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To whoever it was who decided that the S24+ does not give you notifications while the phone is off or in standby mode, I just wanna talk. I Just Wanna Talk. I JUST WANNA TALK!
Seriously, I'll bump my hand into my phone and suddenly be blasted with all the tumblr notifications I was supposed to get from the last hour and a half. WHO'S IDEA WAS THIS?
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does a backflip and breaks every bone in my body
#delete later#back to animefication#it will take 200 years to draw everyone#no clue why im committing to this#these are mostly just refs for myself#i just wanna draw fake anime screenshots aughgh#but conveniently misha also needs a ref of some kind so-#also i still dont know what color albrechts coat is supposed to be#i was convinced its like a dark teal but apparently its black??#im so confused
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Please lord take away Chappell Roan's pain and give it to Melanie Martinez instead
#chappell roan#melanie martinez#“but timothy admitted she lied-”#NO SHE DIDN'T#Satan quivers beneath sum of the shit crybabies have been saying abt timothy#since she spoke up#“it's been seven years-”#I DO NOT CARE 🗣🔥#ur right let's cancel this random singer bc she doesn't wanna get stalked#instead of THE LITERAL RAPIST??#sigh#this MIGHT be my sign to delete social media#anyway chappell roan they could never make me hate you#(except if you commit like an actual crime)#and m*lanie m*rtinez and her fans are sick and can go fuck themselves
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ok google how to convince myself to transition
#seriously why am i flip flopping so much it's been like this for years i wanna either be cis#or like definitely trans#but i can't keep living halfway committed#it's keeping me from engaging with life on a meaningful level#delete later
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pink diamond 🤝 princess bubblegum
two pink morally complex characters who are treated as if they were the spawns of satan by their respective fandoms
#little something ⌞🐚🐁⌝#I’m not even much of a fan of these two#I don’t even like pink diamond that much#but with the way their fandoms talk about them#you’d think they were this mustache twirly evil people#and obviously they’ve done bad things#whether we wanna admit it or not pink diamond did hurt both spinel and volleyball#and princess bubblegum has a whole list of atrocities she’s committed#(and I’m not counting her thing with Finn she never intentionally ‘led him on’)#but they both learned and grew as people#but some parts of the fandom would have you believe they never did that#pink diamond#princess bubblegum#steven universe#adventure time#might delete later
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Wish I could look through cohost without making an account first
#ramblings#i wanna see what it's like before committing to making an account#i could not post and delete it if i don't like it ig but idk
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I just wanna go on dates with her
#thoughts#oni talks#oni has a crush#sapphic yearning#I have a speed dating thing I’m going to with a friend she needs it and I already bought a ticket#but honestly I just wanna go on dates with this one girl but we’re not technically dating so that feels so silly to say#I can’t tell if it’s friendship or slowburn vibes and I don’t wanna rush into things in a toxic U-Haul way but like#idk I just wanna do cute shit together I wanna take care of her when she gets home from stuff and help her work on things#I wanna shower her in all the stuff that reminds me of her and that I think she’d like but also I don’t wanna do too much#I feel like I should not be this committed when we’re not committed but like I wanna be? i can’t tell if I’m being normal or weird#I wanna get her flowers and cuddle and shit man#I wanna do all those romantic tension things like doing each others makeup those practical massages holding hands#lap stuff and like I wanna hear about her day and stuff and I’m just like aaaahhhhh#i wanna see her flustered and happy and also I wanna be buff enough to pick her up without water#I think I’m going a little gay insane I don’t have enough experience to navigate this shit Yall#how the fuck am I supposed to tell where platonic closeness and sapphic closeness begins and ends and shit#my sentimental ass can’t stop associating her and bringing her up but I can’t see her as often now so it’s like ahhh#how am I ready to delete all my dating apps and shit and we haven’t even kissed the sapphic yearning has overtaken me yall#I keep watching sapphic shit as I do and it keeps working me the fuck up send lesbian gods or smth#we just exchanged socials so now I can bomb her with silly little gay memes and she sent me hearts and like#she got me giggling and twirling and kicking my feet and shit
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friendly reminder (especially in terms of... recent events...) if your allyship and correctly gendering someone depends on whether or not they are a good person then your "allyship" is conditional and you are in fact !!! not an ally!!!
clarification under the cut but yk I feel like it's a v simple concept???
for example
say you don't believe a trans person who's done bad things (that are completely irrelevant to the fact they're trans) "deserves" the "respect" of someone gendering them correctly, you are telling every trans person you know that you correctly gendering *them* is dependant on whether or not you believe they "deserve" it. which is also awful because who's to say what's good or bad? one person might think graffiti is bad but someone else thinks it's beautiful (when it's actual art not slurs and shit 💀) so does a trans person "deserve" to be misgendered because you personally think them doing graffiti is bad? (the answer is no btw)
#allyship#trans#yes this js specifically referring to the ava (from mr beast) debacle#the amount of vile transphobia i have seen about it since having known (literally less than an hour)#is awful#abd horrifying#like what the fuck#how is her being trans relevant to the fact shes a nonce#(it's not)#like#caitlyn jenner committed vehicular manslaughter and (most) people still call her a woman (to my knowledge#)#even tho shes a transphobe too#also any comments misgendering ava will be deleted cause fuck you#you missed the whole point#also i am obviously in no way supporting her actions idek why id have to say that#like yeah lock her the fuck away#but jfc dont misgender her#“I'm going to shit talk you later but i wanna do it right so what're your pronouns”
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commitment issues as in i delete posts whenever
#sometimes i get the urge to delete stuff just off the internet and bc i dont wanna commit (haha get it) to deletjng the acc#it's posts i delete
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might get rid of my lawyer verse and add a dc verse instead. idk still thinking thoughts
#might consolidate verses bc i have a lot i dont even write in#idk just feeling a bit antsy on this blog again#like i wanna do / write so many things but#1) uni and 2) the rpc doesnt do consistency or commitment#to be deleted.
