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Since it seems everyone is as horny as I am about men cumming quickly, let’s keep talking about it 🤤
The very second your lips touch Bucky’s, you feel how eager he is already. His lips are warm and plump and slick and insistent, gliding against your own with a hunger you can only hope to match.
His hands trail over your body, touching you with an urgency you’re very much enjoying. His fingertips dig in a little, making you feel like he craves you and it’s entirely dizzying.
“This isn’t fair. You get me so worked up.” He’s practically panting through kisses to your neck, nipping and biting his way to your breasts, encased in the pretty lace he picked out for you.
The thick outline of his cock is more than distracting and even in the dim bedroom light, you notice the sheen of precum that has soaked through his thin underwear.
He kisses your breasts tenderly, not removing your bra just yet. He wants to enjoy it; he wants to be able to call on the memory whenever he needs it.
“Fucking perfect.” He moans, letting his hand trail between your thighs, finding you wetter than he could’ve dreamed.
“Not yet.” You tease, removing his hand and sinking to your knees in front of him, pulling his underwear down his toned legs. His hard length bobs in front of your face, the tip wet with his own arousal and your mouth waters at the thought.
“Prove you can handle my pussy. Show me you deserve it.” Your hand wraps around the base of his cock while your tongue flicks against the tip, savouring the taste of him.
You pump your hand in time with your mouth, pausing every now and again to take as much of him as you can.
Your soft moans are nothing compared to his.
Fuck, he’s lost in the feeling of your warm, wet, sinful mouth and the thought of you swallowing his load.
“Babe please, slow down.” You hear him moan and it makes slowing down the last thing on your mind.
“Don’t you dare.” You take just a second to breathe before you’re back to stroking and sucking his faster than before. He’s not going to last. He knows it. So do you. That’s exactly what you want.
“Fuck, I’m gonna cum.” He groans, desperately trying not to but that’s hard when he’s watching your pretty face and focusing on the way your lips look wrapped around his dick.
It’s a toss up. In your mouth or over your face? It hardly matters when you have him exactly where you want him.
#becca’s thots#becca writes spice#sub!bucky#needy!bucky#idk what I’m doing on this account anymore tbh#a break from it might help#But I know I’d probably never go back to it#maybe it’s just the Sunday sads idk#I had such a lovely night last night too#I made burgers and brownies and my own icecream#And then I made cinnamon rolls for my family#everything was great#and now I feel like 💩
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Ngl I’m boarding on a crisis and I have to go to work where I may or may not continue to spiral but can’t do anything about it and it’s terrifying but it’s only me and manager so I feel too guilty to just take a break every time this happens plus it won’t help anyway I don’t need a break I need to be knocked unconscious where the horrors can’t get me 😢 I’m just venting to feel better coz that’s all I feel I can do rn but dw
#vent#negative#i know I said it keep mental health shit to my side account and I have been (mainly) but#but I’m just scared rn and I want to post where I know someone will read coz it does make me feel bit better tbh#sorry about this#i just love starting the new year productive and ending up suicidal and having a near full crisis alone in my room anywa#god I’m scared#i need to go back to the doctor or therapy because I need help fr and like I will make sure I do as it’s my responsibility so like that’s go#good*#:(#my god#i think I fooled myself into thinking I was truly getting better but if last nights an indication I think the hell was just I’m hiding#ready to come back at any moment which was my fear and it did#depression and anxiety but the depression is making me want to die again and idk what to do#i can’t bring myself to go to my mother though so it can’t be it’s absolute worst#i just wish I wasn’t too scared to have a social life anymore because I the suffocating loneliness ain’t helping shit!!
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“T-Tara?” Pt.2
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Words- About 750
Warnings- angst or fluff, idk tbh. Swearing, idk what else
Just to say some stuff, I lost my other emails’ password and that email was connected to my other account so I’m on this one now. Sorry for being gone for so long too!
Summary- Y/n and Tara have a crush on each other and go to great lengths to make sure they have them all to themselves.
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Part 1
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“Jeez the suns out early”
Tara has just woken up from her sleep, she was tired from all the running around yesterday.
She almost falls back asleep because of it but then she turns over and takes a look at her clock
“SHIT! ITS 10:30 AM IM LATE FOR SCHOOL”
She rushes to get all of her stuff packed so she can make it to school before lunch, which is at 11:30, so it shouldn’t be that hard… right?
“Okay I’m fucked… I can’t find my keys.”
Oh Well she’s fucked
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Tara’s POV
“I’m gonna fucking die”
I’m not gonna make it there in time, come on Tara run faster. Damn it’s hot out
Fuck I didn’t bring my inhaler, again?!What the fuck Tara, you’re gonna die on the side of the street. I’ve gotta sit down, yeah the sidewalk under this tree looks fine.
“Damn two days in a row”
Is this heaven? Ugh it’s too bright here.
“Hah, no this isn’t heaven Tara” oh it’s Y/n
“Well if it isn’t then what am I doing looking at a goddess” damn what’s going on right now
“Geez don’t you got the pick up lines when you’re literally gasping for air”
She’s funny, and really pretty
“Okay, Tara here you go” Her and that extra inhaler
I mean it definitely feels way better when I can breathe that’s for sure, but every time I look at her I loose my breath anyways so I don’t really see the point in it.
“You good Tara?” So kind
“Huh, oh yeah” me and my dumbass self
“Okay good… what are you doing running out here with a backpack on anyways?” Looking for a princess like you
“Oh- uhm I’m running late for school”
“Huh, I didn’t know there was school on Saturdays” shit of course it’s Saturday, that’s why my alarm didn’t go off.
