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ueeeeee thankyou<333 youre a really cool person too hehe and creative at that :3

 A friend threatened me to repost so I will!

Basically, there r tons of fake asses on tumblr who just want comments and followers, so someone started this to see who's actually a good friend. Everyone I tag better repost (and tag other people and preferably threaten them in a creative way as well) bc I'm high on caffeine and newfound lesbianism and will resort to violence.

@ey-theys-was-coronas

@fangirlhehe

I would tag more people but they're the only ones I've really interacted with-

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hi can i be apart of the youth lovesome event? may i request johnny and call me- wayv

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͙͘͡★ bubbling messages

song prompt. “we’re in the same class, and i’ve only ever known you as the person who never speaks—until i missed a lecture and asked for your notes, and for some reason, i can’t stop texting you about the weirdest things. turns out i was just looking for excuses to talk to you more”

pairing. classmate!johnny x academic weapon!reader

tags. strangers (classmates) to crushes au, lots of fluff and a bunch of teasing bc... c'mon its johnny, no specific prns used, not fully proofread, i can't tell if i missed out on anything...

wc. 1.3k words

notes. super sorry this came out late op 😞😞 honestly you can think of this like an alternative universe to the other johnny drabble i made for this event 😭 though i like how both have parallels in a sense hehe !! lmk ur thoughts on this onee ;0; likes, reblogs, and feedback are very much welcome <3

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you know johnny suh by name, by reputation, by the way his laughter carries across the lecture hall, reaching even the farthest corners where the shadows settle between rows of indifferent students. his voice has a way of peeling away the stillness, scattering it like leaves before a sudden gust of wind.

he’s the kind of person who doesn't merely exist in a room—he claims it, not through force, but through the gravity of his presence. leaned back in his chair with an effortless sprawl, long legs outstretched as if daring the world to ask him to move, he speaks with an easy boldness, a glint of mischief ever present in the curve of his mouth.

you are the opposite.

your place is in the quiet: the corner seat near the window where light pools and dust dances lazily in the air. you take your notes with almost sacred precision, pages filled with neat, unbroken lines that feel like a small kind of rebellion against the chaos of everything else and slip out before anyone has a chance to remember you were even there. 

you are, by all means, forgettable and you have built your life carefully as such, like stacking stones on a riverbed with each piece meticulously placed. each day being unremarkably the same. it wasn’t like you minded. the silence was a sanctuary for someone like yourself, a fortress made of soft, uninterrupted minutes. 

it is safe.

it is enough.

it has to be.

at least, it was—until johnny misses a lecture, and for the first time, he sees you.

the first message arrives on a random thursday evening, when the world outside your window was blurred by rain and the air hummed with the distant growl of thunder.

hey, do you take good notes?

you stare at your screen, fingers pausing midair, stunned not by the fact that johnny suh is texting you—even though that alone was unexpected—but because the answer to his question was so obviously yes that you wonder if he’s ever even looked in your direction. 

your fingers hover over the keyboard. it would be easy to leave him on read and to figure out his own sufferings, but something tugs at you—a quiet curiosity, a whisper of possibility that eventually causes you to act before thinking.

yeah. sending them now.

you watch the file upload, the small spinning icon hypnotic in its slowness, and you tell yourself that’s the end of it. a transaction, nothing more.

you expect silence in return. you expect him to forget you again, as he always had before, but the next day, your phone buzzes during breakfast.

thanks again! you saved me big time.

and then another, hours later.

also, your handwriting is scary neat. are you really human? you almost laugh—almost—and realize, with a strange flutter of realization, that he is still talking to you.

at first, it stays tethered to class. questions about assignments. clarifications about lectures. easy, straightforward exchanges that you could pretend meant nothing, but soon, the messages begin to slip loose from their academic moorings.

if we replaced all the blood in our bodies with capri sun, would we survive?

you frown at your screen, forehead vaguely creasing at the absurd thought because no. that’s not how blood works.

right, but imagine if it did. hypothetically.

you snort after realizing he never needed a proper answer. he just wanted to talk, and strangely, you didn’t mind indulging his antics.

everything else happens gradually after those exchanges. his texts weave themselves into your days, filling the small spaces between routines, like vines curling into cracks in an old wall. a random observation here, an outlandish question there. sometimes, he doesn’t even wait for a response before sending another thought into the void of your inbox.

have you ever looked at a word for too long and it stops making sense? because “giraffe” is really throwing me off right now. 

