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you are still responsible for your behavior! hope this helps ✨️💖💞
i didnt say i wasnt! hope this helps 🫶🫶🫶
#personally in that post i was referring to telling someone before committing to be with me that i have bpd and i will be very clingy#and need reassurance constantly. and if they cant handle that they should leave now bc i have bpd and will continue to have it#and when i was clingy and asked for reassurance (shocker!) they told me i was exhausting and annoying and unloveable 🫶#disorders dont necessarily make actions ok. its an explanation. it doesnt make any wrong you’ve done suddenly a-ok#but i can see how it could come across that way in that post.#bpd#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd safe#bpd blog#borderline personality disorder#like i explained to you!! how i would be!! just cut me out in the beginning it wouldve been so much easier#also with bpd. emotional dysregulation is like the thing of all time. i literally cannot control my emotions#ofc if i hurt anyone i’ll apologize and try to make it right bc i was the one who hurt them#but also what did you expect i told you im insane and emotionally unstable 💀#zinniask
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I was wondering who kipperlily was reminding me of, and I finally remembered last night—ocean from ride the cyclone. as in, yes, these morals are fucked but also this is a child. it is the moral duty of the adults around her to foster better morals and traits like compassion and empathy. I can’t blame her for being so primed to be taken advantage of; that being said, if/when that influence is removed and if she is given a chance to change, that is on her.
in a meta sense, brennan has established that there is a difference in the teenage villains he creates, and the vast majority of them are not pure irredeemable evil—they were influenced/groomed into their role and given external support/the ability to be free from that and change, they take it. how I’m seeing it, that’s being set up for at least a few of the rat grinders.
#d20#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fantasy high junior year spoilers#fhjy spoilers#I could see there being some narrative beat similar to the one w ruben-seeing the scared pre-rage version still in there#also while I’m here-yes ideally klcp should’ve been referred out for intensive help and all that. but following that logic of actually#caring about mental health then at the very least most of that school probably needs some level of routine appts. Not saying that’s bad!#but jawbone is only one person with most of the faculty gone and while hes doing his best he doesn’t have the clinical training someone irl#would have-much less to say whether that infrastructure even exists somewhere like elmville. idk it’s complicated and not done yet so I dont#feel comfortable preemptively assuming what morals or values the narrative is promoting. like the morals of tgp s1 vs s1-4 are similar but#Vastly different in the actual ethical minutiae and how much the premise has been developed and elaborated on#can you guys tell my finals are over and my brain is finally turning back on 🥳
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my absolute fave thing to read in punkflower fics is lovesick puppy hobie brown
cool-as-a-cucumber hobie overthinking miles' every move, leaving lingering touches on him, longing glances thrown his way
certified BAMF hobie hanging by a doorway or window just a second too long before leaving miles
"skinny-hot" hobie refusing to believe someone as ✨️cool✨️ as miles would be into someone like him
badass punk hobie just yearning and pining and practically draping himself all over miles in desperate attempts but then pulling back all scared when anyone even hints that they should get together
god, i need pining lovesick loser hobie like AIR rn 😭
#mine#punkflower#spiderverse#can yall tell i am Not Normal rn#COOL HOT BADASS FUNNY HOBIE JUST!! *clenches fist* JUST!!! just fuckin swooning#like a victorian lady whenever miles does Anything#i mean do yall SEE the way he pays attention to and looks at miles in the movie?#i am unwell. i will never be able to emotionally recover from this#just... god. i love it#hobie brown spider punk just trailing after miles#joking with him and wrapping him up in all of the clothes he can manage to bring#practically screaming silently for miles' attention at every moment#showing off a lil bit when theyre swinging#dont get me wrong hobie is a very very cool guy. when miles isnt there#miles: shows up#hobie: immediately turns into the worlds biggest clumsiest clown to ever exist#miles: smiles#hobie: crashes into 2 walls a telephone pole and falls over a fence#bonus points if miles literally has zero clue the entire time#bc like obviously miles KNOWS hobie is ridiculously hot. this is canon#but SURELY someone like hobie has nooooo interest in him whatsoEVER right guys? …right? ahaha#IDIOTS the both of them#idiots in love#this is a trope i will never tire of ever#also the skinny-hot comment is a reference to the official atsv script#LOOK IT UP IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY#it is filled to brim with homosexuality and plenty of funny ass lines of miles being jealous#but miles my boy. my baby boy#look at me#you need not be jealous of hobie. YOURE the one in the middle of the love triangle NOT GWEN
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early seasons cuddy is so gongeous
#house md#lisa cuddy#like more gorgeous than usual somehow#i need her so bad#i spelled gorgeous wrong on purpose#please tell me someone gets the gongeous reference#she’s my wife#she’s my sugar mommy#lesbian posting
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You know who Tommy reminds me of that it was bothering me sm that I couldn’t place it but then I remembered this scene?
