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I miss movies I rly do
#grad school has me so twisted#im like 2 hours?? how can i sit idly and watch something for 2 straight hours#its heinous#i thought my time management was good but it has to be 10 levels above anything ive ever known to bring movies back in my life#i will be working hard towards this goal#we were supposed to watch a movie this morning but we work planned instead 🤮#heinous
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[CN] Victor’s Carbon Pen and Glass Bead Event (Day 3)
⌚ This post contains detailed spoilers for content yet to be released on the global server! ⌚
✦ thursday || friday || saturday || sunday || monday || tuesday || wednesday
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【High School Affiliated to Loveland University Second Year (Section 1) Semester Schedule - Saturday】
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[MATH TUTORING CLASS]:
Being ahead by almost half of the semester allows Victor to have ample time to tackle all the knowledge points he doesn’t yet understand fully. Since he already dedicated himself to it, he must always ensure to obtain substantial returns.
If his requirements aren’t met, he will opt for another option.
Victor sits in the third row and calmly takes out the study materials. As the tutor steps onto the stage, he feels an inexplicable shiver run down his spine.
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Cooking serves as a perfect stress-relieving activity, as it not only helps release pressure but also allows one to enjoy the delightful dishes they prepare.
Victor hums a tune softly as he tastes the chicken soup he has prepared. Ignoring the subtle shimmer of oil on the surface, the clear broth emits an alluring aroma that tickles his nostrils. The seasoning is perfectly balanced, with just the right amount of saltiness and freshness, making every mouthful filled with a burst of umami.
Perfect.
After having his meal, he plans to spend the entire afternoon completing all the weekend school assignments.
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✧ next stop: Sunday
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#(。ノω\。) i wanna say i can actually relate but the way he works so so so freakin' hard-#i’d be more than grateful if i can have even 0.5/10 of the achievements he has today when I’m 28 🥲#really makes you realize greatness is not and never genius. it’s the efforts and extreme hard works you invest towards your goal/ dreams 🫠#also - the way my first thought was “chicken soup for the soul”?? 🤣🤣 btw the way he hums tunes while cooking 🥺#remember Mr. Mills mentioned it too in the r&s. how he'd hum and check on the oven at Souvenir in every few mins like a little kid🥹#mlqc victor#mlqc li zeyan#mlqc#mr love victor#mr love queen's choice#李泽言#恋与制作人#love and producer#mlqc cn#mlqc spoilers#mlqc translations
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All I want in 2025 is to be able to move out
#partly for peace of mind#partly for self actualization#partly to not have to commute so far#but primarily so that I can have a space I can arrange however I want#to have an actual room to use as a sewing studio and not have it be the desk in my bedroom#it’s so hard to save up money on my current salary because 2/3 of it immediately goes to loan payments and bills#but I’m gonna do it somehow#all I want is a clean manufactured home in a trailer park within 30 minutes of the museum#manifesting#but also strategizing#sewing and experimental archaeology are what bring me the most joy#and that is what I want to build my future for#that is what I want to be doing#researching and making and doing things#and if I can get a place of my own that’ll be a big step towards that goal#especially because investing in a trailer home will make me feel more secure than renting#if most of my money is going to a monthly payment I’d rather it be for something I will actually own at some point#it’s just saving up for the down payment that’s card#but a trailer home will cost me about as much as my degree did and I’ve almost paid off those private loans#so I know that it is an achievable goal in the not too distant future#my private student loans are almost paid off then I’ll work on paying down my credit card balances#and my car payment is just background noise because when I’m driving 500 miles a week for work I’m glad I invested in a newer car#the car payment I’ve accepted will just be there for a couple more years#but the private student loans and credit cards I think I can take care of this year#and then I’ll be able to put more away each month#I think I’ve got 2 years max before I actually go insane if I can’t move out#though Lizzie Borden was 32 so that gives me 6 more years before reaching the point of homicide as a coping mechanism#a very normal and healthy thought to have
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ughhh they have me scheduled to close next weekend and the weekend after that and I just. don't want to.
