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Style swap- Invader Zim and Psychonauts
Cause I thought it would be fun and practice
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(Please do not use or repost my works anywhere without explicit permission from me first thank you <3)
#deersart#my art#this was just for fun#you probably won’t see much else of invader zim art from me#maybe#maybe gaz one day. depends on if I feel like it#definitely Psychonauts though#i spent several hours rambling about it to a friend the other day#that was a good day#psychonauts#psychonauts razputin#razputin aquato#invader zim dib#dib membrane#invader zim#I’ve never posted art for either of these fandoms before but these should be the right tags#let me know if I missed something though#i don’t know as much about IZ I’m new to it but if you have any questions for me about Psychonauts oh my god please ask me#or even just questions about this art I guess#did a lot of studies on the concept art and memory vault art so I’m satisfied with it#if I knew it wouldn’t drive me mad I would’ve loved to make a like- 3D model for dib#but I have restraint and nor do I have the time#was tempted though
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LOVE FROM THE OTHER SIDE
#THE SONG BANGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also they reposted on insta :’) the wentz approval lol#fob#fob8#love from the other side#lftos#fall out boy#fall out boy 8#so much for stardust#so much (for) stardust#smfsd#smfs#fob art#fall out boy art#bandom art#this tour is gonna bang..#someone asked what it feels like to be noticed.. let’s just say i’ve spent the last hour in shock#seriously though the post was a complete flop yesterday and well. mr wentz gave me some fortune#(i’m so grateful. also i love them)
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Brb have to go fist fight the mf who told me to watch the 2004 medical drama House.
I’ve watched 34 episodes in 4 days after i promised myself that i would quote “be watching this casually as background noise”.
AND ON TOP OF ALL OF THAT I have to add another fucking show to my “times I’ve been conned into watching a Sherlock adaptation against my knowledge” list
#for reference 34 episodes is close to 25 hours#I’ve spent over a day watching this show and it’s been less than a week#what the fuck#send help#and fanart#I curse god for not letting me enjoy things casually#if you’re the one person who follows this blog irl please don’t mention this I don’t wanna talk about it#this is between me god and the faceless strangers who stumble across this#house md#gregory house
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my god sits in the back of the limousine
squeaky clean and transparent versions teehee
#ME WHEN A GUY IS A ROBOT AND COVERED IN OIL ‼️#idk man i got halfway into rendering this and was like. hmm. this needs to get weirder#graham payser#ttcc#pacesetter#the pacesetter#graham ness payser#ttcc fanart#you ever just. yeah 👍#i spent 8 hours and 26 minutes on this. it felt like about 40 minutes#i don’t think i’ve ever been so motivated to work on a piece consistently until it was finished gotdamn !!!!!#giddly’s art#fav#[gets down on knees and clasps hands] dear god please let my art be devoid of mistakes and my image ids accurate and comprehensive amen
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next up in my revamped kj designs: jet star!! 💫
she is so important to me… the space puppy tattoo is partially because of @eggbagelz’ headcanon which i saw and thought “oh definitely jet would LOVE laika” and the design is (with permission) one of my lovely friend @andpierres’ tattoo flash designs and tattoo tickets are available on his kofi if YOU would like to have a space puppy tattoo on your own skin! :)
as with the last two posts, untextured version under the cut for cleaner details and accurate colors!
#danger days#jet star#ttlotfk#killjoys california#jetty jetty jetty#jet has the most updated design technically because i went from headcanoning them as transmasc to transfem!#i have birthday and therefore astrology hcs for ALL the fab four btw if you’re interested#ghoul also has his sign’s constellation tattooed on him i think maybe jet and ghoul got those done to be loosely matching :) family#THANK YOU NICO FOR LETTING ME USE YOUR DESIGN!!#felt appropriate for jet not only because of the space theming but also because i know you like jet a lot :) and i like how you draw them#so. i kind of associate jet with you#and again: no jacket because i wanted y’all to see her tatts but unlike kobra’s jacket#i would probably make at least a FEW tweaks jet’s jacket makes the least sense to me. leather AND denim? i THINK? and there’s a weird symbol#on it? and an epaulette? idk man it’s interesting but i would probably do it differently#god fucking damn it the gun is a little too short probably. to make sense from a top angle. OH WELL. i’m not going back and changing that#too much work#also i spent literally five or six hours just on her hair please clap#if i’ve said anything about jet’s tattoos in the past ignore that i don’t remember any of what i said if that’s the case#NEW hcs now.
