#idk i’m like. sad!
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i wish i could be comfortable living here (once again you don’t have to expand all of that)
#there are about five billion reasons to not be comfortable going out#aside from the obvious ones i don’t trust my coworkers all that much. the few times we’ve gone out i haven’t liked the experience#not in an im not like other girls way truly i just am Not enjoying myself here#and like. my job. is fine. living with family. is fine#but it like. i want to live a life that is more than just Fine#but! i cannot imagine what that looks like for me and i’m afraid to make a change i don’t believe in#because i’ve tried to make so many changes that ended up being wrong#idk i’m like. sad!#jaerambles#sigh. if i am in the same place life progression wise this time next year i’ll be disappointed#happy to be alive etc. but disappointed. what does joy look like for me… what do i even like to Do anymore….#i feel like i’ve been on a progressively worse backslide for seven years now and i don’t want it to get worse#but i really have to think about what Better looks like#because right now i cannot visualize it. i don’t know… how can i advocate for myself if i don’t know my own needs
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Can you imagine the puppet scene in FNAF 2…
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#fnaf puppet#the puppet#the marionette#mike schmidt#garrett schmidt#charlie emily#fnaf 2#fnaf movie#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#guys I will simply lose my mind if this happens in the next film#LIKE IDK IF I’m prepared to see Mike see his brother again#ESPECIALLY if they do end up being the puppet#not only is it unsettling it’s so sad 😭#LIKE maybe Abby finally gets to meet her brother too but god#the next film is supposed to be more horror focused#so I just know this scene will be so chilling ..
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I just know it’s gonna really hit me the moment one of the boys says something and then I’m gonna lose it.
#like god idk why I’m thinking Louis is gonna take it the hardest but also it’s just so fucking sad#I’m gonna lose it and bawl my eyes out the moment one of them says anything#like one band one dream one direction for life is so real right now#liam payne#my little lanky baby#harry styles#niall horan#my little irish marshmallow#one direction#louis tomlinson#zayn malik
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Okay can I be a bitter Anders fan for like. Just 2 minutes here lmao
Cause bioware released some game stats for veilguard and apparently 72% of players redeemed Solas which is like. Okay yeah the game kinda pushes you towards that. But when I think of all the shit I used to have to put up with just for enjoying Anders like at all and…
(This is not me being anti-Solas, I do not care if you love or hate him, but I am gonna say what he’s done is like. Objectively worse than literally every other companion so lmao. And that’s fine! You can still enjoy him! I’m not saying you can’t and it’s important to me that people understand that! I’m just saying he did in fact do objectively morally worse things in game than Anders did and I don’t think that’s really debatable. And I can’t really make my point here without saying that but I do want to make it clear this is not some moral condemnation of Solas enjoyers cause it’s not)
Getting anon hate on the regular, being told “oh you’re allowed to like Anders as long as you regularly talk about how much he sucks”, people gleefully describing how much fun they have killing him ON your posts about the fact that you like him, the devs making jokes about shitty fates for him when fans asked innocent questions about him, the absolute audacity of his writer to say half the shit she did in interviews (about bisexuality and mental illness, most critically), and then being beaten over the head again in inquisition about how Anders is the worst character to ever exist and there’s no redemption for terrorists who lie to you one time in the entire game and he deserves death or worse and that’s it
And now… 72% of people are down to redeem the guy who lies to you for 2 games straight and who did a lot of questionable things that includes creating the fucking blight and. Like. I guess I’m glad that Solas fans can live in a world where they aren’t constantly harassed and can give their ship like. A pretty damn good ending all things considered. And that the devs love Solas and actually give the option for that happy ending and have characters go to bat for Solas throughout the game and the most annoying thing they have to see are people making scrambled egg memes. I would not wish anyone to have to deal with the shit Anders fans had to put up with back then cause it sucked. It really sucked. And I’m glad it’s not being repeated with a different character, if nothing else
But like. Man there really is a difference when the writers actually like the character who does the thing, huh
#shut up nerd#anders#I’m sorry it’s just. really hard to not be bitter tbh#like the shit we as fans went through#just for liking a damn character#tbf I do actually think if the game came out today perceptions would be different#I think people would be more comfortable with revolutionary action now than they were then#but even still#it’s not even about that you know#it’s about people (both fans and at times the actual devs) being mean when they really didn’t need to be#and the DA trenches are probably why literally no harassment phases me anymore lmao but#that’s not a good thing slskd it’s just a useful consequence I guess#so yeah idk#am I jealous that Solas fans get to have a better experience?#yeah I can’t deny I feel a bit of that#but I’m also just. idk tired and sad for what that time was. and also glad that it seems to be over#but also a little bitter that I had to go through it when it didn’t need to happen at all#idk just feeling a lot here in this chili’s tonight lmao#(why do I say that I don’t think my country even has chili’s)#ANYWAY#dragon age#veilguard spoilers
