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V2 is a silly little guy to me. Dramatic above all else. Ooooh there's my predecessor I should totally do a cool slide and disappear as it walks out the door. Which may also scare V1 whos on edge from this empty mission. Ooooh I want to fight V1 I should crash through the window so I look badass.
Ah fuck I got beat and my arm stolen. I'll escape and train going through the layers of hell, following V1, learning its attacks, training and practicing specifically for this fight. I made an all new arm to use until I get my old one back. I'm gonna sit in this pyramid on this throne and wait for V1 to come to ME. And then I'll absolutely demolish V1 and have my glorious moment of success
Ah shit things aren't going to plan but it's fine its fine, I'll slide down the pyramid to escape and then I'll use the Whiplash to reach the exit near here, it's the only way out and V1 doesn't have anything to grapple with so I'll be fine and recover for our next-
#its like past 1am and im ph so sleepy so i may not be wording this right but yoy get what i mean?#i think v2 likes to seem cool and mysterious and powerful#and wants to prove itself as a capable fighter#edit its actually closer to 2am now#i may not be thinking right either#i am open to characterization criticism as im reather new ro thr game but this is what im gathering#i was going to draw a comic but um. um. uh. no thank you actually
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(You gently drop the flower in their open palm, and act like nothing out of the ordinary happened.)
(Loop does, too.)
#in stars and time#isat#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat spoilers#<- technically ? kinda sorta ? a follow up to an optional dialogue ? im being cautious on this one i think#this was originally going to be a 2 parter with a punchline butttt#i wasnt liking how i was drawing the 2nd part so it is scrapped for now#but i do like how the first part came out so now it gets isolated :]#speaking of#one of my dearest friends (squid)#proceeded to#show loop the drawing#then get THE DAGGER CONVO#right after seeing this dialogue for the first time ASFADAS#they also then started doing the a4 versions of the friendquests#needless to say was prob not a good time for either involved that loop#but yeeea the 2nd part may happen later and will be sillier(?)! but not now#OH also those who sent asks... i will be getting to them soon i promise!!#i needed to gather my thoughts properly. and also not start revealing an entire hand immediately!#anyway thats the tag talk YIPPEE !!
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silly next gen thoughts 👶 (inspired by a comment! no one asked for a whole post, but i took the excuse to brainworm 🤣)
#akia art#olba#baxter ward#olba mc#we skipped the wedding and went straight to children lads#altho iirc baxter's opinion on parenthood isn't an 'enthusiastic yes' right#i don't think it's a no either but ur mileage may vary on the narrative direction of (discovering they want kids after healing) n such#i'm usually kind of ambivalent#but i've convinced myself that the dev wouldn't create a reluctant parent LI in a game w a wedding endgame and picket fences#partially bc i've gotten attached to these fakemon LMAO#if spiderverse did it why not!!#also iykyk re: xaylor xwift
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31 December 2024
Last post of the year! How strange. Feels like 2024 has just started when really, it's coming to an end. 2025 will bring a BSc diploma and (hopefully) the start of my master's degree which I still can't believe but also I know it'll happen sooner than I could imagine.
