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Okay can I be a bitter Anders fan for like. Just 2 minutes here lmao
Cause bioware released some game stats for veilguard and apparently 72% of players redeemed Solas which is like. Okay yeah the game kinda pushes you towards that. But when I think of all the shit I used to have to put up with just for enjoying Anders like at all and…
(This is not me being anti-Solas, I do not care if you love or hate him, but I am gonna say what he’s done is like. Objectively worse than literally every other companion so lmao. And that’s fine! You can still enjoy him! I’m not saying you can’t and it’s important to me that people understand that! I’m just saying he did in fact do objectively morally worse things in game than Anders did and I don’t think that’s really debatable. And I can’t really make my point here without saying that but I do want to make it clear this is not some moral condemnation of Solas enjoyers cause it’s not)
Getting anon hate on the regular, being told “oh you’re allowed to like Anders as long as you regularly talk about how much he sucks”, people gleefully describing how much fun they have killing him ON your posts about the fact that you like him, the devs making jokes about shitty fates for him when fans asked innocent questions about him, the absolute audacity of his writer to say half the shit she did in interviews (about bisexuality and mental illness, most critically), and then being beaten over the head again in inquisition about how Anders is the worst character to ever exist and there’s no redemption for terrorists who lie to you one time in the entire game and he deserves death or worse and that’s it
And now… 72% of people are down to redeem the guy who lies to you for 2 games straight and who did a lot of questionable things that includes creating the fucking blight and. Like. I guess I’m glad that Solas fans can live in a world where they aren’t constantly harassed and can give their ship like. A pretty damn good ending all things considered. And that the devs love Solas and actually give the option for that happy ending and have characters go to bat for Solas throughout the game and the most annoying thing they have to see are people making scrambled egg memes. I would not wish anyone to have to deal with the shit Anders fans had to put up with back then cause it sucked. It really sucked. And I’m glad it’s not being repeated with a different character, if nothing else
But like. Man there really is a difference when the writers actually like the character who does the thing, huh
#shut up nerd#anders#I’m sorry it’s just. really hard to not be bitter tbh#like the shit we as fans went through#just for liking a damn character#tbf I do actually think if the game came out today perceptions would be different#I think people would be more comfortable with revolutionary action now than they were then#but even still#it’s not even about that you know#it’s about people (both fans and at times the actual devs) being mean when they really didn’t need to be#and the DA trenches are probably why literally no harassment phases me anymore lmao but#that’s not a good thing slskd it’s just a useful consequence I guess#so yeah idk#am I jealous that Solas fans get to have a better experience?#yeah I can’t deny I feel a bit of that#but I’m also just. idk tired and sad for what that time was. and also glad that it seems to be over#but also a little bitter that I had to go through it when it didn’t need to happen at all#idk just feeling a lot here in this chili’s tonight lmao#(why do I say that I don’t think my country even has chili’s)#ANYWAY#dragon age#veilguard spoilers
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I just think it's funny how I got so mad at John in Pt. 37 for trying to kill Oscar (and for being a bitch) that I didn't even want to read fanfics about him for like a whole week
I just went to check that I got the episode number right and this is one of the comments I left on the episode
Which was a month apart from my first comment so apparently it was longer than a week
#this is hilarious to me#i dont even remember writing that i was so pissed lmao#my beautiful wife#i love him so much#i think what fixed it is i went back to a s1 episode and went “ awee my pookie♡(˶꒦ີ^꒦ີ˶)#so yeah idk#just thought I'd share#the ramblings of a clown#john malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent#john doe malevolent#john doe
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Did anyone else like solangelo more when it was just Rick writing them or
#percy jackson#no hear me out#mark oshiro is great#but like he wrote solangelo so… cuddly#when Rick hadn’t really written them like that previously#like the fun thing about pre-tsats solangelo was that they just kind of bickered with each other#while still obviously deeply caring for each other#and it kind of left the fandom to do the fluff part which ofc the fandom excels at#but mark oshiro made it more fluffy#maybe a little too fluffy because like within the first 50 pages of tsats#Nico was already sobbing in Will’s arms#which is kind of a big jump from previous books#so yeah idk#I appreciate the effort Rick#but all we needed was you#solangelo#nico di angelo#will solace#tsats#the sun and the star
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Had a bit of a bad spot today
Doodled a little Greg when I felt better
Here's a little Greg for you if you're feeling down
Please hang in there <3
(program: krita; time: like 15 minutes)
#eggin creatin'#otgw#otgw fanart#otgw greg#vent in the tags#I don't know what set me off#I think I'm tired and did a lot of stuff today#then got frustrated#couldn't find my water bottle and somehow trying to use two screens has mucked up krita's settings#and yknow. dying keyboard issues#then like health anxiety crap and I just#aaagh#really kind of felt like having a meltdown#I think what set it off was the impending low blood sugar though#really capped things off#it's funny I just said to a friend that I don't get like. hypoglycemic super aggression like some people do#I just get tired and kind of cranky and whiny#but like oough I had no patience for myself like. at all#but anyway enough venting#I'm a bit better now thank goodness#ironically this was within a few hours of getting home from church which usually like. calms me way down#so yeah idk#hopefully this won't happen again but who knows#I'll just. pray for peace or something I guess. usually pray for that before bed but y'know maybe it should be an all-day sort of thing#might be. might be good. ough#anyway. yeah#have a good day. lots of love to you all
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white ball
#my inspiration behind this one was that i blacked out for 2 hours and when i woke up this was there and a futurama video essay was playing#so yeah idk#but yeah im very proud of this one i really like white ball#what a cute couple i hope nothing bad happens to them#-simon#🎨 art#hawaii part ii#miracle musical#simon miracle musical#stella octangula#white ball#skibiti toilet#<- stop fucking saying that
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I have a vision: yall remember in the good place when they got turned into janets? well what if it was the weezer album cover.
