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fave lyrics from oldies station?
i've said this before & i'm gonna say this again: oldies station is the equivalent of you're on your own kid, but for clikkies. my relationship with this one is super weird tho, because it wasn't my favourite at the beginning, but then one day it just hit me so hard that i started sobbing at the bus stop and i feel like i'm a totally different person now. it's the song that totally fucks you up but also gives you so much hope and honestly i will be forever grateful for this one. it's also worth adding that tyler said he wrote this one for us, fans. i just really hope this one's a part of clancy tour setlist.
in a season of purging things you used to love everything must go
then before you know, you lose some people close forcing you to manage your pace found your capacity for love and tragedy embracing how things always change
add some years, build some trust you start to feel your eyes adjust when darkness rolls on you push on through (look, i am trying really hard not to quote the entire song here)
you don't quite mind how long red lights are taking push on through your favorite song was on the oldies station push on through you have it down, that old fight for survival push on through you're in the crowd at her first dance recital push on through make an oath then make mistakes start a streak you're bound to break when darkness rolls on you push on through (ok look, the bridge of this song hits different when you listen to it while trying to cross the road and all you get is a series of red lights, i always smile through tears when this happens and this happens very often)
#look i don't know#i might be crying now#this song is just so special and the thing is#it gives me so much hope and it makes me cry every single time but in a good way#i feel like this song healed my broken soul#it's everything#i love you so much oldies station thank you tyler joseph for writing this shit#it's one of my favourite songs ever#if you can't see i am clancy*
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me: not comfortable enough to tell my mom outright that I use they/them pronouns, only giving her clues and just not hiding it, hoping she’ll catch on
also me: vibrating with euphoria because she referred to me on Facebook using gender neutral language and they/them pronouns
#I might be crying now#I really need to get it together and come out officially#i just get so worried and try to tell myself it doesn’t matter#but it so clearly matters to me how she sees me#anyway#sorry for rambling into the void#meg mumbles#not spn#gender euphoria#coming out#non-binary#queer affirming moment#love my mom
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pick your battles
#my art#my stuff#art#comic#original art#pride 2024#pride month#trans allegory..... or not even allegory. just trans .... ^_^#i technically cannot come out yet but i don't think the people who i need to not see this stalk my tumblr#i know they stalk everything else like my twitter and my instagram but this might be safe#so fuck it we yap. this is a comic about picking your battles#this is a comic about how for almost a year now everyone at home in singapore has been crying about my sore throat#my terrible fucked up voice. my you know. etc#i came out as not cis and using they/them pronouns in 2015 when i was 14#but no one ever used my pronouns. none of my classmates or friends even up until i left for college in 2020#from 2020 onwards every year i wrote an angry vulnreable essay about how much it hurts that they dont remember#and people would dm me apologizing on their hands and knees and commending my bravery#and then forget about it all over again. id ont mean 'they misgender me and then catch it and apologize and correct themselves'#i mean they dont even get that far#and so you might ask yourself: why have you kept them around all this time?#and i would have to explain that by pure bad luck i grew up in the most conservative close minded community#that all of my ex classmates that stayed in singapore are cishet and upper middle class and chinese singaporean#that i Am the trans person. that they were able to ignore me for a decade partially because there was no one else#so this is a comic about how there is dignity and grace in staying in the closet sometimes#about how not everyone deserves to see you at your happiest. about how some people can go fuck themselves#you know your truth and THATS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS!!! YEAH!!! i love you
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Oh Hobi. He looks good with that hair. What is it with these men and looking even younger with a shaved head. I'm going to miss him.
#I might be crying now#again#I'll go back to denial soon#17th of October 2024 is so far away#at least we'll have Jin back a few months before so maybe he'll make us all laugh during that time#this is weird because I know what mandatory military enlistment is#our country has it too#the men in my family has gone through it one way or another#and currently my cousin is going through it too#and it's no big deal#but when my emotional comfort idol does his enlistment#I'm a mess
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Prompt 113
“I seem to have been taken hostage.” Batman’s words almost had Superman panic if not for the wry tone, a tone which the others didn’t know if their freaking out was to go by. Clark sighed through the comms, tired after battle and honestly wanting to go to bed now.
“I’ll be right over, what child has latched onto you now?” He asked while switching to a more private channel.
“I can already hear you making fun of me…” Wha- Oh. Clark bit his lip to keep himself from laughing as he took to the air. “They appear to be a pair of twins with…”
“You gotta’ say it Bruce, you gotta’,” Clark couldn’t stop the chuckle when he saw his friend on the top of a building, cape curled around his form in a way usually reserved for the robins.
“... with dark hair… and blue eyes…” That was it. Clark absolutely lost it in laughter.
