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[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post
#dc comics#dc#damian wayne#dick grayson#talia al ghul#batfamily#dc robin#nightwing#anyway. yes im a self-indulgent ''dick as damians secret third parent'' truther#like i DO think it's way more complex and nuanced than the schmoopy affectionate fan portrayal of it#they're brothers they're father and son they're partners they're the dynamic duo except only in past tense etc etc#but consider! I'm not immune to schmoopy affection in fanworks. it compells me despite itself#anyway it's technically not that crazy when it comes to dick and damian. they hug! often! at least they did#it's not as big a leap to these types of scenarios#also talia ''somewhat absent for complex reasons on both her and damians part but very loving and loved by her son'' al ghul#you will always be famous to me#son of the demon origin...bwahhh#anyway. someone made a comic kind of like this/like a post i made abt this topic#but way funnier bc dick and talia starting trying to beat each other up#so go look at that as well#anyway. it's been a somewhat difficult few weeks so I'm. desperately trying to take it easy#i got some reading with me (first vol of kevin smiths GA run that i found second hand and jaimes BB run vol 2!)#so we'll see how far i get through those. considering there's demons in my head telling me to re-read things (LET ME OUT!!!)#when i finish GA and BB i do plan on rereading robin 2021. as a treat to myself#it's a run I've really warmed up to as time went on#I'm keeping up w/ the current b&r run even though it is. admittedly very slow w/ some weird dialogue#i read it for the damian content more than anything. also nikas back so that's neat :]#idk I have a feeling that after absolute power shakes out we might get some more creative team switch ups#so if anyone at dc is interested in taking over the reigns on b&r...that could be very neat#mine
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My personal take on the Abundance Yanqing theory.
#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr fanart#abundance!yanqing theory#my art#yanqing#yanqing hsr#yaoshi hsr#yes yaoshi is a deadbeat#inspo was the tartary lamb just ignore the stalk protruding from the back instead of the belly#i was struggling#in my head he's sort of like a fruit of the arbor thats taken on a human form#mb yaoshi created him personally im not sure#also no ones pointed out yet that theres flocks of golden swallows in the roots of the arbor? right before fighting phantylia?#is it just me thats noticed that? cause it seems like quite the mighty big coincidence just saying#yanqing and luocha being the only xianzhou characters with blonde hair has me in a chokehold as well#like it has to mean smth right??#also jing yuan knows and hasnt told anyone#because his love for his son outweighs his duties as a general#thats my based take of the day#thank you
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what draws you back to your country what draws you back to your land when i was a kid i told myself if i ever left iran i'd never go back 2 years into living in the UK i started looking at news on iran again 10 years in and i visited it for the first time again and today i heard an iranian mother talk in farsi to her child on the train to london the way my mother used to and i wanted to cry i wanted to ask her whether they're still cutting the mountaintops whether the lakes are still drying today i showed the person i was with pictures of waterfalls and palaces and forests and snow-white north something odd pulls me back with increasing force i can't ignore it ever again
#i just dont know how else to tell you everything !!! santoor from a different room the large family gathering the black tea with saffron#drank out of delicate glass and gold vessels cold marble on hot nights big stars big rivers big mountains#visible from busy tehran roads the ease of conversation tension eased by sarcasm tall tall cliffsides you drive by#rushing to put on headscarves before the head teacher comes in a rave by the base of damavand massive sun pastel purple skies#disjunct architecture trucks on road sides with fresh fruits pomegranates watermelons oranges everywhere#the smell of golpar on tangerines beautiful girls in tehran holding hands bautiful boys in kermanshah speaking kurdish the janky#cars on the verge of breakdown held together by love caspian sea lighting up in spring staying up into the morning on noruz#my friends uncle sang and played setar his son played the violin a little fear a lot of love remnants of something#grand carved into the cliffside everything feels bigger taller the landscape swallows you it smells like#illegally imported wine and orange blossoms and auntie's tahchin soaking your eyes in warm tea when youre sick#tomatoes and salt concrete and stone something mandmade and something raw new flag old resilience#the anger getting to us bruised eyes big grin all i know is the north i feel sorry my mother asks if id be okay#if they got a place in tajikistan we love each other enough dont we? when we look in the mirror we see each other. theres a love letter#across the border and it says I MISS YOU IM GLAD YOURE DOING BETTER itll never be the same im not okay with it at all there are no more#stars i miss jumping over big fires i miss our fireworks im sorry we cant be happy anymore everyone#leaves the mint and rosewater and sunlight for a reason.#it's not pride it's just generational regret
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i cannot stop thinking about ian rider. more specifically, how alex had so many unprocessed feelings about him after his death. imagine being an orphan, getting adopted by your uncle as a baby, having him raise you for 14 years then discovering he lied to you your entire life. that he [unintentionally or not] trained you to be something you never wanted to be under the guise of bonding with you. never being able to ask him what his actual intentions were because he's dead. never getting closure for it. im going to throw up.