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I genuinely do not know if Google is actually getting more and more unhelpful, or if there’s some secret hidden way of using it everyone knows but me.
Like, verbatim either doesn’t work or gives me results that are even less relevant. Putting - in front of a word doesn’t actually exclude anything. I have to try and type in at least 10 different ways of phrasing the same simple question, just for it to give me something even vaguely on topic.
At this point I genuinely feel more autistic trying to deal with this site than I do in 99% of social interactions. It feels like the damn thing’s operating on its own set of rules that it won’t let me know. Google is free but it won’t tell me shit. It nitpicks through the words I type just to grab hold of the thing that will let it make a planet sized leap away from where I’m trying to get to.
Today I wanted to find out if the snowfall in the UK is slowly getting later. It feels like it hasn’t happened in December for a long time, but my memory’s unreliable so I want to check. I know the information I want is out there. It should be really easy! I’m asking for the history of snowfall from a country I know for a fact documents this stuff!
But I have been here for almost two and a half hours now and I have turned up NOTHING! This browser is convinced I only want to talk about a White Christmas, and if I try to widen the scope to the rest of the month it springs off on a tangent where the most relevant result is an American article for holiday makers claiming that it only snows in the UK between December and February. My memory may be bad but even I know this is a lie. The best I could get was when I went fuck it and tried to go to the records directly, and that was an article where the latest date mentioned was 2010, which wasn’t useful when I’m looking for the weather statistics from within my adult life.
Like, I have to be doing something wrong right??? I swear I didn’t used to spend this much time doing research only to turn up nothing. Surely it can’t be this frustrating and useless for everyone, right???
#listen this is mostly just me letting off steam because I’ve just spent hours beating my head against a metaphorical cinder block#and getting nothing out of it but a headache#but if you’re reading this and you know how to scry the forbidden information from this brick of a sight#please for the love of god let me know#now I’m off to find some meteorologists and gain their confidence#then perhaps they will allow me to see their forbidden snowfall information#it will be easier than working with Google#my hated enemy
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bmcblr sings: (apparently both versions of) more that survive
#y’all want crusty you GET crusty#WHO decided it was a good idea for me to try this i spent so long on it and it’s still shit quality#there’s nothing i can do about that but i spent 7 HOURS ON THIS#THIS IS NOT WORTH 7 HOURS#IM NOT EXPERIENCED ENOUGH FOR THINGS LIKE THESE#tbf most of that time i was just nitpicking#it looks a little better than the one before at least#and i’m lowkey pirating the editing software i’m using#idk if that’s the right word but#it’s supposed to cost money but i got a code like 2 years ago and i’ve been using it ever since#it’s so busted it doesn’t even let me export as mp4#i have to export as something else and convert it#bmcblr sings#i know for a FACT there’s gonna be more so i’m just gonna make the tag now#bmcblr remake#i GUESS
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Cotltober week 1 prompt DONE!! For the Day 4 prompt Lose Your Head
Telling myself this is perfectly fine and good enough. For my sanity-
WHY is it so SMALL-
#I was gonna post it about half an hour earlier but realized I forgot the freckles#and then I added the pants and rest of the fleece#and then I went over the ‘lines’ for the wool#I fsr thought it would be easier to do it lineless. never let me think that ever again please-#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl the lamb#cotltober#gore#blood#decapitated head#decapitation#my lamb would be a bit thicker in the leg area btw. but the layer situation made it hard to edit. I’ve spent DAYS on this. no more-#my art#my posts#the freckles look so bad but the brush I used before didn’t look good either so#if you see any mistakes no you don't#so happy that was an already established tag. universal artist experience
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I cannot live my life constantly worried someone on the internet will misunderstand me
#policing people because of your own hang ups or assuming mal intent or letting resentment fester enough that it clouds your perspective is#not it!!!! it’s not healthy and it makes YOU miserable and it makes ME miserable#saying this bc I spent the past hour panicking about everything I’ve ever said LMFAO#I just can’t do it#it’s so exhausting!!#cw vent
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I’m actually a huge fan of her design but this sucked so bad to draw with so little references to use for her spots
#ladybug#bug noire#miraculous ladybug#my art#I don’t care that I spelled her name wrong#I’ve spent so many hours on this#please just let me have this
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I’ve been so lucky. For nearly a year I’ve been seeing GPs and specialists about long Covid, and I’ve always been believed. I knew lots of people think it’s made up, but my experience has been support from the start. It’s not like the doctors have known much but they’ve always been full of empathy.