#dcxdp#dpxdc#Danny & Ellie fell into this world during an invasion were very scared#Latched onto the first semi-ecto contaminated person they found#Bruce gives off slight ghost vibes and feels safe so they aren't letting go any time soon#Could be Superbat might not up to yall lol#Batman is just staring down at the small children who have latched onto his leg and are crying#Look the man is a dad and a hero and isn't going to leave the kids there#It's also highly concerning when he finds out they're not in the system#And their DNA is only half human with the rest being... something who knows#Apparently he's adopted a pair of half aliens but that's not going to stop him#“I could take them if you need-”#“No they're my babies now no takes backs”
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Transparent little PS2 DMC3 save file Ladys for you. Mwah. Use as u please
#I might do the dmc2 Dante and the dmc1 Trish too….#we have dmc3 special edition which has fucking. Arkham SO I DIDNT KNOW THE NORMAL SAVE ICON WAS LADY. SHES SO CUTE#she’s so cutes so charming so darlinggg.#now see her cutes.#From left to right top to bottom it’s 200x200px; 100x100px; 360x360px#SHES LITERALLY SOOO CUTE. can’t get over this#lady devil may cry#lady dmc#dmc3#dmc#devil may cry#devil may cry 3#dante sparda#Ps2#low poly#transparent#gif#DIDNT MAKE HER. Just cleaned up a gif
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i drew this like a month ago and i am TERRIFIED to post anything on here but ive been convinced
#joshua graham#edward sallow#sallowgraham#im so fucking scared to post man i think i might actually cry#fallout new vegas#fallout#fnv#caesar fnv#fucking wild this thing has become my magnum opus.#im miserable#everyday i rethink the actions ive taken that have lead me to the point i am in life now#i feel like this is to blame for most of the bad things that have happened to me in the past few months#my legacy is nikocado sallowgraham#and i dont think i can ever recover from that.#my life is ruined. i am an artist forever haunted by his past.#anyway i still let out a giggle everytime i see someone reblog this again#i take it back i NO LONGER giggle whenever i see someone reblog this.#i hate it. this thing is a MONSTER.
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the song of humanity will continue to be sung
#vash the stampede#trigun#trigun stampede#he means so much to me he means sooooo much i love him so much asfuahghdsgnkdsgk#VASHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#i posted it on twit but i was REALLY dreading ep 11 bc i figured that vash might cry#but instead he screamt into agony in which i cant even rewatch the episode#bc the va did such a good fucking job in conveying that terror and grief and guilt and it fucks me up so bad#vash makes me sad in EVERY adaption but stampede is like#we've only seen him be kind. he's just nice. he's serious and he's nice and he's kind. he treats everyone with so much delicateness and care#and the only time he raises his voice is for the protection of others and warning them#and now he's rung the wranger and i now have a hammer to knives' side#not even trying to be dramatic its just been awhile since a character has mattered to me in this kind of way#ruporas art
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#WE'RE TRYING IT AGAIN#no typos this time and notifications off from the jump#original tags:#I might actually cry. what do you mean I canonically get to be a mortalitasi and it's not something I just have to RP in my head#but also A CROW??? being a crow feels like an unattainable childhood dream that apparently is now very real#watch my boring ass be a grey warden again though 😭in war - victory. in peace - vigilance. in death - sacrifice. 🫡 and alla that#BUT THEN... downtrodden and cynical yet ever hopeful whirlwind shadow dragon romance with neve....#da4#poll#da:v#dav#dragon age: the veilguard#how tf do you tag spoilers for this game#da4 spoilers#there you go#dragon age
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2/2 Don't have remorse. For I had none.
#persona 5#persona 5 royal#shuake#akeshu#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#my art#might also make an analysis post on my own art later#mandatory 2/2 comic now im officially part of the shuake fans#this is the comic ive wanted to make the longest but i kept crying
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THEY CAN TAKE HER IN FOR SURGERY!! AAAAAA
#actually literally sobbing right now#we might still lose her on the operating table but#we get to TRY to save her#sorry i havent gotten back to anyone today ive been waiting for the bad news#and instead i get a little bit of hope that we can save her#when the vet said she has to get her in for surgery ASAP i almost dropped my phone bc I thought. I really thought. we might just#not be able to save her at all#but the fact that we get to try... man!! im crying my eyes out
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Jon in mag 39: I don't want to become another mystery, I refuse to become another god damn mystery!
TMAGP: .......