#i remember reading stormbreaker for the first time and i could not stop crying the entire book#i have big emotions dont blame me#but seeing alex follow in ian's footsteps quite literally seeing and living through what lead to his death#it fucked me up#i dont remember if it was outright stated in the books but alex wondering the entire time if ian even loved him?#it wasn't framed directly but thats how i interpreted it#i cant even coherently put into words all my thoughts about this#ontop of everything else this is one of the core things that makes me so emotional over this silly little book series like holy shit#alex my son i just want to give you a hug#alex rider#alex rider books#ian rider#please don't get me started about my thoughts of whether or not ian did in fact love him#my head might explode#these books fucked up my brain chemistry permanently
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my favorite baby style ncu continuity is cute tiny hopeless romantic kindergarten disney prince stan falling in love with kyle broflovski at first sight and buying every flavor of ring pop trying to propose to him like 'you are...the most Beautiful person i've ever seen.'
and evil feral kindergarten nj kyle threatening to bite him, fight him and end his pitiful life like 'and you are...so Gahdamn WEIRD. stay the hell away from me, yA FREAK!' and trying to bear mace him skdhs
— but then k-garten stan doing something incredibly wholesome, mindboggling stupid and storybook chivalrous to save k-garten kyle's life, the ice around his cold black heart melting, bein forever changed and falling head over heels in love w boy hero k-garten stan...
...all to take the fATTEST L OF ALL FUCKING TIME because he is too emotionally constipated to confess his feelings and end up gettin stuck in the super best friend zone FOREVER bc every day perfect stan marsh gets lovelier, handsomer and....Fucking STUPIDER.
#nina speaks#i really do feel for ncu kyle...i do#that man got shafted#please note: if the super popular extremely pretty dark haired boy w/ big blue eyes confesses his love to you on day one#just say yes like just go along with it#however i will say that kyle being unapproachable and hating him and wanting to bear mace him did make him obsessed#which is soooooo mentally ill i am actually CRYING#but yeah because then youre going to realize that he is actually v sweet and cute and kind and wonderful and special#and your chest will start to swell and youll get light headed and want to start smiling and singing and swinging#and then you think he's gonna ask you to marry you again and he just asks you to be his super best friend forever#because he doesnt want to push it clearly u dont like him and he is just happy to be near you and spend time with you#and you want to push yourself off a cliff because now every person on planet earth is in love with stanley marsh#including you#and you are legitmately FUCKED#they really are who fell first who fell harder and i mean it#i love insane yandere black lab bf kgarten stan he is so funny like he has mental problems but i admire his detirmination#i also love emporer of evil probably has rabies new jersey potty mouth orange cat bf kgarten kyle who without a doubt 100%#would have a crush on a boy and send him death threats and be like Get Out Of My School because he makes him nervous#obsessed with my silly gay opposite attract sbf sons#ft baby stan like aw! u wrote me something <3#( can't read bc he's illiterate ) ( hugs kyle ) you're the BEST! ( ft kindergarten kyle having shaking and having convulsions )#pour one out for kyle#specifically jersey#because his stan d*ed he never recovered and then fell in love with the sexc rockstar vers
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That post about huge red flags from exes is going around and I’m like well mine requires some background reading
#xrdslog#um basically. made a bet they could convince me to kiss them and constantly hinted at it until it happened and then bragged about it a lot#then I told them I was aro#then we got a headmate that they had a crush on and started dating#and then used that to argue that I should date them bc it’s easier if it’s both of us#and then prioritized me over him#also: this headmate is one I have a father and son relationship with#so what the hell#also told me they fixated on people and they still loved me but they were fixated on their friend so couldn’t give me attention#their friend who they called their not-girlfriend. because that friend’s husband wasn’t comfortable with her being poly#and they still wanted to