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WE ARE | EP16
#we are#we are the series#we are series#tanfang#aou thanaboon#aouboom#boom tharatorn#my edits#weareedit#AOUBOOM MAIN LEADS WHEN???#i do appreciate them and the way they’ve been portraying tanfang#i know tan was a bit over the top 99% of the time#but every scene and touch felt so genuine#and i’m not gonna credit that to new#bc he wasn’t able to direct ppw in a way that didn’t make their kisses look a bit awkward#i know scenes have to look aesthetically pleasing in some way#and that’s why we keep having to deal the ‘no one would kiss with this much space for jesus between each other’ complaints#but like look at aouboom here#this is mostly them and their acting choices in my humble opinion#and don’t get me started on the pecks#ppw BARELY touched the other one’s lips when they had to do a peck kiss#like cmon the difference between ppw and aouboom pecks is insane#i’m sorry for picking on ppw but i’m a bit sad that some of their romantic scenes were a bit lackluster#especially that very last kiss which tbh i rather wouldn’t have seen bc it felt a bit awkward to me#but that may be just me#i need new to get a bit more frisky with kiss scenes when it comes to his directing#bc i feel like friskier kiss scenes only happen when the actors mostly do their thing after finding out what the director wants#(maybe i’m completely wrong about new but tkdkfdkddkdk)#and don’t get me wrong idgaf if there are kisses or not but if there’s a kiss scene you should commit instead of holding yourself back idk#and ppw definitely need a better director to help them achieve that bc jojo was definitely better at directing them
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Day off
#hetalia#aph spain#hws spain#antonio fernandez carriedo#well I no longer feel like shit abt my art! bc I feel like shit abt something else help#I might be…a little quiet on here just cuz I gotta get my shit together#but then again I do have some stuff in drafts#idk I’m just real out of it rn but I feel better after drawing this#free therapy : drawing ur blorbo sad
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phinktober day 11: ur fav AU
i dont rlly do AUs so i just drew them how i wish they would dress xo
(dan’s tats r carnations and snowdrops and phil’s r roses and honeysuckle. for no reason 🤗)
ALSO bonus version w makeup bc i couldn’t pick <3
#soz copied caption from twt i have been drawing for 7 hours straight i need to drink water eat something take a piss and a shower and sleep#no braincell rn#goodbye it is wine time#hope yall like this idfk what people what these days other than ship art but im not doing that so sorry no knights fucking for you#just me making them look like me bc i’m a narcissist etc#god i am way too tired to be yapping rn i have no filter whatever ABYWAY HASHTAG DANIPHIW#art2 and craft2#dnp#phanart#dan and phil#daniel howell#amazingphil#dan howell#phil lester#phinktober#punk edits irl come back to me please#i’m missing a fkn hashtag i just know it whatever i don’t CARE im TIRED i have eaten nothing but half a jar of picked today i feel so goblin#idk why i tunnelvisioned w this piece it’s not even that good or detailed LMFAO#actually the tattoos were a BITCH and also made me sad bc of my whole failed tattooing career etc#OH MY GOD WHY AM I YAPPING SO MUCH SOMEONE EUTHANISE ME#good NIGHT !!!!!!#pickles not picked btw but i’m not retyping all of that#now i’m sad bc i’m out of pickles and it’s 10pm and everything is shut:( hate my stupid gay life
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Liam Lawson as the Page of Pentacles:
This card indicates that you are on the brink of giving life to a new venture or opportunity that brings you luck in the material world. You are full of enthusiasm and energy to make this new opportunity come to life.
Generally, the Page of pentacles refers to the kind of energy that you need to complete all that is needed for your work. It may point to the determination, focus and the ability to stick with a particular task no matter how boring it may seem.
Tag list: @st-leclerc @rubywingsracing @saviour-of-lord @three-days-time @the-wall-is-my-goal @albonoooo @ch3rubd0lls @brawngp2009
#the last one :-/#I’m kinda… bummed tf out#end of an era fr#these will be physical cards!!#guys why am I so sad#like I’m gonna dry heave#idk why I went so hard on this one#but i really want to#Liam deserves good art idc idc#this card is for Liam!!!#Like Franco his enthusiasm about this sport and opportunity is priceless#and he’s about to start as an f1 driver !!!(again lol)#so he is giving life to a new venture#also ability to stick to a difficult task speaks to him sticking with red bull and trusting them to give him this chance#f1#formula 1#f1blr#f1 fanart#formula one#f1 art#annie’s art#formula one fanart#formulanni#formula 1 fanart#liam lawson#ll30#f1 tarot#page of pentacles
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Since it seems everyone is as horny as I am about men cumming quickly, let’s keep talking about it 🤤
The very second your lips touch Bucky’s, you feel how eager he is already. His lips are warm and plump and slick and insistent, gliding against your own with a hunger you can only hope to match.