#I don't even know why it's so distasteful like I'm already a night owl. being up to 11:30 isn't an issue for me#I guess it's that nighttime is sort of an escape in my mind and it feels wrong to be stuck at work until nearly midnight#particularly when it's work that like. doesn't really fulfill anything?#like if I were at an FX shop doing moldmaking until the late evening I might not enjoy it but at least I know it goes towards a film#doing inventory at sephora until nearly midnight just doesn't feel like it serves any sort of end goal and that makes it hard to motivate
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im out rn and taylor swift's antihero is playing and one of the lyrics is genuinely "ill stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror" which is incredible since she seems incapable of self reflection
#ari opinion hour#i picked that one up because of the first half of the line to which i was like omg hellmouth sunbeams blaseball mention#anyway the lyrics arent well written there are some interesting things in there but theyre not used well#certain lines about Half of them are great and then the other half is like Okay what are you going for here#like of the line i doubt theres any lines that the WHOLE line is like actually good#the problem is not clunkiness to be clear musical comedy is great have you listened to flight of the conchord#there are many many good applications for clunkiness it can give a sense of awkwardness which can be very useful#the problem is that she does not know what her own goal is#it really seems like part very self-aware lies part actual insecurity part intentional acting and it doesnt work#theres just very little sincereness here it very clearly comes across as someone who never gets told no#like she just completely whiffed so hard on all of this metaphor#god thinking about it now and its not even like itd be HARD to do basically any of it well it would be EASY#especially there's a bit about feeling like a 'monster lurching towards your favorite coty'#which like how the fuck do you whiff THAT#itd be SO easy to use that as a metaphor for being famous and feeling like you stick out#but nah that whole like kinda sucks its clunky
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genuinely surprised that the achievement for controlling the brain for bhaal is only 2.9%. like it's something you have to dedicate your whole playthrough to, sure, but 5.1% of people have beat the game in tactician
also 7% of people have become the slayer, which is an interesting comparison. to be fair, you can get that achievement reasonably early in act 2, but less than half of people have gone through with it to the end
hm. actually, 40.3% of players have finished act 2 and 22.8% have finished the game, so......... i guess that kinda checks out for a proportion of people rejecting bhaal sometime during act 3 after becoming the slayer. but id assume that someone who becomes the slayer is more likely to finish the game than the half-ish people in those percentages. durge probably isnt most peoples first game
wait, 2.2% of players have beat honour mode (the least completed achievement). that's nearly 10% of people who've finished the game, which is more than i expected, wow! but also not actually that much less than embracing bhaal
got sidetracked looking through achievements, anyway, i just like the wording of the bhaal one: sins of the father - claim your throne of blood: take control of the netherbrain for bhaal and break the world
this whole playthrough ive been sitting here like damn i cant wait to break the world. and that's really an apt description of what i did. and apparently i really enjoyed it, too
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#sorry rambling. need to go and lie down for a bit. then decide if i want my next run to be a proper good one or murder hobo#i really wanna do the latter but maybe not right after this one#plus i wanna work on other achievements and i think saving all the tieflings and sazza are good to work towards#and things like jack of all trades and punch drunk and busker i can get out of the way#(i know jack of all trades is easy to cheese with a late-game companion or a hireling but i wanna do it properly with my main character)#or i could try tactician but i wouldnt wanna do any of the gimmicky achievements with it. too hard#look. im an achievement hunter. i like having goals to work towards lmao#there are actually only 9 i dont have. with some planning i could do 6 in one run pretty easily:#hot date; leave no one behind; she cannot be caged; jack of all trades; punch drunk; busker#then it's just tactician and honour modes and also fancy footwork. might be able to do it with the other 6 but needs some planning#basically i have at least 4 runs planned lmao#maybe next one i also do durge resist. i just really really fucking loved playing durge. such a good character#personal#ash plays bg3#anyway. i do like the bhaal lore that his loyal followers feel an 'erotic spasm' of pleasure when they kill#thought about that during every fight in the game. like damn im really enjoying this fghsdlgkshjdfg
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Hi.
How did you get over your quarter life crisis?
Because I’m trying not to fall into the vast unyielding void. And I’m failing hilariously.