date her so they just called her that instead#gifted me an expensive adult toy and then took it and gave it to said not girlfriend#which. ok sure. but then why tell me it was a gift#demanded to talk to certain headmates and made a big fuss about knowing exactly who did what even though they were rarely correct#pushed me away whenever they were sad and then was upset I wasn’t comforting them#I baked banana bread once on a whim and then they constantly made me make it for them when I didn’t want to#NEEDED music playing at night and fans on them and they got upset if I didn’t want to sleep by them even though I couldn’t#‘pretended’ to choke me when I got a rare item in final fantasy before them#wanted to rp with me but demanded I start it because they were tired of starting rps with their friend. ok. not my fault ?#more than once tried to get me to sign a lease with them even though I had no money or job#got mad at me because my art was good? and they didn’t think theirs was or that they were creative?#did not ever compliment me without an insult attached for the last three years of our relationship#constantly tried to talk about sex or illegal things in front of my mom#constantly bragged about how they were going to become rich when their grandma died and hoped it happened soon#The Entire Trauma Part where they barely comforted me at all#oh also I spent basically sixteen hours a day in VC with them every day and they broke up with me for not spending enough time with them#even though I could not Possibly have spent More time with them#there is more than this. but this is off the top of my head. lol.
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Oh. Something is writing itself in my head, suddenly! After all this time! Which WIP is it, you ask? What established universe?
Why none! IT'S A NEW ONE, OF COURSE. 🙃
#Hello Meng Shi#you are INTENSELY tragic#and what big teeth you have#just like your son#HEY I WOULD LOVE IT IF THE PLOTS THAT DROPPED FULLY FORMED INTO MY HEAD WERE ONE OF THE ONES I WAS#Y'KNOW#ALREADY WRITING#AND NOT AT 1 AM#though i will say... Calamity!Meng Shi is very compelling#my stuff
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🧛🏻🦇🩸 HAPPY FANGS IN YOUR NECK FRIDAY!!!!🩸🦇🧛🏻 I will redo his verse page, but for now, here are details about the bat boy... (Under the cut because phew!!! I ended up typing a LOT!!!)
🩸 He was born a vampire! Who has been "alive" for more than a hundred years: so he tends to act and talk much older than he looks. (Psychically looks around 18-20).
🩸Shuichi used to live in the old family manor, that was located deep in the woods, hidden by magic. And yes, he used to sleep in a coffin and everything: and the family consisted of his parents, his aunt and uncle, and their cat, Kuku. (A demon cat!). The mansion was hidden not only to prevent unsuspecting humans to waltz in, but to especially hide from vampire hunters. Over the years, they eventually moved out, with Shuichi living by himself in a modern apartment. To further try to blend in with humans and hopefully be able to co-exist amongst them...
🩸 When he's disguising as a human, he will always wear clothes that cover his arms and legs completely. And always wears either a hat, a hoodie with the hood up, or both: the sunlight will burn his skin, otherwise. And if he's questioned about it, he will say he just has a skin condition. And that he's "allergic" to garlic, which is why he will of course, avoid anything with garlic in it: and mirrors, too!! He has no reflection! Or no beating heart!! But don't question any of that, or his fangs, it's fineee... FGFHG you're just imagining it, he will simply say!
🩸 A lot of Shuichi's abilities are shadow/dark based magic, along with having superhuman speed and strength. These abilities consist of: transforming (a bat, a black cat, his human form, etc.), manipulating shadows by being able to hide completely in them, form 'hands' out of them that rise from the ground, and create illusions. His hands can also form into claws, where he can deliver extremely sharp slashes with magic. But depending on the ability: the more powerful he is, the more it drains him of energy, especially if he uses these abilities in his human form.
🩸 In addition to that, when Shuichi is in his real form: his skin turns a literal shade of gray, and his pupils turn more cat-like. His ears grow pointy, and his bat wings protrude from his back. When he's completely alone and it's nighttime (or if he's in his home and blocks all the sunlight), he likes being in this form, as taking on a human disguise is energy consuming.
