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chilschuck · 8 months ago

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`✦ ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ these chils are so cute……. please look at him

#✦ lilia speaks 🌱#୨ chilchuck my beloved ୧ #crying over him rn #i think i may be getting sick so i am #resting in bed thinking about him #waughghhhhhhg

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lotus-pear · 5 months ago

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learning to love

#they make me so fucking unwell i feel so ill whenever i think about them #it's OVER for me i'm done #teen skk is going on my fucking suicide note thanks for everything asagiri #something something your bloodied hand in mind something something by you i am forever undone #something something to the world we may be villains but to each other we're two halves of the same soul #head in my fucking hands #sry for getting all emo i rewatched pmmm yesterday and i've been feeling existential about everything #i actually listened to the pmmm ost while drawing it saved me i love you yuki kajiura😍 (i died)#nothing like a haunting latin chorus echoing through my empty head while i draw tragic yaoi 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#big shoutout to sis puella magica i had that one on loop for like two hours‼️#anyway enough about the doomed yuri anime back to skk #forget everything i said i actually hope they explode i'm sick of their asses #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #soukoku #skk #posting at ungodly hours again this is gonna catch up to me 💔#lotus draws

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calikitters · 5 months ago

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this song makes me so unwell because it is sooooo quintessentially pjo like every character has a line here it's insane I'm sobbing so hard

#pjo hoo toa #riordanverse #from my drafts #->#“over the dead sea keeping you company thinking im not afraid of you now”#its the sea of monsters when percy learns to love tyson #its hazel and frank getting to know percy in the son of neptune #its so many things i cant cope #“candescent insects - crosses and fishnets - i have nothing to pray to you now”#nico coming to terms with catholic guilt #unclaimed demigod kids growing resentful of their parents #giving up on being wanted #HELP MEEEE #“villain and violent - infant and innocent - baby both arms cradle you now”#luke's mother waiting for him at home #little leo blaming himself for his mum's death #i cant do this #percy getting a grip on the full extent of his powers and scaring the shit out of everyone #hes just a boy #i am SICK #Spotify #percy jackson #pjo #leo valdez #nico di angelo #tyson pjo #hazel levesque #frank zhang #luke castellan #may castellan

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swag-system · 1 month ago

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genuinely think scoke becoming a polycule would solve all their worldly problems and yet there is nothing about this online why does no one see the vision

forever bewildered that no one else has watched roti and seen the insane potential of scoke before. they make me fucking insane i think abt them 24/7. they could be so healthy or so toxic it could fix everything they could make each other better or worse or both they could be everything they could kill everyone and throwing mikes alters in there just makes it more interesting. there are 1 billion things i could say abt them i could talk abt them forever and ever and ever

#my fellow scokers there may only be like 4 of us total but i love us all.#im holding all 3 of them in one hand crushing them all and shaking and coughing and i am dying of illness and sickness. i love them so bad #theres a billion ways it could go and i need to think about them all #i really do believe zoey should get to be a bit evil toxic yaoi yuri. as a treat #tbh in my mind im pairing together every single character ever just to see what happens.#i love scoke solving all the problems but im also addicted to toxic relationships #shipping is just throwing 2 or more characters in a box and seeing what happens. and sometimes they attack each other sometimes theyll kiss #i put sam and scott in my evil character pairing box in my mind this morning ill keep everyone updated on how it goes #pairing characters together like an evil evil fucking scientist putting 2 lab rats into a box and they keep cannibalizing each other #im really norrmal about characters.. <-dirty dirty fucking liar

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dalloneveryday · 9 months ago

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day 196! :)