hey. what’s your stance on people who bite into string cheese instead of peeling it?

you pretend to be exasperated each time a notification pops out with him as the sender, a long sigh escaping your chest, but your fingers type responses faster than you’d like to admit. each reply carries a little more of your personality, a little more openness, and you begin to wonder whether this was all just an excuse to get you to open up to him.

the thought makes your stomach flip, and you tell yourself it doesn’t mean anything. that you’re overthinking. that you’re imagining things. but when your phone buzzes, and your heart leaps before your brain can reason with it, you realize you’re lying to yourself.

you like this.

you like talking to him.

and maybe it’s because of that fragile, forming truth that you start to notice him more—not just through your phone, but through the living, breathing spaces between you.

the way he leans back in his chair, fingers drumming against the desk when he’s lost in thought. the way his laughter catches you off guard, warm and unrestrained, a sound that makes the room feel smaller—like a shared secret. the way his gaze lingers now, like he’s studying you, like he’s seeing you in a way no one else ever has.

and the worst part?

you look back.

sometimes, across the lecture hall, you catch him watching you. and sometimes, just sometimes, you let him.

your phone buzzes one evening while you’re curled up in bed, and you already know who it is.

be honest. you’re kinda enjoying this, aren’t you?

the words hang in the air, heavy and deliberate, brushing against something inside you that's too tender to name. you hesitate, heart stumbling over itself. something about the message feels different. more intentional. and you know this isn't related to another silly joke of his. 

your fingers hesitate over the keyboard, the action of sending a reply feeling foreign now that your brain is wracking itself in search of a response. you could downplay it, deflect, pretend you don’t care as much as you do.

but instead, you type a vague maybe.

you expect him to tease you, to turn it into something playful, but his next text is surprisingly soft.

good.

two letters, one syllable—and yet it feels heavier than anything he’s ever said before. you stare at the word until your vision blurs, heart thrumming a shaky rhythm against your ribs while you remain unable to respond.

guess i needed an excuse.

you wonder what he means. an excuse—to talk to you? an excuse to see you? an excuse to notice someone he was never supposed to notice?

you swallow. there’s a feeling blooming in your chest, slow and hesitant but undeniably there. something about him unsettles you—not in a bad way, but in a way that makes you feel seen, as if he’s reaching into the quiet parts of you and bringing them to light.

the next morning, the campus is washed in the soft gold of early sunlight, the world still carrying the hush of a day not yet fully awakened.

you enter the lecture hall, expecting the same routine, the same comfortable invisibility.

and yet this time, he’s there.

johnny, standing by your usual seat, hands tucked into his pockets, looking so casual it feels deliberate. "hey," he greets, like it’s the most natural thing in the world for him to be here, waiting for you.

you only blink, unsure if you’re still caught in the haze of sleep. 

his grin widens, eyes twinkling with something unreadable but unmistakably warm. "thought i’d sit next to the person i’ve been texting so frequently today. you cool with that?"

your pulse flutters. you try to scoff, to act unaffected, but the way he’s looking at you makes it impossible. somehow, you find yourself nodding, lips curving into something small but genuine.

johnny falls into step beside you, close enough that your shoulders nearly brush. and when he sits next to you, tilting his phone so you can see his next absurd text in real time—

you realize you don’t mind this at all.

actually, you think you might want more of it as long as it's him.

[sunnies-theory-of-happiness]

mizu5 is actually worrying because if she disappears to empty sekai how is everyone else gonna feel. and im not just talking about the rest of n25. what about toya. his closest friend in his class is gone. what about akito. whos going to call him “little brother” now. what about an. they were supposed to be second-years together??? WHAT ABOUT RUI. OH MY GODS THINK ABOUT RUI. HIS BEST FRIEND IS GONE. MISTER “I’ll wish for your heart to be protected. —For you to find true happiness. As your friend, I’ll wish for that.” LIKE. OH MY GOODNESS. IT'S ALL MIZUOVER.

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haha... 199 followers .... ahaha...

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HI CHAT for reasons totally not involving 300 followers cover mv i need full body picrews of you guys <3 doesnt have to be what u look like irl, a sona is fine, as long as its your preferred style!!!

dont have to be a mutual, followers are fine too!!

