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tonight a year ago i was living my best fucking life
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#becauseβ¦ we wrote one idiot π!!!#I guess wp and nbs just learned that black ppl have our own National anthem and are of course spazzing tf out#justβ¦ write one?#yourselves??? if this is such a big deal like kskskskskl#thereβs no arguing with racists but this is still funny#I saw a few black folks not know about it but they probably either went to white schools or arenβt from America so they missed out on#having to sing lift every voice and sing for 5 days a week 8 years straight#I only sung it for 7 since my 8th grade teacher didnβt care if we did it or not#I just didnβt feel like standing up sorry and Iβm sure her lazy ass didnβt either thatβs why she didnβt care lmfao#no wait I did do it for 8 years because my mom made my teacher hold me back in 3rd grade πΏβ¦. so#crying#you can feel the antiblackness roll off of that βsβ#rambling
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okay but sarah celebrating tommy every year for motherβs day
#who needs a mommy when you got a tommy#the first time shes does this its preschool teacher mariaβs idea#shes four and mothers day is coming up and its usually a hard time for her so joel lets maria know just in case she has any behavioral issue#miss maria is like π«‘ i gotchu#she makes sure to emphasize to the kids that families are all different#they spend every day of may leading up to mother day reading books exploring diversity in families and talking about what mom really means#that it doesnt have to be the person who had you in their tummy or a girl or even a person we call mom#for example miss mariaβs real mommy wasnt so nice growing up so miss marias TRUE mommy is just her daddy and her auntie rose#because those are the people that loved her no matter what and kept her safe and taken care of and fed#thats all mom is#it just means someone thats there for you every day and loves you and cares for you#someone who is one of your favorite people and who would say the same about you#all the kids go around and say who they think are their moms#mosy say some iteration of βmommyβ and βmamaβ or βgrammyβ#but then baby ellie says βtess and auntie marleneβ#and baby sarah says βuncle thommyβ#one of the other littles says βdaddy and miss mariaβ π#and they all make heart cards for their mommy firgures#they cant write or really read anything but a few letters yet#(even though hyperlexic baby sarah does have pretty incredible letter recognition for her age)#so they tell miss maria what to write on their cards and then decorate with oil pastels#sarahβs says dear uncle tommy thank you for being my mommy you are so funny and i love when we play horsey and princesses. happy mommy day#when he picks her up at the end of the day shes like HI MOMMMMM all giggly and hes like ????? hi???? whats this???? OPEN IT OPEN IT OPEN IT#and when he does and read it he literally drops to his knees to hug her and cry#because theres really nothing more precious than his little angel his baby his best girl#thats tommys DAUGHTER DO YALL UNDERSTAND??????#miss maria watching them from the cubbies like: godDAMN theyre so cute#the next day tommy brings her a oat milk chai from her favorite coffee shop as a thank you because it meant a lot to him and shes like ????#how did u know???? and hes like my brother and you ran into each other there last week yeah? he told me abt it i asked for your order#and shes like π₯Ήπ₯°π« thanks
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Happy (belated) Birthday to the voice actress of some of my favorite characters!!!!!
