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“im just a jamoke supporting his girlfriend” and that’s the only requirement!
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demon!dip au bill: WHERE IS MY MORTAL HE SHOULDVE TURNED 18 AND SUMMONED ME ALREDY IS HE DEAD AGAIN NO I DONT LIKE IT!
demon!dip: *living his best nerd library demon life, quietly chilling*
bill: I MISS MY HUSBAND WHEN WILL HE COME BACK FROM REINCARNATION
so bill canonically is in a Terrible, Bad, Foul, Murder First Mood for almost-two decades everytime dipper's off growing up? and is watching the mortal planet obsessively to FIND THE MORTAL!
...i do wonder what would happen if a teenage dipper incernation + mabel found their way into mindscape through shenaningans a la GF with another demon, barely survive their way into almost escaping by the virtue of teenage fantasy show protagonist halos, till they draw attention of the Big Boss Bill himself. "oh fuck, another demon!" to "oh fuck, another demon so scary our demonenemy is losing all their color. literally becoming transparent." to "why is he???? BEING FRIENDLY? THIS IS A TRAP!?"
Oh, Bill's not in a bad mood the whole time Dipper's gone!
While the spouse is away, the demon will play! Invading minds, pestering planets, cruel tricks on hapless idiots, ordering pizza with anchovies. Bill gets to do all the stuff he typically doesn't and enjoy a nice little bit of alone time.
Of course the shine quickly wears off that particular apple. By the end of the eighteen years, Bill's more than itching to bother his favorite mortal once more!
The real bad mood happens when Dipper's supposed to be back, and doesn't show up. Woe betide any nearby demons if the wait drags on too long, because a frustrated Bill is a very angry Bill indeed.
#answers#The twins encountering Bill in the mindscape before the end of the incarnation bit is done is also a fun concept!#Bill's not gonna hurt 'em of course but DIPPER doesn't know that#And will in fact be Rightly Suspicious of Bill's weirdly friendly (if offputting) attitude#I doubt Bill lets them in on WHY he's being 'helpful'#But he 100% sends Dipper back with lots to be super paranoid over#And Mabel stuffed with sugar and charmed completely by this weird triangle#Bill's not wearing the human form ALL the time after all and if word of 'Bill chooses a human every once in a while' has gotten around#He'd keep who he is on the DL. Just to make Dipper worried about what he's planning#A few years later that Dipper gets surprised as usual but this time with a bit of relief#Oh thank god THAT'S what he meant by his favorite mortal to torment#It's just the companion thing. Dipper thinks he can live with that.
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hope you're enjoying TSOA! I've read it myself, and it's truly a great book.
[127] FINISHED IT MAYBE AN HOUR AGO <3 </3
#127#xisuma#xisumavoid#daily xisuma#hermitcraft#AHHHHH it was so good#I love greek mythology mostly from pjo but never really got into homer/virgil#I know of virgil from Dante's divine comedy and as the roman tax evasion fly man#this makes me want to properly read the Iliad......for sure gonna be a completely different experience but <3#I have read achilles and hector's chase scene at some point for school. reading it from patro pov was weirdly funny#but oh my GOD. tsoa was so happy and then it :-(ed and it was <3#fanfiction time! I say this as if I haven't already started reading a couple just to see what the tsoa a03 scene was like before I finished#some may see this as weird but I can never do worse than during my reading of the great gatsby during which I read the book several times#over in fanfic words before I was even halfway (I had to read slowly because school)#anyways please notice the slightly different shading (I didn't clip the multiply layer today)
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this has 2 saves already even though i haven't talked about it at all so ig there's an audience to throw it out to somewhere . fuck it we ball
WOE. INCOMPREHENSIBLE SLEEP TOKEN INFESTED GABV1EL PLAYLIST BE UPON YE.
