My brain after a minor setback in the day: KYS KYS KYS KYS KYS KYS KYS KYS
me: Hah, oh you silly goose. Let's get this couple of hours of work done and then go eat yoghurt, okay?
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Me: I just don’t want you guys to be disappointed in me, especially you
Guy who’s basically the dad I never had: I don’t think disappointed is the right word, sweetheart. I’m actually starting to get very, VERY concerned
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Tw SH
Japierdole pocielam sie tak mocno ze powinnam jechac na szycie do szpitala ale no kurwa zbyt często odwiedzam ten szpital (jestem z lekarzami na t ) przez próby omdlenia czy właśnie szycie. Nie pojde do rodziców w środku nocy żeby im powiedzieć „wstawać kurna jedziemy na wycieczkę do szpitala znowu” bo oni mają już mnie dość (tak fr) więc będę miała obleśną bliznę chciaz jakbym pojechała na szycie też bym miała idk yolo
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When I've been ⭐️Ving all week and working out three times a day but my weight goes up on the scale.
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Nearly fainted today.
I cant say if it makes me happy or panicked. My body tells me clearly that i need food but i dont want to be fat. My bmi says that i am underweight but my Reflection in the mirrow tells me that i cant wear clothes that Shows my body. In one week i go to a Vacation with my family for 4 weeks and i am afraid of that. Were going to Restaurants and then i need to eat something.
Any ideas or Tips?
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I ate a piece of candy without thinking, after the high cal weekly meal I'm forced to endure (family dinner once a week, can't scape from it - I tried more times than I counted)
I'm feeling so disgusting, istg, I could have said no to the candy at least BUT I ATE IT WITHOUT THINKING
what am I? a whale? an elephant?
I wish I knew how to vomit everything, but I can't induce it because I don't know how
I want to die because I ate that candy, do I even have an ed?
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I need to start doing things for myself and not for others people like I don’t give a fuck about what you think anymore.
I’m gonna build my own life and trying to be happy even if I’m all alone all my life
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the calming feeling you have when the blade leaves deep wounds and the blood quietly runs out. missed that. The time stop and its only u, ur best friend and the blood!
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Alredy Lost a bit of Weight (??) but.. jk i Just need to drop It faster,..,
Ngl i feel hopeless💀
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