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#artists on tumblr#fanart#tadc#tadc fanart#joel g ena#ena art#ena#ena fanart#the amazing digital circus#Lizzie Freeman#i missed it by like a day im sorry π#i don't really watch anime (except dungeon meshi my beloved) so i don't know most of her characters but she shines in every role i've seen#wow i just realized i haven't posted ANY digital circus art so here's my first time drawing pomni online lol#are these too many tags or a normal amount#gooseworx#pomni#tadc pomni#pomni fanart#ok i'll stop tagging this now#btw im so sorry if it sucks idk how to draw real people π
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Welcome back to another episode of βwhat accidental fandom reference made me cry today??β
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Random radio station: Andddddddd weβre back! Itβs MIX FM Live, bringing you todayβs hits! Iβm Rob, and this is Joss, which is short for Jocelyn by the wayβ
Me, a Person of Interest fan: *sobs*
#I wish this was fake#it hit me like a freight train#I no joke started tearing up in the car like??#gurl. itβs been yearsssssss#why you cryin π#anyways I love Carter and I miss her every day#person of interest#poi#person of interest spoilers#poi spoilers#joss carter#πΆsong singsπΆ
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Gonna try and FINALLY start the GX season 3 rewatch later so look out for me to start liveblogging again tonight π
#listen I've had stuff going on or have just not been in a headspace to have the energy to liveblog#BUT DAMMIT I HAVE TO FINISH REWATCHING THIS DAMN SHOW AND SEASON 3 IS MY FAVORITE SEASON SO GET FUCKING READY#I miss jimothy so much I need to see hiiiimmmmmm πππ and best girl shirley I miss herrr ππππππ#and jaden your boyfriend is coming home soon I'm so sorry π#I'll probably throw it on after dinner so we'll do the first 3 or 4 episodes this evening I SWEAR#I stg I have been trying to get back to GX for EVER but every time I'm in the headspace for it something comes up and eats up my entire day!#TODAY IS GOING TO BE THE FUCKING DAY I STG#abby rewatches yugioh gx#abby's just rambling don't mind her#yugioh gx
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originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins
#origins smp#i heard theres been like three failed origins revivals WHAT EVEN HAPPENED i was only there for the first oneπ
#beeduo#otubbo#oranboo#beeduo fanart#i rewatched some origins streams a little while ago oh my god theyre SO FUNNY#DUDE DOES ANUONE REMMEBER THAT ONE STREAM I COUDLNT FIND RHIS ONE STREAM#IR WAS LIKE THE ONE WHERE TUBBO WAS SINGING SUGAR BY MAROON FIVE and they were being really Funny thay shit h#ad me CRYING in 2021 Please i swear this happened imnot crazy but also they might have been separate streams actuallu i dont rememebr its#been wayyyyyyy too long#BUT IT HAPPENED I PROMISE Sorry i've been gone for a while ive been very busy lots of Things going on went to Six flags then jad a surprise#bday party then i had to buy shoes for prom then Go to prom and also i do figure skating and am out like every day idknt have Time im sorryβΉ#had a crepe yesterday it was sooooo goood im like learning to drive too that shit is boring as hell my dad kept gettign π bc i couldn't stop#yawning DRIVING IS SO BORING its not my faultππππ#ok what else ohhhh. y god i locked in SO HARD for this physics essay u guys dont even knowim getting ONE HUNDRED on that trust i just really#wanted to share ok i love you bge#WAIT ACTUALLT SORRU IM LIKE REMMEBERJNG THE ORIGINS STREAMS K WAYCHED#RANBOO WAS SO FUCKING FUNNT IN THOSE STREAMS TOO LIKE I REMEMBER NIKI WANTED TO SEE THEIR BASE and tubbo was like ooh maybe we can put like#water down here for you niki we need a water system and ranwas like Do we though?I WAD WAYCHING THAT .LIKE DAMMMNNNNNN OM LIKE GIGGLING WRIT#ING THIS RIGHT NOW I CAN HEARTHE CLIP HE DID NOTTT WANT HER IJNTHEIR BASEπππππππππ#I NEED TO FIDN THAT STREAM WHERE IRS LIKE TOMMY AND JACK A D FHEHRE LOKE TALKING ABOUT DUOS AND THEN JACK SAYS THE MOST OUT OF POCKET SHIT I#VE EVER HEARD LKKE I LITERALLU HAD TK PAUSE. H PHONE AND BURST OUR LAUHJIMG MY JAW WAS ON THE FLOORRRRR DO U GUYS R EME ER WTF IM TLAKING AB#OUT IDK HOW TO FIND THESE STREAMS Oh my god u really Had to be there early 2021 that was liye the funniest era of mt life i wlild be#Tearing up from lauhjimg every day I MISS WAYCHING STREAMS LIVE CHAT WAS SO FUNNY I wishe it was archivedI WISH MORE STREAMERS KEPT CHAT ON#SCREEN i defiently understand why most didn't like Wyd when chats annouing ad hell but also Me 3 years later is interested in what the pub#lic had to say.... ok Now bye
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Blue Bloods finale things/spoilers under the cut that I wanted to yell about:
β’ Jamko parents!!! Parents!! Oh how far they've come π
β’ I'm going to miss Eddie Janko so damn much, that's my girl.
β’Jack and Erin getting married!! They finally got their happy ending. And the looks on their faces at dinner as they decided to keep it to themselves was just so ππ
β’ Danny's face when Henry tells him to find his person to come home to. He already knows.
β’ Danny Reagan! Asking Maria Baez! On a date! And her saying yes! He doesn't need to go look for his person because she's right there besides him. And the look on her face when she agreed!!