#and today on cookie's ramblings#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#gabv1el#seeing the saves made me scramble to add a few extra sleep token songs in before i posted this so that was fun#was not planning on posting this tbh#this originally had a local file in it which shows how unprepared i was for this to get clocked LSJDLSKGN#heed the word 'brainrot' in the playlist name. it is not exaggerating#some of this is like . weirdly personal? idk im probably just tripping but it feels like itd only make sense to me#having v1 himself scuttling around in your brain does not help#yea this is also partially a fictive playlist OOPSIES#system bullshit tag#My thoughts about these two are incomprehensible to even myself so#in order to keep these tags slightly shorter than they could be i will cease the ramblings now
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ok posting it here bc im not sure if its going to stay in the doodle page
#delete later#deleting soon bc eyes on me#for those of you who kept asking about Something last year LOLLL#sorry this is too entry level vent comic ykwim i jst needed to get it out#im over it in the sense that like ok yeah whatever#but not in the sense that i came out worse than before. i was already Small. ive been further Smallened#i was a rebound and lied to and discarded...which thank god i was Set Free but wow!#all my personal fears reinforced. it is embarrassing for me to want and need...i get it neow. i was a stepping stone i am an npc#idk that i could do it again! im not sure its worth trying i am too much of a...project.#as i was told from day 1 but still ran directly into it#and i was too much of a coward to leave myself. if it happened again i wouldnt be able to leave then either.#im happy that i dont think it could get much worse than all that for my first experience but it was also exhausting#and weirdly at the same time i dont think i cld ever expect better#its almost been a year since its been Done and the words and treatment linger <3#this is also why i had to enlist talon as imaginary bf number 2 LOL need extra reinforcement and love#cringe as fuck but it rly will never be as good as whats in my brain...i know that neow. i will spare everyone the trouble#and remove myself from the dating pool (<- implying he was ever even in it)#i dont even hold any ill will toward em bc they were right...its just hurts ykwim
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I like to headcanon Shin as a hardcore atheist (complete opposite of Hiyori who's a very religious person). He can't see himself believing in a higher power, not when his plights and tragedies and suffering were always met with indifference by whatever higher power may exist. But not by Sou Hiyori-- his guardian angel all throughout high school. His protector and his tormentor. His saviour and his captor. Someone he devoutly followed for years after having found him. Someone he looks up to; someone superior (always "Hiyori" while he's still "Shin", never his equal). Someone whose teachings he takes to heart and lives by. Someone he seeks out instinctively in his hour of desperation and need. Someone whose hand-me-down he wears dutifully around his neck to keep him close at all times. Someone who will praise him for his obedience and dependency and punish him for his defiance and independence. Someone he loves and respects and fears all at once. The moon can't shine without the sun, and Hiyori all but shone upon him when he couldn't find the light within himself. Shin doesn't believe in God, but loving Hiyori is the closest he's ever gotten to religion. I think it's poetic, in a way.
#your turn to die#yttd#sou hiyori#shin tsukimi#midori yttd#soushin#thinking about them again don't mind me#allusions to an abusive and codependent relationship? do i need to tag that here?? it's soushin so i'd think not. maybe#when i think about what hiyori was to shin i think about two quotes from night eats color by consumer_electronics#“he's god before her and his words become her gospel truths” and “he's still god before her and he can set her free”#and when it's what shin is to hiyori i think of this one “here stands the only survivor of his cruelty and she’s begging him not to leave”#it's not just shin but hiyori too. his shrine of photos. the ai. his unrelenting possessiveness and obsession#there's also the fact that he dollified himself when he was still a candidate. if he and shin had won shin would've become his human master#even with shin and hiyori gone the shadows of their dynamic still haunt sou and midori's relationship despite the severe strain present now#their devotion to each other borders on religious in a way that tickles me a certain way#i've just been in a weirdly religious mood lately. as in contemplating religious imagery and themes. and it's not even sunday#it's midnight so i'm just yapping over here but i wanted to get this down anyway#also read night eats color it's hauntingly compelling#momento rambles#pardon any typos i'm tired
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I keep rotating certain aspects of the Evontra'vir-Ashton conversation and there's one specific thing I see other people taking away from it that is lacking a certain amount of nuance that stuck with me.
Specifically in regards to Ashton's views and how they parallel his fathers.