#TAG RANT. CAN IGNORE. YOON JUST NEEDS TO GET HER THOUGHTS OUT.#filler tag to push the rest of the rant down past the cut off point.#i literally don’t know what I’m going to do with my life and I can’t decide anything.#do I stay in flowers#do I leave flowers#do I try and get into film again#do I move to Europe#or delay that and go back to school for the one thing that’s always brought me pure happiness#or do I move out of my city#but in all of this I have to consider my partner and what he wants#but I don’t know what to do. i don’t know what the right thing for me is and I can’t afford a therapist so I ramble on the internet in hopes#of a shiny beacon of something rings into my head and figures everyhting out for me#like. I’ll be 25 in April. a ways off. but I’m 25 and I haven’t done anything. i don’t know what I’m supposed to do?? i had a life plan that#was derailed so hilariously hard by COVID that cannot be mended. and this is the first time I haven’t had a plan or a solid goal and so now#I’m floating in the middle of the pacific wondering which direction to turn in hopes of finding land#i have nothing to work towards and I miss who I was. i want to be that again. i wanna be her again. but it’s so difficult to do that.#anyway. rant over. needed to get that out. thanks for reading if you did.#this actually made me feel a lot better hope moly.
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I love taking care of people omggg 😍😍😍
#i love when i can go into nurse mode and get people what they need and run through the checklist of what helps#especially if i know the person because then i already have a handle on preferences or what they typically need#i have like. half a degree for a few things and i have a specific interest in physiology and psychology#i also used to really enjoy crisis management and peer support stuff but theres a lot of elements of that i cant do anymore#because the toll that shit takes is more than i can pay#specifically crisis related events#theres a lot I have to work through yet before i can manage those situations#anyway. my dream situation would be to work with someone to help them figure out what they need#like. assess the situation. find resources if needed. check on their ability to address basic daily tasks. make crisis plans.#start some basic dbt conversations and try to figure out what help they need and how to get it#i know some people dont want to go to a traditional psychiatrist or psychologist for whole host of extremely valid reasons#so being able to help them with self help or finding other alternatives. or just like. being a person they can regularly talk and vent to#because sometimes people don't have anyone. and just one person in their life can make a major impact#and like. its not exactly like therapy in that way. like i have the knowledge base to incorporate aspects of it in if wanted/needed#i think some people just need to be heard and that can help them move forward#and my goal isnt to like. transform you or whatever. there are people out there who need help but its hard to start#or it's difficult for them to access what they know they need#and i just want to meet people where theyre at and help them take enough small steps to being able to live how they want#like. harm reduction type shit. if you just need clean needles thats a step forward. and maybe its the only step they feel they need#to be happy. and now they can have a little bit of a safety.#like. a little more agency over how they want to live their life while improving quality of life#a step is a step man#anything that moves you toward the life you want counts#you deserve a win#the edible hit part way through so sorry if theres incomplete and tangential thoughts#also how can i do this shit for profesh??#i know similar jobs exist but theres a huge foundation of shit i just dont agree with built into them
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#jan 1: new year new me! time to be productive and work hard towards my goals ^_^#jan 2: my dream job is asking for interview times i need to kms
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asking my dad about creating a yt channel for covers :D
#i only speak chaos₊ ⊹☆⋆。★₊ ⊹#its 2025 ive set goals new year new me and i want to stop being so afraid of asking my parents about things#if i keep quiet because im scared of negative reactions i cant grow as a person#which is the opposite of what I want to do this year#i am going to work hard towards my goals
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Realizing that basically none of my desires are unattainable. Got dates and kimchi and zucchini at the grocery store today. A million people coming over later for a party. I’m going to wear a skin tight black embellished vintage midi dress that I bought from a consignment shop by the sea over break. Applying to ivy leagues, and if I don’t get in, I’ll reapply next year and get a different certification in the mean time.
Not everything’s perfect but one of my friends is bringing me a homemade blackberry cake. I’ve been saving pictures of those berry cakes to my Pinterest for months but thought it would be too outlandish for me to attend the kind of event that would have something so extravagant and rich. But I guess I realized in order to attend an event where you can don a vintage evening gown and eat royal purple berry cake is to throw it yourself.
