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hiiii i recently found out that there was a narnia side of tumblr through pure chance. i am frankly delighted that one of my childhood series actually has an active fanbase and i really wanna jump in, so i wanted to know if you had any fic recs? i am current chowing though madnessiseverything's narnia works but i would love to know what other staples exist on ao3
omigosh Im so sorry, I've had this in my drafts for a while and forgot all about it O_O but yes here are a few of my favorite fics/oneshots!!
a savage place: in which Trumpkin discovers the Pevensies are not what they seem; this is probably my favorite Narnia fic ever. under a swift sunrise: the Pevensies partake in a Narnian tradition of welcoming spring season of mists: Mrs. Pevensie's thoughts on her children's return.
a home for every season: Idk if you like Lord of the Rings but in this one Susan goes to Middle-earth and finds some healing after the death of her siblings. I really like this one :) untitled: in which the Pevensies seem too old, and their mother notices untitled: in which Mrs. Pevensie wonders where her children's childhood went The Runaway: Susan stays behind to mind the horses while Peter, Edmund, and Lucy investigate the thicket near the lamppost, and is left behind in Narnia when they return home.
I'll be honest though, I haven't actually read that many Narnia fics, or I've forgotten most of the ones I have read and they would be too difficult to find. I've come across some pretty disturbing/uncomfortable Narnia fics in the past, so I kinda just read them as I come across recs instead of really searching for them myself because of that, if that makes sense lol. But if anyone has recs or self-promo they'd like to add to this post please feel free to reblog with your additions!
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wip💖
#mari's art#wip#splatoon#pearl houzuki#i so dunno where i want my artstyel to go bc while drawing this i was like#should i make this super close to the reference or add more details or do it like normal#like uhh#do u ever look at ur art and be like#Wow i wish i could draw realistically with many details but also super colourful and eye catching or fun shapey and cartoony#or cutesy anime or like a renaissance painting or etc etc etc#idk im probably not making sense at all lol#basically: *sees cool art* I WANT TO DRAW LIKE THAT *sees more cool art* BUT I ALSO WANT TO DRAW LIKE THAT TOO
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*hagarens ur timkon*
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#fma au#do NOT ask me about this cuz it wouldnt make any sense if i add any other characters#i would have to rewrite either all of the dc lore or the hagaren one#kon is a homunculus because... because... clone... and artificial human.... ahaha.... hey.....#this is completely self indulgent btw like the target audience was just me :/#still rewatching fma is it noticeable lol lmao lolz#timkon#tim drake#kon el#robin#red robin#superboy#dc#dc comics#im not putting fma tags#yj98#young justice#young just us#art#my art#there will be more btw. probably. idk.
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is this your card? ♦️♣️♥️♠️ it isnt but you dont wanna hurt his feelings
#this was supposed to be a warmup but i got carried away.... i havent drawn in so long that its been hard to focus orz#im testing a new brush for fun. again.. i think i can use this for clean lineart..?? im surprised i went as long as i did with the#narinder brush honestly... but i wanna try something new so here we are again#if i could get my shit together id love to draw a model of his van because i have smth really cool in mind..i was looking at pictures#of old wooden caravans like the horse drawn ones and i wonder if i could combine that with the shape of an RV#i like the ones with a door at the rear bc it kinda lookslike a train caboose.. maybe he'd get someone to weld him a custom ride!!#idk how intricate and detailed i can design it without making it a pain in the ass to draw every time BUT i have a general idea#it would probably have a door on the side but idk if itd flip down to make a stage or upwards to make a roof?? and then theres a#curtain behind it where he would come out and do his show methinks.. ive been looking at pictures of camping vans on pinterest for ideas#i dont think he LIVES in the van since i mentioned his home is an old run down theatre when he isnt on the road. i wanna draw that too#but the RV should have enough for long travels like a bed and cabinets..? maybe a net hanging on the ceiling where all his props go#id like to think of ideas for a hometown.. toronto has a huge entertainment district so it would make sense for him to live there#although id also love to base parts of it from vancouver since id love to go back and visit </3#..would there be furth names for those places?? nyancouver... clawronto... whinnypeg (like a horse whinny)...#pawson creek.... purrlington... otterwa.. i love coming up with names lol#my art#myart#my oc#oc#sleight#laikas comet oc#fan character#fur#furry art
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Thinking about how the Tower & the Adversary routes are connected through the Fury, and how you kind of get there by turning one into the other, and how horrified they are by what they become. Tower is about subjugation - she outright says she does not believe the two of you are on equal footing. You get the Fury from her when you assert your independence and fight back, forcing her to take you seriously as a threat and defend herself. Adversary is all about an equal fight - she prides herself on her strength, but also admires yours. You access the Fury through her by refusing to fight, watching her beat you to a pulp and become disgusted by what she does to you. IDK it is interesting how the Tower & Adversary parallel one another, and how you end up with the Fury in each route by doing what their sister route would have wanted you to do.
