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yes, i am aroace. yes, that person is hot. no, i did not mean that platonically
#i’m aroace not blind#my relationship with romantic attraction is relatively complicated so i suppose it’s understandable to not really Get It#but most of the time when i say stuff like that i really do mean it#and i do not meant the Platonic Version#that being said if it’s a sex joke or something along those lines then i’m probably not being serious#mxpotatoposts#aromantic#asexual#aroace#a-spec#ace pride#acespec
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I’ve settled on an Oscar Malevolent design, the second I settle on a detective Noel design I’ll be a force to be reckoned with.
#Arthur Lester pulling men left and right with his big blind eyes and many unsettling things to say#malevolent#malevolent podcast#he’s still aroace in my head though#I just also think it’s really funny#I’m a big fan of unrequited blind faith#but I’m not opposed to them being happy#and maybe a little kiss#for John too#as a treat
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I’m not usually down bad on main but I just finished reading Solo Leveling and GODDAMN
Like the world building and lore is fucking insane and the shadow army is so silly I love them. The epilogue is so cute and give as very smile ending.
BUT ALSO SUNG JINWOO IS FINE AS FUCK
LIKE GODAMN I GOTTA WATCH THE ANIME THIS MANS GOT ME
#I am proudly AroAce#I’m just also not blind#the aesthetic attraction is through the roof#sung jin woo#sung Jin woo the man that you are#solo leveling#also the anime animation looks good#that’s my next thing#is to watch it#to my irl bestie who see this#I’m not sorry
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can i pls request a character sheet for grace skinner so i can begin my grace redemption arc
My giirllll ^_^
Let heliad’s grace redemption arc begin!!
Og post
#unwind dystology#grace skinner#I think I should’ve filled more of the fruity boxes#(I hc her as an aroace lesbian)#(ignore the fact I didn’t mark on of the lines I’m fucking blind)
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TW: Cussing, Vent(?), Mentions of Love, Mentions of Religion
As a person who’s on the AroAce spectrum, believes in soulmates, and has had multiple partners yet only loved one of them- feelings are complicated..
Like this isn’t a vent just more so.. words that I feel like need to be said?
I’ve only ever loved one of my partners- and unfortunately we’re exes now. Oh well. The thing that sucks is that I feel comfortable being on the aromantic spectrum, yet I’m worried that I’m not actually aromantic in any way. I hate to admit the fact that despite dating over a year ago, the thought of him still makes my stomach flip and explode with butterflies, makes my heart beat with life and joy, makes my face flush like a giant red tomato.
And it’s confusing. Am I on the AroAce spectrum? Or am I just so hung up on this one person that I can’t bring myself to love other people? It doesn’t help I am personally religious either, some times I ask for a sign. To see if he’s even worth it, and every time I ask- I have a dream about my ex. A dream about us being happy together, loving each other again, being that cute couple we used to be.
Psychologically? It’s probably just my brain trying to conjure up reasons for me to still crush and be in love with this guy- we talked recently, it made me feel so happy to have him joke with me. Let alone flirt with me. But now he’s ignoring me, again. And honestly? It’s fucking bullshit.
Mentally ill? I’m aware. He’s depressed. He’s got a lot of other issues. So do I. So is it his D.I.D. Fucking with him? Or is he just an asshole! I constantly defend him, I constantly praise him whenever we talk. The things I tell him are true to me, but sometimes I worry I’m manipulative.. I compliment him and tell him he’s amazing, as if that’ll help me win him over.
It’s even worse when you’re obsessively in love with them. Love is complicated. It can be beautiful, it can be messy, it can be painful, and it can be freeing. I know this isn’t something I should be posting on the internet- but hey! Maybe someone needs to hear this. Hear that you shouldn’t constantly defend someone who might just view you as a toy rather than a person. Don’t defend someone until you have all the information, that’s the moral of today I guess.
If you’re still reading this? Thanks. Just remember that you are a good person. That you are valid. That you are amazing. That the world doesn’t deserve someone as great as you, but you deserve the world. You are good. You are beautiful. You are good enough. You don’t need to be perfect, because imperfections make your perfections stand out more.
