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everyday i get jealous of those people who write essays analyzing, picking apart, and overall appreciating their favorite character's dynamic with another, the character's personality, or backstory cause im usually left like this when i think about Marcille for too long
#i swear i can talk about Marcille normally#i just- cant put the words down#i think a lot about how her life would have been if she hadn't gone on that adventure#marcille as a character makes me cry cause the fear of losing your entire support system is so real and such a possible situation#and her losing her dad and pet bird?? dont fucking get me started cause i will reinnact that photo- not even joking i will sob#marcille donato.... the character you are...#fully deserves kisses and to be tucked into bed after everything#god... she makes me so sad i love her so much#waaah hiccups sobs cries#marcille donato#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#yes its 3 am and crying over marcille donato once again- dont mind me dawg
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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
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[Abandoned by the Lightners, his heart became cracked with hatred.]
Hitting a lil' too close to home?
#junie art post#ink sans#error sans#utmv#errorink#implied. but yea not the focus#this has been turning around in my mind for quite some time. im glad to finish it lmao idk if my ramblings make sense even.#so like listen. do you ever think about how similar the function of the utmv is to the dark worlds in deltarune.#in a meta narrative to fandom sense? idk the word#we are making exaggerated expanded worlds of the ordinary tools and entertainment of the real world and make it into something more#isnt that very very interesting?#and we explore every sort of possibility in that creation. both good and bad#and when all is said and done. every possibility found and the entertainment and secrets has all run out#we put it away. abandon and leave it behind#what is left? what happens to the world and characters we have created? can it sustain without us?#what of the ones left in the dark?#idk if yall saw me a few months ago but i reblogged comyet's old post of ink begging us not to leave him alone and to keep creating#yea that never left me#and seeing exactly THAT SCENARIO in deltarune made my brain iTCH#imagine an ink in King's position.... wait isnt that just underverse#mmmmmmm. darkner ink.....#also error is here too. not just for errorink or that i can't separate these two to save my life#but error is also one of the few people to be able to GET IT?? he can hear the creators too. ink cant#but hes pretty much programmed himself to avoid having a mental break down to this via reboot memory loss.#and ink has his own internal coping mechanism (hooray for short term memory loss)#these two idiots will do anything but confront truths lmfao#ahhh my favorite idiots. never change#mmmmm#deltarune
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Kaeya had always been an efficient and hard-working individual (he had to be to support Diluc in the background as his brother rose thru the ranks after all).
He has so much free time because he completes all his work way ahead of schedule. And if he still has enough time, he adds more to the workload in secret.
And once all of that was done and over with, he makes time for everyone. He has to. He feels as if every moment has to be given to someone else.
No one knows how he does it. No one has to know.
Every mission has a dozen strategies in line, and every battle plan is made with efficiency in mind. His perfect record will not be tarnished. He can't risk it (even if it baffles others that he would willingly activate a ruin guard just to prevent a failed mission. Jean disagrees with his methods, but Kaeya can say that the results say otherwise)
He needs to be quick.
Efficient.
Perfect.
And so he comes and goes like the wind.
Kaeya values time because he knew every second counted. He can't just stand there as if he were frozen. Time could run out in an instant.
Kaeya had only been late once his entire life.
He'd rather he never be late ever again.
It took one day of being of being imperfect for everything to fall apart. On that tragic day...had he gotten there on time... then maybe...
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" Come on, let's get moving, traveler. We're not frozen in place after all. " Kaeya teasingly says. He stiffles a giggle at the traveler's exhasperated sigh.
"Yeah yeah, we've heard enough of you calling us a slacker. Can't you be a bit more patient?" Paimon whines at him.
Kaeya snorts, but acquiesces, hiding the shaking of his hands at the thought of being idle.
He imagines hearing a clock ticking.
Kaeya knows that that is his own problem. He tries his hardest to relax as he waits for the traveler to finish whatever they're making on the alchemy table because, seriously, it is supposed to be a relaxing day. There's nothing major going on, and his schedule is once again empty as intended. What's the hurry?
Kaeya taps his foot on the ground as he waits. He wishes he could take his own damn advice when he tells others to relax.
