTEN#NONE OF THE SONGS WERE A MISS— lord i remember how people criticized that album in its release and how fans are worried about the dubstep-y#vibe (me too cuz “yo idk much about music but how will andy & joe do this live im sorry im dumb 😭”)#then again none of their songs in their wholeass discography is a fricking miss anyways /absolutely biased#even their covers are fun to listen like I Wanna Be Like You??? That sht is on repeat lmao. I Wann Dance With Somebody?? good sht dawg#I think my second fave album is either Folie & Save Rock and Roll? Just cuz Folie is my vibe and SRAR were all dhxjkwjfiaokeixiw <33#Every fan loves Infinity On High for sure— Golden & ILALWTWIATTGYO (me & you) makes me sob every time#broooo the raw ass line of “I saw God crying at the reflection of my enemies and all the lovers with no time for me”#and “the best way to make it through with hearts & wrists intact is to realize two of the three ain't bad. aaaIIINT BAAAAAADDD—”#for folie a deux there's not a damm instance where I did not feel sadness over What A Catch Donnie. Dawg. The way Elton John sings his part#too bro 😭😭😭😭#AND HOLYYY SHT THE AFTER(LIFE) OF A PARTY PHCCKKK I FORGOT HOW THAT NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME HOLD IT IN HSJDJKSOSID#i would skip that song cuz it makes me so sad sometimes 😭😭😭😭#OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT LET ME RETHINK MY ORDER OF FAVE ALBUMS HAHAHAHHAHA#“I'm a stitch away from making it AND A SCAR AWAY FROM FALLING APART. APART. BLOOD CELLS PIXELATE AND EEEYEESS DILATE- KISS AWAY THE TEARS#AND KILLS ON THE MOUTH OF AAAALLLL. MY FRIIIEEENDS—“ PHHHHCCKCKKKSIEOS 😭😭😭😭😭😭#JDJAI WAIT AND THE ENTIRETY OF SOPHOMORE SLUMP#OKAY I NEED TO STFU IN THESE TAGS HAHAHAHAHHA#okay to defend my MANIA adoration (do people still hate this album? hope not). ***Bishop's knife trick.***#“I'm sifting through the sand.Looking for pieces of broken hourglass.Trying to get it all back—put it back together—As if the time#had never passed. I know I should walk away but I just want to let you break my brain and I can't seem to get a grip. no. no matter how I#live with it. thESE ARE THE LAST—“#I'm sorry. the delivery is just too delicious.#MANIA is a fricking mixbag of weirdly mainstream inspirational songs- to suddenly; drugs- to actually being unhinged- to one of the saddest#“im tryina redeem myself” song(s) (heaven's gate- church- and bishop's)#okay i really need to shut up 😭#aight. i will stop.
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This isn't a me trying to overanalyze the Camelot movies this time. This is me just wanting to appreciate the frame by frame of what happens Nitocris chucks the Holy Grail at Fujimaru and just how flabbergasted everyone is lol.
The moment before disaster:
And wham -
Poor Fujimaru having to catch a box with the grail in it. I mean, it's all magical energy and whatever, but it looks like a golden cup, so it must be heavy, right? I mean, poor Fujimaru even goes below frame.
I do find it funny how scared-looking da Vinci and Mash are, and even Bedi looks concerned and was ready to reach out in that last frame above, his hand is held out (though before that, he makes the cutest :0 face).
Fujimaru is ok guys, though someone should check on his back.
I've never animated anything and hopefully I'll learn it sometime, but I just like how Fujimaru totters and sways back into the center of the frame to indicate him getting his balance back and giving the sense of just how damn heavy that grail was. And him going back to the center of the frame lets everyone go crowd together and go "ooooh what's in the box?"
They're so much like children here, help, jus drawing close and looking "oh new thing?"
And man, Bedi is really tall, him bending down like that just puts his eye level the same as Fujimaru's. And it's wack considering both Mash and da Vinci wear heels, too, but Bedi is still easily taller than either of them (and by extension, this movie made me realize how tall Fujimaru is as well, he's actually quite close to Bedi's height too).
And just to top it all off - Nitcrocris looking damn smug and proud of herself.
"Well it's yours now, time to leave through my portal of darkness like the super awesome mage I am."
And then they fire on Camelot with a pyramid laser.
I love these movies so much.
#i'm not gonna defend my tastes here I think a lot of my fave stuff are what many would consider mid#and i do rewatch these movies mostly for Bedi#BUT I do think they're not as bad as some will say#part 2 especially has great fight scenes and the music is really good#admittedly i used to not like part 1 but i love it to bits now#idk i still love these movies regardless of their flaws
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scribble and ..idk the boys in japan Sure(read tags for more context ig?)
#art#my art#tpb#trailer park boys#got an idea from that prompt “draw your fave in the traditional wear of your country” (im american but i am part japanese) and then i was#like oh what if they did one of those out of the park series in japan?? and i got a ton of ideas from that so idk maybe ill develop it more#even though its catered to me and only me giggle
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