Today though I had the pleasure of sitting down with a male doctor who after seeing me for 5 minutes implied that POTS isn’t really a thing (I already have the diagnosis from a cardiologist so he’s going to have to live with it) and long COVID doesn’t exist (he even did the whole: I’m a doctor, so I know what I’m talking about). Trouble is my sister is a doctor so I know enough about doctors to know they don’t know everything. Just some idiots have the audacity to pretend they do. He also just literally invalidated some of his colleagues in his practice and some leading long COVID specialists in the country - if not the world. But whatever.
Instead what I suffer from is stress and depression. Fascinating… I wonder whether my (perceived) gender led him to these conclusions?!? I have never suffered from depression in my life (which I’m very grateful for) and until I got Long COVID and POTS I’ve been one to thrive on pressure. I’ve rarely felt stress be anything but constructive. But I forgot I’m (mostly) a woman so… I’m surprised he didn’t diagnose me with hysteria while he was at it…
#it’s a long covid story#long covid#pots#misogynistic doctors#are we still in the 1950s?#rant post#personal rant#long Covid rant#doctor rant#and yes I’ve spent the last few hours crying because I let this idiot get to me
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sooo… i may or may not have gotten on dating apps this year. and for the most part it’s been hell, like absolute hell. but this guy i’m talking to now is kind of unreal, we had our first date on tuesday and it went really well. and it’s got me feeling all giddy and shit and and i just aaaahhh!! this is my first time making an attempt at dating, so hopefully this keeps up
#he’s such a sweetheart#he’s got pretty blue eyes and is real cute#he’s also a maaaassive star wars fan like me#the only person i’ve met who can keep up with me in a conversation about it#we texted for four hours the night before the date#spent five hours talking on the date#and then spent basically the entire night texting after the date#he’s very good at flirty banter and it makes be all befuddled and red in the face and shit#gaaahhh i’m trying to keep a lid on my excitement and not get my hopes up too much#but i fear i’m cooked friends#end of my single era hopefully???#okay that’s it end of diary entry byeeee#need to come up with a tag for my dating adventures#the bumble diaries#let’s go with that for now#nat’s rambles
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Day whatever it is recap!