🩸 When he finds someone to bite, especially a stranger: he ideally sneaks up from behind and knocks them out. Then, he'll lap at the spot of their neck he will bite into to wet it, before sinking his teeth into them. He drinks the minimum amount he can, since he feels bad about needing to suck their blood... And then once he's done, he laps up the excess and applies a healing ointment to help ease the pain, before carrying them to safety.
🩸 In addition to THAT, he can go up to three days without feeding, but he slowly loses energy overtime. After two days, he is significantly drained and will have a hard time walking or doing most of anything, really. Then at the very moment the clock strikes 12, and Day 4 is here? Haha, well!! He's not in his right mind, anymore: he's in a frenzy state!! In this state, he becomes a lot more aggressive, near maniacal. If he spots someone, he's instantly targeting them with no mercy. You... do not want to be his target when this happens!! He'll drink a lot more blood than he actually needed, and his bites are more painful since he practically sinks his teeth into you like a wild animal. After he calms down from his high, though, the guilt will hit him like a truck, and like always: he'll tend to that person's neck as best he can, and carry them to someplace safe (or to their home if he can find an address on their person).
Thankfully, he doesn't have to worry about them remembering what happened, since they would have been unconscious: and the process of him charging at and biting you happens so fast, if he doesn't have to chase you: that they probably would have seen a black blue with glowing yellow eyes, anyway. He hates when he gets like this, so he usually tries to avoid that, by drinking blood much earlier.
🩸 In his bat form, he still has his ahoge! Because I say so, HEHE. In this form, he "talks" through telepathy and still has his abnormal looking golden eyes... He can shift into this form, anytime, but of course prefers to do so in dark places and/or at night... And I imagine when he takes significant damage in either his human or real form, he instantly turns into a bat! And won't be able to change back until he's healed enough to have the energy to.
#GGHDHG GOD I'M SO SORRY THIS IS SO MUCH!!! IF YOU ACTUALLY READ ALL THIS I LOVE YOU!!!!#BUT YES: vampire son ping ponging in my head big time.........#plS never hesitate to ask for vampire boy if you'd like I will HAPPILY provide tee hee.....#📚 || out of truth bullets;; {ooc}#📚 || Report Card Details;; {headcanons}#AU;; Nocturnal Borne || {vampire}
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𝒄𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒐 𝒔𝒖𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒏𝒐. 𝑰 𝒊𝒏 𝒈 𝒎𝒂𝒋𝒐𝒓: 𝑰. 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒖𝒅𝒆 — chrollo x f!reader. song
originally posted on my old blog @/saintchrollo after i read anna karenina for the first time. court advisor!chrollo (but you all know he's kuroro to me) and princess!reader. i've been in such a kuroro mood you'll have to forgive me. its something about autumn and schoolin. here is a link to an audiobook of anna karenina so you don't have an excuse to not go read it.
“I thought I might find you here.”
The voice from behind startles you. You jump slightly in your chair, holding the book you had been reading against your chest. Turning, you relax slightly upon seeing where the voice was coming from. “Lord Lucifuru, you startled me.”
The black haired man tilts his head to the side as he approaches, hand resting on the back of your armchair. “Are we not on a first name basis anymore, Princesse?” He lilts the title in the accent he’s picked up from his years of council.
You avoid his gaze, cheeks heating up. The room warms with the memories of the other night. Squirreled away behind a statue, whispered confessions, his lips everywhere they shouldn’t have been— Your lips, your neck, your chest.
“What if we aren’t alone?” You whisper. If you lose yourself to the daydream enough, you can feel his hands on your hips.
“I checked,” Kuroro says, voice soft and reassuring. “We are most certainly alone.”
You straighten up and crane your head around, as if to double check his words. He tilts your head back towards him with a finger under your chin.
“I’d never steer you wrong,” Kuroro promises, then tacks on, “[First.]”
It fills you with such warmth to hear your name from his lips, and you have to avert your gaze to keep yourself from melting into a puddle.
“Are you sure there’s no one else here?” You ask again.
“And risk my own head?” Kuroro asks, a smile pulling at the left of his lips.
You suppose he has a point. You relax back into the chair, resting your book on your chest to hold its place. “Have you been searching for me, then, Kuroro?”
His half smile reaches his eyes. That’s more like it. “I have, actually. All over. I should have started here, it seems. Would of had more time with you.”