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can't stop thinking about how aki5 is going to play out. if mizuki has genuinely disappeared into the empty sekai, what's gonna happen to vbs? three out of four of them were mizukis close friends. if they just disappear, whats gonna happen to toya, akito and an? like, toyas closest classmate is gone, mizuki and an were supposed to be second-years together, no one's gonna call akito “little brother” and he'll probably be extra worried because ENA. like aki5 is either a vbs centric story where theyre all blissfully unaware of the horrors that are mizu5 OR sadkito shinonome

also, what if aki5 is during/very close after the school festival? what if it starts with ena running to akito, crying? what if aki5 is ena breaking down in front of her little brother? akito will know shit went down and that something is very very wrong.

aki5 is either gonna be some sort of comfort for proseka fans after mizu5 or its gonna add on to the horrors™

[sunnies-theory-of-happiness]

i dream of you even now

even when i know youve moved on

i long for your presence, your comfort

even when i know youre long gone

perhaps it is my fault

and i was merely a fool

yet the voices of the many

tell me to blame you

but i do not wish to put it all on you

for i know that in friendships, it always takes two

and though you were my friend, my trusted companion

for your sake, our time together must end

spontaneous taglist @lovely-rants-alot @hellincarnation @totally-not-castor @mireyaaaaaaaaa @peapea-0405

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“this isn’t me, i’m sorry”

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merry christmas :) my present to all of you<3

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am i gonna make barely eating a regular thing? yeah probably.

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HELLO I NEED TO YAP ABT SMTH

OKAY SHOOT

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so i made a thing...

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BREAKING NEWS Japanese idol group, DREAM♪ST★R, tops the charts with their debut single, «P💥PPING DR⭐AMS♪!!!!» The new idol group consists of four second-years enrolled in Kamiyama High, Shibuya. DREAM♪ST★R's members consist of: • Daughter of the owner of Star Bakery, Yorokobi Kira • Daughter of multimillion Tomi fashion brand and model, Tomi Yuuka • Popular TrickTrick streamer secret-dream, otherwise known as Hisoka Yume • Former street singer, most well known for her performances on Vivid Street, Yoake Reiki The group does not have an agency, but member Hisoka Yume seems to excel at her role as manager to fill in the gaps. Yoake Reiki was reported to have been their lyricist while leader Yorokobi Kira is in charge of choreography. Member Tomi Yuuka is the stylist and sponsor, signing deals with the Tomi brand to help make DREAM♪ST★R more public. In an interview with the group, Yorokobi stated that, “My late mother always wanted to be an idol that could spread hope and joy. She died when I was younger, but I aspire to achieve that same dream. Perhaps I inherited it from her, hehe!” Tomi also stated that, “Modelling and fashion is really enjoyable and fun, but my heart is in being an idol and not continuing the family business. Being an idol is my dream, and I intend to reach for it.” Hisoka had a similar response as well, saying, “Being a streamer is totes fun, and I love my followers lots! But being an idol that inspires and encourages? That's always been one of my biggest dreams★!” Yoake, who already had some background as a performer, seemed to have slightly differing answers from the rest of the group. “Solo singing is fun and all, but I've always felt like I was missing something. Turns out, it was someones. Being an idol was definitely not what I expected for my future, but performing in a group is definitely something I've always wanted.” DREAM♪ST★R’s goal, as said by the members during their interview, is to make music and put on performances that spark happiness and encourage their fans to chase their dreams just as the girls did. Next up after the commercial break, news of street music group, Vivid BAD SQUAD's plans for the future now that they've accomplished their goal of surpassing RAD WEEKEND, the famous event by disbanded music group RADder.

“C'mon, we're on already!”

“Ue?! Now?! I'm kinda scared..”

“No worries, Ki, I'm sure you'll do great~!”

“Can't keep our fans waiting now, can we? Let's go★!”

FEATURING:

Kira(@yorokobi-kira) Yuuka (@tomi-yuuka)

Yume(@hisoka-yume) Reiki(@yoake-reiki)

INTRODUCING:

DREAM♪ST★R

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IMPORTANT

hello beloved mooties and followers alike<3 this is just an announcement to say that i start school tomorrow and because i want to become a better person this year, academically, physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually and just overall, i won't be online as much anymore

thank you all for such an amazing what, eight months? on this website. i came here to post, to be heard, and i got so much more than that. you all made my 2024 so much better than it could've been, and for that, i am eternally grateful

thank you to each and every one of you for your kindness, your comfort, your love and your overall presence

i love you all so, so much. youre all amazing people and NO ONE should take that from you. we all have our highs and lows, our lefts and rights, but hang in there, okay? im always proud of you all. and im always by your side in spirit, hugs whenever you need it.