#blue bloods#jamko#jerin#daez#eddie janko#i'm going to miss so many of these characters so fucking much#crying over jamko on tumblr gone midnight I suddenly feel like i'm 18 again when I literally just turned 25 yday#I expected jamko parents and we knew that jack and erin were back together but getting 3/3 for my ships? blessed#jerin getting married again feels so right. their chemistry is unmatched#(the way jack looks at her. I get it.)#and then danny asking baez on a date took me out#the implication that he thought about what henry said for a few days and all his thinking led him back to maria because she's his girl.#and he just knew he had to take that leap.#(It's fine i'm going insane over here)#i am a bit miffed that we won't actually see anything beyond him asking her out and it was slightly open ended#but considering that we knew that danny didn't want to act on his feelings bc he didn't want to risk the pain of losing her/her getting hur#the fact that he asked her out was hugely significant#the fact that he specifically said it was because he had been thinking about what henry said to him is making me lose it#they obviously hang out outside work anyway but this is Different. you could tell by how almost nervous danny was π but#she was right there with him. as she always is. they're partners in every sense.#and baez knows it too!!! the look on her face!! danny will tell her one day what it was that henry said and she'll Know.#god I am going to be thinking about them for the forseeable#3/3 on my ships and a good ending on a series finale is so rare for me#anyway i've been watching this show weekly since like 2014/15 and had watched it before that with my dad#so it's so strange that it's ending. it's one of the first shows that i've watched week in and out for donkeys years that is ending and it'#gonna be odd to not have that show in my watching list anymore#shut up g#(good god sorry about the tags I had to get that all out)#if anyone actually read any of that and still wants to come yell about these things please do :)
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#alune are you kidding me look at her#tbd.#iβm drowning in msk weβre in lab every day it makes me sick πππππ#i miss yall so badβ¦β¦
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-`. ππ ππππππ πππ.
ππππππ ππ @carrionsflower and @leviiackrman to post a few tunes from my on repeat playlist!! ty ty!!!!!!!
πππππππ: @galvus, @griffin-wood, @queennymeria, @jendoe, @grapecaseschoices, @keilumennura, @unholymilf, @florbelles, @lavampira, @leondaltons, @fragilestorm, @alltoowelltv, @marazhaiaezyrraesh, @socially-awkward-skeleton, @carlosoliveiraa, @celticwoman, @shellibisshe, @marivenah, @perpetuagf, @arduath, @envergothash, @quickhacked, @katsigian, @theviridianbunny, @gortash, @bloodofvalyria, @gwynbleidd, @faerune, @shadowglens, @mrdekarios, @risingsh0t, @cloudofbutterflies92, @kyber-infinitygems, @nokstella and you!!!!!
β πππππ: shuffle your βOn Repeatβ playlist and list the first 10 songs.
πππ ππππππ β taylor swift.
πβπ ππππππππ ππππ ππππ β alt blk era.
Π―Π΄ (ππππππ) β erika lundmoen.
ππππππ β nina utashiro.
ππππππππ β billie eilish.
ππππππ β tate mcrae.
πππππ (ππππ πππππ) β megan thee stallion, spirit box.
ππππ ππ ππππ β odetari.
πππ β ic3peak.
πππ ππππ β joseph trapanese, percival schuttenbach.
#only if you want to!! <3#leg.tagged#leg.txt#TY TY AIRIKA AND JESS YOU DEARIES YOUU π₯π€§β¨ this was so fun to do!!!!!!! <3#cythiacore is the archer and she wrote that song about her ik this taylor told me π₯β₯οΈπ₯΄πβ¨#yelling that every song is from a clown playlist they have ye olde brainspace all day all the time xkxjhxhx love that !!!!!!#I AM SO SO SORRY IF I MISSED BESTIES i was on mobile for this π₯π please take this as ur tag!!!!!! β₯οΈ
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I wish we had a whole literary universe following succession a la Star Wars books. I want a succession section in my local bookstore. I want vignettes and side character expansion from ghost authors galore. I want more Shiv Roy. Please for the love of god give me more Shiv Roy.
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The zero-waste shop is closed on Sundays and Mondays, so on Saturdays I have to make sure to buy plenty of vegetables, but today I have an additional plan. I dig my little cloth bread bag from the kitchen drawer, because maybe, just maybe, there'll be some vegan croissants left. They have them sometimes, but often I'm too late.
