#i want to be sought out
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Feel so desperaye for attention and praise and fun and like. I dunno
#i want to be sought out#i want to be chased after#i want to be important#i wish i was special#or something
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Empress and her Bodyguard.
(OCs, grey haired lady Zaphira she/her, demon Shargon he/they)
(also some details up close)
and this guy bc i find him funny
#ganondoodles#art#digital art#painting#artists on tumblr#ocs#original character#look i had to call it quits at some point#so if i waited anylonger to post it in whatever form of finished it was i would have lost interest and would never have posted it so#here it is#also you guys get more info#zaphira is the empress of the largest land in this world and conquered most of it in her youth#she used to be obsessed with war bc she wanted to prove herself to be the strongest ruler there was after the violent death of her-#adopted parents#she grew to see that that isnt the way in part bc of her lover at that time who was a general in her army#but she died in that battle and since then zaphira has been trying to rebuild whatever she destroyed and give back what she can#but she is still very hated and couldnt leave her palace for the longest time bc of assassins until she heard of a demon lurking around#and sought him out to be her bodyguard bc who would dare attack her when shes got a demon at her side#this is her arriving at the palace of another country whos leader challegned her to a fist fight bc he thought shes frail and old#(its an assassination attempt- she knows that)
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This parallel makes me insane actually (and there is something incredibly Lawlu about it to me)
#One Piece#Monkey D. Luffy#Sanji#Trafalgar Law#Lawlu#something about Luffy saying almost the exact same thing that Corazon said to Law makes me so emotional actually#It's easy to think Corazon and Luffy would get along. they are both kindhearted goofy sweethearts#but it's more than JUST that#it's that deeper thing where they understand and carry the pain of the people they hold dear#And it's the fact that overhearing Corazon say this is pretty much what changed Law's life#To know that he is cared for and seen and someone wants the best for him#And then Law loses him#And then years later he aligns himself with Monkey D Luffy#Someone who has these echoes of Corazon in him#The echoes of the person he held so close to his heart#Like. It's no wonder Law is so compelled and mystified by Luffy in equal measure#I think if Law heard Luffy say this to Sanji he'd go insane#cause I know he's remember everything Cora said that night exactly#and it might tell him why he sought out and believed in Luffy against all odds and logic#(why he cares for him so much too. why Luffy's stubborn insistence on loving him without condition is so familiar)#I don't even know if these tags are making any sense but IM FEELING THINGS OK#donquixote rosinante#Corazon
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i've had these scenarios written down since volo's debut in pokemon masters and i just really wanted to scribble them down and finally release them
#pokemon#volo#pokemon volo#pokemon jacq#n harmonia#pokemon rei#trainer rei#clai's art#trying to write n's specific brand of being mean is hard to me for some reason#in the initial idea i had him outright call volo stupid but i didnt know if that was too far so i just took it out BJFBFJF#but anyway volo being a historian who had to have studied many walks of life but has still come to the conclusion that the world is hopeless#jacq being someone who's very positive and sees the best in people even if they are very much not great to him (see: raifort)#finally realizing someone he knows is like. inexcusably horrible#n's situation wasn't even that different from volo's. both saw injustice in society and sought to change it#but even n. who hated humanity for what he thought they were all responsible for. didnt want humans to Die for what they did!!#and rei. rei was a scared kid who saw the very worst of volo firsthand. rei needed friends and one of them despised him in the end#isnt it soooo funny how volo thinks he's alone yet keeps pushing away all the people who want to connect with him :) i hate pla so much :)))#as another note too. perhaps the rei thing could end in two ways#satisfying good ending where it kicks off volo's realization that hey maybe people do trust me unconditionally#or no good bad ending where volo takes this as another betrayal. rei only liked him for his facade like everyone else so why does it matter#volo almost makes me feel as ill as n does. hate this stupid guy i shouldnt have bought pla for my birthday i should have gotten. p/kmin idk
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what rlly gets me about callums return to indycar isnt just that he’ll be returning to indy but he’s gonna do it with prema specifically. prema, who have a good eye for talent (as demonstrated by the long list of successful (f1 and other) drivers who’ve been with prema) and they seemingly sought callum out specifically even tho they couldve had dozens of other drivers. they wanted callum to help them succeed in indycar bc they know his value and they know the skill talent and hard work he possesses. they wanted HIM
#text*#call me back in 5 business days when ive gone back to being normal abt callum#callum ilott#he says in the video that rene and angelina contacted him like. that reads like they specifically sought him out#all i ever wanted was the world (for callum ilott)#ok im done im vibrating at a frequency
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i used to be so scared when adults told me my life would only get worse once i left grade school, or said that high school would be the best years of my life. there was a lot happening with me that i didn't understand and i was terrified of what would happen once i was in the "real world."
but you know what? i turned 20 last week. i've been out of high school for three years. i can say with confidence that things have gotten better—and i'm better equipped to deal with the bad shit, besides. the best years of my life are still ahead of me.
realistically, yes, i've experienced more serious things than some of the stuff i worried about in middle and high school, but being fourteen is fucking hard. i'm happier than i was then.
so if you're young and you've heard things like that, just know that life happens differently for everyone. some of us are late bloomers. sometimes it takes a while to strike a balance and find your people, but it will happen. it does get better.
