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The world in court of darkness seems pretty homogeneous, if not Saligia has alot of pale skinned individuals
(And that's not even considering how Japan is a very homogeneous country)
I wonder if they know what black people are, if not I wonder what their reaction to me saying the n word would be--
Who would repeat it back to me-- QUESTIONINGLY OF COURSE!! assuming they've never heard that word before
Imagine I pop my black ass up in Saligia like in the prologue and we get a sasha/onyankopon situation💀💀
Straight like that💀
#court of darkness#imagine im just chilling telling a story or some shit and i say it like just casually i dont even realize it and one of the princes is like#''nigga? what's that?'' BUT IT'S /GEN#live kay reaction: ‼‼‼😱😱😱#I'd literally start screaming#no matter who it was id literally be like AAAAAHHHHH😰😰#my inner working obviously have sirens and alarm bells ringing#id forget about whatever it is i was saying#''look... thats a really really bad word and im gonna need you to never repeat that ever again... for the love of god😰''#its 4am when im thinking this btw.
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Hello, Spamton!
How's life? Also, do you have any opinions on the Addisons? (Pink, blue, orange, and yellow)
If so, what do you think of them?
#raaughhh ruhhh i am immediately going tyo bed ive been working on it. almost all day so if you see mistakes NO YOU DONT#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#still frame asks on regular in exchange for animated ones is a pretty good deal i think#rruuhahahah#Now this is the point where id say why you pissed him off but id be lying becaus he isnt#And i like the asks about the addisons despite people forgetting that they are indeed a topic lol#i would just say that askihin him on HIS opinions on them will get you a slew of censored brackets and a largely irritated guy#Im sure eventually youll figure out a good question that will get him talking in a way you want but for now its either : youre flatout#ignored or insulted..... or he only answers whatever else you put in there. which counts as being ignored. mu ha ha#at least for the “your opinion” ones but i do like this ask#as per usual the tag paragraph#eat well my disgusting bug horde im going to bed even though i had other plans
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life is short post willace were-rabbit angst on main
#FOUR POSTS IN ONE DAY i was so scared i would forget to post some art if i didn’t do it Now#ANYWAY. let me explain this comic#first off i hc wallace still transforms every full moon bc he deserves it. as a treat#and he just has a big ankle chain in his basement lol so he doesn’t go on a rampage and cause a ruckus#and they think willard oughta know about this sooner or later so gromit takes him down to meet were-wallace on a full moon#and willard just gets overwhelmed. it’s a lot to process and the newness of the situation makes him extremely anxious so he freaks out#he feels bad about it the next day bc ultimately he doesn’t give af if his bf transforms into a giant rabbit monster on the regular#but it was just a LOT to process at once and i think wallace would understand sndfwuhilvwirughth#WHATEVER MAN I JUST THINK THEYRE NEAT#apple pie with cheese#no id#giddly’s art#chicken run#wallace & gromit#willard tweedy#cotwr#were-wallace#between me and pant-eater we have drawn so many comics where willard ugly cries HSJSHDBSJSJ#what can i say. i love me a sopping wet paper bag of a man 🫡
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it's really a shame I have to sell 40+ of my life hours every week for poverty wages instead of spending all my time and energy on dozens of creative and technical pursuits with unlimited resources
#nerd alert#lets see if i can list all the hobbies i wish i could be doing instead of working#drawing. both traditional and digital. painting mostly acrylic but id like to get good at watercolors. drawing/writing comics#writing in general. fiction nonfiction poetry lyrics whatever. composing music. music production. singing. practicing piano and guitar#performing someday maybe!#sculpting too. i always forget bc i never do it bc i am never in a place to justify buying clay. i should just get some#i think im fairly good at it tbh. anyway.#knitting. sewing. mending and modding clothes in general. embroidery. id like to learn to crochet at some point#photography and scrapbooking sound appealing. photo editing.#web design. game design. 3d modeling. these are all things i dont really know how to do much of but id like to#animation. voice acting. regular acting. honestly a lot of stuff in the filmmaking process sounds fascinating id like to try some of it#tarot reading. is that a hobby? im gonna say yes. jewelry making.#lots of these ive only dabbled in and some i havent even done that but would like to. but i have no time and or money to get into them.#i would hardly call myself a master at any of these. jack of all trades as it were. and thats fine im fine w that#but given the time and resources i think i could make so many different diverse perfectly average to good things#that people could enjoy in passing or say 'oh how neat :)' about