#trying to stay positive but know I am suffering lmao#I worked 13.5 hours on my birthday and I’m still behind#I spend basically every waking hour working or too burnt out to even think or move#but it’s because I’m working hard as hell towards serious goals and spending any free time partying my ass off so
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Hello gamers Imaginarium Theater is out and I'm absolutely loving it c:
Got my support squad all ready to go, feel free to friend me if you wanna use them for help (had to edit because a friend of mine informed me that opening characters cannot be used as supporters, which SUCKS)
Genshin profile:
#imaginarium theater#genshin impact#It's hard to get all the Stellas; but hey! Fun goal to work towards yk?#Anyway I will be playing this a lot
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my only career goal is to marry a rich milf why am i getting this stupid fucking education
#liek as much as i love studying what im interested in its kinda fucking hard to stay motivated when i have no discernable end goal#like if i was getting a dentist degree at least i could be like ok 👍 i am working towards dentist there is a clear end goal here#but me? im walking out of this institution with a piece of paper that says i know a lot about worms n shit just for fun#and then where do i go#its scary out there man#whatever did u like this ramble can u tell im procrastinating
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"you can't be mad at people for not knowing" i'm not! i'm mad that you haven't made any effort to learn while you spread harmful bullshit and claim you're a poor innocent baby who can't be expected to know any better whenever you're called on it!
#text#'people just care so much they can't help being antisemitic by accident ://// why are you being so mean'#well the rhetoric you're repeating has literally gotten my people killed so there's that!#if you want to help instead of hurt you have a responsibility to know what the fuck you're talking about#if that's too hard you can always shut the fuck up! that's always an option!#like you can actually you know. listen to organizations that have been working towards peace for decades? figure out tangible steps to take#posting is not activism. posting misinformation isn't activism. spreading antisemitic rhetoric definitely isn't activism#unless the goal of your activism is to kill jews i guess. then i suppose it's helpful to your cause#ilana says stuff#i/p#antisemitism
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for real though that post is so true on the love front i think about it all the time like why is everyone so LOVELESS not even just in like cishetero marriages where they hate each other just in general like platonic too. it drives me craaazy when im exposed to it like why are ppl like this !! why dont you love your friends and partner!! its like everything is a social game that theyre playing just for validation and lacking real connection and its a game where theyre always about 2 steps away from being bitter and hateful towards their friends/lover like STOOOOP! im someone who values love and kindness so much and it baffles me. why do you hate your partner! why do you talk about them like theyre an object of validation! why are you dating someone you clearly dislike! why are u so mean to ur friends behind their backs im cryin. why do you up and abandon them the second you get a partner bc you dont value them over the romantic validation you get. ive always been such an affectionate person at heart and i value what my friends say so much and i always find myself feeling so distant from people in relationships because they just feel?? so shallow?? and distant from me. like i think oh this preson gets me but theres ppl who say the same things how they value kindness and love but its always like, immediately clear they are actually a deeply mean person and just enjoy feeling like theyre 'good'. the way society functions with relationships feels so intensely shallow and i cannot connect to it at all. i love my friends and i love people and i always want to understand them and reach out with compassion and be close to them physically and emotionally speaking and talk a lot and listen to them. however im cursed to live in a world of 1 word responses if any at all and shallow relationships where no one gaf about each other and then i get told i talk too much. hello? *tapping mic* hello? is this thing on? be filled with whimsy and love going forward please. anyway does anyone else feel this way or is it just me feel free to talk about it if youd like
#thank god i finally found some friends who are like this too it was so rough before#it sucks tho bc ive been so tired lately its hard for me to live up to this#which i dont hate myself for its valid its just like waaah i wanna have the energy to really put my all in friendships again#for half my life my biggest want and goal in life has been to be someone approachable and who seems kind#even to people with anxiety and i think growing up with anxiety greatly shaped that#i value being kind and compassionate and understanding to such a degree that i spent and still spend time actively working#towards that goal and unlearning being judgemental and bitter#bc i want to be kind so badly and to put kindness in the world...#no but seirously why do people date ppl they dont like#wym you guys arent so unabashedly in love that you practically see hearts thinking of them#wym your entire chest doesnt fill with joy and the simple prospect of them experiencing lifes small joys no matter how little and mundane#to love so wholly that you strive to be a good person not out of guilt or feeling like you are bad but because you desire so deeply to be#good for them and put as much goodness in their life as you can because its what they deserve...💙💙#ANYWAY LMFAO! im sappy asf as a person sorry everyone but also not sorry#pers
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For the ask game ❤️💛
// Ladybug thought she had had everything handled; it was only when the blond cousin revealed his true nature that she realized she'd tied up the wrong one!
Ladybug thought she had had everything handled; it was only when the blond cousin revealed his true nature that she realized she'd tied up the wrong one!