#kaeyachi randoms#kaeya#kaeya alberich#this is actually shorter than it originally was can yall believe?#kaeya with anxiety truther there i said it#kaeya cant stand being IDLE#get it? get it?#you see that is a play of words in reference to when he is stood idle on our screens. he is one of the more verbally impatient characters#and we also see it reflected on his actions both in fighting and at work. he has a speed boost bonus and if he isnt teleporting he is#actually moving so fast that he seems like it. this is what i also concluded that results him in large amounts of free time that only amber#seemed to be hardpressed about. the people of mondstadt find him reliable and approachable despite the lax attitude and frequent nights at#angels share. we also had lore tidbits before of kaeya straight up saying he finished all his work and jean saying that he also did the#backlogged ones. It is actually insane that we hear him relaxing frequently and i bet its not because of the lack of horses COZ LOOK AT HOW#BUSY THE OTHER CAPTAINS ARE. Also id like to think that he is a toned down noelle and that is why jean told him to watch over her training#give us noelle and kaeya interactions pls i kinda need it tbh#to all those that reached this far into the notes i actually have more to say so get ready#if it wasnt clear the only day he was late was when crepus died. everything fell apart for him that day so i can see some obsessive need to#just keep running around and doing things as efficient as possible. I also think that he found the knights slow and inefficient in several#occasions and he is willing to put them in the line of fire just to get their hearts pumping with adrenaline (and fear lol). idk kaeya is#just so anxiety-coded. impatience-core. Mr. dont waste my time type of guy. and also wow look i found a way to make his idles become angst#silly me ehe#oh youre still here? how about i tell you that kaeya-efficiency-alberich probably knows where everyone is at any time of the day?#can we honestly please give him more free time i need more of him tbh#fun reminder that bro is working around 3-4 jobs casually lmao#i also just realized that the notes is a whole nother post on its own#AND THE ACTUAL FUNNY PART IS I CAN STILL ELABORATE MORE ON THIS LMAO#wait let me add this one tiny idea too but he thinks time is so valuable. bro lost 2 dads and lost time with his bro + he significantly#lessened his time at dawn winery for quite some time. i can see why he is extroverted now.
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i know astrology is fake but i'm not too keen on how a lot of people on this website seem to be clowning on it as a hobby a bit too hard. i swear the woman who thinks it's neat how she and her friends with the same sun sign are all similar isn't trying to say that you are who you are born as and there is nothing you can do to change it. it's a hobby. an interest. what happened to finding meaning and joy in the small things. does it affect you if someone enjoys tarot reading or crystals. does it make you upset someone has interests that they enjoy.
#im not saying astrology/tarot/crystals/etc. get clowned on so much bc theyre hobbies mostly enjoyed by women But....#i saw a post about some astrology study and made the mistake of opening the notes on that bad boy#not fun. and that reminded me of that old post that was basically like ''liking astrology is transphobic''#anyways idk maybe its just that my bestie is very much a ''crystal girl'' but like. stuff like that are such neat hobbies#she makes some cute little jars with pretty rocks and they make her feel better bc if you believe in something you can make it happen#when it comes to small things#like yeah if you pick up a stone that's like ''this can help you be more open with your emotions'' and you are like ''oh hell yea!''#ofc that will be on your mind and the item will be a constant reminder and actually help you with your goals#and its like. ok what really stuck with me was when i was talking with my bff and i was like ''i think all this stuff is interesting but i#feel bad bc i am superstitious and believe in some signs like lucky numbers but i know that logically its just. if i pick a lucky number of#i pay extra attention to it but i want to believe its lucky but i know how human brains work in that aspect''#and she was just like. ''so? those things dont have to exclude each other'' and it clicked#if i have a little tigers eye with me it does not make me feel more grounded magically#but if i decide (or believe) it's grounding then it will b bc it's a reminder for me to calm down#and stuff#like. ah idk how to put my thoughts into words#but i just think its unfair that a few rotten apples have ruined the perception of fun hobbies for a lot#not every astrology enjoyer is trying to sell you mlm essential oils or genuinely believe peoples entire lives are dictated upon the stars#or something#idk i just feel like these things are v misunderstood even tho im not personally like super into them myself#but ppl super mean about that stuff arent invited to look at my medieval themed fortune telling cards#idkk im sleepy and cant articulate my points someone else say this but better#leevi talks#im just saying. i dont think its bioessentialism to decide to believe you personally have a season for growth when the stars are in a#certain position or whatever
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And if I told you my parallel senses were tingling...
