#i wanna commit a deletion

[cursed-spectre]

To whoever it was who decided that the S24+ does not give you notifications while the phone is off or in standby mode, I just wanna talk. I Just Wanna Talk. I JUST WANNA TALK!

Seriously, I'll bump my hand into my phone and suddenly be blasted with all the tumblr notifications I was supposed to get from the last hour and a half. WHO'S IDEA WAS THIS?

[vantablackdraws]

trying not to assign a majority of the songs I listen to to characters or pairings all the time but sometimes a certain line in a song hits different and all of a sudden that restraint withers away.

[harpercireth]

Please lord take away Chappell Roan's pain and give it to Melanie Martinez instead

[andr0nap-02]

does a backflip and breaks every bone in my body

[mylovesstuffs]

Never in my life have I thought I'll write a deadass Wikipedia shit of a thousand words and format it with all the possible links, and then Tumblr will decide to test my patience AND NOT SAVE IT!

@staff

[pirunika]

"And the gesture for love?" you ask. "What would that be?"

Blade smiles crookedly. "That is not a gesture at all," he says. "It is a pledge that transcends words."

A Moodboard for Eos and Blade because i realised some of Malcolm T. Liepke's artworks had their color schemes i was like *points* 👌

[soulicious]

I don't like it when I tell people I read and they goes "OMG LIKE (random bookstagram book)???" And I'm like "uhh no, more like... shakespeare and Poe ?" And they're like "um who's that" or "ew who still reads that shit"

[wereh0gz]

Wish I could look through cohost without making an account first

[coridallasmultipass]

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[linktoo-doodles]

all dabihawks fics sound like this

I've been thinking about these posts for hours

[meanya]

I know some people see boredom as an unbearable, unstimulating curse. And I do too to be fair (<- has adhd) but like

I can't imagine it anymore. I haven't felt it in so long. I think. I think I had it all wrong. I think maybe boredom isnt a curse. I think maybe boredom is a luxary... I mean it still sucks, it's still a curse, but its Like... a luxary-curse, afforded only to those who have so much Nothing to do At The Moment that just how few things they have to do at the moment is a plague in itself...

[justcreatingthings]

I can’t make new post on the app rn?? WHAT IN THE WORLD??? It’s not letting me on my phone, but I can do it on my computer?! Is this cause I use an iPhone 7 and can’t update to the newest version of Tumblr?!?!

I HAD TO EDIT AN OLD DRAFT JUST TO POST THIS CAUSE I CAN’T GET ON MY COMPUTER RN!!!!

[acornered]

Just had to block a longtime mutual because they kept reblogging shit about not voting and the dems losing the election and how it would serve them right etc, and I'm having fucking panic attacks because how do you not understand that Trump winning isn't the own you think it is?? If you put this inflammatory shit on my dash before the election and we get four more years of trump I'm not your fucking friend anymore!!! I can't do it!!!

[woovalin]

i’m in such disbelief right now and beyond disgusted.

i really hope y’all are choosing your morals over kpop; because we do not know these men at all. i will never side with or defend a predator and a criminal, even with little to no proof. even if there is the smallest chance he may be innocent, i will always believe the victim first.

some of you, as fans of the boys for years and him in general, i know you must be feeling disappointed and betrayed. you’re not dumb for previously supporting him, as we couldn’t have possibly known. but now is the time for a reality check and it’s time to wake up and take a step back. this just goes to show that we know absolutely nothing about them.

for sm to just outright put out a statement on their own before any rumors even surfaced and immediately kick him out? this has to be insanely serious and i’m terrified of what he could’ve done. the crazy thing is with everything currently happening in korea with the telegram situation, and korean women constantly being in danger in general because of the men there, i’m not at all surprised that celebrities are being exposed. sm has protected criminals before, and held onto lucas when his scandal came out as well as other artists who have been exposed for similar crimes. i can’t even imagine the severity of the current situation. we’ve seen what happened with the burning sun, and these men are not immune to being misogynistic, vile human beings.

members have already unfollowed him and deleted posts with him in them; his best friend of 17yrs has unfollowed him. the company taking the initiative and him getting kicked out of the group in less than a second before anything even came out, no denying the claims or even trying to defend him. that should be enough to tell you and understand how serious this actually is. i am beyond disgusted with him and this whole situation.

i sincerely hope the victim is doing okay and praying for them to heal and get the justice they deserve. and remember that your love for these celebrities should always be conditional, because we do not know them. it’s their job to put on a show and show you their public persona, but behind closed doors? we don’t know what they’re actually like. we put them on a pedestal and yet we don’t know what they’re really capable of. they are still men after all. i hope the police are taking this seriously. there needs to be consequences and these women need to be protected.

let this be a lesson to all of us. they don’t know us, and we don’t know them, not really, not at all.

ALWAYS choose morals over these strangers you idolize. and as women, we should be standing with the victims.

maybe not all men, but enough of them. and maybe not all men, but somehow always a man. and going forward, i will continue to support nct as a whole with the remaining members. however, keeping the situation in mind, i will be supporting from afar for a little while. if the situation escalates and other members are investigated and new information comes to light about the rest of them either knowing or possibly being involved, it would be best to step away for good. i will do my best to stay updated. but i do hope the rest of the members are doing okay, and hopefully no other members were involved; but this, just shows that they can always surprise us. you never think it’ll be your fave, until it is.

let’s hope this causes a domino effect and more of these people are exposed and charged for the crimes they’re committing.

sending love to anyone who has ever experienced sexual violence or has been targeted and been in a similar situation. it is not your fault and it never was!

love you all and my dms are always open if you need to vent. <3

❗️EDIT: also i wanna add that we need to not praise the rest of the members or any other celebrity for simply unfollowing him on social media. that is the least of anyone’s worries.

we don’t know if they were aware, we don’t know if they knew and were protecting him or turning a blind eye. it could be them trying to save themselves and clear their guilty conscience. maybe they didn’t know and are just as shocked as we are, we don’t know that either.

we blindly trust these people and believe they have good intentions but look at where that can lead to. fans being upset is valid, yes; but remember people with money and power will do whatever it takes to sweep things under the rug and make it go away in order to save face and keep their image and reputation.

follow-up post here.

