#idk i’m like. sad!
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i wish i could be comfortable living here (once again you don’t have to expand all of that)
#there are about five billion reasons to not be comfortable going out#aside from the obvious ones i don’t trust my coworkers all that much. the few times we’ve gone out i haven’t liked the experience#not in an im not like other girls way truly i just am Not enjoying myself here#and like. my job. is fine. living with family. is fine#but it like. i want to live a life that is more than just Fine#but! i cannot imagine what that looks like for me and i’m afraid to make a change i don’t believe in#because i’ve tried to make so many changes that ended up being wrong#idk i’m like. sad!#jaerambles#sigh. if i am in the same place life progression wise this time next year i’ll be disappointed#happy to be alive etc. but disappointed. what does joy look like for me… what do i even like to Do anymore….#i feel like i’ve been on a progressively worse backslide for seven years now and i don’t want it to get worse#but i really have to think about what Better looks like#because right now i cannot visualize it. i don’t know… how can i advocate for myself if i don’t know my own needs
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Can you imagine the puppet scene in FNAF 2…
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#fnaf puppet#the puppet#the marionette#mike schmidt#garrett schmidt#charlie emily#fnaf 2#fnaf movie#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#guys I will simply lose my mind if this happens in the next film#LIKE IDK IF I’m prepared to see Mike see his brother again#ESPECIALLY if they do end up being the puppet#not only is it unsettling it’s so sad 😭#LIKE maybe Abby finally gets to meet her brother too but god#the next film is supposed to be more horror focused#so I just know this scene will be so chilling ..
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I just know it’s gonna really hit me the moment one of the boys says something and then I’m gonna lose it.
#like god idk why I’m thinking Louis is gonna take it the hardest but also it’s just so fucking sad#I’m gonna lose it and bawl my eyes out the moment one of them says anything#like one band one dream one direction for life is so real right now#liam payne#my little lanky baby#harry styles#niall horan#my little irish marshmallow#one direction#louis tomlinson#zayn malik
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every binary man does this
part 1
#disco Elysium#fanart#comic#Harry du bois#Kim kitsuragi#disco Elysium skills#physical instrument#electrochemistry#inland empire#encyclopedia#half light#Kim is not equipped to walk Harry through a gender crisis but he can call her miss#my apologies to coach. I’m accepting that I have to slander him a bit to avoid redrawing#I just like him and Echem fighting too much ghsdgjsdf#idk why I have such a hard time writing for comics when the fic just flows#it’s worse now that I’ve got that scarf scene in the fic#bc the subtle unnamed panic feels much more correct. not even worrying about gender. can’t even get that far#rynArts#I really like Harry in the third panel. he looks so sad and wet
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Okay can I be a bitter Anders fan for like. Just 2 minutes here lmao
Cause bioware released some game stats for veilguard and apparently 72% of players redeemed Solas which is like. Okay yeah the game kinda pushes you towards that. But when I think of all the shit I used to have to put up with just for enjoying Anders like at all and…
(This is not me being anti-Solas, I do not care if you love or hate him, but I am gonna say what he’s done is like. Objectively worse than literally every other companion so lmao. And that’s fine! You can still enjoy him! I’m not saying you can’t and it’s important to me that people understand that! I’m just saying he did in fact do objectively morally worse things in game than Anders did and I don’t think that’s really debatable. And I can’t really make my point here without saying that but I do want to make it clear this is not some moral condemnation of Solas enjoyers cause it’s not)
Getting anon hate on the regular, being told “oh you’re allowed to like Anders as long as you regularly talk about how much he sucks”, people gleefully describing how much fun they have killing him ON your posts about the fact that you like him, the devs making jokes about shitty fates for him when fans asked innocent questions about him, the absolute audacity of his writer to say half the shit she did in interviews (about bisexuality and mental illness, most critically), and then being beaten over the head again in inquisition about how Anders is the worst character to ever exist and there’s no redemption for terrorists who lie to you one time in the entire game and he deserves death or worse and that’s it
