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Lmao sephiroth knew zack would be upset when they finally met up after "what, a hundred years?" and STILL he poked fun at the situation, STILL he smiled even after zack griped and complained at him, STILL he gave zack permission to go see aerith and made sure zack saw that he was more than happy to do so, wished him well and wasnt bitter about it—
SEPH HELD OUT AND IT WAS WORTH IT IN THE END because he /sees/ zack is worried about him, about /them/, despite his frustration
Sephiroth remained kind and understanding of zack because he KNEW zack would be kind and understanding of him, FUCKKKKKKKKK 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🫠🫠🫠
#LIKE#CAN YOU SAY THAT YOU WOULDNT JUST BE ANGRY /BACK/??#i sure as hell can't#zackseph#sephzack#THE TRUST#FFFFFFF#spam#brought to you by#zackseph discord server#also OW sephiroth really was willing to see zack for those like 5 seconds
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I've been trying to sleep for like two and a half hours. can't settle down. too itchy too anxious too hot.
#babble and blather#I get itchy when I try to sleep#some nights it's worse than others#and I'm anxious abt the move#and whether I'll be able to put my furniture in my new room on Wednesday#bc otherwise we have to do it all Thursday AND clean#or... there is no or#bc it can't happen later than that#bc I need Annie to drive the van#I sure as hell can't#I just don't want this to get all fucked up#I thought I might already be moved by now#and also I am sweating in spite of the ac#assorted maladies
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I mean... can you blame him?
Wait… I just found out that this picture comes from Jon’s dreams… you mean to tell me Jon dreamt up Damian in this outfit………
#I sure as hell can't#jondami#damijon#damian wayne#super sons#jon kent#jonathan kent#supersons#dc comics#cosmicbird
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Can you draw something with Doom Patrol!Edwin and Netflix!Edwin?
Maybe something about Dp!Edwin talking about his feelings for Charles with N!Edwin?
It's just something I've been thinking of, make it a little angsty?<3
Glad you asked
ko-fi
#ask ask ask#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#edwin x charles#doom patrol#dead patrol#cw homophobia#i know there are a couple of people who enjoy my rambly tags so these are for u#first of all anon i'm sorry i used your request to continue my story lol#most of my comics are meant to be standalones BUT#the doom patrol and dead girl detectives are all happening in the same universe#and there is indeed series of events here!#this particular one is happening after dp!edwin's feelings were exposed but before they met the girls#with that out of the way#i know this is not as funny as most of my stuff#but dp!edwin's internalized homophobia is an important thign that can't just go away because his charles loves him back#and he does love him back! in this verse#dp!charles is the only one not struggling with his feelings for his partner#dbd!charles and charlotte still have ways to go#also dbd!edwin is in no way an expert in self-acceptance but he has learned some things#i considered having him mention simon but i decided it wasn't his place to out him#(even though he's dead u know)#so yeah what he says here isn't... great#he's still putting himself down and he's still not sure if his feelings for charles are actually a good thing#but he knows HE is glad he feels this way#because fuck it it's not like he'll go to hell for it#and even if he did... he would crawl his way out
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Prompt 301
Ellie, during one of her stints of what do I do with my life right now, decides to, with the help of her Original Dad-Person (Look he’s aging and she’s not and it gets less questions the older he gets if he says daughter instead of sister with how the Fentons are getting older too) creates a Boo-Tube channel. No, not a Youtube channel, those are stuck to a single dimension.
Bootube on the other hand? Due to being through the Realms (and wow is Tucker getting so much income from creating it) is interdimensional. Which is so cool honestly. And she doesn’t know what to do at first, and honestly there’s already so many travel blogs that she kind of just… decided to do something that she wished someone had done for her and her brothers and Danny when she was new to the world.
So she creates the channel CAAW: Clone Awareness, Accommodations, and Welfare. They had to learn things through trial and error, but maybe she can help someone out there learn how to find their own selves, or even help someone not melt.