#i have no idea if the last sentence makes sense here lol#slay the princess#stp#the adversary#the tower#the fury#ive just been thinking about these guys a lot#in part just bc fury is a fascinating route to me (im very glad she's getting expanded upon)#& while tower's probably my least favorite route i still think about her a lot. i have a lot of thoughts about tower#but also 'sacrifice the yourself' has me thinking about how the princesses might feel about each other#& while i kinda concluded tower would dismiss all of the other vessels as 'insults' to her existence#i kind of started thinking about how much adversary (who loves an equal fight) would HATE playing the tower route lmao#idk it's a shame these guys get less attention compared to the 'nicer' princesses bc the ways they connect are really interesting#honestly im also curious about apotheosis bc id like to see her turn around how some ppl feel about tower#actually final addition to these long tags -#i think part of the tower hate comes from how frustrating it can be to play#(my first time through i was struggling to figure out what to do bc of the options being taken away)#and partially bc broken is a lot of ppl's least favorite voice#but *I* didn't mind broken. he got a few laughs out of me#my least favorite voice is cold
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Thinking about the relationship between Tuvok and Vorik, and how despite following the same set of principles, they still have wildly different personalities. And they both know this. They know they're not compatible in that way and that if not for voyager, neither of them would interact with the other at all. But they also know that they're the only two vulcans still left on this ship.
And I know Tuvok might be able to cope with that given his friendship with Janeway and how close he's gotten with Neelix and well... everyone.
But Vorik? (This is all just projection cuz sadly we don't get to know much about him BUT-) imagine that voyager was his first posting, and he's just out here with little to no experience on humans and without having been able to form proper bonds yet or to fully learn to regulate his emotions, and he's trying so very hard to integrate but he doesn't quite know how.
And how Tuvok sees him and thinks 'ah yes, a child in need of guidance' but then notices how incompatible they are and so whenever the two interact it's just this quiet understanding of biologically, culturally- we are the same, but Respectfully I Do Not Like You
#read this fic and it mentioned people commenting on how all the human crew members think Vorik and Tuvok#should be best friends and hang out all the time cuz they're the only two vulcans#and I've just been thinking about that#also sorry if this post is a mess but im writing this at 3 am#... I guess i dont see them Disliking each other btw#more like... you know when you meet someone and all in all they're an okay person but they just dont...you just cant...its not....you know?#idk none of this makes sense probably lol#ANYWAYS to bed I go byee#startreck#startrek#vulcans#vulcan#star trek#vorik#💚original post💚#voyager#solok#tuvok
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i recently started another hades 2 playthrough and idk if im just delusional but im just becoming more and more convinced that youll be able to meet ~certain~ gods once youre getting closer to a ~certain~ place