Rick from Casablanca
Like Tommy says this to chimney verbatim in that one scene
He calls buck (his love interest) “kid” just like Rick does to Ilsa (his love interest)
Even personality wise something about it fits like the cool guy exterior, the struggle to be good,the sort of air of unphased energy if you get what I mean, etc
Anyways that got me thinking and if the bucktommy break up is something bittersweet like Rick and Ilsa then I would love it:
HE EVEN DOES THE MOTHERFUCKING CHIN GRAB^^^^
Like imagine this if buddie does go canon instead of Rick letting Ilsa go for the greater good of the world/politics
#my old movie obsessed ass back at it again just when you thought my reign of terror with the it’s a wonderful life references was over#911 abc#eddie diaz#911 fox#evan buck buckley#911onfox#I mention bucktommmy so do I tag that? I’m not sure someone advise 😭😭#buddie#911#tommy kinard#evan buckley#also just realised some people may not know the context of Casablanca or it’s famous break up scene#so ilsla is married to victor who’s a political fugitive fighting nazis but she thought he was dead at one point so she gets with Rick#she finds out victor is alive and leaves Rick#she never told Rick any of this#she shows up with victor in ricks bar victor needs to escape cos Nazi shit#that breakup scene is Rick telling her to go to victor because she’ll regret it if she doesn’t and that they’ll always have Paris (aka the#time they had together)#911 spec#911 speculation#except it’s crack and I’m pretty sure exams are rotting my brain and I’m speaking nonsense#god I love Casablanca
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Decided after thinking I could draw Tremolo from memory to actually try it.
#yugioh go rush#ryugu tremolo#a deer draws#the rule only applied for the lines#i'm not that advanced#can i vent about the references for a second?#srs they have been causing me so much confusion in all my earlier drawings#you can play “spot the difference” and you will actually find them#hint: the two i'm talking about are in the first image#and then not everyone has references like the brothers do????#why do i need to look into episodes to find the proper eye colour of a certain glasses wearing furniture and providence fanboy????#why do i need to check episodes to get the proper colour of the crescent in a certain blond commanders eyes????#someone please tell me i just have not been looking hard enough...#anyway#there is more to come this week
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Because I am lazy with reinventing stuff I have been looking at some fallen angels (mostly Watchers because there is a list) and it's so funny to me that there is/was an angel around to "Cure the stupidity of men" Like thanks I need no more
also there was one guy which bascially was a constellation myth for Orion and he and Azazel(/Lucifer/Satan/whoever pointed Eve to the apple) were punished by hanging out between Heaven and Earth...forever or a long time but that got me to think...this would mean that (insert name of whoever tempted Eve in YOUR specific texts) is also a constellation, and if it's Lucifer it'd be the Morning Star which from what I remember either refers to Venus OR the brightest Star in the Sky aka Sirius aka part of Canis Major aka the constellation right next to Orion Fallen Angel shenanigans in the Sky? it's more likely than you think
also smth smth them being turned into Constellations and humanity using Fallen Angels, aka the givers of forbidden knowledge (you know..like reading and stuff) to navigate smth smth
#txts#look i know this is an overall...mix of many canons#not all bible#but i always associate that stuff with the bible bc thats my first introduction i got to this kinda God and his cohort#its still part of christianity and judaism afaik#but i think it was part of different books#.....i think even B.C but i also think some stuff referred to Jesus#but that might have just been Abaddon whose canon goes beyond a name and title#good for them#or them as a place#or them as dirt digger#or them as witness of jesus rebirth#i'll stop there#i enjoyed digging through greek myths as a kid#this tbh brings the same stuff out again#bc you can just see the connections people have made#and how they explained the world and happenings around them#by making up a lot of funky little guys#and telling stories to teach societal conventions#or sometimes just to make smth cool up (also good)(maybe not for historians but hey)#so anyhow i am absolutely imaging Samyaza(insert 20different ways to spell his name here) getting plopped up there#and Az/luci/satan/whomever at this point just going 'First Time?'#as they both just have to hang out around there#does it make sense? not rly#but neither does texts describing Azazel as someone distinct from Lucifer#or him as both a place AND a fallen angel#and sometimes the same one as Samael#bc these texts are fucking old and from various places and cultures and ever shifting depending on what was needed#so in this one canon(my headcanon)...this exists now
