#shaking crying hitting myself in pure fear ‘did someone die’ No my brother frew up :( | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

pixlmonkeys · 1 month ago

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PHOBIAS ARE SO EMBARRASSING WHY IS MY BRAIN LIKE THIS “noooo we can’t go back to sleep what if someday we get sick and frow up :((“ IDFK!! THATS GONNA HAPPEN SOMEDAY AND YOURE GONNA HAVE TO ACCEPT IT BUT FOR NOW PLEASE LET ME GO BACK TO SLEEP

#me when I am SO FUCKING SCARED OF THROWING UP holy SHIT #WHY COULDNT I HAVE A COOLER PHOBIA #like it may not be obvious because I’m able to joke about throwing up in fiction #but my NUMBER ONE LIFE RUINING CRIPPLING FEAR is getting sick it is RIDICULOUS #like you would think I just saw a dead body with the way I act sometimes #shaking crying hitting myself in pure fear ‘did someone die’ No my brother frew up :(#I genuinely don’t know where this fear came from #the incident I blame it on wasn’t it because I was terrified Before that #shoutout to the time a long time ago I had an obsessive urge to Constantly pray that I wouldn’t get sick #I am talking 24/7 the same seven words repeated in my mind EVERY SECOND #‘please God don’t let me throw up’ it didn’t fucking Work obviously and I still did once which was Traumatic #anyway enough yapping goodnight my lovely people #tw emetophobia #tw emeto ment

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