#i saw this image deep in my album yesterday and thought ‘i need to post this immediately’ so here we are :)#HES SO !!!!#dallon weekes #idkhow #aughhhhh ..#fun fact i saved this image on may 1 last year #which just reminded me again that iM GOING TO MISS DALLONS BIRTHDAY IM SO UPSET #AUUUHHHGHHGG #im going on a 5 day trip on the 1st which im Not Super Excited about #i dont get to dallonpost on MY birthday i dont get to dallonpost on DALLONS BIRTHDAY . 😞😞😞😞#i made a promise to myself that since i didnt save any images of him on his bday last year i would this year and #god has a way of steering my ship into thunderstorms and jagged rocks i think #weird d metaphor. i am Tired #anyway sorry for yapping dally smile :3 🫶#god hes so gorgeous. im gonna draw this image #traditional. im getting sick of digital #SORRY SORRY #ENJOY THE DAL

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finnitesimal · 3 months ago

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personally if they spent time apart that would make me So Upset because i just love them being together and i want them to work things out Together, though i understand endo needs to find out who he is outside of takiishi, and takiishi needs to feel endo's absence... that being said, i was looking at some old panels and I REALIZED this isnt a flag THIS IS THE PAPER USED FOR THE TATTOO BASE. and when their arc "begins" it''s on fire about to be... destroyed?? IDK HOW TO INTERPRET THIS but . i wanted to show u

DIVORCE WINS

#may need to prep the I am a child of divorce pins #i think narratively it would go so hard to have the paper the tattoo their 'connection' be on the brink of destruction #then be burnt to ash at the very end. it'd be so sick #i think. it's not particularly as straightforward as shishtoren was. so i don't think itll end with a picnic barbecue #i think theyll Have a picnic barbecue. and then break up. on his birthday too yeah cause i think itd be funny. get rolled lmaoooo #augustanswers

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mokeonn · 1 year ago

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So I heard that Tumblr is slowly being abandoned (they seem to be laying off a majority of their staff and keeping a skeleton crew) and we might be nearing the end of this webbed site. I don't think it's currently worth panicking over, but I'm definitely going to start making that neocities website.

I'll make a post soon about other places where you can find me. Unfortunately, I've spent quite some time these last couple years getting rid of a majority of my social media because most platforms were bad for my mental health. I do not plan on going back to these platforms, so if tumblr goes down, I'm going to be only on non social media.

Maybe if one of the new social medias being created, actually take off (like bluesky or pillowfort or whatever else these days) I might join, but if not I might be entirely on personal websites, patreon (I will start posting regularly like a blog and make more free posts), some old websites I deleted but not because I hated them (such as ko-fi, which I deleted due to inactivity) and possibly furaffinity. I'm still on the fence about furaffinity. I might also finally start using my toyhouse but that is an oc sharing website and not much of an art sharing website.

I really do hope Tumblr doesn't go down, this is my one social media and if it does go down I am going to lose nearly all of my audience. I can make do by creating a personal blog and using whatever I have left in terms of "can post my art there and people can find me", and it won't discourage me from making my personal projects. I can make do, and I will make do, but I don't really want to make do.

Anyways, that's all I have to say right now, I'll make a post later once I set up some alternative sites to find me at, but for now I want to give the heads up that if I'm gone, you're not gonna find me on twitter, Instagram, or whatever third option there is. I'm likely going to just make do, be offline more, and likely just become active on the discord servers I'm on.

#simon says #long post #i think #it looks long on mobile #anyways there it is #I'm gonna have to start learning html #im also really sad that i hate making videos so much because I probably would just go on youtube #but I know from experience that I am not becoming a youtuber entirely because I fucking hate making videos that much #i get tempted quite often to become a nice little art youtuber or go into a niche art video subcategory #personally fight against the things I hate about youtube by not doing those things #but I just hate video making too much to do that #i do NOT like my voice enough to edit it #i might consider live streaming again since I used to live stream but also hnng nah im not sure #I prefer live streaming to video making because I hate making scripted videos and I love the live aspect of streaming #but also do I really WANT to stream again or do I just want an audience from a platform where it's very easy to build an audience?#that one is gonna be up in the air for a while tbh #streaming is currently in 'im not sure how i feel about it' limbo and it may never leave #if I do decide to start live streaming again you will hear about it on my sick ass personal blog I have to code #because I'll probably unravel those mixed feeling and come to a decision likely long after tumblr disappears lmaoooo #edit:#also I would rather eat my arm off than ever go back to tiktok so rule that one out forever