It should be obvious to everyone at this point that Ashton's stubborn hypocritical "refusal to the call" rooted in his anti divine/fate beliefs need some genuine reflection. They are important and they are aware of it but they don't want any of the hard to grapple with things associated. He needs to think about what it is he can actually do moving forward rather than getting caught up in what he feels he's owed.
However! One very important thing that I keep seeing others ignore or maybe just not even pick up on is THIS.
Efterin's entitlement came from his own zealots ego. The powers he believed he was promised an understanding and control over were NEVER his.
Ashton's entitlement towards the situation is rooted in what was done TO him. Those powers are in fact his. They have been there since he was a child due to a ritual he had no say in. That ritual physically altered his body and killed off nearly everyone in his entire village.
Which. Again. Just because they HAVE those powers doesn't mean they were ever guaranteed mastery over them. Certainly not without putting in effort. It has never been a "gift", even if part of them wishes it was. There is likely never going to be a reality in which the full-blown titan level abilities just ACTIVATE for him with full ease. Moving forward. He has a base level of info. Which he likely didn't find satisfying (but given the situation, there was never really a "satisfying" answer). Now they need to just. Look forward and inward. Make some changes if they want some changes.
But yeah. At the end of the day. Regardless of parallels and a real need for character reflection and growth. Saying that Ashton is "the same" as Efterin seems. Fairly reductive, all things considered.
#critical role spoilers#c3e74#ashton greymoore#sorry if this seems so long winded. i am incapable of wording this any shorter. i have tried lmao#tldr: this isnt me saying ashton was in the right AT ALL bc theyre NOT but also this is NOT the same situation as efterin?? hello???#tbf the jokes abt it are funny tho. like hes definitely a BIT like his father. at least in their tone. and also theres nothing funnier to m#-than the idea of characters having full emotional spiritual reflections in response to being told they sound like their shitty parent(s)#bc relatable. be fueled by the desire to be better than the fuck-ups before you <3#edit: this is also! not directed to anyone on HERE. i've had variations of this in my drafts for like 2 days now#specifically bc of a weirdly hostile take i saw on twt lmao
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the inner turmoil of “i love these characters dearly and need to keep reading to know what happens” vs “i need to read very slowly because i’m not ready for their quest to end just yet.”
#anyway i’m on book four of#the raven cycle#and i am#going through it#i have probably written several thousand words worth of notes of thoughts#but i’m weirdly self conscious and need the full picture before i can. share them in confidence#mostly about pynch#but it’s a bit of everything really#ughhh i love my kids#pixtalks
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"You like the magnus archives?? What kind of merch do you have????"
This is all I got
#I stole a record machine from work and put a bunch of statements on blank cassettes#honestly where I work is pretty much as close as you can get to the achieves anyway#so its pretty accurate#we've got a strange russian man who owns the building#and changes his name every month#a bug infestation we cant shake#HEAVY on the spiders#and also the time I found about 200 dead mealworms in the lobby#for some reason#also the entire job is centered around watching people#watching people react to fear situations#lots of cameras#rooms dedicated to watching people in those cameras#wherever you are theres a camera#and theres an employee dedicated to watching that camera#lets see#its also mainly windowless#time passes there weirdly#you gotta take my word on that one#you like genuinely start to tweek out#every manager there before has quit because of a giant mental breakdown#most employees too#but the breakdown isnt because the work is hard#its because being in that building feels genuinely suffocating#one of my old managers locked herself in a room for a month#then came out bald and quit never to be heard from again#oh and theres a room with dolls hanging from the ceiling#tma podcast#tma#the magnus archives
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sometimes i don't know whether people just worded something awkwardly or if it was a passive aggressive remark that i should be offended by
#told a volunteer no one was going to be in for the shift after hers just to let her know#and she was like 'maybe you'll have to work'#i'm like.. are you implying i don't?#because i am many things but being someone who doesn't work is not one of them lol#she might have just worded it weirdly but idk i got the feeling she doesn't really vibe with me even before#a lot of the older volunteers didn't like that they weren't on front desk anymore or have the same tasks#so i think they're not really happy with me who is very young and kinda ditzy but actually employed to do those things#of course this doesn't matter her opinion on me means nothing#but i am thinking about it#personal