I see the sign before I've even parked. "Vegan pastries" and an invitational arrow inside. I quickly lock my bicycle and rush inside.
"Are there any vegan pastries left?" I ask, and when they assure me there are still a few, I pull out my little bag and add, "You're not going to believe this."
As I carefully pick out my preferred pastries - one croissant, one chocolate roll, and one cream-filled pastry covered with chocolate - I chat to the cashier about the lack of pastries not involving animal exploitation and suffering.
"It's the one thing I really miss," I tell her. "I hate that I can't just walk into the bakery or the grocery store and buy vegan croissants."
"Same," she says. "We've been noticing an increase in demand, so we have them twice a week now, and more than we used to!"
Music to my ears.
#vegan#vegan food#zero waste shop#zero waste#pastries#croissants#honestly it was fate or something#they were so good#i even told her about recently telling the vegan discord that if there's one thing I miss it's pastries#anyone else? π#like we have excellent pastry culture in my country#the cream-filled one covered in chocolate has been my favourite since I were a child and is a staple that I have especially been missing#usually vegan pastries are croissants and cinnamon rolls#so I was very happy to find my childhood favourite veganised!!!!#I'll put a picture in the comments#one day one day please one day we will have access to vegan pastries easily please#writing#my writing#a story every day#18 may#2024
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thrilling sequel to my poll from back in January
#I wish I was kidding about the eulogy one. I really wish I was#decisions decisions. who to chose#the people I actually likeβ¦?? or the people who like me?#these are so stupid I love making them.#bbge polls#bbge.text#more info on each#bc I want to yap abt em#1 - PLEASE return my callsβ¦ this girl was so kind and gentlemanly and we had suchhhh awesome chemistry#she goes to an Ivy League so it could be sheβs just hella busy w work not ghosting me#I hope itβs that I really liked her :β)#2 - I actually did ask him out. kinda indirectly . and casually. too casually bc now neither of us have brought it up again#he makes me so happy to be around π it makes me kinda emotional#heβs just likeβ¦ sHOCKING and endearing and never the same#I love him unfortunately no matter what. as a human#3 - SAME FOR HERRRR OMG :( my beloved.#no one has ever been kinder to me maybe.#βBritishβ is a downside here bc that means v long distance and . also bc I thought it would be funny to count as a point against her lol#we met during the summer and I miss being around her every day#4 - OKAY. we TOTALLY have chemistry and NOO ONE has acknowledged it. but itβs THERE every time we talk.#and Iβve never really had that w somebody before in this way idk π«₯#I accidentally referred to her as my βpartnerβ when our party members were teamed up together to do something and it was probably FINE but#it sounded so romantic I got embarrassed asf#she can probably tell I like her I donβt think Iβm slick ππ#and I feel like she might like me too? or we just get along real well Iβm not sure#bc we get along like. REALLY well#5 - I stare at her all the timeβ¦ she is stunning. she writes great poems. soft spoken in this incrediblyyyyy endearing way#I worked up the courage to talk to her n get her number for WEEKS!!!! and then. nothing lol#6 - heβs a great conversationalistβ¦ and I know heβs singleβ¦.. but he also likes Quentin Tarantino like. abnormal amounts idk#shit . Iβm out of tags. for the rest uhhh use ur imagination bye :)
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yeah I'm not gonna talk abt it am I...
