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A Year
It's been a year. It's been a year since I got the phone call that you finally passed on. I handled the call well, but we knew it was coming It's what you wanted, and I don't blame you The car accident left you paralyzed, broken and not even close to the mere shadow of who you were.
It's been a year. It's been a year since my world changed forever. You were here for 35 years, and now I'm 36 and there was no text, or call Because you can't do those kinds of things when your dead And I know that, I'm not dumb But there's a part of me that refuses to see the truth
It's been a year. It's been a year and nothing really changed around me The people I knew didn't know you so why would they grieve? And this made me angry because your gone and no one really cares I have to remind myself, why would they? You weren't their dad You were mine My life changed, not everyone else
It's been a year. It's been a year so I cried on the edge of my bed And I won't like, I've cried a few times since then too Father's Day, Your birthday, you know what days and I can hear you, "Don't be a pussy" you'd say
It's been a year. It's been a year since I started my life long missing you mission statements.
#writers and poets#poems on tumblr#original poem#poem#poetry#spilled thoughts#spilled feelings#punkrocksoapoperas#spilled writing#writing#my writing#spilled poetry#spilled emotions#spilled words#writers on tumblr#poets and writers#creative writing#writerscommunity#writer#crmsnmth#A Year#loss of a parent#grieving#the world doesn't care#i really miss you pop
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BACHIRA TIME — The monster is back! 💛💛💛
#finally i missed you bachira it's about time let's go!#let the monster out#loved how he was still smiling despite having his goal blocked (T△T)#he is so precious y'all#the finale really popped off tho#i'm gonna be having blue lock withdrawal now lol#see you guys back in season 3!#💛💛💛#bachira meguru#blue lock#blue lock vs u 20 japan#blue lock spoilers#blue lock anime#sportsanimedaily#sports anime#mine
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I love amphibia I'm really happy it exists
#this is so random LOL but ive been like going thru lots of phases where im just trying to feed into a latest interest#and when doing so i tend to look back on the stuff ive liked in the last and like.. as im scrolling thru an anne and sprig tag on tumblr#i suddenly had a realization that i havent been feeling sad about the fact that the shows been over for a while now??#idk its crazy to me instead im just having warm fuzzy feelings inside and im just#gah i do miss these goofs but i really appreciate the laughs and the love you showed me. hope u dumbasses are doing ok#also more random thoughts: the 'did hop pop just leave us' joke has been randomly playing in my head for no reason other than me remembering#season 1 and also been randomly reading gf fics and read a crossover one w amphibby and i fucking lost my shit when it reminded me abt how#they fucking played kpop in all in like thags so fucking funny to me all the time for no reason its peak silly
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Currently thinking about Artemis's will in the code at the bottom of TLG and how it really kinda shows how strained his relationship with his dad still is. Everyone else gets something they're interested in or that Arty thinks they'd like (sound system for Juliet, frozen chicken for Mulch, ethical investments for his mother, etc) and yet for his father he leaves only bearer bonds, despite Artemis I trying to move away from a money-focused enterprise and lifestyle as of TEC. Not to mention it's Butler who would know how to disengage all the booby traps protecting said bearer bonds, further highlighting the difference in trust & familiarity Artemis has with everyone but his father.