“Oh… I forgot it was Saturday” oh my god you sound like an idiot Tara!
“Huh, well you need a ride to get home?” I think I’m gonna faint
“Uhm I mean if you’re willing to” Oh. My. God.
“I mean if you want me to” of course I do beautiful.
“Uh I mean yeah sure”
“Okay, yeah, alright uhm my cars over there”
“Right! Right, I gotta get up” oh my god she’s reaching out her hand towards me, oh I’m gonna die when I get home
“Thanks”
“Yeah, no problem” She seems kinda shy.. it’s probably nothing I’m over analyzing
“Damn this car seat is comfy” no like holy shit this is comfy
“Yeah, I know, they’re custom seats.” Of course they are
“Anyways where do you live?” Oh right!
“Oh uhm it’s uhh” me and my damn it stuttering
“You wanna go eat instead? I mean you must be hungry from all that running, and I don’t mean to-“ aww she’s so cute I can’t believe I survived without her before
“I’d love to go out with you- I mean yeah I’m down to go eat with you” what the hell Tara
“Huh, right, anyways where should we go?” Shit I don’t know
“Uhm, let’s go tooooooo…” I have no idea where to go eat
“How about we drive around and figure out where to eat..?” Phew!
“Yeah I think that’s probably the better idea” she’s really smart… she could be my wife..
OKAY NO Tara get yourself together. You cannot do this. But she’s so perfect.. maybe just maybe. I can’t even fight it anymore.. I need her. I need Y/n.
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Oh my god. A lot has happened in the past two months. The meaning behind this new account is between the warnings and the summary at the top.
Sorry for the short post! They’ll be way more sooner!
I have a three part series for Astrid Deetz, the last two parts will probably come out after the movie is released because I can’t really get much off of her character just from the trailer
Anyways hope you guys have had a nice day!
#jenna ortega x reader#jenna ortega x y/n#jenna ortega x fem!reader#jenna ortega x you#tara carpenter x female reader#tara carpenter x reader#tara carpenter x y/n#tara carpenter x you#tara carpenter
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Can you recommend some jinsta influencers that produce original stuff?
i’m taking “stuff” to mean content, ideas, and so forth. i also am not able to provide a comprehensive list because i don’t actually follow that many people anymore, but here are a few — and please note i don’t necessarily agree with them on everything!!!
debbie lechtman (rootsmetals) is an obvious one.
blake flayton - i commend him for remaining consistent, we’ve been mutuals for a long time and he’s just really level headed even though i disagree with him on a LOT.
gabi sara (yehudimomrim) she’s newer to the game but i find myself learning something new from her every so often.
yirmiyahu (that_semite) i feel like he’s the only one who actually is engaging in meaningful convo with jews, arabs, israelis and palestinians alike. i don’t agree with him on everything but he’s super nuanced.
everyone knows hen mazzig. i don’t always agree with him but his content has remained reliable and he’s been doing this for a looooong time. more so, most of what he’s been pushing for has been adapted as mainstream, so he deserves a shit load of credit.
tyler (bluntblackjew) genuinely just tells it like it is. i like him i only recently started following him but as a jew in canada i would say he’s one of the few jewish insta accounts that i feel accurately sums up how i feel here.
mandana dayani — idk if she constitutes as a jewish influencer but she’s a good individual to know and follow. i don’t agree with all of her takes but she’s so intelligent.
clara from themizrahistory is worth following but tbh her account is not my fave right now. i was so excited about her platform being for us mizrahim but i feel like it’s turned into something else. she’s really sweet though!
mahrinah shije is awesome and every time she posts (mostly on her stories) i always learn SOMETHING. and she’s also just super intelligent! really good when it comes nuance about indigenous rights and identity, as well.
matthew nouriel is also a long timer whose content was foundational to what jewish influencers posit as like, Truth and Need to Know. he’s cool too.
those are just a few that i personally follow and actually enjoy their content thoroughly. there are also a few others that aren’t jewish but whatever.
#feel free to add to this list jumblr BUT i will probably disagree with u on a lot of people u add lol#and yes of course elica and jonathan and a few others are people i look up to BUT this is about jewish influencers#jumblr#judaism#israel
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i just had a question since you know ball so well. i was rewatching the nd game from this season and as we know it went really poorly but obviously thinking about teams to beat next year — what went wrong, is there anything you think paige needs to better herself at or hold herself accountable for? i know hannah Hidalgo is really good and also there’s a narrative online that Paige is good but a choker now so i wanted to know your thoughts on that game. and tbh im not worried about USC and idk what SC will look like but im not excluding them obviously
issue in that game was with the scout and defensive effort. i feel like the way we guarded hannah hidalgo was just so stupid. like i’ve said this before - letting a fucking 5’7 guard drive to the cup the same way on 5 different possessions is just nuts. it’s CRAZY. sit your ass there and take the charge. get in front of her, block her shit. she was fucking playing GAMES with our defense and shit was embarrassing. it wasn’t even a paige issue, it was an everyone issue. think we were leading at the half and mfkers got comfortable.