#aromantic spectrum#i’m aroace#arospec#aromantic#love is blind#love is complicated#love is madness#soulmates#vent post#personal vent#cw vent#cuss words#tw cussing#you are awesome#you are valid#you are not alone#demiromantic#demisexual#emotions are hard#emotions are dumb#emotions are weird#emotions are exhausting#emotions are stupid#emotions are complicated#sorry for being depressing#sorry for venting#any advice?#does anyone have any tips#does anyone relate#does anyone else feel like this
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In case the worst happens (Trump winning) is there anything a sex and romance repulsed aroace do while staying in the country without complying to their worst nightmare? (Unable to flee due to my situation) It’s ok if you don’t know this, I’m just really scared.
Honestly as horrible as it might sound, pull the whole “staying “pure” until marriage” card. Use it for everything, go on and on about not being able to find the right guy but never stick to one version of a right guy so they can’t set you up with anyone on a blind date.
If worst comes to worse, becoming a privately practicing nun. Not in a church just like on your own, randomly declare it and stick to it.
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Why Vox needs to GET THE FUCK OVER THE RADIO DEMON:
(By Velvette, the only competent of the Vees)
(Her list for Valentino here)
1. He’s just not into you
2. We have better things to do than allocate company time to this.
3. He makes you look stupid
4a. He makes US look stupid (and Valentino already does that enough)
4b. Seriously how are we supposed to stop your boy toy from chasing whore around town when you can’t do the same with your ex? We need to set a (gag) good example for him.
5. What do you even see in him? Tacky coat. And that voice is so old-school.
6. You have two people who (reluctantly) want to work with you. Why spend energy on a guy who doesn’t?
7. This was seven years ago babe. Give it up.
8. I’m tired of finding your Alastor Body Pillow around the penthouse
9. Speaking of the body pillow, did you really have to spend 5k on it?
10. Company money should be used for COMPANY things. The fact we even have an “Alastor” budget is stupid. HE DOESNT EVEN GO HERE. ( @onesidedradiostatic )
11. He fucked off once, he probably will again.
12. Do you really want to fuck with someone who has the princess and king of Hell on his side?
13. It makes Valentino insecure about his sexual prowess, which is not good for anyone.
14. I have to LISTEN to him complain about it.
15. No matter how hard you try, nobody will ever beat “Susan” for #1 rival in that man’s heart. (Which is valid cause Susan SUCKS.)
16. Also you’re wasting company time by having Val put together shitty-Alastor look alike porns? Angel Dust does NOT look like Radio Demon ffs, I though Val was the blind one not you.
17. Your screens keep crapping out whenever you think about him, and we’re running out of ones in storage.
18a. I don’t want to keep having to go to overlord meetings for you because you’re having a breakdown over of he’ll be there or not.
18b. Speaking of breakdowns, STOP MAKING THE WHOLE CITY LOSE POWER.
19. You’ve taken over the entire office space with your Alastor-shrine. It’s not really an inconvenience, just creepy.
20a. Not to kinkshame but I walked in on you and Val fucking with Alastor-wigs on, REALLY?!
20b. Also I think you’re making Val insecure about his lack of hair.
21. STOP asking me to design Alastor-cosplay clothes for you. I don’t want anything to do with this.
22. I already have to deal with one pissbaby
23. Seriously, he isn’t into you. Maybe it’s cause you’re a mess. Maybe it’s cause he’s AROACE. Who knows.
24. You keep interrupting channels to brainwash people into hating the Radio Demon, when we should be brainwashing them into other things.
25. We can all hear you talking to yourself in the shower when trying to come up with shitty comebacks.
26. You display your dreams when you sleep, and while it was funny at first at this point it’s so boring. Val and I want to watch something actually interesting for once rather than the same shit.
27. You keep glitching out in bisexual whenever he comes up and it’s annoying waiting for you to put your shit back together again.
28. I’m sick of movie nights where we just watch your self-made compilations of “Alastor’s Epic Fails” or just watch security footage of him at the hotel.