#sorry for the ramble i just love my friends#they're extremely supportive#i think my birthday last week was the first year i didn't feel empty#like i was missing out#and i didnt even want anything crazy but my friends sought me out and we had a good time#:)#it gets better#i never used to believe it but it does get better#mental health
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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Never forget that According to Canon, this guy is technically the extrovert of his siblings
#ghost bc#the band ghost#papa emeritus ii#think about it: Primo thinks people suck#Terzo *might* be more of an ambivert but ultimately he’s reclusive#and Copia seems to like spending his off days playing video games and likely studied tons just to get those Employee of the Month awards#loving to perform isn’t necessarily indicative of pulling energy from being around others or being away from others#meaning that even though Secondo was apparently not as comfortable performing#the fact he sought out parties and connecting with people on his own time suggests he is actually possibly an extrovert#why is the guy with the nastiest stare the one who seeks people most?!?#Secondo: 💀u wanna go to Mellow Mushroom? I want to try a dirty bong water
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has everyone seen this tfc cover variant btw. are we all aware of this. do you know.
#god tier bp rick flirting w a groupie while dangling his leg precariously normally between his friends thighs do u want me dead#actually might buy a copy post xmas this is fucking absurd#w the pinkie up almost brushing bps feathers DEATH#late to the party i never actively sought out rnm issues besides pocket mortys#was too busy collecting every issues of fables n runaways
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contributing to the vampire hua cheng fandom o7
pose referenced off of this / follow for more fafa :)
#started this for portrait practice but it turned out so good im obsessed#part of my efforts to draw him more inhuman#obviously claws teeth ears but also#i think maybe when he is being calamitous he should drip blood.#how sick would it be if he left bloody footprints and that was a sign he’s getting pissed#or maybe you start hearing thunder in the distance#so i guess this is not technically vampire hua cheng this is just my headcanon#interpret this however you want the author is not dead just ambivalent#tgcf#hua cheng#mxtx#tian guan ci fu#hob#heaven official’s blessing#crimson rain sought flower#hualian#tgcf fanart#天官赐福#花城#血雨探花#art#digital art#my art#vampires
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I have zeroed in on my issue with the centuries age gap trope is not the age gap really, but the inherent power imbalance and that i dont care to have an old ass ‘mature’ man. I want someone my age to share experiences with me, I don’t want someone who already has like all the answers. Men who are older (in real life and fiction) also tend to use their ‘experience’ to control their partner because they believe they know better. Fiction examples- The Darkling (pretty sure that was purposeful on Bardugos part) Rhysand (I dont think that was purposeful) and Cassian (most definitely not)
Idk i was watching the Book Leos new video on age gaps and shadow daddies (mostly a little discussion video) and i finally put my thoughts into words. yay
#arson yaps#and why are they always falling in love with younger women#not a ‘shadow daddy’ but Tamlin does fall into this almost but hes better written and his character has reasons to it (if that makes sense)#his need for control isn’t because he inherently thinks he knows better (even if he gen does) but because of his fear??#which is way more interesting than just ‘im old and have lived experiences’#I also feel the power imbalance between Feyre Tamlin wasn’t as severe in the first book considering him and his courts lives rested on her??#im always saying IF THAT MAKES SENSE#She didn’t have to be 19 (sigh sjm) but it wasn’t like tamlin sought out a 19 year old. she just ended up being the one#anyway idk#anti acotar#anti rhysand#gotta cover my bases#anti cassian#saturday morning yapping FR‼️#if anyone wants to drop their thoughts pls do. we are a constantly evoling people and i love to see different or similar perspectives
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Daemon just casually having his character development arc in the middle of a war.