idt accountability is ever paige’s problem, bc she’s prolly gonna blame herself for every loss regardless. but that choker narrative… paige and ant been looking a lil too alike lately. carry to final four and then do a lil disappearing act. lemme not say too much but…
nah i’m playing (kinda) but paige has another chance to prove herself this year that she really needs to take. with teams like sc and usc, and really ANY teams, we need to consider ourselves the underdog. just like last season uconn has something to prove. nothing is ours to lose anymore, but we have EVERYTHING to lose if we don’t win
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first they complained that nonnumbered kh games come out on like eleven different consoles from eleven different companies thereby making it inaccessible and difficult for the average consumer to be able to play all of them (pre fm or collections) and now that the nonumbereds are releasing on a console virtually everyone has (phones) they r still mad about it. blehgh
and like y’know. tbh that isn’t a ridiculous complaint. the series has historically been inaccessible. it’s still inaccessible to me (because i personally can’t justify the financial investment of a playstation; i’ve poured everything into my switch) but like that’s my issue not theirs lol. (i mean i am mad that they kinda like acknowledged there’s a demand for kh on the switch yet made it cloud-only which is almost disrespectful and totally not gonna happen here. but like. i can get over it). i don’t see anyone out there actually complaining about kh being a playstation series like lbr that’s totally fair
BUT they’ve updated them with the all-in-one-playstation collections now! if you have a playstation there is no excuse! it’s not that hard and not that expensive! smh!!! and yeah, even with the updated collections now you do sorta miss out on some of the stuff that was removed or changed from the original versions. the mobile games only offer theater mode now. but like… it’s ok to have to go on youtube or wiki or second-hand sources to dig up old easter eggs and trivia sometimes…
and it’s ok to not have physically played every game yourself!!! like i honestly think if you take every single game up until now into account you’d be hard pressed to find a person who’s done literally everything from the console games to the handheld games to the mobile games etc themselves. like i’m sure they exist but there aren’t a lot of them. it is perfectly fine to just watch cutscenes. and if you care about the story of this series as a whole you really need to
like… i get it. it’s a video game series. one would expect to be able to play a video game instead of essentially watching a bunch of movies. that’s fair. but if you care about kingdom hearts as a franchise, whether you’re an old nostalgic vet or a newbie, doesn’t the story matter to you??? wouldn’t you do what it takes to be immersed in this world in order to fully understand the story going forward? if it’s just the gameplay you’re after like idk man i feel like you could find a similar style of gameplay as a replacement out there but idk
point is. one would have to be completely blind at this point to not realize that the mobile games are full of lore that are relevant to sora’s own journey and especially will be going forward. nomura has made it clear he’s not forgetting about sora and he’s never gonna replace him as the protagonist and heart and soul of the series. it is simply not possible to jump between numerical titles and still comprehend this stuff. this is where the series is going. there’s this thing in fiction called plot progression where some narrative threads will be resolved and left behind while new ones will be picked up. and it’s up to the author to determine this, not the nostalgia of fans. either drop the series as a whole or get on board with where it’s going
the original khχ came out like what, 10 years ago? almost half the runtime of the franchise. it is not new anymore. this is not new information. anyone who still hasn’t bothered to pay attention to that whole storyline at this point, even given all the hard work that fans have put to make it more accessible to either casuals or specifically stubborn people like that, then like. skill issue tbh.
and people complaining it’s all way too complicated? man.., find another series. i feel like it should be self-evident that this series is not known for narrative simplicity. it’s known for making everyone insane in a good way. even back in kh1 stuff was always kind of wild. everyone’s beloved kh2 is especially where we start ramping up the insanity. i fail to see how all that’s ok but the concepts of more keyblade wielders and like a lengthy timeline aren’t. after 20+ years it should be evident that things aren’t so simple and clean.
rant over *drops mic*
#as far as i’m concerned someone who’s been into kh for just a couple years but is interested in everything#is more of a real fan than a vet who swears up and down everything past kh2 is a mistake#asks#thanks anon#kingdom hearts#(now granted. i haven’t fully watched every cutscene comp either.#but that’s for a different reason. that’s because i INTEND to play the games myself someday <- delusional#either by like mooching off of riya in small increments over many years [not gonna happen]#or eventually saving up to afford the stuff myself#or hoping they really do put it on the switch in an offline form#but like that’s *my* issue! i don’t make it everyone else’s deal#i’m not walking around ignorant either i absorb information about the main titles second-hand#or i watch some scenes and not in order#the reason i do this is bc w h e n i play the games myself someday i want to have a unique new experience#even if i know what’s coming i don’t know when or how#that’s what i want#but if there’s something i need to know i do my research dangit! and lbr i don’t talk about the numerical games that often#but when i do i approach the subject with love in my heart for the series and not disdain and willful ignorance)
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Tagged by the illustrious Bods @nobodysdaydreams! They said to include my old AO3 account, which I will, but for safety reasons I will not be disclosing fandoms or fanfic titles from that one, as I…value what little anonymity I have saved from this account. I don’t wanna get doxxed again.
How many works do you have on AO3?
I have 17 under my new account, one anonymous crossover and the rest are MBS in one form or another. Under both my accounts…uhhh…I think it’s a little over 100. *does mental math* 105. Yeah. 105.
What’s your total AO3 word count?
Under both accounts it’s 223,211.
How many fandoms have you written for, and what are they?
I have posted a whopping 17 fandoms, but I’ve definitely written for more than I post. TMBS book and show, an RPG game of one sort or another, and 15 more redacted fandoms.
Top five fics by kudos:
So…I still have that old account, and I have the stats, I just don’t use it anymore. I can say the numbers, but the fandoms and fic titles will be redacted for my safety since they’re not from this account.
[REDACTED 1] - 252 kudos
[REDACTED 2] - 183 kudos
[REDACTED 3] - 169 kudos
[REDACTED 4] - 154 kudos
[REDACTED 5] - 144 kudos
Do you respond to comments?
Yes, I try to as a general rule. If I ever got a flood of them, I sometimes would have to sit down for a while before I replied, or just mark ones that I couldn’t respond well to (usually keysmashes or emoji strings) as read and just move on, but I do try to respond to the ones I get, because I cherish them all.
