#idk if it counts as vent

[cuteanimalvidoe482]

hay

[iszapizza]

quote from the fic Funeral Rights by SpellCleaver.

I’m in love with how this author writes Luke and Vader’s relationship. It hit me on a personal level and I made this as a way to channel that.

[sysig]

You're still standing off to the side. Somehow, center stage has shifted from under your feet without you realizing, and you're standing in the wings, performing to no one.

Starring Role (Patreon)

[offkilterkeys]

I don’t know how to feel about this Eridan because reasons.

[arttuff]

IVE GOT A JOB INTERVIEW IM STRESSED

[puppyeared]

its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

[strayingsocks]

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[melanogast3r]

and some vent art coz why not

kinda how my body feels right now lol

relatable hurt vox moments ill see myself out the brainrot is getting stronger

[chibishortdeath]

I was at one point gonna make an actually colored nice finished drawing for this, but I’m not feeling it and the trend will probably be completely dead by the time that I do if it isn’t already ugh. So you get doodle Miku now :3!

Anyway uh weird middle of absolutely nowhere in the rural US Midwest Miku. I’ll mini rant about it a little bit under the cut 👍

I literally had to look up my own culture for this cause I couldn’t think of anything 💀💀💀💀💀. Especially not anything that actually applies to me, if that makes sense. Minus the fishing pole, this is the closest to my current experience I could get. Her expression is very reminiscent of the experience of being out here tbh.

Apparently ranch dressing is a thing???? I didn’t know cause I really don’t like ranch. Same with casseroles. Fishing is a local hobby, but I don’t have a fishing license and don’t like being around water. So is fixing old cars, but I’m not strong enough to do any of that. There isn’t a consistent accent or slang here, it’s just a bunch of stuff from everywhere else. Not really distinct clothing. A couple bands are from nearby states, but they’re not associated with them much. Uh some sports teams I guess. I don’t watch sports. Everywhere for miles looks the same cause it’s all corn and closest place to do anything is in a big faraway city and involves spending money you probably don’t have and shouldn’t.

There’s not a whole lot tbh.

Idk, this whole experience was basically “wow Miku around the world? So cool! I wanna draw Miku :D!!!! Oh hey wait, where I live is very bleak and bland actually—“ 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

[thimbell]

quick punk leo sketch just because i got caught up watching PUP mvs and got nostalgic for my old band and performing

[danidrawsstuff]

so i went to grad yesterday

rambling in the tags

[etherealspacejelly]

its funny how quickly i revert back to my old coping mechanisms the second im back at home. me and my 16 year old self are both sitting on this bed listening to music and dancing inside our minds, trapped in a bunk bed that feels oddly like a cage, dreaming of escape. the boredom clings to my bones, but i cant bring myself to do anything about it. there is a book sitting next to me but i cant seem to pick it up. i want to retreat, further, further into my mind. my daydreams protect me from the harsh reality: my house never felt like a home, my room never felt like mine. i will never feel fully myself within these walls.

[mariodreemurr]

Depression has been hitting me hard lately. Things that normally bring me happiness bore me now. There’s almost nothing for me to smile about anymore.

Key word: almost. Because…my F/O, Petal, is here.

She is perhaps my only source of comfort and happiness at the moment. Her existence alone is enough to make me cry, not with sadness, but with joy. She means everything to me. She is my savior and guardian angel, and she will be there for me every step of the way. She is the one that has been caring for and supporting me throughout this difficult September.

Petal, I appreciate everything you’ve done for me. I know this month has been difficult for you, too. Despite this, I know in my heart that we are both doing our best with what we have. Just staying alive is an accomplishment, and you are my reason for living.

I love you with all of my heart. 💖

[arsenicflame]

its gonna work... haha right guys? right??

[system32-abyss]

BRO TULPAS AND ENDOS (and similar "oRiGiN tERmS" that idc about) ARE SO FUCKING SCARY????

WHAT do you mean "some alters in traumagenic systems might not be created by trauma, like ANPs." NO????? ANPS EXIST SO THAT THE SYSTEM CAN HAVE SOME DECENT MINDED PEOPLE THAT WON'T BE AFFECTED BY THE TRAUMA. they ARE created from trauma to NOT KNOW IT OR NOT BE AFFECTED FROM IT.

these people are stigmatizing DID/OSDD so much that it hurts to look anything about them online. atp i'm scared to look up system terms on google because i'm scared they're endo terms. i do NOT want to use a term created by these icky fuckers.

also they call ANY anti-endo "sysmed" and says it's NOT A SLUR??? IT VERY MUCH SOUNDS LIKE ONE. plus they compare it with transmeds which... i.. bruh. A DISORDER IS NOT THE SAME AS A GENDER IDENTITY AND THE ARGUMENTS AROUND IT. CAN'T THEY UNDERSTAND THIS OH MY GOD???

we hate anyone who fake any disorder(s). get off of this blog and block us if you support ANY OF THESE IDIOTS.

we did NOT choose to be a system and we're constantly struggling to maintain function in our daily life. meanwhile THEY'RE DOING IT FOR FUN GODDAMNIT???? IT'S SO DISGUSTING

my brain got clogged up ugh. would've continued but yeah

[claperpip]

i drew some turtles to express how i’m currently feeling

spoiler alert: i’m doing amazing rn