#DCxDP#DPXDC#Prompts#Kon & all the other clones Love Her so much#And it genuinely helps people figure things out if they Do have sudden clones#Each video is in an entirely new place & sometimes it’s just her and sometimes she drags in her DNA Donor & Co#Danny also did a video on what to do if you suddenly find out you have a clone & also discusses the emotions#”I know it feels violating as hell- but you can’t take it out on them. Artificial memories or information or not that is a newborn- a baby-#& they don’t know any better- but also be aware of if you know you Can't properly care for a child & make sure they have a caretaker”#”But also do feel free to beat up the person who stole your DNA especially if they’re your villain-rogue-or whatever other term your#timeline has it’s cathartic”#Ellie has videos such as: How to figure out clone relationships & How to find your first hobbies#& Interacting with the world: What to do First#Some are sillier and lighter while some are more serious#There’s also a special multi part series with special guest Dan referred to as the Evil Clone series#Technically he’s both from the future a fusion & a clone & it’s crazy to the people watching
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lineup fer an AU I've been slowly rotating in my head for a month or so.... sniles....
[BETTER LINEUP & FULL AU EXPLANATION HERE !!!!]
#SNILES EVILLY. I will post more about this au. I promise. Maybe moreso on my main. Maybe I should just make a HL sideblog.#Whatever. YÆY#Benry Forzen & Sunkist are all ghosts. I'm not sure about. Gman? I cannae decide whether I want him 2 be a ghost or smth else.#I still can't believe I made a lineup for an AU before an actual hlvrai lineup. What's my fucking problem#hlvrai#hlvrai au#gordon#tommy coolatta#dr coomer#Dr bubby#Darnold#Benry#Benrey#Forzen#Sunkist#Fucking hell#the science team#tommy hlvrai#gordon hlvrai#dr coomer hlvrai#Bubby hlvrai#benrey hlvrai#benry hlvrai#darnold hlvrai#forzen hlvrai#half life vr but the ai is self aware#half life vr ai#Ghostbusters#Ghostbusters au#sunkist hlvrai
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I also want to tack on that a lot of the classes (especially at the end of high school) are designed for testing to accrue college credits or simultaneously earning credits while being in the class. Which in some ways is cool - you have less credits to take in college, which can save money and/or time - and looks good if you're trying to get into certain programs or schools. (Where people come up with the time to do the Other Things competitive programs like, such as volunteering or other extracurricular activities I'll leave for someone else.)
The high school I went to had, in my opinion, very exceptional teachers in all but one instance of these classes and I was Very Prepared to deal with college classes. I was pushed to take a pretty heavy class load to finish my degree in a certain time (money concerns) but even then I already had experience juggling a huge amount of homework all the time, and not being in classes 8 hours straight a day actually felt like I had more time to deal with it.
Except going screaming through undergrad in 3 years sounds cool on paper, until you realize what my life was like. I'd taken every "gifted" or "advanced" class offered as soon as they started offering them (I believe I started about 12) and only ever begged out of any college credit classes in my senior year of high school because I was already graduating with honors without it so it didn't make too much of a difference. I'd been doing hours of homework every day, every weekend, every break, every summer had homework before class started, for 10 years of my life when I graduated with my Bachelor's.
I was expected to go straight into graduate school because that was The Plan, and I was so burned out I had to withdraw or I would have failed.
It actually took me until earlier this week? to realize that I was so burned out because of how hard I was pushed by my schedule and workload and (not the school's fault) parental expectations, that it's a wonder I didn't collapse during undergrad. I think, actually, looking back on what I remember, I very nearly did. The last semester I had the lightest load - what actually counted as a full load at 12 hours, which was a break for me because I'd never taken that few - and I remember being so so so so tired.
My life might have been radically different if I'd only taken advanced courses I was interested in, taken things a little slower, been exposed to more people, and had more time to discover myself as a person. College would have been a lot different if I wasn't constantly working with 5+ texts at the same time with 3 papers due in the same week more often than not. I don't know what my 20s would have looked like if I was given the chance to chill.
