#i wish i was special

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[genyakisser]

" I don't care if it hurts I wanna have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around

So fuckin' special I wish I was special "

[prince-rosalium]

whatever makes you happy.

whatever you want.

youre so fucking special.

[backstreetsbackalright]

Guests, “Arrangements, As In Making Them” [World of Echo, 2024]

[insanefrigidbitch]

the normal girl to special pipeline (an extremely woc experience)

[wibble-wobbegong]

being in the byler fandom looks so stressful constantly. anyway who wants a rerun of me sobbing over mike while listening to creep

[lebloser-stil]

I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul.

~ Creep (Radiohead)

[artsy-hobbitses]

Binge-listening to the acoustic version of ‘Creep’ after the sobfest that was Guardians Of The Galaxy Vol. 3 and getting mollywhopped DOUBLE TIME with Prowl/Jazz feelings because HOW ELSE is a government-commissioned flesh cog with a barcode who’s only now discovering agency and reclaiming a semblance of the personality sandpapered out of him supposed to see himself partnered with sunshine of his life and the Autobots’ Most Interesting Man In The World, who, for some goddamn reason he cannot fathom, willingly spends time with a broken knockoff bore like him.

[ecrivainsolitaire]

I wish I could, at least for a brief moment, know what it's like to be the most important person to someone.

[julesonherjourney]

I feel so little and meaningless in this world

[kawaiiinla]

So true

the fucked up thing is how "Creep" by Radiohead will really get your ass if you hear it at the wrong time. that shit can be stupid and overdramatic or it can have the weight of an atomic bomb dropped on your heart it just depends

[loveforjenae]

i feel so empty. i find myself being jealous of my friend, bc they have people to have over everyday. i’d never bring this up with them, bc it’s really not their problem but i just wish i had what they had.

i turned to shifting in hopes i could be happy, but i can’t even do that correctly. schools been stressing me out, i feel less happy every week. every sunday, i feel a sense of dread. I have an essay due wednesday, a project to present monday, a test monday, a test thursday, and a quiz friday. i’m tired, i want to give up everyday. i know i shouldn’t think this way, but i am genuinely so exhausted

[seraphimsinful]

Feel so desperaye for attention and praise and fun and like. I dunno

[douxbise]

i want a perfect body

i want a perfect soul

i wish i was special

but i’m a creep

[csillagszemumnek-itelve]

I wish I was special....

"...I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around You're so fucking special I wish I was special

But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here"....

[choking-on-roses]

The older I get the more I identify as a radiohead lyric