#artemis fowl#is this comprehensible? idk#i just think they're a fun relationship to explore#and like i get the reasons why the relationship between the two artemises isn't really elaborated on in canon#and why it exists as it does in the first place but still#your son - whom you had a very businesslike relationship with in his young childhood - talks about money when you are returned to him#after being missing for nearly two years. you tell him you failed and want to be a better father and money isn't all that is important.#a handful of years pass and your son goes missing (and is presumed dead just like you were) and yet returns just like you did#barely a year later though while grappling with his actual death and corpse you find out that no actually nothing had changed#and he still went to his grave with the only bridge between the two of you being money with no interest in other hobbies#what a thing for Tim to experience#from an overthinking and reading too much into things perspective that's heartbreaking#we never hear about Juliet's interest in sports cars or pop music yet that was included in artemis's will for her#compared to like beckett who we know likes bugs and slime and how artemis put that in his will for him#so when we get snippets of Tim's other interests (solar powered planes or his bio-hybrid prosthetic or running marathons or whatever)#and yet Arty didn't include anything about those interests in his will for his father is kinda like... huh.#you never really did change your perception of what would make your dad happy did you#and that would've destroyed Tim
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✦ Linger ✦
#artists on tumblr#art#illustration#my art#digital art#digital drawing#my ocs#noah#oc art#You know that feeling when you're touch starved as all hell so when someone does touch you the feeling sticks around for hours after?#yeah that#with a side of Noah running away from what he REALLY wants but can't allow himself to keep#meaning he's then repeatedly shocked to realise he does in fact end up missing Martin every time he runs off#i'm still having a lot of fun experimenting with some new stuff#really happy with how this one came out though#i think i finally nailed that balance between texture and smoothness i've been trying to achieve for a while now#at the core of these experimets is the hunt for the style i have in mind for a future comic project#and i think this is very close to what i'm after#I want to use pop-art elements like these more as well#those bold colourful outlines and haphazard shapes slapped on top of things#messing with gouache on the side is genuinely helping me think differently when i paint digitally which is very neat#loving the process so far and excited to see what new skills i can learn from this
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DBD x Met Gala (1/4): Edwin Payne and Heavenly Bodies: Fashion and the Catholic Imagination (2018)
#oh met gala boards how I've missed you ;_;#ok so Edwin. our wonderful smart kind Edwin.#obvi I went the Catholic route OF COURSE I DID#if it ain't broke don't fix it etc etc#but so ok my own personal theme for this was playing off of Edwin's time in hell PLUS the sin of lust#because I just think it's very interesting that lust almost tore him away from Charles I'm just saying IM JUST SAYING!!!!!#I chose some fun Alexander McQueen collections to go through for this one too#the first being the Dante collection obvi inspired by the inferno and it's a really fun collection so I'd definitely recommend looking it up#the second collection was one called Voss which was inspired by madness and the natural world#the last two pieces are both from 2024 one is a SS and the other is a FW look#the one with the body popping out of the back is a look by Robert Wun for his SS24 collection#and the body piece is from Thom Browne's FW24 collection#both of these pieces and collections are super interesting as well so I'd def recommend taking a look at those as well!#but yeah! I loooove this series so much and it's really fun to dive into it again!#if you're interested I did met gala boards for Merlin and for the old guard!#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#dbd#dbda#edwin payne#dbd netflix#mine#dbd met gala
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To The Moon Minisodes Eva's diary entries
In both of the minisodes if you leave out Eva's diary (so when you don't click on it while playing as Eva) you can later read it when the player controls Neil.
Minisode 1 diary entry:
Neil's reaction is fear, if you try to read the entry again he will say something like: "Nope."
Minisode 2 diary entry:
This time the only reaction is a speech bubble with three dots.