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#i’ll be sincere for a second#i’ve been wanting to take a social media break for a while#but with the boycott and the awful things happening in the world#obviously i can’t#especially bc i committed myself to posting updates#i am mostly tired bc of kpop stans and so called kpop community#bc having to deal with people being boycott denialists and then#people being dumb and hateful to idols for no reason#i just CANT#and even realizing how insanely the industry is sometimes#makes me not wanna be here it’s really like 😭 rough#i cant enjoy music for many reasons#also industry i mean both korean and western at the same time#so in general#it’s been a constant turn off and it’s sucks#but yeah twt is the only place i get actual facts abt the ongoing genocide#and now i committed to this and now i can’t give up#it’s not that i want to give up i am willing to this#it sucks that it has to be in places where i see a shitty comment abt something#like kpop related said by an annoying kpop stan and i just can’t#it’s dumb but my mental hasn’t been strong for a while#so that’s why shit is getting to me more easily#i just wanna do what i gotta do without worrying some random ass person on the internet#is gonna ruin my day#delete later
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I feel like my blog is so messy rn pls 😭😭
#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#like I wanna deep clean it#but I can never commit to it#and like#rghhhhh#there's things I wanna delete#but feel like it rude to#I wanna retag my old posts#guys pls I'm abt to be so busy and probably stressed 😭😭#Webtoons and fics save me#gonna read and write to cope 🙏🙏#maybe clean.. (my blog or room)#bc omg do I love cleaning and organizing#It's another thing that's comforting to me bc it gets my mind off of things lol#ANYWAYS UM#I'm gonna go work on deleting some stuff#also I posted fics sm back when I started like omg??????#and the think that was near the beginning of highschool and now I'm close to the end..#oh the time#pls I sound old#I'm called a grandpa for a reason ig 🙄���#anyways enough of my rambling
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today i realized that cassian a.ndor is only a year older than cal k.estis
#delete /#i'm a simple woman i just wanna insert my favorite jedi into Everything humanly possible#i love him sm#a couple times a month i go hey maybe i replay everything again#havent actually Committed to that but... i Wanna
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#it turns out that watching saw while snacking and knitting is indeed very good for your mental health#my body knew what i needed lmao#i got so many rounds done so i feel productive too and the irony of knitting a red and white scarf in the round...#...(meaning as a spiral - helical knitting) is not lost on me but the hidden spirals of the knitting project came after the spirals on saw#((its yoko's cowl from gurren lagann lol))#idk how im gonna block this thing bc it has wild floats showing on the front so im gonna need like 60 pencils to slide in there...#...before i start pinning it down and spraying it and idk how thats gonna go but it 100 percent needs to be blocked#tension? who the fuck knows what that is lmao#also the floats were a bad idea but like i didnt wanna knit 10 bobbins in the round for my first time knitting w bobbins#theyd tangle every time the project twists lmao but whatever im making the extra stripes caused by the floats to work#i wasnt sure how to stagger them in a way that wouldnt look weird and i had already unknit the project like 5 times so i committed#speaking of its 240 stitches each round lol its killer but its going so whatever.#im at about 6.5 inches and i want probably around 14 (im gonna connect the top and bottom to make it reversible/hide the back)#so yeah my night was better than the day i had thankfully#im so tired tho lol#i havent worked out yet today and i dont know if im gonna force myself to lol hashtag no days off lololol#ill see how i feel after i brush my teeth if im up for it i guess but im pretty tired from being mentally stressed all day#anyway good night ill prob#delete later / /
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benny and I disagree on like. one thing. and it's the fact that I strongly dislike Amethyst from SU as a person
as a character, I think she's pretty good! I think she's well-rounded; I understand why people like and project onto her. Her character progression felt natural and realistic.
that being said I relate to Steeb for several reasons and I Dislike Amethyst.
#rox rumblings#me things#maybe delete later? idk#steven universe#just tagging it for blocking reasons#this isn't smth i wanna start a fight over. esp bc i know that she's liked by a lot of fans of the show#steven universe cw#it's different circumstances (obviously i am not magical and being raised by my mom's magical rebellion group and i am not my mom)#but if someone pulled That Shit to me and my dad/sibling/whatever i would cut them out of my life immediately. no takebacks. none.#there is nothing you can do to come back from that. at all. you are no longer allowed to be around me or the people i care about#and if i couldn't get them away for whatever reason i'd loathe everu day of their existence until i can leave them behind#my opinion of it has not changed at all since i first saw that episode#idc if it's an 'extreme' reaction or that people do fucked up things when they're grieving i Am Going To Commit Murder#the only person who i'd consider forgiving for doing that would be ben. but ben would never do that to me
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ooohh 5 more to my next follower milestonee!
#i wanna say i'll do an event#but i also cant even commit to do netowrk events lmao#but i might do something#we'll see#i guess thanks to bots mainly lol#im too lazy to delete pornbots followers thats why
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