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my mum: you've been doing really good lately. every part of your life is really stable and you seem genuinely happy, it's great to see :)
me, who's felt like ive been going actually crazy bananas insane for months now: yeah haha
#sometimes i forget that 'being in total control of my emotions at all times' isn't just my cringe lore & is actually something im good at#like wdym my MUM said this. girl im experiencing horrors over here!#i got really offended by it? ilke i just smiled at her and agreed but inside i was like HELLOOOOO CAN ANYONE HEAR MEEEE#i just genuinely feel like i am so detached from myself and im entirely manipulative and i micromanage every facet of my personality#and change it day-to-day person-to-person and not in the Normal Human Way but in a crazy insane I Am Manipulating People Way#& it's a CONSCIOUS thing & like. idk who the real me is idk if there is a real me idk if id like her if i saw her idk if im a good person#but i look like im doing fine. i seem really stable and happy atm according to the person who knows me better than anyone#like that's the extent of my control on myself. even my mum cant tell. HUH#idk i feel like im being dramatic bc last week and this week ive definitely been feeling a lot better#and like maybe i was just having some sort of months-long episode but that doesnt negate the fact that while i was IN it no one could tell#not even the closest people to me that see me every day in the same house where im most vulnerable could tell#that's like. worrying surely. maybe. i think. whatever im just saying shit at this point#i always do this tho i go 'i fundamentally base my self-worth on how little i share vulnerability with people#and it's been a constant part of my personality since childhood that i dont talk about my feelings' and then i get SO pissed off#when people dont realise im going through shit. like girl what did you THINK was gonna happen. look inwards#hella goes home
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김준서 (KIM JUN SEO)
1st Mini Album
[ECHOES of love]
2022.11.20 6PM (KST)
#kim junseo#wei#ouiai#DEAR GOD it's 10AM as i draft we have 6 hours to go until i post but oh my god im finally done i thought id never finish dear GOD#this is far from the best thing ive ever done. but it was an interesting experience#nd definitely took some time (not the most tho . nothing can beat paula's birthday set when it comes to that) but also .... surprisingly#less than i thought ? like longer but also shorter .? u know ?#this made me go insane i kept forgetting about my food and i also kept working in silence half of the time bc i would forget to put smth on#eri if i decide to do a second one next year PLEASE tell me to start sooner like if i start brainstorming into ur ear in like may pls accept#i say 'if' as if i wasnt already working on song choices for next year lmao#i was really excited for this and i think that made me not rlly think as much as i should have i think i can do better next year . if i star#if i start early enough#ANYWAYS#happy junseo birth <3 my prince <3 or smth idk#pls dont perceive the mcd thumbnail from up close i beg u#boy who's so important . . a boy so fox . . . nation's model (2) pretty boy with pretty voice . . whatever im not gonna start rambling more#but he's very important n i hope he knows that he is & that he's so very loved & i hope that he's happy today and always . etc#nd i love him or whatever . whatever whatever no one look everyone close your eyes#*mine#special thanks to eri as always my bewoved who has been hearing me talk about this for the past like month thank u for putting up with me#(re:this and also in general i love u)
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i think i am having an existential crisis
#i was talking to my sister about. well i forget how we got there but#basically she told me about one time when we worked at the same place#ALLEGEDLY according to her a nurse was trying to flirt with me and i didn’t notice and brushed him off#but she insisted it happened and honestly i don’t believe her#but then she told me about other times we’ve been out and allegedly people have tried flirting with me and just did not notice at all#i still don’t really believe her but she insists it’s all happened#then she was trying to explain how to tell when people are flirting with you and i just don’t understand#so i asked how you flirt with people maybe id understand from that angle#and one of the things she said was like oh they tell you something and you say that it’s interesting#i asked what if it wasn’t interesting? and she said ‘flirting is a lot of saying boring things are interesting and laughing at jokes that#aren’t funny’#and my mom confirmed. and i was like but that’s lying isn’t it#and i said something like i just assume when people are nice to me they’re just being nice because being nice is nice#and she goes silent for a minute and says ‘you’re so pure…’#I DONT UNDERSTAND#i think i’m too autistic for this shit#i still don’t believe anyone’s ever flirted with me. but. whatever#snow.txt