His hands trail over your body, touching you with an urgency you’re very much enjoying. His fingertips dig in a little, making you feel like he craves you and it’s entirely dizzying.
“This isn’t fair. You get me so worked up.” He’s practically panting through kisses to your neck, nipping and biting his way to your breasts, encased in the pretty lace he picked out for you.
The thick outline of his cock is more than distracting and even in the dim bedroom light, you notice the sheen of precum that has soaked through his thin underwear.
He kisses your breasts tenderly, not removing your bra just yet. He wants to enjoy it; he wants to be able to call on the memory whenever he needs it.
“Fucking perfect.” He moans, letting his hand trail between your thighs, finding you wetter than he could’ve dreamed.
“Not yet.” You tease, removing his hand and sinking to your knees in front of him, pulling his underwear down his toned legs. His hard length bobs in front of your face, the tip wet with his own arousal and your mouth waters at the thought.
“Prove you can handle my pussy. Show me you deserve it.” Your hand wraps around the base of his cock while your tongue flicks against the tip, savouring the taste of him.
You pump your hand in time with your mouth, pausing every now and again to take as much of him as you can.
Your soft moans are nothing compared to his.
Fuck, he’s lost in the feeling of your warm, wet, sinful mouth and the thought of you swallowing his load.
“Babe please, slow down.” You hear him moan and it makes slowing down the last thing on your mind.
“Don’t you dare.” You take just a second to breathe before you’re back to stroking and sucking his faster than before. He’s not going to last. He knows it. So do you. That’s exactly what you want.
“Fuck, I’m gonna cum.” He groans, desperately trying not to but that’s hard when he’s watching your pretty face and focusing on the way your lips look wrapped around his dick.
It’s a toss up. In your mouth or over your face? It hardly matters when you have him exactly where you want him.
#becca’s thots#becca writes spice#sub!bucky#needy!bucky#idk what I’m doing on this account anymore tbh#a break from it might help#But I know I’d probably never go back to it#maybe it’s just the Sunday sads idk#I had such a lovely night last night too#I made burgers and brownies and my own icecream#And then I made cinnamon rolls for my family#everything was great#and now I feel like 💩
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discussion: would gale accept only getting a few decades with his partner because he’s a squishy human OR would he go the lich route a la barry bluejeans
#ramble#bg3#gale dekarios#today i realised that gale would only get 40-60 years with cyra and she’d have centuries without him and i got sad#i’m v curious what everyone else thinks???#bc on one hand he was very willing to just explode but that was probably a guilt thing?#but also i feel like. he wants to do more stuff#maybe i’m just not over barold j. bluejeans turning himself into the essence of his magic to be with his elf wife forever idk#if i had a nickel for every time i became deranged over a human wizard with a rabid elf wife with red hair#i’d have 2 nickels which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice
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“Nobody wrote Viktor’s name on a piece of paper” like be fr. Everyone’s blinded by pain not thinking straight at all like Mel would absolutely have written Viktor’s name. There is no way she wouldn’t have?? Why wouldn’t she write both their names? I just don’t believe she’d think about only Jayce in that moment. Past entanglement or not, there was no Jayce without Viktor. Those two were a package deal from the day they met each other. Mel isn’t someone who holds a grudge like that? Like imagine she’s writing ‘Jayce’ and remembering him… how would Viktor NOT appear in those memories? Let’s say she was thinking about the first time they slept together (idk why she would be during a difficult time lol). Yeah very nice memory except where tf was Jayce when she woke up? WITH VIKTOR. Can you imagine Mel intentionally leaving out Viktor’s name? Why? Out of spite? Hell no. Because he almost destroyed Piltover and everyone in it? The Machine Herald was once a man. Even if they didn’t see eye to eye, they both cared about Jayce. And given her last conversation with Jayce, not writing both names would be greatly disrespectful not only to them but also to herself. She’s not that petty
#like i don’t think she just up and left piltover right away??#or am I reaching#also ive seen this nobody wrote viktors name sad face take on tiktok#so idk what the vibe is on tumblr#I also really like Mel as a character#great development and she matures a looot in s2#I just don’t like her w Jayce#and I don’t enjoy the trio thingy w Jayce and Viktor#anyways#arcane#mel medarda#jayce talis#viktor arcane#jayvik#mel x jayce#I’m using tags again like a proper adult#bye
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haven’t seen the movie idc i’m obsessed with this image