And now… 72% of people are down to redeem the guy who lies to you for 2 games straight and who did a lot of questionable things that includes creating the fucking blight and. Like. I guess I’m glad that Solas fans can live in a world where they aren’t constantly harassed and can give their ship like. A pretty damn good ending all things considered. And that the devs love Solas and actually give the option for that happy ending and have characters go to bat for Solas throughout the game and the most annoying thing they have to see are people making scrambled egg memes. I would not wish anyone to have to deal with the shit Anders fans had to put up with back then cause it sucked. It really sucked. And I’m glad it’s not being repeated with a different character, if nothing else
But like. Man there really is a difference when the writers actually like the character who does the thing, huh
#shut up nerd#anders#I’m sorry it’s just. really hard to not be bitter tbh#like the shit we as fans went through#just for liking a damn character#tbf I do actually think if the game came out today perceptions would be different#I think people would be more comfortable with revolutionary action now than they were then#but even still#it’s not even about that you know#it’s about people (both fans and at times the actual devs) being mean when they really didn’t need to be#and the DA trenches are probably why literally no harassment phases me anymore lmao but#that’s not a good thing slskd it’s just a useful consequence I guess#so yeah idk#am I jealous that Solas fans get to have a better experience?#yeah I can’t deny I feel a bit of that#but I’m also just. idk tired and sad for what that time was. and also glad that it seems to be over#but also a little bitter that I had to go through it when it didn’t need to happen at all#idk just feeling a lot here in this chili’s tonight lmao#(why do I say that I don’t think my country even has chili’s)#ANYWAY#dragon age#veilguard spoilers
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WE ARE | EP16
#we are#we are the series#we are series#tanfang#aou thanaboon#aouboom#boom tharatorn#my edits#weareedit#AOUBOOM MAIN LEADS WHEN???#i do appreciate them and the way they’ve been portraying tanfang#i know tan was a bit over the top 99% of the time#but every scene and touch felt so genuine#and i’m not gonna credit that to new#bc he wasn’t able to direct ppw in a way that didn’t make their kisses look a bit awkward#i know scenes have to look aesthetically pleasing in some way#and that’s why we keep having to deal the ‘no one would kiss with this much space for jesus between each other’ complaints#but like look at aouboom here#this is mostly them and their acting choices in my humble opinion#and don’t get me started on the pecks#ppw BARELY touched the other one’s lips when they had to do a peck kiss#like cmon the difference between ppw and aouboom pecks is insane#i’m sorry for picking on ppw but i’m a bit sad that some of their romantic scenes were a bit lackluster#especially that very last kiss which tbh i rather wouldn’t have seen bc it felt a bit awkward to me#but that may be just me#i need new to get a bit more frisky with kiss scenes when it comes to his directing#bc i feel like friskier kiss scenes only happen when the actors mostly do their thing after finding out what the director wants#(maybe i’m completely wrong about new but tkdkfdkddkdk)#and don’t get me wrong idgaf if there are kisses or not but if there’s a kiss scene you should commit instead of holding yourself back idk#and ppw definitely need a better director to help them achieve that bc jojo was definitely better at directing them
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1st image is stolen from Twitter, 2nd and 3rd are stolen from my instagram. As someone that was excited for Ibuki, I was disappointed (but as a HiiroP and just Amagi bro fan, unsurprised) and it was egregious enough to need to demand change. As a RyuseitaiP, this hurts me so deeply. These are the characters I can see myself most in, the unit based on holding onto what you love and never letting go of it, and protecting it. Shinobu would not wave it off, his unit wouldn’t wave it off. Not only does it mischaracterize Shinobu, but it a way that mischaracterizes the rest of the unit.
Give the superhero unit their autism back, let him love his interest deeply and cry when it’s hurt or taken away. Let us love enstars deeply and cry when you hurt it, Happy Elements.
#ensemble stars#enstars#shinobu sengoku#I should make a bluesjy account just to be verbally pissed#bc no way am I ever talking on twitter again I’m good with just quietly liking things#but I know the Enstars community here is pretty small (or I’m just that out of the loop)#I hate how the past few weeks have been a company gutting characters we love#tbh even after the boycott (if it ends) idk if go back to playing#Shinobu isn’t even my top 5 but I’m tearing up#I think I might break forever if they mess with Hokuto Kanata Hiiro Arashi or Kohaku#I should preface Hiiro and Arashi with being fucked with more#idk I’m sad and I’m angry
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Random subject,
but I need someone to make a video essay about the bastardization of female characters and the woobification of male characters in media/fandom spaces
because I think it’s a really interesting subject that probably stems from biases that plague our society
from
“He’s such a silly little guy.”