But I can tell you one thing, I to this day have trouble with things like online courses, even for things I want to do for fun, because it brings back so much anxiety and expectations of "excellence" and what if I don't make the right grade?
I really think people, especially in the US, need to chill out on advanced courses for high school and consider quality of life for the kids in them.
I think a lot of the skepticism and derision toward the idea of "gifted kid burnout" stems from the fact that a lot of folks have no idea what the gifted track in most high schools actually looks like; they've got this mental image, possibly informed by popular media depictions, of "gifted kids" as a privileged group of students who get to go on extra field trips, monopolise the teachers' attention in class, and constantly be told how special they are, but who are otherwise treated identically to all the other kids.
In practice, the gifted track in most high schools – most North American high schools, at any rate – has the same problem as any other educational program: the need to adhere to published metrics. These programs exist for the benefit of students only insofar as those benefits can empirically be measured, which leads to several common outcomes:
Students on the gifted track being afforded fewer choices regarding elective classes – often to the extent of having no choices at all – in order to stream the highest-performing students into the subjects that are most valuable in terms of boosting institutional metrics.
Students on the gifted tracking receiving restricted access to educational resources such as tutoring because it's perceived as a waste of resources. In many cases, gifted students are not only denied access to tutoring, but expected to serve as volunteer tutors and teaching assistants themselves, effectively becoming a source of unpaid educational labour for the schools they attend.
Students on the gifted track being assigned considerably more homework, often literally doubling their workload in an environment where homework loads are already routinely high enough that kids have difficulty finding time to eat and sleep, simply because you get more measurable academic performance data that way.
The upshot is that the gifted track is often less about fun perks and constant praise, and more about receiving less freedom, fewer resources, and heavier workloads than one's peers, getting strong-armed into providing unpaid labour to the school on top of it, and constantly being told one should be grateful for it – and that's without touching on the fact that the unspoken secondary purpose of many gifted programs is to serve as a quarantine for all the neurodivergent kids the school couldn't find an excuse to institutionalise or expel.
Like, shit, there's a reason kids on the gifted track exhibit elevated rates of alcoholism and substance abuse compared to general student populations. That doesn't arise in a vacuum!
(To be clear, I'm not saying that people graduating from high school and immediately having an existential crisis upon realising they're not special after all isn't a thing that happens, but in my experience that's more usually something that happens to the kids who were on the football team, and reframing it as a nerd culture thing is really weird.)
#school#education#life experiences#honestly i think neurodivergence shielded me from how bad things were#because how can you tell if my ability to churn out a 10 page paper in an evening was mania-flavored or hyperfixation or anxiety?#I sure as hell can't#all I knew at the time was that I had been working so hard for so long in school and I was so tired#but at the time people didn't talk about mental health the way we do now so I was pressured because it was probably a phase#after all I'd always done so well - why would I suddenly have problems?#it wasn't about not being special or anything - i was mentally drained to the point that even being present in class was all I had in me
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Seeing them in RS reminded me how good their dynamic is. I will not stand for Zofia erasure. Zofia is the one who has mentored and supported Maria all this time. Zofia openly shows her care and concern and was willing to die with Maria just so she wouldn't be alone.
#arknights#whislash#blemishine#dlarts#all this historical revisionism saying mlynar was more influential to maria...#you can't even say 'well 5-stars aren't popular' because that's objectively false; there are plenty of 5-star fan favorites#hell zofia IS one of them; but her relationship with maria is vastly overlooked to prop up uncle#what did he ever do for her other than verbally disparage her at every opportunity#maria taking up the name 'blemishine' after mlynar insulted her efforts somehow overshadows every contribution zofia made to maria's growth#obvious disclaimer that i'm not saying he doesn't care but he's sure garbage at displaying it#him hiring toland under the table to protect his nieces doesn't erase how publicly awful he treats them to their faces#perhaps i'm just annoyed at all the 'doting uncle' art ignoring maria's ACTUAL support network#don't we love it when fandom ignores women for a man#oops i ranted anyway justice for zofia whislash
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Lae'zel: *as shown*
Gg: "yes, it hurts. I don't regret it now, but I wouldn't recommend it"
Emps: "Collage first"
#bg3 spoilers#the emperor bg3#greygold#I lolled; very on point yes exactly#No idea if those fancy astral tadpoles are still alive#No idea how to go about safely procuring more available tadpoles#but if the kid wants to be a squid; Emps would sure as hell go out of its way to make the opportunity possible.#Very business expansion supportive; but like willing and fully aware peeps only. Turn that business partnership into a business squad.#can't find the time to install a cat door for Us but blink and there's already a brine pool installed into the base.