#tried making that post as spoiler free as possible#but im not gonna be spoiler free in these tags so dont look if you dont want any spoilers whatsoever#ISTFG WE BETTER MEET ARES AND/OR ATHENA ON THE WAY TO OLYMPUS#THEY ARE GODS OF WAR WHO ARE MENTIONED OFTEN AS BEING BUSY W THE WAR AGAINST CHRONOS' FORCES#MEETING THEM ON THE WAY UP TO OLYMPUS MAYBE SORTA HOW IT IS WHEN YOU MEET ARTEMIS OR ICARUS OR NEMESIS WOULD MAKE SO MUCH SENSE#AND I JUST FEEL LIKE SOME LINES ARE KINDA TEASING AT IT ALREADY#LIKE SOME THINGS ERIS SAYS ABT ARES OR WHEN THE OTHER GODS ARE TALKING ABT ATHENA AND ARES#id also love to meet dionysus but. hes apparently getting very drunk all the time so i doubt hed be like defending olympus rn lol#but back to ares and athena. it's just so. this is a war and they are gods of war. we Gotta meet them (pls pls pls pls pls pls pls)#gonna have to check how much space is left in that keepsake place...... bc idk.#theres the fates who we're presumably gonna meet/save too and we're probably gonna get a keepsake from them#maybe hypnos is gonna wake up at some point so thats a hypnos keepsake#and then ares and athena keepsakes also pls#but we also dont have a keepsake from hades rn so hmmmmm#idk i just hope we/melinoë can actually meet hypnos and athena and ares and build friendship w her dad and the fates#hades 2#hades 2 spoilers
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does anyone else feel like.... extremely frazzled when they get home from the store or similar places??
#the best way i can describe it is feeling like theres like a scribble animation in my head if that makes sense lol#im not really one to have social anxiety but for about a year now if i go out esp during the day i feel like this afterwards#while im at the store i have my headphones on of course and im dissociating so hard that i barely remember being there#then when i get home it's like i cant focus but i also have tunnel vision and i kinda zone out for like an hour#i have pretty bad dpdr symptoms all the time but this is like x10#those grocery store lights do a number on me#idk im probably just overstimulated or something but its weird and uncomfortable and i wanna know WHY#i wish i could afford to get an updated psych eval now that im sober#they'd probably take one look at me and set up the euthanization appt
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forget me not
Stray Gods || Grace/Persephone
She can’t bear to face anyone since she dropped out of college. She had to talk to her parents, obviously, but it’s been almost a year since they spoke. She was expecting them to yell at her, tell her she was wasting her life, tell her she’d never get anywhere without a college degree, that she was almost done, so why couldn’t she just wait it out another couple of years and then at least she’d have finished something? But they didn’t yell. They both just seemed…sad. Tired. And that was so much worse. It was like they had given up on her. Grace doesn’t know how to explain. She still hasn’t quite managed to explain it even to herself. Would anyone understand? Freddie never demanded an explanation—she loved Grace no matter what—but Grace was sure she wouldn’t get it. Freddie was passionate about so many things. Freddie was the sort of person who would probably go on to get a Master’s and a Doctorate or maybe two or three, because she just couldn’t decide what she loved the most. And Grace? Grace barely even felt like a person in college. She tried to do all kinds of things, join clubs, meet people, take classes she thought might be interesting. She tried to distance herself from Freddie, even, and she was not gentle. She tried to destroy herself over and over again, and make something entirely new. She tried to forge herself into someone interesting, someone worthwhile. But in the end, the truth always came crashing back to her. She can’t escape herself. She can’t escape how utterly unremarkable she is.