29. Why do you even try and film him? Your shitty cameras can pick hardly anything up.
30. Honestly this whole thing is just pathetic.
31. Like it used to be cute but now?
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel memes#velvette hazbin hotel#the vees#valentino hazbin hotel#vox hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin vox#voxval#staticradio#radiostatic#one sided#OneWayBroadcast#lostsignal#stupid hazbin hotel lists#staticmoth#hazbin hotel crack
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birthday kisses!
pairing. idol! song mingi x non idol! fem! reader
synopsis. you wake up feeling very parched and very in love with your boyfriend, song mingi. you admire his beauty and suddenly have the need to give him a kiss... too bad you're too shy.
warnings. pet names (tiny i literally saw someone say that mingi would call his s/o tiny and i literally died and i'm running with it now, baby, pretty/pretty girl), kisses (as an aroace person: ew), mingi being mingi (he is a menace himself he literally bites you)
genres. romance, fluff, established relationship
wc. 0.8k
a/n. reader has glasses because we are all blind in this today. also ! happy birthday to our lovely mingi :( (literally please ignore my last mingi oneshot. it was literally supposed to be up TODAY not two days early wtaf tumblr.....)
reblogs and comments are appreciated! helps with not getting shadowbanned!
YOU wake up suddenly, feeling very thirsty as you try to crane your neck back to see the stupid alarm clock you have sitting on top of your night stand. you can’t make out the numbers, and attempt to blindly reach out for your glasses when mingi grunts, trying to shove his nose further into the crook of your neck. it’s then that you remember that you fell asleep hugging your boyfriend while he rested his head on your chest, saying that listening to your heartbeat helps lull him to sleep while he had his arms tightly wrapped around your waist. you feel slightly embarrassed at the position you’re both in as you card your hand through his short-ish hair, your other hand resuming its previous mission of trying to grab your glasses from its place by the alarm clock.
after a few seconds of blindly reaching out for your glasses, you huff, deciding to just grab them later as you try to shimmy out of your boyfriend’s hold. mingi groans, tightening his grip. “what are you doing, tiny?”
“i’m thirsty,” you whisper. “i’ll be back before you know it.”
mingi sighs, “okay. don’t take too long, though,” he mumbles, attempting to open his eyes to look at you. “i just want to sleep the day away with you.”
you snort, now sitting up with your feet touching the cold floor. “baby, are you sure you don’t want to go out and do something? you only have today off, and you’ll be busy later at night for the live.”
the male shakes his head, stuffing his head into his pillow afterwards. “just wanna sleep with my pretty girl today…”
“even if it’s your birthday?”
mingi hums in response, and you laugh, quickly kissing the crown of his head and whispering happy birthday to him before pushing yourself up. when you’re in the kitchen, holding your glass of water, you purse your lips in thought, taking a sip from it.
you are definitely going to drag mingi out to do at least something today after he’s fully awake… which will probably be some time after one in the afternoon.
when you go back to the room, you happily crawl into the covers and mingi immediately pulls you into him, shoving his nose into your neck again. you laugh, wrapping an arm around his head and scratching his scalp softly. mingi hums, and he reminds you of a cat when he nuzzles his nose into—
“ow?” you yelp, bewildered as you push mingi away from you to see him smiling at you cheekily. “what was that for?” you pout, rubbing the spot mingi bit.
“nothing,” he replies. “let’s go back to sleep, yeah?”
you drop the subject and resume scratching his scalp. you don’t know how long it’s been when you decide to look down at the sleeping male. you can’t see mingi with how he has his face in your neck, so you lean back, almost cooing out loud at how adorable he looks with messy, oreo hair. you then trace over his eyebrows with a finger before lovingly caressing his cheek, eyes smiling along with your lips as you press quick kisses to the dots on his face. one kiss right beneath his eyebrow, one kiss on the top of his cheek, one kiss on his jaw, and one last kiss on his temple. your eyes then fall to his lips and you have the sudden urge to kiss them, but you flush in embarrassment at the thought of doing so.
unlike your boyfriend, you find it a little harder to initiate skinship.
well… only when you let yourself think about it just like now.
you settle with kissing the dot by his temple again, pulling back and gasping in surprise when mingi’s eyes fly open.
“what the…? mingi, since when—”
he cuts you off by leaning in, staring straight into your eyes. you attempt to lean back, eyes wide.