“You should have known I’d be here,” You hum. “After all, I was told this morning over breakfast that my crate of books finally got deemed… What’s the word you use?”
“They were found to be without ill intent,” Kuroro restates. “We just wanted to be sure that no harm would come to you.”
“Father coddles me,” You remark, “As do you.”
“Well, I’d be out of a job if I didn’t do as he told. And you’d be out of a job if you didn’t get coddled. That is under the description of princess.”
“I do other things,” You protest.
“I know you do,” Kuroro says, his eyes glancing down at the book splayed across your chest before back to your eyes.
“What have you come found me for?” You press.
“Do I always have an ulterior motive with you?” Kuroro returns your question with one of his own. At the raise of your eyebrow, he concedes. “There is a dinner tonight that you are expected to attend. A prince is here to make your acquaintance, in the most casual manner possible.”
Disgust fills your face. “This is what you come to tell me of?”
“Would you have preferred someone else?” Kuroro asks.
No, you’d rather have not. “I simply thought… I thought you had come to see me. For no other reason than to see me.”
Kuroro hums. He cups your cheek in his hand, thumb smoothing over its softness. You can’t help but lean into his touch, bring your hand to cover his. To keep him close.
“I offered to come tell you,” Kuroro promises, crouching down by your chair. “I wanted to break the news to you, not someone else.”
“Will you be at dinner?” You inquire.
“I’ll be there. I must advise your father that the visiting suitor is not up to your family’s standards. That is my job, after all. As an adivisor and as a lover.”
Kuroro’s tongue was always so smooth, and if you had more control over your life you’d be wary of it. But, with your sole outlet being the man before you, you ease yourself against his silver words.
“Lover?” You repeat, eyelashes fluttering at such a title.
“Should I take it back?” He asks with bated breath.
You shake your head. “You should tell Father to marry us instead.”
Kuroro’s chuckle is self deprecating. “I am no king.”
“You could be,” You whisper, getting your hopes up against your best judgement.
“My best work is done from the shadows, my darling. I crumple under the public eye. And you were made for it. The people adore you.”
You pout. “You’re going to break my heart.”
Kuroro smiles gently at you. “You’ve known that, [First.]”
“I wish I didn’t,” You sigh. “I wish I wasn’t so aware.”
Kuroro shifts his hand to take yours in his own, bringing your knuckles to his lips. The gesture is familiar, impersonal now. He rolls your hand over, slides his fingers down your wrist, the underside of your forearm, and presses a kiss into the palm of your hand.
“It’s for the best you are,” Kuroro says. “Tomorrow I will find time in our schedules for us to take a walk, how does that sound?”
“A long walk?”
“A long walk.”
Your fingers trace Kuroro’s jaw. “Why not tonight? Why not now?”
“You are not dressed for a walk,” Kuroro says softly. “And you need to get ready for dinner. We do not have time for a walk right now, sweet [First.]”
“Oh.” Your fingers stop their movements, and you withdraw your hand.
“Would you like me to walk you to your room?” Kuroro asks.
“Will you stay while I get ready?” You hope.
Kuroro sadly shakes his head. “I can go get you something from the kitchen and come back while delivering it.”
“So yes?” You conclude.
“In a way,” Kuroro says, standing. He holds his hand out for you to take, which you gladly do.
You look around you, double checking for your solitude. The door would have been audible had it opened.
“Do you think I could have a kiss?” You whisper.
“A kiss?” Kuroro hums. Slowly, he lowers his head until his breath mingles with yours.
“Please?”
“You should never have to ask for anything,” Kuroro responds, sealing his statement with a solid yet brief press of his lips against yours. “It is cruel that you want what you can’t have.”
There is no second kiss, just a hand on your cheek and Kuroro’s steady breath. A whine leaves your lips.
Slowly, you open your eyes to look at him. “One more?”
He obliges, slotting your lips together. The kiss lasts for a breath longer, his tongue gently swiping against your bottom lip before pulling away.
“I don’t think I’ll ever be able to kiss anyone else,” You murmur.
Kuroro chuckles at that. “I’m sure you’ll kiss many more.”
You shake your head. “I don’t wish to.”
“You flatter me,” Kuroro murmurs, “When it should be the other way around.”
This turn, you hum, a little smile flickering across your lips. You pull away, out of the fear that built inside you from the amount of private time you’d had. Someone was bound to come for you any moment.