★— sunnie

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ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ɢᴀᴢᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ᴍᴇ ʙʟᴜᴇ

: ̗̀➛ it's a me, sunnie★ feel free to give me a nickname of your own<3 i am singaporean. i use she/they and am a minor, so don't be a creep. my birthday is december 30th, making me a capricorn. my mbti is infp-t.

: ̗̀➛ i kin vil schoenheit, azul ashengrotto (twisted wonderland), akane kurokawa (oshi no ko), zac the sunrise (beyblade burst), momo kisaragi (kagerou project) and kiyama hiroto (inazuma eleven)

: ̗̀➛ i am a huge enjoyer of noboru kodo(buddyfight), riddle rosehearts, silver vanrouge and jade leech(twisted wonderland), nene kusanagi (project sekai), hiura kirina (inazuma eleven ares), kazemaru ichirouta (inazuma eleven), matangi (moana 2), jet (hsmtmts) and seto kousuke (kagerou project)

ᴛʜᴇʏ’ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄɪɴɢ ᴛᴏᴏ, ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ ɪ ᴅᴏ

: ̗̀➛ i like to create banners, dividers and icons for fun. my editing blog, @/sunniesque is currently open to three requests in the inbox at a time. my blog layout is by me.

: ̗̀➛ on this blog, i will post edits, drawings, covers and poems. for fanfiction, please head to my writing blog @/cupidsstudio

: ̗̀➛ i will try to keep this blog as swear free as possible. my vent tag is #the queen of hearts' soliloquy₊˚⊹ ᥫ᭡., please dont reblog my vents.

ɪᴛ’s sᴏ ʙᴀᴅ ɪ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ɢɪᴠᴇ ɪɴ

: ̗̀➛ i am in many fandoms, but this blog will mainly consist of project sekai, the riordanverse, oshi no ko, twisted wonderland, kagerou project, inazuma eleven, beyblade burst, hsmtmts and buddyfight.

: ̗̀➛ i also have a lot of ocs. too many to list. for content related to my project sekai oc idol group, please check the #☁️ dream♪st★r ☁️ tag.

: ̗̀➛ i listen to lots of artists, but my current main ones are jin, mad tsai and six the musical.

ɪ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʜᴇʟᴘ ʙᴜᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪs

: ̗̀➛ my other interests and hobbies are ducks, winter, cheese , candy, astronomy and making silly slideshows about my silly interests.

: ̗̀➛ feel free to tag me in as many chains as you'd like, though i won't always respond, especially if i've already been tagged in it several times.

: ̗̀➛ my dms and inbox are always open if you need it, but please give a heads up first. also, my tumblr messages aren't the fastest or the best, so apologies if i take a while to respond.

“ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ sᴛᴏᴘ sᴛᴀʀɪɴɢ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ!”

: ̗̀➛ my strawpage is always open for you to do/nf. my pronouns page has my other social medias too, such as pinterest, c.ai and wattpad. i am also snoozze on ao3.

: ̗̀➛ some of my favourite songs currently are idol (yoasobi), pop in 2 (oshi no ko), all you wanna do (samantha pauly), ira ira shiteiru (jin), diamond city lights (lazulight), SHADE (claude clawmarke&alban knox), jazz on the clock (luxiem), get lost (moana 2) and boys beware (mad tsai). i am also a big fan of vocaloid, especially the kagerou project songs.

ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴛᴏᴏᴋ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅs

: ̗̀➛ if you'd like to be mutuals, feel free to send an ask and hmu!!

: ̗̀➛ i am a child of apollo, and i enjoy creating dance covers in my spare time. i also play the violin. i am a huge multishipper as well. i aspire to be an actress and love to read. i'm in the roleplay community for project sekai, the riordanverse and twisted wonderland as well, though i'm pretty inactive.

: ̗̀➛ i do not have any dni crit, but i will block you if you and/or your blog makes me uncomfortable. otherwise, i will mostly just not interact. i try to stay neutral in drama, but if you send hate, especially on anon, to a friend, i will be there in the reblogs with a verbal turret of insults and comebacks.

ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴏᴄᴋᴇᴛᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴀᴡᴀʏ

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*checks mutuals blog to see how theyre doing* *scrolling through totally innocent (innocuous?) fandom stuff* *comes across them asking what a bottle of coffee is*