What’s the fic with the angstiest ending you’ve ever written?
This would be for [REDACTED FOR MY SAFETY] fandom. Both characters were left for dead after a ruthless battle, one of them shown to be alive only through his own narration. The other was not shown by the end of the fic to have made it. He did, ultimately, but that only came up in a sequel.
Do you write crossovers?
I like to contemplate them more than write them, but on occasion I have been known to attempt a writing of them. They never seem to leave my drafts.
Have you ever gotten hate on a fic?
*gestures vaguely at the intro of this post* Yep. Gotten doxxed, too.
Do you write smut?
Used to, once upon a time. People were not happy and I left that fandom behind me.
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Yep. Granted it wasn’t word-for-word, but I’ve been plagiarized and the person who did so used (in my opinion) weaker synonyms that didn’t get the same meaning across. I was. Unamused.
Have you ever had a fic translated?
Yes, on my old account, into Russian and Mandarin.
What’s your all-time favorite ship?
S.Q. Pedalian/Happiness
What’s a WIP that you want to finish, but don’t think you ever will?
I don’t like to say never, but tbh IDK if I can do justice for the Your Greatest Fear AU. I’d like to imagine I can, but if I don’t jive with the piece I’m likely not gonna post it.
What are your writing strengths?
I am most excellent at hurt/comfort. It’s fun to have the catharsis of comfort and most of the hurts are based (either very literally or very loosely) on my own hurts in life. It’s nice to read.
What are your writing weaknesses?
Honestly? Considering everything I’ve written both in this fandom and others? Knowing when to stop. Like, if I don’t give myself a hard stopping point and it’s not a one-shot I will…go on forever, because there’s just so much I want to explore.
What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fics?
I generally use italics for it, unless it’s ASL, because I’ve had Deaf people in the spaces I write say that they want it to be treated on the same level as English.
What’s your favorite fic you’ve written so far?
On this account, probably Your Greatest Fear, because that story is just so fun to explore. Also villain!SQ is so underrated.
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LONG ASS MESSAGE WARNING!!!! I have Things to Share! You've not been super online lately so I've complied sum shit that may be of interest to you.
(turning off my pink text bc normal text is easier on the eyes for big messages likethis)
I've Accepted that my instinctive feelings toward your buddy Cain are. Different from yours and uhhhuhhhhh usually try not to make Too big a thing of it. (TBH, I get an instinctive bad vibe from. Most people. So that on its own isn't enough to go off of anyway.)
however!!!! I have reason to believe that he is The Kiwi Creep. (<- I gave him a name like they do for prolific killers)
Firstly, I present to you: These posts! I'm not a huge fan of this girl's either, but it is super useful that people just confess their dark incriminating secrets to her sometimes.
https://www.tumblr.com/heavensentofficial/757394760772337664/everything-is-alright-yes-its-just-not?source=share
https://www.tumblr.com/heavensentofficial/757737395132186624/apologies-for-the-late-acknowledgment-thank-you?source=share
(The second one has confirmation that this the same person that's been harassing you!)
"Anyway, I’ve been intentionally misleading people. Or, one particular person.
She’s someone I truly hold dear and appreciate, yet I’ve been anonymously sending her sadistic, lewd fantasies I have about her. They make her scared and uncomfortable, but every time I send them, she comes to me for help. …Without knowing it’s me."
"I can’t keep up the act anymore, I feel as if everything’s blurring together. I’m hurting her. Yet I’m the person she seeks comfort from. She’s coming to the very person who’s causing her issues in the first place and she has no idea."
Sound familiar???
I find it interesting too that The Kiwi Creep instead of going to Cain like you suggested went to this totally uninvolved person! (Kind of like how you never see Batman and Bruce Wayne in the same room!)
Coincidence? I for one think not!
If this isn't enough, he recently announced he'd be going on break.
https://www.tumblr.com/divinetouchdown/757916668887515136/hello-all-i-have-an-important-announcement-to?source=share
To do what? To handle an issue offline with higher ups at the temple. Guess he decided the coal-walking wasn't enough...
I don't usually go there anymore bc the local temple is built on abuse, puritanical hypocrisy and stuffing people into nasty, hard to clean chastity devices, but because I wanted to get to the bottom of this, I dressed up as Edin, who he'd trust, to see if I could get footage of him doing the things The Kiwi Creep said he'd do. I have some videos I can send you in DMs if you want em.
To top it all off, I got an account of his character from someone else that knows him.
https://www.tumblr.com/poorsadorphanposting/757925978181943296/hi-hi-%CB%86%E1%97%9C%CB%86-i-hear-youve-talked-to-one-mr?source=share
I personally think it's pretty fucking damning but you ofc are free to reach your own conclusions.
Anywayz I hope you're alright n I know this ask is probably kind of overwhelming gihfuoji;kl ... Idk if putting it all out there like this is even helpful but I feel Strongly about The Truth being important. Feel free 2 take your time n figure out how you feel about this info n stuff idfk
hi. yea sorry idont have a good consept of timr. im mot on here alot. immrlyy truing to thnk words but its hard. id o not feel well.