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#stray gods#grace x persephone#stray gods grace#stray gods persephone#this is not a sane piece of fiction i wrote it last night until 5 in the morning#should i have been sleeping should i have been studying YES#instead i wrote this#i was also like crying the whole time i wrote it LOL#now today i'm like does this even make sense is this even a story idk im too crazy to know#i am not well physically or mentally at this time LOL#anyway this is largely like a character piece for grace#since i felt if i was going to keep writing this ship (which i am due to being insane) i needed a better grasp on how i wanted grace to be#i think it's all canon compliant but it's also a lot of what i felt would be compelling so take w several grains of salt LOL#anyway hope you enjoy my 5 am meltdown!!!!!#exciting tag for writing things#is tumblr dot website yoing to make this formatting insane PROBABLY
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if 2012 splinter had a premonition on how he was going to die, do you think there was a reason as to why he took raph and april with him up on that rooftop? because like. in the perspective of the show, it's always been leo that has those big emotional moments with splinter. you'd think the writers would have put leo up on that rooftop instead of raph but. yeah. i wonder if there was ever any reason for that
#like. splinter KNEW he was probably going to die. and he had to essentially chose which son to take with him for it#it was probably always a toss up between raph and leo#probably never ever donnie or mikey. i imagine he decided that immediately#does anyone else ever think this#idk if im even saying this right. like in my head it makes sense yknow lol#or better yet. why did he bring ANY of them#like. maybe he had some naive hope he would live? because yeah hes a wise old dude but.#he probably didnt wanna die at all right?#scream your thoughts with me please or i will explode#tmnt 2012
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october birds by flower face
#yellowjackets#jackieshauna#so! almost done#Im not rlly that satisfied with this for a variety of reasons. but I still do like it (as always)#bc if I didnt like it i wouldnt upload it#mine art tag#mitos incredible life#yellowjackets edit#anyways it's sorta sad bc I think this song fits jackieshauna amazinly well but I couldnt rlly show it in an edit.#also if something doesnt seem to make sense it's meaning is probably sorta compkicated lol#(coming in with the comphet in this one)#<- Idk if that's apparent at all. but I thought it fit well#jackieshauna: The Shark In Your Water
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Just thinking about it, but it's kinda weird how your dead spouse is kinda just glossed over when it comes to the fo4 romances, besides Preston (iirc)
like my partner just died like 4 days ago but let me just romance this guy I just met, as far as I know, Preston is the only companion to actually address this in his romance. Like its just a weird writing choice to me, not to mention that the spouse gets like 2.5 seconds of screentime and gets only a few mentions during the main quest.
#am i making any sense?#idk how to quite articulate it#like I feel like that should've had a much bigger impact on the romances and sole survivor in general#but it just kinda seems#brushed to the side#“oh no! anyway!”#i feel like the spouse could've been integrated much better#like maybe you could've had a choice of background for fo4 and the spouse is one of those options#and that'd have some special lines of dialogue during the mq and any characters you romance#and then it'd make more sense RPG wise to be able to romance the companions without feeling weird for moving on from your dead spouse#2 seconds after they've died#or maybe have the spouse not die at all#maybe they're just injured and just wake up from cryo much later#and they find out you think they've died and moved on#there could've been like an interesting lil story there#iirc i don't even think sole mentions it outside preston/piper when it comes to romances#ik you can bring it up with knight rhys but not danse??#i should remember i literally just romanced him like 5/6 months ago lmao#also im really tired so im probably not articulating this as best as i could lol
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cant stand other people talking about my blorbos. someone with the best intentions could be talking about my gay autist and i’ll get so irrationally mad when they blame something on him being gay when its actually the autisms fault
#does this make sense to anybody#this is why im so terrible at making friends in fandom#if somebody is wrong (misaligned from my views) about a character or a cc or a story arc#i literally do not want to even see them on my dash#which is crazy because its so antithetical to the way that i act irl#like im genuinely so easy going and im totally chill to work with & be around ppl who i dont necessarily get along with#i guess its probably Because im so chill irl that when i have a space that i can actually curate and influence#i take that opportunity to be super picky#idk!!!!#all of this to say that i feel extremely lucky to have found a group of ppl who literally never get it wrong#LOL#also i will not give context to this post because the focal point is my own absurdity and not. somebodys (correct) take lmfao
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This might be a silly question but...do anyone of your detective's believe in fate? Why or why not? Did their view of it change after meeting Unit Bravo and experiencing the events of the twc books?