#I JUST NOTICED THIS I MIGHT CRY#HES A MYSTERY NOW#AND NOBODYS GONNA HEAR HIS TAPES#THEY WERE ALL DESTROYED IN BOTH UNIVERSES#ILL SOB#the magnus archives#the magnus protocol
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A few interesting parallels in the SoC duology that I don’t think I’ve seen anyone talk about yet
(Analysis/discussion of these parallels/quotes may come later if anyone's interested)
“These creatures were made to be weapons” - Jarl Brum on Grisha, Six of Crows chapter 35
“He looked like what he truly was: a weapon” - Jesper Fahey on the Khergud, Crooked Kingdom chapter 36
“Welcome to the Hellshow” - Kaz to Nina, Six of Crows chapter 6
“Welcome to the Ice Court, Nina Zenik” - Matthias to Nina, Six of Crows chapter 34
“Is this a play?” - Alys Van Eck “Yes love, and you’re the star” - Jesper Fahey, Crooked Kingdom chapter 8 when Alys is taken captive
“What was this but a play Kaz had staged, with that poor sucker Kuwei as the star?” - Jesper Fahey on the auction plan, Crooked Kingdom chapter 36
“he looked like a priest come to preach to group of circus performers” - Inej on Kaz’s appearance in comparison to the rest of the Barrel, Six of Crows chapter 2
“started to preach” - Inej on Kaz leading a coup against Per Haskell, Crooked Kingdom chapter 27
“Whoever he had become, Matthias was not going to shoot someone unarmed. He'd not yet sunk so far” - Matthias Helvar, Six of Crows chapter 29
“I am unarmed” - Matthias Helvar, Crooked Kingdom chapter 38
"I didn't even know the rules of Makker's Wheel" - Jesper Fahey on his first night gambling in the Barrel, Six of Crows chapter ()
"He knew his guns better than he knew the rules of Makker's Wheel" - Jesper Fahey on the concept of aim and its relationship to his life and his zowa/Grisha abilities, Crooked Kingdom chapter 36
“a tiny voice inside him said he should offer to take the drug as well […] maybe he could have helped to draw the parem out of Nina’s system and set her free. But that was a hero’s voice and Jesper had long since stopped thinking he had the makings of a hero” - Jesper Fahey, Six of Crows chapter 44
“Matthias gave you the remaining parem, didn’t he?” “So?” “[…] I can’t let my father down again. I need the parem as a security measure” “No” “Why the hell not?” - Jesper and Kaz in discussion about the auction plan, Crooked Kingdom chapter 30
I'll probably be back to add more, feel free to add your own as well
#prepared to cry every time the unarmed quotes come up omg#and i love parallels we all know that but also#another thing from chapter 36 that we do not talk enough about#'it's not a gift it's a curse' but when it came down to it Jesper's life had been full of blessings#His father his mother Inej Nina Matthias leading them across the muddy canal#Kaz even Kaz#with all his cruelties and failings had given him a home and a family in the dregs when Ketterdam might have swallowed him whole#and wylan#wylan who had understood before Jepser ever had that the power inside him might be a blessing too#like this quote????????#it's so underrated?????????????#in fact stay tuned because now that I'm thinking about it it's probably about to get its own post#six of crows#crooked kingdom#grishaverse#jesper fahey#leigh bardugo#kaz brekker#inej ghafa#wylan van eck#nina zenik#matthias helvar#soc meta#six of crows analysis#kanej#wesper#helnik#this has been in my drafts for months and months and months literally just because i couldn't be bothered to find the chapter references lo
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I love you - lee jihoon
(drabble - fluff + slightly suggestive)
Jihoon and you aren't one of the couples who can say I-love-you's easily. You rarely say it in those words in fact. But there are little I-love-you's in the small things you do for each other.
Jihoon knows there is an i-love-you when you stay back at his studio all night long so he doesn't sit alone to complete his work, even when you are really tired.
Jihoon knows there is an i-love-you when you bring him meals so his studio and practices and sometimes even shoot sets to make sure he is eating enough and healthy.
Jihoon knows there is an i-love-you when you hug him comfortingly after he comes home from a long and tiring day, cuddling him and staying in comfortable silence just how he prefers on some nights.
You know there is i-love-you when Jihoon doesn't go to his studio one particular day because you were sleeping soundly on top of him in the morning
You know there is an i-love-you when Jihoon thanks you for every meal you make for him, even when it tastes awful sometimes
You know there is an i-love-you when Jihoon stares at you like you are the prettiest thing in the world, even if you are in messed up hair, bare face and unwashed pajamas.
Sure there are verbal I-love-you's too here and there. Sometimes you exchange wooahae's while texting. It started with you teasing him at first, and then he did it back because he had to, until it became a habit to always say wooahae before ending any text conversation.
You know you always hear Jihoon mumble a small love-you right before he ends calls with you. He always says that, but he's so shy about it. You'd tease him about it, but you're afraid he'll stop saying them, and it's too cute to be stopped like that.