i also get bad vibes feom everyone but idk idk cain i felt like. like he proved hilmself to me like he was different he said he was and he was but ffXKKNG KIWI SAID HE WAS DIFFERTN AND FHAT IF I KNEW WHO HE WAS I wouldd dhnage my tone oh nnyhod im going to be sick
wwwhhatt do yiu mean “shes comjing tothe bery peraon who is causing her jssues” hes so nice why WHYDO I MAKE EVERYUONE WANT TO HURT ME?! clearly he doesnt eant to feel like that he told me it frustrated him and hedidnt know what to so with the feelings i provoked him i always dducking do this i shojldnt interact with anyone evwer
ii i i dont kniw alot about the temple 8 only know whathes told me .,,, i thought he wpuld twll me to join but he neverdid it was alwaays more like “come to me with ur issues i can fix them!” idk idk idk
can
can you send me the vjdeos
i fffrll so horrible idont know what to do
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📰 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐄: 𝐔𝐏𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒!
literally me rn 👆🏻
anyways, hello my loves! i’m here to give you some updates on where this blog stands and is (hopefully!) going 🤭
first, what the fuck happened? 🫣
it’s been pretty much exactly a year since i dipped from this account (again). i’m sorry about that. i got a little overwhelmed and frankly just didn’t feel motivated or excited to write for a long time. i tried writing a few things (and got a little far tbh) but i just wasn’t satisfied with any of it. i even had a terrible moment or two where i got very close to deleting this account entirely but i decided against it as i’m really proud of some of the things i put out, and i would’ve been really sad to see it go. i also love all of you very much and appreciate everything you guys have done for or said to me, and i would’ve felt really guilty taking this blog away from you guys. so i promise i won’t be doing that any time soon!
second, first love 🥰
i’m sure most of you have seen my teaser for first love part 5 by now (which, yes, will unfortunately be the last part for the series 😓) but!! i have like 1 or 2 small things i plan on posting before hand to keep you guys fed since it won’t be posted for another month or so. i’ve been working on it as much as i can for the past couple months, but i do work basically every day so i can only write so much 🫤 but yeah, that’s how first love is! i’ll explain some more on it when i can!!
third, asks/messages 💬
i’ve gotten so many sweet messages since i went MIA (a little under 40 😭). i’m sorry to keep all of you waiting, but i promise i’ll try to answer them soon! i did get some negative comments about my absence and such, but i won’t be answering any of those publicly. i don’t want to feed into them. i understand i’ve done this multiple times & it’s annoying, and i apologize for that. writing is a big passion of mine (as is interacting with all of you!) but it can get draining running this account sometimes. i’m trying my best, and i appreciate your patience with me. i’m definitely undeserving of it.
fourth, also! ☝🏻
i have decided that from now on i will not be taking requests. as much as i love writing specific stuff that you guys want, it does give me a little anxiety. so i will only be taking very limited requests for drabble games and stuff like that in the future. i hope you guys understand 🫶🏻
i also decided to delete my twitter account (well, it kind of got hacked? i think? idk i had trouble with it and basically can’t get back in and don’t want to create a whole new one) so i wont be answering asks with twitter links anymore for this reason.
fifth, comebacks?! 🤩
i’ve recently tried to catch up on some of the comebacks i missed. txt’s temptation ep, monsta x’s reason ep, enhypen’s dark blood ep, and skz’s 5 star album have been in my rotation lately and i love them!! (duh) so if any of you want to stop by my inbox and fangirl over them with me i’d absolutely love that 🥺👉🏻👈🏻
lastly, a thank you 💌
thanks to all of you that continued to follow me, leave likes/reblogs/comments, and message me while i was gone. you guys truly don’t understand how much your support for me means. like i said, i was close to deleting this account all together, but i decided against it, and it was largely because of you. i decided to keep writing because of you. re-reading all of the precious comments you’ve left me on my older work motivated me and inspired me to continue writing first love which sparked my joy again. so, thank you. i also hope some of you read this and it encourages you to leave love for other writers like myself. you could be the one that changes someone’s entire outlook on their account and keep them going. at the very least, you’ll make their day 💕
also, thank you for 4,000 followers??? um what the fuck??? i’ve never had so many people supporting me, i’m actually losing my marbles rn please help me find them??? (that was such a lame joke, okay i’m going to bed soon 😭🥱 ily bye)
i love you. i love you. i love you. more content is coming soon. promise. 😚💗
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Hiya! I’m kind of a small creator on here and trying to get my rottmnt fic an audience but no matter what I do as promo material (art, skits, rambles) nothing ever works to get more than like 2 notes max. I’m confident in my story’s quality so I’m fairly sure that’s not the issue. I was wondering if you have any advice or anything like that? Your stuff is lovely and get a lot of community engagement so I’m curious if there was anything you actively did that helped you grow! I hope this doesn’t come off as rude or desperate, I just wanted to know if I was missing something since I’m pretty new to Tumblr. Enjoy your day ^^
Don't worry! You don't come off as rude or desperate at all!! <3
But tbh... you are asking the wrong person here...
I'm going into marketing, and I spent a full school year in high school doing an independent study on social media algorithms. So I know a LOT about how to grow social media followings- specifically instagram accounts.
But I never actually studied tumblr. I used to use instagram as a platform, but knowing how the algorithm worked was too stressful for me... I'd post stuff and be like "the algorithm won't like this because blah blah blah." Eventually I was drawing for the algorithm and not for me, and so I quit because it just wasn't fun anymore...
Which is why I have very specifically not studied Tumblr's algorithm, because I don't want it to turn into the same situation as with instagram. So I don't know a ton about how to grow a following... and also I've only been on tumblr for 5 months...
THAT BEING SAID: I can walk you through my tumblr and how it's grown!
My very first post was of a meme redraw with the 2012 turtles. I think it got around 1,600 likes?
I posted a couple more things, with varying amounts of likes and such. My first comic (which I never actually completed past the first part) got a total of 7 likes within the first months of posting it. Only when I got more followers did the like amount change.