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horsemage · 8 months ago

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I think we should bring back basic etiquette lessons such as shutting the fuck up when you’re watching a movie in a group that is not exclusively your friend group 🙂

#welcome to another Mick Airs Out Their Grievances and by god is it a VERY long one #prob best if u don't expand the tags #am I being maybe a bit meaner about this than I would be for any other movie? maybe but pac rim is one of my favorite movies of all time #so I think I get a pass on this one.#one of the groups on campus is hosting movie nights & I went to this one bc I've only ever watched pac rim on my laptop and wanted to watch #it on a larger screen. yay yippee I love this movie!#there r maybe 10-ish of us in this room and a three person friend group is sitting on the couch one of whom has seen the movie and two who #have not. okay so far so normal.#and then the movie starts and they won't! stop! fucking! commentating! the whole fucking movie!!! I don't have a problem with doing that #when I'm in just my friend group because I know that I can tell my friend to stop talking or pause the movie or whatnot but not when I'm in #a large group w people I'm not good friends with ffs #and the comments aren't even funny or anything they're all oh this is JUST like in iron widow!! oh they're SO gay and autistic!!! and #they're talking so loud about this that it completely drowns out the movie audio which has already been turned up a few times #like. be considerate!! some of us want to yknow actually listen to what's going on and not whatever bullshit you're saying #I nearly walked out three or four times before I actually wound up doing so #I may have been a bit of a bitch at the end but I don't care. I got up to leave because this was not an enjoyable environment and one of #them offered to turn the movie down if it was too loud. this caught me a bit off guard since I expected them to still be so wrapped up in #their convo and. well. I may have said 'it's not the movie that's too loud' before closing the door #this also reminds me a lot about my issues with online shipping culture and it bleeding through into how we interact with media irl #this is probably heavily influenced by my aromanticism but I'm so sick of people constantly reading romantic relationships into everything #AND placing more importance on those relationships than any other form. I don't mind romance in media. I think if done right it has great #emotional impact on a story but when a movie is running and when other people who may not want to hear it are in the room watching it too #is not the time to be loudly saying 'he's autistic!' 'they're in love!' 'she has a crush on him!'#I have my own interpretations of the movie some of which agree with what they said and some of which don't but that's beside the point of #knowing how to coexist politely in public #anyway. I think they were awful and annoying and they ruined my night out.#I think I'm just so incredibly mad about this because I love the movie and I was looking forward to watching it in a group of people who #found it cool as well while still having some modicum of politeness #I almost wish I had been meaner but that's the extreme annoyance talking I think #hater hour over love u guys bye

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anotherpapercut · 1 year ago

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sorry if this is extraordinarily pretentious but I do think it's wild that lobe piercings count as piercings in the same way a lip piercing does. it feels wrong. I have never thought of ear piercings as real piercings it seems like you should just be born with those right like they should be just in there naturally

#i have had my lobes pierced 3 times so like i have 6 extra holes in my ears but theyre closed and if they werent i dont think id count them #because its just a lobe piercing? if you can get it as a whole ass baby it doesnt count to me jfksvsjsbdbd SORRY if this is mean its just #its SO normie. which isnt a bad thing just in my mind that makes it not count sjbsjsbs #just like if i say i have 3 piercings and I'm talking about on my actual face and then someones like oh i have 2 and its just their lobes #im gonna be like hm ok #anyway umm this is all to say that I'm sorry but if you have no facial piercings at all i am always going to think youre boring #and i dont mean that in a mean way. we need boring people to make the rest of us look cool #just funny to me when people are like oh no facial piercings seem so risky and scawy like have u seen an 80 yr old womans lobe piercings #those mfs may as well have been stretched for gauges. also ear piercings seem to get infected more ime #also ive seen people have their earrings fully ripped out but never a facial piercing unfortunately #also i can't think of anything more metal than that lmfao. that sounds gross and painful but sick as FUCK