He softly whispers an I love you while getting down from his orgasmic high, slumping on the bed beside you. It's always when he takes you properly and romantically in bed instead of studio quickies. There are more feelings to it when he's fucking you in bed, the way he holds your hand, mumbles soft praises for you. And then ends with a small confession of his love in your ear. You kiss him, usually, mumbling an i-love-you-too into his lips.
But other than that, it's rare for you two to actually say I love you to each other, just like that.
When you say though, it's more magical between you two. Maybe that's what makes it special, and both of you still blush about it years into your relationship.
It happens on your anniversary, when Jihoon takes hold of your hand gently and kisses your knuckles, telling you how much he loves you.
It happens when you were coming back from a trip to the ice cream parlour late night, stopping in the street to gaze up ah the beautiful stars. You look at his pretty face, and tell him how much you love him, and even when you can't see so well in dark, you know his neck is reddening.
He tells you that he loves you ever so softly when you sleep beside him, in your barest and trust form, only gently wrapping your arm over his torso. He hugs you closer and kisses your forehead and mumbles it again, and cherished the moment when you cuddles back to him, asleep and unaware of his confession.
Whether in words or action, you two always let the other know of how much love you have.
#so i might have started crying a little#why did i write that#i feel so soft no one talk to me right now#svt smut#svt x reader#svt#seventeen#svt fluff#seventeen x reader#woozi#woozi x reader#woozi fluff#woozi smut#woozi x you#jihoon#lee jihoon#jihoon x reader#lee jihoon x reader
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Prompt 169
Danny is from a world where everyone has wings, even if most have long since lost the ability to fly. Something about loading and aspect ratio, wings being too small, body too heavy, now mostly used as display, whatever.
It doesn’t matter even if he had blueprints from when he was like six of a jetpack to help fly. It won’t work anyway and hey, he has his ghost form! Which uh, might be perhaps, affecting his wings which were maybe sort of scorched black and practically down to the bone thanks to the accident.
It doesn’t matter, he swears. Though he’s admittedly relieved to see the new feathers growing in are different from Dan’s angry sunset. Even if they’re not even supposed to be able to grow back. Alright, this is fine, no one is going to notice! It’s not like everyone knows about the poor Fenton kid whose wings were absolutely destroyed thanks to an accident! It’s fine.
He’s not flying in a half-panic towards the Far Frozen while crying because his wings are coming back and he’s so scared. He didn’t panic and instantly fled the moment Jazz pointed them out while changing the bandages.
He definitely didn’t trip over something while wiping away said tears and blacking out from all the stress and all of his problems that he definitely mentioned to someone and isn’t keeping a secret. Definitely.
Hawkwoman and Hawkman would like everyone to know that neither of them were expecting a very small child to be spat out of the villain of that week’s machine that should definitely not be a portal. A very small child, maybe nine or ten, with a multitude of concerning wounds both old and fresh. Which isn’t even beginning to touch on the wings.
Feathered, like baby down despite the gnarled scars, unlike their own metallic, with the beginning of tiny specklings like stars amidst the darker fuzz peeking from the wounded flesh.
Who?! Who dared?! It’s (at least to the forever reincarnating duo) a literal baby! They still have down! Tiny baby fuzz! Was it the portal?! Oh this villain is going to taste their maces for causing this if that’s the case!
The rest of the Justice League would honestly like to know what just happened and are honestly unsure on if they should stop the two…
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompts#wing au#Shayera & Carter: THAT IS A BABY#Danny who is still very distressed when he wakes up: I don’t know what’s going on & might start crying at any moment#He got brought to the Watchtower#Y’know what make it where his world is similar to a Flashpoint timeline & that’s why JL never came#He has no idea why he’s tiny and just wanted to go to one of his caretakers#The League is trying to figure out how to get this kid home but also subtly asking how his home life is#Danny: Oh I guess my bio-parent’s house is dangerous but my caretaker’s homes are really cool and safe!#The JL now think this child is in foster care of some sort in his world#Danny does nothing to dissuade this assumption#Honestly it’s really freaky for him to see people without wings & maybe clings to Hawkwoman & Hawkman#Look their wings might be metallic but at least they have them & he can actually recognize their body language#How can anyone deal with not being able to express with wings?!#Even if his were completely scorched from the Accident he could still move them and such!
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date night with dan and phil <3
#dnp#dan and phil#phan#daniel howell#phil lester#thought of this and had to make it but now im crying#love them so bad#<33#sorry I was trying to make sure the pics weren’t ginormous and cut off phil’s head in the iom one oops#yeah ik there might have been a friend present in some of these but tried to keep it to ones ik was just them#pics
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