When I posted my first chapter of the Flashbacks AU, I had 33 or so followers. I think I got to like... 300 followers from that first chapter alone. From there it was just... a steady growth of followers I guess. And with followers comes more reblogs, and with more reblogs comes more followers.
I have around 1,600 followers now. Not everyone is gonna like my posts, I think I get around 20 for responded asks and 100-300 for random pieces of art. Comics get closers to 600 or so. It depends on the content.
I think there are a couple of universal things that help grow an account:
1- Making sure your content is reaching the right people. Put the right tags in. Go crazy with them in fact. If I'm posting a piece with Rise Mikey in it, Im gonna tag: Mikey, Mikey tmnt, Mikey 2018, ROTTMNT, Rise Mikey, etc etc. On instagram they are currently trying to get people to limit their use of tags, but I don't think the same thing applies here. Even tho tags don't help as much here, they are still a good tool!
2- Consistency. Idk how it works on this platform, but consistency is generally a good thing! With instagram theres an actual method to it (1 post a day= good, but the more posts you do a day the less people it shows it to), it might be worth it to look up if tumblr has something similar.
3- Have fun with it! I know this is kinda lame to say... but don't change your content for views. Just... do what you like and eventually your target audience will find you :)
4- Engage with what audience you do have! It's fun to bond with people online, and it helps that "community engagement" piece you talked about!
5-... stalk people hehe. (By which I mean: Look at what other artists post! What tags do they use, do they reblog their own posts a lot, etc etc. Also look at artists with similar followings to your own. For example, studying Cass might not be very helpful, because Cass has a large amount of followers and I'm convinced they could post a picture of a blank canvas and still get 1,000 likes hehe... BUT- I mean you could scroll down to Cass' (or other artist's) first posts and see what they were doing then! Just... observe others I suppose!)
Id love to tell you likes don’t matter, that what matters is having fun and loving what you are drawing. But also I do know how it feels to post something you are really proud of and then have no one like it- it sucks.
But just keep on going :) You'll find your people eventually I'm sure.
OH ALSO: IF ANYONE ELSE HAS ANY TIPS FEEL FREE TO REBLOG AND ADD STUFF IN!!! <3
#cass is very cool...#ANYWHO- I hope that helped? Feel free to ask any follow up questions... I'm not sure how helpful I was :/#<3 <3 <3#Good ask!!!#I think I'm a bit of an unusual case tho? Maybe???#Idk a lot about tumblr...#GOOD LUCK THO!!! IM WISHING U ALL THE BEST!!! <3#HAVE FUN WITH UR ART!!! AND YOUR COMICS!#social media can be frustrating... but it can also be fun! Try to find a way to make it fun for you :) However that works best for you <3#and if the thing that would make it fun is getting a lot of likes... then I hope this helps :)#answered asks#AH OKAY IM DONE BYE <3#oh last point you can also use other apps as traction apps.#i can explain that if you are interested in doing that...
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Do you guys remember the guy who was writing the paper/essay on proshipping at all?
Yeah I was doing that. That’s me, hi guys
Idk if anyone remembers me, but if you do, then you may remember how I disappeared off the face of the earth for a bit. My account got terminated due to false reports and what not. It’s been a good half of a year now that I’ve been off tumblr, but I wanted to come back and shit. I’m not making the paper anymore though. Sorry to disappoint. It was such a big project and my life has changed a lot since then. I have priorities and a life to think about. I don’t have time to do that anymore like I used to. But that doesn’t mean that I can’t lurk around tumblr :))) I’m still proship and I really want to talk about my opinions again when I’m not busy with stuff!
Not doing TikTok anymore, as that god awful app was the worst thing that ever happened to me tbh. It’s horribly toxic and ruined my life /hj. So if you remember my TikTok account at all, then no the fuck you don’t!
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Yoooo bro I’m back with my unwanted opinions LMAO
so me being me and being a wannabe critic or a wannabe explainer or whatever I looked up drama of some of my favorite people when I was little (still tbh)
I was the kid that was on the iPad 24/7 YouTube and Roblox Minecraft etc raised me than my own parents
I watched denisdaily and flamingo (flamingo later on in my life) I just didn’t watch anyone else but maybe Brent Rivera (ur stupid automatically bro idk what I saw in u)
Denis was rlly popular and stood out to me for his Roblox videos I subbed to him before he got all popular and #1 like maybe when he started his YouTubeish and I would watch him everyday I saw every single office he had even his bedroom with his roommate Sandra and Sandra’s boyfriend I rlly thought they were cool people I was really into sir meows a lot and having a character like that for a YouTube
My iPad was like child locked or smth like my dad would have to put his password in for me to download smth so his account was on there
Id beg and beg to like get Roblox and play it and become like Denis I truly looked up to him (I’m saying looked like I still don’t)
Apparently people r mad bc he took a mental health break and he had the pals situation plus the scam robux thing
But tbh the pals situation wasn’t Denis’ fault corl went haywire and so like he was gone and they all dispatched from each-other now u barley ever see Denis talking to sketch, Alex, or sub
Denis has a growing audience and rn children just know jokes like we have YouTube shorts we have TikTok and instagram which kids these days have like dude they know the jokes that are being said. There’s specific moderations u can put on ur kids device to make it only kid things and yes Denis might still pop up but he’s still pretty family friendly he’s just being himself like he is with his friends
I always wished like Denis and flamingo could meet and now they’re like literal lovers man (IK u see it bro don’t say otherwise they joke so much about being together) which also with apparently like homophobic allegations towards them both I think of it as just flirting with ur guys bro but my opinion doesn’t matter for what they have going on
Denis took a mental health break which is completely reasonable he couldn’t be with friends he just couldn’t go to YouTube anymore and have that motivation he’s on his own schedule bc he’s a person too
Now we’re onto flamingo who not everyone likes (u do he’s the #1 Roblox youtuber) and he had AlbertStuff which he said some pretty yk reasonably bad things and said some racist things and got attacked but he legit regrets who he was so he made flamingo and was family friendly with his still agressive type jokes but they’re not bad at all they’re funny and annoying and it’s great man
Also I wanna point out u guys r kinda acting like everyone who has a rep needs to be perfect like nah we all problematic (I am too bro dw)
Albert acts like AlbertStuff never happened that’s how much guilt and regret he has for that YouTube channel
And yes people like flamingo and Denis have changed to more and more PG-13 content but that’s also bc everyone else has become more PG-13 AKA THEIR OWN AUDIENCE
I grew up with them and it feels more funny and lively that they’re kinda growing up with me that’s what makes them rlly special to me (gonna cry/j)
It’s the same with the Barbie movie everyone was mad about it saying it was inappropriate for children (I don’t see it tbh) but it’s PG-13 just don’t bring ur kid?