Today: preparing for my molecular pchem final and for the next instrumental analysis test (the last one on electrochem!! Phew 😮💨)
#my anxiety has been showing up lately uninvited (how rude)#so i think 2025 may also bring the return of the therapist#but we'll see#either way ill be all right bc eventually everything turns out all right :)#mine#op#studyblr#chemblr#studyspo#study motivation#chemistry#stemblr#sciblr#study
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HAPPY!!! BIRTHDAY!!! UNDERTALE YELLOW!!!!!! It's still the 9th where I am so this still counts right guys right guys right gu
This silly little fangame. This silly little fangame man
I genuinely do not have the words to express my love of uty so I drew this instead and made myself cry several times while doing so in hopes that it gets the message across well enough
Long story short AGSUSGH. I LOVE YOU UTY
#uty#undertale yellow#uty starlo#uty ceroba#uty martlet#starlo uty#ceroba uty#martlet uty#uty spoilers#undertale yellow spoilers#fun fact i had two projects due today#one of them was this#and the other was a project in my human geo class worth like 40% of my grade#i think i made the right choice#also kinda unrelated but i almost didnt get EITHER done bc i got a shit ton of funky rubiks cubes recently#man i love those little things#i may have been a little distracted for a while#also shoutout to jarvis johnson i watched like all of his videos while i drew this#obtuses art
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you ever think about how edwin got like. no warning, no time time to process, nothing, when he reappeared on earth faced with the fact that virtually everyone he knew in life is dead. his parents? probably died in the 1950s or so (at best) almost forty years prior to edwin’s return. if any of his classmates were still around, they’d have been elderly, possibly senile, and in a few years they’d all be gone– except, of course, edwin. nothing looks the same, cars look like spaceships, there actually are spaceships, he can no longer see the stars, and everyone he knew is dead.
#he may be dead too but he’s certainly not gone. he’s a lingering relic. something lost to time#that’s some existential dread on an incomprehensible level#like. he meets charles quite soon after returning from hell and it’s implied he’s pretty much just been haunting that schoolhouse in that#time right. so I seriously doubt he’d have visited– let alone even Found– his parents’ graves. I wonder if he ever did that with charles.#maybe charles providing him enough emotional support to feel like he could handle it.#I know that he wasn’t close to his parents in life– nor was he close with anyone that we know of– and yeah I think that’d definitely make#things a bit easier in certain ways; he never felt like he belonged in his time/place in life or amongst his family or peers#so being displaced from all that wouldn’t feel like losing very much#in a way#but… I mean still#and he inevitably would have those lingering thoughts of what could’ve been–#yes he could’ve died in the war and his life likely wouldn’t be very fulfilling considering he’d probably be forced into a marriage he#wouldn’t want or if he was found out he could’ve been imprisoned and ostracized and disowned. plenty of ways his life could’ve been awful if#but also what if his parents loosened up a little as the times did? as in- what if he actually got to know them? what if they tried to#have a relationship with him of some sort eventually? it’s not impossible#it’d have to eat at him. that and wondering if either of them felt guilty#or felt a loss. or anything#hoo boy. fun stuff#edwin#edwin payne#rambling#dead boy detectives
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having tony collette's peachy fact be that he only smokes to fit in with societal norms in the same episode that we find out he's actually italian (and maybe has some love for his heritage considering his cheese comment?) despite his self-professed loathing of italians is making me a little ill bc it's like. here's this man who is doing absolutely everything he can to fit into society even if that means hiding his true feelings behind constant machismo bluster 24/7 who is starting on a journey that we the audience know will put him through some truly horrific ordeals that, even if he somehow manages to survive them, will isolate and distance him from the society he so desperately wants to be a part of. the thing about tony collette that's been clear from the beginning is that he seems to *enjoy* being a vaguely sleezy used car salesman, he truly relishes and embraces this role. but how much of this is just a part that he plays? how much of this is a reflection of who is truly is versus a mask for him to hide behind? and, once he's forced to face whatever horrors are hiding beneath the surface of peachyville, how much of his mask will be stripped away?