#hey did you know that when you try to screenshot to the moon on steam a thingy pops up#so u cant take screenies with the steam ss function unless ur like really fast#that doesnt apply to the minisodes you cant ss them in steam at all#so this is the labor of my manual screenshotting oh how i have missed you#anyways#i am on my freebird games seasonal replay and MAN#to the moon my beloved#although finding paradise is my favourite entry in the series#to the moon#to the moon minisodes#to the moon minisode 1#to the moon minisode 2#freebird games#eva rosalene#neil watts#gamer hours#did someone do this already? probably#but hey i do this for me and myself only#i missed them sm#the only doctors i would allow to perform surgery on me when i shouldnt cause they're not that type of a doctor lmao
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song :: Tarantula Girl by Violent Vira
minecraft screenshots :: Subz' POV | Vitalasy's POV
video overlays :: ink | blood
flowers :: tulips | dandelions
fanarts :: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 & 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 & 23 | 24 & 25 | 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 31 | 32 | 33 | 34 | 35 | 36 | 37 | 38 | 39 | 40
#blood cw#flashing cw#glitch cw#lsshipping#glitching cw#flashing images cw#mine.edt#vitalazam#pls tell me if i missed any credits or warnings thank you#also if youre one of the ppl included in this edit but you ddidnt want to be pls tell me aswell#i just kinda scoured the tag so i didnt really read anyones bios#spoiler alert for my vsz week day 7 art lol#i mean itll be out in like 4 hours so it doesnt really matter lol#i actually didnt wanna use it but it fit so eh#also i didnt know tumblr had size requirements#it doesnt really matter that much cause if you make it pop out or download it the side bars disappear but still#shipping tag
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Loki: god of foreshadowing
Bold can be skipped if you know me from my main since you likely already know this: My mom and I are both witches. We work with Loki, amongst other deities, and most of our deities prefer what I call "direct communication." AKA we get thoughts that aren't our own, words, images, that sort of thing, and we know it's them. This is important context.
So, Loki has been emphasizing a theme of shapeshifting in my + my mother's life lately. Like, we'll be talking about something, and whenever they can one of us will get this quiet "shapeshiftiiiiiiiing" stage whisper in our heads. Sometimes we'll both pick it up, but usually it's whoever it's relevant to most at the moment.
The thing about this is... uh... we figured out why.
Long story short, turns out my mom is otherkin too. She's a polymorph, but specifically a gryphon. (Not sure if she's more of a gryphon who shapeshifts, or a polymorph who's got a few favorite forms and one of them is a gryphon. I keep forgetting to clarify.)
But wait, there's more! /ref I don't have a single draconic form. In fact, whereas I thought I had one and then maybe two (one for land and one for the ocean) I... probably basically had a bunch of traits to pick and choose from as I so pleased. Mix and match. Also, mimicry. Like a cuddlefish or octopus. The reason that I have (privately, I haven't posted about it) been struggling to figure out what my draconic form looked like is because... well, there's no one answer. It looked like whatever the fuck I wanted it to look like.
So yeah. UPG, Loki is now the god of foreshadowing to me.
#I started to say “what the fuck warn a guy first”#and then Loki just “I FUCKING DID THAT'S THE WHOLE THING” without missing a beat#sir you weren't here a minute ago#they really just felt that I was so incredibly wrong that they had to pop in just for that XD#witchcraft#witchblr#loki deity#loki devotee#pagan witch#paganism#deity work#me tagging the non otherkin tags hoping they don't bite lol#otherkin#alterhuman#dragonkin#nonhuman#otherkin blog#otherkinity#therian#otherkin community#amphithere kin
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The Puddi Shrine
#Animal Crossing#Hatoful Boyfriend#Tru Puddi#The year is 2024 and I'm still praying to Puddi#Dotty's moving out on my BIRTHDAY and I'm just really devastated about it#She was probably planning my birthday party... she's my best friend#I'm letting her move because this is the first time she's ever considered moving#And she said she was finally pursuing her pop idol goals#And I know that's just Things Peppy Villagers Say but LIKE#IT GOT TO ME#New year new you you go for it Dotty#I'm gonna miss you so much girl#Have fun out there... see the world#I'll be watching for you on TV#Praying to Puddi for her success
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Happy birthday to the stinky idiot !!
