#i say at 1am

[emthetimelady]

Alright I’ll actually get started on writing

[adhd-blurrs]

I'm keeping all my weird rables on here and I'm gonna include me stressin

weird medical problems under the cut (idk if i actually want advice i just need the words out and my boyf already knows everything lmao, warnings in the tags)

I'm giving myself permission to be gross, don't make me feel guilty for it, i know there's no one reading this anyway

I haven't pooped very much today. To be fair I havent eaten much of anything today or yesterday which propbably isnt helping. I ate like an unusual amount of apples recently (re: a week or two ago) also, something I haven't done in a bit so I wonder if it's connected at all?

Here's the thing though, I've got some mild abdominal cramping (I also started my cycle a few days ago, which also came with a UTI hooray) and there's some back pain that im experienceing also. When I have pooped today, its a very small amount and the consistency of a under-blended veg smoothie (fiberous? idk i haven't looked it up to give a descriptor) and I am consistently having discomfort like I would before a typical bowel movement but nothing happens. I try to get up and move around to help a little but it mostly just agitates the ache in my back and the pain from the UTI (specific sharp pain when I take a step seemingly connected to my urethra?? idk it's fucked up though)

I also threw up earlier today? Tbf it was after I was nearly hysterical emotionally, so I chalked it up to that in the moment but that's not something that's happened to me before so I'm skeptical. It also came out as a viscous, greenish-brown, foamy liquid with a phlegm-y consistency? Also something I've never experienced, and I didn't feel better or worse after the fact like I usually do.

basically: i have all the symptoms of an intestinal blockage but I have class tomorrow so maybe some morning anxiety will help me out and I really dont wanna go to a hospital since everything I see says that intestinal blockages are like.... immediate hospital stay kind of deal.... respectfully I don't have time for that so I'm gonna take a gamble instead and see if this goes away on it's own.

[hinamie]

brighter days ahead

[pulsingvoid]

an ever-growing collection

[xxplastic-cubexx]

you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier

[weatherera]

Re-Synthesized

[cool-person-yey]

kill me for this but i love dr stratt. like yes she's an horrible person in a lot of occasions so what. girl saw that the sun was fucking dying and that no one was going to fix it and said " fine. I'll do it myself". committed multiple crimes and the most unethical shit ever. girlboss.

[tempo-takoyaki]

It's maid day! *maid-fication beam*

[vivitalks]

zac pranking the chefs by saying "time for a secret rule, everyone go to a different station" vs zac immediately going "just kidding i'm just kidding" .5 seconds after because he respects them too much to scare them like that.......he gets it

[mellxncollie]

CHARLES ROWLAND in Dead Boy Detectives 1.06

[chiixcat]

Lan Jingyi the kinda guy who would take "Yiling Patriarch" and turn it into "Big Daddy Yiyi" or some shit

Wei Wuxian would probably find it at least half funny

[mirick-vn]

our teacher told us to write an essay about any topic we'd like

sir, prepare to read paragraphs upon paragraphs about asexuality and aromanticism and how platonic relationships are just as good as everything else and not everyone has to have romance and sex in their lives to be fulfilled

[starstruckodysseys]

can you imagine being thirteen and having the world at your fingertips. everyone loves you - why shouldn’t they? you’re the epitome of a good girl, the ideal, the popular cheerleader type who gets The Guy. you giggle and you flirt with the football players and you have sleepovers with your friends (who don’t really feel like your friends but you’re all popular so you have to like each other, right?). you do your makeup and you bat your eyelashes and everything is perfect.

and then you start growing horns. you start looking like the devil - and you might as well be, the way everyone turns on you, starts looking at you as if you’re a freak, a monster. and, well, if everyone’s going to treat you as such, you might as well play the part, right?

so you rebel against your parents (if they’re not lying about that, too). you go out and you buy a bass guitar and you pluck at the strings until your fingers bleed. it’s better than listening to the arguments downstairs. you transform into people you’re not to pretend you could really be someone instead of the shell you are now. you flirt with guys twice your age to pretend you still have it in you, even if it feels hollow. you grin and you bear it but it’s hollow, in the end.

if you can’t be perfection anymore, why bother being anything?

(and then you meet the most wonderful people in your life. and they accept you as you are and don’t ask you to change. but you find yourself changing anyway, because they make you feel like you can be something. like maybe it’s worth it again. and you finally get The Girl. and maybe life isn’t perfection anymore, but maybe perfection is overrated, anyway.)

[favoure]

a lifetime of indentured servitude

used this frame from the mv of "femme fatale" by kedarui as ref for this piece ! just thought that it fit them perfectly orz

[sapphic-agent]

Bakugou stans who hate Endeavor and Endeavor stans who hate Bakugou make me laugh.

Because when you get down to it, they both benefit from the same things: in-universe privilege, narrative advantages, and plot manipulation. Their arcs enable each other in a way, they're both abusers being given more exposure and grace than their victims. They're both constantly being propped and accepted by the other characters despite being horrible people.

Criticizing one and not the other is obtuse. They're cut from the same exact cloth, the issues with their characters are nearly identical. And the focus of both their characters contribute to the overarching problem of MHA; not only pandering to abusers but pandering to those born privileged and who knowingly abused that privilege. And neither had to face actual repercussions without being protected by the author.

The only difference between them is in the literal sense; Endeavor is a worse person morally while Bakugou is a worse character narratively.

They both still suck ass

[xxplastic-cubexx]

this outfit is very important to me