#i’ve worked so hard
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so i was essentially just told that my care doesn’t matter in comparison to other patients because i cannot control my condition and how badly it hurts me. or that my mental health doesn’t matter in comparison to the other patients.
it took my doctors weeks to convince me that i deserved my spot here and i wasn’t wasting anyone’s time or resources.
so that’s fun.
#∘ ◦ ✩ NATURALLY i’m just a bit of a dumbass. | kai (ooc.)#mental health cw#my self worth is in the toilet already#i can feel myself falling back#i’ve worked so hard#negative cw#hospital mention cw
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please watch some of the edits yall
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MADE MY PINNED IS IT CUTE???!
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WHEN will it stop feeling like everyone but me is allowed to be mentally ill is allowed support and care… why am i Still the exception …
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Official recommendation for the medical necessity of surgery has gone in!!!!!
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Obligatory battle of the labyrinth kiss scene
Bonus:
#holy shit it’s done#I’ve been working on this for 34 and half hours according to procreate#nine days#I physically could not stop myself from working on it until it was done#I locked in so hard#I’m shaking#the adhd hyperfocus consumed me#I’m having a visceral reaction to creating this#I HAD to draw it#my art#fan art#artists on tumblr#percy jackson#pjo#percabeth#Percy Jackson and the olympians#Annabeth chase#percabeth fanart#battle of the labyrinth#botl#riordanverse#rrverse
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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Dipper reading Bill's book and then telling his opinion
Bill is not taking opinions at this time
Bonus…
#Drawing is so hard so all u get is scribbles#bill cipher#dipper pines#stanford pines#mable pines#gravity falls#the book of bill#I’ve been working on a project I hopefully won’t be too embarrassed to post but I decided I should probably post something…
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assorted art fights, one of which I even tried to use a new semi-lineless style on….actually using art fight to experiment, can you believe it?
#my art#art fight#artfight#artfight2024#furry#anthro#illustration#just made afternoon tea for my nan’s birthday. first time making scones - these bad boys easy as hell#anyone else a die hard cream then jam defender or am I just painfully British#anyway I’m still having a blast - got like 5 things in the works right now so hopefully some will be posted tonight#then I’m onto the noble and rewarding task of revenging some of the lovely attacks I’ve gotten
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we r exploring a dungeon
#zelda#legend of zelda#oc x canon#self insert x canon#selfship#self ship#totk#tears of the kingdom#zelda totk#zelda tears of the kingdom#totk link#botw link#daeyumi art#link my beloved ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#i’m so sleepy i’ve been working too hard i need to learn how to take a break#but hear me out i drew this instead & doesn’t that make it all worth it#(copium)
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here's a philosophical conundrum for you, siffrin.
if you don't have a home to go back to, what kind of person does that make you?
if you don't have memories of your own childhood, can you still consider yourself human?
if you have forgotten something as important as your country, your childhood, your family, your own name, then are you even a person?
if something is forgotten by everyone, then has that thing ever existed?
(effect works best when zoomed in!)
teehee :3
sorry odile’s part of the mdp fight has been pinging around in my brain for like. months now. i’ve had the idea for this drawing for a while. this is also partially based on isa’s act 4 friendquest (without doing bad touch) where siffrin mentions that they didn’t really have an identity before they met the party!! i wanted to play around with transparency :3333
also, for once, i’m actually putting the colored version down here! idk! i felt like the greyscale version kinda conveys the Mood a little better?? i like both tho!!
#marshdoodles#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#<- only because of the caption. i had to make that the caption sowwys#ahhhh this is the first time i’ve had their palettes like. close together? im glad they actually work well together lol#originally this was going to be a crowd shot instead of the party#but respectfully: i am not doing that!#this was also like. weirdly hard to draw??????#i think i spent like. over 5 hours on this. despite the canvas size being so small#and the characters being like. pretty simplified?#but i pushed through!! i think it looks pretty cool teehee
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Happy post-Halloween :)!!! They’re making jack-o-lanterns <3
#wof#starflight#clay#sunny#tsunami#glory#or maybe now they’re just discarding them#either way I’ve imagined Tsunami has always had a hard time with any carving & intricate detail work - it never turns out how she wants it#to and just gets frustrated - so she has fun just beating the shit outta a pumpkin every year#Sunny is p good with carving small details & carving in general but doesnt find it Fun & has always liked the look of Tsunami’s chewed up#pumpkins so now the two just beat up their pumpkins Together <3#the other three are supportive in their own ways about it#BUT YAAAY HAPPY LATE HALLOWEEN EVERYPONY#one day ill finished some wof art head in hands . that comic about clay & kestrel will get finished one day#art#tideart
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Middle Earth map mural is complete! Definitely the coolest thing in my house right now.
…and it only took ten paint pens and three seasons of the West Wing to finish 😅
(“But what about the resale value??” my relative asked me when I started this project. Look, I do not make an ungodly mortgage payment every month just to treat my house like a rental. That’s what they invented primer and paint for :))
Before/afters under the cut:
#lotr#tolkien#middle earth#I’ve been showing this to literally everybody I know. it’s my baby.#those are not the final side tables - still waiting on those to be delivered#i worked so hard to be able to afford the down payment on my house#and among all the less-fun serious update projects (bc i could only afford the cheapest house in the neighborhood 😅)#i have to throw in some fun things like this!!#i know I basically made the exact same post before when I was starting this but here’s the final version haha
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Sonic 3 Spoilers sort of!
From the moon.
Drew this the morning after I saw the movie, trying to mess around with a more loose style and paint-y brush. Very experimental but I kinda liked it! Took about an hour to make.
It’s completely from memory so I know I got a bunch wrong, I’m probably gonna draw the scene again once proper screenshots are available bc it was so pretty
Also, something I was thinking about the entire time they were on the moon out of their super forms:
#my art#art#digital art#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#sonic movie 3#sonic 3#sonic movie spoilers#sonic spoilers#sonic movie 3 spoilers#shadow the hedgehog#sth#sth fanart#sonadow#I’m taking my sibling to go see the movie tomorrow I can’t wait!!#I’ve been working SO HARD to keep my mouth shut about it to them I NEED TO YAP#also if there are any spoiler tags I missed please let me know!!! I don’t wanna spoil it for someone that would suck
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The brainworms… they got me…
#janus sanders#ts janus#sanders sides#sanders sides fanart#astronomical art#I hyperfixated on this so bad#I was supposed to take a shower but silly me went ‘oh I should draw a bit while I wait for the bathroom to be free’#and then suddenly it’s 1am and I have every status effect known to man#anyways if you haven’t gathered yet I’ve been re-ensnared by sanders sides#I specifically made this so I could print it and put it on my corkboard but do you think it’d work as a sticker instead?#i haven’t made any before but I think it would look nice on my laptop#This WAS done with my finger in my phone. Btw. It was. So fucking hard. I miss Adobe.#sasi janus#is that the new tag now? It sounds kinda cool#sasi
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Drew my stupid wife on a sticky note while at work bc green
#springtrap#beauart#I’m so art blocked rn for fnaf stuff it’s like the anniversary overloaded me and now I can’t do SHIT#it doesn’t help that I’ve been working on the comic extra hard to finish this chapter#but I can’t share that stuff really :((
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