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One day I'll draw the ieytd cast with all the flower imagery i want
#i think. i think the fact that we all draw the characters so colour coordinated contributes heavily to this#i have SOOO many fucking thoughts you have no idea#specifically some starstruck ones I've had for like a year but blahblahblah im always thinking about them at least a little#it's my fucking that old man yaoi you can pry it from my cold dead hands#but also ughhh i hate the canon ages like SIDE NOTE#okay these tags are abt to go in a wildly different direction basically i am no longer yapping about florography#likeeee prism being 40 canonically makes it weird for me prism is more like. 45-47 for me and reggie is probably like 50-52#juniper also like i know a lot of people say mid 20s but for me?? he's like 37 and DESPARATE not do have a twink death#and then phoenix is probably around the same age as jj??#idk just working off the main 4 guys (to me) i guess but idk ive always had mild issues with the fact prism is canonically 40#it's just. naur.......nuhuh......................#i digress reggie being in his 50s is weirdly important to me and i have NO idea why. maybe I've just been jn this fandom for a while#<- been here on and off since before first class from ieytd 1#i more or less discovered there was a fandom in 2022 tho but sighs. ive been here a WHILE.....#at the very most j was here before seat of power i remember watching a playthrough of that when it released#but in terms of first class my memory gets deeply spotty but thats being a system for ya wayyyyyyyy#wow this ramble went in like 17 directions jf you're still here thank you??????????? why??? /lh#[words words words]#ughh anyways 🤩🤩 ieytd and flowers yeah it's intrinsically linked to me#idk might redesign them all surrounded by flowers but also i literally do not have the time for that <- just started art college
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Somehow even thinking about isat and mha brings unpleasant memories and thoughts
Like "oh maybe I'll draw for it" and poof brain slowly just turns off and wants nothing to do with it
Weird!
#personal thoughts#tw personal#night thoughts#burnout#I'd tw all of the things I could but sadly I don't care honestly#Because people find *so many* things triggering I might as well just put every word as it#Mehhhh#Anyway as you can see I'm having a weirdly burnout time rn#I'm still alive still breathing even though most of my posts here are queued so I haven't visited Tumblr in some time before this#Anyhow loving something but feeling this extreme level of 'nope we're not drawing those characters again' in my head is weird#Especially since many people followed me *for* isat stuff and I'm a disappointment like that#But oh well not everyone is perfect I guess I just need a break#Preferably with weird crazy characters instead of soft anxious and relatable#Also color. A lot of color#tw vent#I guess?#Better safe than sorry
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Close relationships don’t always have to be about romance and intimacy! I cast sibling dynamic!!
Not necessarily actual siblings but the kind of relationship where they might as well be. They know so much about each other and shared crucial life experiences. They aren’t quite friends, they aren’t quite enemies, they aren’t quite lovers. They will be so so mean to each other but also come through for each other when nobody else will. I Am Sending You Things You Hate On Purpose And Also I Love You Good Night Stupid Idiot
#last night I was with my brother#making fun of each other’s interests in a way that’d probably make us cry if our friends did it#talking about how weirdly inappropriate it is to describe playing certain instruments#wow THAT conversation sure took a turn#I used him as a pillow while he made his ocs in a picrew he found#and we did random personality quizzes together#before that I needed help getting this giant orb of fluff I own out of my room#so I just popped into his room and said hey. you like balls right#he keeps showing me a song in his favorite anime#so this time I sang along but changed the words to be stupid and awful#and he asked if he really played it that many times#yup with a memory like mine you’d have to play it a bare minimum of four times for me to get it down#I love my brother and I am going to shave him bald because he stole my fucking pain au chocolat#BUT ANYWAY#the whole point of this was to say#it’s shit like this that makes me appreciate sibling dynamics#shoutout to all the sisters from another misters#and brothers from another mothers#and soul siblings of a similar nature#shoutout to characters adopting their clones or alternate world counterparts as siblings#shoutout to childhood friends who were all each other had#shoutout to found family that’s equivalent to a litter of cats with no parental figures involved
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Easter Greetings by the President of Ukraine
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Great People of Great Ukraine!