Greedily, Kuroro steals another kiss before leading you out of the room. It’s a cold walk down the halls, shoes echoing on the stone, a distinct space left between both of you. The wind from your walk whips through it. The more distance put between yourself and the library, the larger the space becomes. And, as you round the corner of the hall, you can no longer feel the lingering warmth against your lips.
#chrollo x reader#the feminine urge to name all my kuroro fics after classical songs but i love this rendition of bach on a lute#also if you have not read or listened to the audiobook of anna karenina i highly rec#it is SO good#and the casting director was so big brained for casting aaron taylor johnson as vronsky#and jude law as aleksei is BIG BRAINED#like its so good its so fascinating in my head i have a whole hxh au#illumi as aleksei kuroro as vronsky reader as anna of course#kalluto as sergei (the son)#like if youve read a.k. do you see the vision
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*ROUNDHOUSE KICKS YOUR DOOR IN*
NO THOUGHTS ONLY WARLOCK AND PIERRE
Happy one year anniversary to this anon I've had sitting in the back of my drafts. Yeah sorry I needed all of it to figure out how to draw Pierre.
There isn’t enough art of Warlock and Pierre being cuddly and affectionate out there.
#the battle cats#battle cats#dark hero posting#2d art#literally the entire reason why I started playing the game#it's like PONOS went into my brain and made a character based entirely on design traits I adore#I mean just look at them!!!!#we've got a tiny adorable visibly deranged magic boy with fluffy hair#AND a big plush cat monster with a mouth full of huge sharp teeth#now that's what I call *the good shit*#I'd argue they're the best design in the game (I'm not biased at all what're you talking about)#I've never seen a design *quite* like them... I love them sm#DMBabil and MDKlay are cool too but base WnP is IMMACULATE#I have this dynamic in my head where Warlock is this unhinged gremlin and Pierre is his VERY patient parental figure#I want Pierre to pull me close to their chest and hold me gently and tell me that everything's going to be okay#I think they're the kind of character that looks creepy but they're actually an absolute sweetheart :3#cat god I wish that were me#I am SO normal and sane about them#warlock (my son) and pierre (my wife)#Jin screams#Jin creates#Warlock and Pierre
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levi is such a bandaid guy and he'd have so many for literally every occasion.
whether i'd be a rare merch one or something he'd just find cute, hes getting it. its such an easy way to show that you that he cares, without all that trouble of saying words and stuff. if he's brave enough he'll give you a little kiss after its been put on <3
#any scratch you get gets a bandaid once youve gotten into the head of this guy#hehehe levi+luke interest-in-common bc i love my wife and son#is this because i have lots of little scratches literally all of the time? yes#is this because i like bandaids just a little too much? yes#is this because im desperate and want someone to properly lovingly take care of me? mayhaps#i like bandaids bc they look cute imo + thay make things more interesting#+ they also help me to not scratch at the scabs which is honestly a big problem for me#=w=bb#i started on some levi & luke inspired bandaid designs but it turned out a little to hard so maybe another day </3#obey me#obey me leviathan#sillyposting
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a mirrored picture of my old man a plato fanmix [listen]
01. Little Shadow - yeah yeah yeahs | 02. Bitter Milk - ibi | 03. Such a Shame - talk talk | 04. Payback - jan hammer | 05. Deformative - black eyes | 06. A Chronicle of Early Failures - Part 1 - the dead texan | 07. Mis-Shapes - pulp | 08. Haunted (Instrumental) - radical face | 09. Disarm - the smashing pumpkins | 10. Smalltown Boy - bronski beat | 11. II. Largo assai ed espressivo (excerpt) from Piano Trio No. 4 in D Major, Op. 70, No. 1 "Ghost" - ludwig van beethovan | 12. My Eyes - the lumineers | 13. Vivaldi Variation (Arr. for Piano from Concerto for Strings in G Minor, RV 156) - florian christl | 14. Unwell - matchbox twenty | 15. Once Upon a Dream - invadable harmony | 16. I’ve Just Seen a Face (Acoustic Cover) - the moon loungers | 17. Memory of That Waltz - frozen silence | 18. Please, Please, Please Let Me Get What I Want - the dream academy | 19. They Move on Tracks of Never Ending Light - this will destroy you | 20. Cambodia - Single Version - kim wilde | 21. "Happy End" (ハッピー・エンド) - yellow light orchestra | 22. Superstitious Feeling - harlequin | 23. Masquerade (Suite): 1. Waltz Excerpt - aram khachaturian, london symphony orchestra, stanley black | 24. The Family Jewels - marina | 25. The Nutcracker, “A Pine Forest In Winter” - pyotr illyich tchaikovsky, heribert beissel, bonn classcal philharmonic | 26. Seventeen Going Under - sam fender | 27. Serenade for Strings in E Major, “II. Tempo di valse” - anton dvorak, prague chamber orchestra, petr skvor | 28. Release - michael nesmith | 29. Piano Sonata No. 14 in C-Sharp Minor, “Moonlight” - ludwig van beethoven, brodsky quartet | 30. Race Among the Ruins - gordon lightfoot | 31. Pavane, Op. 50 - gabriel faure, sinfonieorchester basel, ivor bolten | 32. Man Made Lake - donovan woods | 33. Unflappable - vampire step-dad | 34. Keep Up The Fight - gowan