#i am have THOUGHTS and FEELINGS gang#tony collette#dungeons and daddies#the peachyville horror#dndads season 3#listen. i have no idea if freddie is planning on taking tony's character at this point and this may not be even close to what he wants to d#and i trust that whatever path he takes will be the right one bc hot take but i love freddie's character work#but i think this is a really interesting aspect of his character either way and i'm excited to see where his character goes!#freddie wong#gang i am UNWELL#myposts
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...I... I do not know what on earth compelled me to make this nor why, but I will not be taking criticism at this time
#Moon posting#Break Week is rough y'all#Please I just needed to shitpost a little let me have this#OP Meta#I know this chart is incomprehensible you just have to accept it for what it is#No I was kind of thinking to myself it was kind of funny how of the OG Shichibukai half of them are either dads or borderline dads#And I was like. Can I make a chart of this. Can I make a Dad Chart of the Warlords.#I don't know why I made this nor what to do with this information but. Sure. Let me yeet this out.#Kuma is the Dadliest Dad to Ever Dad in One Piece. Moria canonically adopted Perona when she was little. We love the OG Goth Dad#Crocodad is real TO ME but if nothing else he does have the energy 100%. It's just short of Canon Confirmation at this point#Mihawk is a weird uncle to me. He has no dad energy. This man does not fuck. But he'll look after some kids (Zoro & Perona). Sure.#Blackbeard is like the opposite of Mihawk. He has never looked after a child but I'm sure he has spawned a bastard or two or three#(He may be a father but he is not a Dad) (But canonically as far as we know BB has no kids yet so I'm putting him in Not A Dad)#Jinbei is the new Token Father of the Strawhats according to Oda and so I'm putting him where he is based on that. Also vibes#Law's where he is kind of for similar reasons as Jinbei. This boy is too young to be a dad but dealing with Luffy gave him a few grey hairs#Doflamingo did arguably watch over Buffalo and Baby 5 as those two grew up so he's The Most Qualified in that square#Weevil is baby#Hancock could have Dad Energy in the right circumstances. Like she has THE POTENTIAL#Buggy does not fuck#...Thinking about it I probably should've switched Hancock and Buggy's placements on the chart but whatever it doesn't matter
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Regular reminder that sudden and severe weight loss is a pretty serious sign that something is very, very wrong
#weight#weight loss#brought to you by the realisation today that my hips are currently smaller than my fucking waist usually is#it’s summer and i’ve been walking the hill a lil more but damn that’s not fucking good#and before anyone even THINKS ‘i wish i had this problem’ i guarantee you do not#cuz it comes from 2 hour bathroom trips that are screamingly painful#and the arbitrary inability to eat literally anything#which often crops up right before i sit down to eat something#and i mean i can wait it out and eat late but it’s really goddamn annoying#and none of my goddamn clothes fit AGAIN i’m way out of even my smallest stuff#my broke ass is not buying new shit and if i make any cosplay to fit me now it’ll be way too small when i’m back in remission 😤#gotta get the goddamn meal replacement shakes again and see if i can process those#they are GROSS#gym bros are lying to you#they all suck#and i need to do em along with regular meals cuz i’m not gonna get enough from either#luckily i also have chronically low blood pressure so frenchfries are medicinal on both levels#this may also explain my resting heartrate being around 120bpm in my opinion#but no one’s ever really discussed it
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Hello! Random whipper snipper! Share a WIP of your work!
ooh, with pleasure. six the musical araleyn fanart? in the year 2k24? more likely than you think xDD
i realize this looks finished, but technically i'm still deciding whether to add a background or not lol. still, for the sake of sharing a proper WIP, here's a line or two from an araleyn brainworm WIP that i started reworking yesterday (mild tw for religious guilt and period-typical internalized homophobia from aragon's pov):
She remembers sharing her bed with Anne at Henry's behest, remembers the nights of tossing and turning and trying not to think about Anne asleep next to her-- remembers waking up to dark hair spilling across her pillow and the press of blood-warm bosoms against her own, softer than sin, as hot as the Devil, remembers lying still as death, mouthing prayers into the heat of Anne's neck like an act of penance.