Today we celebrate a significant holiday — the Resurrection of the Lord. Easter. Easter symbolizes the liberation of the human soul from the slavery of evil and darkness. It symbolizes the victory of goodness and justice, the victory of life over death.
We have been fighting for all of this for 802 days in a row. 802 days of freedom standing up to darkness, valor standing up to terror. 802 days of our resistance, which can be described by the words from the Gospel of John: "The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it…"
The exact same words are dedicated to one of the exhibitions at St. Sophia Cathedral, where I am now. Together, this exhibition and the other works by various Ukrainian artists convey a deep meaning. These are the icons on ammunition boxes. They are saturated with the smoke of our land and the spirit of our people. They are the symbols of great trials and great power that helps us overcome them. Each of these icons is like a divine manifestation, a proof that the heavens are with us, an answer to the question of why Ukrainians have withstood. It is because in the most difficult circumstances and in the darkest times we are able to create light. We can do it on boards scorched by fire and grief, that came from Ukrainian cities and villages exhausted by suffering. We can do this by combining the seemingly incompatible: the war and the Lord, by overcoming evil with faith, overcoming adversity with hope.
When taking a closer look at these icons, one can understand the feelings of our entire nation. It's a mirror that reflects our reality in times of war, the path we have already taken, and this Easter, and our entire present. This is what our amulets look like today. This is how we feel that God is protecting us through the hands of our warriors. This is how we see the protection of the heavenly forces, embodied in the Security and Defense Forces of Ukraine, every Ukrainian who devotes themself to the sacred cause of defending their native land from darkness and evil.
These icons bear the names of heroes who sacrificed their lives to protect us. They showed that Ukrainians kneel only to pray. And never do they kneel in front of invaders and occupiers.
The Bible teaches us to love our neighbor. And the present has shown us the true meaning of this word. When we support and help each other even hundreds of kilometers away from one another. We protect each other. We pray for each other. When we all have become closer to each other, we have become each other's neighbors. And our former neighbor, who was always making us take him for a brother, remains distant from us for centuries. They have broken all the commandments, coveted our house, and come to kill us. The world sees it.
God knows it. And we believe that there is a chevron with the Ukrainian flag on the shoulder of God. Therefore, with such an ally, life will definitely prevail over death.
As we overcome a common path and experience common pain, we are all united today by one common prayer. We pray for all our warriors who are celebrating Easter in the trenches and on the positions. We pray for our warriors of light, who restrain demons in all directions. We pray for those who keep another commandment in their lives: to defend Ukraine. We pray that they all come back alive.
We pray for all our civilians who work hard every day to strengthen our state and ensure that it successfully overcomes evil. We pray for those who live and work for this purpose.
We pray for all our children, for all the boys and girls brave far beyond their years, whose childhood was stolen from them by Russia, but who, despite everything, have not forgotten how to smile and believe in miracles.
We pray for all our mothers and fathers who were robbed of a happy, peaceful aging, and who, despite everything, are holding on and taking care of us.
We pray for all our cities and villages, that should feel the Lord's grace, not the constant terror of evil, and which have black clouds hanging over them, and bombs and missiles coming from those who belong in hell, not in the Ukrainian sky.
We pray for our lands and our people, whose spirit cannot be broken. And we remember the words written in St. Sophia Cathedral above the Oranta image, which came true in our lives: "God is in the midst of the city, and it will not be shaken. God will help it before dawn.”
Today, we are praying for all Ukrainians who are waiting for this dawn and will certainly see it. They will find peace, truth, and God, who will return to the scorched land, the land scarred with craters and trenches. He will return with peace, tranquility, and flowers instead of mines in the fields. He will return with children's laughter instead of the roar of an air alarm. The light that will return to all of our Lord-given land, to all the territories that are temporarily occupied by the devils. God will return to Mariupol. To the slag heaps and the seashores. It has always been so. It will definitely be so. I believe in this every day, especially on this glorious day in this glorious place, the history of which reminds us that neither the Horde invasion, nor the Nazi occupation, nor the Russian terror will be able to wipe us off the face of the Earth.