“well, if you won’t do it,” he says, licking his lips. “i will.”
mingi leans forward, his mission being to kiss you. you whine and cover your mouth, making him laugh as he gently pries your hands away.
“stop! i-i have morning breath!”
“okay, and? i don't care. c’mon pretty,” he says, chuckling. “let me have my birthday kiss.”
“stop,” you drawl. “when you say it like that, you know i’m going to cave in!”
mingi bites your cheek all of a sudden, pulling the flesh back as you squeal, laughing afterwards. “that’s why i said it. now give me my kiss before i bite you again.”
“you’re turning into wooyoung,” you huff, frowning as you settle down and admit defeat. “biting everyone out of nowhere.”
“i only ever bite you out of love,” he sings, pecking your nose quickly before kissing you.
the kiss is soft and fast. mingi opens his eyes to see your own flutter open, and before you can even process what’s happening, he’s already pressing his lips to yours again, the kiss being a little rougher than the previous one. it leaves you in a daze when he pulls back.
“w-why did you—”
mingi cuts you off by humming, pointing at his face afterwards. “give me more kisses, and you can't say no because it's my birthday.”
“you're abusing your birthday power,” you scoff, but nonetheless smile and pepper kisses everywhere on his face, making him grin. “happy birthday, mingi.”
#꒰💌꒱ drea's drabbles !#yuyusuyu#cromernet#ateez imagines#ateez scenarios#ateez fic#ateez fluff#song mingi x you#song mingi x reader#song mingi x y/n#mingi x y/n#mingi x reader#mingi x you#mingi x female reader#mingi fluff#mingi imagines#mingi scenarios
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I just want to say your posts make me and my partner (both ace-flux and Demiromantic) feel so valid even through the struggle of figuring out what we are.
I remember stumbling across your posts when I was still questioning myself, and your comics made me realise I’m not alone.
Thank you for the smiles
Here are my Demi aroace flag and
my colour blind friendly Ace flux flag that I designed
hgfuigjkfd Again I'm so so sorry for replying so late! TwT I'm really really glad if I can help in that way, it's always an honor, and I'm very sorry I'm bad at following through when I'm reached out to TwT
Thank you so much for sharing the flags as well!! 👀
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I’m having ✨thoughts✨
Aroace(?) Soap
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Soap doesn’t understand why he feels this way for Ghost- he’s never felt this way before. Not for anyone. No woman, no man- no one.
Yet when Soap is around Simon, his mind swarms with thoughts he’s never had before. Thoughts of wanting to hold the man close. To listen to his deep, gravely, stupidly handsome British accent.
He’s so scared that it’s love- romantic love.
Soap isn’t emotionless, he loves with his whole mind and heart to the point it’s fucked him over in more ways than one- but never has he felt this.
He’s dated of course, because that’s what you’re supposed to be doing growing up. He’d dated a few girls. They were pretty, but that idea only rendered as a fact, with no emotion behind it. Like how a sunset can be beautiful but you wouldn’t take a sunset out on a date.
His relationship started when he was fourteen. A girl confessed her love, and Soap thought that’s all it took to be in love, for someone to say a ‘magic’ word. He didn’t understand that he was supposed to feel something.
She would try to kiss him, hug him, and he would give it back but it was never honest. Kissing felt wrong, felt nothing like how it seemed in the movies. They only lasted a few weeks.
He dated another girl a year later, his older sister Leah, had put them on a blind date. The girl was sweet, and again objectively pretty, but he felt…nothing.
He’s heard people talk about love, about the butterflies in one’s stomach, how everything would seem to zero in on one person. But as he looked at her from across the table, he felt nothing. He tried again, thinking that he just needed to wait for something to click.
She tried to advance things, Soap couldn’t get past taking his shirt off before making a piss poor excuse to leave. He doesn’t know why he felt like he needed to leave- why his skin was crawling at the thought of being intimate. But he did, and when he got an earful the next day from her, he had no good argument.
The girl had looked at Soap for a long moment before gently asking if Soap was gay. If that’s why his kisses never felt true, why there was no love- romantic love.