#six the musical#six the musical fanart#six the musical araleyn#araleyn#araleyn fanart#i... cannot remember if it's fandom custom to use the full name tags#ah so it appears it is in fact fandom custom#catherine of aragon#catalina de aragon#anne boleyn#today we hazard a fleeting glimpse into the abtruse psyche of the dusty...#what other fandoms do they contain? wouldnt you like to know weather boy#well i mean honestly i don't know either but we'll find out as they rotate thru my conciousness#not trek#yeaaah i'm a spones girl (gender neutral) through and through. The more you know#and before you ask no this is not the og old married couple that went so hard i gained a type in ships forever after#though they are pretty up there in my blorbo rotation cycle#... on some level i may be yelling into the void with this one but no harm in that yeah?#but maybe the six fandom isn't as dead as i've been assuming. who knows? this is my self indulgent blog dammit#ill be self indulgent <33#also i keep forgetting it's pride month xDD my straight irls wish me happy pride and im always like OH Right nice yeah#but i haven't drawn these two in so long!! feels so good stretching the old married sapphics muscle again#dust writes#so happy about the vibe in this one ngl! theyre Soft ok. i like that very much. And also this aragon is so my type LMAO#really rambly tonight whoops. but i guess its the closest to a non-art post i can get to keep my page navigable? mm#...dammit now I'm thinking about araleyn in spones' roles. also i REALLY really should study#in hugely dire straits right now yall except i can't stop drawing/writing. whooooops.#sapphic#pride month#dust talks
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One of the most common questions in the fandom is: "How did Vander and Silco get so far into the river so Vander was able to drown him?". So it got me thinking. When we see Silco as he's being drowned, the right side of his face is already damaged and he also has a little cut on his nose. So, who cut him?
One option is that it was someone we don't know about. Maybe Silco escaped from them by jumping from the bridge into the river. But I don't think it's likely because Vander is completely unharmed, and if Silco got hurt this badly, then he would've been too, because he probably protected Silco all the time due to his physicality. Like, they refer to each other as brothers. And what the stronger brother does when his weaker brother is getting abused? He protects him. So this option doesn't work out.
Now to the second option, which I think is what probably happened. Considering that Vander's knife is in its scabbard when he was drowning Silco, he probably attacked him with it on the shore, then put it away and dragged Silco to the river to such a level where he could drown him. I know that this sounds like 18172728 times more cruel than it was before, but honestly I can kinda believe that. Like somebody said his murder attempt was too calculated to be spontaneous or driven by impulse. It's too convenient. Silco is already a Lot weaker and smaller than him, AND he got wounded IN THE FACE very recently. You can't possibly ask for a better opportunity to finish him right here and now. So yeah. Vander was probably lots more violent and cruel than we believed him to be.
#i may be wrong still but i have very little information to work with so here's that#also vander probably planned to do this for a long time so to do this right after some fight seems unreasonable#he's not a genius but he's not stupid either#arcane critical#arcane#silco arcane#vander arcane#arcane season one#do not tag as ship#ah yes i forgot a third secret option. vander could've dragged silco's face through the river's bottom but then his cuts would've been worse#i think. also it would mean that Pilt's bottom is full of sharp stones or smth which is uhhh. well we can't confirm it in any way so
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guess which bitch started their monday off by getting hit by a car.
#i am fine as you can tell by the fact that i am posting about it on tumblr.com#but not ideal#my butt very sore#pants torn#right arm painful but i am praying that it is not actually serious cause i do not want to go to the er#may or may not have told the guy who hit me to fuck off#tbf i don't think it was either of our finest moments#10/10 would not recommend adding this to your morning routine#soph rambles
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(I am still in love with you, can't admit it yet)
#throws this out into the wild n then immediately goes to bed#top 20 edizzy songs of all time (there are so many edizzy songs out there)#this came up on my shuffle and i just. had to make a stupid little edit. it makes me think about them every single time#see also: 'Im not ready to see you this happy'#(the song is 'good arms vs bad arms' by frightened rabbit if you dont wanna click the link!)#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#stede bonnet#edward teach#(in spirit. he may not be pictured in this post but his presence is undeniable)#edizzy#blackhands#edit#i tried messing around w the colours n lighting etc for this one! i am not sure i really succeeded but it is important to mess around#and see what things do#hopefully its not awful. also on other monitors ghbfjkd#colours lose all meaning pretty quick i find. like yeah this looks great! (hides filter) oh no. its all wonky#skin colour is so hard to keep right i found. n these images are Not lighted for it either#but it was fun! feel free 2 think its bad though thats fair#gotta start somewhere!