What I’m saying is is that flamingos past is not who he is today and neither is Denis.
But the people who to this day r problematic and haven’t apologized and have ruined a community needa go
(I’m looking at you inquisitormaster lmao)
Thank you for reading my unpopular opinions !! (Don’t come for me or else I will show up as a frog and curse you)
#denis#denis daily#Roblox#roblox youtuber#flamingo#AlbertStuff#Albert#youtube#inquisitormaster#problematictwt#personal shit
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Going back to witch queen’s story for a moment bc what else do you do on a wednesday night other than watch playthroughs of video game expansions on youtube for the upteenth time and I just wanted to share my thoughts on savathun’s character as was seen in the campaign for a moment.
How I like to interpret witch queen’s story is that the point is savathun was supposed to feel a bit off, especially to people who are familiar with her lore. Her scheme is, quite honestly, very linear and straightforward. She has no contingencies put in place (that we know of) other than “just let my ghost handle things, idk tbh.” She shows her hand far too early. She gives us even half a chance to actually foil her plans, practically hand-feeding us her grand scheme in a nutshell in such a way that I assumed there must’ve been some secret hidden motive behind it all my first go-round, but I like to think that was intentional (or at least, I’m hoping it was. all of this is just me taking in potentially fatal amounts of copium honestly). Piecing together a story of who you were, who you’re supposed to be, and what you’re supposed to do from secondhand accounts and the projections we see at the altar are different from actually being who you were pre-resurrection (unless the altar has some strange mind-link connection with savathun herself through the throne world, in that case please point me to the voiceline/loretab that says as such so that I may eat my words in a timely manner). The point is that she’s trying to be like savathun, the witch queen, she’s trying to be all-powerful and in control and holding all the cards at all times but she can’t. It’s not the same. She’s not the same anymore.
Yeah yeah “young wolf main player character video game hero power fantasy” and all that, but still. With this new batch of writing as of late I honestly wouldn’t put it past them if it really was supposed to be that savathun has always and will always be the same even as her own overconfidence directly led to her scheme completely falling apart and crashing down all around her, but… fine. ok. I don’t believe you but. who am I to argue with actual Destiny Deeplore Knowers
OG!savathun is a girlboss. lightbearer!savathun is a failwife. to me. you understand. reblog
#forsaken hunt chosen and lost: guardians aren’t who they were before they’re free to make their own identities for themselves#witch queen: savathun was the first hive guardian she was raised by a ghost but she’s still EVIL we need to KILL HER bc of her EVIL SCHEMES#me: ???????? somethings not adding up here#another tragedy to add to the tragic hivesibs pile ig#top 10 girls who attempted and failed to escape from the cyclical nature of the narrative surrounding them#the pattern is always the same you cannot get out you will never truly be who you were but you can never leave your nature behind.#do you even fucking get it.#risking everything i am by putting this in the tags#feel free to eviscerate me for this#destiny#destiny 2#the witch queen#savathûn#legacy dot text
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hey guys i just had a friendship anniversary with both @6september and @xstarkillerx in the last couple days and i just wanna say it’s been such an honor running this blog and the new friends i’ve made along the way. both are exceptional people that i would never have had the pleasure of meeting without this blog tbh it made it possible. it reached for me, and im just enjoying the spoils. the fact that both of these people aren’t just internet friends to me, it’s like i’ve met them in person.
already it’s been a year of taking this account and my passion for fanfiction seriously and giving it a real shot here and i see all the good thats come out of it. i love this blog, i love writing, i love seeing everyone’s support. thank you so much for enjoying my content, it makes all the difference in the world to me. it’s hard for me to be vulnerable like this, it’s hard for me to be vocal about what’s important to me without feeling like it’s performative. but this is my blog, and this deserves to be on it.
mel, you reached out to me saying you wanted to be my best friend. neither of us could’ve known how true that would be, how well we’d meld together. i appreciate you and who you are as a person. all our facetimes and our world building over text is a bonding experience i cherish and think of so often. i think of you and how loving you are. you have such a great capacity for love, mel. so much so it overwhelms you, spills out of you and touches me. i’ve opened my home up to you man, i trust you. i remember how nervous i was when we’d decided to show each other our faces, how worried i was that you’d see me differently bcos instead of an entity on the internet i now had an identity to you. we couldn’t hide behind screens anymore, but i’m so glad we decided to go for it. you’re so beautiful, i love your smile. all i do is try to make you smile. i love the pictures you send me, the efforts to show me where you live and what you love. i remember how the first day you reached out, we’d talked every day since then for months. didn’t take long at all before we exchanged personal numbers bcos of how much trust was there already, how we’d built it up over that course. i felt so comfortable with you, something about you puts me at ease.