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thinking about writing for bridgerton what do u guys think
#if i did it would be for#anthony bridgerton#benedict bridgerton#colin bridgerton#eloise bridgerton#kate sharma#penelope featherington#(young)#queen charlotte#(+ young)#king george#so yeah idk#bridgerton x reader
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this came to me in a weird dream but i felt the need to post it
top 10 suctions

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Hey, what happened to the animations you had on YouTube? Are they still available somewhere, or are they gone forever? I really enjoyed them, and was trying to find them, but couldn’t
Hi! Yeah, my youtube channel got taken down and I can't make another one unless I make a whole new google account (I think) which is too much of a hassle in my opinion :( All the videos are now on my twitter @Ewthatslewed so you can still watch them there! Idk if I managed to post all of them, but most of them should be there
#ask#darkmage22-blog#I've been thinking of making a new youtube cause I needed it for patreon but im worried its gonna get caught again#so yeah idk
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confession i've never really had anything from lush and do kinda wonder if im missing out
#i have been in a lush once or twice but tbh found it super overwhelming#but i do enjoy me a nice bath product or two#but then also lush have made some deicisions wrt to their 'activism' that annoy me#so yeah idk
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queue’s still running but I may not be as active as I thought
#cw death#I’ve been putting off making this post because like eh whatever#my dad died on Friday#we weren’t that close and it’s kinda complicated#but really there’s just a lot going on rn and I don’t have the headspace to be active everywhere#like. it was sudden and also not#and it’s still a big loss that hasn’t fully hit me yet#and also I’m ngl I logged back in last week and saw certain people posting and just sighed#because it’s like ‘oh yeah I remember why I stopped posting here to begin with’#so yeah idk#viper pls
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...someone's excited
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Every so often I get on the forgotten realms wiki to look up some lore and get slapped in the face with the fact that the spell plague happened and that larain didn't give two shits about it
#I never know if it's worth including in anything because larian just really didn't seem to care about it (in my opinion)#Right now I'm running into this because I'm thinking about elminster for that elminster and gale relationship post#And like.... Oh right. The spell plague would've been going on when they met huh#But idk if I actually want to bring that in to the discussion because I not convinced larian did#So yeah idk#bg3
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#he probably said it to rolin during auditions and rolin marked it as another tick in his 'weirdo' box haha
LOL YES, I can so imagine this. I love that it feels like Rolin was initially like "no way, too fucking handsome" about Sam and then fairly quickly realized "ah, he is a freak, perfect".
It is interesting too because he talked about Sam's actual audition as Lestat feeling "alien" and like he was "other than us", and in a way, Sam kind of feels like that in real life? In a VERY different way from Lestat obviously, but there is something about his personality and way of being in the world (what little glimpse we get of it from interviews and such) that feels a bit unusual. The grave "forgive me" for minor slip-ups being one of those unusual things lol
Hahaha, I mean, yeah! He basically says as much in the section of the s1 podcast where he talks about casting him and Jacob, haha:
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I love that Rolin brought up Starman too, because a) it's such a great comparison point for Sam's performance, but also b) I think it's a spectacularly underrated film and I really hope it gets more people to watch it! I think it's probably my favourite Jeff Bridges performance of all time.
And yeah, Sam's a bit of an odd character himself, haha. I kind of mmm - - I kind of get the impression he's lived a lot of lives, if that makes sense? Between growing up on a cattle station in a very remote (yet also very touristy) part of rural Australia to going to a (very expensive / prestigious) all boy's school in Sydney (and maybe boarding there?) to acting school in the UK. The fact that his brother's so much older than him and has been an acting literally since Sam was born too makes me think Sam's probably been exposed to a lot in that regard too from a very young age.
He's so private, it's hard to get a sense of it really, but yeah - - he's definitely a part of a few different subcultures in Australia that can often feel quite removed from each other, which is just kind of an interesting thing.
#i read an interview with him a while ago too where he talked a little about working at tourist experiences in the region where he's from#which a lot of actors at the theatre company i work at tell me can be quite useful as an actor too#because of the different types of people you meet#so yeah idk#he's a lot of contradictions on paper in many ways#it's interesting!#sam asks
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do any of you like OK K.O?
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I’d say so. We watched it a few years ago. Fun show!
HEY! Did you NOT notice the bit?
#this is an uncomfortable format#and i don’t even know how it’s happening#but they’re all talking somehow and they’re in my head#i’m not sure i like this#but evidently it’s fine with them#so yeah idk#asks#answered asks#cb answering stuff#others answering stuff too
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I've had my conch piercing for almost 6 months and it's healing really well I think (or at least I'm not having any issues with it at all anymore). so I'm now thinking what piercing(s) I want to get next. even though I had already decided the healing process is too annoying and I should wait a couple years.... kinda want to get my nose pierced now (worst idea ever)
#... because even though I've done immunotherapy for my dust allergy it does still bother me sometimes#and I feel like that would be annoying as hell#plus I get nosebleeds way more than normal. I don't think that would be fun.....#so yeah bad idea. I'm probably gonna ask my piercer at my next appointment. hopefully she'll talk me out of it#my nose is also just really weird so do I really want to draw attention to that?! lol.#I'm hoping we'll be able to put a shorter bar in my conch piercing at this appointment. at the previous two there was still a bump so she#wanted to wait. and then I was sick last time and had to cancel#so yeah idk#I wish I didn't like piercings#they're so pretty and cool. I want so many! but I hate having unhealed ones.#I hate needles and pain and having things stuck in my skin. so it's just...... dumb#if my social anxiety wasn't still an issue I'd probably focus on tattoos... but that is so much harder than just saying 'hi I want this#piercing' 😭#personal
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