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#love having a sibling who y'know#inspires feelings of great envy and personal failure in me#aka who has the pretty gf and well paying fulltime job and stable mental health and - as of today - owns a home#:)#i'm done#i'm fucking done with life#i just don't think i can keep doing this and i don't really WANT to keep doing this#i'm so tired of fighting and just being leveled with the ground whenever i think i've found some sort of stable footing#and then seeing the people around me march ahead while i'm stuck and drowning in fucking shit#i don't have the energy anymore#i don't have the hope#i just want it to end tbh#that's what i keep circling back to again and again#i'm over it#it's not gonna change for me it's not gonna get better and i can't fight anymore#personal tw#mental health tw#suicidal ideation tw
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dadkarios doods sponsored by my stress migraine
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#galemance#dadkarios#gale dekarios#tav#and ft cyra's fancy cane!!#the only thing that got mabel into the world was cyra knowing she couldn't kill gale until it was over#and of course she's just a smaller version of gale bc life isn't fair#i'm so fucking TIRED bc i had a job interview today and my body has just come down from being in panic mode all week#these were almost done days ago but i was in a Lot of pain and we didn't have any painkillers
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DANA SCULLY & FOX MULDER — the x files
you were my friend and you told me the truth. even when the world was falling apart, you were my constant. my touchstone.
#my gifs#em.txf#the x files#txfedit#msr#msredit#useremsi#usergabriella#singinprincess#userairi#useramys12#usergeorgette#useralien#dailytxf#crimeshowsource#otpsource#*#fourteenthofaugust#anyway they have consumed my life#i am fucking SCREAMING#i was supposed to do a different set lol oops#WHEN SHE SAYS I'M IN THE MIDDLE#SHE'S SOOOOO CUTE#also i'm sure this has been done before but i had to
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("Always. Continuously. With increasing apprehension, and decreasing hope. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as a corpse loves the beak of the vulture. I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you, and no matter what happens to me as I discover this." -- paraphrased from The Beatrice Letters, Lemony Snicket)
#svsss#bingqiu#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#lbh#sqq#i've been working through the series of unfortunate events and somehow that series has paired really nicely with svsss#the themes of cycling violence and what's justified and what isn't and what can possibly be done differently#and how trying to bring love and honour into the midst of it really changes nothing but also changes everything#it's just *chef's kiss*#i don't know how i can quite do my thoughts justice but i've spent the past few weeks quietly going between the two series (and mdzs and tg#as well if we're being honest they all hit similar questions and themes) and just reveling in the pain and ambiguity of it#everything is interconnected and it means you can never know what trauma and pain and necessity has shaped a person#each story goes too far back to ever ever EVER possibly see the full extent of it#at that level even communication itself is nearly impossible.#and because of that it's almost impossible to change anything. beat yourself apart and the outcome is the same#and yet ATTEMPTING to change things ATTEMPTING to do the kind thing the honourable thing is absolutely critical#because while you can change nothing you also have the capacity to change EVERYTHING#aaaaaaah i don't even know what i'm saying#but i read the beatrice letters today and the love letter just. killed me.#(obviously i cherrypicked some lines because it's three pages long but those ones felt right)#''i love you like a corpse loves a vulture's beak'' i just. can't get over that line.#to be completely changed. altered. destroyed. redeemed. purified. desecrated. reduced to nothing yet entirely necessary for another's life.#what a FUCKING line#anyway i was either going to blow up from thinking about it or else i had to exorcise it via art from an entirely different series#i've already done svsss and discworld why not throw a series of unfortunate events into the mix#i'll be honest folks i did not expect svsss to be the mxtx series that would fuck me up the most about the main ship#bingqiu is something else. i don't even know how to begin to approach my feelings on it. impossibility and necessity all at once#bizarre#my art
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me, a responsible being, working on the coding project as I should vs. me, a dysfunctional shithead, getting distracted by reading about brains (once aGAIN damnit (it's my favorite "I need to study my field but bc I should do that it's an impossible unthinkable feat now, so I'm reading about something else to fool my brain I'm still being productive"-topic))