Soap at the time agreed with her, one for an out and two as it felt like a solid explanation for the way he was acting. He’d never felt anything towards guys, but maybe that’s because he’s never tried, he had never thought about it.
Soap had just turned seventeen when a guy friend of his admitted his attraction to Soap. Again, Soap looked at the man, dark brown hair, decent build, a kind man. Soap agreed regardless, already hating himself for going through with it. But maybe- maybe he is into guys and just…needs to get to know him more.
The two go on many dates and they last for almost a year. Soap could almost convince himself that he was truly in love.
Looking back, he wonders if he only felt that way because this man was the only one who saw Soap for who he was, and not the face he puts on for everyone else.
But Soap knows he was pushing his luck, knows he was leading the man on. The guilt had eaten him whole.
Three good people, all gave their undying love to Soap, and he gave nothing in return.
He doesn’t know why he doesn’t feel how they felt- doesn’t know whats wrong with him. Why he can’t feel romance, why he’s never wanted sex.
He joins the military the next year, and he forgets about those feelings. Relationships aren’t meant to happen between soldiers and the one night stands are easy enough to dodge- both from men and women.
He had completely forgotten about all of it.
He had.
He really had.
Until Simon fucking Riley.
Until he saw that beast of a man dressed as the fucking grim reaper.
It wasn’t in an instant that he felt these new emotions. It was well after Las Almas and well after they catch Makarov.
Throughout that time, Soap and Simon got close, closer than either had truly expected. They flirted, though it was all banter of course.
Until it wasn’t.
Until Soap realized as he watched Ghost move through a warehouse through a sniper optic, that he found he meant it.
Then he started thinking and thinking. He couldn’t stop.
He couldn’t stop himself from getting jealous when anyone else looked at Simon with a suggestive glance. How he couldn’t stop thinking about holding him close, closer than Soap had let anyone before. How he had thought about pulling Simon close and have his lips meet the other’s.
It scares him.
Even if this is love- romantic love- he doesn’t feel like it’s enough. That he wouldn’t be a good enough partner, like how he was with the others in the past. What if these thoughts are the same as the last guy’s, he’s just going through some mental hoops to make him think it’s romantic?
Not to mention, Simon is his fucking superior- and his closest friend.
If he admitted his ‘love’ and for some reason Simon agreed, what if it goes away? What if he can’t recuperate once more? He’ll ruin their friendship and Soap can’t bare the thought of seeing Ghost take place of Simon.
He’s in turmoil and has no idea what to do with it.
He can’t tell gaz, he wouldn’t understand why Soap feels like he’s going crazy for feeling romantic for the first time. And like hell can he tell price, for the same reasons, plus insubordination. Price is a chill man, Soap knows that, but why stir a pot that’s already way past boiling.
So he’s stuck, with nothing but his journal and swarming feelings that make no sense.
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Lmao, imagine identifying as aro ace for years and then boom, nada. Hahhahahahha. Definitely not projecting on him.
Definitely.
Anyway.
Have a good day (●’◡’●)ノ
#ghoap#john soap mactavish#cod mw3#simon ghost riley#soapghost#cod mwii#johnny mactavish#this will probably be the most personally open I’ll be on here#maybe#idk#I too am in turmoil#:)#might delete this later#we’ll see
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Not really much of a shipper (think it’s the aroace in me) but your ship art specifically just does something. Like I’m pretty sure I’m still not gonna be a blind faith shipper, but your art just hits different and I really enjoy it.
love that I can sow some doubt in your heart even if you’re not entirely convinced, means so much <3
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I do not care for radioapple, sorry. No hate if you ship it, that’s perfectly understandable and I do appreciate some of the fanart, but I’m going to go on a little tangent and release my thoughts into the void here.
I get it, but at the same time I just don’t, like… it feels forced in the way that it’s just two guys who hate each other. Normally, I love hate-ships but I don’t see how feelings could ever develop in this case (negating the fact that Alastor is aroace).