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trying to write this essay while maintaining at least a facade of academic objective voice is ridiculous, actually
#i give up at this point anyone who would write an essay on this has to be stupidly into it#so what if you can tell i have a parasocial attachment to pete wentz#Lu rambles#lftos essay#literally trying to write this is like. how many words can i get away with spending on the details of what the fandom largely refers to as#‘’the best buy incident’’ and should i just quote the fob forever piece which already explained it more effectively than i ever could#like. idk. maybe i’ll cite it anyway but also do my own explanation for background on hum??#also i need someone who isn’t into fob and who doesn’t know anything about them to beta this like i have a couple of paragraphs#that idk if they would make sense to someone who doesn’t have all the context i do#so… i’m thinking on it. i won’t let my mom near this one though lol#maybe my sister in law??#idk anyway just spitballing
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i love seeing how much paratext i can fit into the tags. read my footnotes boy
#violet originals#postposting#like that's its own statement right#and then i come down here and tell u everything i was thinking about it#like i just made a post where i put some non organization tags on it for fun as a fun reference#but also it helps clarify the original statement in a less committal jokey way i can have a little fun with#so i start thinking about all that and i get the hilarious original idea for this post and i think abt those tags#but it's only available to those first people who see my original post as it was made#not reblogged#someone can screenshot those tags but they aren't necessary to understand#but they don't add to the post itself just elaboration that isn't really needed#and they aren't all visible at first bc u have to hit the button to see the rest#so my extra little thoughts are there for anyone to see but ull probably wanna see them more if u know me a little through online#but mostly i thought it'd be funny to make this kind of post and then just let the tags run wild bc that's what the post is about see?#do u like all this extra clarification or would u rather i have just posted the post#or nothing at all#or put these tags in the post#bc that could make sense but the original text of the post is to be shared around and 'related to' by other Tumblr users who do the same#so it can't be too long but i need to say all my thoughts about the subject or ill explode and make another post or reblog a comment#so it's all down here instead where it's optional and i can just kinda say what im feeling without feeling like i have to funny it up#i should probably read house of leaves#idk is that related i only have a tiny idea of what that book is but it seems related somewhat#umm#hi :3#kisses u with tongue#adds tags to this later bc im silly :3#hi char hi io#the two people who will probably read this far now lmao
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#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Crackship#Teisel#Meme#I am on a roll with these lol#I knew adding Teisel to my list was only a matter of time#I am a weakwilled individual with one fatal flaw#Anyway (lol)#ZEX really has his work cut out for him with Teisel haha - it's very fortunate he's so determined and enjoys a challenge 'cause otherwise!#Teisel is hard to pin down - I mean Other Than That lol - he's an interesting guy :0#Rough around the edges and a family man ♪ And if I get to draw long hair and big muscles then all the better hehe#And he has a cute nose! He has the bridge of the nose thing that I like so much!! Yes!!#As for the rest of him - hm! I've only had passing thoughts up to this point and getting into his head is...Something lol#It's well done to be certain it definitely Makes Me Feel it's just hard to ascribe a name to that Feeling just yet#Needs a bit more time to tumble smooth I suppose lol#One thing I know I like because it makes me sad - lol - is ZEX projecting some of his feelings about DAX onto Teisel - unexpected!#It's extremely interesting how despite his deep abiding love and fascination with Otherness he's gotten increasingly homesick#Finding things charming about humans that remind him of VUX! You can tell he's a bit desperate for the familiar :'0#So isolated from even himself ah 💔 Hang in there ZEX!