#but after my thesis me & brains have been on a break bc got tired reading abt them during that (bc I had a topic that sorta allowed me to#sidetrack to brain stuff also) but seems I'm over the brain overload now#yay? i guess#also no one who actually studies medicine/brains/etc. yell at me abt wikipedia and like ''why are u studying that like that''#I'm just going through the wikipedia & reading article abstracts path; nothing serious#also my procrastination has reached inhuman levels like it's a full-time job now#bc I have like a chill week's worth of work to do and then I've done the courses for my bachelor's degree#but sending in that ''heyy i'm done with the courses let me graduate''-thing fills me up with sO MUCH anxiety & dread I'm working so slow#now (even tho couldn't send that in for like a month bc gotta first wait the courses to be graded and stuff so in actuality I should#not be slowing down even a bit bc I need to finally be done with this damn degree asap; gotta move on and should've ages ago (it's actually#super bad how late I'm with it (1.5 mf years jesus christ; I'm not even like a little bit proud abt getting a degree anymore like I'm sorta#just embarrassed if I have to tell ppl like ''yea I graduated'' bc dude ?? only now?? u were supposed to be done with that 1.5year#ago what have u been doing (fuck if I know) so I'm keeping it like ''if anyone asks'' basis)))#(the tags and parantheses started a life of their own lol sorry abt that)#studyblr#studyspo#bookblr#booklr#study#november 2024#2024
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I've only ever seen people talking about how short Lucifer looks here
BUT??? CHARLIE????? GIRL IS TALL AF I LOVE THIS ACTUALLY
#hazbin hotel#charlie hazbin hotel#charlie morningstar#vaggie hazbin hotel#chaggie#chaggie hazbin hotel#lucifer hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#oh yeah btw this was posted by the official hazbin twitter account#i've heard they leaked episodes 1 and 2 and i'm just so done#it happened with owl house and it's happening now#I fear for my life...and for spoilers#FUCK THE PEOPLE WHO LEAKED THE EPISODES GODAMMIT#:[
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Red is a good color
#I havent drawn anything other than work stuff for a while#nice to be able to sketch something#yes this is a sketch for me okay. I just added FX on top so it feels more not sketchy#anyway. I love steve#read my comic#its called time and time again#I'm so tired#life stuff has been rough#I'll be back#bye#time and time again#steve#hes hot. this was by request from a friend#sort of. I mean it was. she was joking but then I did it anyways#cause#I mean#look at him...#anyways yeah I have to get more comic stuff done#so that I can catch up to be able to thumbnail the rest of the series#and then also so I can get going on the book again...#aaaaa. and I have commissions#I'm fucked HAHAHAHAHAH#anyways. 2 hours on this is fine#this is fine#LMGJSALGKSAJGLDKAJGLKASG#ok bye actually
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#aesthetic#pink#black and white#squid game#roh jae won#nam gyu#namgyu squid game#squid game netflix#squid game season 2#player 124#need that#my type#real as fuck#my husband#the love of my life#boom shakalaka#barking#on my knees#hes so hot#idk how to tag this#coquette#girly#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#do you have like a thing for older men or something#I'm done adding tags#idfk#professional yapper#he's so hot though omg#grahhh
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stuck between a rock and a hard place
#atlas.art#artists on tumblr#slenderverse#everymanhybrid#emh#habit emh#emh habit#everymanhybrid habit#vinnie emh#vinny everyman#vincent everyman#vinnie everyman#emh vinny#why do both of these fuckers have so many tags 😭#anyways fuck adobe illustrator for real I'm finally done I'm finally free this was the last project with it#exporting this image was the worst process of my life do not even get me started#literally was so done with it yesterday I completely forgot to post this after lmao
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drew arthur with a little friend. they're talking about life and death
#rdr2#rdr2 fanart#barghestland#arthur morgan#art#artists on tumblr#this week life was so fucking horrible i'm on the edge of having a little breakdown#and when im sad and stressed and done with life i just draw arthur#cuz his depressed ass would understand#u know.. yeah :(#i hope whoever reads it is having a better time#if u want u can tell me smth nice in tags or anywhere really<3#like tell me silly names of ur pets or facts about ur favorite bugs#i'd be happy to hear that
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unless it is ABSOLUTELY necessary for you to go out to do your work or school, then participate in the strike. i get it, life happens. sometimes you can't skip stuff. hell, even i can't skip everything tomorrow, but that doesn't mean you can't do your part. do what is absolutely necessary for you and your life, and then join the strike for us. join a protest, don't go out to eat, post more awareness on social media, do whatever you can. if you can't do one thing then find something else to do. there are countless ways you can help. do not feel guilty that you have to take care of your life, but try to give as much of your time and dedication to supporting the palestinian cause. good night and free palestine 🇵🇸🇵🇸