Alastor wants power. I also think he craves a found-family dynamic somewhere deep down. He’s a huge mama’s boy, he respects women. Lucifer is the most powerful person in Hell and he’s an egotistical man. Of course, Alastor bristles up like a threatened cat around him. That’s someone invading his territory. Alastor takes pride in the fact that people (especially women) come to him for protection. That ties into his desire for some type of community or family. To be needed. If he cant be needed, then he’ll settle for being feared. And he has chosen that route throughout his entire life… and he’s also a cannibal so, that route kinda chose him? My point being, he is so blinded by his desire for power that I think it snuffs out his desire for community to the point where he’s not even aware of it.
What Alastor needs is someone who understands him on a deeper level, and Lucifer is not that. Lucifer is never going to be that unless we see some serious character development. Lucifer runs from his problems. He hates Alastor because he can likely sense just how evil that man is. But Alastor does have emotional insight when it comes to others, so like… if he wanted to, I could see a universe where he councils Lucifer (like we see him do with Charlie—) however, he VERY clearly does not want to. Alastor cannot control his rage as well as I thought he could. I, for sure, thought he was going to try and manipulate Lucifer in some way. But he does not, because he feels threatened by him.
Alastor only bothers to manipulate those who he feels superior towards.
Which is basically everyone, except Lucifer. He challenges him, because they are both powerful and egotistical. He does not see a “way in” to control him— or rather, he does not WANT to see a way in. He wants nothing to do with that man and instead, is trying to gain power by manipulating his daughter. Charlie is his way in.
Also, it’s so obvious that Alastor is using Charlie to gain power? And Lucifer does not play when it comes to his baby girl. If he EVER found out his true intentions, it would destroy any relationship they had managed to build.
I can see a plot line where Alastor is in trouble and then Lucifer saves him because his daughter wanted him to, and they start to bond over it. However, this would require Alastor having some character arc where he realizes he wants community instead of power, and decides against whatever manipulative plan he has going on with Charlie. Until we see that, I just can’t ship them. There’s no tension, there’s no chemistry, there’s no nuance. At least, not yet.
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Started watching Love is Blind, purely for educational reasons (I’m deeply aroace so I don’t really get the hype) and these people are confessing their love for each other in the first episode??????? What? Do people actually feel that way? That quickly? I thought that only existed in fiction?
Like, I am still extremely skeptical about them feeling that way by the end of the season, but that is just unfathomable to me. What is this. Someone explain. Do people actually believe they fall in love this fast?
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wow! raf is a young man! it must have been weird for the autobots to grow up with raf, seeing as humans age faster than cybertronians. just a blink of the eye and raf has gone from sparkling to little grown baby man.
and prepare for a barrage of questions
what are the sexualities of the bots and humans? do any of the other bots/humans have disabilities too? (love the representation!) how old are the other human characters? are there any other ships going around? is soundwave faceless and mute in this au? and were optimus and megatron a sort of something before the war broke out?
that's all
Yes, to the Autobots, it was a bit of a culture shock (and saddening) to watch Raf grow up so quickly. Sometimes they still treat him like a little kid just because they’re so not used to how humans age. Rafael only corrects them about it if it’s about work, but he usually does not mind. He loves his robot family so much.
As for the sexualities! On Cyberton, the courting culture was just “love who you love” and the concept of sexuality and gender was just an unspoken understanding. That said, among earth standards, they have learned about their sexualities and are happy to explain them to anyone who asks. Optimus is bisexual, Ratchet is gay, Wheeljack is pansexual, Arcee is trans and bi (with a preference for mechs), Bumblebee is pan as well, and First Aid is aroace and non-binary!
Ratchet has a multitude of disabilities since Lockdown maimed him. The obvious one is partial blindness, but he also has pretty heavy chronic pain, irregular fuel line efficiencies, weak gears in his leg, and mild processor damage. He handles it as well as he can and does not really like to talk about it.
Wheeljack is also partially deaf in both of his audio receptors! He uses audio enhancers (like hearing aids) to help him hear. Things blowing up in his face too many times has its consequences.
Raf if 22, Jack is 20, Miko is 19, and Sari is 10. Miko and Sari are adoptive sisters!
I’m still figuring out how many characters I’ll be playing with in my AU, but the main ship is obviously OptiRatch. Wheeljack has a husband, Bulkhead, but he is currently off-world. I’m also heavily considering adding KOBD.