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#tokyo ghoul#tg#kaneki ken#ken kaneki#uh yeah bad news#exam week + the wifi at my house is down this week out of nowhere?? so i can't really post#but i managed to bust this out at least since i didn't wanna miss the silly day :))#i'm not sure what really happened tbh?? originally the plan was happy kuroneki just smiling and being happy it was his birthday :)#and then uh. then it turned into shironeki. and now he looks a little more Unhinged (wow it's just like canon)#but that's okay he deserves it i think. as a Treat#also don't ask me how i managed to color like that i think i got possessed mid-drawing and it made me pop off???#i am Never going to be able to recreate this orz#anyway happy birthday neki !!! you are a little bastard /affectionate
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i think we should collectively go back and (re-)discover the joy decorating and customizing our phones or phone cases by adding stuff like fun stickers & sticky gems & googly eyes & those little charms you can loop through your phone (some cases actually have holes for those loops, you could also use them for armstraps) etc etc. the possibilities are practically endless
#phone cases are fun#pop sockets are a step in the right direction#i just miss this specific kind of personal expression that i used to see everywhere when i was younger#i customized the shit out of my phones#recently i've been adding stickers to the back of my phone case and that's been fun#i do need to replace them sometimes bc they're cheap but i'm sure you could really do some cool stuff with more high-quality decorations#add some protective coating to make it last longer#idk it just seems so fun
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Is adulthood just yearning for the things that happened over a decade ago every decade that passes you by
#I miss the 2000s and early 2010s there I said it#okay but watching how things change over the course of 20 years after being alive for 27 is really fucking me up#the passing of time is FUCKED UP#I miss early minecraft and kingdom hearts#I miss the old youtube#I miss 2000s cartoon network commercials#I miss the avengers movie 2013#I miss the early iphone and early memes#I miss leroy jenkins#I miss the old harry potter before JKR went complete idiot#Yeah you read that right#I will confess that#the movies were just different tbh#I miss vine oh god I miss vine#I miss gravity falls and steven universe#I miss when schools were safer and you could just hang out wherever#I miss people making fun of early dubstep and 2010s pop music#I miss when the fed government was actually not insane#I think we peaked in 2015 after obergefell v hodges (gay marraige legalized all states)#and then everything just fell apart#I miss pokemon XY#I miss the Wii and the 3Ds#I MISS AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER ERA#jesus christ that was probably Nickelodeon's magnum opus
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SLAY QUEEN you have a phenomenal taste in music 💅
#thank you!!!#my taste is pretty all over the place honestly#i’ve been really into my sadboi pop punk playlist lately#there’s so much new new i’ve been missing out on#like the silent planet/invent animate collab was probably the first new release i listened to since rosie dropped#and we all know how much a simp i am for some sp#invent animate is real dope too 🤩#they always popped up in my counterparts radio 😅#i will take any music recs all day everyday#except country and like mumble/tiktok ‘goth’ girl rap#those are not my jam 😅🙏🏻
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man this sucks. also my whole head hurts. why is that a side effect of crying. UUUUUGH
#I popped some advil or whatever and half-watching the new defunctland video#also it sucks that the literal years I spent pre-grieving him as he got old didn't really help#not that I earnestly expected them to#but I guess that's proof that letting the future control your emotions ks a check you never get to cash#god. I'm just gonna miss him. he was my little guy.#I'll be okay
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Favorite songs from DISCO by Kylie Minogue?
Hiiii bestie!!!! I'm actually not a huge fan of DISCO... 😬 BUT i have a few favs.
Say Something (extended) is my all time favorite kylie song! It's so cinematic and euphoric. I love the choir, I love the compounding cheers and the building of the "say something say something!" chants in the final chorus, it's soooo liberating on every listen. It feels like it belongs as the ending credits to an action movie 🙌🏼
I don't think the album is bad, but I listened to Tension before i heard DISCO and it's just so much less impressive by comparison imo.
Have you listened to DISCO at all? 🤔
#I also like Miss A Thing quite a bit and I enjoy Magic but that's really it.#i can't remember if it's DISCO or Fever that you didn't like....#I feel like you'd really like Tension or Rhythm of Love.#There's not as much variety on DISCO as Tension which is the album I prefer.#mutuals#spaceytingz#There are songs on DISCO that feel like lesser versions of Carly Rae Jepsen songs.#Last Chance even has the EXACT same hook as Disco Sweat and her song Dancefloor Darling feels like a less cinematic version of Disco Darling#Idk. I guess Carly Rae just spoiled this type of disco pop for me lol.
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