#Plato#fanmix#my fanmix#whoops#a lot of angst a little bit of rock and roll#alright context time because i never make any of this bs without context - plato is the son of macavity#plato's path to recovery isn't always the smoothest one#there are plenty of instrumentals on here because plato is mostly mute due to trauma#i have associated a mechanical sound with macavity so to *connect* plato with macavity#while showing that there is better-ness in him i associated a lot of 80s synth pop-ish type things#so it's partially mechanical but there is a rhythmic nature to it associating him with both sides#plato's time in the mouser's palace was spent mostly alone and starving until socrates showed up#plato did a big bad in self defense#they run run run#plato's mind place aint a great place to be for a long time - there are bad things in there#he feels big and awkward and out of place and he feels like other cats look at him#plato falls in love with victoria but is still stuck in his own head a lot - frightened of himself#what he could do#how he was always considered such a useless waste of space#relapse happens quite a few times - macavity still whispers through his kids sometimes#cambodia doesn't fully make sense in context but some of the lyrics and vibe are meant to imply a little of what victoria sees#(he doesn't leave or anything shh just pretend it's that little part)#eventually the instrumentals and musics start changing as plato becomes more comfortable in his own skin#the instruments changing reflect more of a classic jellicle feel - plato starts to fit in but slowly#he ends with another 80s synth vibe but these are positive - a willingness to be better#does that make any sense i feel like it doesn't#my idea of these characters exist in my mind palace
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nearly done with my op reread and for the longest time my theory was that the d marked the descendants of the people native of the island that eight hundred years ago fought the twenty nations, but rereading the part about lili I thought maybe it's more lax and it marks everyone who opposed the current government in general, not just those from the island - she was the queen of one of the twenty kingdoms after all, and imu didn't seem to know the nefertaris had a d in the name as well, but before the war there would have been no reason to hide it? so i think it's something they added to their names later, maybe to recognise each other as allies? or something? the kozuki were obviously allied too and don't have a d though, so I can't say this theory makes a hundred percent sense. also i find interesting how law is hiding the water part of his name too together with the d, i wonder if that has any further meaning? another interesting thing is that there seems to have been some form of prophecy or prediction about what's currently happening in the manga, since oden knew he had to wait twenty years and the sea monsters in the oden flashback on fishmen island were talking about it too... maybe a prediction about a war? since oden wanted to unleash pluton. I wonder what exactly they found out on laugh tale that made them all laugh when the events the wg is keeping secret seem to be this tragic... also, i think i never even noticed during my first readthrough of egghead but there's someone offshore with blackbeard's flag? a small boat, it seems, but I think atm we know all blackbeard pirates are either on the pirate island or fighting against the hearts (;;;) so I wonder who exactly that is? also, I didn't catch this either first time around but I feel like the germa might just be heading there as well right now lmao the thing with kuma returning to mariejois happening so soon after vp talked about the ancient robot attacking mariejois and no one knowing why is also suspicious to me, I wonder if vegpunk used data from that robot to turn kuma into a cyborg and that's tied to why he returned there for apparently no reason...?? anyway I thought rereading would help me clear up some questions but instead it left me with even more kkkk should have figured