Optimus was friends with Megatron before the war (known as Orion and D-16 back in the day), but their friendship slowly started to turn sour when Orion got an apprenticeship under Sentinel Prime and D-16 did not. D-16 disappeared randomly one day, and when he returned, he had a new name, a new mission, and a newfound hatred for Orion and his mentor.
As for Soundwave, as much as I love his Prime design, my version of him is more inspired but other continuities. But for the most part, he does not speak!
Here’s a little concept design I’m working on for him, just for you anon :)

He’s got big ol’ speakers hehe
#hehe all the asks are making me very happy#*grabs anon and shakes you around*#KEEP THEM COMING I LOVE YOU#art#my art#transformers art#digital art#artists on tumblr#transformers#transformers au#tf: earthbound au#maccadam#sketch#asks#Soundwave#transformers soundwave
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being autistic with alexithymia (emotional blindness) is so much of a hinderance when navigating my aroace identity because. I know I feel affection. I know I feel closeness. I just don’t know How.
at some point it could be argued “but does it matter, really?” and yes it does, to me. sometimes it doesn’t, but sometimes it does. because I’ve told people I’ve dated what I thought was fascinating about them, what I adored about them, what I loved (yes, that word) about them. and they were all true. but there would be a look in their eye, searching for something that might not be there, a lilt in the question of “and what else” like they were waiting for something.
I enjoy the idea of a having someone who will like me forever and never leave, and it seemed like that’s what a romantic relationship was supposed to be. I still don’t know what I’m missing. How much of it is disingenuous if I love someone platonically, but I love them nonetheless?
I suppose what it comes down to is that I’m afraid having a platonic relationship with someone will never be enough, and that if I just play the part as something else then I won’t be alone.
#i’m so confused#allonormativity#aro#aroace#aromantic#aromance#aspec#aspec community#aspec stuff#aromantism#arospec#aromanticism#aro pride#grey aromantic#cupioromantic#greyromantic#autism#being autistic#autistic#autistic problems#autistic things#autistic experiences#autistic community#alexithymia#ND#neurodivergent
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mashle character headcanons bc i’m insane about them (and recently got a new fixation and feel bad that i haven’t talked about these sillies in a while)
Mash Burnedead
[edited in] tanner complexion from exercising outside so much
[not edited in/non-visual] greek nose, aroace, autistic
Lemon Irvine
[edited in] more visible constant blush
[not edited in/non-visual] bisexual, dating Love, that’s literally it i don’t really have hcs for her 😭
Finn Ames
[edited in] constant blush, freckles, lashes, brighter eyes, scarring on neck
[not edited in/non-visual] feminine face, button nose, scarring on other parts of body, afab transmasc, unlabeled, anxiety
Lance Crown
[edited in] constant eyebags, downturned eyes
[not edited in/non-visual] sharp features, constant exhaustion, constant stress, gay, dating Dot, weakened strength/motor skills & mild chronic pain in arms (epidem fight)
Dot Barrett (FINALLY GOD MY BELOVED I’M GOING IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER 💔💔)
[edited in] tanner, burn scar on right side of face, right eye blind & grey-ish, pierced ears, thick eyebrows
[not edited in/non-visual] round face/facial features, wide nose, self image/worth issues, anxiety over people getting hurt (cough cough epidem fight cough cough), bisexual, clumsy (bc of the blindness), dating Lance, sibling relationship with Love, was given his headband by Malta
Abyss Razor
[edited in] literally nothing
[not edited in/non-visual] self-worth issues, depression, passively suicidal, gay, dating Abel
Love Cute
[edited in] tanner, darker hair, light makeup, heart earrings
[not edited in/non-visual] absolute fashionista DIVA, lesbian with comphet, dating Lemon, sibling relationship with Dot
that’s it!!! i love all of these cuties dearly if u have any questions please do ask i’d absolutely adore to talk about my hcs!!!!!!
#mashle#mashle magic and muscles#mashle headcanons#god i love all of them so much#mash burnedead#lemon irvine#finn ames#lance crown#dot barrett#abyss razor#love cute#lemonlove#landot
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