May the heavens strengthen our will in the battle against thralldom. May they give us courage for new achievements and wisdom to appreciate all that we have already gained. May they give us the strength to maintain unity, and give us unity to enhance our strength. May God grant eternal rest to all those who gave their lives for Ukraine and everlasting peace to their descendants, to all our children and grandchildren, and to all our future generations. They have the sacred right to know what a peaceful Easter in a peaceful Ukraine is.
Today we pray for it and we fight for it.
And the light shines in the darkness...
Happy Easter to all of you, dear Ukrainians!
Christ is risen!
He is risen indeed!
#what a touching and moving greeting#perfect words again after over 800 days of full-scale war#always amazes me how he and his team are able to (still) do this#the shade at russia and all the “russia is your neighbour” people...#also loved the images he painted with his words#god wears a ukraine chevron...#for some reason this easter greeting felt a lot like the on in 2022#maybe because the situation feels so weirdly similiar#lets hope this also means the same successes for ukraine and they can liberate land#i love how he always talks about the “we”#including all of his people#these videos are never about him and praising himself#theyre always about ukraine and its people in the end#a servant of his people i have said it before and i will say it till the end#this man breathes and lives for his country and his country alone#he is committed to it and his goal and only that#ready to sacrify himself if necessary to give them peace and a future#his people and all the kids of ukraine and with this also his kids#he may be small but he is one of the greatest#i always have to think back to that one interview where he said he wants to be of use#he wants to feel needed#he really wants to change something for the better#and he does#and he is needed so so much#even though this is the worst period of his time and he has to give up and sacrify the dearest thing to him#he probably finds his purpose in it#may he find peace and calm afterwards#surrounded by friends and family to grow old#Youtube#volodymyr zelensky
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you can say that casper & nova aren’t meant to Perfectly parallel simon & betty’s relationship and behavior, and maybe that was what the writers intended - that this is a Vaguely Similar dynamic, not the Exact Same one. but in the absence of seeing any truly comparable interactions with simon & betty, or any interactions from when they were actually in a relationship, the casper & nova scenes are basically all we have to go off of for what the episodes are trying to tell us about simon & betty’s relationship, and kind of have to be taken as “accurate to them” whether the writers intended it or not.
#Ugh this already feels like a weirdly phrased oversimplification#bc obviously we have seen simon & betty interactions that give us an idea of what their dynamic is like#But like…. not in F&C (they only really showed stuff from before they started dating)#And nothing actually comparable to any part of the casper & nova situation#Am I making sense this made a lot of sense in my head but#im losing the thread as I try to turn it into words.#Just.#I’ve seen people say ‘well they’re not meant to be EXACTLY like simon and betty’#But while its true that they are; in fact; Not Exactly Like Simon And Betty#The general framing - and the choice to have casper & novas final dilemma#be almost EXACTLY comparable to simon & bettys situation in golb in CAWM#(And also the implication that Astrid made casper & nova based on simons own stories#about himself and betty maybe?)#It comes together to form an impression that they ARE … basically exact parallels.#I think.#basilposting#atposting
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omori fans when people find out that someone can have more than one best friend.
#SORRYthis feels weird to bring up since i havent seen this type of thing going around in a bit but i just got reminded of it#this kind of goes into the whole thing of like.how to word it.#idk. like. ppl acting like that some members of the friend group didnt care about eachother as much#wording it weirdly but u get my point#liiike. for example. while basil definitely was closest to sunny out of everyone. the others were still his friends#tbh i think this is partially at fault of the game. since we see less interactions between certain characters than others#like kel and mari. we dont get to see them interact much in game#but i think some ppl take that to mean that he. didnt care about her that much. which is wild.#ive gone on and on about those 2 before tho but like.she was his friend too dont forget that#SORRY i think im just aimlessly rambling.#have things. on my mind and im shit at wording them#aubrey.txt
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