#At least he has some fun distractions hehe ♪ New things to learn and consider! Teisel keeps throwing him curveballs!#Both of them circling each other like ''? Isn't it your turn?'' lol#They both come off as aggressive in their own way and then swing-and-a-miss lol#And then there's how Teisel frames him as far as age goes - or really how everyone does pffft#It is So funny to me every time anyone refer to ZEX as ''old'' now that his age has been more or less established - at least pointed at#The fact that he might not even be in his human-equivalent 50s what is this who this lol he's not old! And Max /definitely/ isn't haha#He is the slightest itty-bittiest willowiest little twink y'ever did see pfft#I have been waiting to use that meme template for someone for ages I am so glad that I finally got the chance ♪
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every time I remember no hot ashes/bad wolf I just. oh my god. ROSE TYLER AND MICKEY SMITH AND THEIR LITTLE FAMILY OF MISFIT FRIENDS </3333
#I love them so much???#also if shareen costello is in any of the novels I NEED someone to tell me NOW#I did a full like liveblogging to my friend when reading rose and part of me thinks I should've done it here but oh well#also wow the novel got me to like mickey smith sooo much?#I didn't really care about mickey honestly before I read it#mickey smith I'm so sorry u deserve the world </3#he's so sweet????? I'm dying#guys you gotta read the novelization of rose if you haven't it's fantastic#plus we get a jimmy stone segment/reference which you know I was frothing over#loveee to learn more about rose's past always and forever#OH MY GOD I need to make a separate post about rose herself actually MY GIRL#I'm on my knees fanfiction writers PLEASE read the novels. they add so much to these characters#rose tyler#mickey smith#doctor who
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art doesn't need to be a competition but fuck do i need to judge myself. i need to be the best in the room. if im not. then what am i.
#silly little bear chatters :]#little me being the only one who did art and getting praise for it must have done something because now i see someone else do art and#i get defensive in my head. like i am better than them i have to be better than them#i get competitive in my head and it sucks especially around class spaces where i can observe others#ALSO THE FUCKING THING FROM MY PREVIOUS ART TEACHER DIDN'T HELP. SHE DID NOT NEED TO PICK A BEST STUDENT AND TELL SOMEONE#im still an ass over that cause the guy she said was the best was really good at copying things but i never saw him#draw something originally (as in not copying an image)#i kinda wish i saw him draw without something to reference since he once told me he learns by seeing how things are done and mimicry#anyways stupid rant i really shouldnt be critizing people so cruelly or at all critize respectful and with permission when it comes to art#THE THING IS THAT THE PERSON TOLD ME THAT THEY THOUGHT I WAS THE BEST SO MY STEAD JUST BECAME HIGHER AND HIGHER#i do not deserve praise though i crave it
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man does anyone else just constantly forget neji died?? i was rewatching the war arc and got to it like HUH OH YEAH like i remember shikaku and inoichi more than him because i just didn’t like the writing for his and repressed it too much so now whenever i see any reference to it my brain blue screens for like 20 seconds straight
#it simply does not compute#like don’t get me wrong im into tragedy and well written character deaths ALWAYS get me#but idk i just thought neji was a poor choice if you HAD to kill one of the konoha twelve off#not that i WANTED any of them to die but i do think someone else would have been a better option#or killing off more than one would have balanced it better#and then it was also just how it was crammed between all the other big events so we had to rush past it#shout out to the fillers always knowing naruto deaths aren’t striking hard enough and giving the dead characters more significance lol#can always tell someone is about to die when the fillers start giving them all the meaningful moments rip#idk though even the folllow up grieving and references just didn’t add enough#plus how it kind of just contradicted the main goal of the series idk#i just don’t like it so my brain is just like what death???#probably would stick better if i ever rewatched post war or if i watched boruto though#but i dont so i continue to relive the ‘wtf why :/‘ every time i remember it lol#naruto shippuden spoilers#naruto spoilers#?????#does anyone need that tag???#idk i added it in case