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Did Kevin just go off at the same place Kimi did? How many crashes does that make in that corner? At this point it feels like an actual concern
#f1#formula 1#charles leclerc#ferrari#carlos sainz#max verstappen#franco colapinto#kimi antonelli#kevin magnussen#mercedes#LITERALLY SO MANY HAVE EITHER CRASHED OR ALMOST CRASH AT THAT SPOT#OMG THE SAFETY CAR TOO I THINK#i may be wrong on the safety car but i think im right
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It's weird how people paint "daddy issues" and even "mommy issues" as, like, a joke or a failure on part of the person who has those issues, rather than recognizing that daddy and mommy issues stem, for so many people, from abuse. What this all is is just abuse apologia, and nobody seems to either notice or maybe even care.
When somebody with daddy or mommy issues opens up about the "why," I can't ever seem to shake the fact that they tend to have gone through a ton of abuse and bullshit as a child. It's just crazy that other people would look at that and see a joke or a failure of the once-child who was abused.
#abuse#abuse tw#abuse mention tw#child abuse#child abuse tw#mental health#it really goes to show (to me) that people either can't or don't WANT to acknowledge that parents can be the ones to have fucked up#if all the blame is placed on their child/ren then you can maintain the illusion that the parent is always right...#...that parents know what is best and they will always do what is best for their child/ren#it's just weird to be somebody with parental issues and all that gets steamrolled into 'mommy issues' that then become a Big Joke...#...especially because i'm a man (and because people are misogynists who think it's just so funny that women are people)...#...i find that my own issues are expected to be treated as a joke or a punchline or something i must whisper in the dark...#...so that others may have the luxury of pretending to not hear it or to have the luxury of forgetting in the morning...#...and it just sucks because that leaves me to remember and grieve and doing that with the knowledge that my abuse Is A Joke at My Expense#if you wonder why so many abuse victims/survivors become unsavoury: this is why#i'm too bitter about this topic specifically to care about the comfort of people who don't get it and don't WANT TO...#...because it is THEY who are uncomfortable with the very NOTION that abuse happens#if you can't acknowledge that abuse happens WITHOUT downplaying to for your sense of comfort you will NEVER help abuse victims/survivors#you will find that you start prioritizing YOUR sense of comfort over the safety and continued survival of victims/survivors
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Sort of morbid au idea but what if system points were like health points. They already are pretty close since hitting zero means death. Though my thought process was more like sqq and sqh would take physical damage if they got point deductions. The amount of said physical damage depending on how many points they loss. I don't think that it would count actually health in the matter, like if either of them took non system damage it wouldn't effect their points (same way around for healing). Though to give them some slack I think they'd only be effected by loss of normal points, not b-points or protag satisfaction.
This could either start from the very beginning or this could be implemented because the system thinks that sqq and sqh are too lenient with their point loss (or just their behavior in general). Either way I think it would be horrifying (more than the whole 'drop to zero points and you essentially die') and very angsty. It would also make it a lot harder to hide the transmigration.
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#scum villain#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#sqq#transmigration#transmigration shenanigans#But it's morbid shenanigans :]#shang qinghua#sqh#airplane shooting towards the sky#Def would freak everyone out if one of them just threw up blood after they made an (wrong) important decision#Idk I just like seeing my favorite characters suffer#That's probably a problem#Also I love using the system for angst#I think this would also make for a great system reveal#Everyone would be (right fully so) horrified#I think this could also be great angst for lbh because theres something hurting the person he loves the most and he can't do anything#Plus sqq can't say anything either#luo binghe#bingqiu#lbh#I'm tagging those because they may not be in the post but they're in the tags >:]#It's Tumblr you have to check the tags
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