#zuri does to a certain extent#she believes that sometimes things are going to happen and you have no control over it happening#but you can control how you react to it#that includes some of the bad shit that happens so sometimes she loves it and other times she despises it#its not really a belief she...actively thinks about if that makes sense? but it does play a role in how she thinks about some things#not consistently but if you got her to talk about the way she thinks for long enough she'd probably realise that its a thing that is there#an example of this is... she knows her relationship with rebecca was going to change after room died#she knew that she'd become more distant#it's the fact that she never even tried to be her mother that hurts her#they wouldve never been a super close mother daughter duo but she couldve still been her mother and she chose not to be#another one is ub - theyre gonna get hurt and she knows that#people get hurt all the time especially when they have the type of job ub has - she just doesnt want that hurt to be because of her#if there's something she can do to minimise or outright eliminate the possibility of them getting hurt because of her she will do it#its why she gets so protective of them by book 4 (and why her hurting her li with the solar powers does a number on her)#zuri is the type of person who feels wanted when someone just TRIES for her - even if its against logic#even if what happens between them is going to end and is sometimes going to hurt#not the healthiest way of thinking lol but it is a thing#dont ask her about rook's death tho#or murphy#because thats when she despises the idea of fate and when its most lost on her that she does to some extent believe in it#you could say this is just life but she looks at certain things as though theyre canon events so idk💀#it also might just be her abandonment issues but hey dont our issues inform what we believe sometimes?#im hoping i don't sound dumb lol#tina is the only one who's challenged this belief - she (and her ex) is the reason why its flexible#ub are probably gonna be another reason soon#twc#the wayhaven chronicles#twc detective#oc: zuri jackson
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ridi im sorry i need to rant and i think youll get it 😭 like not to be a bitch but this fandom kinda going off the rails and annoying the shit out of me https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRbYASpf/ everybody in the comments unironically loving it,,, i mean wtvr ship who you want but its kinda getting delusional like ppl are just operating on thin air and pretty fancasts atp and i do Not understand or emotionally connect with any of it. at least w wolfstar theres so much material and foundation to explore but what is all the rest of this?? just hot celebrity fancasts and crack. to be fair part of me respects taking a terfs canon material and making everybody gay but the way it seems to be so oversaturating fics and the fandom that characters dont even feel like their original selves .. atp its all just surface level OCs
hello! yes! i'll be honest talking about things like this always make me a little nervous, and i feel obligated to preface anything i say with a disclaimer that none of it really matters, nothing i say matters, and you should do what you like, because--who cares. i am not an authority on--anything, frankly. my opinion holds no more weight than the next guy's, and all i'm doing here is giving it, so. essentially what im saying is--people are perfectly entitled to disagree with me, but people are not entitled to be mean to me about it xx
having said that. it is my personal opinion that s x barty is one of the worst fucking things i have ever heard lol. who even is barty who is that guy. why would s be interested in him at all. i do not understand it it does not make sense to me. from where are we sourcing the character traits and personality that we are giving barty that would ever endear sirius to him, because it objectively cannot be canon.
overall i do not get the new interest in barty + evan + pandora (+ regulus, but we won't go there)...at all, other than guessing that people were bored with the marauders and wanted a new version of them (and new celebrities to fancast) while simultaneously changing next to nothing about them other than superimposing them onto the first slytherin side characters they could rustle up. i expect ive become a bit of a broken record in regards to my dislike of the popular meow-meow-ification + complete absolution of regulus as a character in order to make him a loveable oc (just as i think erasing all the negative traits that r/s have in order to make them more likeable is just as boring), and all of that applies to those other guys as well (with the slight difference that they are, somehow, even less interesting and significant than regulus in canon), so i won't get into that too much. but i think what you say about having no emotional connection to any of it is exactly right lol--it is a sort of shift? i guess? in the fandom that is simply of no interest to me. they are characters that i just have no emotional investment in and admittedly struggle a little to understand why other people do. i am emotionally invested in, like, five characters overall (and even out of those--there's only two i'm really here for innit xx) and i personally cannot extend that investment to a creepy little side character who is mentioned maybe twice in the entire series.
and that is okay! i do not need to understand it. i don't want to say it annoys me because honestly--i don't go there, its nothing to do with me. if i dont like it i just wont interact with it, and the fact that it doesn't interest me has no bearing on what other people are into or want to do, and i couldn't give less of a shit what people do with the canon material, which is largely garbage anyway. take the bits you want from it, play around with those and ignore the rest. in that respect we are all doing exactly the same thing. but yeah i think s x barty is genuinely awful lol. hate it. very terrible. he's already got a loser werewolf boyfriend and he loves him so so much. leave him alone.