#idk how to feel about him anywmore#i can’t stand him wanting the throne but brother in christ did he deserve a place in there#he actively sought out viserys’ approval and attention all to stray further away#all of the what ifs in this series is because of viserys#house of the dragon#hotd#hotd s2#hotd season 2#hotd spoilers#hotd s2e6#daemon targaryen#viserys targaryen
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A stupid headcanon I have (that’s like 100% copium) is that pim is a retail veteran and was assistant manager somewhere at like 24 and ran that shit like the navy until he finally just couldn’t take it anymore and went nuclear on someone
#charlie talks#a job like that would def take advantage of his over achieving ass#I also headcanon that he has a social work degree that he specifically went back to school for to help people :)#he sought out the smiling friends job unlike any of the coworkers#smiling friends#pim is Ned Flanders core and my favorite ned moment is when he’s cursing everyone out after the destroyed his house#I want to see the nice man yell because I can’t do it
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Does this hurt? (Patreon)
Bonus:
I love surfacetable.txt <3
#Doodles#W. D. Ghoster#If it was anyone other than him.... But it /is/ him that's the thing#Backing up a bit lol - in doing some Surface Tests to make sure everything's going well (It is! No errors popped! :D) I got curious#Y'know wanting to compare to see how many animations or elements make up a surface! It's interesting! And fun!#And then discovering that certain very rare animations can be seen again without resetting or reinstalling or what have you hehe <3#I've already seen those they're not a spoiler they're just harder to come by - I want to appreciate and admire them a bit longer!#Which was all well and fine and good and dandy and not a problem until I was idly clicking through not really paying attention to what#I've still never punched Ghoster - I haven't even played with my Neutral Run in a while I just want to keep petting him#So I hadn't seen the animation(s) - haven't sought them out haven't even really looked too much into screenshot of#It was very startling! I was worried!! I immediately went to check my stats and indeed I ''hadn't'' punched him - 1000+ Pets and no Punches#But... I saw it happen#He doesn't know because it was Just An Animation - him Just A Ghost - but I saw it I experienced it I was there for it#Yes that first time it was an accident but in grabbing these gifs I did it again on purpose#(How's my cursor acting btw lol)#There's a bit of Flowey about it all - made me wonder if Ghosts could ever be programmed to ''know'' a Surface Test happened#Really - if it were any other Ghost than his I probably wouldn't be thinking about it so much - but by nature of who he is...#So yeah anyway I stopped after this - no more spoilers for me#I'll look elsewhere for reference for now - I still want to experience his routes fairly blind haha#Oh and a bonus surfacetable.txt ♥ Yay ♥ I was so excited for that haha I love renaming things!#I couldn't figure out why certain captions were overlapping for a bit - figured it out by comparing the Hunter/Smoker table lol#Picking things up in tiny little pinches! Every little step forward! Doing!
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rewatching Bride of Reanimator and God I'll never get over the scene where Herbert is literally giving Dan a heart
yes it's Megs but you know damn well that was his way of giving Dan his own heart
I see so many people headcanon Herbert as super mean to Dan and unable to understand affection but he did shit like this and is constantly giving Dan physical affection
he's not nearly as cold as people make him out to be, especially to Dan
He is so fucking in love its crazy
#reanimator#bride of reanimator#herbert west#dan cain#danbert#dan cain x herbert west#hes misunderstood i think#like guys come on he comforted Dan when he was in shock#he dragged his ass away to safety in peru#he actively shares his work with Dan and sought him out to help him#hes genuinely hurt when Dan wants to move out#he makes the bride for Dan#Herbert loves Dan there is no doubt in my mind about that#also i love the headcanon that he made the bride so Dan could love Herbert through her#I remember reading that and losing my mind over it#i am unwell
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was thinking about this post of jackie wearing shauna’s flannel after she finds out shauna slept with jeff. i was thinking about this and i was thinking about how jackie is so furious at shauna and feels so betrayed by her but still cant help but instinctively seek comfort in her. and even when jackie tries to shut shauna out and force herself to move on, it all still comes back to shauna anyway because why else would she look over her shoulder and make sure shauna sees her walk off with travis? the more jackie tries to make it not about shauna the more it IS about shauna (and of course the more shauna tries to make jeff not about jackie, the more it IS about jackie) and shauna is so deeply embedded in jackie that even after the ultimate betrayal jackie still cant help but reach for her, whether for comfort/familiarity (flannel) or to try to hurt her (by sleeping with travis) or even just to get her attention (again, sleeping with travis) but either way she’s still literally physically and emotionally incapable of not reaching for shauna. so anyway i was thinking about this and then it was making me soooo unwell so i decided to inflict it on all of you so you can think about it too
#sorry. or you're welcome#anyway of course it couldve been a coincidental shirt grab from the communal pile but also NO THE FUCK IT COULDNT HAVE BEEN#do we really think jackie 'im not in love with my best friend' taylor does not have all of shaunas flannels memorized#she def either grabbed that one by accident and was like ugh. well. fine i guess [secretly glad to be able to claim a piece of shauna]#or she sought it out for reasons that are unknown to her but very obvious to us#also someday we should talk about how both of them just want the other to notice them#but thats a post for another day bc i think i need to rotate it in my mind a little longer#yellowjackets
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