#📸#I think it’s day five maybe#also I’m at my brothers school for the last time ever :/#probs the last time I’ll ever step into a college dorm again tbh#and I got one last shower in the dorm bathroom which is always good bc if I’m seeing my brother chances are I’ve at very least spent three#hours in a car to get to him#so a shower is nice especially bc I was like panic attack sweaty. tmi? maybe.#I didn’t really do a lot today#at least not postable stuff#a lot of hanging out with family and Millie and being tired and kind of miserable but also daydreaming about any other shit in my life#idk. it all feels weird rn. all of it. and my brain is nagging me saying you’re being/doing x y z for attention even when I’m not telling#anyone shit im doing or thinking or anything and my brain is still like nah. you’re jealous of your brother graduating and not being home#at the end of dads life and at the same time you feel stressed and guilty and feel bad about him not getting closure#but at the same time you just wish you didn’t see his fucking body on the ventilator and all the IVs and the bloat and the popped blood#vessels and the nurses and doctors and knowing they did cpr so much if he even survived he would be miserable and have broken ribs#fuck. I want to be home and alone and crying about this all by myself alone. I hate this I hate this I hate this I want to go smoke a cig#but this is a no smoking campus ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh I am miserable and this is supposed to be this big fun#thing for my brother and I feel selfish and stupid for having feelings and letting myself get upset about my dad but my fucking mother#made some sign to put in an empty chair for my dad and she brought his jacket he wore all the time and I started crying when I saw and then#immediately after we had to go see his parents and my grandfather is falling apart and reminds me of my dad in the hospital and I’m just so#miserable and between horrible thoughts and self harm and everything I’m keeping to myself I am just thinking about how this is so bitter#sweet for my brother like he’s graduating with his friends and then moving away from them all to a place where it’s just all about dad being#dead and he doesn’t like Florida really and he’s gotta start his grown up life (technically he has two more classes online and he’s getting#a blank diploma tomorrow but yeah. things are rough and my body hurts and stress is so bad for me and my chronic pain and I feel like I went#from the most relaxed and comfortable and happy I’ve been in a year to feeling like hell on earth and I feel like I’m bringing down every#one else’s mood but like hello why are we pretending any of this normal thid can’t be real this can’t be real this can’t be real I don’t#want this to be reak I want it to be fake it has to be fake please please please wake up tomorrow and have it be a year ago please#I miss my father and I hate myself and violent thoughts are taking over my mind and I hate it all but things were so good literally up until#I saw my mom and grandparents#my brother was so nice when it was just us too (and later I just mean before mom got here specifically he was still nice to me)
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i fucking hate good werewolf media being so sparse bc it’s so hard to find the specific vibes of werewolves i like. which don’t get me wrong they’re all great but there are a few styles that are my favs. i end up going through everything and eventually finding the BEST shit in the most obscure places and almost always they end up having a MAJOR flaw besides their style being immaculate.
In my case rn i found an AMAZING werewolf text based rpg on sale and it’s been PERFECT but i sound SO FUCKING STUPID TALKING ABT IT like “ah yes. it’s a GREAT game as long as you ignore the problematic source material and if you can figure out how to backup your save files if you like going back when you fuck up. However, I’m stuck on this text based rpg bc i can’t decide whether to join the winter weasels or the mourning wolves.” LIKE I SOUND SO STUPID. I KNOW I DO. BUT ITS SO GOOD IT HAS SO MUCH OF THE NICHE THINGS I LIKE. BUT I FEEL CRINGEY TALKING ABT THW WINTER WEASELS AND MOURNING WOLVES AND WYRM AND GAIA AND WYLD AND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#goth link says some shit#it cost me less than 2 bucks#but now i’ve spent like 3 hours playing and i want to cry#life is cruel in that it won’t let me experience everything (everywhere) all at once
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NEW BEATSABER OST7
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DUDE IT JUST CAME OUT IM SO SO SO EXCITED I DONT CARE HOW PHYSICALLY TIRED I CURRENTLY AM I AM PLAYING THIS. TODAY. IM SO HAPPY
#beatsaber#i have a problem#i love beatsaber so much#I’ve played it for hours at a time#I’ve probably spent more collective hours on this game than I have on vital things#I’m so happy#Someone talk to me about this let me rant to them#Youtube
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#kinda wish i could blow my mother up with my mind rn#i speak!#holy shit i’ve got blisters from being on my feet since eight am but she’s making me stand outside so she can take pics of the back of the-#-instead of doing it when we’re home#and this is after she spent half an hour pissing around with coffee in sainsburys#like ffs just let me sit down
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