'Damn it, Félix!' Ladybug exclaimed. 'Why didn't you say anything earlier?'
'I was curious as to why you needed my cousin so desperately as to kidnap him,' he replied from his position slung over her shoulder, still bound by her yo-yo, looking as infuriatingly calm as ever. 'You know if you just asked him that he'd go anywhere with you, Marinette. Besides, he's in London right now.'
Ladybug growled and put him down on his feet, recalling her yo-yo as she pinned her boyfriend's cousin with a glare. She was tired, and now that she got a proper look at him, he was obviously in his pyjamas with bed head, making his hair look more like Adrien's. She knew Adrien was in London, but as she swung past him earlier, he looked too much like Adrien that Ladybug couldn't help but take the opportunity to rescue what she thought was her boyfriend, too exhausted to think straight and realise it wasn't him.
'You know perfectly well why I'd go to such drastic measures,' Ladybug retorted. 'Speaking of; why did you decide that a theatre performance was the best way to tell me everything? Why didn't you and Kagami just talk to me? Preferably before Adrien was forced to leave Paris?'
'That's the way Kagami wanted to tell you,' Félix admitted, 'but I thought that the most optimum way of delivering all the information was through a storytelling medium - we figured that us performing the story would hold your attention long enough to give us a chance to make you listen to what we had to tell you.'
'Well, it did work,' Ladybug conceded, 'but I also thought I had dreamt the entire thing and struggled to put it all together. But that doesn't answer the question of why you two didn't tell me earlier.'
'Rehearsals,' answered Félix with a light shrug. 'Kagami is wonderful, but a theatre major she is not.'
'How did you convince Kagami to perform, anyway?' she asked curiously, before shaking her head to refocus. 'Ugh, tell me later. Anyway! So - Gabriel Agreste is Monarch, and you and Adrien are both part-sentimonster?'
'Correct on both counts,' he confirmed.
'And does Adrien know about any of this?' she pressed.
'To my knowledge, no,' said Félix.
Ladybug groaned. Poor Adrien was being left in the dark about, well, everything. 'Why didn't you tell him all this?'
'We couldn't risk it,' Félix answered. 'Gabriel still has possession of Adrien's amok, and therefore has control over Adrien. Telling him could jeopardise everything, including any advantage we have to defeat my uncle.'
Ladybug nodded thoughtfully. Unfortunately, Félix was right. But sooner or later, Adrien deserved to know.
'Fine,' she agreed, 'but as soon as Monarch is defeated, you have to tell Adrien everything. And you won't disappear on him like you did with me - you stay with him and answer every question he has for you, and you will comfort and support him so that he can come to terms with the bombshells you'll be dropping on him. This is your shared history - I can't be the one to tell him. Got it?'
Félix grumbled, pouting. 'I was hoping maybe that you-'
'No,' she immediately cut him off. 'Not me - you. Copy?'
He sighed. 'Fine. Now, can you take me back? I'm kinda cold.'
Ladybug shot him a deadpan look.
'You and I both know you can transform into Argos and get yourself home,' she retorted.
'But you're the one who kidnapped me,' he fired back, smirking playfully.
'I wasn't- I was trying to save Adrien-' she blustered, before sighing. 'I'm too tired for this.'
'Maybe you need some melatonin if you're struggling to sleep?' Félix suggested.
'What I need is to stop my father-in-law from destroying the universe and for him to let my husband freely live his life,' Ladybug muttered dully. After a moment, her own words registered in her mind and her eyes widened. 'I- I mean- to stop Gabriel and- boyfriend not husband-'
Félix laughed lightheartedly. 'I understood, don't worry... cousin-in-law.'
'Go home, Félix!'
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Ask game: Give me the first sentence and I'll write a short piece for it!
#this was hard to write#I started writing it but didn't like it so I restarted#this is after ep 24 but before ep 25 in season 5#in case you were wondering#ml season 5 spoilers#ml s5 spoilers#halfahelix#seasofsilver writes#ask game#writing game#miraculous ladybug#ml#lovesquare#ladybug#felix fathom#felix graham de vanily#adrien agreste#a little bit cracky#I kinda wanna see a bonding moment between Marinette/Ladybug and Félix#now that they're both on the same page and working together towards a common goal#and both with love of friends and romantic partners and family on the line#adrinette#adrienette#feligami#fandom friends#first sentence then scene
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