#i know most people are reasonable and thus it is perhaps overly cautious of me to insist on shrouding my unpopular#opinions in like. layer upon layer of placatory disclaimers but. well im a rather anxious guy i can't help it xx but im going to use these#tags to have a bit more of a consequence-less hater hour so. if you like regulus or barty or any of that lot i suggest you look away now#because i am about to express opinions about them that you probably wouldnt agree with + wouldnt enjoy reading!!#like full warning what im about to do is NOT any sort of analysis or defence of my opinion i will just be hating on them. is that clear.#okay. having said that. hater hour. barty and evan and honestly regulus were all cunts? like they were terrible people why do we care#about them now. regulus interests me solely as a piece of context for sirius' character. i could not give less of a shit about him as a#person in his own right. which leads me to my next hater moment: why oh why oh WHY on earth would canon james potter be interested#in canon regulus black. it makes sense in like a muggle au where they are virtually completely different characters but canon?#why would he be attracted to him. there is nothing. there is no chemistry i am ASLEEP and so is james. he would not give that#guy a second look. like it just baffles me it truly does. i feel like you have to bend over backwards to create a situation in which#james potter would ever show an interest in regulus. and i know jegulus is a fucking force to be reckoned with nowadays but god i just#do not like that ship. also i think the fact that barty and pandora and evan are essentially just oc characters who have been coloured#in by general fanon consensus shows in that what they have become is just. not interesting or complex or well fleshed out lol. like#idk i feel like they are just. very shallow. deliberately. so they are easy to like and easy to ship because that is what theyre there for.#god it feels so good to say all this. i will never be a hater again (<- lying) but i needed to be able to just. say this just once xx#also if you needed any more indication what barty and evan and regulus are here to do you just have to look at their#super-hot super-conventionally attractive celebrity model fancasts. like it all adds up its like but what if these death eaters were#not actually evil :-( what if they were really sweet and also? so so hot. like they were all so hot and actually really good#and none of them meant to be evil they didnt want to be :-( they were just hot good guys all in love with each other and the evil stuff#they did wasnt their fault :-( like that has to be. the most boring thing you couldve possibly done with these blank slates. surely.#anyway. im done now but i enjoyed hater hour immensely this was so fucking good for my soul xx thanks and goodnight xx#anon#telegram#scream hang on sorry. just looked at the comments of that tiktok where people are saying they were prison besties. girl. girl.#girl they were in prison for very different reasons baby. baby you know that right. baby look at me. look at me
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6 years ago today i joined the failboat discord server and effectively joined the community. contrary to what you may think i have no regrets
i think that's officially like. more than half the channel's existence. and about a third of my life. which is crazy to me. wish i could do more to celebrate but ig im just stuck here on tumblr for now
#failboat#genuinely this community is so important to me. probably wouldnt be the same guy i am now if not for the friends i made here#even if they dont seem to identify as much with the community as i still do. which is fine by me but im staying here lol#even if i did go down a different path i know im stuck here forever. even as an adult who may head up their own communities in the future#not even just the community though like. i probably get a lot of my sense of humor from boat's content#honestly the easiest way to make me laugh. or even cheer me up when life gets sour#my favorite way to waste time is to watch boat fuck around in video games live. literally the only streams i watch like 99% of the time#idk. i dont wanna get TOO sappy right now. i got other stuff to draw haha#just know that i've enjoyed all 6 years that i've spent in this corner of hell whether on discord or not <3
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