#i get it guys#it's finals season#hell i can't even skip my classes tomorrow because i was gone all last week and i'm devastatingly behind and need to catch up on my classes#or else i'm going to fuck up my life even worse than it already is#like i get it#but once you're done with your work then please strike with us#show support#palestine#free palestine
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what if i broke all the bones in your legs actually
#ramble#please let this be a fucking joke#i cannot imagine being this out of touch#YEAH IT'S ALMOST LIKE ART TAKES FUCKING EFFORT AND THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE DO ENJOY IT ACTUALLY#the phrase 'labour of love' exists for a reason#i sat and watched my grad film on repeat for days when it was done bc i was so proud that my hundreds of hours paid off#I DON'T MAKE ART TO SIT AND LOOK AT IT#I MAKE IT BECAUSE I PUT TIME AND LOVE INTO IT AND I GET TO LOOK AT IT AND BE LIKE I MADE THAT WITH MY HANDS!!! AND MY BRAIN#GOD FORBID YOU PUT A SECOND OF WORK INTO ANYTHING IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE ANYMORE YOU USELESS FUCK????#i'm so sorry i'm unreasonably mad about this#is it crazy for me to say that you should have to do some things in your life?????? god forbid you read your own emails#what are you DOING how fucking LAZY can you be????#and that is NOT a word i ever want to use but this is the DEFINITION of lazy#kids with adhd aren't lazy. tech bros wanting the exact same things that people have worked years for at the push of a button are lazy#i actually need to go and put my face in grass i'm so upset#thankfully. basically every musician who saw this shut it the fuck down and told him he was an idiot so that's nice
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I watched the Granada Holmes Hound of the Baskervilles and this is my explanation (and defense ?) of Holmes just absolutely horrible looking stew.
[ID: a digital drawing of Sherlock Holmes. He's walking across a moor with his hands behind his back, holding a letter. A thought bubble above him reads "I forgot my damn stew by the fire." /End ID]
#he just horribly overcooked that stew i know it#like my man I'm german I've eaten lots of gross looking stews in my life but this truly is#the worst anyone has ever done#Sherlock Holmes#the whole scene was soooo fucking funny tho#watson tries so hard to politely deny on trying the stew but Holmes seems so proud of it and keeps telling watson to try it#and watson just :|
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top 10 animals that are wizards
#chicken scratch#i cannot stress how little i've painted in my life this is the first time i've tried in like. maybe 2 years#i have never done a photo study ever i'm 22 yrs old & have been drawing since i was 5#don't go to art school don't intend to. i just wanted to draw smthn w texture now that i can see good as fuck. this took like 2 hrs maybe#why the fuck do i not hate it
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'alright, Ustaad ji, who is this tone deaf creature?' 'this is the great Saeeda Bai from Agra!' 'why would a woman from Lahore waste her time listening to a woman from Agra?' — ep 1 - the queen of heeramandi | heeramandi, 2024, dir. sanjay leela bhansali.
#tv: heeramandi#heeramandi#manisha koirala#manishakoiralaedit#bollywood#bollywood2#bollywoodedit#bollywoodgifs#asiancentral#asiansincinema#dailybollywoodqueens#southasiansource#smudgedhenna#iheartmastani#baawri#weheartbollywood#dailyworldcinema#hindi cinema#userdivides#dailyflicks#cinematicsource#cinematv#dailytvfilmgifs#tvandfilm#sanjay leela bhansali#local gay watches Bollywood.txt#local gay watches Heeramandi (and hopefully comes out intact).txt#saw a post with a screenshot of this scene that was like 'what i look like when my mehndi fly as fuck on Chaand Raat' or something#and when i tell you i yelled. honestly tho i want to get mehndi/henna done at least once in my life. maybe if i'm moved out by next Ramadan#(not 2025. that's too soon alas)
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Jon Snow and Sansa Stark in Art
Prince Ivan on the Grey Wolf / Viktor Vasnetsov A Foster Mother / Charles Sillem Lidderdale Portrait of a Young Woman (detail) / Pierre-Auguste Cot King Arthur (detail) / Charles Ernest Butler Portrait of a Young Girl / Konstantin Yegorovich Makovsky Dante and Beatrice in the Garden / Cesare Saccaggi
#jonsa#i have a billion things to do for uni atm so u knowwww i'm fucking around with my jonsa bullshit#my brain literally gets obsessed with making random shit whenever i have actual work to do that will impact my life#the art for jon being a girl bc he’s too pretty. definitely not bc i found the pic first and then reverse image searched to find the info#and by that time the edit was already done and idgaf#art#sansa stark art#jon snow art
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