#well thats okay. eventually itll come up naturally. and if not well. it doesnt make me feel very okay. but its not a big deal#and i guess ill meet ppl in the future who will curate a different idea of me and maybe therell be fewer misunderstandings#<- coward who CAN communicate to save their life but not in any lower stakes situation for their happiness n quality of life#we <3 repression n insecurity. maybe if i keep digging at the corner of this bit of the labyrinth with my spoon ill get out someday π#anyway.. theres my daily vague vent post got it out of my system#wanted to do it earlier but ended up not having much time after work n then called friends which was nice :^)#also i never have signal at work these days.. my boss has said shell get me on the staff wifi tho cuz i do need it for work reasons#its rare to need it for work purposes bc we all use work pcs n stuff anyway and not rly supposed to use mobiles in the lab#but yeahh.. god i have so much admin shit to sort out also gotta text family back before i sleep i forgot to earlier#its all good.. also my memory foam pillows turned up so i no longer have to steal my roomies extra one for my neck pain <3#ik she was missing it... not to sound like a creep but it was nice that it smelled like her a little. just familiar innit#we're always around each other so its just what being home smells like to me.. listen i have a sensitive nose πβοΈ#if we were a lot closer i would ask if i could sleep in her bed while shes away but we're not so it would come across sooo weird..#and i would feel rly weird abt someone sleeping in my own room without me there. well maybe not actually. as long as they werent snooping#<- guy whose mother used to go thru their shit all the time n struggles to not feel paranoid and distrustful when it comes to privacy#was thinking recently my ideal living situation w a partner would be separate rooms but we still share the bed sometimes#but not every night bc im a sensitive sleeper... but we can switch bedding so i can still smell them if i wake up in the night alone#like how new mothers trying to get babies used to cot sleeping each have a cloth or blanket and swap every night#so the baby is comforted by the blankets smell and sleeps more peacefully.. and momma finds it easier being apart from the baby too#sorry this is getting gooey and weird my meds have been wearing off the last couple hours im so sleeppyyyy π#well.... maybe everything can wait until tomorrow..... bed is calling..#goodnight everyone muah#.diaries
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ok i get that people will have sex in some weird places both irl and in fiction but when a show has two characters trying to fuck in a hospital i cannot suspend my disbelief whatsoever bc when i was in the hospital any time my heart rate went Slightly above average a nurse would be in my room within minutes, if they've got a character hooked up to a heart monitor they'd notice that shit immediately
#and i was just. watching an exciting twitch stream#i laughed too hard once and it alerted them π#i kinda miss the heart monitor thing i had it was basically like a little battery pack i could carry around everywhere#so i could walk around the hospital without needing to call a nurse to unhook me#i miss that hospital tbh it was really nice everyone was nice and it was clean and surprisingly really comfortable#had previously been at another hospital having the Worst hospital experience of my life#and then got transferred to The Nicest Hospital Ever. just down the street#like yeah no I'm not surprised Everyone flocks to the nice one and the other one is usually empty#they had like. really good food??? like real meals?? the kind of shit you'd get for lunch before they Destroyed public school lunches????#and they like. actually listened when i said my symptoms were getting worse and talked to me calmly and clearly#if they couldn't help me at that exact moment they explained why instead of just rolling their eyes and leaving the fucking room#one of the night nurses would bring me crackers bc i kept sleeping through mealtimes and I'd get Badly panicky when that happened#the nice hospital is the ENTIRE reason i have meds that WORK ON ME FINALLY and i feel better both physically and emotionally#also my first ever therapist works at that hospital now??? ππππ i saw her with Bad amnesia so i barely recognized her but hi latasha π#she's nice she was a good therapist i just stopped seeing her bc i aged out of the minors therapy program i was in#latasha brandy and latoya were the only good therapists I've had so far i miss them every day#esp brandy she was just a fun butch king
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oughhhh new boss hasn't even fully taken over yet but she seems so incompetent π¬
#also has no respect for anyone else including some of the lovely old ladies who have worked here 30 years#disrespected my mentor :(#also wants me an my other co teacher to come back to work some day(s) in the next few weeks to work unpaid overtime#just to set up the classroom the way she wants....#which is traditionally the lead teacher's job to do if she chooses#i think she's genuinely so delulu that she thinks it's gonna be fun girls night bonding time or something#like girl i am not coming back after hours to work for free lol#anyway every change she has tried was catastrophic today but she wouldnt even admit that most of them don't work π€‘#then she left at 3pm for me to deal w closing while the kids lost thier marbles bc she fucked up naptime then didn't let us keep them down#so they literally got a half nap today but she didnt care bc she was off in an hour anyway#ugh#she's gonna be insufferable i know it π#my co teacher was begging our current supervisor who hasnt fully left yet for advice on saying no to the unpaid overtime#im so sad she's leaving fr π#she doesn't even want to go but management is evil and dumb and moved her to pre k bc another teacher lied abt her :(#i got her a nice care package tho#i was going to wait for the new boss to be off shift and go home before giving it to my current one at end of day tomorrow (her last day)#bc i didnt want her to feel unwelcome or weird or anything#but i don't care now actually π#i want her to know we love sarah and are going to miss her#and she has to live up to that#bc currently she's uh...not lol
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