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Gordon/Barney/Alyx is really really funny to me conceptually bc it's like, two hot geniuses in their 20s who look at the 40-something smartass who hangs around and go 'yeah that guy. we both want him carnally'
#and they're SO right#half life#half life 2#gordon freeman#alyx vance#barney calhoun#freemance#valhoun#freehounce#idk what the hell their poly ship name is sorry lol#(me. posting about a ship with an age gap on the 'can't be normal about age gap ships' website:#SURE HOPE THERE ISN'T ANY AGE GAP DISCOURSE IN HERE)#this was the first time I've drawn any of these characters in LITERAL YEARS and. wow........#feels so crazy that this was the fandom that got me to join tumblr in the first place (in 2011!!!!) and I used to draw them ALL THE TIME#interests change I guess#but I think I'll always come back to hl and portal occasionally. they're too much a part of my dna at this point LOL#my art#description in alt text#oh my god I just went back through my half life tag and the last time I drew these three was when I drew that freehounce meme LMAOOO#how serendipitious
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"This fandom is so queer friendly!" This fandom literally hates, bisexual, trans, nonbinary, and aspec people but ok.
#text#fandom#fandom culture#“queer friendly” you mean gays an lesbians? because i sure as hell don't see the same friendlyness towards anyone else#bisexual character exists “noooo they were comphet” or “they're dating the opposite sex right now so it doesn't count!!!”#Trans character exists and their story still has to focus on them being gay or else it's not queer or interesting enough#not to mention the sexualization they will face solely based off their trans identity#and the debates on if they're “really” gay or not because of being trans#Nonbinary character or character with complex and nuanced gender exists#and it's all about what their ACTUAL gender is and “I'm just going to use [gendered pronouns] for X because i see X as a boy/girl”#Character uses a specific set of pronouns and everyone decides to toss those to the side in favor of other (gendered) pronouns#under the guise of “nonbinary people can use gendered pronouns too! they are still nonbinaryyyyyyy i prommy”#Aspec character exists and it's “nooo you can't prove their aspec” “I can still ship them because aros can still date”#“Aces can still have sex so I can sexualize this ace character”#“okay but i headcanon them as a different sexuality so it's fine!”#and if you headcanon ANY of these identities? “Nooo you can't PROVE that they are bi/trans/nonbinary/aspec!!!!!”#queer#lgbt+#lgbtq+#lgbtqia+#bisexual#aro#ace#aromantic#asexual#aroace#aplatonic#aspec#acespec#arospec
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personally i think the trope of "said something i wasn't supposed to while high on pain meds at the hospital" only works if it's smth actually incomprehensible. down with this trope. that and the whole "speaking out loud but the narrator doesn't know they are" trope. you should legally have to tag that i think. i know this usually happens for characters that would never admit something otherwise but actually there are a billion reasons someone would admit something they wouldn't otherwise. for example: someone else has a bomb-
#an essay i would never publish#/hj#a fic/book will be going so well and then they rush to this part#and it's like please give me a little more fun#also why is it that they always say this after waking up from surgery or smth like that and every single character is in their room#i'm fairly sure the nurse would be like “get the hell out of here so they can recover???”#like this is NOT a hate post if you like this then that's literally all the power to you#i just think you should tag it so i can't be surprised with second hand embarrassment#i also think it diminishes the impact of the reveal you're making because the character wasn't aware that they were giving this up#and if it's something personal to them then no one ever writes the part afterwards where they have to deal with the embarrassment#or the shame of it#or the fact that they had no control over that and now it's just open in the air for everyone to know#erinwantstowrite#writing
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DP x DC: Homme Fatale
Noun. homme fatal (plural hommes fatals) An ultimately seductive and dangerous man; a womanizer.