to
Literally calling fictional female characters worse than Hitler or something
Like, I feel like people talk about specific characters but not the topic as a broader subject
I feel like there’s so much to talk about
but I don’t have the elegance, critical thinking skills, the experience, or consume enough media to talk about this
So anyone who’s reading this please, please make a video essay about it
Or make one arguing against it idk
I just need a good video essay to watch while doing homework
#On Talking Terms#Sorry for the ramble#but I think about this subject so much#It’s not even funny#I just want to plant the seeds in someone mind#spark conversation or something#because imo it’s such an interesting topic that feels like it has so many moving parts#Like I feel like there’s so much depth to characters but the simplification on both side can be a bit frustrating#I want to see people’s in-depth opinions about characters#But it’s just hand waved as girlboss behavior or she’s evil or he’s a sad boy#Like I can list so many characters but you guys probably have some already#Anyways I’m done now#Back to Kirby content lol#May delete later idk
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Day off
#hetalia#aph spain#hws spain#antonio fernandez carriedo#well I no longer feel like shit abt my art! bc I feel like shit abt something else help#I might be…a little quiet on here just cuz I gotta get my shit together#but then again I do have some stuff in drafts#idk I’m just real out of it rn but I feel better after drawing this#free therapy : drawing ur blorbo sad
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phinktober day 11: ur fav AU
i dont rlly do AUs so i just drew them how i wish they would dress xo
(dan’s tats r carnations and snowdrops and phil’s r roses and honeysuckle. for no reason 🤗)
ALSO bonus version w makeup bc i couldn’t pick <3
#soz copied caption from twt i have been drawing for 7 hours straight i need to drink water eat something take a piss and a shower and sleep#no braincell rn#goodbye it is wine time#hope yall like this idfk what people what these days other than ship art but im not doing that so sorry no knights fucking for you#just me making them look like me bc i’m a narcissist etc#god i am way too tired to be yapping rn i have no filter whatever ABYWAY HASHTAG DANIPHIW#art2 and craft2#dnp#phanart#dan and phil#daniel howell#amazingphil#dan howell#phil lester#phinktober#punk edits irl come back to me please#i’m missing a fkn hashtag i just know it whatever i don’t CARE im TIRED i have eaten nothing but half a jar of picked today i feel so goblin#idk why i tunnelvisioned w this piece it’s not even that good or detailed LMFAO#actually the tattoos were a BITCH and also made me sad bc of my whole failed tattooing career etc#OH MY GOD WHY AM I YAPPING SO MUCH SOMEONE EUTHANISE ME#good NIGHT !!!!!!#pickles not picked btw but i’m not retyping all of that#now i’m sad bc i’m out of pickles and it’s 10pm and everything is shut:( hate my stupid gay life
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Liam Lawson as the Page of Pentacles:
This card indicates that you are on the brink of giving life to a new venture or opportunity that brings you luck in the material world. You are full of enthusiasm and energy to make this new opportunity come to life.
Generally, the Page of pentacles refers to the kind of energy that you need to complete all that is needed for your work. It may point to the determination, focus and the ability to stick with a particular task no matter how boring it may seem.
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Tag list: @st-leclerc @rubywingsracing @saviour-of-lord @three-days-time @the-wall-is-my-goal @albonoooo @ch3rubd0lls @brawngp2009
#the last one :-/#I’m kinda… bummed tf out#end of an era fr#these will be physical cards!!#guys why am I so sad#like I’m gonna dry heave#idk why I went so hard on this one#but i really want to#Liam deserves good art idc idc#this card is for Liam!!!#Like Franco his enthusiasm about this sport and opportunity is priceless#and he’s about to start as an f1 driver !!!(again lol)#so he is giving life to a new venture#also ability to stick to a difficult task speaks to him sticking with red bull and trusting them to give him this chance#f1#formula 1#f1blr#f1 fanart#formula one#f1 art#annie’s art#formula one fanart#formulanni#formula 1 fanart#liam lawson#ll30#f1 tarot#page of pentacles
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Since it seems everyone is as horny as I am about men cumming quickly, let’s keep talking about it 🤤
The very second your lips touch Bucky’s, you feel how eager he is already. His lips are warm and plump and slick and insistent, gliding against your own with a hunger you can only hope to match.
His hands trail over your body, touching you with an urgency you’re very much enjoying. His fingertips dig in a little, making you feel like he craves you and it’s entirely dizzying.
“This isn’t fair. You get me so worked up.” He’s practically panting through kisses to your neck, nipping and biting his way to your breasts, encased in the pretty lace he picked out for you.
The thick outline of his cock is more than distracting and even in the dim bedroom light, you notice the sheen of precum that has soaked through his thin underwear.
He kisses your breasts tenderly, not removing your bra just yet. He wants to enjoy it; he wants to be able to call on the memory whenever he needs it.
“Fucking perfect.” He moans, letting his hand trail between your thighs, finding you wetter than he could’ve dreamed.
“Not yet.” You tease, removing his hand and sinking to your knees in front of him, pulling his underwear down his toned legs. His hard length bobs in front of your face, the tip wet with his own arousal and your mouth waters at the thought.
“Prove you can handle my pussy. Show me you deserve it.” Your hand wraps around the base of his cock while your tongue flicks against the tip, savouring the taste of him.
You pump your hand in time with your mouth, pausing every now and again to take as much of him as you can.
Your soft moans are nothing compared to his.
Fuck, he’s lost in the feeling of your warm, wet, sinful mouth and the thought of you swallowing his load.