donnie, i was so drawn to you and your energy just from anon messages you’d send me. i adored your shamelessness, how unafraid and unapologetic you were. i was ecstatic to see you made a blog of your own to reveal to me so i could interact with you more directly. i remember how i played it so i didn’t come off as obsessed with you and was trying to gain your friendship in an organic way. but all along you were doing the same with me in a funny little dance. i care about what you say, i love the way your brain works. you influence me, and you inspire me. the safe space we’ve created together to let our minds wander has been a creative license i would not trade for anything. pushing me out of my comfort zone even if you don’t realize you do it, all because you give me the space to do it. history has been made and altered in our discord chats, teaching me a level of nuance ive since added to my own writing. the power of subtext is a gift you’ve given me. and the power to know i’ll be understood when saying so little because you understand me past words. the laughter we share every time we talk means the world to me. you make me laugh so much. one of the first real times we talked was a phone call that lasted 25 hours. that was fckn crazy.
idk. just. friendship anniversaries are crazy to me. i feel like i met you both just a couple months ago
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I thought I had made peace with participating in fandom knowing that Taylor has plenty of more than questionable relationships. Matty fits right in with some of her other friends, partners, and professional colleagues, so I guess I’m not as at peace with it as I thought I was. Or this is somehow different than all the other terrible people she’s been associated with, or both, idk. Everyone who is impacted by the things matty has done/said is absolutely entitled to feel however they do about it. That statement is compatible with dismantling cancel culture. People are not scoreboards of good and bad things we do. We are not defined by our mistakes. American culture tells us to disappear people who have caused harm. We think our justice system is the correct way to go about repairing harm. Someone needs to be accused, investigated, charged, categorized, and punished. I have lots of experience working with people objectively much worse than Matty Healy and every last person is worthy of love, and the unwavering belief that they are capable of change, no matter what they did. People cannot change without community. We all get to choose who we personally can be present with for that change. Taylor is worthy of love and the opportunity to do better, and so is Matty. I’m just getting off this ride.
It’s easy for me to know I don’t want to spend my personal energy supporting that random asshole through his journey of change. It’s a lot harder to admit that maybe I don’t want to spend any more energy supporting Taylor to change. She absolutely deserves to be loved and supported through this time in her life!! She deserves to strive to grow free of judgement for her past, just like all of us do!! She has lots of people who will do this for her! But tbh it’s none of my business past the decision of where I want to spend my time and money. It’s kind of devastating actually to not want to continue following her life story, and I wonder if that’s why so many of us feel so confused and hurt. It feels like a breakup. Like I am parting ways with an old friend who deserves the world but who I can’t be there for anymore.
None of us can actually know what’s going on in her head - that’s between her and the people in her life. Hopefully she factors what her diverse fans are saying into her personal feelings. I’m sure anyone she’s close to would bring it up with her if they needed to, and if they would be uncomfortable remaining friends, they won’t.
I’m going to put in some effort to find another emotional guiding light. Mary Oliver seems to fit a lot of the things I love about Taylor’s work, plus she cared a lot more about saving the planet. But I think I have been wasting a lot of time on this blog when I could be gardening or snuggling my dog or remembering to text my partner who is out of the country touring for a few weeks.
Lots of love to my mutuals who I was too anxious about social interactions to ever talk to!!! I’ll probably delete in a couple of days, though I’ll be keeping my main account.
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I’m not sure if u saw the live program for genshin 5.3 but if so, who should I choose from the chronicle banner?-🩵
hii! i couldn’t watch it but i’m up to date. so, it really depends what your account needs, but i can give you some tips. none of these characters are god tier nowadays but remain quite useful. i’m gonna be honest, the chronicled wish is not worth it overall because the pity is separate and some pulls might hang in there forever that could otherwise go into event banner pity and brand new shiny characters with their meta signature weapons. it’s okay if you really really want some older characters but it’s a bit of a wish-wasting trick given how it currently works 😔
keqing and qiqi are standard characters and are not worth it at all tbh unless you really like them or want them for collection. especially that clorinde and citlali banners are coming.
baizhu — amazing healer that is easy to build with a craftable weapon, works best with furina. his dendro application isn’t that good on C0 but he’s definitely my favourite.
shenhe — great cryo support, although the overall cryo drought is disadvantageous for her and her buff is pretty restrictive below C6. imo unless you love her or are strictly a cryo main, there are better options.
ganyu — a powerful dps and cryo applicator but her teams aren’t that meta anymore and i personally do not enjoy charging bow attacks as they limit your movement and positioning.
xiao — good old dps that still works but is not as versatile or smooth as newer characters and requires high crit values on artifacts. again, you can get him if you like him.
tartaglia — he’s basically glued to one team but other teammates perform better with newer characters. gameplay-wise, he’s very versatile because he can nuke, can apply hydro, can dps, but requires more understanding tbh.
idk if it makes sense to pull for weapons there, but jade series is a great stat stick, the sword is especially good on like 90% characters. except the catalyst — only baizhu can make use of it to the fullest and even then a prototype amber is only slightly worse. summit shaper and the unforged and memory of dust are weird tbh, they’re not really all that useful now. calamity queller has its niche even without shenhe but imo it’s just better to pull for specific weapons. amos is good for ganyu and polar star is amazing overall, but not sure if you should waste your pulls just for those few decent picks when new and rerunning weapons are much better 🩷
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