On a bit of a Film Noir kick right now, so blame that
Imagine, if you will:
Danny, a private eye in Gotham, ever the hard boiled detective, sitting in his dark office, drinking coffee you could use to tar a roof. The office isn't in a good neighborhood but rent still ain't cheap. He's fixing to get a new case on his desk soon
Enter one Timothy Drake-Wayne, CEO of Wayne Enterprizes. He walked in shirt unbuttoned dangerously low in a suit sharp enough to cut yourself on and bags under his eyes to large to be counted as carry on. Mr. Drake has a job for him, one he wants to keep quite, and one important enough that he's willing to add a couple zeros to Danny's usual rate. This job is a dream come true... almost too good to be true...
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Tim Drake aka Red Robin(yummm) needs plausible deniability on a case tied to his civilian identity and so hires a PI and lays down a trail of clues for him. All the while playing up the Noir tropes to flirt with the cute detective.
why doesn't he just take care of it as Red Robin? Shhhhh... the detective is cute and he's having too much fun playing the homme fatale
Bonus: Immediately after wrapping up Tim's case Kon walks into Danny's office dolled up in a vintage dress, period appropriate makeup done, all to play the part of the Femme Fatale and do the exact same thing Tim did. Does he know Tim literally just did that? Maybe, maybe not
#danny phantom#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc prompt#writing prompt#dpxdc#superbraindead#Noir au#kind of?#Danny is committed to bit at least#and maybe just enjoys playing the part of the hardboiled detective#plus it's easier if he can ask ghosts about certain aspects of his cases#he still has to be decent at his job to prove it#but having a real life hint button sure as hell helps#plus gotham is prime real-estate for a noir setting#and it's just funny to imagine tim best detective of the bat fam drake doing this#just hamming it up getting into the role and being melodramatic#also I think kon could rock the femme fatale look#imagine kon in a dress and tell me he'd somehow NOT rock it#you can't because then you'd be a liar
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ADAM in Hell Is Forever ♫ | 1x01 - Overture
#hazbin hotel#adam#hazbin adam#adam firstman#hazbin hotel adam#hazbin hotel edit#hazbin edit#hazbin#screencaps#photo#overture#song: hell is forever#i've always loved this frame. can't believe it took me this long to make this post lmao#oh hey. guess what took me the longest in making this post. was it finding this shot? was it the coloring? deciding how to crop it?#NEITHER. IT WAS TRYING TO FORCE A GOOD BLUE-YELLOW COLOR GRADIENT FOR HIS NAME W/O AN UGLY GREY IN THE CENTER#BEFORE GIVING UP AND USING GREEN. i knewww it wouldn't work because light doesn't mix like pigment but did i try anyway? SURE DID.
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Confessional... things get complicated when you're a ghost.
@i-am-as-normal-as-you-are asked for, and this is a literal quote, "R!Edwin going to a confessional (full angst)" so yeah... full angst indeed.
#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#edwin x charles#reverse verse#having a sexuality AND faith crisis at the same time will do that to ya#also took my chance to include some other details we have discussed!#like charles going to church with edwin but talking the entire time#and him “secretly” enchanting the croquet mallet#edwin doesn't like it because witchcraft but i mean...#it is useful#it clearly helps charles feel safer#and it has saved them many times surely it can't be that bad?#then again escaping from death is probably a sin as it is but shh#he doesn't like to think about that#just like he doesn't like to think about how him questioning charles' hell sentence is#kinda like questioning the divine plan???#can't blame him for using the lord's name in vain
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