#im not delusional theres smth here ok#im just also not good w/ words so i cant...properly describe it....#but SOMEONE has to see the vision#THEYRE BOTH PUTTING THEIR TRUST IN THE OTHER (DESPITE THEMSELVES) BC THEY KNOW ITS THE BEST WAY TO HELP EVERYONE THATS WHAT IM GETTING AT#granted the first one they both just beat the guy down together anyway but you get the idea#sakura haruka#kyotaro sugishita#wind breaker#sakura using his name there gets me everything time sugishita its your turn next 🫵🫵🫵
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Subtitles below the keep reading:
Hey you, shut your mouth and look at my paw! DON'T FORGET!! [Incomprehensible sped up gibberish] This... Journey... Money... Loads of coins. [Incomprehensible sped up gibberish] What-about-her? What-about-her? ... What-about-her? 'She still like me? [Quiet but mostly incomprehensible gibberish about subtitles] O P S O P N O-1 1. Here's the spell: Love the mermaid, for sure! The mermaid is HAPPY! Okay! It's pretty normal for a fish, right? Guuuyyyssss, beeeee caaarefuuulll wiiiiith theeee GIIIIIRRRRLSSS!!! [Incomprehensible] Oh! Silly! Oh yes! Lamb chop boy! [Incomprehensible] [Very quietly, while white noise is playing over it] Goood eevening, aand weeelcome too the shoooowww... [In the background] Ohhh, mooney!
#video#elevenlabs#i generated three versions of this video and basically spliced together the best parts from each one into one thing#and also toned down the flashing of the red and white pound signs to be a lot slower#i'm honestly surprised how well everything spliced together. i was expecting it to be even a little bit noticeable but. nope apparently not#i did a few generations of meet the spy's intro and tried to splice together the best bits but theres just so much happening with the audio#there's a lot of funny portions of that audio. maybe i'll try again at it and see if i cant get the parts i like in one thing#truthfully i also don't know how much folks'll like these. as in compared to around the time the infomaniac stuff was made#so i'm not sure how much of these i'll be putting together and uploading. mostly just been fucking around and showing my friends#i'm mostly just intrigued to hear what the ai tries to say with some of these generations#since it's just trying to translate from one language to another#in this case. providing videos in english. and setting the translation from russian to english.#which seems to be the best thing so far (that i've tried) that causes more of the words being said to be off-script#like it'll usually most be like whats originally being said mostly but other times it's completely different from the source#i think this dub shows it best. between ''hey you. shut your mouth and look at my paw!'' and ''love the mermaid. the mermaid is happy!!''#i am also officially out of characters to generate more so i won't really be doing more than what i've already done for a while#i wanted to try and give it a video that plays backwards. flip that. then let it dub over it forwards.#but i'd have to wait until i get the character limit reset
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Yes i am in fact seeying Thunderbolts* tomorrow
#im really excited but i cant really put it in words#i never have seen a marvel movie on premiere day and it feels like solething else#i have deslt with spoilers before but to not have the change to had spoilers i just want to scream i guess#i will not put any spoilers on here#but really exited to see it so early#im just going to be amazed the wole time by florence pugh am i?#like you should just saying#but yeah all great actors and feels like its gonna be so worth it#so lets be just excited#had a count down and to see its less then a day is really scream time!nn#Thunderbolts*#Thunderbolts#mcu#marvel#marvel cinematic universe#marvel comics#yelena belova#Florence pugh#yelena black widow
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jensen and misha are great but i still want to bare knuckle box both of them
#words cannot properly express the level of psychological torture they have put me through#like real guantanamo bay level shit#i love them dearly but i really just need them to stfu#for like a few weeks at least#i cant keep doing this#i log into tumblr and see that supernatural is trending and immediately start hearing boss fight music#‘destiel confirmed again!!’ it would be more humane to put me down old yeller style#supernatural#dean winchester#castiel#supernatural fandom#destiel#misha collins#misha fucking collins#jensen ackles#jackles#destiel fanfic#supernatural fanfiction#destiel fandom
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wrote something so heartbreaking i legitimately sobbed there's something wrong with me
#prose itself isnt that good but i needed to put the events down you see#1.2k words in like one hour & i cant finish the divorce. lol. tsk#ill do it i swear i swear. i just needed to write amarith.
