#pers

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[deathjitsus]

hangman is so fine but that's swerve's man so i try not to get involved

[necronatural]

world's slowest personal revelation but something key to my emotional experience is that i can't predict my panic attacks because i can't feel them. i gauge how anxious I am by if I'm babbling, light-headedness, stomach reflexes, etc

Panic attacks come out of literal nowhere. I am "perfectly emotionally stable" (I don't perceive a problem) and then suddenly I feel like I'm going to die. When I had my first gallstone hospital visit I just randomly had a panic attack out of nowhere during a pleasant interaction with my nurse

I also can't pick up on spirals. It feels like skipping sadness and plummeting right to suicidal. When I start viewing everything as exclusively negative it feels perfectly rational, measured, and untainted by emotion. I have to be in the middle of a pervasive spiral before I realize there was even a hole to be in, and try to pull myself out from that point. This requires forcing myself to not think about anything because I don't have any way of telling if 'cheering up' is working.

So anyway, I'm reading Got Dropped Into a Ghost Story Still Gotta Work, in which Kim Soleum did not perceive he was being slowly brainwashed by a memetic hazard,

[charmcoindied]

marcille is NOT an animal crossing cozy gamer girl she is a fucking spreadsheet warrior. maybe she plays stardew valley but she runs that farm like the navy

[charmcoin]

how it feels to go to the store and leave with not even one little treat for yourself

[bangalis]

for everyone talking about the lack of empathy for israel: where the actual fuck were you when palestinians were being killed, raped, tortured, colonised and stripped out of their human rights for the last 70+ years. y’all think its so cool to join the bandwagon when the media starts pulling this cherry-picked narrative straight out of their ass. why didnt i see anyone incl the western media call israel terrorists when they were bombing up al aqsa?? i wont and will never have a shroud of empathy for a fascist nation on stolen land, and the brainless dipshits of the west who will never leave their colonising ways

[vitl]

[forshesajollygoodfellow]

Amateur crotcheter goes hog wild on the granny squares, spends all winter making a blanket.

[planet4546b]

this website is great because nearly every single post about writing advice on here is flat wrong. ESPECIALLY about worldbuilding

[laboheme]

richard siken, clementine von radics, robert frost

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[blatterpussbunnyfromhell]

As a disabled man with a chronic illness who struggles to not hate my body and sometimes thinks that it makes me unlovable or a burden, I can not even begin to tell you how much Jayce's speech to Viktor about how he was never broken, that there is beauty in imperfections and those same imperfections (ie Viktor's illness and his bad leg) are part of what Jayce admires about him, and that all he wants now is to have him back, means to me.

I see gifsets and fanarts of this moment, and I want to cry from emotions I can't even name.

[necronatural]

im reading ahead on DIGSSGW machine translations and they're having the closest thing an eldritch abomination can have to gay sex in a train bathroom this novel whips ass

[charmcoindied]

guy whos seen like 30 minutes of raw once: pro wrestling is just gay porn

guy who's watched wwe/aew regularly for a couple months: pro wrestling is an art form that demands a lot of care and respect, it requires physicality and craftsmanship and the amount of dedication that these people have for their craft is admirable

guy who has put more time into watching wrestling than we really need to discuss: yeah a lot of this is just gay porn

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fundraisers for palestine (10/23/24)

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