“Babe please, slow down.” You hear him moan and it makes slowing down the last thing on your mind.
“Don’t you dare.” You take just a second to breathe before you’re back to stroking and sucking his faster than before. He’s not going to last. He knows it. So do you. That’s exactly what you want.
“Fuck, I’m gonna cum.” He groans, desperately trying not to but that’s hard when he’s watching your pretty face and focusing on the way your lips look wrapped around his dick.
It’s a toss up. In your mouth or over your face? It hardly matters when you have him exactly where you want him.
#becca’s thots#becca writes spice#sub!bucky#needy!bucky#idk what I’m doing on this account anymore tbh#a break from it might help#But I know I’d probably never go back to it#maybe it’s just the Sunday sads idk#I had such a lovely night last night too#I made burgers and brownies and my own icecream#And then I made cinnamon rolls for my family#everything was great#and now I feel like 💩
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discussion: would gale accept only getting a few decades with his partner because he’s a squishy human OR would he go the lich route a la barry bluejeans
#ramble#bg3#gale dekarios#today i realised that gale would only get 40-60 years with cyra and she’d have centuries without him and i got sad#i’m v curious what everyone else thinks???#bc on one hand he was very willing to just explode but that was probably a guilt thing?#but also i feel like. he wants to do more stuff#maybe i’m just not over barold j. bluejeans turning himself into the essence of his magic to be with his elf wife forever idk#if i had a nickel for every time i became deranged over a human wizard with a rabid elf wife with red hair#i’d have 2 nickels which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice
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YALL. LISTEN. THEYRE THE SAME.
AND SO COMPELLING!!!
#DOWN TO EVEN THE COLOR SCHEMES#ITS CRAZY#HELLO????#I feel like I’m the only one screaming abt these ships#it’s abt the black and red and blue rivalry to friends dynamic#and the pink and blue childhood friends to lovers#AND the pink and black characters who hardly interact but could bring out the softer sides of each other#(idk if im explaining this well LOL but i love how Amy and Serena are more the heartfelt of the group)#(and Amy could bring out a softer side in Shadow!!! we see that in the games!!! it makes me emo!!!)#(Serena could bring out a soft side to Goh too!!! it would be so fun to see them interact aaaaa)#(it’s sad we never got to see them talk to each other :’) rip)#also just fyi I haven’t finished watching Pokémon journeys and XYZ#I mostly consume fancontent for them haha#so I have a pretty good grasp on ash and Serena and bob’s relationship but not perfect#ANYWAYS. POLY SHIPS ARE PEAK!!!!!!!!!#sth#sonic the hedgehog#amy rose#shadow the hedgehog#kiki stuff#shadsonamy#Sonshadamy#pokémon#pokémon journeys#ash ketchum#Satoshi#pokémon serena#Pokémon goh#SatoSereGou#WHY DID IT AUTOCORRECT TO ‘Bob’ I MEANT GOH
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“Nobody wrote Viktor’s name on a piece of paper” like be fr. Everyone’s blinded by pain not thinking straight at all like Mel would absolutely have written Viktor’s name. There is no way she wouldn’t have?? Why wouldn’t she write both their names? I just don’t believe she’d think about only Jayce in that moment. Past entanglement or not, there was no Jayce without Viktor. Those two were a package deal from the day they met each other. Mel isn’t someone who holds a grudge like that? Like imagine she’s writing ‘Jayce’ and remembering him… how would Viktor NOT appear in those memories? Let’s say she was thinking about the first time they slept together (idk why she would be during a difficult time lol). Yeah very nice memory except where tf was Jayce when she woke up? WITH VIKTOR. Can you imagine Mel intentionally leaving out Viktor’s name? Why? Out of spite? Hell no. Because he almost destroyed Piltover and everyone in it? The Machine Herald was once a man. Even if they didn’t see eye to eye, they both cared about Jayce. And given her last conversation with Jayce, not writing both names would be greatly disrespectful not only to them but also to herself. She’s not that petty
#like i don’t think she just up and left piltover right away??#or am I reaching#also ive seen this nobody wrote viktors name sad face take on tiktok#so idk what the vibe is on tumblr#I also really like Mel as a character#great development and she matures a looot in s2#I just don’t like her w Jayce#and I don’t enjoy the trio thingy w Jayce and Viktor#anyways#arcane#mel medarda#jayce talis#viktor arcane#jayvik#mel x jayce#I’m using tags again like a proper adult#bye
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haven’t seen the movie idc i’m obsessed with this image
#*series#oops#like now i want to watch the movie but it sounds like a sad movie idk#maybe i’m scarred by marriage story where every movie about being married is just depressing asf😭#oscar isaac#jessica chastain#scenes from a marriage
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