#*series#oops#like now i want to watch the movie but it sounds like a sad movie idk#maybe i’m scarred by marriage story where every movie about being married is just depressing asf😭#oscar isaac#jessica chastain#scenes from a marriage
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Edwin Payne, gods favorite chew toy. emphasis on the chew
#edwin payne#dbda#dead boy detectives#dbda memes#dead boy detective agency#sorry I’ll go sit in the corner and think about what I’ve done. oh wait Edwin’s already in the hell corner#do you think he would like the asmr food things where people munch really loudly.#idk guys I’m deep in the hyperfixation. pausing my Deep Sad Thoughtful trauma fic writing for this
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But now? I only move to move. - Fiona Apple, on I go
#idk#I’m doped and sad#🟣🔶🟦▪️▫️🟧🔷#charles leclerc#max verstappen#lestappen#red bull racing#scuderia ferrari#f1 edit#jeddah gp 2024#kit posts#long post#if u like these check pinned#we still need help 🌷 anything helps
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finally started p5 royal ‼️‼️‼️‼️
expect some royal trio art soon they are my dearly beloveds (minus akechi i hope he dies in this reality too)
#love that ren got the sad boy kdrama fit#also no idea how akechi survived i want to shake it out of him so bad why are you gatekeeping stupid bitch#idk if this is just him w/o the pleasant boy facade but he seems so much more exhausted and cruel#like everything he says is verbal irony bc he’s patronizing everyone. he hates being a team player sm it’s insane 💀💀💀#he’s so withdrawn and short tempered and actually mentally unstable. like sadistically so#i think these are all warning signs#if he dies again i’m ending it all. you didn’t come back from the dead just to die on me again#also sumire….i love her so bad…..my sweet girl….my baby ☹️☹️☹️☹️#sumire yoshizawa they could NEVER make me hate you#she reminds me of a fawn 😭😭😭😭 with her big soft doe eyes and how she’s so curious and eager#GAAAAAHHH every time she comes up on screen i want to give her a headpat SO BAD…..SHES SUCH A FUCKING CUTIE#i feel so bad for ren bro he’s literally stuck babysitting the new kid and simultaneously keeping akechi on a leash 😭#poor boy needs a break. we should go to hawaii again that was fun#anyway yeah that's all#hopefully i’ll finish the game this week i’m sick of this. i want to move on
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al-haitham’s the kind of guy who tilts his head slightly for a kiss before you even lean in to give him one. he just knows it’s coming. expects it. trusts it’ll happen.
he’s yawning when he sits at the table for breakfast, hair slightly disheveled from sleep. he sits down and when you place the mug of coffee in front of him, his head angles a little for that kiss you place on his cheek.
he’s drowned in endless paperwork at the akademiya when you stop by to visit, chuckling when he gives you that look of despair at the all the work he has to do. you don’t even manage to walk up to him fully before he’s leaning in and waiting for the kiss to the top of his head.
he’s shirtless in the bathroom, brushing his teeth at night when you walk in to brush yours too, bumping hips with his as you giggle. you don’t even have to turn before he’s tilting his head so he’s exposed and ready for that gentle peck you leave at his jaw.
“have you ever noticed how demanding you are for these,” you chuckle one day, pressing a kiss to his cheek to prove your point.
he grunts, leaning in and burying his head into your neck as you greet him at the door after a long day. “what makes you say that,” he mumbles.
“you’re ready for one before i’ve even come close,” you grin, “what if one day i don’t kiss you?”
“you’d stop kissing me?” he asks, squeezing your hips as he nuzzles into your neck. something tells you he already knows your answer.
and he’s warm. he’s close. he’s here and he’s everything all at once. he’s all you need and everything you’ve ever wanted. he’s the messy hair of your mornings and the pouty lips of your afternoons and that shirtless back of every night. he meets you halfway—maybe even takes the first step so you don’t have to.
he leans in for that kiss before you do. because he needs you, wants you, loves you—and he never lets you forget it. so you turn your head, press your lips against the side of his head and run your fingers through his hair as he sighs in content.
“no,” you hum, falling in love all over again, “no i’d never stop kissing you.”
#✰ — al haitham.#hi guys i’m#rly sad#bc idk i’m trying to pick up writing my haitham fic again#but i’m struggling on cnn arcaterization and#just writing in general#i think i’m hitting a block again#and i was 6k words into the fic#i rly wanted to post it before this vacation#so i’m trying to write little blurbs of#how i think he’s like to love#to maybe#idk spark inspiration and get a better grasp of him#i’m just#bummed :( this fic was my most fav idea ever i#rly love it and him and it was making me happy to write and now i feel like it’s not what k expected so i’m sad#:(#anyway here’s needy haitham to cleanse the dash and cheer up moods#bc i needed a mood loft#lift **
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