#“i was talking to gilman the other day” people would think im crazy and Weird!!!!!!!
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sparklecur · 3 months ago
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sniffles. okay. yay <3
#sorry am suddenly Going Thru It ignore me lol#and i like this line a lot it makes me feel better#brambles#(to summarize i was feeling like maybe i am weird or crazy for treating fictional the characters like they are real because it makes#me feel good. even tho that is probably a normal thing that normal people do#and then feeling like oh thats a stupid thing to be upset about. you idiot go get some real problems#even tho like with the “i need to eat something or hedwyn will be sad” that wasnt really like a haha funny joke like i am thinking about#hedwyn and i think he would be sad and worried about me that im not eating enough and that genuinely motivates me to take care of myself#and i talk to them in my head and they are real To Me in the sense that i treat them like theyre real like i talk to them and imagine#scenarios in my head and stuff#and thats probably just a normal coping mechanism but if i posted something like#“i was talking to gilman the other day” people would think im crazy and Weird!!!!!!!#and then what if its just a stupid unhealthy coping mechanism because im a friendless losr!!!!!!!!! and then that sometimes leads#to me forcing myself to Not think about them at all. which makes me miserable#that wasnt rly related but like half of me is like wow youre weird and crazy what is wrong with you! and the other halfs like nthis is norm#this is called Liking A Character A Lot and is Normal#anyways. yeag#and like. thats not a thing thats nto a real problem. why am i getting uupset about t. its after 9pm i should stop fretting#its not a real problem its not a real problem im just being like wird and idk ableist. or something#shutting up now
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