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pixlmonkeys · 11 days ago

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PHOBIAS ARE SO EMBARRASSING WHY IS MY BRAIN LIKE THIS “noooo we can’t go back to sleep what if someday we get sick and frow up :((“ IDFK!! THATS GONNA HAPPEN SOMEDAY AND YOURE GONNA HAVE TO ACCEPT IT BUT FOR NOW PLEASE LET ME GO BACK TO SLEEP

#me when I am SO FUCKING SCARED OF THROWING UP holy SHIT #WHY COULDNT I HAVE A COOLER PHOBIA #like it may not be obvious because I’m able to joke about throwing up in fiction #but my NUMBER ONE LIFE RUINING CRIPPLING FEAR is getting sick it is RIDICULOUS #like you would think I just saw a dead body with the way I act sometimes #shaking crying hitting myself in pure fear ‘did someone die’ No my brother frew up :(#I genuinely don’t know where this fear came from #the incident I blame it on wasn’t it because I was terrified Before that #shoutout to the time a long time ago I had an obsessive urge to Constantly pray that I wouldn’t get sick #I am talking 24/7 the same seven words repeated in my mind EVERY SECOND #‘please God don’t let me throw up’ it didn’t fucking Work obviously and I still did once which was Traumatic #anyway enough yapping goodnight my lovely people #tw emetophobia #tw emeto ment

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callixton · 4 months ago

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the thing is that sex doesn’t scare me but bodies do which is unfortunately commonly considered an integral part of sex

#it’s late & i might be sick & i took nyquil several hours ago someone should take my posting rights away #that said. i think this is sort of the crux of said issues #the unfortunate part abt bodies is that there is no existence that does not give me some measure of dysphoria. which is a miserable & unfair #- way to live. not only in regards to myself but also it’s unfair to the people who i love and am attracted to #really cool how i have worked so hard to not internalize transphobic ideas abt what a person needs to look/feel like & i am still here.#i fear this may never get better ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#at least there r freaks out there who understand that sex doesn’t actually need to involve ur body much but i cannot find them #ted talks #minors dni

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min-kit · 8 months ago

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"why are you dropping e**ie for to**y? you just want to see bvck with a man, it's not about him having a good relationship!"

btch i could give you a 100 reasons why T0mmy is a good relationship for Bvck (not that any of you would listen) & that there's nothing wrong with enjoying the actual canon queer couple on my screen over a fanon one just cuz YOU think the story is heading in a direction that has never been promised to you and you can't let go of your fandom ideals.

in the mean time i'll be over here cheering on Bvck's canon happiness with his possible soon-to-be future canon boyfriend.

#once again i am not tagging this #cuz im sick of seeing ppl's negative opinions in tags #& i am adamant about not doing that myself hence the censored names #like i loved bddie for years #and their friendship still means the world to me #but im not holding onto something that may never happen #and letting it get in the way of what is actually being written and given to me #esp when what's being written is being done with so much care and thought put into it by everyone involved #im happy here #YOU guys are the miserable ones because your feelings are being hurt that not everyone wants to cling to fanon #& the reason for that is because it makes you scared that if not everyone screams their desire for the fanon ship that it'll never happen #news flash the fandom is only thousands of people #the GA is millions #you don't have much say and leverage as you think you do #especially because so many of the fandom's views don't actually officially count towards the ratings #a harsh fact but a necessary one to realize

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keeps-ache · 1 month ago

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okay i'm out of evil mode. peace love and a little bit of still-tired on planet earth lol 🧃