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i think cis people should no longer be allowed to make commentary youtube videos about Lilly Tino
#like YES i agree that the kurt cobain thing is fucked up and that she shouldn't be telling managers about accidental misgendering#but today i saw someone reacting to her say:#her trying to teach young kids (4-5) about transgender people is inappropriate because they dont need to know about that and because they sh#ouldnt need to worry about misgendering other kids#(she also said this about pronouns when lilly talked about pronouns in a 'teaching kids' way)#that it's creepy to refer to your genitalia as food (she was on tiktok and she couldve like gotten banned or something if she had been sayi#ng vagina)#that she shouldn't talk about her bottom surgery in public#that her making a video about thinking GWEN STACY is trans is weird#like the kurt cobain one definitely is but?? this was just a woman saying 'hey this character is probably trans :)'#she said that spiderman is a kid's thing so people dont need to be projecting onto characters#and she also said that lilly is part of the reason people are queerphobic (the creator is also queer btw) which is just.. not true#people have been doing this for years before lilly babes!!!!#anyway. just my two cents. either react to without being transohobic or dokt react at all#note: i am not endoring lilly or anything i just think that maybe people criticising her should be. trans people.
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y’all have no idea how much i need content of roxanne and minion bonding and being in-laws from guide to defending your city
#i need to hear roxanne and minion refer to each other as ‘my sister-in-law’ and ‘my brother-in-law’ or else#let me see minion being happy he has someone other than megamind to talk to and listen to whatever he has to say#let me see minion telling roxanne stories about megamind and roxanne getting to learn more about her bf#let me see them make inside jokes with each other and laugh at megamind who doesn’t understand what they’re laughing at#let me see roxanne and minion being chaotic little shits together!! they deserve it!!#megamind being happy to see his girlfriend and best friend getting along#even if it isn’t shown i want at least mentions or implications#let me get that delicious delicious found family!!! dreamworks knows they a master of that trope!!#megamind’s guide to defending your city#roxanne ritchi#minion#megamind#boba babbles
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i think that i might've posted about it before but i <3 all the little -ler blogs on here. i'm being so fr. nothing clears my skin more than seeing a -ler blog answering questions. i love you guys please keep making silly little -lers.
#actually can someone make a silly-ler#i guess that's just canon onceler...#anyways. i can't remember who said this but they were like “y'know someone should make a chocolatier-ler” AND.#hoo boy let me tell you#i've been listening to you've never had chocolate like this from Wonka (2023) a lot recently#(it started out as a joke and is no longer a joke)#and. every day i beg for chocolatier-ler to become real#i thought about doing it myself#op said to take the idea and RUN#but the issue is. i cannot draw#and i do not cosplay#so. how would i run a -ler blog.#so anyways if whoever came up with the chocolatier-ler idea is reading this THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE I THINK ABOUT IT ALL THE TIME#uhmm anyways this post was inspired by bigger-ler#i love all -lers equally but some are more equal than others or whatever that line from animal farm is#uhmmm i have my own -ler ideas bouncing around but once again. i do not know. how i would go about creating that#i remember the sock puppet -ler and i think that was crazy creative#shoutout to sock-ler i miss you#ALSO I'M SCARED OF INTERACTING WITH OTHER -LERS YOU ALL SCARE ME...#like. i have no business being a -ler owner#i am genuinely so afraid of collaborative activities because what if i do it WRONG#like what if i roleplay WRONG y'know????#anyways. this post is dedicated to all the -ler blogs out there and their mods#please i litchrally love the -lers so much idk what else to call them#i feel like there's a term that my elders would know#bc i see reoccuring tags like “lerkimpails” AND I'M LIKE WHAT IS A LERKIMPAIL... WHAT DOES THAT REFER TO I'M SORRY I JUST GOT HERE#i need someone to gently hold my hand and explain some lore to me i feel like#idk what this turned into#ANYWAYS#-ler mods keep doing your thing i'm your biggest supporter
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