[strayingawayy]

how not to hard launch your partner...

... the one where there's dating rumours about felix and some actress and he's hellbent on putting them to an end

i think the anon that requested this wanted some angst but i would like to spread the live laugh love felix agenda and make you smile hopefully so here you go <3 (warning: a brief mention of suicide but not really suicide)

your first mistake was letting jisung have the aux.

the second mistake was assuming felix would handle this situation like a normal person.

because now, instead of calmly addressing the false dating rumours about him and some actress, you were sitting in the back of the car with the boys, watching in horror as felix prepared to commit social suicide.

"just let the rumours die," chan begged, as he gripped the steering wheel. "don’t do anything dumb, mate please."

felix, already opening his instagram, grinned. "define ‘dumb.’"

"oh my god," you screeched, lunging for him, but it was too late.

he had hit 'live.'

the car descended into chaos.

"turn it off!" seungmin, the typically calm and composed seungmin, yelled.

"we can still stop this!" hyunjin howled.

but felix, a menace to society, just grinned at the camera like a man unhinged.

"hello, stay," he announced over the screams of his bandmates. "quick q&a session t'night!"

you wanted to die.

the comments were already rolling in at lightning speed.

— oml lixie hiiiiiii

— what’s happening why does seungmin look like he wants to commit a crime

— Wait is it true you’re dating that actress???

felix’s eyes lit up. "oh, that rumour? funny story, actually-"

jisung dived across the van, trying to snatch his phone. felix dodged at the last second.

"felix don’t-"

felix absolutely did.

"that rumour is false," he said, smiling. "wanna know why?"

you shook your head violently. "no, no they don’t-"

felix grabbed your wrist and yanked you into frame.

the comments exploded.

— what

— who is that omg

— the way hannie just threw himself to stop this and failed lmaoooo

felix meanwhile , beamed. "meet my actual partner!"

the screaming in the car reached new heights and you could only thank god that chan was a good enough driver to survive this chaos.

"delete it delete it delete it," hyunjin continued howling.

"we're not even parked yet-" chan yelled.

jisung, now hanging off the van seat, wailed, "div1 is gonna kill us!"

meanwhile, you sat there, frozen in pure horror.

"say hi, baby!" felix chirped.

you turned to him, wide-eyed, unable to use speech as a method of self expression.

felix, still grinning, turned back to the camera. "they’re shy."

the live abruptly ended, because chan finally pried the phone out of his hands and threw it across the car.

there was nothing but silence for a few minutes.

everyone just��� stared at you two.

then, jisung groaned, covering his face. "you idiots."

seungmin sighed. "well. at least the whole world knows now."

you turned to felix, who looked way too pleased with himself. "what is wrong with you?!"

felix simply kissed your cheek. "now you never have to worry about rumours again, my jealous lil' baby!"

hyunjin clutched his chest, dramatically,"i need to lie down."

[yumenosakiacademy]

Park. A bit out of order bc I can't remember things in order but I tried 2 write down anything of importance.

There was a group of what I'm assuming were stoners (at times, I smelled weed, n it was likely from them) in 2 cars near the park n eventually thye were chasing each other 2 the playground in front of the court I'm walking n the girl was like "hey there's some1 playing basketball :o" (me. Walking, not playing ball) n her n 2-3 guys (all of them I'm assuming early college age?? Not old but didn't seem high school age?) tried calling out 2 me n when I didn't respond, they came on2 the court n started getting close 2 mr n following me n kept calling me shawty n telling me 2 speak cuz I wasn't talking n I on instinct from my having-nails days, flexed my hand at my side in2 a grip motion n they were like whoaa she's gonna get us! n they kept following me around the court n telling me 2 speak n 1 of em eventually said, when they went off 2 the side of the court, tht they were here on the court 2 go pee (in the grass behind the court), but they were scared tht "this bitch is gonna get me" n 1 of the guys at 1 point was like "obviously she's an non playable chara an npc". then they started following me around n shining their phone flashlights on me n telling me 2 say smth n acting like they were there 4 an interview or smth? 1 of em said they were gonna beat or fight me or smth. They also kept trying 2 block me off by walking in front of me n stuff n eventually ut got 2 the point where they were starting 2 get rly close 2 me n stuff. They asked if there was smth where I couldn't speak. I was also called a nightwalker. The whole "getting in front of me thing eventually got 2 the point where they were surrounding me on 1 wide n I legitimately had 2 stop/rly slow down 2 try n find a way around the guy. The girl, at 1 point, got 2 close 2 my side n my foot hit hrrs n I wasn't gonna say anything 2 keep up my whole not-talking shtick but I quietly said "sorry" n the girl was like "?? she Apologized/said sry" n 1 of the guys was like "no way; she broke character [for this (?)]" but I didn't sat anything after tht n continued on. Eventually 1 of the guys told the others tht this was Bullying n they all kinda apologized but w 1 of the guys saying tht my ball playing still sucks tho n my shoots r bad, despite the fact I never played basketball?? Idk. Likely jus smth dumb he was saying whilst high. Also at 1 point 1 of thr guys said I was jus gettin my steps in n after the phone light thingy 1 of them said tht I was calling the police (I was on my phone the whole time but only idly scrolling down stuff lol tho I almost pulled up my phone dialer jic as a backup) n the girl was like Oh Shit Rly but none of them stopped regardless :I