#I'm about ten chapters away from the latest one im so sad#im also sad cause i just saw kidd and law lose once again but that's beside the point maybe#luffy is headed to elbaph next i wonder if he'll find kidd there...#i love shanks sm and i get why he protected his own but i love kidds crew i hope they're okay 😢😢😢😢#the hearts too but i trust the hearts will be back#bc the manga used the word destroyed for kidd and defeated for the hearts#defeated sounds a bit less........ definitive#and also cause we know at least bepo and law are fine and bepo said to trust the crew to be fine too so#i don't think oda would be that big of a bastard#maybe blackbeard took them hostage hoping for law to be back since he obviously wanted the ope ope fruit?#maybe theyre with pudding now and they'll help her escape#maybe i need to stop setting myself up for disappointment lmao#but yes i trust the hearts to be back for now but im worried about the kidd pirates ;;;;;;#i hope shanks didn't kill them kidd had just become one of luffy's friends 😭😭#also hoping garp didn't actually die but that's........like............... hoping in a delusional sort of way yk#on punk hazard kuzan told smoker to trust that his sense of justice is still intact#and i sorta like kuzan's morals tbh so i trust he knows what he's doing when he stands between blackbeard's crew#i just hope he won't regret it yk? man just maybe killed his life techer for this i hope this is worth it for him#also straight up i just don't want luffy to lose someone else like straight up my son doesn't deserve this#and dragon doesn't either!!!#i love dragon so much........i hope he'll be luffy-relevant soon..........
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head in hands . things need 2 stophappening i need a break
#dog snapped at me at work today. did not get bit or anything but hes a Big Dog and my hands are still very shaky#got home and found a bump on kotas head that was not there this morning and . maybe it is just the anxiety and exhaustion but#its reallyyyyy freaking me out#i dont. see anything . so it might just be fur but it doesnt Feel like fur and . aughg h hghghhghhhghghghhhhh#i cannot Do This rnnnnn#my worst client called me in for work at 6am tomorrow which is bullshit and also put in the notes#that their son is literally home ?!?!?!?!?!!?! but i still have to go and take care of their pets ?!?!?!#which is. extremely awkward and frustrating like Why Cant He Do It Hes Literally There#and their dog is. not very well trained and hes such a hassle to deal with. sigh#plus my grandparents are visiting and while i love them they are very much in . babysitter mode#which. i dont mind usually but god i have had the mkst stressful 3 days and all i want to do is sit in bed and watch adventure time#but even THAT isnt gonna make me feel better bc im into the like. sad arc. and thatll just make me feel sad and weird. :(
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Do we have any confirmation on any other Ragnvindr's? Like. Is Diluc it, or are there still other living breathing family members?
#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//And if so; did they have any beef with Kae and the Winery staff after Diluc up and went off on his Fabulous Fatui Slaughter Spree?#//Bc there's a decent chance they did Not like Crepus taking in this kid from nowhere and treating him like another son#//And as such a High Chance that once Luc bounced & Kae was left; they could have tried smth to diminish his claim to anything#//Esp what was rightfully Luc's that he left behind. Titles; properties; wealth; etc#//Bc Luc by all right is basically the family head; considering his status and rep in-game#//But while he was gone; did Kae; Addie and Elzer have to like#//Defend his right to stay named such when Crepus kicked the bucket. Have to defend Kae's own rights to things/managing affairs?#//Esp since he still keeps his own name & everything. Or did the other Ragnvindr's respect and/or choose to wait for Luc to come back#//Did Kae have to lie and/or sweettalk his way into MAKING them believe Luc would be back so they'd have more patience?#//Did he have to resort to underhanded tactics yet again; this time to defend Luc's claims by ensuring complacency?#//Also; would all the properties like the manor and such Luc sold off get sold to one of THEM? Or some other noble family??#//That's my biggest one bc I like the idea of Kae hunting down whoever got the manor and buying it back from them#//If not for his inability to let things go; then bc he wants a nice big place that is both home for him but COULD be home for others#//Like Klee who visits him often. Benny and Razor; if he gets the chance to train/head out with them; so they can have a sleepover#//Mostly Klee; he would love the idea of making her feel like a princess#//Ack; I am digressing. But ye. Thinkings thinkings#//Prolly thinking too much of it tho lol#hc; kaeya
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