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No greater tragedy than hating a character everybody else sees as unequivocally wholesome and pure. 'He's the dad friend of the group. He's practically a puppy dog🥰' Girl. That man involuntarily manslaughtered his entire apartment building, including his wife and kids. He has a higher kill count than hannibal. Lets get serious for a moment
#btw i love characters who are toxic evil ect#what i dont like is fandom forgetting abt a characters complexity for the sake of making everything easy and wholesome#also this was about that bitch bobby if u couldn't tell lol#when they gave him magical blood that cures a dying kid per day or whatever i was ready to start pulling my hair out#i miss when he was suici- ok sorry i cant say that#i miss it for narrative purposes. he didnt annoy me as much when he was rightfully miserable.#and he didnt annoy me as much before i found out the entire fandom treats him as a wet little puppy#like hello ???? if i worked the at the 811 id be like oh.... youre frying some steak for us? like you fried your wife and kids? cool!#id be insufferable
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you have any nostalgia for the humongous entertainment point n click games?
oh definitely!!!! i think ive talked about them in my tags before, but the two i had when i were younger were Pajama Sam 1 and Freddi Fish, though the former definitely had a larger impact for me, it's especially got one of my favourite styles out of all the games
#ask#anon#legit when i think about Limbo or Hell's visuals. i think of pajama sam 1's colours#theyre just such good uses of colours.....#fun fact. i got my copy of pajama sam out of like. a box of fruit snacks or something when i was like 4#it was like. for school and it was shaped like a schoolbus. idk if it came free with it or was like a Chance to Find or whatever#but thats how i got my copy. though sadly i dont know where it is these days#granted its very easy to emulate. streamed it to friendshow for fun a few months back :)#though my laptop did not enjoy streaming it#i forget how i got freddi fish honestly. but i guess its possible it came with pajama sam?#either that or it just. appeared in my house one day#ive watched brutalmoose play and review the other pajama sams but. i think id always prefer 1 over all the others#its just got Such Vibes....#also pajama sam 1's soundtrack is really good to listen to#hard to say what my favourite scenarios in pajama sam were though#probably the pencil sidestory for the mines now that i think about it#also as a kid i. didnt know about the hallway past the doors of knowledge. the one with the grandfather clock#so like i never knew how to do the segment where you have to latch king with a hook to get the flashlight#or the magnet or potion making room segments#anyway!!!! thank you for the ask!!!!!#really enjoyed seeing this ask in my inbox :)
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local author is absolutely obsessed with raph and leo's relationship following the end of season 2 and is making it everyone's problem, more at 11!
#theyre so fascinating to me#let me pull up my notes on them so i can ramble like a crazy person in the tags#heres the thing. raph is the eldest sibling. its his job to keep his little brothers safe#and hes been the leader their whole lives. like they were clearly allowed to do whatever they wanted with little parental supervision#so it would be the most obvious and natural choice for the oldest to be the leader#and like clearly the others are on board (at least during canon events)#and leos the most supportive of raph and his leadership out of all of them. constantly hyping him up. even calling on mind raph#because leo trusts raphs judgement (more than his own id go so far as to say tbh)#(i genuinely believe that leo has always looked up to raph since they were very young.)#so i think leo would see him being promoted to leader as undeserved. unearned. it belongs to raph because hes always been there for them.#(~impostor syndrome babey)#meanwhile raph is struggling to find where he belongs on the team now that hes not the leader#i think raph would have liked to have someone guide him through being leader because its HARD!!! ur choices can and WILL have consequences#so hes trying to be that for leo. he tries to be there the way no one was there so that leo doesnt struggle the way raph did#and also its a good way to ignore having to process how HE feels about the demotion#bc it was so unexpected there would obviously be feelings of guilt and self-doubt and 'was i good enough'#and obviously raph isnt going to tell his brothers how hes struggling to find his place on the team now#because hes the oldest and the oldest sibling is the shoulder to lean on. not there to dump their insecurities on their little siblings#the problem is that leo isnt raph#and raph is so focused on helping leo and not dealing with his own stuff that he forgets that.