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yknow what im thinking abt it again but like. i i like a LOT of diff interpretations of zoobles gender experience but i think the one im the most fond of is autogender zooble.... i think abt it a lot
#tadc#sure the tag can have autogender zooble post#idk how popular the term is i heard it a few yrs back annd i cant remmeber where#but like. idk man...#i like the idea of keeping them questioning but its either that or autogender zooble i tend to be super fond of#they are truly just zooble#and like ofc for some ppl this stuff is just harder to figure out than it is for others#but its an easy reason theyd have SUCH a hard time figuring it out. bc its not smth that can be explained by much terminology#my source is me cus like im agender but sometimes i experience gender#but only as my gender is Me. so its very hard to put into words#its fun and zooble feels like that for me#anyway i like sooo many diff interpretations of zooble this is just one im esp fond of...#also itd recontextualize all the 'zooble is zooble' stuff#idek what i think their sexuality is though. theyre some sort of sapphic but thats all i can pin down#and tbh i think thats all they know either#i just like seeing them as a sapphic w a weird gender experience cus im like that#im an agender butch lesbian (who is supposed to be on t and have t but got too scared so now its sitting in my room) w brief moments#of having an indescribable gender#so i look at zooble and im like hey..... hey#i dont wanna just give them my gender experience but i can relate to some of their gender experience in a hard to describe way#also i also need to play w their pronouns somtimes#i default to they since its what gets used for them in the show but i wanna spice it up sometime
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2 days after i finished from the sidelines and the brainrot is still not fading im gonna
#elleyapsᡣ𐭩#bkdk#fanfic#from the sidelines#it was frustratingly good i say this a lot#throughout my whole read#but GOD it was so hard to put down#especially after reading chapter 11 ?#crYING SCREAMING I SHED A FUCKING TEAR IT WAS INSANE#the last fic i cried to was a 2min fic#star chaser to be exact#goooood#im crying#i say its a solid 4/5 because i was so frustrated reading it but i can't deny#that it was an enjoyable read#if love is friendship set on fire then let me burn to ashes#THE BRAINROT OVER THAT LINE#i think the reason inwas so frustrated reading it was because of the setting#it was set in a HS senior year age range where i just cant relate anymore#unfortunately#but it was still such a good read !!#would recommend it !#would not recommend it if you don't like 50k word chapters#god the chapter lengths in the fic#as much as i love a good long fic#but such long chapters does take a toll !
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One HSR Character a Day Extra 3 (Day 54): Feixiao
#honkai star rail#feixiao#hsr edits#revsdailyhsr#AAAAHHH THATS MY GENERAL!! for real i cant even put into words how much i love her.. she just grabbed my attention from#the very first moment she was introduced & hasnt let go! not that id want her to anyway because she's simply AMAZING! love#her attitude & her lore & the 2.5 update did her so much justice im so happy! not to mention how stunning her combat#is! she's so great for follow up teams & i get so giddy watching her land big numbers. im beyond thankful that i managed to#pull her & her light cone early. she knew id treat her right & rushed home lol. seriously i havent been this excited for#another character since i started & saw serval which already feels like ages ago. aahhh her design is just so cool..she's gorgeous &#her voice fits her perfectly! im certain she'll return in future stories & i simply cant wait for me to go crazy for her all over again.#truly the most badass woman in the game & my mind cant be changed. id absolutely spend money on merch & even eidolons.#it's seriously astonishing how down bad i am for her. i truly havent felt this way about any character from any media in years.
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dark choco
suspringly i have no notes. he's Really well-written, but i cant think of anything to say other than he single-handedly inspired an entire oc of mine. i love choco, 1000/10
the screentime one was just because of dark mode. while i like how the writers took the time to go in depth with choco, i just wish we'd got something similar for the rest of the cod (thats probably a common sentiment though lol)
#another victim of the stoic brute fandom archetype#choco was one of my first favorites when i started playing ob in 2019 though#the love's died down a little but he's still so special to me i just cant put it into words#text#asks#dark choco cookie
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my partnerrrs >>>
#camera talks#god im getting too excited on vc so i just keep stimming in place and it looks silly but otherwise i'd literally be jumping up and down#3 months with one of these wonderful people today and im so so happy#i cant put into words the love i feel for my partners#i love vcs with moo and sharing my interests with him#and i love being in the booth with saturn and holding his hand#and i love all these things with both of them#and hugs are really special important to me and hugs with them are like <333#and im so so lucky and happy to have both of them in my life#im so so happy to be able to love them both like i do#im feeling very in love tonightttt#i wasnt having the best day today but im so super happy in love and yeah <3
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#laurelcore#customers suck#if i tell you the system is down and we cant take orders#your first thought AND words are I dont believe u?#yeah im lying. im going to lose my job lying to you a stranger for some sicko satisfaction#i wish i could put your order through just so i dont have to#listen to you condescende and treat me like i was born today
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