#i think raph sees himself as the leader of the team and the smashy guy. the powerhouse#(i say that with the belief that raph is the HEART of the team btw. only he doesnt know that lmao)#leo himself is also projecting a little onto raph. like i really do believe he thinks raph hates him for 'stealing' his role#(its bullshit but like. brains are dumb sometimes so)#leo seeks out validation but ESPECIALLY raph's validation (like donnie tbh)#to leo a leader is someone you can count on. and he doesnt see himself as reliable#rottmnt#ataimw#rottmnt raph#rottmnt leo
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How do I say “you’re fine but i would be happier if we just didn’t talk anymore” to my mom in a way that doesnt feel cruel
#I already tried once and it felt bad so i reached out to talk again but the truth is i just feel bad about being her first born#and not wanting to talk to her#she’s like find or whatever so its hard to find a reason to cut contact#grasping at straws here#the stress comes from causing her stress if i knew she would be fine i could just do it#i wish she was more bigoted so i could just use that to leave#how do i tell this woman The Truth about How I Feel without coming across as heartless#‘im more annoyed by you saying you love and miss me’#i can’t even bring myself to lie and say that i miss her so i just play up the ‘ilu2’#this is the most annoying shit in the world i wish her love was conditional i wish she would forget i exist so i could just get on with lif#the amount of times ive had to stop myself from saying ‘i think we’d both be happier if we just stopped talking’ could buy me something#me not cutting off my mom and the rest of my family is more about how i think they would feel#rather than how i know id feel#which is ambivelant#it’s similar to like when you hang out with someone once and you just never talk again#that’s how it would feel to me if we just stopped taking forever
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...i dont think belial would be satisfied with just laying on your legs though. one hes heavy so you can kiss your blood flow to your legs goodbye and two the second he wakes up he will want to abuse the position of already being semi on top of you to do other things.
i wondered just how much of a mistake it was for me to share my misunderstanding. now i know.
*buries face in hand*.
But yeah, that's, yeah. I didn't have to think too hard about the imagery since i was Wrong anyway but if you insist, yeah, yeah pretty much. He's going to be heavy and take all the room and also make sure the attention is all on him. Like at least my dog let me use my computer while she's sleeping on my legs. Belial though? He may be asleep (IF we manage to even make him sleep) but he will just squeeze the legs to have the full attention on him.
And then yeah, like mentioned, Belial would be very bothersome if he's bored. So i doubt he'll stick to that. He'd have a lot of things you'd have to tell him to stop trying to do. It's terrible.
*buries face even deeper in hands* A. NY. WAY. Glad i was wrong in my misunderstanding though right!
#that said i do think the idea of playing with his hair while he has his head on your lap to be. an interesting one.#it's a gamble since he's the feral type but with luck he could really appreciate the soft attention#with less luck he'd kill me on the spot but it'd be worth it#also this makes me think about how like#on my phone i have a file filled with whatever picture i 'faved' in my files right#and on it i mostly put in the things i need for quick reasons#like say my Student ID so i can show it off if i want a reduction and stuff#but point is there is a fanart of Belial huh. 'abusing of his position about being on top' (sfw) (kinda) in it#i don't know how it ended up here and i always forget to unfav it bc i don't know where else it is on my phone#but so everytime i try to check say my student ID or even my student time table#suddenly this fanart pop up#and i have always the biggest. oh boy. moment.#and i thought back on that.#so. yeah! right! right.#ichareply#anonymous#ichafantalks gbf
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(person back from ship tags) the way its literally why the hell is nero the bus driver all of a suddenly in every other work is SO funny to me. nero universally loved no wonder ure going thro hell in pt2
#stardust speaking !#which better chara to add to ur silly misuaki comic with the silliest akira of all time than nero turner to react to everything#theres this one artist who draws these rly cute tiny daily wizard happenings things and the way they draw nero around oz & mithra especiall#is SO funny. op u get the comedy#theres this one nero/akira where neros basically asking them out on a date under the guise of foretunetelling and its ssooo cute LOL#neroaki is unreal ill nvr forget egg event. unreal that that exists#nero is so good my stomach hurts hes SO much. the writing for him does NOT chill#he would not enjoy being around gran#WHICJ i genuinly think is so cool#theres some akifi works that r like. on REPEAT in my mind too. especially the one where theyre in japan n akira takes him to the sea during#autumn or whatever. cuz. his mana area...and that ALRDY is such a oh op u get it but THEN they have akira talking#n figaro joking it sounds like a proposal or whatever -> akira pauses. gets flustered. walks past him -> figaro pauses. gets flustered#OP U GEEEEEEEET ITTTTTTTT#srry for not talking about new works its just cuz theres a few thats SO ingrained in my brain now#did i talk about this here#i heavily prefer akira-><-<-<-(whoever im into them with atm) when it comes to fanwork#i think those r my fav ones#ok thats all#i talk about these things sometimes while very aware that i think Realistically id nvr portray anything happening during that yr#i actually have a lot to say on that topic cuz even in fanworks im way more partial to things that are either#aus or set after or Yearning or unclear. vs the ones where its very 'we r dating' LMFAO#ok NOW im done srry this akira portrayal was so funny i went :] and went here
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bloody hell im so bloody isolated theres no way near enough peer pressure anymore to be at least a bit embarrassed about liking stuff
#like i dunno i just dont really care that much anymore?#i mean it is mostly just on here and in my head it never comes up in real life but id hope id keep my mouth shut#but like i dunno its weird cause its so long since ive been properly exposed to people my age like being into stuff that isnt common for my#demographic isnt so weird and embarrassing anymore so like i forget#i suppose it doesnt hurt to remind myself to be self aware and actually remember what peoplr are like#cause of what tumblr is ill put the clarification that its not being made fun of i want to avoid nor do i expect to be#like if i was id probably have it coming but no this is about making myself look like an idiot#like by mixing the wrong parts of my life together so im not the right me properly#also just acting like a loser even if its my own judgement#well like other peoples but not like them saying anything more like general norms?#actually im always so confused is it other peoples judgement or my own some sort of both or just general society#whatever
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worst thing ever is people responding to genuine curiosity with aggression i will fight you
#the thing that inspired this was a video insaw a while ago#that was like#ITS SO WEIRD HOW CIS PEOPLE ALWAYS ASK ABOUT GENITALS WHEN YOU TELL THEM YOURE MEDICALLY TRANSITIONING...#like. okay. lets think about that for a second#i agree. you are not obligated to answer questions about your dick#HOWEVER. USE YOUR BRAIN#if you tell someone. “hey. im doing this thing that is Complicated.” theyre GOING TO WANT TO UNDERSTAND IT#like genuinely i just domt get it#i can understand getting sick of questions beint repeated#but jesus fucking christ mate#why respond with that#its like. wouldnt you want to know about something you have Literally no other information on??????#i understand that its a private area but!?!??!?!??! USE YOUR BRAIN#like genuinely omg they rave about empathy and nuance but the second theyre asked to put themselves into someone elses#shoes they just throw a fit and start whining about how theyre Oppressed#im sorry i just fucking hate tiktok and twitter and everyone on it#AGAIN. i agree that its okay to be uncomfortable but for the love of fuck#dont be a bitch about it like its sooooooo easy like just shut up#just say something like “i understand youre curious but id rather not answer that” and if they get aggressive in return THEN you do it back#like did we forget unwarranted hostility is Part of being a piece of shit#kindness is punk or whatever the quote is#show people love and show people respect until proven that you shouldnt#queerness is about being different so BE DIFFERENT AND BE NICE YOU FUCKING MORONS#very ironic there but this Is warranted because people are fucking stupid#anYWAY#blah blah!#not 75 stuff
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#eughhhhhhhh idk what to do about my bio dad trying to get in contact w me again 😖😖😖😖#like what am i supposed to say ?????? why cant he just forget i exist the same way i forget he exists#like i feel bad bc he keeps giving me money and i know hes an old old man now but that doesnt mean i have to like him ??#or want to be sround him?? but id probanly feel bad if i never contacted him before he died or whatever#god#why do i have to think about these things#im so tired of having to be considerate euuuuuuuugghhh#gommywords
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